Why Can’t I Forgive Myself? - The Grudge

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  • @tatzgarande9625
    @tatzgarande9625 3 роки тому +706

    been living in constant fear that the my past mistakes would catch up to me as a punishment for my failures, and this has stopped me from truly living in freedom because i’m constantly looking over my shoulder waiting for something bad to happen or for God to punish me... please pray that i can i truly live in freedom and let go of the past

    • @life.church
      @life.church  3 роки тому +67

      Tatz, sometimes our past can feel so present! I pray that you can embrace the forgiveness that God offers and truly leave the regrets of the past behind!
      Kevin - Social Media Team
      Join me at Church here: live.life.church

    • @ziondabi4729
      @ziondabi4729 3 роки тому +11

      Same here

    • @summerwright8464
      @summerwright8464 3 роки тому +5

      Ive been there girl! Thats a lie from the pit of hell you are not going to be punished by God he loves you and knows your heart he forgives your sin and remembers it NO MORE!! As far as the east to the west, i pray the lord really helps heal your soul so you can fully release the guilt and fear and anxiety! Take every thought captive! Study the battle in your mind itll help you deal with this lingering feeling of something bad coming your way! Its the devil trying to prevent you from living your life in freedom with the lord 💜🙏

    • @tatzgarande9625
      @tatzgarande9625 3 роки тому +4

      @@alexb8926 thank you so much

    • @ck-xj3qq
      @ck-xj3qq 3 роки тому +17

      Hey Tatz, remember God loves you and He will protect you. Wishing you better days ahead x

  • @ImEverythingYouCrave
    @ImEverythingYouCrave 2 роки тому +19

    Guilt shame disgust and self anger are ruling my life

    • @life.church
      @life.church  2 роки тому +1

      Chris, if you'd like to talk to someone about what you're going through, head to Life.Church Online at live.life.church. During services, we have live Host Team Leaders who can pray for you and chat one-on-one.
      - LK, Team LC

  • @jeannachebat
    @jeannachebat 3 роки тому +251

    Romans 8:18 The pain that you’ve been feeling cannot compare to the joy that’s coming.

    • @life.church
      @life.church  3 роки тому +5

      Believe it! 🙏
      Tim - LC Social Media Team

    • @serene5345
      @serene5345 2 роки тому

      What a relief!! Thank you.... :)

    • @CatTrashRacing
      @CatTrashRacing 2 роки тому +2

      How do you know you’ll experience that joy? I fall to the same stuff all the time… why would Jesus WANT to forgive me? Honestly..?

    • @travisn346
      @travisn346 2 роки тому +3

      @@CatTrashRacing because you are human and flawed just like me. Despite our flaws, we always have the guidance and forgiveness of a love that never fails.

    • @CatTrashRacing
      @CatTrashRacing 2 роки тому

      @@travisn346 right on!

  • @EzekielDuntz
    @EzekielDuntz Рік тому +54

    This video SAVED MY LIFE a year ago. I was on the verge of death, not only spiritual, but a worldly death just like Judas. Just recently, the devil has been and still is attacking me on a day to day basis. It made me run from God, it’s ruined my work and home life, and it’s eating me up so badly that the only way I think I can escape is through death/suicide. I’m in DESPERATION for help from above because the evil one is still attacking me, and he’s twisting scripture on me and I’m also fearful of some of the truths of scripture. I found great joy and love for God in the beginning and fell away from him because I got upset because things weren’t going my way, and ever since, my life has been nothing but fear and torment. Will you guys please pray for me that I can and will return to Jesus just like the story of the prodigal son, and that my fears and deception will flee in the name of Jesus Christ. I’m so scared, I know I shouldn’t be, for the spirit of the lord doesn’t give us the spirit of fear. I need help you guys PLEASE pray for me that I can not only accept God’s forgiveness but that I can also forgive myself. Thank you so much for doing God’s will because like I said earlier, this video SAVED MY LIFE and I know that Jesus led me to you, will you please pray that he delivers me from the evil one so I can go back home to my father in heaven and live in freedom again. I love you guys oh so much and can’t thank you enough for living and serving in his will thank you sooooo much. ❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @dave8396
      @dave8396 Рік тому +3

