Bless you for sharing......The way I was treated as a little girl...and the way my much older brother was treated...Ive grown to realise has had an enormous effect on me as an adult.....Ive prayed through a lot. Take care .
My three sisters and I are troubled adults due to the same childhood trauma. I decided to have one child brought into this harsh world because of my early and later experiences. Fortunately we all married men who never lifted their fists to us…we made sure!
😢Well this explains why I’ve felt such a connection with you from the very first video, when you were explaining that you are an introvert and you don’t need fixing. God bless you Paul for all of your meaningful shares. This share, however, was right out of a long chapter of my own life. I relate to both the terror of that night as well as how it helped to mold you into who you have become. Thanks be to God that His hands are the reason that we didn’t end up on an ash heap. What a beautiful overcomer and help you are to humanity. “Beauty for ashes…”.
This is exactly the way I grew up. I have vivid memories of my dad punching my mother in the face, blood everywhere I was crying holding onto the edge of the kitchen table trying to stop it. And all of this from a man who cared so deeply about what others thought. A total narcissist.
I chose to go no contact before my 50s cause there was no way in hell They were going to take anymore of my years. Now I'm free and my peace is allowing me to grow with confidence in myself.
Thank you for sharing this Raw experience with us Paul. I have too many traumatic experiences, which I have meditated on in my quiet times with Jesus, as and when they come to the forefront, over many decades, wish I could share more! God Bless you my Brother x
and my mother a passive bystander as she'd call me for my father..only found out later he wasn't my biological father...I felt totally his hatred toward me..I was so little.
Yes Paul!! 👏🏼👏🏼🙌🏽 You sharing this...... I am sure will help so many people who have had childhood trauma that almost always shapes there adult lives in some way. Hats off to you for 'Doing the work'👏🏼👏🏼🙌🏽💖 and going painfully back to that night, to forensically piece together how that awful childhood experience shaped your adult life.
Ty. It clarifies my own self in a few issues. Not wanting company. Not trusting. Not liking friends. My guitar at 15was my everything. Not wanting to socialise with anyone. Ty God I never came in contact with drugs. TyvmpS
Thank you Paul for sharing an experience in words I have found difficult to explain and connect the dots to the impact past experience can have in trusting and feeling safe.
You are such a beautiful, intelligent, amazing and inspiring man. Thank you for being so open and sharing your story with us. It takes so much courage & strength to do that. ❤️🙏🏻We all have some form of trauma in our lives from childhood…& can relate to yours. You are not alone. I don’t know exactly what your spiritual beliefs are but I do know that you are a child of God & He loves you so much. Our heavenly Father is our one true father, and His love is always there for us….we can always trust and count on Him….because his love is forever faithful. I pray that you find peace & healing through His love. His arms are wide open for us to surrender all of our past…all the pain & trauma. In Him we never have to live in guilt, shame, or condemnation. He is the one true healer. His peace truly transcends & surpasses all understanding& in Him we find refuge.❤️🙏🏻😇 sending you love and hugs.🤗
I did that 4 30 years till I ranaway nd I got to no me coz I could not be me I was lost but I found my self I met my soul it love me I love it it thanks me nd I do not feel alone now I looking 4 my soulmate coz my soul need a soul to cuddle tight all night r when I met the new me the real me lernt ti love me 4 the first time nd I real mint lol x
Bless you for sharing......The way I was treated as a little girl...and the way my much older brother was treated...Ive grown to realise has had an enormous effect on me as an adult.....Ive prayed through a lot. Take care .
My three sisters and I are troubled adults due to the same childhood trauma. I decided to have one child brought into this harsh world because of my early and later experiences. Fortunately we all married men who never lifted their fists to us…we made sure!
I am so sorry Paul. Thank you for sharing. My father was an alcoholic and grandmother. I have trauma as well... I want to cry for you...
😢Well this explains why I’ve felt such a connection with you from the very first video, when you were explaining that you are an introvert and you don’t need fixing. God bless you Paul for all of your meaningful shares. This share, however, was right out of a long chapter of my own life. I relate to both the terror of that night as well as how it helped to mold you into who you have become. Thanks be to God that His hands are the reason that we didn’t end up on an ash heap. What a beautiful overcomer and help you are to humanity. “Beauty for ashes…”.
This is exactly the way I grew up. I have vivid memories of my dad punching my mother in the face, blood everywhere I was crying holding onto the edge of the kitchen table trying to stop it. And all of this from a man who cared so deeply about what others thought. A total narcissist.
Thank you for sharing your story. Yeah my father was a terror so I understand.
Wow feel your soul so much …. Soulful sharing xxx
I chose to go no contact before my 50s cause there was no way in hell They were going to take anymore of my years. Now I'm free and my peace is allowing me to grow with confidence in myself.
Thanks for sharing Paul. Great courage to share it to us. Bless you
Thank you for sharing this Raw experience with us Paul. I have too many traumatic experiences, which I have meditated on in my quiet times with Jesus, as and when they come to the forefront, over many decades, wish I could share more! God Bless you my Brother x
You have such a beautiful heart and soul xx
and my mother a passive bystander as she'd call me for my father..only found out later he wasn't my biological father...I felt totally his hatred toward me..I was so little.
This is so familiar
Yes Paul!! 👏🏼👏🏼🙌🏽 You sharing this......
I am sure will help so many people who have had childhood trauma that almost always shapes there adult lives in some way.
Hats off to you for 'Doing the work'👏🏼👏🏼🙌🏽💖 and going painfully back to that night, to forensically piece together how that awful childhood experience shaped your adult life.
Ty. It clarifies my own self in a few issues. Not wanting company. Not trusting. Not liking friends. My guitar at 15was my everything. Not wanting to socialise with anyone. Ty God I never came in contact with drugs. TyvmpS
Thank you for sharing so openly. I don’t know what it did but it did something beautiful.
Thank you Paul for sharing an experience in words I have found difficult to explain and connect the dots to the impact past experience can have in trusting and feeling safe.
That fear never go away!! 😢
I am So glad you made this video' it has helped me 🥰
A part of my pattern bless you for sharing xx
Thank you for sharing your life story
Thank you for Sharing..😢 love u bro! Wanna hug you.
You are such a beautiful, intelligent, amazing and inspiring man. Thank you for being so open and sharing your story with us. It takes so much courage & strength to do that. ❤️🙏🏻We all have some form of trauma in our lives from childhood…& can relate to yours. You are not alone. I don’t know exactly what your spiritual beliefs are but I do know that you are a child of God & He loves you so much. Our heavenly Father is our one true father, and His love is always there for us….we can always trust and count on Him….because his love is forever faithful. I pray that you find peace & healing through His love. His arms are wide open for us to surrender all of our past…all the pain & trauma. In Him we never have to live in guilt, shame, or condemnation. He is the one true healer. His peace truly transcends & surpasses all understanding& in Him we find refuge.❤️🙏🏻😇 sending you love and hugs.🤗
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Oh Paul. They just left. How much you have overcome.
Labelled.... uh oh ! ...myself as introvert....but thought confidence was not being introverted... but had to and still have to overcome fear ....
God bless you more
I did that 4 30 years till I ranaway nd I got to no me coz I could not be me I was lost but I found my self I met my soul it love me I love it it thanks me nd I do not feel alone now I looking 4 my soulmate coz my soul need a soul to cuddle tight all night r when I met the new me the real me lernt ti love me 4 the first time nd I real mint lol x
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