i missed you. thank you for the update. 6 years ago, i watched your video "how i did not know i was trans". i was 15 at the time. it helped me realise who i am and where i want to go. i am thankful that you share your views and experience. wishing you all the best.
Wow, just realised I've followed you for almost six years. Time really flies. Nice hearing another update! btw, about the hand size stuff, I have never met a woman who even thought twice about a guy's hand size. I don't think it's really a thing that pops up in most women's minds.
A lot of women pay attention to men's hands and comment on them. You'll hear women say they like a man with big strong rough hands. Small feminine hands is an instant ftm tell.
It's good to see you back again, I started watching you when you first started making videos as I was looking more into my identity. I definitely agree with shaving being a bit of a chore but like you said... it feels "right" and very normal. I clean my neck line every week or so and it just feels good.
I'm so glad to see your update. Glad to hear that you are well and that you now have a full time job in your new GIS field. Let's hope things get more back to normal as the vaccination numbers increase.
Ah! You look great! I was just wondering about you the other day. I'm so glad you've found someone to share your time and experiences with and congrats on all your accomplishments. Been missin ya, so don't be a stranger to your UA-cam peeps!
So great to see an update from you!! I love seeing adults who've been on T long-term. I'm almost 2 years on T and feeling frustrated that I don't have the changes I want yet. But videos like this help reassure me that things just take time! Thanks for sharing your whole journey here and not ghosting us like others on UA-cam.
Missed watching your videos. Definitely understand on the shaving part 😂 Currently 4 years on T. But the pre T me couldn’t wait to shave. Now I dread doing it every week. Hope all is well with you!
It's great to see you my friend; don't worry about balding, there are many options available, as long as you are safe and well that is all that matters!
I just wanted to say thanks for your videos. A particular thing you said in one of your videos helped me make the leap to begin transition, and I really wanted to thank you for that. As someone who began transition in my 30s, I've always found your videos super helpful and relatable, and I still enjoy hearing these updates. Outside of transition, going back to school for GIS has also been on my mind for years, so it's great to hear how that's been going for you too!
I too, haven't been online much and just discovered that a lot of trans folks are taking down their content or just abandoning their UA-cam account. I hoped you were still out there and doing well... I'm happy for you, bud. You look great! don't psych yourself out too much. And be very wary of Finestride, if you're seriously worried about the hair thing. It can be problematic. As I said though... you look good bud, no worries. Sincerely Happy for you!
Omg omg omg !!! So good to hear from u !!! Congrats on all the hair growth and u look the sexiest you've ever looked !!! Congrats on the girlfriend!! I know you've wanted that in your life for a long time. 🙂🙂🙂 (My name on here used to be Time.Is.An.Illusion) I recently changed it.
Very happy to see you again, Alan! Thanks for the update on how you're doing. Everything seems to be going good with you and I'm happy to see you doing well. 😊
happy to hear from you :-) i found your channel about a month ago, and i really enjoy your videos. your conscientious approach to things is similar to mine and i appreciate hearing from you. you’ve got my gratitude and support!
Hi! Long time follower here too! I’ve always enjoyed your ability to argue with yourself. I do that too, the taking both positions thing. You look good! For hands, my fiancée noticed my “fat fingers” and I figured it was just from climbing. BUT I’ve wondered if T did something with that. I never noticed either way. But glad you have a great partner!!! And thanks for posting!!
So glad to see you back on here, Alan!! Thanks so much for hopping on to check in and share. Very happy for you and all your life updates :) Always great to hear from you. Stay safe!
SO great to see you. I just turned 6 and really haven't made videos in maybe 3 years.. But, I'm feeling a shift. I appreciate getting an update. I'm just getting back to UA-cam. I relate to this video so much. Your girlfriend sounds great. Heading now to check out your more recent video. Take care & Happy New Year!
So good to hear from you! Your videos have always been so useful to me as you always carefully considered everything like I do. Thank you so much for the update, it really helps me try to imagine a future for myself and what it might look like as someone transitioning a bit later on.
Alan, you are amazing!! It's been so good to see your latest updates and to know you are doing well. [quite handsome, as a matter of fact!] I've always loved that you simply Are Who You Are, if that makes sense. I'm so fortunate for having happened upon your videos approximately 6 years ago...your influence has helped me along on my walk-of-life. Thank you for being YOU!
Great to hear from you!! The same thing happened to me when I gave myself a buzzcut. It helped me to grow it out a little longer, and I also had to lower my T dose which slowed my hair falling out significantly. You look great regardless, so I hope this doesn't come off as unsolicited advice - just wanted to share what worked for me!
