LET'S MOVE ALL OF MY ANIMALS OUT OF MY ROOM. (Also, Youtube Scares Me Lol)
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- Опубліковано 18 вер 2024
- let's have a talk...? i'm now finding myself scared of the very same platform i used to make a living off of. but i don't want to just let my fears overcome me, so i'm going to try to get past it! i want to enjoy myself on here again, as well as feel comfortable being myself on camera. the ability to express myself creatively in this way means so much to me and i don't want to give up on that just because of this new hurdle i'm not sure how to surpass yet.
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after 256 weeks, i finally have a bedroom that's ACTUALLY a bedroom, and not just every item i own that can possibly fit stacked in boxes around a bed, with a majority of my reptiles shoved in there with me as well. it was crowded, messy, impossible to organize, hot, and overwhelming. now i have my own safe space :')
let's see where my animals are going to be living now! i'm also excited to share my bedroom space- it provides a cozy feeling i haven't had in a long time.
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I had to reupload this video after originally posting it yesterday after my account was accidentally unlinked from the website I used to get my copyright free music from, resulting in the video getting copyright struck and demonetized. I was having a super hard time contacting support after this, so eventually I just decided to take out all the original music I used and replace it with new music from a different source. It's a little annoying because I had edited the video to go with the original music, so now it doesn't sync up with the new music as well. but whatever, the video is up that's all i care about lol. thank you for watching
I love your vids!
God UA-cam is the worst. Sorry you had to do this.
Thank you
I love this response , yes it's up and that's all that matters we will watch again for you because we are loyal . Post and love your life bookie
Taylor I’ve been watching your videos for years & honestly I’m just glad we get to see your face & know you’re doing okay! I’m so sorry to hear about your babies needing new homes ‘cause I know how hard that can be but you did the right thing💜 Please do whatever makes you happy & is best for your mental & overall health darlin! We will still love you & support you no matter what! SO PROUD OF HOW FAR YOU’VE COME & IT’S SO AWESOME TO SEE YOU DOING GREAT AGAIN & GENUINELY HAPPY!!💜✨🖤💖
Girl, I've been here since the infamous Cheese Era (and I'm still stickin' around). I love the fact that you're stepping back, taking a deep breath, and remembering why you made these videos in the first place! To have fun, be goofy, find chill animal friends. I've always loved your style of editing, it makes me laugh so much.
Why infamous?
Cheese ❤
She got cancelled over it? That was like the peak of her drug abuse and the way she ended up mourning cheese was not taken well by the reptile community in general@@ruqayyahqadri8180
i saw a boxfish in the wild while snorkeling and screamed Cheese four or five times underwater lol. He is forever a celebrity online, just like Nala.
@@ruqayyahqadri8180 I’m not OP but I’d assume they chose to use the word infamous because her funeral video for him is what made everyone start noticing something was wrong… and I’m pretty sure he passed because of improper care (not 100% sure on that, it’s been a while since everything happened and I’ve had a child since then so my brain is mush now lmao) he was a celebrity on the channel so the fact his story ended so tragically and alerted her followers that something was up.. i can understand the use of the word infamous for him
i'm not gonna lie i grew up watching you and your journey together with your reptiles and pets. I always find some comfort watching your vids for some reason 😆
Same here!! Her content is so comforting
Same!
Why did that completely positive statement started with "I'm not gonna lie"?
This!!!
Literally sameeeee
We missed you !! And we’re SO glad to have you back even if it’s for short periods of time. Your mental, emotional and physical health is THE most important thing in the world and we all love you and appreciate you and your honesty so much !!
I’ve watched you since the beginning, and I was just a little teenager maybe even pre-teen. And I don’t think I’ll ever stop, as soon as I see a video is posted by you I’m clicking it. Thank you for sharing your struggles though. Please know you’re not alone, anxiety wreaks havoc on my life too. But it goes to show how resilient you are still continuing to do this for all of us. Much love to you!
same!!!!!!!!! always watch your videos as soon as I see them!
me too!!
'Disconnected from your audience" or not, you're a human being living your life. I can only speak for myself, others may agree, but I enjoy when you post videos no matter what the content is about. Im just happy to see youre still thinking of us and that you seem happy :)
Your government tax dollars at work! *Come for the past beauty--stay for the train wreck!*
Taylor, don’t be so hard on yourself. We watch because we feel a connection to you that is unconditional. You could post a half hour long, unedited video of you eating and we’d enjoy just having your company! Perfectionism dampens creation. You have that creative spark within you, trust it and watch it grow!
