Aww thank you love. I pray for you everyday cause I know exactly what you’re going through, and I know you will heal and recover. I’m so proud of you for not giving up cause that takes so much strength. You will heal. 🙏🏽❤️
Your prayers, your kind words, your support and faith in me keeps me going. You don’t know this but I come read ur comments every now and then for strength to keep fighting. I will always owe u for that
Way to go!! How are u feeling today? Hopefully starting day 7 now yes? I’m really glad my video helped. It’s the only reason I’m doing this. Much love n respect to u 👊🏼💯
Ty brother for at least being thankful to us..neway nt lying u r lukin far better den b4..fresh active..keep dat up cuz m being honest I've not even quit fr a single day for nw..u know y u have dat will of quitting dat evil abusive creep cuz ur an honest loyal person n trust me dats d holy spirit saying u..cuz u still remember n thank GOD fr being at ur side..
Hey AK im ND . I just watched a few of your videos and you reminded me of myself . I just wanna say watching your videos i can tell your a good dude with a really good heart. I really really really hope and pray that you get sober my friend. I did pills for many years bro and im going threw similar stuff as you . People really don't know how it is to have this monkey on our back. Its the worst thing you can be on in my opinion. I think I just heard said your in Africa. You gave me hope that we can do this. I have some time coming up off work soon I'm gonna try and quit cold turkey. If u get this message just know there's someone I. This world that knows what your going threw and have your back man. Muchlove from California USA
Hey ND, I really appreciate that message. Yea I’m in Africa, and it means a whole lot to me saying u feel my pain and you got my back. I’m trying to quit but unfortunately I’ve exhausted all my chances on the days off I have so now I’m gonna have to face the music during a normal work week. I’m glad I gave u hope, that is the only reason I do these videos to try n support n help anyone out there going thru this agony of a life. Please try n take that chance when u get days off, and if u need to talk or anything I’m right here wit ya. I know a few over the counter meds that can help was the pain a bit of u want. My Snapchat and Instagram are in the channel bio if u need help with anything reach out and I’ll help in anyway I could. Much love n respect 👊🏼💯 AK
Yes bro.. always luk forward for ur new videos n u 2 b totally clean.. will pray for u brother..n I hope I cud get clean as well dis time by the grace of GOD.. May GOD BLESS you bro..
Loved these stories. Out of 4.5 years of using luckily I never got into legal trouble here in the states. Though I did nodd out while driving, at a red light, hit the guy in front of me. I thank God I wasn't the first in line at at the stop light, or else I would have drifted into oncoming traffic.
watch youtube everday but this is the first time i have ever left a comment i watched every one of your video's,i found them on day 2, i like you did not manage to stay off this time, i love your video's as they make me feel less weak in this struggle and less alone, thank you and please keep sharing your very rational perspective you seem to be a really geuine guy and i got alot out of your content thank you
I appreciate you. Hope we both can get out of this alive n well with the fewest of losses. I’m here anyways if u ever need help, support or just wanna talk while u wait for the guy. I’m here for anyone who really wants to quit or get better or get by, or maybe even just needs someone to listen. 💯👊🏼
Dear AK, I watched your video "Heroin withdrawal day one : preparing for the worse" while i was going thru the same. I was searching for these types of videos on youtube to get motivation from those people who are undergoing thru the same situation. I was thinking that you would go through the withdrawal and eventually got sober in the end. But after watching your other videos and seeing you fail many times , I just kinda feel like you are just showing people how helpless we are against heroin addiction. I am afraid that it would terrify other heroin addict regarding the withdrawal and take away their determination. It seems to me like you are giving other addicts (who doesn't have enough will-power to stop) the sense of disregard over their failure when they see so many people, like you, failed over and over again. I absolutely know your intentions, and i know you want to get out of your addiction and its genuine that you dont want other people to get into the same mess that you have been. It really shows the pain and struggle we go through being an addict. It's even clear that you want sobriety. But AK you gotta try harder. So please, gather yourself up and go through with it, if you could REALLY eventually quit and emerge victorious in the end, your Sobriety videos would really motivate other heroin addicts. I wish you all the best... If you make another withdrawal videos, i hope to see the "Getting Through Heroin withdrawal" video in the end. Not the relapse video anymore AK. By the way, i got through my withdrawals and have been sober for two weeks now, though its Still a long way to go. I really hope to see you get through it too. Much love and Support
Hey bro. I finally did it. And I finally posted a video with me 3 days clean. And I’ll post another one with me 15 days clean hopefully in a couple of days.