Hola Alan. Nice to see and ear you again. It’s always a pleasure. You look very happy and it is so nice that you have a girlfriend to share your life. And yes, aging brings more peace.
Hey Alan!! I was just watching some of your old videos, so glad to see you post. :) Your videos have helped me so much in the last year as I've been in the questioning phase. I've related more to your experience than a lot of other trans UA-camrs I've watched. I recently got a consultation appointment for top surgery. So excited and nervous to be starting this journey!
Hi Alan great to see you. I just see as a very handsome intelligent man...always have. lm a cis woman who has only dated men . Good luck hope to see another update soon 🙂
Hey buddy, I'd love to keep in contact with you through internet! you can find me on fb (if you'd like) at: Nick Zielke, MSW !!! Thanks for the update. You seem like you are doing great !!
thank you! I tend to not friend people on Facebook whom I haven't met in real life or feel like I've met through seeing their videos on YT, but thank you.
i missed you. thank you for the update.
6 years ago, i watched your video "how i did not know i was trans". i was 15 at the time. it helped me realise who i am and where i want to go. i am thankful that you share your views and experience. wishing you all the best.
Heck yea! So happy to see you again
Wow, just realised I've followed you for almost six years. Time really flies. Nice hearing another update!
btw, about the hand size stuff, I have never met a woman who even thought twice about a guy's hand size. I don't think it's really a thing that pops up in most women's minds.
A lot of women pay attention to men's hands and comment on them. You'll hear women say they like a man with big strong rough hands. Small feminine hands is an instant ftm tell.
I am watching you way before ur transition. I always enjoy your videos and ur self analysis. Great to see u
I was just thinking about your videos the other day, great to have you back!
Please keep posting
Looking great man
thanks so much!
Please keep making more videos, i could listen to you for hours , so interesting ❤👍
It's good to see you back again, I started watching you when you first started making videos as I was looking more into my identity. I definitely agree with shaving being a bit of a chore but like you said... it feels "right" and very normal. I clean my neck line every week or so and it just feels good.
Omg you're back!! Great to see an update from you. Your videos have helped me a lot in the past, thank you so much for that
I'm so glad to see your update. Glad to hear that you are well and that you now have a full time job in your new GIS field. Let's hope things get more back to normal as the vaccination numbers increase.
Omg I check back every few months here when I get confused about gender because I always relate to you. Made my day that you have new uploads, man!
youre really handsome!!! its good to see your videos again! and i hope this doesnt come off the wrong way, but im so jealous of your hair...
Ah! You look great! I was just wondering about you the other day. I'm so glad you've found someone to share your time and experiences with and congrats on all your accomplishments. Been missin ya, so don't be a stranger to your UA-cam peeps!
So great to see an update from you!! I love seeing adults who've been on T long-term. I'm almost 2 years on T and feeling frustrated that I don't have the changes I want yet. But videos like this help reassure me that things just take time! Thanks for sharing your whole journey here and not ghosting us like others on UA-cam.
you're so welcome! I'm so glad my videos are helpful for you. thank you! best wishes for you and your transition!
Missed watching your videos. Definitely understand on the shaving part 😂 Currently 4 years on T. But the pre T me couldn’t wait to shave. Now I dread doing it every week. Hope all is well with you!
It's great to see you my friend; don't worry about balding, there are many options available, as long as you are safe and well that is all that matters!
thank you! good point! :)
I missed you man, so good news to hear from you again!
I just wanted to say thanks for your videos. A particular thing you said in one of your videos helped me make the leap to begin transition, and I really wanted to thank you for that. As someone who began transition in my 30s, I've always found your videos super helpful and relatable, and I still enjoy hearing these updates. Outside of transition, going back to school for GIS has also been on my mind for years, so it's great to hear how that's been going for you too!
So glad for the update video! 👍
Glad you’re doing well.
thanks so much!
I too, haven't been online much and just discovered that a lot of trans folks are taking down their content or just abandoning their UA-cam account. I hoped you were still out there and doing well... I'm happy for you, bud. You look great! don't psych yourself out too much. And be very wary of Finestride, if you're seriously worried about the hair thing. It can be problematic. As I said though... you look good bud, no worries. Sincerely Happy for you!
thank you so much! hmm, thanks for the warning about finasteride.
Omg omg omg !!! So good to hear from u !!! Congrats on all the hair growth and u look the sexiest you've ever looked !!! Congrats on the girlfriend!! I know you've wanted that in your life for a long time. 🙂🙂🙂
(My name on here used to be Time.Is.An.Illusion) I recently changed it.
