perhaps the saddest thing about the movie is knowing the night could’ve gone “perfectly” and it would still be a horror movie. what about after the prom? what does carrie have to head towards? not a relationship with this “prince charming” or even organic acceptance from her classmates. she would’ve likely ended up back in her mothers clutches eventually. carrie may have developed a sense of will but lack of real-world connection with others would’ve left her lonely and vulnerable against going back to the only place she knows where and how to survive. great sound, beautiful, like everything ethel cain touches
This track sounds like a song that you could actually hear and dance at a Homecoming. It's pretty sad and painfull, specially when the "I am secretly still scared that you'll see underneath and you'll leave me here" hits.
I usually hate repeativness but the end of this song hits every inch of my soul. "They're all gunna laugh at me" 😢 my heart shatters 9 times every time!
The first time she says it, there's a realisation. And every time after that is a resignation to that end. And she sings it with such sadness, like a plea.
Repetition is such a powerful literary device that she uses really well! We’ve just lost that as an art unfortunately because of pop songs that kind of drone on and on without a purpose imo
@@badgerbeethe song and video are inspired by the 1976 horror film “Carrie”. Ethel initially sings about her and Willoughby’s chaotic and passionate love they share. “Can I tell you a secret? I’m desperate for you” Ethel is Deeply in love. She later talks about them being buried next to each other after they’re love inevitably kills them. She then says “ brought a knife to the gun fight, but they shoot blanks and I’m feeling crazy tonight” in the film Carrie is the victim of a very cruel joke. They pour pigs blood on her after she’s crowned prom queen but even before then when she arrives at prom with her date, everyone is staring at her because he was a part of the prank. Hayden has said before that Ethel Cain is trans so the lyric about everyone staring and feeling like there’s no air in the room probably have to do with Ethel being anxious about everyone staring at her at the homecoming dance because she’s visibly trans. Making her feel like she’s the butt end of an inside joke that everyone els is in on. “THEY’RE ALL GOING TO LAUGH AT ME” is inspired by a line from the movie where Carrie’s mother warns her that everyone’s going to laugh at her at the dance. “They’re all going to laugh at you” he mother told her before she left the dance, and she was right. Carrie ends up killing everyone in the dance with her telepathic powers and burns it to the ground, locking everyone inside for good measure.
this is my favorite song ever. theres just something about it that makes me repeat it over and over again for hours and somehow it gets better each time. its such a relatable song in a way and its just so so good its so me i love it.
When this kind of fire starts, it’s very hard to put out. The tender boughs of innocence burn first, and the wind rises, and then all goodness is in jeopardy.
Gente tan mala y egoísta rompieron los sueños e ilusiones de carrie hermosa canción me hizo llorar y mas aun recordar aquella película me identifico mucho con ella ella tenía una madre muy religiosa igual yo ella sufría de bullying en la prepa yo también oh dios mío tanta gente cruel no se ponen a pensar que hay personas diferentes y sencibles que merecen un trato digno no seamos crueles con angeles q vinieron a esta tierra con una misión.
fire in my eyes i just stand here and bleed crying in your arms baby can we just leave everyone's watching us and i cant breathe theyre all gonna laugh at me
Great song but I'll admit Carrie always made me sad because anyway you cut it there was never going to be a happy ending for her because she truly had no one. And what's really Hart breaking is even with all our modern day technology like the internet there are still so many men and women that feel so utterly alone.
Thank ya...ONLY Sissy Spacek Nailed Carrie. You are something truly GREAT, Kid....keep it up! Anyone able should watch the Film "'G'Night Mother"...another Sissy Classic...in a more Artsy, Stage-Adaptation type Film. YOU WILL NOT regret it. Love and Light to all yaz Yungstas!
Your everything in my meenless life i don't have anything else to look forward to I'll never get tired of listening to you or looking at you id be the lucky one to take you to the prom ❤
Actual spelling of my real name. Decided it would be the fkn coolest to dress up as her post blood bucket. Got suspended for the lighter. It was elementary school so I get it but still.
The EP was supposed to be a summer release this year, however we’re not sure if it’s even coming before the end of the year now. However she has confirmed Homecoming will not be on the EP :/
perhaps the saddest thing about the movie is knowing the night could’ve gone “perfectly” and it would still be a horror movie. what about after the prom? what does carrie have to head towards? not a relationship with this “prince charming” or even organic acceptance from her classmates. she would’ve likely ended up back in her mothers clutches eventually. carrie may have developed a sense of will but lack of real-world connection with others would’ve left her lonely and vulnerable against going back to the only place she knows where and how to survive. great sound, beautiful, like everything ethel cain touches
beautifully said
i love this
Too bad Charles Xavier didn't find Carrie First 😢
Carrie realizing this is what actually prompts the massacre in the book
not to mention she's going home to her mother who's planning on killing her for being a witch anyways so :(
my life won’t be complete until she releases this
This track sounds like a song that you could actually hear and dance at a Homecoming. It's pretty sad and painfull, specially when the "I am secretly still scared that you'll see underneath and you'll leave me here" hits.
