It's my brithday this week, I will be turning into a 28 year old man. I live in Europe, coronavirus has me on lockdown and I can't leave my home. I have only been coping because, I decided to change my career in life and become a web developer, so I've spent my entire time inside learning online to gain qualifications. I cut down my beer drinking too. I've made a lot of mistakes in life, but, I recently discovered that it's never too late to change yourself for the better. I'm glad I can turn 30 in 2 years and actually feel comfortable that I got away from my other job that was sucking the happiness out my soul and now doing something I truly love. I actually have a positive outlook on aging now. I'm spending my birthday evening this week, by making myself my favourite meal, cracking open a bottle of good priced red wine and play this album on repeat to myself as I watch the world stand still from my window. Be safe everyone, and please never give up in life. -Aiden
holy god that slayed me i love you. Did you know that comment could produce joy over time? I am 11 months in the future are several Johnny walkers deep. Prophet of our ages.
Thomas Feiner & Anywhen brought me here... Many thanks for sharing! Here's the separate tracklisting for more convenience: 1. C.F. Bundy 00:00 2. Trying To Explain 09:20 3. The Guilty Party 12:00 4. What's Wrong 19:14 5. The Kursk 23:23 6. What The Fuck Am I Doing On This Battlefield? 34:58 7. A Waste Of Blood 40:14 8. The Maid We Messed 46:06
00:00 - C. F. Bundy 09:20 - Trying To Explain 12:00 - The Guilty Party 19:14 - What's Wrong 23:23 - The Kursk 34:57 - What The Fuck Am I Doing On This Battlefield? 40:14 - A Waste Of Blood 46:05 - The Maid We Messed
everyone is talking about how this is impactful for them because they relate to the sorrow and loneliness the song emits, for me i listen to these songs when i want to feel like im in a lemony snicket book of unfortunate events.
Good to see sad music connecting people here. I feel like being sad is unacceptable in our society, and I've been working on being honest about it, if that's the case. We don't deserve to have to fake our emotional state. Being openly sad, and still accepted, can make me happier
✪ TRACKLIST: 0:00:00 C.F. Bundy 0:09:21 Trying To Explain 0:12:00 The Guilty Party 0:19:14 What's Wrong 0:23:29 The Kursk 0:34:57 What The Fuck Am I Doing On This Battlefield? 0:40:13 A Waste Of Blood 0:46:08 The Maid We Messed I hope that everything is right.. ^^
I had a problem with staying in one place too long, I have been changing places , neighbours, cities and yes also countries, yes I know global pandemic changed everything and everyone but I haven't left my house for 2 months now and I am too scared about the reality itself, I don't want to know the news . I dont know if anyone reads this , I just wanted to share.
I just wanna be outside, somewhere alone under the moonlight, listening to this while laying down and looking up at the stars. It's so beautiful. Well done Matt Elliot.
"Son, never trust a man who doesn’t drink because he’s probably a self-righteous sort, a man who thinks he knows right from wrong all the time. Some of them are good men, but in the name of goodness, they cause most of the suffering in the world. They’re the judges, the meddlers. And, son, never trust a man who drinks but refuses to get drunk. They’re usually afraid of something deep down inside, either that they’re a coward or a fool or mean and violent. You can’t trust a man who’s afraid of himself. But sometimes, son, you can trust a man who occasionally kneels before a toilet. The chances are that he is learning something about humility and his natural human foolishness, about how to survive himself. It’s damned hard for a man to take himself too seriously when he’s heaving his guts into a dirty toilet bowl." James Crumely
@@ironmaz1 Everyday I talk to my lost love, and exchange quotes from Werther and speak of the things we loved the most. Sometimes we meet for a conversation, and that's the only relief my soul ever finds but when we leave, it hurts twice as much.
I saw the title "Drinking songs" and i thought it could be happy and dummies songs, now I'm deeping and sinking on my misery (but with style, a lot of style). Help.
This album whispered to me and captured my soul the very first time I listened to it. Fifteen years later, it brings the same memories, inner peace and new things to my mind. Absolute masterpiece.
Wow, yes, I can relate. I do drink, actually turned into an alcoholic accidentally after losing my home at the end of 2020.... but haven't taken one sip since finding this music about 30 minutes ago❤
for those alcohol infused nights smoking on the window at home edit: smoking again... listened to Beethoven's 29th sonata, thats heavy too :) also his last Bagatelles. Happy 2020, have a drink and a smoke and listen to some more good music! (edit 2: Steve Reich - Proverb)
interesting, i ate half a pot cookie 5 hours ago, packed the skis in the car for tomorrow morning and now melting into my wine glass watching the snow storm start. this music i just found and is now bringing me waaaaaaay back to the end of a jam night...
i am a boy of 17 from iraq. and this year 2020 will decide my future , will i succeed and become a doctor or will i fail in a corrupt government that dosnt care about anything but its own self. this music makes me sad and afraid but hopeful about the future somehow. anyway cheers everyone. EDIT: thank you all for your kind words and i will be sure to update if i pass or fail.
Let yourself decide your future, brother from a country far away. It's a crazy world everywhere, everything seems against you. Don't give up, even when you feel down. Don't give up when you fail, always fight for what you think is right. A bigger sin than failing is to not learn from your mistakes. Never lose sight of your dreams. One with an ideal might fail 10.000 times, but without an ideal he will fail 100.000 times. Much love
All these comments make me wonder if anyone actually made it to the end of this album. Cause nobody's talking about the crazy electronica that kicks shit up to 11. Absolutely brilliant, my friend.
I drink not from mere joy in wine nor to scoff at faith - no,only to forget myself for a moment ,that only do I want of intoxication ,that alone (Omar Khayyam)
Today is my 20th birthday. And I am distressed, scared by entering adulthood . I am a spectator in this world, somewhat misunderstood. I cannot connect with people not even relatives. added that I live in a third world country in a great economic crisis and I do not see a decent future. disgusted and tired.
I don't want to get into alcohol but it calms my stress a little
@@felipearaujo8207 50% of Argentines are poor. We are going into hyperinflation. And there is a lot of shortages. We have an international debt of many billions of dollars. There is a lot of violence, looting and this is only going to get worse and worse. everything i'm telling you is before the covid. Imagine how we are now. The virus is only accelerating the crisis
@@franco5506 dammit, i didnt knew that. And are you and your family okay? Hope so. The newspapers fron here never talk about argentina, they never talk about south america, actually. Happy birthday, by the way.