Taylor, I’m old enough to be your mom. I’ve watched you for years and years. I am proud of your forward motion in life. I understand your anxiety with getting back on here. Don’t let any hate drag you down. You be you! People who matter will congratulations you and encourage you to keep going!
I love your new room! I bet it feels great to have a new space.
I want to say something similar. I may be old enough to your mom or very young grandmother. I was in a similar position when I was around your age leaving a relationship and it required even leaving a country. I had to move back with family members. This too shall pass. You will come ahead on the other side before you know it. I have watch you for a long time and I was very happy to you see your pretty face my dear. Keep your chin up and one foot in front of the other. I don't know about other people but I want to hear how have u been and how are the animals you do have etc. Seeing you on cam talking about yout life updates makes me happy to you! Reminds me of myself at a very young age but in a different era. You got this one way or another. You will figure it out.
Task paralysis and anxiety that stops u in your tracks is so painfully relatable. Proud of you for uploading this no matter how long it took!
You may not know it, but you are an incredibly important person to have on this platform. Not many people talk about their struggles with DV, addiction, and disabilities. Your story will truly stick with me forever. I remember watching your videos about the DV situation and literally crying. Your love for animals and your strength through this all is very inspiring. I hope you can find what makes you happy, whether it's youtube, or something completely different. Just know you have fans who will support you.
100%! I understand why not many people may want to talk about it, but I've always supported Taylor because of her honesty, especially through the tough times. Her love for animals is what brought me to her channel all those years ago, but she's the reason I'm still here.
You may want to play with the idea of starting a new channel, you might find it easier to restart rather than to rebuild. In a way this channel is haunted by ghosts of your past and you feel the need to achieve the goals and stats this channel was achieving. I say this with good intentions and mean no offence. It's good to see you back ❤️
Witnessing your growth is so powerful for me. I always feel so much less alone. Like dang is it relatable in sitting down to do a task again and being impeded by anxiety. Or making plans to finish something later and suddenly weeks have passed. I'm just such a slow processor and need so much time to recover between things. I'm so glad to see you taking your time to figure out what is best for you and your health.
Lol sent this before I finished the video. It was so good to see the animals again! Those kitties are so spoiled and happy. That room update is fantastic! Yay for more space! All the art of cheese and his memorial just 🥺
i followed you since the beginning, pre cheese / hedgehog days. and i just wanna say i follow you for YOU. the animals are a bonus but your personality and your beauty and your humor is what got me and im sure many others. being online the way you do, and seeing how harsh your haters have been, i can totally understand why you’d be scared. take all the time you need, but please just remember there are many of us that support you
i’ve been watching you since i was 10 years old (i’m 18 now) and you were the one that sparked my interest is reptiles and other exotic animals i feel like i’ve grown with you and i will continue to do that for as long as you decide to keep doing this we love you and just want you to be happy and healthy in every way and will continue to support you no matter what 🤍🤍
Girl I feel you, the constant battle between your rational healthy thoughts with your emotional (unhealthy) thoughts is so hard. I’m so glad you managed to make this video! You’re strong, your content is amazing and I’m glad you pushed through. No matter how long it took to finish it, you did!
Thank you for the lovely content, I really enjoyed it ❤
Wow Tay you made such progress 🫂 hope you’re relaxing in your new cozy bedroom and enjoying with your loved ones, keep up the amazing work I know how hard it can be. Wishing you the best🎉❤
love you so much Tay, watching this made me sad but you have to do what is best for you & if being a content creator isn’t helping you then we support you regardless!!!
I just want to say that no matter how non-regularly you post video's, I'll always watch them and love them. You taught me that loving animals the way I do is not something to be ashamed of.
