It's 10/14/24 and it's been 1,014 days since I jumped on 01/04/22. I drank while taking suboxone and getting off. It's harder for women than men, like most other things, in my view. I also got off of all anti-depressants and started to reach for God like never before. I had no idea what I was in for and want to share my experience, which will be tailor-made for each of you. I feel better than ever but it took me over 2 years. God did it, is doing it, and will do it- not me. The Bible is real and it's all true. Sevens and multiples of 7 appear more than any number in the Word. Just happens (although I don't believe at all in coincidences and God is outside of time) but I checked today and it's 10/14 on day 1014. God is miraculous. Be ready for Satan's attacks; he hates us riding on the power of Jesus and His army. 10-4, over and out.
This video wasn’t crap. It’s real! PAWS ain’t no joke. Thank you for your honesty. You almost got a year man! I will keep you in my prayers, mention you by name even Gabe. Happy to see you channel that anger towards sobriety then to you succumbing to that emotion and going on a bender. Any time you need to vent, your fan base is hear to support you and listen. We totally understand the chaos. I know GOD won’t take away the trials and tribulations, but he will give you Holy Spirit to endure it. Keep praying for internal peace. He will sustain you.V! For VICTORY!!!! (F! Opiates! F! Opioids!)
Russell Fultz -AMEN! Those who trust in the Lord will find new strength and fly high on the wings like eagles. Really really appreciate your comment brother.
Kevin Wrye -Thanks brother. We r here for each other! Got a great community on here. Appreciate you Kevin! Stay strong man. It’s not easy but it’s so worth it. God bless
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@@gabemccall3523 You have helped me beyond words! Thanks for careing from the bottom of my heart!
Hi Give yourself a break. Paws are different for everybody. I kicked Heroin 3x and suboxone 2x. And my body snaps back pretty quick. Thank God. I have 67 days clean today and you r videos helped me get through my detox so much! Thanks for that. Stay well and be safe out there
Lori W -Thank you very much! I just saw this comment. I normally get back to people sooner but UA-cam doesn’t give me all me comments. That’s awesome clean time! Your probably around 80 days now? God bless you
Gabe! You are doing awesome man, just think, you have made otbso freaking for and there is a light at the end of the tunnel. You will look back at this in 5 years with such pride. I am about to undertake the same hell you are in right now and nothing will stop me. You inspire me, even in times of dispair. Thank you for preparing me for what my furure holds. WE will beat this shit.
You have a support group in us brother, thanks for venting to us. Just goes to show how much of a lingering monster addiction is, and how it will pop its ugly head up out of nowhere to remind you how much it sucks and how much you hate it. Stay strong man, you got this!
Praying for u to feel better bud! Hang in there so u can keep on inspiring the rest of us fools who r also having major stomach issues with our tapering & withdrawals. I'm still tapering down on the kratom, it's taking me much longer than I had anticipated, but I'm hanging in there bc I'm trying to do it right....
Michelle Fix - Thank u for the support and prayers. I’ll never give up! Gonna beat this crap no matter how long it takes. U keep hanging in there and keep doing the right things. Your on your way! God bless
DAMN I hope my withdrawal doesn't get as bad as his or last that long. Bad enough as it is. Sorry bro bupe sux. You're right we can't take our pain out on others and I'm doing my best. I wish I'd never seen an oxycontin. You don't get something for nothing. All the pleasure has to be paid back in pain. Not worth it at all. This is two years old. Hope you're better.
Almost 8 months off for me and I still have days when I'm like will this end ! That's trashy drug can't hold us down forever. They love to easily put people on it but don't ever tell people what they're going to go through for months and months and months on end trying to get off of it. Stay strong you're an amazing person! Most people could not hold on this long
@@gabemccall3523 And you making these videos and being brutally honest from the beginning was something that truly helped me and still does and thank you so much for that!
This ruled. Day 4 completed of sub jump, and inching into another night of minimal sleep .. I hear ya Loud n clear about the middle finger. I am that done too. The WD just strengthens my resolve. Thanks for being Real👏
Nick Hedlund -Good for you! This WD bull crap makes us stronger than ever! We will be able to do anything once we get all the way through this! God bless you.