this song makes me wanna have those nights, outside on a balcony at 3 or 4, smoking cigs, just swaying with the music, as the cold wind hits ur face at that moment, everyone disappears, u feel like only u exist, u feel alone but also relieved, that you are finally alone with your thoughts
Holy fuck, I never suspected that I would find such a lovely and nice bunch of people here. Greetings from my heart. I am listening to this music while my broken heart heals with every breath of this. Thank to you and thanks music
1 - 00:00 - C.F. Bundy 2 - 09:21 - Trying to explain 3 - 12:01 - The guilty party 4 - 19:15 - What's wrong 5 - 23:24 - The Kursk 6 - 34:58 - What the fuck am I doing on this battlefield 7 - 40:14 - A waste of blood 8 - 46:06 - The maid we messed
"Depression is your body saying f*ck you, I don’t want to be this character anymore, I don’t want to hold up this avatar that you’ve created in the world. It’s too much for me. You should think of the word ‘depressed’ as ‘deep rest.’ Your body needs to be depressed. It needs deep rest from the character that you’ve been trying to play." Jim carrey is a boss
Hey, you. You're finally awake. You were trying to cross the border, right? Walked right into that Imperial ambush, same as us, and that thief over there. Damn you Stormcloaks. Skyrim was fine until you came along. Empire was nice and lazy. If they hadn't been looking for you, I could've stolen that horse and be halfway to Hammerfell. You there. You and me - we shouldn't be here. It's these Stormcloaks the Empire wants. We're all brothers and sisters in binds now, thief. Shut up back there! And what's wrong with him, huh? Watch your tongue. You're speaking to Ulfric Stormcloak, the true High King. Ulfric? The Jarl of Windhelm? You're the leader of the rebellion. But if they've captured you... Oh gods, where are they taking us? I don't know where we're going, but Sovngarde awaits. No, this can't be happening. This isn't happening. Hey, what village are you from, horse thief? Why do you care? A Nord's last thoughts should be of home. Rorikstead. I'm... I'm from Rorikstead. ...looks like the Thalmor are with him. General Tullius, sir. The headsman is waiting. Good. Let's get this over with! Shor, Mara, Dibella, Kynareth, Akatosh. Divines, please help me. Look at him. General Tullius the Military Governor. And it looks like the Thalmor are with him. Damn elves. I bet they had something to do with this. Why are we stopping? Why do you think? End of the line. Let's go. Shouldn't keep the gods waiting for us.
I'm listening to this album while smoking cigarettes before going for my shift at the hospital, im a nurse and this Covid -19 is sucks. This will last forever.
Covid is there and will be forever, same with Ebola, HIV, flu, dengue, etc... there will be vaccines, and there will be mutations, our stay here in the planet is just temporary. Now is time for people to clap in the balconies, when life will start getting back to normal, everyone will forget the job of healthcare professionals, we all know that. By the way, have a good shift (2 months ago)
@Stannis Baratheon You realise you're talking to a nurse that deals with it, right? The only tool here is you. Literally you're only helping the people you think you're fighting against. You are the tool. The dissent you sow with your conspiracy incites people to do things that force them to take away more of our rights. Stop.
Every time I’m deliriously drunk it brings me back to this album, there is something calming in it, yet there is a perpetual longing, everlasting sense of something to be continued, just like another drink being poured in a glass that doesn’t belong to you just the same as your own body, your thoughts and sentiments. It’s all but a drunken ode to hopes and dreams yelled out and screeched with a broken voice, a catastrophe in making, never ending hypothetical
There's two kinds of drinking songs - for when you're drinking with your mates, and for when you're drinking alone. Take a wild bloody guess which category these are.
This album is amazing. The melancholy, sadness, pain and misery amalgamated into this composition is breathtaking. The artist needs more recognition. I feel like I'm at loss for words every time I listen to it. Overwhelmed and certainly charming in its own way.
well noones forcing u to be here man. realize that maybe: you are meant to NOT be here, its called survival of the fittest, only the strongest genes survive. Why fight your destiny?
Man i'm a cop and my life...it's hard ...so hard...it's not easy brother...the pain and depression every cop hidde under his uniform...cheers to all the buddies out there...be safe
Officers are catching a lot of hell these days, but there are so many of us out here that respect you all for the job/life you chose. Stay safe, brother, and keep moving forward.
I think this album was created to take you to the darkest depths of your mind emotions traumas sorrows etc. to inspire you towards deep introspection and contemplation. Uniquely tailored to your own life
This is my all time favourite ambum. It's not often you can listen through a whole album and enjoy every single song. "The Kursk" is my personal favourite though...Its so melancholic and beautiful
Her şeyden ziyade, böyle güzel eserleri, üstadları hala bir kaç ay öncesine kadar yurdum insanları tarafindan dinlendiğini görmek daha da harika.🌻 Bu nedenle sizi cân-ı gönülden tebrik ediyorum. Uzun zamandır müzik ile alakadarım. Ve bu hattaki tek amaçlarımdan biri de böyle emsalsiz eserleri elimden geldiğince, naçizane ayakta tutmaktır. Çok kısa bir zamandan beri youtube' da, naçizane müziğimi insanlara sunmaya başladım. Ve inanın bu yoldaki amacım ünlenip, meşhur olmak değil, bilinmeyerek ve değeri verilmeyerek yok edilen eserleri her daim ayakta tutmak. Naçizane sesimle ve müziğimle insanların kalbine biraz olsun dokunabilirsem, hep " ne mutlu bana.. " Velhâsılı, ne kadar sizleri tanımasam da, burada olmakla beni ziyadesiyle mutlu ettiniz. Kendinize ve üstadların emsalsiz eserlerine hep çok iyi bakın. Allah'a emanet olun..🌻🌻🌻
Sabes, yo antes no podía escuchar el álbum... me llenaba de ansiedad y extrañeza por lo que escuchaba. Pero recién vuelvo a recordar este vídeo y escucharlo en la sintonía adecuada, me parecen susurros y suspiros de cómo me siento, lo cual me calma y me tranquiliza, obviamente haciendo alusión al nombre del álbum con algo de bebida que te acompañe
00:00 - C. F. Bundy 09:20 - Trying To Explain 12:00 - The Guilty Party 19:14 - What's Wrong 23:23 - The Kursk 34:57 - What The Fuck Am I Doing On This Battlefield? 40:14 - A Waste Of Blood 46:05 - The Maid We Messed Thanks to Jennifer Reyes just bringing this upper
Al Q I know words are vain and when someone is in pain no words can make them feel better or change their situation but i will say them anyway. I am and have always been a pessimist and i was always disgusted by notions such as “everything will get better” , “everything happens for a reason” , “there is no sun without shadow” etc etc... therefore i won’t tell you that what you feel has a deeper meaning or anything, but I just want to say that i am a firm believer that you can find beauty and happiness in the most simple things in life and i truly mean it. It can be books, a daily walk, music, the sun, the sun setting, a cup of coffee in the morning, your pet... there really is beauty in simple things. “If you gaze long enough into the abyss, the abyss gazes back at you”. I recommend “thus spoke zarathustra” by Friedrich Nietzsche. It is an amazing book. Anyway i will stop talking and i truly hope you can feel better and as creepy as it sounds i really will be thinking about you a lot because interactions like these really touch me. I hope you feel better very soon and remember to never take life seriously because everything perishes, nothing is eternal and life is meaningless
Remember my friend, Only through pain can you change, misery will either destroy a man, or make him rise, Life is without meaning, only you can give meaning to it, so do it, if a man is to survive here, we gotta be strong, peace, you can do it, trust me.
I'm drunk and sad. This makes it better and worse. I'm drowning in the rush of time without being able to breathe. The music tries to safe me but I can't work forever like this. Nights like these are my loneliest. I wish I wasn't alone.
