I want to eat your pancreas, Your name, Your lie in April, Orange ( great anime ) These might be the last time you cried. Forgot other great animes ( sorry )
The thing that makes this even more heart-breaking is that this is actually a real thing that happens. Extreme parasocialism is such a f-ed up thing. These low-life, mentally-ill, twisted people that gets too caught up with their fantasies and couldn't bear to face the reality in front of them are so hard to deal with because the internet can literally hide their identities and whereabouts. So, no wonder these idols had have intense security most of the time. Sigh...
I'm pretty sure there was actually a japanese idol who got stabbed at her front door in this exact way, but if I recall correctly she survived the attack
The toxic and danger side of Idol culture: Extreme parasocialism Idols are also humans, they have rights too....they also went through pain and sweat to entertain and give "love" to their fans. Idols ≠ Angels This is what the idol culture fans FAILED to understand.
Oh yeah, i forgot this: Oshi no ko anime is in the same world as Kaguya-sama Love is War (welp same author). This work is for calling out the dark side of internet and entertainment industry.
@Keiji Kusanagi Eh, I wouldn't say that is a spoiler, Kaguya is not even a side character that contributes to the story anyways, and I feel like her appearing in Oshi no Ko is more of an Easter egg than anything. It's more to confirm that Kaguya's dream really did become true afteralls.
The first time I cried in a year, my heart feels like it's going to explode. I really feel bad for AI. She was such a good character to just throw away 😢
Even as a manga reader, this still hits like a bitch man... But I really hope people specially twitter users will watch this anime, since it perfectly shows the effect of toxicity in the internet and the entertainment industry in general. Might even change their perspective on things.
@@muhammadamzarnazimbinkhair1749 She’s the poster person. Every image of Oshi no Ko, has her in the middle. That’s why it came as a big ass shock when that happened
F*** the toxic simps (especially on Twitter)! The real fans truly respect (not unleash toxicity) on things they like. Anyway, that tragic scene made me have tears! 😭😭😭
I DUCKING BALLED MY EYES OUT, I only started watching it because of all the UA-cam shorts recommendations I got and oh my god were they right. This first episode is absolutely amazing and ITS SO SAD AND I WAS BALLONG MY EYES OUT SO HARD, I haven’t cried like this in a long time. I GOT SO ANGRY AS WELL AT THE COMMENTS IN THE SHOW ABOUT HER DEATH. I got HIDIVE just to watch this and it was worth it, looking forward to more, BUT ITS GONNA BREAK MY HEART IN THE PROCESS PROBABLY 😭
THAT is some damn good directing, this entire scene when I watched it in another clip, made me cry and I never watched the show, I have no background on any of the characters. But the voices, the emotions, the sound and art, all of it comes together so raw. This shit has actually happened to other rising or famous women, that's what makes this scene ever more heartbreaking. The one I immediately thought of was Rebecca Schaeffer, who was killed at her front door as well by a deranged fan, for his feelings of rejection. She had made the mistake of getting too personal in letters to fans because she truly wanted to connect to them, I think to really love them in her own way-- this fan ended up showing up at her house and shot her. She was warned by her seniors and mentors who cared for her safety, but she had a pretty innocent and kind look on the world and it ended up betraying her.
Aside from the fact that OH GOD. Their lives were soo… 🥹🥹🥹 I think one more thing that adds up to how tragic and fked up it seemed to me, to the point that I bawled my eyes out and repeatedly ranted to my friends was how CLOSE it hit to reality…. Like, THIS IS LITERALLY HAPPENING RN. I CANT MOVE ON OMFG
I never read the manga, so I was totally innocent with what happened here. This first episode just amusingly destroyed me. Now, I decided still not to read the original material. I want to genuinely know what will happen next through the anime. On the other hand, when men begin crying over an anime, it means that it is fcking good.