Taylor, I have been watching you for yeeeears, and I also went into recovery (for the second time after battling opiate addiction since I was 15) right before you posted that first video you did explaining everything, and I have been in recovery right there beside you the whole time. June of 2019 is my sober month, I am unsure of the day because I honestly didn’t think this time would stick either and didn’t see the point in celebrating it, but now I wish I would have 😢 but I have always looked up to you in some way. Most of my animal knowledge about the exotic animals I have, I got from watching you take care of yours. I completely understand the struggles with anxiety and not really knowing who you are without drugs, and the time it takes to mentally heal from them takes so much longer than anyone could ever realize. But you’re doing so well🩶 and I’m so proud of you! I know that no one can convince you to not have the anxieties that you do about things like filming because self doubt is a hell of a thing to try and overcome, but please know that you have so many people here that support you and have your back. You could post a video of a wall and your loyal subscribers (you have many) would absolutely watch it. Don’t be afraid to be yourself, because the beautiful person you are is why you got so many followers because we loved seeing you being so real and showing so much love for your animals. You are such an amazing person and you have helped a lot of people, me included, by being so real and raw when it comes to things like the battle you have gone through with addiction. Don’t ever stop being you and don’t let this fucked up world tarnish your beautiful soul🩵
Hey Taylor, I've been a watcher since I was a junior in high school (I'm now 23 almost 24). It's crazy how fast time flies and what occurs in those years. Life throws curveballs and sometimes massive flaming boulders at us, to see how we react or even to remind us to slow down. Your honesty and transparency with struggles while also protecting yourself is something I truly do admire about you and is one of the reasons I've stayed subscribed for so long. I'm proud of you for hanging in there and not giving up. Thank you for always pulling me out of a dark spot. Your videos and presence here have been deeply appreciated.
I'm so proud of you for doing this video!!! It must've taken a lot of effort. Just know, you are a naturally charismatic and fun person to listen too, and WE LOVE YOU!!!! You will always have an audience who will enjoy watching your videos, no matter what!!!
Kudos to you for keeping those babies and taking care of them even when it was hard for you in your own life. So happy to see you posting and hope you keep it up! Watching a time lapse of you just cleaning out and organizing tanks was comforting for me. I think I can speak for us all when I say you could literally do anything and we’ll watch haha ❤
as someone that just got a second cat, seeing all of the kitties being cute in the new room was the best part of this video lol. seriously though, i've been watching your videos for years and love seeing the new content and your journey with all the animals, etc. your videos are always super comforting to me
I was literally just thinking about you the other day! I’m hoping you’re doing okay, and you figure out how to balance mental health and posting online. 🤍 It’s a really hard thing to figure out, and you’re totally valid for your anxieties about it. I’m proud of you for making it through everything you’ve been through, and I hope you continue to heal!!! Looking forward to seeing more videos if possible. 🤍
I've been watching since before the seahorse drama during cheese and almost since the start. Your videos are what helped my love of all kind of of amazing animals. Been here so long and I will not be leaving anytime soon. Your videos brought me so much comfort and taught me so much, so ill stick around and watch as much as you upload.
Well done for posting this video ❤ you expressed anxiety over it but you still did it anyway and that's amazing!!!
I'm so glad you posted as we are all so pleased to see another video from you and see you doing so great.
Do what feels right for your heart but know you have support from your fans. Pet-tube can be vicious so I understand why you feel this way.
I cannot express the joy I feel for you that you are doing well.
I began watchign you before you ever hit 100k and ive been here ever since, Im so proud of you and your recovery. Thank you for providing me a sense of comfort when i went through rough seas, and many of us OG watchers will always be here to listen when you post
I'm so happy to see these kinds of updates ❤ I've been watching you for years and seeing your journey has been heartbreaking, but I'm so proud of how things have changed! You inspired me to be a reptile lover as a tween, and now as a young adult, I myself have 2 ball pythons with plans for all sorts of other critters to come. Thank you for all the beautiful (and even the not so beautiful!) parts of your life and your critters you share with us all ❤❤
It's super cool to see you take care of yourself and figure stuff out. Early adulthood is extremely confusing and hard to navigate for many of us. My own life has been very different to yours, but I can relate to some of the feelings of change and disconnection you describe, even if for different reasons. I like that we get to vibe here together and not go through them alone. You're made of tougher stuff than most based on what you've described in the past, and I know we'll all turn out ok. It's good to see you trusting what you feel is right for you and your animals
I've been subscribed for years and have witnessed your journey and I've got to say that,as a viewer, I'm extremely proud and amazed to see your growth as a person and how mature and real you've become with yourself. Your life could be in a very different place and you chose to change your trajectory and point your feet in a direction that's more healthy and inspiring. You'll have struggles, but you've survived 100% of your worst days ever. You've got this. Keep growing. Keep your feet pointed in a direction of peace and health. Keep striving for inward beauty.
