I’m an opioid addict for almost 12 years. Everyday. I started having thoughts about quitting for the first time ever since my life started to look finally good and I have some purpose. My first problem is I’m absolutely otherworldly scared of withdrawing. I just can’t live through it. And the second, bigger problem is… I can’t seem to realize that taking opio is so bad for me apart from draining my pocket. I’m living seemingly normal, pretty successful life with a little quirk - I’m constantly not sober and with good mood and warm feeling. I know it’s bad and it’s the reason I can’t get a good hold of my life but at the same time it’s so hard to say goodbye to my lifelong “friend”. Wish me luck guys, please
Glad to see you looking better Daniel. You been in my prayers homie along with everyone that battles any addiction issues. Keep your head up & keep doing the next right thing. I been doing that and now almost got 5 months, just passed my state exam and got a raise and my own work truck, been saving money, and paying off bills. I have enough saved to pay off my car 3 years ahead of schedule. Most important is I have a great relationship with God, thanks to Him helping me out when I was at my lowest. God Bless!
Long term kpin use just makes your anxiety worse off than it you didn’t use it: I was prescribed them for years and eventually got off of them and realized how weak they made me.
@@danielsinrecovery for sure . I wasn’t tryna judge at all , just wanted to put that out there so people didn’t think kpins were all just peaches and rainbows. Daily use weakens your immune system and if your addiction gets bad enough the withdrawals can kill you. I’m glad they are there for people to use temporarily to help them during a hard time which seems like that’s how you are using them which is smart. I just recently was prescribed Xanax again after my grandpa died last year and me and him were really close. I got off them a couple months ago because I knew I was ready to be off of them again, but I’m glad that I had them to help calm me down.
Much love bro! sounds like you are on the best track to creating a beautiful life for yourselves. In about a month, I'm about to start Adderall for my GAD and anxiety. I'm keeping you in my mind when I think to take it responsibly--I've never done heroin or anything, So I know you are 8 times more manlier than me lol So that is what helps me stay focused. your updates and your health. Hope to see you soon man!
Your channel came up in my recommendations a couple months ago and I'm so glad I watched it, after watching a few videos I became a subscriber and of course I smash that like button every single time, every single video, smash, smash, smash😁👍
love your content man, its an honor to see you in the comments!!! I watch your videos here and there, very interesting content. it's not something I would normally be into but you make it dope. glad to have you around here man, Idk if you would be down, but id like to speak with someone from UA-cam of your channel size for a few tips I have a few questions that I would love to be able to ask you!!!!
more to come!!! just gotta take care of a few things in life before I go head first into this channel again. but we are getting there that's forsure!!!!
Dawg that’s messed up. Guy can’t comment on the channel he created. The world can be a messed up place sometimes . Well I know you will bounce right back bro. 🤙🏻🙏🏽
Happy Father’s Day Daniel so glad you got your channel back. I was happy that you got back your regular channel. I’m happy that you decided to give the meetings a try, please do not give up on that AA has a lot of sobriety and is less flaky than NA. My problem was drugs and not alcohol but that really doesn’t matter you will learn it is “our thinking” bro. Anyways love your channel and so glad you are getting along with your dad. My mom died on June 7th of this year and the fact that I’m getting through it is amazing. Things are happening in my life and it’s fantastic dude. One day at a time brother.
Whats good my dude!? Glad to see you got your channel back going. Good luck with the job hunt. You are a good dude to take care of your Mom as well. Be easy bro. Keep runnin it up!
I have loved watching your videos through the struggles, I am personally struggling right now with a lot of these kinds of issues and it’s great to see you coming out on top from this. Good luck with a new channel keep it going. Very inspiring!
