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Gabe you are lucky you went through this while you are still fairly young,try it when your 60 to 70,totally sucks,almost 3 yrs old

Hi I know this a long time ago but did they do iv sedation while you were on suboxone

How long did the anxiety last for?

Yo were y at bro

I just came across your video. I’ve been on Suboxone for about five years tapered all the way down to about 4 mg a day and then because of work and thinking it would make me feel better. I went back up to about 8 mg a day half in the morning and half at night. I was supposed to quit two years ago and I was supposed to quit last year. I had full support from my wife and my family. I’ve been dead inside since I started this medication. I was never even on hard drugs. I just wanted to get off my pain medication From injuries that I had when I was fighting. Suboxone has been a major source of conflict in my house between me and my wife all the times I’ve promised her I was gonna get off of it because I’m not even a fraction of the man that I always was no libido no energy can’t think straight tired all the time but I’m finally going to bite the bullet and get off of it. I don’t know if there’s any groups where people talk about this kind of stuff but I’m going to try to taper down from 8 mg to four over the next five or so days And then take time off of work to completely cold turkey yet I know I’m rambling on, but I’m glad that your video says what’s really going to happen. I was under the impression that everything would go back to normal as soon as I was done detoxing and after saying you were video that that’s obviously not going to be the case but at least I’m prepared for that fight now That probably would’ve mentally fucked me up thinking that I would just be fine once I started to feel better, but I’m definitely glad I came across your video. I know it’s an older one. I’ll check your UA-cam out and see if there’s any updates but I hope you’re doing good man. Thanks for being honest.

Hey Gabe, I hope all is well with you. I wanted to say thanks for your videos, I have 2 and half yrs clean, and your videos were a big help in my process and progress. I just wanted to say thank you, and God bless you and yours.

Thank you for sharing l. Im having problems with this too.

Omg did you sell cars? I sold car auido and there was a lot of drugs in that business.

Dude... check your BP. When I was your age, mine was board line OK, so was my heart rate. You can blow it off now, but in 30+ years, IT WILL HIT YOU, HARD.

I’m torn between the two at the moment.

If you have substance abuse disorder and you go to a psychiatrist they are more than likely going to diagnose you bipolar. I think it's a misdiagnosis. I think it's just substance abuse disorder and all the ups and downs associated with it.

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Running up on this video again years later, as I’ve been watching all again on a loop, this was one I didn’t remember for some reason and needed it today. Love ya Brother!!

December 26, 2024 You, sir, just talked me into taking my strip instead of oxies today. Thank you. I appreciate you and this video

Hey you still alive 8 was told you overdosed? Hope not buy no video for a year is odd so let's us know if you are alive

God this dude is annoying spit it out bro

Lol im here going through withdrawls. The man is spraking the truth

Do you have ADHD by any chance I do and I get sidetracked on rants a lot like you too LOL

When you dabble, you've already are development of dependency on all the drugs together. I don't know how to break that to you. And it only takes one dose could be addicted to somethings

Marijuana don't have a withdrawal

Marijuana's not even addicted, imagine if it would have been a harder drug

21 days clean of heroin cold turkey still can’t sleep

You are not right. You can't stay on topic. You are just all over the place. Are you high or something?

3 minutes of you bumbling about nothing. Bro wtf is wrong with you?

I took up to 4 oz a day as well but never wasted money on caps. I got REALLY good at toss and wash. I would just take a huge spoonful and wash it down. I did that 2 or 3 times at a time every 2 to 4 hours for like 7 years. It got so miserable

Iam tapering with lower doses asking god???

Your channel is a gift from God, the people need encouragement, hope, and real individuals who have gone through this and have overcome with God on their side. They need to see those who are willing to be the beacon of light at the end of the tunnel, as yourself Gabe McCall. Thank you from all of us who have been led to your channel. We appreciate your positivity and most importantly your realness. We appreciate you reminding us that life IS BETTER on the other side of completely letting go of suboxone or any other form of substances that we outgrow because by God's design we are always evolving. In order for us to grow, we must let go of some habits that no longer serve us or where God is leading us. No chains shall keep us bound outside of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. I have been on suboxone for 5 years and have tampered down to the smallest of crumbles which around about .25mg, some days .5mg, some days less. Time to start skipping days. There was a time for suboxone in my life, but it has served its purpose with helping me to be free of pain pill addiction which got me out the streets, finding my purpose in that process, and most importantly finding Jesus Christ to come in, clean me up of my sins one by one, and leading me in the way we should live our lives. It is a process. A marathon, not a sprint. With anything in life. But we are more than conquerors with Jesus Christ. My relationship with God is my firm foundation and the connection is very strong. Needless to say, had it not been for Jesus Christ to loosen the chains, I would not be where I am today when it comes to being spiritually and mentally strong enough to start putting the distance between myself and the substance. I am currently enrolled getting my degree to become a substance abuse counselor with my master's majoring in psychology with a minor in applied behavior analyzes. Educating myself in my weakness has been a tool to change my life and perspective when it comes to drug abuse. I will continue on to pursue my PhD to become a psychologist who specializes in substance abuse and mental health. God has been so good to me throughout it all and in darkness He never left. Life has it great days and some days are only challenges to make us strong but still remains a blessing from God for an opportunity to grow. God sent me my husband in this year to be with me through all of this along with our beautiful children. I cannot say that I would change anything because this process has shaped and molded me to be who God created me to be. God has taught me to take all my negatives and turn it into purposes to serve His people. He has given me all my dreams and hopes back! Most importantly woke me up out my sleep to save my life from the pit and the souls of many others. The calling has been huge and sometimes scary, but it is ministry. It scared me for years; I ran from God and my calling and ran to drugs to numb myself. God started showing me myself, my impulsive behaviors, and correcting me out of love. As a 31-year-young woman, I started getting myself on the right track 5 years ago. I have been called to die to self, so Christ can come alive in me. All of us who choose Jesus Christ have been called to die to ourselves to be renew, restored, and made completely new. And He will make you completely new. He has aligned my desires with His and I feel so free. This journey has increased my faith in GOD in a way that is phenomenal. I have been crucified with Christ. It is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me. Therefore, all of the old has passed away. Galatians 2:20 God bless you and your family Gabe!! Keep Christ at the front and center of all things you do, He will never leave nor forsake you. That is His word, therefore, it will not return unto Him void until it has accomplished exactly what He has sent it out to do. Cling to HIM and His Word!! The bread of life. What the Holy Spirit does for me is better than what any substance has done for me. Thank you for being the light at the end of the tunnel for those of us God has called us to break completely free! Christ is the secret recipe!!