It's 2am in the morning here in Berlin right now, laying in my bed and listening to this album while it's such a cold november night outside.. it feels so good right now, the world outside is slowly falling asleep and that album fits so much as the soundtrack for it
4 am here in budapest. A half hoir ago i sat at my table in a jungle of dictionaries and assignment papers writing to this. What a truly amazing time to be alive. I'll leave being miserable for the morning. Let's get a good 3 hours of sleep. Lol🙃
Hey 4:32 also in Berlin right now, and i just tried to took an overdose but it didn't worked, i just didn't wanted to go to school tomorrow or do anything tomorrow. But i guess I'll need to. It's pretty shit to know at the age of 15 that you will never experience happiness because you are so numb you don't even know what the feeling sad is. I'm getting Therapie soon, but i know it will do nothing, i know i will always be like this and i don't want it. I will never reach anything, i wanted to do art or write a book but i don't have any motivation for this, see you
@@asmrawrxd3702 please don't try to kill yourself. why do I say this to you as a stranger on the internet? because I am absolutely sure that you will experience happiness, love and solidarity in the future. I have struggled a lot with myself when I was 15 (yes, I know, it's kind of rude to compare my life back then with your current life) but it's much more than a phrase when I say, that everything gets better. Really. You will find 'your' people in places and at a time you never thought you will meet them. And you will find your strength, your passion in life and your self worth It:s absolutely okay (more than okay) not getting your shit together and struggling with a lot of things when society told you all the time to be productive and tough. Everything gets better, really.
@@velouriafiction5000 hey thank you so much for your response. It means a lot to me ❤️ i hope i will experience happiness someday or just emotions but even the thought seems so far away, i think i have chronical depression and I'm getting Therapie pretty soon so maybe this helps but i know that i was also feeling empty as a small kid so i don't know if i will experience pure happiness. But you are right im pretty excited for life and i will not kill myself. I'm excited to get out of my abusive household and study, write a book or make art. Thank you so much i hope you are fine too ❤️
@@asmrawrxd3702 of course i had to answer you! i survived abusive, violent household and toxic relationship at my parent's home too. it was an pretty exhausting way but now i live for my myself, i really live how i wanted to live for so so long (it's a big privilege because many people don't have the power to decide how they wanna live) with people in my life who love me the way i am. i wish you the best for the therapy, leaving your toxic household and experience life, making art or whatever you have/will have a passion for. keep on going. it's so so fucking worth.
I'm reading Frankenstein and I couldn't disagree with you and ole Schops more: "Even broken in spirits as he is, no one can feel more deeply than he does the beauties of nature. The starry sky, the sea, and every sight afforded by these wonderful regions, seems still to have the power of elevating his soul from earth. Such a man has a double existence: he may suffer misery, and be overwhelmed by disappointments; yet, when he has retired into himself, he will be like a celestial spirit that has a halo around him, within whose circle no grief or folly ventures."
Try reading Philipp Mainländer while listening and you really will kill yourself. "You will find in the universe only the deepest longing for absolute annihilation, and it is as if one clearly hears the call that permeates all spheres of heaven: Redemption! Redemption! Death to our life! and the comforting answer: you will all find annihilation and be redeemed!"
I've genuinely fallen in love with this album. Hauntingly beautiful & melancholy with a wonderful understanding of how the gentle interplay of instrument's can generate such a powerful atmosfear. Great stuff!!
I'm always brought back to the summer I discovered this album when I listen to it. Mowing the lawn in the brightest sunniest atmosphere with my headphones blaring the most melancholic music I have heard in a long time.
Im willing to bet, he spelled "atmosfear", the way he did, in regards to the emotions this music brings to life in us...i don't know why, but it stirs up a feeling of dread and fear, in some of his songs !!...i could be wrong, n if so, my apologies, but nobody's (prefect) LMAO
On listening to this masterpiece it reminds me of my life ride. Why do they keep on leaving me? They always do even when I'm writing this comment I feel so alone and broken. I was nice to them so nice I even brought gifts on their birthdays and just on regular days to see them happy. why didn't they do that back? why did every girl screw me over with no reason at all. They cheated on me. While listening to this and typing my comment I'm smoking a cigarette but this time my chest hurts so bad. Hope it'd be my last one.
My men dont leave, they tell me to my face that they're cheating, then tell me I dont really mean get out. Steal my time and money. Must be me that I pick them tho. People suck, generally, sometimes alone is better
as i push my buttcheeks on the glass i cant help but to see the misty reflection of an astroid heading straight for my adams apple, i reallly hope this passes
Some people say alcohol is a temporary solution It's only temporary if you stop drinking. I've enjoyed my bourbon for almost 15 years now. We're still very good friends.
Note the sugar cubes in the glass tray and scattered on the table top by the cat, the strainer spoon by the match box and the translucent cloudy drink in the singular glass. The young man is drinking absinthe.
15 years passed by since the last time mr Elliot ( this cassette especially) joined my shadow. Funny thing is that the shadow calmed until to its deepest sleep. Warm, depression, regret, rise once again in this cold room where i am, and this pain of my body is getting worst, shout for this music once again till the end of becoming. cheers mr Elliot. Cheers to all... Prisoners from our own passions
just lost my best friend its been 20 or more days.drinking to his incredible memories with me.amazing album. brings back memories when we used to observe moon for hours drinking cheap beer and talk about failed career
The best way to defend against the SHADOW in you is to tempt it out and build your resistance to it. The unknown plummet into darkness is ultimately more terrifying if you don't know how far you can fall. The unknown is worse than the wickedest known. . David J White.
Beautifully performed, endlessly melancholy. I can only listen to so much in one sitting, though. It really does bring out the gloominess lurking deep in my heart.
This album has been my favourite since I was 14 and had very tough teenage years. Now I'm 22 and I still listen to it, because Matt Elliott is a genius and this album is pure gold. I'm no longer depressed, but feeling sad sometimes is good. It's better than not to feel anything.
I couldn't listen to this album before, it left me with a bad feeling like anxiety or despair, and as soon as the quarantine is affecting me, I can listen to the album with total calm and even drink while listening to it... I find it comforting and calming
Holy shit! I was trying to find this album for the longest time. I had saved it to one of my playlists, went to listen to it some time later and it was gone. I was wondering what the hell happened to it.
Yea I swear to god youtube inexplicably deletes shit from playlists at random. Sometimes the video or channel is removed, but sometimes the video just evaporates and is lost until it find it's way back
I have so much sadness in me that I've never found something that touch my soul. Now I'm 31 years old and finally, I discover this masterpiece, dark, sad, authentic, pure music!
✪ TRACKLIST: 0:00:00 C.F. Bundy 0:09:21 Trying To Explain 0:12:00 The Guilty Party 0:19:14 What's Wrong 0:23:29 The Kursk 0:34:57 What The Fuck Am I Doing On This Battlefield? 0:40:13 A Waste Of Blood 0:46:08 The Maid We Messed
Melancolía, tristeza, depresión, resignación, aturdimiento, derrota, confusión, extrañeza, soledad, miedo, indefensión... efectos negativos del alma humana potenciados por el alcohol. ¡Expresados a través del sentido auditivo! Sólo a través del tango había experimentado una sensación parecida, pero en este último caso con la muletilla de la letra y de las historias que se relatan en primera persona, por ejemplo a través de la voz del Polaco Goyeneche.