@@danielsinrecovery I hope you can gain access to it, but even if not you got today & you did the first one from scratch- just keep being you & it will show
I can't find your other channel? Isn't this your only channel, Daniel? I've been following you on this channel for years. Back when it was called "Veterans with Anxiety", before you changed the channel name. I'm kinda confused. Lol 😆
this is my main channel. this is veterans with anxiety. I changed the name a few months back, my second channel is called "danielsinrecovery2.0" go check it out and subscribe that will be my new backup channel just in case!
thank you!!! will do as always. and he is doing ok. I feel so bad for him tho because he is coupped up in the room all day. I take him out for walks outside when I can but it's just to dam hot outside over here. we are regularly over the 100 degree mark daily
@@danielsinrecovery we’re in a heat wave too (but not as hot as you guys) & I’ve got 3 indoor cats. Does he have AC or a fan? I have to split my cats up cuz they don’t get along so I switch them around but it’s ok. They’d get eaten by the foxes out back if i let them out. I spoil them, lol - what can I say. I love em. Stay cool & lotsa love❤️
Daniel… looking good my friend.. get up the amazing work.. you should know not to talk for 5 min while the sub is doin its thing!.. lol😅 j/k.. not really but just giving you the biz..
thank you I really appreciate it!!!! and yea yea I know hahaha. Im always on the move I feel like. mind is always running. don't even notice it sometimes haha
Work. Work. Work. Keeps you busy. Make money. Stack it. Financial stability keeps your anxiety down. Do you YT in the evenings- but dont stress on posting each day. Focus on you. Do you. The rest will follow.
@@danielsinrecovery great news! I’ve been a subscriber since you had less than 1k subs. Getting 14k is fkn hard and a big deal, so I’m glad you got it figured out my man
@@danielsinrecovery thanks for sharing I’ve been clean for five years and a few weeks I kinda slipped up but haven’t touched it since but now I’m having major urges so I was thinking if the doctor would prescribe me subs even though I’m not addicted or sick to it what do you think?
ill explain in a video soon. this was what I was uploading to that other channel after loosing access to this one. Thought I was gonna loose this channel and be forced to start from scratch.
nothing anymore I will explain what happened in a video soon it should be up by today. but I lost access to this channel for a while I was just sharing this video for you guys to see what I was doing while I couldn't log into my main channel. idk if that makes any sense but ill explain soon
So do i need to cancel that patreon im not good with technology lol and unsubscribe from the other one look and tell me Daniel if this is the one i did that patreon on and lmk please
Hey hey so good to see u back and sounding happy ✌️🫶...its not been the same without you Luke etc. So good to hear from you and your looking fantastic. I wish u tons of luck for your job searching... i know its pain staking but i reakly thing you find somewhere good to work for with nice people, making lots of cash 😜...you got this ✌️ and sorry about the stress of your channel! Lets hope it gets fixed out for you...take care Lisa 🫶
Link to backup channel
www.youtube.com/@DanielsInRecovery2.0
I’m an opioid addict for almost 12 years. Everyday. I started having thoughts about quitting for the first time ever since my life started to look finally good and I have some purpose.
My first problem is I’m absolutely otherworldly scared of withdrawing. I just can’t live through it.
And the second, bigger problem is… I can’t seem to realize that taking opio is so bad for me apart from draining my pocket. I’m living seemingly normal, pretty successful life with a little quirk - I’m constantly not sober and with good mood and warm feeling.
I know it’s bad and it’s the reason I can’t get a good hold of my life but at the same time it’s so hard to say goodbye to my lifelong “friend”.
Wish me luck guys, please
You can do it bro. Just gotta say to yourself once and for all this is it and commit. You got it man. I believe in u
God has a lot of good things planned for you. May god bless you
Amen🙏 All things are possible through the good Lord above
Thank you very much. I sure hope so
Amen!!!🙏🏼
Glad to see you looking better Daniel. You been in my prayers homie along with everyone that battles any addiction issues. Keep your head up & keep doing the next right thing. I been doing that and now almost got 5 months, just passed my state exam and got a raise and my own work truck, been saving money, and paying off bills. I have enough saved to pay off my car 3 years ahead of schedule. Most important is I have a great relationship with God, thanks to Him helping me out when I was at my lowest. God Bless!
hell yea bro that's amazing. keep it up
Drunk and gambling here. I am nailing it.
haha good luck to ya playya
Long term kpin use just makes your anxiety worse off than it you didn’t use it: I was prescribed them for years and eventually got off of them and realized how weak they made me.
yea that's next up on my to do list! in time at least. I need to get my situation a little more stable and then I plan to work on these things!