Hey brother. Im on day 15 of 100gpd ct withdraw from kratom. This wd has been worse thin any heroin withdraw i have gone thru. Be thankfull for what you do got. I lost my girlfriend of 7 years 17 days ago we where legaly married. Unm my point is idk what my future holds but you got yours. You got your wife and kids
steven white -Oh man I’m so sorry to hear that. Very true what your saying. Gotta have perspective and be grateful. Always! You keep hanging in there and if u ever need to vent or anything my door is always open.
@@gabemccall3523 It seems like it will never end but rest assured it will end. I think the relapse rate is so high because getting off opioids is so difficult. If only it was a quick withdrawal and then back to normal. It's a journey brother but you and your family are worth it. Some time from now you will look back on your life and realise how tough you really are.
Hey man I hear you I went cold turkey off Suboxone cause I was sick of it and felt bad for a really long time try meditating every single day it was a huuuuuge game changer for me I promise it will help you feel a lot better.... I thought it wouldn’t work for me and it was the best desicion I think I’ve ever made. Good luck
Thanks for your video. Today is day 5 after subs for me and I watched your channel for inspiration. It really helped. I hope you're feeling better now.
Finally someone said it ive wanted to say it in these comments so bad. So thank you for saying it. I literally hate suboxone so much and disliking it will help me never want it again. Thanks for this video.
Dude, you are so right. This shit “recovery” drug is made to have the worst withdrawal around. It took me over 8 months to sleep regularly. For 4 months I probably slept an average of 2 hours a night. In the beginning I didnt sleep at all for 3-4 days at a time. The 4-5th day I would sleep for 4 hours and wake up so happy that the insomnia was over. Then, it would happen again! For friggin months!
Been off suboxone since 2012 and I can def say it ruined my life . I don’t use opiates at all but I started using kratom because I was so angry everyday after I stopped . All I could think about was everything and everyone I lost . I know kratom is a crutch but it gets me through the day without wanting to kill myself and everyone else for my own stupidity. I want off the kratom but I can’t deal with the anger without it . Being an addict just sux no matter what , but I do know for a fact suboxone is the most evil substance I ever used . Idk , stay strong man
This quarantine bs doesn't help either. I've been feeling restless too. Staying up til 4 and can't get comfortable. I tell myself it's cabin fever. I try not to think about it. You're allowed to be pissed off.
Yea Bro, subs are the worst of um all...I’m like you, my whole adult life and subs are really tough, like a crazy bad dream that just holds on ... I’m feel your pain and anger, a lot of us do ... but keep up the great work ... you’ve got this and so do I god willing
Gabe McCall I wasn’t dogging on you btw, I love the channel. I’m 6 months sober from opana strictly because of Jesus Christ. I’m just a huge believer in the power of words and energy/ law of attraction. Keep up the good work brother, love the honesty and commitment to others ❤️
Gabe McCall is methadone that lingering that you feel symptoms 12 months out? I never did a replacement therapy or anything but I feel like I had my pink cloud for sure, then went through paws up and down like a roller coaster, and now I’m finally dreaming and feeling totally normal. Did you have side effects before this day you talk about, or was this a one time thing and you just identify it as a withdrawal symptom?
Gabe McCall I don’t even crave anymore. Drug use might cross my mind and my dreams, but certainly nothing I’d consider unmanageable and I never did a program, rehab, replacement therapy, nothing. I smoke a little weed. I’m 24 years old and just graduated from LSU. I had a really bad problem but I guess once I really decided I wanted my life back and got into the Word, my life just made a definitive change. Now I’m gonna change the world
Gabe McCall also do a little kratom but I didn’t even think to try some until about 4 months into sobriety and I don’t do it a lot. Feels like an opiate tbh
Made it to day 22 off methadone!!! The waves SUCK ass!!!!! I felt fine for 4 days I thought I was gd. Another wave hit me yesterday and it sucked. Going through this has already made me HATE methadone.All we can do is ride the waves until we hit the beach. ⛱
better to be pissed off then pissed on ..... hey do u think seltzer water is just as good for u compared to regular water with hydration? something i always wonder... i too drink alot of seltzer
I hate Subs too bro and I have similar pissed off days myself.Youve almost made it a year and we're only human,don't be so hard on yourself.Great vid n great job on your sobriety.God bless
So happy see you are so close to year! Thats awesome Im down to .5mg from 16mg for 6 years. I said enough is enough I want to be done. I'm having some aniexty about the jump. Watching you has given me hope. Did you take any vitamins or anything to help subside the withdraw??