Ok but you look STUNNING girl! Glad to see you because I root for you hard. I'm proud of you Taylor. Keep this up because it's working!! 🥰Listen to your gut, do what makes YOU truly happy, not others. Your audience will be here and you know, there is a BLOCK button. You can control who can leave comments on your videos if it's affecting your MH. The place looks great and I know you feel so much better!! Amazing job girly! I feel better when my house is clean and organized.🥰👍
We missed youuuu!!!! My sister and I grew up watching you and it was one of the most fun things we bonded over. No matter how bad my day felt, I always knew I could watch your videos! I hope we can help you as much as you’ve helped all of us growing up ❤️
I love this comment . ❤
I'm so happy to see that you're back! I've watched you for years, and you inspired me to really get into animals and advocate for the best care possible!! While I'm happy to see that you're back, I hope you take plenty of time for your mental health! You've made such an excellent impact with your online presence, and even if you choose to not continue, I hope you still know you made that impact. We love you, and wish you best of luck!!!
Taylor being back today made my day so proud of you Taylor you've come so far so glad to see you back and healthy can't wait for the next video💓💓
I get so excited when I get a notification of your videos! Thanks for sharing. Stay strong!! You're doing great!!
So so proud of you Taylor for combatting anxiety and sharing your life with us. Love you and giving you strength for many tomorrows x
I’m so happy to see you making videos again! It doesn’t matter if it’s pets, life updates, hobbies,etc.. your videos are comforting and always entertaining
Girlll of course we’re gonna notice a difference in setting ! You’ve always been a comfort to watch for me too life has rocked my shit and being able to go back to your videos and you’re so honest about your experience it’s such a comfort. Your videos help when I feel alone so I always get excited when you post
so glad you’re back!! loved your videos from years ago i would stay up all night and watch you feed all of them!! and seeing your progress and transparency throughout the years is very admirable! please don’t be so hard on yourself you’re a human and like you said you can’t please everyone. as long as you’re happy, so glad to see you back and all of the animals ! ❤️
As a long time viewer, its amazing to see the progress you've made! When I was a teenager, I would always look forward to your videos. I couldn't have pets when I started watching your videos (not enough space), but your videos were so cool to me as someone who loves animals, fish, and reptiles. I'm older now, in my own apartment, and have my amazing pets (I got a dog and a snake, and they're my precious babies :'3). It's been a long time, but I still don't miss an upload. I know a lot of long time viewers are cheering you on, and we can all see the amazing progress you've achieved so far. Looking forward to seeing whats to come
Missed you!!! It makes me happy seeing every update or video that you post, I've been watching you since the beginning and I sometimes come back to your channel to rewatch some videos, to relive some moments and memories, while always looking foward. I'm glad your recovery is going well and anything that you'll decide to do, I'll always enjoy!! Do what's best for you, take care
I'm so happy to see an update on how you're doing! I got my first ball python in October and I love her so much! My husband and I also discovered recently that we're expecting our second baby, so it's nice to watch this while stuck in bed sick
I love listening to you ramble. Let it all out girl. I’m listening.❤❤
I’ve been watching your videos since I was like, in middle school or early high school. I’m now 25. Your new videos still bring me a level of comfort, even as I refamiliarize myself with your content. You shouldn’t be so tough on yourself though. I feel like you forget how positive your channel was in the beginning, before all the trauma and drama. You always talked about your health, your mental wellbeing, and your love for animals. You created a safe space for you and your audience. You were never an inhuman brand, you were a content creator that was significantly more relatable than most. That was one of your greatest strengths! Just remember, when you sit in front of the camera and talk to us for a few hours, Nala is cheering you on. She’s been watching this whole time and is so proud of the effort you’ve made to remain yourself over the years. She believes in you, you can do the thing! And when Nala isn’t looking, you can bet Cheese and all the others are! I wish you nothing but the best vibes and the most positive life experiences moving forward Taylor; you deserve it. You’ve brought so much joy to so many of us, I really do hope you can catch and bottle some of it to keep for yourself as well.
