Ethel Cain - Earnhardt

lyrics:
v1:
love is a nightmare and all that you’ve got
still getting lost in a bare parking lot
and the vertigo’s fun til you want it to stop
praying this is the end when you know it’s not
i could be good but it wouldn’t matter
there’s no silver line on a fucking disaster
i hope that you’re happy, glad you can forget
while i’m spending my nights reliving it
pre-chorus:
been scared of the dark for all of my life
i’m digging my grave by all of the lights
i’m always afraid but never to die
but not just yet so i’ll be
chorus:
twirling around my room again
spraying blood like the food court fountain
forgive me my trespasses
holding my neck through a hole in the mattress
you think you’re someone else
that it only hurts when it hurts yourself
americanized jesus christ
born to lie, so you lie and you lie and you lie and
v2:
you need easy, you want weak
when you were hungry, i was soft and pink
i bleed easy, i go weak
you look hungry then back to me
if i fall, i fall hard
onto you and then all apart
but when the room went dark
and i needed you
where were you
chorus:
twirling around my room again
spraying blood like the food court fountain
forgive me my trespasses
holding my neck through a hole in the mattress
you think you’re someone else
that it only hurts when it hurts yourself
americanized jesus christ
born to lie, so you lie and you lie and you lie and

[@craniopagi]

"when you were hungry I was soft and pink" "you look hungry then back at me" the cannibalism and love is such a good theme

[@mayueno]

To me it also is about being seen only as a object, sexually I mean

[@yesitsmeyesitsmeyesitsme]

​@@mayueno yes but she conveys that message through the imagery of cannibalism

[@LokiPii]

@@yesitsmeyesitsmeyesitsme Where is the imagery?

[@yesitsmeyesitsmeyesitsme]

@@LokiPii second verse, its not really cannibalism like people say its just like more power dynamics tbh through these feral imagery

[@LokiPii]

@@yesitsmeyesitsmeyesitsme Interesting! Thanks for explaining for me :)

[@kairi_p]

Raise hell Praise Dale 😌

[@valleyofthedolls]

raise hale praise dale 🤠🐎

[@wxstednxghts]

"I hope that your happy, glad you can forget
While Im spending my nights reliving it" god damn, got me crying at work

[@nickateeen2029]

twirling around my room again 😩

[@carrie510]

ethel cain is the queen of harmonies

[@lilf4irywh0re19]

why does this lowkey give willoughby tucker vibes

[@seaweedhoe]

Pretty boy natural blood stained blond🙇🏼

[@umm199]

@@seaweedhoeI LOVEEEEEEE dust bowl like u don’t UNDERTSTAND!!😭😭

[@pastelrust]

​@@umm199Are you drake

[@txni.mp4865]

“I’m digging my grave, by all of the lights”

[@isaiah____]

i hope that you’re happy, glad you can forget
while i’m spending my nights reliving it

[@oomf_irl]

I could be good but it wouldnt matter...

[@oomf_irl]

Im crying

[@asjfk43]

Everybody say it with me !!!!!! I ❤️ ETHEL CAIN !!!!!!!!!!!

[@HippieChicDreams]

#mothercain ✨🤎

[@plasticlawnfurniture]

was taken off soundcloud 💔

[@user-snappysnap]

Why this song is not on Apple Music???

[@valleyofthedolls]

me and whoooooooo 😭 the video is so sadddd

[@garbotrasho3182]

its from asia argento's series of shorts "don't bother to knock"

[@layhor]

come back to me

[@valleyofthedolls]

real

[@9StarZ]

i miss her so much

[@ryanpriye1402]

You say it like she passed away 😭

[@9StarZ]

she might as well have lmao@@ryanpriye1402

[@9StarZ]

she pretty much did@@ryanpriye1402

[@stephnes2505]

RIP 🙏

[@9StarZ]

@@ryanpriye1402 she did

[@cannibalbunny]

My name is Delila

[@81peyote]

Oh hi!

[@user-qo1px1yn8p]

I like u

[@ultimateruffles5761]

Where is this video from?? 😭

[@diealysse]

ua-cam.com/video/_4Zx5DMAyGg/v-deo.html

[@user-uo8ne9dq9v]

what did they say? ​@@nobody3629

[@pastelrust]

​@@nobody3629where is it from?

[@aries3985]

did u ever find out?

[@MsSwthrt102]

Asia argento dont bother to knock video series

[@mitsu9314]

I also want to know where the video is from!

[@diealysse]

ua-cam.com/video/_4Zx5DMAyGg/v-deo.html

[@MsSwthrt102]

Asia argento dont bother to knock series

[@oomf_irl]

wheres this video fromm

[@Hung4Jesus]

It’s legit so dreamy and sad. I love it.

[@furo_gel4752]

I NEED TO KNOWWW

[@garbotrasho3182]

i know its been literally over a year but its from asia argento's (lol) series of shorts don't bother to knock

[@nobody3629]

@@garbotrasho3182who is that guy tho?his name?

[@mitsu9314]

lol im back. this video is so gay I love it

[@CoryHatfield]

I was born on the day Dale died. 02-18-92. I got a gameboy color fuschia clear the day he died and I was so happy about it because I could trade pokemon, but no one cared because the car driver guy died. lol

[@Prizzy999]

Dale Earnhardt died on February 18th, 2001. Not in 1992.

[@CoryHatfield]

no shit, Sherlock. It's the same day, not year.@@Prizzy999

[@Prizzy999]

​@@CoryHatfieldYou were born 9 years before he died, so how's that important? Same day what?
Millions of people are born and die on Feb 18th each year so?

[@CoryHatfield]

it's just relatable for me. You don't have to be a jerk. @@Prizzy999

[@mateus8064]

⁠@@CoryHatfieldsaying “on the day” implies that it was on the EXACT day and year …

[@Weo-]

red light bladee?

[@2teethh]

yeah

[@Silentt141]

Is this song about sexual abuse/rape or am I reading into it

[@800cherries3]

it is :(

[@AmyAberrant]

Not stroking the toilet with your bare hand 🤢

[@valleyofthedolls]

they probably made it hygienic for the video tho lol