I can relate to your pain brother. I swear im just doing this shit anymore to be able to function at work. It's like a bad relationship you don't know how to get out of. It's anxiety. It's being a prisoner. All of us in the struggle, this won't last a lifetime. Eventually we'll get out alive. You gotta want it more than anything. God has a plan for us all. Stay healthy, don't give up. Many blessings ✌️
@@beautruex7012 haha that’s great news Beau. I’m so happy for you. Congrats on the engagement my man! You’re gonna get clean, stay clean and make that woman happy. Rooting for ya like always.
Man I’m 19 and it’s hard to Quit I just stop doing dark for 7 days but I’ve ended up getting some today idk what to do anymore depression is kicking my ass brotha and it’s the only thing to get the bad thoughts away but Ik it’s not gon last forever I can’t just keep on chasing my high everyday it’s sad asf I hate that I even got into this lifestyle 😥😔but I’ve did some today basically all day it’s 12:45 at night rn but would I end up going thru withdrawals again or what can I get your number bro I would like to just sit and chill and talk to you and get advice from you
Sure brother my snap and IG are in the channel details. Add me and message me and i would love to sit n chill n talk to u about what ever u want. How long have u Been using altogether? Just these 7 days?
No I’ve been using for about a year almost I just had quit for 7 days but on the 8th I just started using again but for only 2 days and I’ve run out and depression is kicking my ass rn
@@quintonwarner6690 anyways if you need to talk, need advice or just even need someone to listen n hear you pour your heart out, Im here for you. Go to the about tab in my channel and add me on snapchat
Trust me u can do I can do it anybody can.. if v r willing it i.e only if v want it frm d deep bottom of our ❤️..v shud spit n ignore at d fear of it.. it won't let us go so easily.but v can..anything is possible on dis Earth..but v need 2 make it..v did it so v have 2 face all d suffer n withdrawal but it's possible to throw it out from our life..as u said n I agree with you it's a mind n a tricky game wen v jump on quitting dat shit.. prayer n readings GOD'S words wud help us a lot wen v r on lonely depression pains imsomia specially when v lie down to go to bed..lots of things der to help us..as my xperience I cud help u how to if u r willing to wen I was clean..just my idea n xperience bro.. May GOD BLESS you n ur family specially ur wife n kid..
Sure thing darling, add me on Snapchat and we can talk whenever u feel like u need to vent or just talk, or even if ur just waiting for the plug to pick up. Just hit me up
At least he's being honest abt himself n watch properly can't u c dat he's even encouraging n saying not to live n waste a life by doing drugs cuz it leads to destruction..if dats nt motivating by ur view den wat is it..
Bro have you seen the video to the end?? Have you heard what I’m saying?? Have you seen any of the other videos?? Where am I motivating anyone to do this?? I’m saying don’t waste your life like I did. Don’t risk it. Don’t put yourself in harms way! Either you haven’t watched the whole thing or you have wildly differing definitions of motivation.
Aww thank you love. I pray for you everyday cause I know exactly what you’re going through, and I know you will heal and recover. I’m so proud of you for not giving up cause that takes so much strength. You will heal. 🙏🏽❤️
Your prayers, your kind words, your support and faith in me keeps me going. You don’t know this but I come read ur comments every now and then for strength to keep fighting. I will always owe u for that
Day 5 withdrawal today. This video helped me alot
Way to go!! How are u feeling today? Hopefully starting day 7 now yes? I’m really glad my video helped. It’s the only reason I’m doing this. Much love n respect to u 👊🏼💯
@Velvet Kush that's wonderful. Hope your staying clean.
Wishing you the very best from the bottom of my heart
Thank you Jan. I really sincerely appreciate your kind words, support and well wishes. I hope you and your loved ones are safe, happy and doing great
Ty brother for at least being thankful to us..neway nt lying u r lukin far better den b4..fresh active..keep dat up cuz m being honest I've not even quit fr a single day for nw..u know y u have dat will of quitting dat evil abusive creep cuz ur an honest loyal person n trust me dats d holy spirit saying u..cuz u still remember n thank GOD fr being at ur side..