Omg I have never been this early and love ur videos taylor
Awww been here from the beginning too! I miss you! Don’t worry yourself with apologies and explanations, we understand and still love you girl!!! The cheese art was so nostalgic 🥹Thank you for sharing, I will still be here for the next update.❤
I’m so happy to see your room look like a bedroom and not be jam packed full of animals and supplies. It’ll be so good for your mental health!
Taylor, I speak not just for myself but most of us when I say we love you! Thank you for uploading even if pressing record is hard. Falling in love with yourself as much as you did with social media can be a grueling task. You’re more than the numbers and rumors. You’re a genuine human being going through life figuring out what works for you.
I'm glad that you were able to post this and face your fears. It's hard to do and you've come a long way.
I’ve missed you! 💖 always so happy to see updates and videos from you. Your journey isn’t over just yet 🤍 you’ve changed and grown and there’s nothing wrong with wanting different now. You’ve come so far and just as a follower I’m so so proud 🫶🏼
Seeing you be so real has helped me so much with my own anxiety and depression, thank you for being here 💖
I'm glad you're pushing through the fear & anxiety to try and continue doing what you love. I know it isn't easy. Don't worry about the spaces between videos, continue looking after yourself and post only when you're ready. There will be loads of followers here to support you and will be happy to see all of your progress.
Been watching you since 2017! We love you and you always look beautiful! ❤️❤️❤️
UA-cam knows me so well to put your UA-cam video first on my recommended. I’m so happy to see you again Taylor I hope you’re doing well. Thank you for starting my love for animals so many years ago for me and probably so many other people.
For reference, I was probably in middle school beginning high school and now I’m four years graduated
It's so crazy seeing the Cheese fan art, I remember when I first started following you and it really inspired me to study zoology, I'm glad to se your update, thank you for sharing with us!
I was just thinking about you and wondering how you were doing! It's so lovely to see an update from you again :) I have been feeling bad because I still live with my parents due to chronic illness and I have a lot of animals so I can't rent a place of my own. This video makes me feel so much better to know that I'm not the only one. Take care. ❤️
Hi Taylor,
Long time viewer of yours, and have been here watching you on your journey for a long time. I wanted to leave a comment that's hopefully encouraging. Obviously you've been through SO SO much, and I've always admired your bravery, complete candidness with your audience (who you don't owe these things to) and vulnerability. I'm positive you've changed and maybe even saved some lives with just being open the way you have been, especially regarding the struggles you've been going through. Again, the admiration I have behind your ability to do so despite having such a gigantic platform that was founded on PetTube of all spaces in the YT sphere, it says a lot about your character in many beautiful ways.
Sending you all of the love and I'm truly cheering for you on the sidelines (as I'm sure many of us are). Whatever that means for you as it relates to your relationship with UA-cam and the internet - I know you'll go on to do great things, and have big faith that you'll overcome the current anxieties and fears you have (which are all very understandable and valid). It makes complete sense to not be able to return to being a full time influencer the way you had been, but I do hope you're able to reclaim the fun and joy that you've had around making these videos and your audience will always be here and rooting for you. Even if that means you don't post very often. I hope you're able to achieve all of your dreams in and out of the internet!
I’m so proud of you and how far you’ve come. I feel like we grew up together in a lot of ways. Please don’t feel pressured to post, just focus on looking after yourself and your animals and the things that bring you joy❤
Honestly, you randomly popped into my head and needed to check in on you and im glad to hear and see you in this video! I use to watch you animal videos years ago and while u were going thru a tough time and sobering up, I was going through the same and your content felt relatable and you dont have to explain urself, just post whenever it feels right. You down owe us anything, youre human. Glad ur well and sober another day, something to be proud of.
It was 4 in the morning and I was just scrolling through UA-cam (why do I do this to myself?) and then saw your update and I never hit play so fast! I’m so happy to see another update and always will be happy to see one even if it’s years from now. I’m dealing with my own mental health struggles (cause why else would someone be on YT at 4am?) and think about you often wondering how you’re doing with yours. I’m also questioning if I even love the same things I used to or if it’s time to move on to something else completely for a fresh start. I hope your room change is a fresh new start for you. It can be so helpful just to have a change of scenery or just rearrange things. I wish you, your animals and your family well with everything. You’ll get there ❤
Maybe a new channel could help with the fear against the judgement of your old audience.