Kaitlin Dilla -Well good for you! Great job on the taper and I’m glad to hear your getting ready to jump. I got a video called “what me uses for suboxone withdrawal” and one on RLS, and stuff that helped me the most (other than supplements and meds) and the video I got “how to prepare for opiate withdrawal” would be a good one to check out.
@@gabemccall3523 Thank you so much for the reply. Ill definitely have to check them videos out. Your definitely inspiring and give people hope. Even when you think your videos aren't the best or "suck" just seeing you doing good is giving people hope. Even though Im scared it needs to be done . I Never got on it to be on it for life. My doctor told me I could be and most likely will be. I was on pain pills for 5 years and now on MAT LONGER THE MY active addiction. I never missed a appointment or pissed dirty or relapsed but yet I had to be asked to be lowered and told no several time. I even asked how many people they successfully got off it. They never could answer that. They have 800 patients in and out of there I honestly believe they are uneducated on successfully getting people off or greedy either way they should warn people when getting on it that its hard to get off it. With all the horror stories about getting off it scared me to just stay on it. Its nice to see you jorney its Authentic and honest. Cant wait for year off video
I’ve been micro dosing with magic mushrooms about every 4 months. Definitely helps with any depression. Lol subs are bullshit. Always was. Great video. I get a kick out of them 👍
Wayne Dean - I’ve heard of that being a successful tool to help ease the pain. Glad it’s working. How long have u been off subs or whatever u got off of? And how long u bern doing the micro dosing?
Say the F word all you want. Everybody does :-) so is the naltrexone not working then or does that make your mood escalate. One thing I can say is be grateful because I am struggling now .. i’ve already passed my two weeks on Kratom. So now I’m considering gabapentin to get off the Kratom I don’t want to get dependent on any of that shit and I think I already am. Because it’s the only thing that makes me get out of bed in the morning. And I am praying for you my sweet🙏🏻🙏🏻. BREATH
Laurie P -Thank you very much for your support. The naltrexone is helping. It’s just a complete miracle. It’s just stuff I gotta keep pushing through. U keep pushing too. You know your body and mind. I make the jump to Gabapintin when u feel the time is right.
Laurie P in there now been taking gabapentin with the kratom. I am on day 2 using kratom for detox. Relapsed getting off subs, for a month... hopefully a month is long enough to only be acute withdrawaling from one thing
MrBlueBrains - Great question. I’m currently talking to people who r off Kratom now for months and I’m hearing from them that they r struggling. Literally was taking to a guy with 100 days clean from Kratom and was feeling better but now he’s deal with the paws. I lasted a month and a half off Kratom then relapsed on methadone. So I don’t know personally. It seem to be longer then people think. I was taking to a guy who said he thinks a lot of Kratom users get off for a couple weeks and think it’s not too bad and they start using again instead of going the full duration. It’s so funny u asked that cause I’m trying to gather the info on the paws with Kratom right now.
Matt Davidson -I was on Suboxone for 4 years this go around. I was in it another 2 years with a 2 year gap or so in between on pills. My timeline is... morphine oxy perc...... then subs for 2 years.... then methadone and whatever else I could find... then back to suboxone for 4 years. Sorry I kinda made that more complicated than it had to be.