When the adaptation is god-tier like this episode, it's better to watch the anime-only assuming you want to have the ultimate experience, since the animation really brought life to these characters better than manga, and the anime did justice to the original source (according to the first episode)
You know... I rarely cry, last time I cried was when Lelouch sacrificed himself. I was already spoiled about this. Yet even though I knew it was coming...I STILL FREAKING CRIED WHEN I WATCHED IT T_T
You know what’s actually funny. As i was watching this episode, i said “let me not get attached cause i heard some crazy shit happens in this show” and about ten minutes later this shit happens. I never learn my lessons: Danganronpa, AOT, Your turn to die even Ddlc
I believe the mangaka aka akasaka stated that he planned for Ai to be the main character but she turned out so strong and would probably be a fan favorite or something so they had to kill her off and change the story like this We understand why know because that death scene made alot of us cry because we loved her character
I don't want to be rich and famous anymore. The more power I gain, the more enemies appear. The more people pray for my downfall. If my head is low enough...they can't chop it off.
I was expecting the anime to be about the son helping his idol mother through the whole series, trying to expose even more of the bad side of idol life. Then they killed her in the first episode. I don't know if I want to watch anymore after it, but I'll give it a shot since I don't know where the plot can go now.
I think the most tragic thing is that the sibling's conversation unintentionally leads to their new home address being leaked, which leads to Ai's murder.....
I feel like this entire scene in specific was so beautifully tragic that it literally helped me want to become a better person (be warned, this is long) Ai Hoshiono was a compulsive/pathological liar who never felt or gave true love, and she actually hates herself because of that. She hates that she lies so easily and well, and being an idol only made her feel even more bad because she knew she lied every time she told her fans that she loves them. Despite all of this, she still kept trying to the very end, hoping that her love will finally become true. She was smiling even in severe pain because she felt like she had it coming, she even wanted to love the person that literally killed her. She never told her kids that she loved them because she was so scared that it would be a lie, so she waited for the time when it would be true...and she got her wish. With her dying breath, she was able to finally say that she loved her kids and MEAN it. This made me cry not only because of the way it was executed, but because Ai was able to free herself from all of her sins, even if she died because of it. It felt like she was empathizing with me because I felt the same way too. I struggle with very bad mental health and built up dangerous beliefs that I'm a really bad person and that I don't deserve love. This caused me to hate myself a lot, but I still wanted to try to be better. This scene singlehandedly destroyed those bad beliefs and pretty much told me that even if I was really such a bad person, I can still keep trying to love and forgive everyone...including myself. Thank you Ai Hoshiono.
you know after all the heartbreaking anime death like Ace(one piece) kaoru(your lie in april) a number of character in JoJo and many more you would expect to have some kind of immunity for this yet why we don't have it even though we only know Ai in just the first episode despite it being just an hour long the impact we get from it is still brutal
I paused at the first second to read the comments because I can't stand the idea of good anime characters dying, especially if it's an idol, but damn does it expose the dark side of idol culture.
The last time I feel sad and despair is Jiraiya death. Its make me tears but with wraith I watch other sad anime like Orange, Clannad , Plastic memories, Classroom of assassin. Its sad but doesn't make me cry Years past, and my yt shorts keep show videi bout Oshi no ko Try watch it today (4/5/23), and finally I feel emotional after so long . My eyes sweating heavily. Finally, I feel like normal human after so long having an 'empty heart'.
Glad I didn't watch this blind before... Because even if I didn't watch ep 1 without any prior knowledge this will still hit like a damn truck of depression and frustration... Anime of the year hands down!
This is the first anime where I have cried actually, not hard but quite surprised, can anybody else of any other anime where a character has a dad death?
FULL MEGA MASHUP COMING SOON😊
Take madlad out man ,he really suck
Why you always put him in
I'm so confused man do you understand what I'm saying? we use same language right ?
@@giakylu8900 i think u can use ur brain that he has to use him so the reaction mashup can be full screen of reactors..or it will leave a missing spot
@@Venax91124 If there is one less, it still can be arranged and resized, okay? use ur brain
her eyes were sparkling and full of life. then the light went out of her eyes. can’t remember the last time i cried like this.