i started watching your videos when i was 10, i’m 17 now and i’m so happy to see you doing better and everytime you upload a video i’m glad you’re still here ❤
Girl, I am so happy to see you back. I’ll pick back up and watch any video you post because you have a GOOD heart & a resilience about you that’s inspiring. You have 1.9 million others that stay subscribed to you for the same reasons - even the ones that post cruel comments. They envy you and project their insecurities at the end of the day. I know that hurts, but please recognize that YOU aren’t the problem - they are. And I hope you can filter through them, and make this space a fun hobby for you again that doesn’t cause you stress. Because that’s never what it should be & seeing how far you’ve come is admirable. Addiction is evil and people don’t understand the various impacts it can have until it’s their mom/dad/brother sister. You got this & thank you for coming back 🩷
Will always check in when you post a new video....been following you for a lot of years now, but glad to see you looking after yourself and only posting when you feel up to it!😊
I love how raw you always are
Wow, that's awesome, Taylor!! I hope your enjoy your bedroom makeover. It looks like your cats are loving it!
Your feelings toward UA-cam/social media are totally understandable. I hope you'll be able to find a happy medium where you can have fun and feel fulfilled! :) I've always appreciated your realness and love your chatty videos.
I know that this won't mean much as I'm just a random person on the internet.
Been watching your videos for a long time, through the ups and downs.
I am so proud of how far you have come. You should be so proud of yourself.
Missed you and happy to see you back. Wishing you all the best in your recovery journey. Keep you mental, emotional and physical health #1, we will still be here for you no matter what. Love you.
I totally understand being an overthinker. Just know you have a lot of us who have been following you for a long time and genuinely care about you and just want to see you succeed and be happy. That must feel weird too having complete strangers that care about you lol! But anyway most of us don't care what the content is. We are just happy to see you and hear your voice. Sending good vibes your way girl 🫶
I always appreciate your candour, Taylor. You were (and still are!) so young when your internet fame exploded. I think it is really important for people to see how it can affect a person as they get older. Especially after going through trauma like you did. I wouldn't be surprised if you have a PTSD reaction to filming/posting publicly. Keep growing and figuring yourself out!! You've got so many people rooting for you!
Its so nice to see you again 🥹🙏 thank you for the updates, for still trying to make and share content with us, and for doing what you can to give yourself and the animals a good life that you deserve living 🫂💜✨ wishing you the best, and can't wait to follow you along on the journey!!
As someone that battles depression I can say that you can do anything that you want as long as your willing to put in the work and you love what you do, everything will always work itself out in the end.
I’ve watched you from the beginning of your channel and watching your channel over the years have been a massive comfort for me and many others your journey is one that many find massive drive and support your so much more special than you might believe we all love you deeply keep doing what makes you feel comfortable and safe
I hate that they took your video down! So glad you were able to put it back up. I'm so happy your trying your best and let me say your room looks so much better now!! We are all so proud of you and are all willing to wait and see you change. Never force yourself as we are always going to be here for you. I don't mind the ramble as I feel like it's you getting your feelings out.
We missed you and are very happy to see you update! Thank you for opening up and being willing to post this video
Taylor, I've been following your UA-cam journey since Nala times, and have been cheering you on the whole time. I can't imagine what you're going through mentally in your day-to-day life, but know that whatever you decide to post, we will all be here cheering you on. I love every type of content you post, whether it's only talking or also animal clips.
Make sure to take it easy, but keep your journey moving. I know from personal experience that exposing myself little by little to the anxiety sources is the most efficient way (for me) to get better.
We love everything you show us, Taylor. Don't feel guilty, we are all humans.
The Cat trying to see if he could still fit in the wee shelf is too perfect! 💀💞
Taylor I’ve watched your videos for years. I had a similar experience to yours, where I had to move back to my parents for a few months…It’s definitely been a few months now and I’m still sorting my shit out but getting there day by day. I’m so proud of you and so grateful that you still share little bits of your life here for us. You’ve got serious GRIT. This video encouraged me to sort some of my room out today, so thank you for that. Keep going! You got this!
I absolutely understand how you mentally feel, Taylor. I really resonate with your words of 'not being able to do social things like before/others'. It is, as you said, mournful. I root for you, for your mental and physical health, for finding a good headspace in your day to day. Thank you for being so honest, as always. It helps me (and probably others) to cope with our mental health struggles. Have a great day!