Don’t be sorry. I’m glad you are doin better. I’m glad I never got to into subs. I only got them when I couldn’t get Percs. And yes you can get very high on subs. I did. Made me sick but got me high. I got on Kratom for 2 years and I’m on day 44 now with out it and finally starting to feel alittle better. Now it’s time to slowly taper the benzo I’m on. My doc up the dose because of the anxiety with the Kratom withdrawal. Im sure you know what I’m talking about. But I have come down on it before I can do it again.
Matt Davidson -Oh dude I know all about the Benzos. I’m still prescribed 1mg of klonipin a night. I used to use 5mg at least every day back in day. In fact the only reason my dr prescribes me what I got is cause I’ve had seizures. He’s kinda weary about me tapering off em but I want to. I’ve come so far to only take a mg at night. I can relate 100%. Benzos r no joke. God bless
Gabe McCall I didn’t know you were taking that. That makes me feel better. I watched your video on if you are on methadone or suboxone are you really clean and I was comparing the benzo my doc prescribed to that and it was making me feel shitty. But I started the taper yesterday and it’s not going to be that bad. At least I’m off all opiates.
I was just reading a lot about opiate withdrawals and the paws and how your body just may not be normal again. We have used chemicals to teach our brains and snap up all those endorphins and natural stuff our brain makes. And there’s a huge percentage of people that suffer from anxiety. You may need antidepressants Gabe!
Laurie P I have heard of people suffering for moths coming off antidepressants as well. Unfortunately there is only one way to beat this and that is to stand face to face with all of this pain and suffering and then go through it no matter how difficult and grueling it may be.
Bark It was while I was on Suboxone three years, that in the third year I thought to myself why am I on any depressants still? I got off those very easy, but I was still on Suboxone. I am 11 days off. Are you on Suboxone? What do you think about gabapentin. I’ve been using Kratom For the last 15 or so days. I don’t become addicted so I thought I’d switch to gabapentin for at least a week to help with body aching...
Espy You’re absolutely right. I got off my antidepressants while I was on Suboxone. But it was a piece a cake because I didn’t realize that all the years on Suboxone that that takes care of anxiety depression sleep. I even got off ambien at that time.
It's 10/14/24 and it's been 1,014 days since I jumped on 01/04/22. I drank while taking suboxone and getting off. It's harder for women than men, like most other things, in my view. I also got off of all anti-depressants and started to reach for God like never before. I had no idea what I was in for and want to share my experience, which will be tailor-made for each of you. I feel better than ever but it took me over 2 years. God did it, is doing it, and will do it- not me. The Bible is real and it's all true. Sevens and multiples of 7 appear more than any number in the Word. Just happens (although I don't believe at all in coincidences and God is outside of time) but I checked today and it's 10/14 on day 1014. God is miraculous. Be ready for Satan's attacks; he hates us riding on the power of Jesus and His army. 10-4, over and out.
This video wasn’t crap. It’s real! PAWS ain’t no joke. Thank you for your honesty. You almost got a year man! I will keep you in my prayers, mention you by name even Gabe. Happy to see you channel that anger towards sobriety then to you succumbing to that emotion and going on a bender. Any time you need to vent, your fan base is hear to support you and listen. We totally understand the chaos. I know GOD won’t take away the trials and tribulations, but he will give you Holy Spirit to endure it. Keep praying for internal peace. He will sustain you.V! For VICTORY!!!! (F! Opiates! F! Opioids!)
Russell Fultz -AMEN! Those who trust in the Lord will find new strength and fly high on the wings like eagles. Really really appreciate your comment brother.
People say PAWS is temporary. But then there’s the lifelong withdrawal after that “acute” period
thank you man for sharing even your bad times. Its reality and surely god will help in time. I pray for you.
Klalzarliana Zara - Thank u
Stay strong you're a big inspiration for us. I'm going through some F'ed stomach issues right now so stay prayed up.
Knox Mateo - Appreciate your support. It means so much to me. You keep hanging in there too!
That's exactly what I'm going through.I will pray for you homie.I hate that stuff to. You got this! You are a inspiration to do many people.