I usually hate repeativness but the end of this song hits every inch of my soul. "They're all gunna laugh at me" 😢 my heart shatters 9 times every time!
The first time she says it, there's a realisation. And every time after that is a resignation to that end. And she sings it with such sadness, like a plea.
Repetition is such a powerful literary device that she uses really well! We’ve just lost that as an art unfortunately because of pop songs that kind of drone on and on without a purpose imo
imagine Carrie themed music video with Ethel as Carrie?😱
I'm making a video like that
Been in the works for a while
@@moodybassist that is amazing! cannot wait. :)
I Made one to ptolomaea!
@@420filmgirlz YOU SLAY!!!! Watched every video and liked them all!!!
"My loves is your love and your problem too."
they're all gonna laugh at me on repeat.... so genius. you either get it or you dont
I don't get the meaning of the song. I usually do, but can you please tell me? :)
@@badgerbeethe song and video are inspired by the 1976 horror film “Carrie”. Ethel initially sings about her and Willoughby’s chaotic and passionate love they share. “Can I tell you a secret? I’m desperate for you” Ethel is Deeply in love. She later talks about them being buried next to each other after they’re love inevitably kills them.
She then says “ brought a knife to the gun fight, but they shoot blanks and I’m feeling crazy tonight” in the film Carrie is the victim of a very cruel joke. They pour pigs blood on her after she’s crowned prom queen but even before then when she arrives at prom with her date, everyone is staring at her because he was a part of the prank.
Hayden has said before that Ethel Cain is trans so the lyric about everyone staring and feeling like there’s no air in the room probably have to do with Ethel being anxious about everyone staring at her at the homecoming dance because she’s visibly trans.
Making her feel like she’s the butt end of an inside joke that everyone els is in on.
“THEY’RE ALL GOING TO LAUGH AT ME” is inspired by a line from the movie where Carrie’s mother warns her that everyone’s going to laugh at her at the dance. “They’re all going to laugh at you” he mother told her before she left the dance, and she was right. Carrie ends up killing everyone in the dance with her telepathic powers and burns it to the ground, locking everyone inside for good measure.
@@Charliiie415 Oh... so putting Carrie as the background wasn't a coincidence..
@@badgerbee no lol, it was intentional
Idk why but “we both get too close til we fuckin explode” always gets to me
The synth on homecoming queen just hits hard
It’s so addictive. Hauntingly beautiful. Don’t even know how many times i watched it now
this is my favorite song ever. theres just something about it that makes me repeat it over and over again for hours and somehow it gets better each time. its such a relatable song in a way and its just so so good its so me i love it.
i wish she released this on spotify
i literally uploaded soundcloud just for this song
2:03 the harmonies still haunts me beautifully to this day
This song being removed from SoundCloud was the start of my downfall. deadass.
When this kind of fire starts, it’s very hard to put out.
The tender boughs of innocence burn first, and the wind rises, and then all goodness is in jeopardy.
ethel needs to watch twin peaks ffs
Whats that from
@@growing.flowers twin peaks fire walk w me!
Man that movie made me cry so much
This is an extremely intimate song; both emotionally and sensually. I love Ethel so much and YOU for making this a certified ~ vibe ~
Ethel's music is heavenly & heartbreaking. Yet another song I relate so deeply to that I just cry.
Sissy spacek is divine, what an angel my god. Definitely belongs to Ethel Cain universe
claiming this sound for the next album
I hate the way this song makes me feel, but I love it
been listening to this on repeat for a month this edit is really good.
the lyrics and the movie match so perfectlyy
She made the song based on the movie “Carrie” which the clips in this video are from
@@klarion2636 ahh that makes sense
I’ve literally listened to this thirty times today. Thank you mother
This is genius imagery and imagination thank you to whoever edited this video to this song
You’re welcome 🙃
Ethel really did this omg, favorite song ever ❤❤❤
bro got taken out by a bucket 😭
half of this views is just me, i have to come back here atleast once a day religiously
she is such a genius in every sense of the word fr
this video is beautiful and perfect w this song its like ethel made it herself
Just found out about this artist, this is absolutely beautiful
How did she write my high school experience 🥰 (I know this is about Carrie obviously but I was mercilessly bullied for being gay lmao)
Gente tan mala y egoísta rompieron los sueños e ilusiones de carrie hermosa canción me hizo llorar y mas aun recordar aquella película me identifico mucho con ella ella tenía una madre muy religiosa igual yo ella sufría de bullying en la prepa yo también oh dios mío tanta gente cruel no se ponen a pensar que hay personas diferentes y sencibles que merecen un trato digno no seamos crueles con angeles q vinieron a esta tierra con una misión.