Yo escuché este albúm con mi carpa y mi bicicleta pedaleando por la patagonia chilena hasta ushuaia argentina, jamás volveré a sentir esa sensación...extrañamente una tristeza armónica
I used to listen to this album on repeat for so long about 2 years ago. I was in the worst slump in my life and i had no hope in getting better. I made it past those two years and i did get better, at least to confidently say so. But as of late I've fallen again and everything feels the same as it did. Then to find this album just now that i almost forgot about. It does get better im sure, but im losing hope again.
This music takes me back to those gloomy nights when love of my life Vendela was by my side. I could smell her angel hair, she was my flower that blossomed with me. Now my flower is lost, flew away with the wind back to Stockholm. Cheers to all the lost flowers
00:00 C.F. Bundy 09:21 Trying To Explain 12:00 The Guilty Party 19:15 What's Wrong 23:24 The Kursk 34:58 What The Fuck Am I Doing On This Battlefield? 40:14 A Waste Of Blood 46:06 The Maid We Messed Tracklist if anyone needs it or want it. Don't lose your mind without knowing where is your mind going to lose in.
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It's my brithday this week, I will be turning into a 28 year old man.
I live in Europe, coronavirus has me on lockdown and I can't leave my home.
I have only been coping because, I decided to change my career in life and become a web developer, so I've spent my entire time inside learning online to gain qualifications.
I cut down my beer drinking too.
I've made a lot of mistakes in life, but, I recently discovered that it's never too late to change yourself for the better. I'm glad I can turn 30 in 2 years and actually feel comfortable that I got away from my other job that was sucking the happiness out my soul and now doing something I truly love. I actually have a positive outlook on aging now.
I'm spending my birthday evening this week, by making myself my favourite meal, cracking open a bottle of good priced red wine and play this album on repeat to myself as I watch the world stand still from my window.
Be safe everyone, and please never give up in life.
-Aiden
belated happy birthday, Aiden. Be safe man!
@@macabrecreation1067 thanks man! Hope you're well.
happy birthday from new york
happy birthday man, hope life treats you well
thank u for sharing + have a nice birthday
Sixteen years late to the party, but I'm glad I found this.
Welcome my friend
Here I am too
Cheers man
There is no specific time to enjoy a gem like this :)
Mmmhmm🙏
there's a level of alcoholism you get where whiskey begins to taste like hope and dreams
It's not even funny how true that is.
It's called medicinal
what an underrated comment lol
That`s what drugs doing:)
@@are_birds_real happy birthday
cracking open a cold one without the boys
hahahahaha
Well, that escalated quickly...
with the void*
holy god that slayed me i love you. Did you know that comment could produce joy over time? I am 11 months in the future are several Johnny walkers deep. Prophet of our ages.
This comp makes me crack a cold one alone...i like it
The first song, CF Bundy, is hospital shorthand for "Completely F-d But Unfortunately Not Dead Yet". Really sets the tone.
damn, where did you come up with that?
rituparn its an acronym
Fuckin a
Who asked
@@Hoodinator17me lil bro
"I drank to drown my sorrows, but the damn things have learned to swim" (Frida Kahlo)
true sorrow wraps its tendrils around you and wont let you go
True
thanks for the thing you wrote
Bless my lil swimmers
I'm from the Mexico, Thanks for the reference. grew up with the paintings of Remedios Varo and Frida Kanlo
I listen to this while I work... I guess it is effective because both working and drinking kill you slowly and take the best part of your youth.
Well said
drinking should kill me faster
cringe
Wow; that is so optimistic...not
Thats tough chief
Heared that years ago. Searched for weeks...
Found it again, starts crying a full hour.
Thomas Feiner & Anywhen brought me here... Many thanks for sharing! Here's the separate tracklisting for more convenience:
1. C.F. Bundy 00:00
2. Trying To Explain 09:20
3. The Guilty Party 12:00
4. What's Wrong 19:14
5. The Kursk 23:23
6. What The Fuck Am I Doing On This Battlefield? 34:58
7. A Waste Of Blood 40:14
8. The Maid We Messed 46:06
i was looking for you
@@ullysses95 Glad to see you've found me then! :)
Thanks!
The Kursk is my favorite
Thomas Feiner is Great!!
00:00 - C. F. Bundy
09:20 - Trying To Explain
12:00 - The Guilty Party
19:14 - What's Wrong
23:23 - The Kursk
34:57 - What The Fuck Am I Doing On This Battlefield?
40:14 - A Waste Of Blood
46:05 - The Maid We Messed
You deserve more thumbs up 👍🏿👍🏻👍🏽👍🏼
thanks
thanks
You are the beast! Thanks
thanks man
everyone is talking about how this is impactful for them because they relate to the sorrow and loneliness the song emits, for me i listen to these songs when i want to feel like im in a lemony snicket book of unfortunate events.
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Good to see sad music connecting people here. I feel like being sad is unacceptable in our society, and I've been working on being honest about it, if that's the case. We don't deserve to have to fake our emotional state. Being openly sad, and still accepted, can make me happier
i agree with this, being sad is fine and its good to be sad.
✪ TRACKLIST:
0:00:00 C.F. Bundy
0:09:21 Trying To Explain
0:12:00 The Guilty Party
0:19:14 What's Wrong
0:23:29 The Kursk
0:34:57 What The Fuck Am I Doing On This Battlefield?
0:40:13 A Waste Of Blood
0:46:08 The Maid We Messed
I hope that everything is right.. ^^
I had a problem with staying in one place too long, I have been changing places , neighbours, cities and yes also countries, yes I know global pandemic changed everything and everyone but I haven't left my house for 2 months now and I am too scared about the reality itself, I don't want to know the news .
I dont know if anyone reads this , I just wanted to share.
Feel the same.
cheers
Everything is fine bro
hey stay strong at least we're all in this together , also dont check the news ever you gain nothing from them
I just wanna be outside, somewhere alone under the moonlight, listening to this while laying down and looking up at the stars. It's so beautiful. Well done Matt Elliot.
startariot56
To me its a gift
its not the cause of depression - but a disclosing truth full of love. 🔮💖🙏🏽
can't crack open a cold one with my boy cuz he passed away a while ago and when i miss him i get shitfaced and cry to this album.
for the boi...
same.... same :(
I feel ya man, hope you're doing ok.
answering this two years late, i hope you're safe and doing better.
Stay strong
cheers
"Son, never trust a man who doesn’t drink because he’s probably a self-righteous sort, a man who thinks he knows right from wrong all the time. Some of them are good men, but in the name of goodness, they cause most of the suffering in the world. They’re the judges, the meddlers. And, son, never trust a man who drinks but refuses to get drunk. They’re usually afraid of something deep down inside, either that they’re a coward or a fool or mean and violent. You can’t trust a man who’s afraid of himself. But sometimes, son, you can trust a man who occasionally kneels before a toilet. The chances are that he is learning something about humility and his natural human foolishness, about how to survive himself. It’s damned hard for a man to take himself too seriously when he’s heaving his guts into a dirty toilet bowl."
James Crumely
this was worth the read
i pictured Ron Swanson while reading this.
This made my toilet session more solemn
Nope. This is so wrong on so many levels.