I love this soundtrack who is it? Its got a Rather American country/ Pink Floyd vibe going on love how you put that video to illustrate when cramps go on "demon time" and force you out of trippy sleep 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😰😓😓😈😈😈

I just have one question, does your brain and body ever return to how it was before? I only quit fully once for a momth and a half, and even towards the end of that, i was still broken mentally and physically despite not withdrawling for weeks, i need to know if theres a 100% recovery, im not talking about cravings and lust and shit, just your mental state and body.

Any advice .. would be appreciated I am at 17 mg of methadone.. have been doing a slow tapper from 120 mg .. I am not sure of the dosage. I was diagnosed with lung cancer after damaging my rotator cuff.. in over 20 years I never had dirty UA.. I have lost my two week take home and have had dirty UA for taking my own medicine. Chemo has really messed me up.. I am exhausted dealing with this and want to be done.. I methadone does not help, opioids do not help.. I need pain management, anti inflammatory medication, epidural injections etc.. but I will not be accepted if I am on methadone

On subutex i ended up weighing 280 pounds but im same height 6ft 4 "inches as you and the fat went to exactly where you showed i call mine "The apron" it just hangs over and loose clothing covers it all up people get bit nerveous round me as im so big but im a softy at heart i looove gym and running but bust my ankle and now had op to fix it i cant run anymore so gym is great

Hey Gabe despite this being a 5 year old video I am now 6 days clean off buprenorphine. And i certainly agree that Codeine, Oxy's and other short acting opioids do feel worse but yeah Methodone is worse i think methadone is worse that street heroin for withdrawal depending on how much you take how long and how you taper off. Truthfully its nowhere near as bad but your right the longevity SUCKS! You really do need to have God with you in the war of attrition you are broken ..... then you become blessed some call it reborn i call its Gods infinite Grace and love can enter deep in my heart now that im not chemically altering my mind Godbless you bro and ................Salute from the UK 💚

I dont see the point in quitting kratom. I bodybuild 1-2 hours a day, i do cardio 1h a day, but the rest of the dayy ????? What to do when not taking kratom ans chilling ?????

Of course its no nice being addicted to kratom, but its better than living sobeeeeer !!!!!!😊

Several years ago I was in a bad situation where I thought I was having a panic attack. My husband didn't want to take me to the hospital but he did. By the time we got there I couldn't move my face and my limbs and fingers were so curled up that I couldn't even get out of the vehicle on my own. My whole body hurt, migraine again, rapid eye movement, couldn't speak for myself. I believe that I had serotonin syndrome due to my medication. I begged my husband to try to open my hands for me because they were hurting so bad. There was no way he was able to move even one finger. The doctor said that if he tried any harder he would have broken my hand. They put me on klonapyn for anxiety but I don't know if they even checked for serotonin syndrome.

Jesus Christ bro. I couldn’t imagine having my brain work like this.. dude cannot get to the point.

Been on here thinking about ya Gabe, I hope all is well 🙏 haven’t seen you in awhile, your videos have helped me

suboxone is mg for mg the strongest only 2nd to fentanyl

i'm coming off suboxone for the 3rd time been on and off since 2011 but i tapered and on week 3 trying to keep my job working i know i have anhedonia bad that's why i got back on suboxone from the last time i was clean for several months but going for round 3 now and i'm just very anti social no drive no motivation don't have any feelings but i'm taking different things here and there also to sleep and make it in to work struggling very bad i even done meth a lil bit which is horrible but i'll take a hydro here and there to get through this first month maybe 2 but i know i have to get to that point of taking nothing for a year or so and see how it goes it's scary i got a family believe in jesus christ my lord god my savior but i'm trying brother it's exhausting bad

Dude your mind is gone

People who say kratom isnt adductive are damn liars. Got its hooks in me since my early 20s and Ive been fighting to get out ever since

I was drinking shots of viva zen every two hours or eating two tablespoons of kratom powder to avoid breaking out into a full detox. I went from this to shooting heroin …. My poppyseed tea addiction of seven years was worsened by kratom… I spent $65 a day on kratom and it messed up my intestines thoroughly… I actually had to start using heroin to save money and avoid ingesting all the shots and powder!!!

I took kratom for a year, 20 a day. I must've been protected by God, because I felt no discomfort when I quit.

Gabe you are a hero. You need to be speaking a University Lectures

Ive seen demons while high on kratom man.but i dont think it was a delusion tho. I think drugs open the door for actual evil spirits.

me to xanax and percocet

i like 12 hours 10hrs but 4 sucks 6 and under sucks miserable never stops

damn right it sucks worse than anything else no motivation at all not to work shower do laundry cook

Gabe I was just thinking about you man, you haven’t posted in awhile, I hope all is well brother 🙏 your videos have gotten me through hard times

Anothwr thing to consider is perhaps addiction is a symptom of an unddrlying disease rather then a disease in itself. It certainly isnt black and white and requires somw deep thinking.