Kevin Wrye -Thanks brother. We r here for each other! Got a great community on here. Appreciate you Kevin! Stay strong man. It’s not easy but it’s so worth it. God bless
@@gabemccall3523 You have helped me beyond words! Thanks for careing from the bottom of my heart!
Hi Give yourself a break. Paws are different for everybody. I kicked Heroin 3x and suboxone 2x. And my body snaps back pretty quick. Thank God. I have 67 days clean today and you r videos helped me get through my detox so much! Thanks for that. Stay well and be safe out there
Lori W -Thank you very much! I just saw this comment. I normally get back to people sooner but UA-cam doesn’t give me all me comments. That’s awesome clean time! Your probably around 80 days now? God bless you
Gabe! You are doing awesome man, just think, you have made otbso freaking for and there is a light at the end of the tunnel. You will look back at this in 5 years with such pride. I am about to undertake the same hell you are in right now and nothing will stop me. You inspire me, even in times of dispair. Thank you for preparing me for what my furure holds. WE will beat this shit.
Bryan Holm -Thanks so much. WE WILL beat this to a PULP! Well... God will through us. Believe and it will be given
You're amazing Gabe. Thanks for the videos.
Geometric Headdress - Thank you 🙏 for always being here and your support! Means more to me than u know.
And good luck man, you're almost out of the woods.. Your channel does help people tho and that means something..!
You have a support group in us brother, thanks for venting to us. Just goes to show how much of a lingering monster addiction is, and how it will pop its ugly head up out of nowhere to remind you how much it sucks and how much you hate it. Stay strong man, you got this!
graymatter 24 - Thanks so much! We really do have an amazing company on here. Thanks for your support.
Praying for u to feel better bud! Hang in there so u can keep on inspiring the rest of us fools who r also having major stomach issues with our tapering & withdrawals. I'm still tapering down on the kratom, it's taking me much longer than I had anticipated, but I'm hanging in there bc I'm trying to do it right....
Michelle Fix - Thank u for the support and prayers. I’ll never give up! Gonna beat this crap no matter how long it takes. U keep hanging in there and keep doing the right things. Your on your way! God bless
DAMN I hope my withdrawal doesn't get as bad as his or last that long. Bad enough as it is. Sorry bro bupe sux.
You're right we can't take our pain out on others and I'm doing my best.
I wish I'd never seen an oxycontin. You don't get something for nothing. All the pleasure has to be paid back in pain.
Not worth it at all. This is two years old. Hope you're better.
It's ok to say F it!! I'm with you! All good
Almost 8 months off for me and I still have days when I'm like will this end ! That's trashy drug can't hold us down forever. They love to easily put people on it but don't ever tell people what they're going to go through for months and months and months on end trying to get off of it. Stay strong you're an amazing person! Most people could not hold on this long
Kristin robertson - Thanks so much for your support. It seriously means so much to me. Your doing an amazing job! Nearly 8 months! God bless you
@@gabemccall3523 And you making these videos and being brutally honest from the beginning was something that truly helped me and still does and thank you so much for that!
This ruled. Day 4 completed of sub jump, and inching into another night of minimal sleep .. I hear ya Loud n clear about the middle finger. I am that done too. The WD just strengthens my resolve. Thanks for being Real👏
Nick Hedlund -Good for you! This WD bull crap makes us stronger than ever! We will be able to do anything once we get all the way through this! God bless you.
Hey brother. Im on day 15 of 100gpd ct withdraw from kratom. This wd has been worse thin any heroin withdraw i have gone thru. Be thankfull for what you do got. I lost my girlfriend of 7 years 17 days ago we where legaly married. Unm my point is idk what my future holds but you got yours. You got your wife and kids
steven white -Oh man I’m so sorry to hear that. Very true what your saying. Gotta have perspective and be grateful. Always! You keep hanging in there and if u ever need to vent or anything my door is always open.
@@gabemccall3523 appreciate it brother
Vent all you want man. I have been through this. I know me writing that it will eventually end will probably piss you off but it will get better.
ok rock - No you won’t piss me off. I’m glad your here and supporting. It means a lot to me.