@@gajapekosak2874 you surely are a man i wouldn't trust
This is the perfect soundtrack to coming back from a date with unrequited love.
that and reading The sorrows of young Werther
@@ironmaz1 dude that's literally my life rn
@@ironmaz1 Everyday I talk to my lost love, and exchange quotes from Werther and speak of the things we loved the most. Sometimes we meet for a conversation, and that's the only relief my soul ever finds but when we leave, it hurts twice as much.
Thank you!! I´m ugly and this is my theme song.
Ah f that- “unrequited” the most hurtful word!
I saw the title "Drinking songs" and i thought it could be happy and dummies songs, now I'm deeping and sinking on my misery (but with style, a lot of style). Help.
you are a very special person,because you are you and I care about you. hope you have a good day ^-^
you're the best commenter here
Gabbie Hewer right?!?! I thought I was going to listen some pirate style carols, now I'm deep in misery smoking a joint in the woods
@@catrefadadegente7762 cool same here🌄
el dolor es un idioma mundial
This album whispered to me and captured my soul the very first time I listened to it. Fifteen years later, it brings the same memories, inner peace and new things to my mind. Absolute masterpiece.
Wow, yes, I can relate. I do drink, actually turned into an alcoholic accidentally after losing my home at the end of 2020.... but haven't taken one sip since finding this music about 30 minutes ago❤
I am as sober as one could be. This album serves my clear mind perfectly. Melancholia does not require booze and neither does this album. Cheers.
This album doesnt require booze, but its good company
Melancholia does not require booze, but booze certainly helps :)
Fuck you
Pitty party. Fuck this shit. I like melancholia for appreciation of the unusual or mundane, not sadness
all of them milking with green fleshy flowers
Alcohol is for people who have no hobbies
for those alcohol infused nights smoking on the window at home
edit: smoking again... listened to Beethoven's 29th sonata, thats heavy too :) also his last Bagatelles. Happy 2020, have a drink and a smoke and listen to some more good music! (edit 2: Steve Reich - Proverb)
interesting, i ate half a pot cookie 5 hours ago, packed the skis in the car for tomorrow morning and now melting into my wine glass watching the snow storm start. this music i just found and is now bringing me waaaaaaay back to the end of a jam night...
alone..
everyday baby... alone...
alone is good. is peace.
I'm at my office with a hundred people around me, drinking my coffee, filling spreadsheets, and enjoying this album.
i am a boy of 17 from iraq. and this year 2020 will decide my future , will i succeed and become a doctor or will i fail in a corrupt government that dosnt care about anything but its own self. this music makes me sad and afraid but hopeful about the future somehow. anyway cheers everyone.
EDIT: thank you all for your kind words and i will be sure to update if i pass or fail.
Wow
I am also 17 lets get married
good luck.
Keep us updated
Let yourself decide your future, brother from a country far away. It's a crazy world everywhere, everything seems against you. Don't give up, even when you feel down. Don't give up when you fail, always fight for what you think is right. A bigger sin than failing is to not learn from your mistakes. Never lose sight of your dreams. One with an ideal might fail 10.000 times, but without an ideal he will fail 100.000 times. Much love
All these comments make me wonder if anyone actually made it to the end of this album. Cause nobody's talking about the crazy electronica that kicks shit up to 11. Absolutely brilliant, my friend.
Only way to go in my opinion. Its 1 more than loudest possible. So....You just can't beat that. Logically.
well at least there's 2 of us
4
5
6
I drink not from mere joy in wine nor to scoff at faith - no,only to forget myself for a moment ,that only do I want of intoxication ,that alone
(Omar Khayyam)
Today is my 20th birthday. And I am distressed, scared by entering adulthood . I am a spectator in this world, somewhat misunderstood. I cannot connect with people not even relatives. added that I live in a third world country in a great economic crisis and I do not see a decent future. disgusted and tired.
I don't want to get into alcohol but it calms my stress a little
tu é brasileiro cara?
@@felipearaujo8207 casi. Soy argentino
@@franco5506 oh, não sabia que a Argentina estava passando por uma crise. É por causa do corona?
I can speak in english if you want.
@@felipearaujo8207
50% of Argentines are poor. We are going into hyperinflation. And there is a lot of shortages. We have an international debt of many billions of dollars. There is a lot of violence, looting and this is only going to get worse and worse. everything i'm telling you is before the covid. Imagine how we are now. The virus is only accelerating the crisis
@@franco5506 dammit, i didnt knew that. And are you and your family okay? Hope so. The newspapers fron here never talk about argentina, they never talk about south america, actually. Happy birthday, by the way.
this album brings peace, and it's not necessary to drink while listening to this masterpiece.
+1
this song makes me wanna have those nights, outside on a balcony at 3 or 4, smoking cigs, just swaying with the music, as the cold wind hits ur face
at that moment, everyone disappears, u feel like only u exist, u feel alone but also relieved, that you are finally alone with your thoughts
I'm only one song in but I already know this album is a masterpiece
Agreed
"It's not drinking alone if you're pregnant"
😂😂😂
Hahahaha
Hol up
No. Bad heavy!
It will be soon.
Holy fuck, I never suspected that I would find such a lovely and nice bunch of people here. Greetings from my heart. I am listening to this music while my broken heart heals with every breath of this. Thank to you and thanks music
1 - 00:00 - C.F. Bundy
2 - 09:21 - Trying to explain
3 - 12:01 - The guilty party
4 - 19:15 - What's wrong
5 - 23:24 - The Kursk
6 - 34:58 - What the fuck am I doing on this battlefield
7 - 40:14 - A waste of blood
8 - 46:06 - The maid we messed
deseo encontrarte cada vez que entre aquí
simple, elegant, haunting, masterful...
95dank hola pluto
Meriam Bokri Umm... thats not pluto...
+Austin Smith hola Karl Marx
+hobgobelin that's Nietzsche! you conscient gobelinman of being a child inside (which is something clever, paradoxically)
+Pablo Zucco Oh... Please accept my apologizes
"Depression is your body saying f*ck you, I don’t want to be this character anymore, I don’t want to hold up this avatar that you’ve created in the world. It’s too much for me. You should think of the word ‘depressed’ as ‘deep rest.’ Your body needs to be depressed. It needs deep rest from the character that you’ve been trying to play."
Jim carrey is a boss
"This isn't a brave face, this is a mask."
-Crywank
Well, that's the best thing I've heard this week 🙏👍
I don't even know how I fell here, I feel like I just woke up in this place.
Hey, you. You're finally awake.
You were trying to cross the border, right? Walked right into that Imperial ambush, same as us, and that thief over there. Damn you Stormcloaks. Skyrim was fine until you came along. Empire was nice and lazy. If they hadn't been looking for you, I could've stolen that horse and be halfway to Hammerfell. You there. You and me - we shouldn't be here. It's these Stormcloaks the Empire wants. We're all brothers and sisters in binds now, thief. Shut up back there! And what's wrong with him, huh? Watch your tongue. You're speaking to Ulfric Stormcloak, the true High King. Ulfric? The Jarl of Windhelm? You're the leader of the rebellion. But if they've captured you... Oh gods, where are they taking us? I don't know where we're going, but Sovngarde awaits. No, this can't be happening. This isn't happening. Hey, what village are you from, horse thief? Why do you care? A Nord's last thoughts should be of home. Rorikstead. I'm... I'm from Rorikstead.