This drug As well as alcohol ruined my fucking life. Thank you for these videos
Hey AK im ND . I just watched a few of your videos and you reminded me of myself . I just wanna say watching your videos i can tell your a good dude with a really good heart. I really really really hope and pray that you get sober my friend. I did pills for many years bro and im going threw similar stuff as you . People really don't know how it is to have this monkey on our back. Its the worst thing you can be on in my opinion. I think I just heard said your in Africa. You gave me hope that we can do this. I have some time coming up off work soon I'm gonna try and quit cold turkey. If u get this message just know there's someone I. This world that knows what your going threw and have your back man. Muchlove from California USA
Hey ND, I really appreciate that message. Yea I’m in Africa, and it means a whole lot to me saying u feel my pain and you got my back. I’m trying to quit but unfortunately I’ve exhausted all my chances on the days off I have so now I’m gonna have to face the music during a normal work week. I’m glad I gave u hope, that is the only reason I do these videos to try n support n help anyone out there going thru this agony of a life. Please try n take that chance when u get days off, and if u need to talk or anything I’m right here wit ya. I know a few over the counter meds that can help was the pain a bit of u want. My Snapchat and Instagram are in the channel bio if u need help with anything reach out and I’ll help in anyway I could.
Much love n respect 👊🏼💯
AK
Love your videos bro, big fan from Australia
Cheers Danielle, much love to you 🙏🏻
Yes bro.. always luk forward for ur new videos n u 2 b totally clean.. will pray for u brother..n I hope I cud get clean as well dis time by the grace of GOD.. May GOD BLESS you bro..
God bless you Frankie. Thanks for the love n support. I hope we get clean n leave this life behind for good. But till then stay safe.
Loved these stories. Out of 4.5 years of using luckily I never got into legal trouble here in the states. Though I did nodd out while driving, at a red light, hit the guy in front of me. I thank God I wasn't the first in line at at the stop light, or else I would have drifted into oncoming traffic.
watch youtube everday but this is the first time i have ever left a comment
i watched every one of your video's,i found them on day 2, i like you did not manage to stay off this time, i love your video's as they make me feel less weak in this struggle and less alone, thank you and please keep sharing your very rational perspective you seem to be a really geuine guy and i got alot out of your content thank you
I appreciate you. Hope we both can get out of this alive n well with the fewest of losses. I’m here anyways if u ever need help, support or just wanna talk while u wait for the guy. I’m here for anyone who really wants to quit or get better or get by, or maybe even just needs someone to listen. 💯👊🏼
That's super f***** up your story put a super huge knot in my stomach LOL
Hell yeah brother speakfor us all!!
Hi. I'm David pellegrino, dude your awesome im from Tallahassee florida
I appreciate you dude
Same sorry as in last December a few weeks ago.... I'm off everything over a year now and I can see no commitment from you to quit. And that's sad
Thanks but I’m clean 28 days now.
I pray for everyone caught in the cycle of having to check in and out.
Keep it up mate from uk
Thanks Keith. I’m trying to stay clean for life this time
Dear AK, I watched your video "Heroin withdrawal day one : preparing for the worse" while i was going thru the same. I was searching for these types of videos on youtube to get motivation from those people who are undergoing thru the same situation. I was thinking that you would go through the withdrawal and eventually got sober in the end. But after watching your other videos and seeing you fail many times , I just kinda feel like you are just showing people how helpless we are against heroin addiction. I am afraid that it would terrify other heroin addict regarding the withdrawal and take away their determination. It seems to me like you are giving other addicts (who doesn't have enough will-power to stop) the sense of disregard over their failure when they see so many people, like you, failed over and over again. I absolutely know your intentions, and i know you want to get out of your addiction and its genuine that you dont want other people to get into the same mess that you have been. It really shows the pain and struggle we go through being an addict. It's even clear that you want sobriety. But AK you gotta try harder. So please, gather yourself up and go through with it, if you could REALLY eventually quit and emerge victorious in the end, your Sobriety videos would really motivate other heroin addicts.