@@danielsinrecovery for sure . I wasn’t tryna judge at all , just wanted to put that out there so people didn’t think kpins were all just peaches and rainbows. Daily use weakens your immune system and if your addiction gets bad enough the withdrawals can kill you. I’m glad they are there for people to use temporarily to help them during a hard time which seems like that’s how you are using them which is smart. I just recently was prescribed Xanax again after my grandpa died last year and me and him were really close. I got off them a couple months ago because I knew I was ready to be off of them again, but I’m glad that I had them to help calm me down.
Just found your channel today . Love your honesty. Booze n coke are my choice. Been trying to stay sober for the last 12 years. With varying success .
got you, well your at the correct place. Got a lot of plans for this channel and the future. glad you joined aboard!!!
Much love bro! sounds like you are on the best track to creating a beautiful life for yourselves.
In about a month, I'm about to start Adderall for my GAD and anxiety. I'm keeping you in my mind when I think to take it responsibly--I've never done heroin or anything, So I know you are 8 times more manlier than me lol So that is what helps me stay focused. your updates and your health. Hope to see you soon man!
Thank you brother! Going to be posting content like there is no tomorrow
adderall is not for GAD or anxiety but if you have ADHD that is untreated that will cause severe anxiety.
Lookin' good brah!
Thanks brother!
Your channel came up in my recommendations a couple months ago and I'm so glad I watched it, after watching a few videos I became a subscriber and of course I smash that like button every single time, every single video, smash, smash, smash😁👍
Hell yea! that's what im talking about! definitely puts a smile on my face!!!
Night and day
love your content man, its an honor to see you in the comments!!! I watch your videos here and there, very interesting content. it's not something I would normally be into but you make it dope. glad to have you around here man, Idk if you would be down, but id like to speak with someone from UA-cam of your channel size for a few tips I have a few questions that I would love to be able to ask you!!!!
Glad you doing well G, more stories though man! You got a knack for telling stories
more to come!!! just gotta take care of a few things in life before I go head first into this channel again. but we are getting there that's forsure!!!!
Dawg that’s messed up. Guy can’t comment on the channel he created. The world can be a messed up place sometimes . Well I know you will bounce right back bro. 🤙🏻🙏🏽
big thanks homie
Happy Father’s Day Daniel so glad you got your channel back. I was happy that you got back your regular channel. I’m happy that you decided to give the meetings a try, please do not give up on that AA has a lot of sobriety and is less flaky than NA. My problem was drugs and not alcohol but that really doesn’t matter you will learn it is “our thinking” bro. Anyways love your channel and so glad you are getting along with your dad. My mom died on June 7th of this year and the fact that I’m getting through it is amazing. Things are happening in my life and it’s fantastic dude. One day at a time brother.
thank you I really appreciate it! and yes I need to get into one of those here soon!!! hopefully one that's actually up and running this time haha
Yoooo keep pushing gang ! You got this shi ! Don’t stress and just move smart 🦾🫡 Happy Father’s Day btw brother !
thank you brother means a lot forreal
Thanks for the update bro your plans sound great to set you and family up
I subscrived to your new channel bro keep going!
thank you very much. always appreciated!!!!
Whats good my dude!? Glad to see you got your channel back going. Good luck with the job hunt. You are a good dude to take care of your Mom as well. Be easy bro. Keep runnin it up!
I appreciate it. hopping to get a new job here very soon!
I have loved watching your videos through the struggles, I am personally struggling right now with a lot of these kinds of issues and it’s great to see you coming out on top from this. Good luck with a new channel keep it going. Very inspiring!
Nooo . I need to make a video to explain what happened and what was going on
I appreciate you watching the videos! But I lost access to this channel for a bit and made a new one thinking I couldn’t ever get this back
@@danielsinrecovery I hope you can gain access to it, but even if not you got today & you did the first one from scratch- just keep being you & it will show
I can't find your other channel?
Isn't this your only channel, Daniel?
I've been following you on this channel for years. Back when it was called "Veterans with Anxiety", before you changed the channel name.
I'm kinda confused. Lol 😆
this is my main channel. this is veterans with anxiety. I changed the name a few months back, my second channel is called "danielsinrecovery2.0" go check it out and subscribe that will be my new backup channel just in case!
hey man you look a lot better now! im super proud of u man keep it up!
thank you will do!!!
Danielle your looking well mate you'll be a plus to any potential employer.
thank you for that. much appreciated. been trying !!! I got a few leads so lets see where this takes us!