...looks like the Thalmor are with him.
General Tullius, sir. The headsman is waiting. Good. Let's get this over with! Shor, Mara, Dibella, Kynareth, Akatosh. Divines, please help me. Look at him. General Tullius the Military Governor. And it looks like the Thalmor are with him. Damn elves. I bet they had something to do with this.
Why are we stopping? Why do you think? End of the line. Let's go. Shouldn't keep the gods waiting for us.
cheers
I woke up from a nap and somehow found this, very surreal feeling
Enjoy the ride
When I heard this for the first time- I felt very comfortable as if I’d been to a place in real life where this music is played.
it is so easy to breathe while listening to this.
hard*
Rute M nah
Mika Pai it's so beautiful to read something like that ❤
Daniel Daza you should try listening to this album in public
speak for yourself, my allergies are killin me lol
I discovered this album during some long lonely nights in Poland. It still comes to me from time to time, to remember me what a hell of a time it was.
I'm sure you already know that, but your last name means shepherd in Hungarian.
Good musical taste, cheers!
Is it coming to your now since its time
Each of us are alone, no one will ever fully understand you, find comfort in that
I Love what you said and hate it at the same time
I have no idea why this showed up in my suggestions but I'm really glad it did.
Wonderful, wonderful music! Heard the first 20 minutes,then bought the album and heard the rest. Wonderfully tearful music. My heart is jumping.
Damn this comment section is full of depressed alcoholics
Don't you fucking call me depressed.
Im only depressed because Ive got no alcohol
Ruben Nunes depressed guy w liver problems. What’s up?
I'm actually pretty good right here :)
Jon Wolsng are you really
I'm listening to this album while smoking cigarettes before going for my shift at the hospital, im a nurse and this Covid -19 is sucks.
This will last forever.
We all do the things that need to be done. No other man can do do it because they are weak.
cheers and be safe
Covid is there and will be forever, same with Ebola, HIV, flu, dengue, etc... there will be vaccines, and there will be mutations, our stay here in the planet is just temporary. Now is time for people to clap in the balconies, when life will start getting back to normal, everyone will forget the job of healthcare professionals, we all know that. By the way, have a good shift (2 months ago)
@Stannis Baratheon You realise you're talking to a nurse that deals with it, right? The only tool here is you. Literally you're only helping the people you think you're fighting against. You are the tool. The dissent you sow with your conspiracy incites people to do things that force them to take away more of our rights. Stop.
thanks for your service
The sorrow is just barelly tolerable, as the melodies swing back and forth like a broken man's stride.
Every time I’m deliriously drunk it brings me back to this album, there is something calming in it, yet there is a perpetual longing, everlasting sense of something to be continued, just like another drink being poured in a glass that doesn’t belong to you just the same as your own body, your thoughts and sentiments. It’s all but a drunken ode to hopes and dreams yelled out and screeched with a broken voice, a catastrophe in making, never ending hypothetical
There's two kinds of drinking songs - for when you're drinking with your mates, and for when you're drinking alone.
Take a wild bloody guess which category these are.
Examples of some for drinking with your mates ??
A fancy one with da boyz?
..drinking with your depressed mates?
This album is amazing. The melancholy, sadness, pain and misery amalgamated into this composition is breathtaking. The artist needs more recognition. I feel like I'm at loss for words every time I listen to it. Overwhelmed and certainly charming in its own way.
This album is the soundtrack to Dostoevky's Crime and Punishment book!
I'm just.... tired of everything
existence is pain
I can feel you, mates.
+1
well noones forcing u to be here man. realize that maybe: you are meant to NOT be here, its called survival of the fittest, only the strongest genes survive. Why fight your destiny?
@@stephcrumpled Because Ima metal machine.
Man i'm a cop and my life...it's hard ...so hard...it's not easy brother...the pain and depression every cop hidde under his uniform...cheers to all the buddies out there...be safe
Officers are catching a lot of hell these days, but there are so many of us out here that respect you all for the job/life you chose. Stay safe, brother, and keep moving forward.
@@danielthompson6207 yeah because the police system is horribly racist
I think this album was created to take you to the darkest depths of your mind emotions traumas sorrows etc. to inspire you towards deep introspection and contemplation. Uniquely tailored to your own life
This is my all time favourite ambum. It's not often you can listen through a whole album and enjoy every single song.
"The Kursk" is my personal favourite though...Its so melancholic and beautiful
Definitely mine too. It's been over a year UA-cam recommended me this and i still return for the Kursk
Kursk-russian city hero
@@ВладимирИльичУльянов-ы2с It was a Russian submarine that sunk to the bottom of the sea in 2000, no one survived.
wowdisgood fuf Wow, Thanks for the insight.
I'm really lucky that i discovered such a masterpiece
Me too
Aynen. Biraz gec te olsa. Bir zamanlar cok isime yarayabilirdi.
Ben de şimdi keşfettim ve aynısını düşündüm
Her şeyden ziyade, böyle güzel eserleri, üstadları hala bir kaç ay öncesine kadar yurdum insanları tarafindan dinlendiğini görmek daha da harika.🌻
Bu nedenle sizi cân-ı gönülden tebrik ediyorum. Uzun zamandır müzik ile alakadarım. Ve bu hattaki tek amaçlarımdan biri de böyle emsalsiz eserleri elimden geldiğince, naçizane ayakta tutmaktır. Çok kısa bir zamandan beri youtube' da, naçizane müziğimi insanlara sunmaya başladım. Ve inanın bu yoldaki amacım ünlenip, meşhur olmak değil, bilinmeyerek ve değeri verilmeyerek yok edilen eserleri her daim ayakta tutmak. Naçizane sesimle ve müziğimle insanların kalbine biraz olsun dokunabilirsem, hep " ne mutlu bana.. "
Velhâsılı, ne kadar sizleri tanımasam da, burada olmakla beni ziyadesiyle mutlu ettiniz. Kendinize ve üstadların emsalsiz eserlerine hep çok iyi bakın. Allah'a emanet olun..🌻🌻🌻
El alcohol y la melancolía es universal 🍻 gusto ver a tantos hermanos de muchas nacionalidades reuniendonos en esta taberna llamada vida.
Saludos desde Colombia...
Sabes, yo antes no podía escuchar el álbum... me llenaba de ansiedad y extrañeza por lo que escuchaba. Pero recién vuelvo a recordar este vídeo y escucharlo en la sintonía adecuada, me parecen susurros y suspiros de cómo me siento, lo cual me calma y me tranquiliza, obviamente haciendo alusión al nombre del álbum con algo de bebida que te acompañe
00:00 - C. F. Bundy
09:20 - Trying To Explain
12:00 - The Guilty Party
19:14 - What's Wrong
23:23 - The Kursk
34:57 - What The Fuck Am I Doing On This Battlefield?
40:14 - A Waste Of Blood
46:05 - The Maid We Messed
Thanks to Jennifer Reyes
just bringing this upper
we might just be okay in the end
I doubt it
I m okay from beggining
cheers
Nah
If my pain and loneliness could speak, they would sound like that. Thank you.
it's been two years, i hope you feel better now
@@leqmaamaleekeoepepw3594 I can't tell you how much I appreciate your reply, but no I'm not. Though I'm still hopeful that I will be.