And the smile , she smiled until the end , and that wasn't the fake smile
I want to eat your pancreas, Your name, Your lie in April, Orange ( great anime )
These might be the last time you cried. Forgot other great animes ( sorry )
That was the saddest death of a character ive ever seen in any anime, im still messed up about her death.
@@SODIUM10 i agree to all that you mentioned i've seen them all too. Add clannad and golden time too. There are alot more honestly.
This is why many people refuse to be happy and sparkle.. Fearing someone may come and take away that happiness.... Quite a world we live in
"Dudes, you gotta save her man"
Bro was expecting too much from two reincarnated babies
To be fair, Aqua was literally a doctor in his past life, and he said that he kept his memories from his past life.
The thing that makes this even more heart-breaking is that this is actually a real thing that happens. Extreme parasocialism is such a f-ed up thing. These low-life, mentally-ill, twisted people that gets too caught up with their fantasies and couldn't bear to face the reality in front of them are so hard to deal with because the internet can literally hide their identities and whereabouts. So, no wonder these idols had have intense security most of the time. Sigh...
There are plenty of stars who died because of their fans in real life too, or got stalked hard
Yeah, I think this manga took Christina Grimmie case as an inspiration
@@rkpgr Christina Grimmie I don't think was the target of that terrorist attack tho.
@@animesenpai1163 i think you remember the wrong case, Christina's killer only shoot her then kill himself right after. Just like in Oshi no Ko
I'm pretty sure there was actually a japanese idol who got stabbed at her front door in this exact way, but if I recall correctly she survived the attack
The look she had when she died... daym the most heartbreaking thing I've seen
bro she looks disturbingly scary in that scene
@@thrilite3981 agreed i was sad but damn that was one scary look she got
She smiled until the end , and that wasn't a fake smile she normally gave
She had it coming..who wants children at the age of 16
Looks straight out of something like doki doki literature club or something
The toxic and danger side of Idol culture:
Extreme parasocialism
Idols are also humans, they have rights too....they also went through pain and sweat to entertain and give "love" to their fans.
Idols ≠ Angels
This is what the idol culture fans FAILED to understand.
ehhh the word idol is a synonym of goddess
Idol = idolize
@@jyuu6650 idol = idolize? Yes it was back then, before the toxic culture
@@aldyzero6676 it didn't change its definition just because the west is aware of the asian idols now
@@cheeseball2967 so? My point still stands
I think it’s the fact that she finally loved something real for the first time in her life that got me.
Oh yeah, i forgot this:
Oshi no ko anime is in the same world as Kaguya-sama Love is War (welp same author).
This work is for calling out the dark side of internet and entertainment industry.
Yeah, but he is already retired from making manga, but he continues writing stories. That's why he made Oshi No Ko for story plot (not illustration).
Also fun fact to soften your mood: Kaguya will actually become a photographer for Ruby in the future.
@@sekaihunter9378 YEah I completely forgot about it
But isn't that a kind of spoiler?
@Keiji Kusanagi Eh, I wouldn't say that is a spoiler, Kaguya is not even a side character that contributes to the story anyways, and I feel like her appearing in Oshi no Ko is more of an Easter egg than anything. It's more to confirm that Kaguya's dream really did become true afteralls.
@@sekaihunter9378 yeah you're right, but Kaguya's dream is a spoiler tho lol......
If a grown man can shed a tear on an anime,you know that anime is a whole emotional outburst
The first time I cried in a year, my heart feels like it's going to explode. I really feel bad for AI. She was such a good character to just throw away 😢
the first time a seinen makes me cry akazaka i really create a masterpiece
Not really thrown away she'll came back just to rub the salt on your wound 3 times atleast the second coming is the peak tho
@@m4y013 ????????