      How are you doing? I came across this comment & I can relate to

    • @TheMatriarch-uf6xs
      @TheMatriarch-uf6xs Рік тому +2

      I just saw this and I’m sorry you’re facing this. A great channel is Fr. Ripperger regarding spiritual warfare. He has a book of deliverance prayers for the laity.
      It’s so awful… all you’re saying and hope this book helps you.

    • @OhOkayChloe
      @OhOkayChloe 10 місяців тому +2

      This hit powerfully for me as I am experiencing the same!! how are you now? ❤

    • @aprilstevens4856
      @aprilstevens4856 6 місяців тому +3

      I feel the exact same way! I need the same prayers. I hope you've found the peace you need.

    • @SkegeeAce
      @SkegeeAce 4 місяці тому +2

      I hope you see this one day and give us an update dear! May God uplift and protect you!

  • @GR-yc9jp
    @GR-yc9jp 3 роки тому +154

    I've always forgiven others so quickly but I can never seem to forgive myself. Thank you so much.

    • @life.church
      @life.church  3 роки тому +9

      You're not alone there Gabriela. It's been said that the hardest people to forgive is ourselves. ~ Bre LC

    • @isaacwong4699
      @isaacwong4699 2 роки тому +1

      Exactly same, we always forgiven others & we own self can't see forgive ourselves 😰

  • @christinahartwell3322
    @christinahartwell3322 2 роки тому +70

    I couldn't sleep because of my guilt..and I found this sermon, I prayed through it all. Satan no longer has ahold of me through my guilt. I have given it to GOD! Thank you Jesus

    • @life.church
      @life.church  2 роки тому +3

      Amen Christina! Guilt is not from God it's from the enemy. You are already forgiven when you ask. You are blessed! God bless you!
      Myriam - LC Social Media Team

  • @jasonharden8188
    @jasonharden8188 5 років тому +412

    I needed to hear this message right now as my mind and the enemy has been running wild on my past. Thank you Jesus for stopping the madness

    • @life.church
      @life.church  4 роки тому +12

      AMEN! Praising God with you!

    • @sangeethadhebora6222
      @sangeethadhebora6222 3 роки тому +2

      Praise the lord

    • @jayafr2971
      @jayafr2971 3 роки тому +2

      Amen

    • @ChinaDoll305
      @ChinaDoll305 3 роки тому +5

      Same here especially when I am alone.

    • @su66amama
      @su66amama 2 роки тому +6

      Ty for this. My heart has been aching over my mistakes and this video has helped me to forgive myself. I lost my way when I lost my faith in God. Today I have found him again. Ty again.

  • @marlonjones3376
    @marlonjones3376 5 років тому +260

    I know 5000% that The Holy Spirit led me to this message! Thank you, thank you, thank you!!

    • @life.church
      @life.church  4 роки тому +7

      Praise God! We're thankful for God's faithfulness!

    • @Alwayseshines
      @Alwayseshines 4 роки тому +1

      Agreed

    • @madeleine1478
      @madeleine1478 3 роки тому +1

      Thank you. I needed this message . I forgive myself because Jesus has already forgiven me.

  • @keritho5578
    @keritho5578 5 років тому +291

    The things I cannot forgive myself for are not just the stuff I did before knowing God, but stuff I have done AFTER I became a Christian 😭😭😭😭 Thank you for this message. I pray that God helps everyone dealing with this

    • @life.church
      @life.church  5 років тому +33

      Amen! We also pray that God will help us all be able to forgive ourselves knowing that we are forgiven through Christ. This way we can move forward and grow in our faith as well. May God bless you!