@@gabemccall3523 It seems like it will never end but rest assured it will end. I think the relapse rate is so high because getting off opioids is so difficult. If only it was a quick withdrawal and then back to normal. It's a journey brother but you and your family are worth it. Some time from now you will look back on your life and realise how tough you really are.
Hey man I hear you I went cold turkey off Suboxone cause I was sick of it and felt bad for a really long time try meditating every single day it was a huuuuuge game changer for me I promise it will help you feel a lot better.... I thought it wouldn’t work for me and it was the best desicion I think I’ve ever made. Good luck
Subscribed ! Your 100%legit bro keep trucking !
Thanks for your video. Today is day 5 after subs for me and I watched your channel for inspiration. It really helped. I hope you're feeling better now.
I don’t even know you but I love you buddy! Hang in there! Thank you
Kevin Keene - Thank you! I really appreciate that.
Finally someone said it ive wanted to say it in these comments so bad. So thank you for saying it. I literally hate suboxone so much and disliking it will help me never want it again.
Thanks for this video.
Lab Girl -You bet! It needed to be said dang it! God bless and I hope you have a great day
Dude, you are so right. This shit “recovery” drug is made to have the worst withdrawal around. It took me over 8 months to sleep regularly. For 4 months I probably slept an average of 2 hours a night. In the beginning I didnt sleep at all for 3-4 days at a time. The 4-5th day I would sleep for 4 hours and wake up so happy that the insomnia was over. Then, it would happen again! For friggin months!
Cracker Barrel Kid 55 -Oh how I know they pain! Good for you being off that crap! How long you being off it all together?
Shit I was just on fentanyl and my doctor just started me on suboxen last week, you are scaring the shit outta me.
Just try not to be on it too long and you’ll be ok
Been off suboxone since 2012 and I can def say it ruined my life .
I don’t use opiates at all but I started using kratom because I was so angry everyday after I stopped . All I could think about was everything and everyone I lost .
I know kratom is a crutch but it gets me through the day without wanting to kill myself and everyone else for my own stupidity.
I want off the kratom but I can’t deal with the anger without it .
Being an addict just sux no matter what , but I do know for a fact suboxone is the most evil substance I ever used .
Idk , stay strong man
EYE DESTROY EVERYTHING -Thank u!
This quarantine bs doesn't help either. I've been feeling restless too. Staying up til 4 and can't get comfortable. I tell myself it's cabin fever. I try not to think about it. You're allowed to be pissed off.
Same here. I'm going through the exact same thing
I needed to see this today.
I feel the same way!!! Ugh i feel your pain
Keep your head up bro! We all have bad days! On day 49.
JasontheImppaler -Good for you! Thanks for your encouragement man. Your closing in on the big 5 0!
Yea Bro, subs are the worst of um all...I’m like you, my whole adult life and subs are really tough, like a crazy bad dream that just holds on ... I’m feel your pain and anger, a lot of us do ... but keep up the great work ... you’ve got this and so do I god willing
Espy -Thank you! We will beat this crap to a pulp! Never giving up!
Day 80 for me Gabe. You do not deserve to suffer. That's just us hating ourselves.
🙏 for you.
You are being tested. Keep up the good work.
Bark -Thanks brother!
*says F word*
“I’m sorry” 😂😂😂
That’s why doing an April fools relapse joke was childish. Don’t even put that energy into the atmosphere, fake or not. ❤️ keep moving forwards homie
Willyk200921 -Thank you. I know... it just who I am. I can’t help it. As u know my wife wasn’t impressed.
Gabe McCall I wasn’t dogging on you btw, I love the channel. I’m 6 months sober from opana strictly because of Jesus Christ. I’m just a huge believer in the power of words and energy/ law of attraction. Keep up the good work brother, love the honesty and commitment to others ❤️
Gabe McCall is methadone that lingering that you feel symptoms 12 months out? I never did a replacement therapy or anything but I feel like I had my pink cloud for sure, then went through paws up and down like a roller coaster, and now I’m finally dreaming and feeling totally normal. Did you have side effects before this day you talk about, or was this a one time thing and you just identify it as a withdrawal symptom?