@@m4y013 I have the mang up to chapter 110ish and i don't know what you're talking about.
@@bonelesspizza3726 tokyo blade arc
Even as a manga reader, this still hits like a bitch man...
But I really hope people specially twitter users will watch this anime, since it perfectly shows the effect of toxicity in the internet and the entertainment industry in general. Might even change their perspective on things.
This made me feel like when I saw the last episodes of Cyberpunk, with that pain in my chest
And instead of episode 10 it's at episode 1
Fr bro
If anything, this hits harder than edgerunners ever will for the sole reason that we just saw a mother get murdred in front of her own children.
@@AWACS_Eagle_Eye True
@@mizukihattori9716 this has the same energy as "oh theres only 2 problems on the test"
the 2 problems:
No way they killed the main character in the first episode....I really liked her 😭
She isn't the MC
@@muhammadamzarnazimbinkhair1749
She’s the poster person. Every image of Oshi no Ko, has her in the middle. That’s why it came as a big ass shock when that happened
Oshi no ko
Literally means: My Idol's child/children
@@aldyzero6676 wait what? I though the English meaning is like 'My favorite Idol'
@@TheKing070 ko means kids
My idol's child
F*** the toxic simps (especially on Twitter)! The real fans truly respect (not unleash toxicity) on things they like. Anyway, that tragic scene made me have tears! 😭😭😭
Girls : "i can't believe he didn't cry at the titanic"
Boys : 04:45 🗿
To be frank, I believe everyone would’ve cried at that moment.
@@csmrookie9600 welp I didn't, but went to
"I gently open the door." but it's the person opening the door that dies. why did I even reference DDLC in this
The I love you at 4:54 they are all in sync. And also the most painful I love you that I've seen in an anime.
makes me have burning rage for Rushia's JP fans even more...
Ai's dead look was way too realistically dead.
This is the first time that I've seen a best girl get introduced and killed off in the same episode
I cosplayed as an waterfall during this scene
@@sharkguy412 ye me too... the best girl died in the first episode...
Almost cried a second time ever since I discovered the manga over a year ago.
This ending really broke my heart 😭😭😭
I DUCKING BALLED MY EYES OUT, I only started watching it because of all the UA-cam shorts recommendations I got and oh my god were they right. This first episode is absolutely amazing and ITS SO SAD AND I WAS BALLONG MY EYES OUT SO HARD, I haven’t cried like this in a long time. I GOT SO ANGRY AS WELL AT THE COMMENTS IN THE SHOW ABOUT HER DEATH. I got HIDIVE just to watch this and it was worth it, looking forward to more, BUT ITS GONNA BREAK MY HEART IN THE PROCESS PROBABLY 😭
how to make grown men cry
THAT is some damn good directing, this entire scene when I watched it in another clip, made me cry and I never watched the show, I have no background on any of the characters. But the voices, the emotions, the sound and art, all of it comes together so raw. This shit has actually happened to other rising or famous women, that's what makes this scene ever more heartbreaking. The one I immediately thought of was Rebecca Schaeffer, who was killed at her front door as well by a deranged fan, for his feelings of rejection. She had made the mistake of getting too personal in letters to fans because she truly wanted to connect to them, I think to really love them in her own way-- this fan ended up showing up at her house and shot her. She was warned by her seniors and mentors who cared for her safety, but she had a pretty innocent and kind look on the world and it ended up betraying her.
Imagine having such an emotional ride at the first ep.
Once the light went out of her eyes i cried so hard
Aside from the fact that OH GOD. Their lives were soo… 🥹🥹🥹
I think one more thing that adds up to how tragic and fked up it seemed to me, to the point that I bawled my eyes out and repeatedly ranted to my friends was how CLOSE it hit to reality…. Like, THIS IS LITERALLY HAPPENING RN. I CANT MOVE ON OMFG
Goddamn didnt expect that plot twist, i mean i knew its there but damn i didnt know its this terrifying😢
i can't breathe properly, my heart hurts so much, almost killed me, god fking damn it
"I cant believe he didn't cry at the ending of titanic"
Le him after watching this anime :🥺🥺
I can’t believe it I cried man for the first time in what seems like my whole life I cried watching that scene man god damnit
To your eternity and oshi no ko are the only anime to make me cry in the first episode.
