Daily vlog: thismadmama feeling super insecure
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- Опубліковано 8 вер 2024
- Had a busy day but didn’t capture a ton of footage. I’m not super vain but I’m feeling really insecure because I was in a coma in June and notice a lot of changes to my body, plus, lately I’ve been feeling like I look a little yellow which is concerning because I’m hoping my liver isn’t struggling. I got some training for an “on call” job, meaning I won’t be working regularly I’m just a spare employee. I’m also going to be displaying some art for sale in the shop which I’m excited about. I met up with a couple friends afterwards and hung out, and since I know people are judging let me point out that I do not smoke, I do not drink alcohol, and I do not do any drugs, I was just hanging out with friends, getting some dinner and listening to music. I’m dealing with a mountain of stress and really need times like that. Anyways, thanks for your support, I appreciate you being a subscriber.
It’s crazy seeing how clean and well dressed the children that are in foster care look compared to the ones that are home 😢 especially their hair looks clean and well kept.
They look so much better. Like I didn’t recognize them. Honestly, you know you’re a bad parent when your kids look amazing while in foster care and teeeible when they’re with you. Yet she still has brain dead Stan’s who can’t see how much better those kids are doing in foster care.
I agree with you guys but please may I remind you of what she is going through...? Medically... she really has had tons of health issues.... and she really needs a nanny and they all should be in school etc. She has had trauma after trauma for the past at least 4 years... have a little compasion... encouraging her and maybe building her up or offering some help... they aren't guaranteed to stay in a good foster home... or they could be bad behind closed doors? No one is perfect
@@MegaMommaUlman EVERYONE has trauma. I could talk about my trauma for hours. However, my children NEVER suffered because of it. There is zero excuse for child neglect and laziness. She is more worried about making videos, her hair and her scars than she is her children.
Why is she asking if her other child unbuckled the baby? Why didn't she get her lazy a** up and unbuckle the baby herself? Pick him up and love on him a little. Instead she complained about the little bit of dirt the children left behind when they kissed her. She got all dressed up, did her hair, put makeup on to go hang out with her friends but couldn't be bothered to make sure her children looked decent when they walked out the door. Sorry. I have zero compassion for someone who is too lazy and self centered to take care of her children. Children are innocent and should NEVER have to suffer due to a parents trauma.
@@Moonphyze Bih what???? They were well dressed before they went, lord forbid they aren’t dressed up while chilling at home with their mom get real loser🤣
@@jenw.1412well put. She wanted to have this many kids when she can’t even handle it financially or mentally.
When you keep filming yourself you look like a teenager that's obsessed with themselves
Because she mentally stunted from the age she started conceiving..ALL the minor kids need to be out of her "care" she acts like a aunt or cousin...NOT A MOM
Wow!! 😮😮😮 those kids in foster care look really cared for and way better than they did when they were in her care. Their bathed their hair is done they're wearing cute matching clothes
They are super cute. She doesn’t brush her own hair so doubtful she ever does anything cute with the girls hair.
Ponytails and new clothes do NOT replace a mothers love.... they need Their mom!!!
Nah my mom was like her and she ignored all of our needs @@s.elizabeths
I can't believe you didn't even carry modi back to the car or even get out of the bus to wave them goodbye, the way you complained about having dirt on your face after kissing them 😭 they are your babies, how can you be so detached? You are so so cold towards them. You dont deserve those sweet babies back, they probably get more love and affection from the strangers that they are with 😭
This!!!! My heart broke when she couldn’t even bother to stand up and hug them tight, give reassurance, and a kiss. Or how she had the older boy bring modi to the van instead of her. I literally am crying for those kids.
@tamrugh she addressed the reason why she didn't take them to the car, because apparently they cry and it's too emotional for them, so it's best their siblings do it. That may be true, but there is no maternal bone in her body. She's too focused on how she looks and wants to be a "cool" mom and hang with her eldest children rather than be emotionally available to her little babies who really need a loving and nurturing mother. It's sad all around
I agree I almost wrote that in my comment but the kids are likely going to read these when they’re older. She’s just selfish. Look at me, I look awful, that’s scars. All while the kids are getting off the bus.
@Wereagreatbunch I think she desperately needs therapy. I think maybe that could help her be more emotionally available
She doesn't have a maternal bone in her narssacistic gum smacking body..
Really girl, you have all day doing nothing. You should use this time to get your house in order. Yourself in order. Brush your hair for goodness sake. No wonder it got matted.
She clearly just doesn’t want to do the things she needs to be doing. People have offered her help and pointed her to services that’d help and she just ignores it. She wants hand outs and to act like a teenager forever while she neglects her kids.