Very happy to see you again, Alan! Thanks for the update on how you're doing. Everything seems to be going good with you and I'm happy to see you doing well. 😊
Wow good to see you again! I hope you’re doing well, also congrats on the gf!
Great to hear from you, Al! Glad you’re doing well.
happy to hear from you :-) i found your channel about a month ago, and i really enjoy your videos. your conscientious approach to things is similar to mine and i appreciate hearing from you. you’ve got my gratitude and support!
Awesome, thank you!
Hi! Long time follower here too! I’ve always enjoyed your ability to argue with yourself. I do that too, the taking both positions thing.
You look good! For hands, my fiancée noticed my “fat fingers” and I figured it was just from climbing. BUT I’ve wondered if T did something with that. I never noticed either way.
But glad you have a great partner!!! And thanks for posting!!
Good to see an update after a while. I was wondering how things were the other day.
Also, congrats on your career and girlfriend.
thank you!!
Good to see you Alan! Great update
Thank you for making this video and being back on UA-cam!
So glad to see you back on here, Alan!! Thanks so much for hopping on to check in and share. Very happy for you and all your life updates :) Always great to hear from you. Stay safe!
Its very good to see you again. You are so right about the shaving thing.
thank you! oh cool, I'm glad that resonated with you!
SO great to see you. I just turned 6 and really haven't made videos in maybe 3 years.. But, I'm feeling a shift. I appreciate getting an update. I'm just getting back to UA-cam. I relate to this video so much. Your girlfriend sounds great. Heading now to check out your more recent video. Take care & Happy New Year!
Thanks so much, Earl! So sorry it took me forever to reply. I appreciate hearing from you!
So good to hear from you! Your videos have always been so useful to me as you always carefully considered everything like I do. Thank you so much for the update, it really helps me try to imagine a future for myself and what it might look like as someone transitioning a bit later on.
I love that! I'm so glad my videos have been so helpful to you! thank you.
Great to see you!
Alan, you are amazing!! It's been so good to see your latest updates and to know you are doing well. [quite handsome, as a matter of fact!] I've always loved that you simply Are Who You Are, if that makes sense. I'm so fortunate for having happened upon your videos approximately 6 years ago...your influence has helped me along on my walk-of-life. Thank you for being YOU!
Great to hear from you!! The same thing happened to me when I gave myself a buzzcut. It helped me to grow it out a little longer, and I also had to lower my T dose which slowed my hair falling out significantly. You look great regardless, so I hope this doesn't come off as unsolicited advice - just wanted to share what worked for me!
Hola Alan. Nice to see and ear you again. It’s always a pleasure. You look very happy and it is so nice that you have a girlfriend to share your life. And yes, aging brings more peace.
thanks so much!
Hey Alan!! I was just watching some of your old videos, so glad to see you post. :) Your videos have helped me so much in the last year as I've been in the questioning phase. I've related more to your experience than a lot of other trans UA-camrs I've watched. I recently got a consultation appointment for top surgery. So excited and nervous to be starting this journey!
Congratulations on your place and having a girlfriend so happy for you.
Thank you so much!
So nice to ear from you :)
thanks!
Good to see you again 👍
thanks!
So glad to see you're doing well. Best wishes 🤗.
Thank you so much!
I've missed your calming presence :)
aw thank you! I appreciate that.
Hi, it's great to hear from you again!
Your videos were so helpful to me.Glad you're doing well : )
I'm so glad! thank you!
Good to see you again! Glad to see you’re doing well :)
thank you! :)
Great to hear from you and see that you're doing well!
thank you!
This video made my day
good to see you back! I was just thinking about you and what you've been up to the other day
thank you! what a coincidence! :)
You're so handsome Alan!
Hi! Just checking in. Hope all is well.🌞
thanks! I'm doing well! Just posted a couple new videos.
Hi Alan great to see you. I just see as a very handsome intelligent man...always have. lm a cis woman who has only dated men . Good luck hope to see another update soon 🙂
thank you!
How much mg of testosterone do you take per day. And was the normal range of it.
❤👍🇮🇪
Hey buddy, I'd love to keep in contact with you through internet! you can find me on fb (if you'd like) at: Nick Zielke, MSW !!! Thanks for the update. You seem like you are doing great !!
thank you! I tend to not friend people on Facebook whom I haven't met in real life or feel like I've met through seeing their videos on YT, but thank you.
You are a cutie 😉
aw thank you :)