I never read the manga, so I was totally innocent with what happened here. This first episode just amusingly destroyed me.
Now, I decided still not to read the original material. I want to genuinely know what will happen next through the anime.
On the other hand, when men begin crying over an anime, it means that it is fcking good.
When the adaptation is god-tier like this episode, it's better to watch the anime-only assuming you want to have the ultimate experience, since the animation really brought life to these characters better than manga, and the anime did justice to the original source (according to the first episode)
You know... I rarely cry, last time I cried was when Lelouch sacrificed himself. I was already spoiled about this. Yet even though I knew it was coming...I STILL FREAKING CRIED WHEN I WATCHED IT T_T
Same. I also cried very hard because of Lelouch's sacrifice and now Ai's death made me so sad.
You know what’s actually funny.
As i was watching this episode, i said “let me not get attached cause i heard some crazy shit happens in this show” and about ten minutes later this shit happens.
I never learn my lessons: Danganronpa, AOT, Your turn to die even Ddlc
Needless to say i was not mentally okay after this
I watched it the day im writing this btw
thw stalker was the biggest motherf**** i have ever seen in my entire life
lol i cannot even count how much i cry seeing this
At this moment you understand why the anime is so named,
because she is not main character🥲
Im crying in sadness and the same time laughing at their reactions
I just now watched the episode and I paused the episode and was crying for 10mins
I believe the mangaka aka akasaka stated that he planned for Ai to be the main character but she turned out so strong and would probably be a fan favorite or something so they had to kill her off and change the story like this
We understand why know because that death scene made alot of us cry because we loved her character
even after reading the manga, this shit hurt too much.
I don't want to be rich and famous anymore. The more power I gain, the more enemies appear.
The more people pray for my downfall.
If my head is low enough...they can't chop it off.
the fact that this things happen in real life makes it more emotional. its very sad .
Bro.. this eps make me broken so bad🥺🥺😭😭
I'm not crying! You are!
I didn't remember crying this hard when i whatched anime, the first time that i cried because of an anime was 5 years ago when Jiraiya died...
I was expecting the anime to be about the son helping his idol mother through the whole series, trying to expose even more of the bad side of idol life. Then they killed her in the first episode. I don't know if I want to watch anymore after it, but I'll give it a shot since I don't know where the plot can go now.
I never cry from anime let alone the first episode ☹️☹️☹️☹️
the onion-cutting ninjas passed through here in great numbers today.
I've never felt human again after not crying for 3 years
El del sombrero con manta celeste me representa xd
I think the most tragic thing is that the sibling's conversation unintentionally leads to their new home address being leaked, which leads to Ai's murder.....
Actually their own father is the one that leak everything
It was so sadfull
But Kakyoin's death is saddest moment
17 years of loneliness and 50 days of friendship
I feel like this entire scene in specific was so beautifully tragic that it literally helped me want to become a better person (be warned, this is long)
Ai Hoshiono was a compulsive/pathological liar who never felt or gave true love, and she actually hates herself because of that. She hates that she lies so easily and well, and being an idol only made her feel even more bad because she knew she lied every time she told her fans that she loves them. Despite all of this, she still kept trying to the very end, hoping that her love will finally become true. She was smiling even in severe pain because she felt like she had it coming, she even wanted to love the person that literally killed her. She never told her kids that she loved them because she was so scared that it would be a lie, so she waited for the time when it would be true...and she got her wish. With her dying breath, she was able to finally say that she loved her kids and MEAN it. This made me cry not only because of the way it was executed, but because Ai was able to free herself from all of her sins, even if she died because of it. It felt like she was empathizing with me because I felt the same way too. I struggle with very bad mental health and built up dangerous beliefs that I'm a really bad person and that I don't deserve love. This caused me to hate myself a lot, but I still wanted to try to be better. This scene singlehandedly destroyed those bad beliefs and pretty much told me that even if I was really such a bad person, I can still keep trying to love and forgive everyone...including myself. Thank you Ai Hoshiono.