    • @erinadarin8592
      @erinadarin8592 4 роки тому +36

      Yes. Especially the things I've done AFTER. because you feel even more guilty that you know deep down things are sinful but did them anyways. So grateful that God lead me to this message and for your comment!

    • @osiogaor
      @osiogaor 4 роки тому +36

      The same for me. Knowing it was wrong, I desired the sin and then I gave into sin, not wanting to think about the consequences, but only thinking about the pleasure. And now I feel unworthy of forgiveness.

    • @bonniesarfwalker6785
      @bonniesarfwalker6785 4 роки тому +8

      Praise Jesus for His love and forgiveness

    • @dimplesdelgado3223
      @dimplesdelgado3223 3 роки тому +5

      Felt this it so much 😪

  • @ashleywatkins7924
    @ashleywatkins7924 11 місяців тому +3

    I'm telling you folks, do not turn ashame, like the Israelites did, feeling they cannot return to a righteous life, but Jesus is an extension of grace and mercy for us, there is a hope, a reason to turn back to God

  • @devongarvie6261
    @devongarvie6261 5 місяців тому +5

    Living with unforgiveness towards myself led me to depression, anxiety and suicidal thoughts. So glad I have been set free!

    • @life.church
      @life.church  5 місяців тому

      🙏

    • @skywatcher7777
      @skywatcher7777 3 місяці тому

      @@devongarvie6261 glad to hear. how long did it take to overcome?

  • @d.p.6940
    @d.p.6940 3 роки тому +82

    I think this sermon might very well have saved my life.

    • @life.church
      @life.church  3 роки тому +7

      Praise God for that!!
      Kevin - LC Team
      Join us at Life.Church Online 🙏 go2.lc/youareinvited

    • @kittylara1997
      @kittylara1997 2 роки тому +3

      Love this

    • @lorraineakers8147
      @lorraineakers8147 2 роки тому +5

      When satan reminds you of your past, remind Satan of his future !

  • @AstralAlien
    @AstralAlien Рік тому +9

    Not false guilt for me, I am truly disgusted by myself in my past. I’ve completely dissociated and done things I would never do if I actually thought about it. Scared that if i’ll ever be able to forgive myself.

    • @life.church
      @life.church  Рік тому +3

      We’re praying for you as you navigate these feelings of shame, and we want you to know that you can find freedom. If you’re looking for encouragement to help you find forgiveness, you can find it here: finds.life.church/?s=shame&is_v=1
      -Kat

    • @OhOkayChloe
      @OhOkayChloe 10 місяців тому

      I feel the same way! How are you now?

  • @franbaber270
    @franbaber270 5 місяців тому +4

    Lived in.regret and shame for years. I'm slowly coming out.of that

    • @life.church
      @life.church  5 місяців тому

      We’re praying for you as you navigate these feelings of shame, and we want you to know that you can find freedom. If you’re looking for encouragement to help you find forgiveness, you can find it here: finds.life.church/?s=shame&is_v=1

  • @Pochiwanana
    @Pochiwanana Рік тому +9

    I have this feeling of guilt, grudge, and anger present and lurking within me and it never goes away. Until I found this comforting sermon a couple of months ago. Since then I’ve been listening to this whenever I feel bad about myself again. I hope we may all heal from our past mistakes and move on with our lives.

  • @amymay5326
    @amymay5326 4 роки тому +178

    This was really great. Thank you for the message. Please pray for me. I am having a very difficult time letting go of the past wrongs I have done and accepting the fact that I am completely forgiven. Please keep me in your prayers. God bless you all

    • @joshuaivanovic
      @joshuaivanovic 4 роки тому +20

      I'm in the same boat mate. Horribly filled with so much guilt and shame for generally being an asshole to so many good people. Acting out my past trauma on people that don't deserve it. Drowning my sorrows with enough alcohol and drugs to take down a small army, which then leads to more bad decisions that eventually result in more layers of guilt and self loathing. I hope in some way, my deep regrets make you feel even 1% more comfortable with yourself. The world keeps turning. I tell myself that my guilt and pain is at least a sign that there is good in me somewhere.