Ty yes she doesnt brush her hair or groom herself properly..let alone the poor kids
You get maybe a few hours a week to see your kids and you're staring at yourself in the camera 😭 Be for real.
I new to this crazy channel and don't watch much because I can't stomach it. I'm kind blown how shallow this woman appears to be and yes, the amount of time she spends looking at herself is beyond confusing and that hideous she make up. Clearly most of what she does is to push the envelope and try to annoy people, and boy oh boy is she good at it. I'm surprised she isn't already pregnant with her next. Seeing her eat is the worst. Is she on drugs or is it just who she is?
IT IS WILD HOW MUCH BETTER your kids look in foster care. Night and day
This really breaks my heart his mother acts like a teenager, she won't even brush her hair dyes at a weird color, she doesn't care about anything normal adults care about her son literally goes all day without eating and she doesn't even notice, she doesn't cook, she doesn't even fix the chipped paint she just acts so lackadaisical as if she's a teenager only babysitting
She literally started having babies when she was a baby. Give her a break.
@@tartarbinks77and she’s almost 40 with her kids in foster care because the dumbass doesn’t know how to take tylenol . i feel not one ounce of sympathy . i do however feel awful for those poor kids who didn’t ask to be born
Wait her dying her hair weird colors makes her a shitty mom? Are you like 80 years old???
@@tartarbinks77she’s an adult now. She needs to act like one. Her ex was abusing the kids. Got arrested. She freaked out and got od on Tylenol. CPA got involved. Found out she hadn’t gotten her kid w cancer his Birth Certificate in 4yrs. He lost his insurance and was wayyy behind on his cancer scans. Cps did an inspection of her deplorable tear down home and saw the lead. The kids have lead poisoning
@@tartarbinks77her first kid was when she was a baby the others she said many times was she wanted them they were optional and she uses it as a excuse to neglect them.
you care about checking yourself out in that camera more than those babies. you should be ashamed
Poor Modi! He probably thought everyone ran away from him.
Why are you so mean to the kids you act so annoyed with them all the time
It looks like Adam and dash are taking better care of these babies than you are. They were the only 2 noticing poor marvelous trying to pick modi up because he knew you weren’t going too. You should really get your shit together… you have wonderful children and they deserve better.
I want that. I just worry about certain comments mocking her could make things worse
If my room (or my whole home for that matter) looked like your's does, I certainly wouldn't be showing it to all of UA-cam! Like WTF????
And she has all day to clean... she couldn't even take the garbage out. Like, wtf is she doing all day?
@@danielleewig4983sitting in her bus staying into her phone making faces 😂
Staring
I’d be so embarrassed if my room or house too looked like that. I have a section in my kitchen where we throw stuff on & I try to keep it out of videos. It’s nothing compared to what she’s putting out there. If she can’t clean her room as a grown woman she certainly can’t take care of even half those kids.
I can't believe you had the audacity to post this.
The most half-assed cold goodbye to those poor babies. They're about to leave and you're worried about how your hair looks in a ponytail. This is actually so sick and so sad.
This breaks my heart as a mother who had a child removed from false accusations from my ex husband. I went to every visit & just held him & then cried till there were no more tears on the way home. You couldn’t even move out of your seat.
I got the best lawyer & the judge couldn’t believe they’d taken my son from me. I was allowed to go pick him up straight from court after 6 weeks of pure hell. Following any instructions from cfs that I had to follow.
You sit there eye f’ing yourself while your oldest kids do all the work. Who cares what you look like your focus should be on your babies.
I’m sorry I’m not biting my tongue & I’m not a mean person but you are very selfish person. It saddens me when there are people who can’t conceive a child & you’re popping out 12 & to me looks like you’re not doing any work to get them back. You instead just keep talking about it.
I have a channel on my family & health issues too & only film when they want to be filmed. Later in life I don’t think the younger ones are going to like that they were exposed as foster children.
I can barely go a day or two without talking to my adult children & my grandkids.
You didn’t need to film your children during a visit. Your focus should have been 💯 on them.
You can tell that she's like a teenager just by the weird Gothic image that she loves most of us have outgrown that
Handle your toddler hold him do not allow your other small child to carry him and mother him for you. spot your daughter on the monkey bars. do not run on a track as you have health issues and if you get sick or pass out they will be alone without a gaurdian. Just really love on the kids. hug them snuggle them.
