Day 629: 19th September 2023 | I've had one of those days 🥹😢

Basically, from the moment I woke up, right through my shower, the drive to the chiropractor appointment and many times throughout the day, I have been a bubbling mess.
It's always around this time, Week 10, that I remember where I go wrong every single time, yet, as always, I forget and only remember when it feels too late. I have already had to speak to my disability contact at uni and then email the unit chair since I am now going to have to apply for special consideration to give me a chance to do this calmly.
Want to know what is the hardest part of going through this? Trying to rise above the voice in my head telling me all the ways in which I am failing at life. It gets harder and can make keeping the tears harder to keep away, but I at least remind myself that I am still doing this. I will complete my degree.
I am tired and hungry, so I am going to eat something and then go to bed.
9:44 pm

[@cryptopeter1]

Hang in there. You're more committed to this project than anyone I've viewed in UA-cam. Get rest. I'll hope your pain eased. I'm in bed at 11am in pain, exhausted and depressed. You're never alone. Hugs. ❤❤

[@lifesastoryblog]

God, I love you Peter ♡ (do you like Pete or prefer Peter?) I have decided to create an additional bucket list to the two I already have, 1 - for everything life things I want to do before I die. 2 - a sex bucket list for when I stop being celibate lol and now 3 - flying to meet the people like yourself who help me keep going every day. More than anything, I would love to meet you in person one day and give you a big hug because you are so beautiful ♡