I wish you all the best... If you make another withdrawal videos, i hope to see the "Getting Through Heroin withdrawal" video in the end. Not the relapse video anymore AK. By the way, i got through my withdrawals and have been sober for two weeks now, though its Still a long way to go. I really hope to see you get through it too. Much love and Support
Hey bro. I finally did it. And I finally posted a video with me 3 days clean. And I’ll post another one with me 15 days clean hopefully in a couple of days.
I can relate to your pain brother. I swear im just doing this shit anymore to be able to function at work. It's like a bad relationship you don't know how to get out of. It's anxiety. It's being a prisoner. All of us in the struggle, this won't last a lifetime. Eventually we'll get out alive. You gotta want it more than anything. God has a plan for us all. Stay healthy, don't give up. Many blessings ✌️
Hope ur OK! Look forward to seeing you soon! Pls check in!
Do more livestreams… let’s hang out bro! I’m the dude from ‘Omak’ remember? Lol 😂
🤣🤣🤣
Of course I remember bro. How have u been? What u up to these days?
@@toohardz I am well thank you. Had a relapse but I just got engaged. So things are looking up.., once I get clean.
@@beautruex7012 haha that’s great news Beau. I’m so happy for you. Congrats on the engagement my man! You’re gonna get clean, stay clean and make that woman happy. Rooting for ya like always.
I met a lot of heroin addicts in my life but never one that spoke two languages fluently
Man I’m 19 and it’s hard to Quit I just stop doing dark for 7 days but I’ve ended up getting some today idk what to do anymore depression is kicking my ass brotha and it’s the only thing to get the bad thoughts away but Ik it’s not gon last forever I can’t just keep on chasing my high everyday it’s sad asf I hate that I even got into this lifestyle 😥😔but I’ve did some today basically all day it’s 12:45 at night rn but would I end up going thru withdrawals again or what can I get your number bro I would like to just sit and chill and talk to you and get advice from you
Sure brother my snap and IG are in the channel details. Add me and message me and i would love to sit n chill n talk to u about what ever u want. How long have u Been using altogether? Just these 7 days?
No I’ve been using for about a year almost I just had quit for 7 days but on the 8th I just started using again but for only 2 days and I’ve run out and depression is kicking my ass rn
@@quintonwarner6690 so youre 2 days clean now? are in any pain or just feeling like shit?
@@quintonwarner6690 anyways if you need to talk, need advice or just even need someone to listen n hear you pour your heart out, Im here for you. Go to the about tab in my channel and add me on snapchat
Shit if you want to hop on the phone I’ll text you on Instagram
Trust me u can do I can do it anybody can.. if v r willing it i.e only if v want it frm d deep bottom of our ❤️..v shud spit n ignore at d fear of it.. it won't let us go so easily.but v can..anything is possible on dis Earth..but v need 2 make it..v did it so v have 2 face all d suffer n withdrawal but it's possible to throw it out from our life..as u said n I agree with you it's a mind n a tricky game wen v jump on quitting dat shit.. prayer n readings GOD'S words wud help us a lot wen v r on lonely depression pains imsomia specially when v lie down to go to bed..lots of things der to help us..as my xperience I cud help u how to if u r willing to wen I was clean..just my idea n xperience bro.. May GOD BLESS you n ur family specially ur wife n kid..
I live in Tallahassee not from here I mesn
Brother methodon will save u I went thru it g
Please help me 🙏
I’m suffering
Talk to me
Would you ever want to talk ?
Sure thing darling, add me on Snapchat and we can talk whenever u feel like u need to vent or just talk, or even if ur just waiting for the plug to pick up. Just hit me up
Yo
Sup Freddy
dude stop it! you should motivate people to quit , not show your junkie life. are you proud of yourself?
At least he's being honest abt himself n watch properly can't u c dat he's even encouraging n saying not to live n waste a life by doing drugs cuz it leads to destruction..if dats nt motivating by ur view den wat is it..
Bro have you seen the video to the end?? Have you heard what I’m saying?? Have you seen any of the other videos?? Where am I motivating anyone to do this?? I’m saying don’t waste your life like I did. Don’t risk it. Don’t put yourself in harms way! Either you haven’t watched the whole thing or you have wildly differing definitions of motivation.
@@toohardz sorry dude, dont mind me. I was in a bad mood
@@ion-silviubontu7550 it’s alright bro. Don’t think about it