I think she just removed the song off of SoundCloud I’m gonna cry myself to sleep
She did 😭😭😭😭 went to listen this morning and saw
Just found out about this artist & fell in love. The voice, style, vibe - Just on another level 💙
I’ve never loved a song more than I love this one
fire in my eyes i just stand here and bleed
crying in your arms baby can we just leave
everyone's watching us and i cant breathe
theyre all gonna laugh at me
Great song but I'll admit Carrie always made me sad because anyway you cut it there was never going to be a happy ending for her because she truly had no one. And what's really Hart breaking is even with all our modern day technology like the internet there are still so many men and women that feel so utterly alone.
Thank ya...ONLY Sissy Spacek Nailed Carrie. You are something truly GREAT, Kid....keep it up! Anyone able should watch the Film "'G'Night Mother"...another Sissy Classic...in a more Artsy, Stage-Adaptation type Film. YOU WILL NOT regret it. Love and Light to all yaz Yungstas!
The video really fits....absolutely beautiful Ethel ❤️
balled my eyes out to this song, hayden youve done it again
to me, this is like Gibson girl but better
this song is so beautiful
This song and this edit together are perfect, makes me transcend thank you!!!!😜
Been here for a week
same💔
I'VE BEEN HERE FOR WEEKS I'VE BEEN HWRE FOR YEARS I'VE BEEN HERE TOO LONGG 😟😩😩😩
It’s on Spotify btw, although not officially by Ethel herself.
Will she ever release this? It’s my first time listening to this song since I refrain from listening to unreleased work. My God, this song is good.
Her unreleased demos honestly go harder than a lot of her releases, id avoid refraining
Someone said it might be on the b-sides???
no she said she made this for fun about carrie
@@achoo5891For fun turned really serious
@@achoo5891SHES NOT RELEASING THIS ARE U FVCKING SERIOUS
This is her saddest song ever wow
great editing and great vid thank you for this
she best release soon i swear to god this shit is so amazing!!!!!! Also i love the vid and i have to watch that movie now
love the editing
THIS IS AMAZING OMG
My love is my love is big love for you
Best song everrrrr❤🙌🖤💜
amazingggg
Amazing edit perfect song
this is a perfect edit
You’re a genius.
Sissy spacek is so Ethel Cain coded
they're all gonna laugh at me
i love this
cant stop listening to this song :(
I haven’t heard this one?? Was it leaked/released recently?
Tune n sick film ❤
I fucking love carrie
perfection, both the video and the song
I was hoping someone would edit this
Made me watch Carrie ❤
hermoso
Your everything in my meenless life i don't have anything else to look forward to I'll never get tired of listening to you or looking at you id be the lucky one to take you to the prom ❤
she needs to hurry up on those b sides 😅
Time after Time
Mother knows Best.
❣️
Actual spelling of my real name. Decided it would be the fkn coolest to dress up as her post blood bucket. Got suspended for the lighter.
It was elementary school so I get it but still.
this is fuckimg beautiful
"my love is my love and bleeds like a wound"
fav
Please be on Preacher's wife or an ep
Since it’s a demo I assume it will be on the b sides
Carrie on Ethel.
This is PERFECT!!!!
Is this available on Spotify?
unfortunately no it's not but you can always download this and import it. ❤
@@junlucas69 omg my future husband
🖤
Ethereal
THE ANXIETIES OF BEING A TEEN :/
omg
I loved carrie
anyone know where to download this in high bitrate so I can put in my Apple Music library?
I NEED THIS ON SPOTIFY! I can't find it💔
It's unreleased
Is song this available for purchase anywhere?
Bury me next to him
is this song on spotify?
Vander brought me here
This was edited so beautify
If only Charles Xavier had found Carrie first she could have been an X-Men. 😢 When is this EP dropping btw?
The EP was supposed to be a summer release this year, however we’re not sure if it’s even coming before the end of the year now. However she has confirmed Homecoming will not be on the EP :/
poor carrie :(
I don’t think she went to homecoming in rl.
who is the girl with the man
they’re from the movie carrie
Sissy Spacek playing Carrie
@@user-dt1fb7eu2e but why she is like grandmother on 9 years and she feels young now
u pretend not to notice something i like about u
young and sweet
only 17
kyle:(
What’s her name copied mitski
Ethal gay
Me after the lobotomy
wtf is this. never letting my girl hold the aux
ur girl has taste
Please, do her a favour and leave her so she can find a better man, one with taste. Thanks.
Cherish her!!
marry her
Leave her so she can get someone with taste