I love your videos so much and I always looked forward to when you post ever since I saw a video of yours in 2017. When you first came back the first time I was so glad to see you doing well and I was glad to see you getting better each time you upload. If you ever decide to stop uploading I will still support you and if you continue to post I will support you as well! I always told my family about how you’re my favorite youtuber and how I learned so much about animals from your videos and how still to this day I talk about you to my friends and family. You have inspired me to pursue my animal loving career. I started watching you at age 9 and now I’m 17 ty for shaping me into who I am today!
Thank you for posting!! We may have all missed you, but we know it's always worth the wait!
I'm 21 now and I still remember the old bedroom. We're here, and we're here for whatever is best for you
As someone who also creates content, I completely understand how scary it can be to put yourself out there. For what it’s worth, I love your personality and think you come across wonderfully. You’re sweet, kind, funny, relatable. 💛
Taylor, I’ve watched you since I was in middle school🥹 I’ll always watch & be a supporter of yours. So so proud of you & you look amazing 🩷
Think I’m having deja vu 😂❤
I've followed you for a few years , I've always loved your channel. I admire your bravery to share your difficult journey with us 😊You know what , life is hard but you are trying your best to make yourself get better and you ARE getting better ! I might not know you in person , but I wish you all the best , sending my support and love across the world , please know that your efforts of making yourself better are seen and I understand the struggles and I am proud of you🎉 Keep going girl !
Glad you found a work around UA-cam's stupidity, we love you Taylor 💖💖💖
as a kid (like legit 9) i LOVED ur videos. you in a way raised me and connected me with animals that i was never in my wildest dreams allowed to have. and as i grew up you have taught me more important things as an advocate for NA that has helped me understand people and family in my life. i am so happy that ur still here and doing well enough to be posting. don’t ever forget how much you’ve helped people learn and grow. but also make sure to take care of yourself. you are so much more than you platform and videos (i’m sure this isn’t anything you don’t already know) but please always put urself first! i love your videos, but i love seeing you be happy so much more. be kind and patient to yourself. you deserve it
Taylor you look so great!! Every video you post you seem more like you, there's more sparkle in your eyes and you've got more energy. I'm always rooting for you ❤
love to see your getting back to yourself fully love the room and hope to see more videos of your animals and you caring for them its one of the thing that really got me into alot of animals id never seen in more then a photo and to grow up watching your animals and your story is really inspiring to me and has helped me better my animal care and deal with my own addictions please keep posting even if its on like 4 videos a year ha-ha keep going strong girly love to see you fighting and getting stronger :)
Do what makes YOU happy Taylor! Take your time, keep putting yourself first. We'll be here for you whenever you're ready ❤️
I loved this video! The lil montag of interacting with your animals and your ad-lib for them was so cute and relaxing to watch. And then I started crying when it got to the notes wall and the cheese memorabilia. Hope you keep filimg Taylor! Even if it's just simple stuff. Hope you don't put too much pressure on yourself to perform.
Glad you're here 💗
girl I'll watch no matter how long between posts, been here since the beginning and have nothing but love and support for you 🤍
Ive been a fan for a really long time and it makes me seriously so happy to see you doing better :)
I relate so much with struggling to film, and you put it into words in a way that I couldn’t! I hope you know people love you for how sweet and authentic you are. Please just know we would all still love you no matter what you do or say, it just feels like having a friend and it’s so comforting. Post because you love it and can express yourself creatively, it’s not even about what us viewers wanna see or hear at the end of the day.just keep doing your thing and don’t worry if anyone is looking your way. This is your world girl, try to pretend all the dumb mf’s don’t exist ❤ily and you always inspire me!!
i actually started watching u when i was 11 (4 yrs ago) bcs of your pet animals and how amazing you are,, i hope u do well 💕💕
I was on tiktok and I sure a video with someone's pets, then I remembered I was obsessed with your videos 7 years ago when I was 12. I'm so happy I found you again. Wishing you all the best❤.
I’ve missed your videos. Glad to see your doing well 🙏🏼
i'm an avid viewer and always will be. baby steps, your are doing good and those who love you will stay. that being said, do what you feel is right and what's comfortable. sending so much love + good vibes
You've always been so relatable. Coming out of any difficult situation would affect anyone. You're doing great, keep going Taylor!! The more you film, the more your brain will understand everyone enjoys watching you and you are just another person doing your best who is deserving of happiness.