This death made me feel sadder than Rengoku's death. Her VA has talents..
If this is my first anime. Idk what would happen to me.
Like: uh so what Is a an anime lets.. see... After 1 hours and 22 minutes HOW JAPAN SEE THOSE THING EVERY DAY AHHHH
Everyone's reaction to this scene was my reaction to this scene. Poor peeps, someone give them some tissues oml
Everyone watching this scene is now emotionally scarred
Damn you...! DAMN YOU!!!
Damn you for making me cry!! 😭😭
you know after all the heartbreaking anime death like Ace(one piece) kaoru(your lie in april) a number of character in JoJo and many more you would expect to have some kind of immunity for this yet why we don't have it even though we only know Ai in just the first episode despite it being just an hour long the impact we get from it is still brutal
"those words definitely weren't a lie" makes me cry every time
Man this scene was tough.
I paused at the first second to read the comments because I can't stand the idea of good anime characters dying, especially if it's an idol, but damn does it expose the dark side of idol culture.
bruh ngl these guys look like they're related
The last time I feel sad and despair is Jiraiya death. Its make me tears but with wraith
I watch other sad anime like Orange, Clannad , Plastic memories, Classroom of assassin.
Its sad but doesn't make me cry
Years past, and my yt shorts keep show videi bout Oshi no ko
Try watch it today (4/5/23), and finally I feel emotional after so long .
My eyes sweating heavily. Finally, I feel like normal human after so long having an 'empty heart'.
assassination classroom was much sadder for me than this death.
bro why she rizzing with my nigga killer, her kids boutta be orphans???
Fuck I'm crying again on the bus
I hate when youtubers put major spoilers in their thumbnails.
The Ohh Fuck at 0:51 lmao
I can’t wait for ep4
Nooooo😢😮😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔
twitch viewer behavior
Not even kiddind i was crying
You know it's fucking sad when an emotionless person like me is holding back tears
thank god ive known the mangga for some time now or else ill be crying so much at these scene, well i still cried lol
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 can stop crying
Glad I didn't watch this blind before... Because even if I didn't watch ep 1 without any prior knowledge this will still hit like a damn truck of depression and frustration... Anime of the year hands down!
My hand unconsciously went to my mouth in awe again even though I already watched that episode. F*CK man she didn't deserve that😭🤣
MAN!!! CAN YOU ATLEAST GIVE AS AN EPISODE OF FAMILY DYNAMIC BETWEEN THEM?!?!
Image if this type of death animation was done when rengoku died
i cried. I thought this show would be about the kids helping mom be a better person. nope.
*no, no don't pull n-OHHHHHH*
Yaayy a cute idol anime let's go.
Wait wtf no holy shit nooooo😢
This is the first anime where I have cried actually, not hard but quite surprised, can anybody else of any other anime where a character has a dad death?
リアクションみるの大好き
😭😭😢😢
All the people crying. XDXDXD
5:10 somebody ruining this moment ☠️💀☠️💀
Ai rn 💀
wondering when u do t his mashup are u cry as well while doing this video??
Guys her eyes arent bright anymore…
Can i know the channel name of the guy on the bottom right after the guy with a green shirt?
all the channels are included in the descriptions..u can search yourself..🎉
@@Venax91124 thank you, he didnt put all of the channel before
ai dead year be cry :(
Haters gonna hate gone too far.
a..AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH-
Who framed ai hoshino?
Why did she have to die?😢😢😢
Are there pre seasons or why are ppl sad about an character from the first episode of an anime
Damn do I hear Pain song or is it just me?