Gabe McCall I don’t even crave anymore. Drug use might cross my mind and my dreams, but certainly nothing I’d consider unmanageable and I never did a program, rehab, replacement therapy, nothing. I smoke a little weed. I’m 24 years old and just graduated from LSU. I had a really bad problem but I guess once I really decided I wanted my life back and got into the Word, my life just made a definitive change. Now I’m gonna change the world
Gabe McCall also do a little kratom but I didn’t even think to try some until about 4 months into sobriety and I don’t do it a lot. Feels like an opiate tbh
Made it to day 22 off methadone!!! The waves SUCK ass!!!!! I felt fine for 4 days I thought I was gd. Another wave hit me yesterday and it sucked. Going through this has already made me HATE methadone.All we can do is ride the waves until we hit the beach. ⛱
Craig Woodard - Thats right! I like that... rife the wave til we hit the beach. Congrats on 22 days brother
Lv u man
pandit warrior -Thank u!
Hey it will get better eventually
better to be pissed off then pissed on ..... hey do u think seltzer water is just as good for u compared to regular water with hydration? something i always wonder... i too drink alot of seltzer
I hate Subs too bro and I have similar pissed off days myself.Youve almost made it a year and we're only human,don't be so hard on yourself.Great vid n great job on your sobriety.God bless
This video made my night brother. Raw to the core. I needed.
Love ya brotha
Dallas Prewitt -Thank you very much.
David Michael -Thanks David! Really appreciate that brother
So happy see you are so close to year! Thats awesome Im down to .5mg from 16mg for 6 years. I said enough is enough I want to be done. I'm having some aniexty about the jump. Watching you has given me hope. Did you take any vitamins or anything to help subside the withdraw??
Kaitlin Dilla -Well good for you! Great job on the taper and I’m glad to hear your getting ready to jump. I got a video called “what me uses for suboxone withdrawal” and one on RLS, and stuff that helped me the most (other than supplements and meds) and the video I got “how to prepare for opiate withdrawal” would be a good one to check out.
@@gabemccall3523 Thank you so much for the reply. Ill definitely have to check them videos out. Your definitely inspiring and give people hope. Even when you think your videos aren't the best or "suck" just seeing you doing good is giving people hope. Even though Im scared it needs to be done . I Never got on it to be on it for life. My doctor told me I could be and most likely will be. I was on pain pills for 5 years and now on MAT LONGER THE MY active addiction. I never missed a appointment or pissed dirty or relapsed but yet I had to be asked to be lowered and told no several time. I even asked how many people they successfully got off it. They never could answer that. They have 800 patients in and out of there I honestly believe they are uneducated on successfully getting people off or greedy either way they should warn people when getting on it that its hard to get off it. With all the horror stories about getting off it scared me to just stay on it. Its nice to see you jorney its Authentic and honest. Cant wait for year off video
I hate everything about it Brother!
I’ve been micro dosing with magic mushrooms about every 4 months. Definitely helps with any depression. Lol subs are bullshit. Always was. Great video. I get a kick out of them 👍
Wayne Dean - I’ve heard of that being a successful tool to help ease the pain. Glad it’s working. How long have u been off subs or whatever u got off of? And how long u bern doing the micro dosing?
Say the F word all you want. Everybody does :-) so is the naltrexone not working then or does that make your mood escalate. One thing I can say is be grateful because I am struggling now .. i’ve already passed my two weeks on Kratom. So now I’m considering gabapentin to get off the Kratom I don’t want to get dependent on any of that shit and I think I already am. Because it’s the only thing that makes me get out of bed in the morning.
And I am praying for you my sweet🙏🏻🙏🏻. BREATH
Laurie P -Thank you very much for your support. The naltrexone is helping. It’s just a complete miracle. It’s just stuff I gotta keep pushing through. U keep pushing too. You know your body and mind. I make the jump to Gabapintin when u feel the time is right.