Hi Daniel! Keep up the good work! We’re rootin’ for ya! Love to you & Cat Guy- how’s he doing?
thank you!!! will do as always. and he is doing ok. I feel so bad for him tho because he is coupped up in the room all day. I take him out for walks outside when I can but it's just to dam hot outside over here. we are regularly over the 100 degree mark daily
@@danielsinrecovery we’re in a heat wave too (but not as hot as you guys) & I’ve got 3 indoor cats. Does he have AC or a fan? I have to split my cats up cuz they don’t get along so I switch them around but it’s ok. They’d get eaten by the foxes out back if i let them out. I spoil them, lol - what can I say. I love em. Stay cool & lotsa love❤️
🙏💚👍💪😁
LOVE
Take care of your Mom, bro. She is the only one that will always love you.
100% ALWAYS
Daniel… looking good my friend.. get up the amazing work.. you should know not to talk for 5 min while the sub is doin its thing!.. lol😅 j/k.. not really but just giving you the biz..
thank you I really appreciate it!!!! and yea yea I know hahaha. Im always on the move I feel like. mind is always running. don't even notice it sometimes haha
Hell yeah looking better dude!! I tried looking for the other channel and I can’t find it! Can you link it in the comments?
yessss scroll up to the verry top it should be pinned to the top of the comments!
Work. Work. Work. Keeps you busy. Make money. Stack it. Financial stability keeps your anxiety down. Do you YT in the evenings- but dont stress on posting each day. Focus on you. Do you. The rest will follow.
yup yup I know it, been busy with that lately trying to find myself a new little gig here. Hopefully can land something very soon!!!
@@danielsinrecovery don't be too picky. Example: Making $20/hr x 40 hr week = $800. $15/hr x 40 week = $600. $800 vs $600 vs $000
Oh so you did get the channel back, this one with 14.4k followers is the one you were trying access, right?
correct thank god!!!
@@danielsinrecovery great news! I’ve been a subscriber since you had less than 1k subs. Getting 14k is fkn hard and a big deal, so I’m glad you got it figured out my man
me to bro!!! if you want to check out the second channel here it is. this is just a back up for now. www.youtube.com/@DanielsInRecovery2.0
I pray for u I’ve been struggling with benzo Daniel can u help me
yes I can, I'm setting up a new discord server, I will be posting the link in the descriptions soon. also you can reach me at my instagram
How long you’ve been on the subs?
A good 3 almost 4 years at this point
@@danielsinrecovery thanks for sharing I’ve been clean for five years and a few weeks I kinda slipped up but haven’t touched it since but now I’m having major urges so I was thinking if the doctor would prescribe me subs even though I’m not addicted or sick to it what do you think?
Why am I still subscribed and everything if this is a new channel?
ill explain in a video soon. this was what I was uploading to that other channel after loosing access to this one. Thought I was gonna loose this channel and be forced to start from scratch.
@@danielsinrecoverywas i the o ly one who put 2 and 2 together 😂😂😂
What exactly do you need us to do with the other channel? How do I find it and help you?
nothing anymore I will explain what happened in a video soon it should be up by today. but I lost access to this channel for a while I was just sharing this video for you guys to see what I was doing while I couldn't log into my main channel. idk if that makes any sense but ill explain soon
www.youtube.com/@DanielsInRecovery2.0 go subscribe!!!
we up
Yeaaaa budy
What’s the other channel name ?
danielsinrecovery2.0
So do i need to cancel that patreon im not good with technology lol and unsubscribe from the other one look and tell me Daniel if this is the one i did that patreon on and lmk please
No don’t unsubscribe. We are still good. I’m back in my account now. I will make a video explaining everything soon
Ok just Wana make sure all that was ok good ok then
Hey hey so good to see u back and sounding happy ✌️🫶...its not been the same without you Luke etc. So good to hear from you and your looking fantastic. I wish u tons of luck for your job searching... i know its pain staking but i reakly thing you find somewhere good to work for with nice people, making lots of cash 😜...you got this ✌️ and sorry about the stress of your channel! Lets hope it gets fixed out for you...take care Lisa 🫶
aww well thank you I really appreciate it. glad to be back!!! its definitely time for a big change. Been working hard to get back on track!!!