Said nice and to the point good job! Most are rude or insulting this was a perfect method to tell her the truth:)
Wow! You really ignore that little girl in the pink😮 you really do play favorites I didn't believe people when they said that but I can see it now you keep filming Mody and totally ignoring the little girl in the pink when she's trying to get your attention you don't even give her any encouragement😮😮😢
Two girls in pink. Brown hair pink outfit is Amelia, Red hair pink outfit is Delilah
Why did you ignore that sweet little girl with pink bows in her hair😮
Amelia
It is important to have friends and a good support system. Now get your s*** together and go get your kids back.
Doesn't it stress you out to have such a chaotic life? Take control have fun with it paint the house, make sure everything's clean get the kids involved do a chore chart, you can even get outdoor house paint and paint the bus all one color
it doesn't look like the kids need more chores, they do almost everything, while she sits.
@@couponwatchdogshe means organize the chores
Theres no way you went out to a club/bar/party when your children are in CPS's care and your roof needs to be fixed to avoid the kids you do have being homeless. WHAT 😮
She wears that to visitation oh my lord 😮
Why is modi walking around a dirty ass park with no shoes on!? Idk about your park but normally mine has broke glass and shit on the ground.
We're not in the ghetto
@@thismadmamaWhy not be a mature adult and just answer the question? This is what you wanted.. fame off your children's backs. So, you got it. Deal with it. The fact that you have the audacity to start posting your children again just shows how little you care about them and how much you care about money. It's disturbing and disgusting.
@@thismadmamaI’d doesn’t matter if it’s the ghetto or not. It’s not safe.
yes its good to have friends but not the kind of friends that go out at nights to bars and drinks..if they were your friends they would of seen you during the day with your kids
Or helping clean the house and get rid of the lead. I wouldn’t be buying myself sushi or going out to eat or party while my kids were in foster care. I’d be pushing my body to the limit. If she can run around a track then she can most certainly work on the house and get a real job!
Oh no, my heart hurts for these children. They understand what's happening, and they are happy to go back to their foster home. Even the baby doesn't care about leaving the mum. Their hearts are where they are happy.. please dont give them back..
She looks so cute with her little pigtails and crocs
Your older sons are such good big brothers. All your kids are so sweet. Please V get it together for them. They deserve better.
The ONLY good thing I can see coming out of this video is that hopefully CPS will see exactly how unfit she really is! Hopefully they will see that she has absolutely ZERO interest in being a mother. Her older children are taking care of the younger ones. The one boy even tried to tell her that he basically kept the baby from falling ans getting hurt and she had no response. Didnt even have the decency to say Thank you. Like its just a normal accurance for her to stand by and do everything EXCEPT be a mother.
I don't know why she would post this
CPS uses all evidence
People can judge this woman all they want but her kids are all sweet, respectful, well behaved, good kids. She might not be a conventional mom and people can hate all they want, but seeing how her kids have turned out speaks volumes. They are very good kids and I’ve seen kids raised in households that have both parents and only have two or three siblings who are monsters and disrespectful brats. She clearly did something right because her kids behave well, are kind, smart, well spoken, and considerate.
Im concerned about youinthis video, you seem very detached from the kids. Youre not yourself
I actually feel very detached from reality lately, it's not the kids, it's the world. Sometimes I think maybe this is all fake and I'm still in the coma.
@@thismadmamathis sounds incredibly healthy to feel this way while having kids in your custody….
@@thismadmama I hope your doctors know this! Please get mental health care! This is scary
@@thismadmama that sounds like depersonalization disorder and/or schizotypal personality disorder. Your kids need a mom who is mentally well so please talk to your doctor about this.
@@thismadmamawomp womp. Get some psychiatric help already
Those poor kids. Get your house fixed, since apparently you have all the time in the world!
the race upset the children you are visiting, too young to properly participate. Give them more of your time and attention and make activities more age appropriate to them on visits.
She's immature she acts like a child and doesn't have any awareness to nurture the children around her she acts like a sibling not a mother
Viewers might hate it, but no one can say this vlog isn't all about you?
Totally is
Borderline personality disorder all day long
Also why is she just sitting in the bus while the kids are in the house
Awwwso glad to see u out and about! Looks like such a fun day!
I bet it was so nice to see all your babies. They are so adorable!
It was!
@@thismadmamayou didn’t act like it. You just admitted to not being in reality. You need a psych ward
Awww this is so sweet!! Good job mama!! Keep up the good work!!
We see the love you have and those babes have!! Continue to embrace the support!!
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Ignore the trolls...
Did anyone consider she has mental health issues before just saying she's bad mom, maybe she needs mental health help. 🤔 y'all are on here not realizing she herself needs help.. before returning kids she needs help. First help her be healthy. Then return the kids.
Is she trying to get help?
Did you let the kids do your makeup?
yikes
Beautiful happy healthy family❤ pray u guys make it back together soon and the babies are in the best hands😊❤
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