Al Q
I know words are vain and when someone is in pain no words can make them feel better or change their situation but i will say them anyway.
I am and have always been a pessimist and i was always disgusted by notions such as “everything will get better” , “everything happens for a reason” , “there is no sun without shadow” etc etc... therefore i won’t tell you that what you feel has a deeper meaning or anything, but I just want to say that i am a firm believer that you can find beauty and happiness in the most simple things in life and i truly mean it. It can be books, a daily walk, music, the sun, the sun setting, a cup of coffee in the morning, your pet... there really is beauty in simple things. “If you gaze long enough into the abyss, the abyss gazes back at you”. I recommend “thus spoke zarathustra” by Friedrich Nietzsche. It is an amazing book. Anyway i will stop talking and i truly hope you can feel better and as creepy as it sounds i really will be thinking about you a lot because interactions like these really touch me. I hope you feel better very soon and remember to never take life seriously because everything perishes, nothing is eternal and life is meaningless
Remember my friend, Only through pain can you change, misery will either destroy a man, or make him rise, Life is without meaning, only you can give meaning to it, so do it, if a man is to survive here, we gotta be strong, peace, you can do it, trust me.
i feel the exact way but trust me, shit could be worse
I'm drunk and sad. This makes it better and worse. I'm drowning in the rush of time without being able to breathe. The music tries to safe me but I can't work forever like this. Nights like these are my loneliest. I wish I wasn't alone.
You're not look up and down from this comment
It's 2am in the morning here in Berlin right now, laying in my bed and listening to this album while it's such a cold november night outside.. it feels so good right now, the world outside is slowly falling asleep and that album fits so much as the soundtrack for it
4 am here in budapest. A half hoir ago i sat at my table in a jungle of dictionaries and assignment papers writing to this. What a truly amazing time to be alive. I'll leave being miserable for the morning. Let's get a good 3 hours of sleep. Lol🙃
Hey 4:32 also in Berlin right now, and i just tried to took an overdose but it didn't worked, i just didn't wanted to go to school tomorrow or do anything tomorrow. But i guess I'll need to. It's pretty shit to know at the age of 15 that you will never experience happiness because you are so numb you don't even know what the feeling sad is. I'm getting Therapie soon, but i know it will do nothing, i know i will always be like this and i don't want it. I will never reach anything, i wanted to do art or write a book but i don't have any motivation for this, see you
@@asmrawrxd3702 please don't try to kill yourself. why do I say this to you as a stranger on the internet? because I am absolutely sure that you will experience happiness, love and solidarity in the future. I have struggled a lot with myself when I was 15 (yes, I know, it's kind of rude to compare my life back then with your current life) but it's much more than a phrase when I say, that everything gets better. Really. You will find 'your' people in places and at a time you never thought you will meet them. And you will find your strength, your passion in life and your self worth It:s absolutely okay (more than okay) not getting your shit together and struggling with a lot of things when society told you all the time to be productive and tough.
Everything gets better, really.
@@velouriafiction5000 hey thank you so much for your response. It means a lot to me ❤️ i hope i will experience happiness someday or just emotions but even the thought seems so far away, i think i have chronical depression and I'm getting Therapie pretty soon so maybe this helps but i know that i was also feeling empty as a small kid so i don't know if i will experience pure happiness. But you are right im pretty excited for life and i will not kill myself. I'm excited to get out of my abusive household and study, write a book or make art. Thank you so much i hope you are fine too ❤️
@@asmrawrxd3702 of course i had to answer you! i survived abusive, violent household and toxic relationship at my parent's home too. it was an pretty exhausting way but now i live for my myself, i really live how i wanted to live for so so long (it's a big privilege because many people don't have the power to decide how they wanna live) with people in my life who love me the way i am.
i wish you the best for the therapy, leaving your toxic household and experience life, making art or whatever you have/will have a passion for. keep on going. it's so so fucking worth.
This music couldn't be more perfect. It's like diving in the deep dark sea of sadness and memories.
listening this album while reading Arthur Schopenhauer book and I think there is no reason to continue our exsistence
that's a dangerous combination
Give us a passage
I'm reading Frankenstein and I couldn't disagree with you and ole Schops more:
"Even broken in spirits as he is, no one can feel more deeply than he does the beauties of nature. The starry sky, the sea, and every sight afforded by these wonderful regions, seems still to have the power of elevating his soul from earth. Such a man has a double existence: he may suffer misery, and be overwhelmed by disappointments; yet, when he has retired into himself, he will be like a celestial spirit that has a halo around him, within whose circle no grief or folly ventures."
Try reading Philipp Mainländer while listening and you really will kill yourself.
"You will find in the universe only the deepest longing for absolute annihilation, and it is as if one clearly hears the call that permeates all spheres of heaven: Redemption! Redemption! Death to our life! and the comforting answer: you will all find annihilation and be redeemed!"
Thanks. Gonna read this book now. Also try Thomas Lingotti's books for more nihilism.
I didnt see that cat till 3 minutes in wtf
Didnt see it until i read yoir comment
Even after reading your comment I had to really search for it!!
same
Demonic cat, when you see it it means your time is up
@@diago951 Not sure but I think black cats are omens of death in some places.
Just now discovering Matt Elliott's music, so brilliant.
I've genuinely fallen in love with this album. Hauntingly beautiful & melancholy with a wonderful understanding of how the gentle interplay of instrument's can generate such a powerful atmosfear. Great stuff!!
I'm always brought back to the summer I discovered this album when I listen to it. Mowing the lawn in the brightest sunniest atmosphere with my headphones blaring the most melancholic music I have heard in a long time.
atmosphere my friend
Im willing to bet, he spelled "atmosfear", the way he did, in regards to the emotions this music brings to life in us...i don't know why, but it stirs up a feeling of dread and fear, in some of his songs !!...i could be wrong, n if so, my apologies, but nobody's (prefect) LMAO
- Do you drink alone?
- Does the lord count as a person
- ¡No!
- Then yes
On listening to this masterpiece it reminds me of my life ride. Why do they keep on leaving me? They always do even when I'm writing this comment I feel so alone and broken. I was nice to them so nice I even brought gifts on their birthdays and just on regular days to see them happy. why didn't they do that back? why did every girl screw me over with no reason at all. They cheated on me. While listening to this and typing my comment I'm smoking a cigarette but this time my chest hurts so bad. Hope it'd be my last one.
Ahmed hisham I feel you man, some times I think that I will never know how does real love feels. Send you prayers form Mexico
My men dont leave, they tell me to my face that they're cheating, then tell me I dont really mean get out. Steal my time and money. Must be me that I pick them tho. People suck, generally, sometimes alone is better
as i push my buttcheeks on the glass i cant help but to see the misty reflection of an astroid heading straight for my adams apple, i reallly hope this passes
Was expecting rowdy drinking songs... but I'm not disappointed
Lincler oh god who invited this guy?
I've been listening to this for the past 2 years, and never noticed the cat until now! ROFL
Took me a while too. Too much whiskey and melancholy I guess.
Damn. True. But, I'm not a native english speaker, and I'm curious. Couldn't put this puzzle together, what's ROFL?