Laurie P in there now been taking gabapentin with the kratom. I am on day 2 using kratom for detox. Relapsed getting off subs, for a month... hopefully a month is long enough to only be acute withdrawaling from one thing
Never ending? I wouldn't recommend doing benzos that shit is one long nightmare
Hit a workout man, consider it penance
How long were you taking subz??
Esoteric Fitness -4 years this time around and another 2 years from a previous program. I was opiates\opioids for a total of about 12 years
The sub helps my pain more than the fentanyl.
Ranjit -Well that’s good. I’m glad your not having as much pain
How long do u think kratom withdrawals last? Does it stay with u like subs do?
MrBlueBrains - Great question. I’m currently talking to people who r off Kratom now for months and I’m hearing from them that they r struggling. Literally was taking to a guy with 100 days clean from Kratom and was feeling better but now he’s deal with the paws. I lasted a month and a half off Kratom then relapsed on methadone. So I don’t know personally. It seem to be longer then people think. I was taking to a guy who said he thinks a lot of Kratom users get off for a couple weeks and think it’s not too bad and they start using again instead of going the full duration. It’s so funny u asked that cause I’m trying to gather the info on the paws with Kratom right now.
Oh my...and I'm only on day 8. I am indeed in great distress in many ways... Day 341?
Edit : THIS SH!T SHOULD BE ILLEGAL !
How long were you on it man?
Matt Davidson -I was on Suboxone for 4 years this go around. I was in it another 2 years with a 2 year gap or so in between on pills. My timeline is... morphine oxy perc...... then subs for 2 years.... then methadone and whatever else I could find... then back to suboxone for 4 years. Sorry I kinda made that more complicated than it had to be.
Don’t be sorry. I’m glad you are doin better. I’m glad I never got to into subs. I only got them when I couldn’t get Percs. And yes you can get very high on subs. I did. Made me sick but got me high. I got on Kratom for 2 years and I’m on day 44 now with out it and finally starting to feel alittle better. Now it’s time to slowly taper the benzo I’m on. My doc up the dose because of the anxiety with the Kratom withdrawal. Im sure you know what I’m talking about. But I have come down on it before I can do it again.
Matt Davidson -Oh dude I know all about the Benzos. I’m still prescribed 1mg of klonipin a night. I used to use 5mg at least every day back in day. In fact the only reason my dr prescribes me what I got is cause I’ve had seizures. He’s kinda weary about me tapering off em but I want to. I’ve come so far to only take a mg at night. I can relate 100%. Benzos r no joke. God bless
Gabe McCall I didn’t know you were taking that. That makes me feel better. I watched your video on if you are on methadone or suboxone are you really clean and I was comparing the benzo my doc prescribed to that and it was making me feel shitty. But I started the taper yesterday and it’s not going to be that bad. At least I’m off all opiates.
I was just reading a lot about opiate withdrawals and the paws and how your body just may not be normal again. We have used chemicals to teach our brains and snap up all those endorphins and natural stuff our brain makes. And there’s a huge percentage of people that suffer from anxiety. You may need antidepressants Gabe!
Bad idea
Laurie P I have heard of people suffering for moths coming off antidepressants as well. Unfortunately there is only one way to beat this and that is to stand face to face with all of this pain and suffering and then go through it no matter how difficult and grueling it may be.
Laurie P Noooo! Anti depressant ... just another thing to be a slave to that big pharma offers ... Nooooo!
Bark It was while I was on Suboxone three years, that in the third year I thought to myself why am I on any depressants still? I got off those very easy, but I was still on Suboxone. I am 11 days off. Are you on Suboxone? What do you think about gabapentin. I’ve been using Kratom For the last 15 or so days. I don’t become addicted so I thought I’d switch to gabapentin for at least a week to help with body aching...
Espy You’re absolutely right. I got off my antidepressants while I was on Suboxone. But it was a piece a cake because I didn’t realize that all the years on Suboxone that that takes care of anxiety depression sleep. I even got off ambien at that time.
I am day 3 off subx am gonnnna die