@@rodrigocortez6099 ROFL means Rectal Orgasm From Laughing. Hope this helps.
@@mig-stallion1359 hahahah you did that fool dirty 😂
Thanks for saving me 2 years.
I can't believe I've never heard of this guy before. awesome, thank you
Wow! I was clicking on the youtube sidebar and then I fall on this ... masterpiece... no other word! So thx to youtube sidebar!
Some people say alcohol is a temporary solution
It's only temporary if you stop drinking.
I've enjoyed my bourbon for almost 15 years now.
We're still very good friends.
true gentleman
Holy shit, I was hoping the music would do justice to the artwork, and it sure does!! Loving it!
Same, the artwork lured me in
The music couldn't match more perfectly with the album cover
Icarus Empire Arts This is so true
Note the sugar cubes in the glass tray and scattered on the table top by the cat, the strainer spoon by the match box and the translucent cloudy drink in the singular glass. The young man is drinking absinthe.
I know i'm 8 months late, but the album art is by my favorite artist, Vania Zouravliov. Check him out, he's fantastic!
O.K. I will.
This album gives me feelings that I've never had with any other music
15 years passed by since the last time mr Elliot ( this cassette especially) joined my shadow. Funny thing is that the shadow calmed until to its deepest sleep.
Warm, depression, regret, rise once again in this cold room where i am, and this pain of my body is getting worst, shout for this music once again till the end of becoming.
cheers mr Elliot. Cheers to all... Prisoners from our own passions
his pose kinda looks like a dj
You just ruined that cover art for me. Fuck you!
A sad dj
Yalll right haaaa
Awe shit fam now I can’t unsee it.
A sad one :/
Oh man, i miss my old me, i miss her
Ah f*** me too.
I feel you man
Yeah i feel u to boys
just lost my best friend its been 20 or more days.drinking to his incredible memories with me.amazing album. brings back memories when we used to observe moon for hours drinking cheap beer and talk about failed career
The best way to defend against the SHADOW in you is to tempt it out and build your resistance to it. The unknown plummet into darkness is ultimately more terrifying if you don't know how far you can fall. The unknown is worse than the wickedest known.
. David J White.
Music That Feeds My Soul. Don't listen FEEL IT what text is that originally from?
Beautifully performed, endlessly melancholy. I can only listen to so much in one sitting, though. It really does bring out the gloominess lurking deep in my heart.
damn Jan1031, we are worried for you
Ghost, the album, and Corpses as Bedmates in particular, is darker and faster but he hides so much beauty in the gloom whichever medium he uses.
Hey do you know the 1st song tittle?
This album has been my favourite since I was 14 and had very tough teenage years. Now I'm 22 and I still listen to it, because Matt Elliott is a genius and this album is pure gold. I'm no longer depressed, but feeling sad sometimes is good. It's better than not to feel anything.
This is so good that you don't need a drink to enjoy it
buuuut a drink allways helps doesn't it ?
yes
forgot to respond lmao. I would definitely say yes
Dominic Nah, you've responded 7 months but with the help of internet explorer. The data has been updated just recently, though. ^__^
Dominic agree, but for me I need smoke while I listen
I couldn't listen to this album before, it left me with a bad feeling like anxiety or despair, and as soon as the quarantine is affecting me, I can listen to the album with total calm and even drink while listening to it... I find it comforting and calming
Holy shit! I was trying to find this album for the longest time. I had saved it to one of my playlists, went to listen to it some time later and it was gone. I was wondering what the hell happened to it.
Yea I swear to god youtube inexplicably deletes shit from playlists at random. Sometimes the video or channel is removed, but sometimes the video just evaporates and is lost until it find it's way back
I could really use a hug right now. 😢
same
gooby pls
*hug*
I could really use a fuck right now.
same
I have so much sadness in me that I've never found something that touch my soul. Now I'm 31 years old and finally, I discover this masterpiece, dark, sad, authentic, pure music!
✪ TRACKLIST:
0:00:00 C.F. Bundy
0:09:21 Trying To Explain
0:12:00 The Guilty Party
0:19:14 What's Wrong
0:23:29 The Kursk
0:34:57 What The Fuck Am I Doing On This Battlefield?
0:40:13 A Waste Of Blood
0:46:08 The Maid We Messed
the soundtrack of edgar allan poe's life
atrin ayazi marry me 💍
atrin ayazi Poe's The Black Cat short story comes to mind from this image.
exactly my thoughts
pit ir
Hate when people start allegorizing in the comments.
almost ten years later, I still keep this album on my watch later playlist, jeez
Melancolía, tristeza, depresión, resignación, aturdimiento, derrota, confusión, extrañeza, soledad, miedo, indefensión... efectos negativos del alma humana potenciados por el alcohol. ¡Expresados a través del sentido auditivo! Sólo a través del tango había experimentado una sensación parecida, pero en este último caso con la muletilla de la letra y de las historias que se relatan en primera persona, por ejemplo a través de la voz del Polaco Goyeneche.
Nice
Yo escuché este albúm con mi carpa y mi bicicleta pedaleando por la patagonia chilena hasta ushuaia argentina, jamás volveré a sentir esa sensación...extrañamente una tristeza armónica
Ufff brutal... Saludos desde Colombia
@@ososuh06 Me imagino la experiencia sobrecogedora
I used to listen to this album on repeat for so long about 2 years ago. I was in the worst slump in my life and i had no hope in getting better. I made it past those two years and i did get better, at least to confidently say so. But as of late I've fallen again and everything feels the same as it did. Then to find this album just now that i almost forgot about. It does get better im sure, but im losing hope again.
back on it again. Still a masterpiece after 20 years
Sitting at school, doing nothing and listening o this, this is good.
Thank you for sharing this...what a magnificent discovery
found you again lmao
This music, cup of wine and a flashback... that all you need to enter a world of oblivion.
This music takes me back to those gloomy nights when love of my life Vendela was by my side. I could smell her angel hair, she was my flower that blossomed with me. Now my flower is lost, flew away with the wind back to Stockholm. Cheers to all the lost flowers
where is she now man?
in my class again man, she finally returned
sweet man
Thanks man
I hope you find her again
this album is almost haunted
Nice, light some candles and lets conjure up some ghostly friends.
it makes you an alcoholic apparently
This album redirected me to both The Road and The Caretaker's Everywhere at the end of time. I can confirm I both hate and absolutely love this album.
this album made me question my existence, nearly destroyed my relationship and convinced me that i'm a terrible person
absolute masterpiece
simply beautiful , sweet, spiritual , sad and happy at the same time , great work !
After I lost the battle, I depressed to this album.
Master?
Saruman The White
Omg speak with me master
After the last bottle I lost the battle
@@Naudins and after the last battle I lost the bottle
Liar..Gandalf the Gay left you..thats why you became an alcoholic
00:00 C.F. Bundy
09:21 Trying To Explain
12:00 The Guilty Party
19:15 What's Wrong
23:24 The Kursk
34:58 What The Fuck Am I Doing On This Battlefield?
40:14 A Waste Of Blood
46:06 The Maid We Messed
Tracklist if anyone needs it or want it. Don't lose your mind without knowing where is your mind going to lose in.
Drinking time... I am satisfied when listening to this, drinking wine and smoking by my room window...