    • @AthenaOsborne1234
      @AthenaOsborne1234 4 роки тому +12

      Praying for you both. God has more grace to give than we have sins to commit. Be encouraged, he wants nothing but to free you from that guilt and shame!

    • @patriciaking7892
      @patriciaking7892 3 роки тому +5

      Joshua, you're not alone😢. It's even harder being surrounded by people that reminds you of your past. Stay Blessed and Safe 💞.

    • @WCove99
      @WCove99 3 роки тому +2

      Praying.

    • @seenogodspeaknogodhearnogo4531
      @seenogodspeaknogodhearnogo4531 3 роки тому

      You didn't need religion to keep you from doing wrong. Now you do not need religion to keep you from doing right. Be intelligent and honest with yourself for once in your life.

  • @leonabowler9688
    @leonabowler9688 4 роки тому +145

    I love this message, the hardest thing is to forgive myself for all the hurt I cause a lot of people but specifically one person, but this was the right type of guilt for me to be closer to my god. I had to lose everything to realize a life without god is no life at all. This message brings me peace on days that are hard. thank you

    • @life.church
      @life.church  4 роки тому +6

      Thank you for sharing that Leona. Praying for continued peace that only comes from our Heavenly Father.

    • @justburrows4515
      @justburrows4515 3 роки тому +1

      This is exactly how I feel right now.

    • @amarauzo7650
      @amarauzo7650 3 роки тому +1

      Same

    • @jeremyisaac2202
      @jeremyisaac2202 2 роки тому +1

      I know the feeling

    • @nhlalirose
      @nhlalirose Рік тому

      AMEN❤

  • @logantracey2191
    @logantracey2191 5 років тому +60

    When the pastor speaks on exactly what you're going through

    • @life.church
      @life.church  4 роки тому +3

      lol! It's that Holy Spirit - we totally agree with you!

    • @nhlalirose
      @nhlalirose Рік тому

      You know

  • @lifeaccordingtocynthia5657
    @lifeaccordingtocynthia5657 4 роки тому +65

    This helped me SO much! I have not forgiven myself of something in my past for over 40 years now. The enemy was whispering lies to me saying "nobody is as BAD as you" and my guilt kept me from having a close relationship with Him. I went to confession when I was in the Orthodox church several times, and kept on confessing it over and over. I joined that church because I thought
    confession, sacraments, works, enough prayers to the saints could release me from my guilt. But it did not. After ten years, it was still there. I carried this guilt and shame with me into my marriage and never could accept love from my husband, thinking I always "owed" him something for him being kind to me. After listening to sermons like this over and over and "getting them into my inner spirit" I am beginning to be free. Thank you so much, and I think I will listen to this every day until it also sinks in.

    • @life.church
      @life.church  4 роки тому +8

      Wow! Yes! Let the devil know he has NO place with you and he can keep his guilt. Thank you for sharing a piece of your story with us! Praying you are abundantly blessed and that you are continuing to walk in the freedom God gives!

    • @BenSmith-jw8zy
      @BenSmith-jw8zy Рік тому +2

      Ive been in this loop since my best friend overdosed. I was numb and constantly praying for forgiveness and nothing helped, but watching many sermons on forgiveness and especially this one i am healing and finding a church home. So through the tradegy I stopped drugs, and am moving closer to God, and for a long time i didnt think it was possible. I will pray for your well being!

  • @CAborn1112
    @CAborn1112 Місяць тому +1

    I Needed this so bad! So close to the edge completely drowning in shame and disgrace!

    • @life.church
      @life.church  Місяць тому

      www.bible.com/search/plans?query=forgiving%20myself

  • @janiekcarney5482
    @janiekcarney5482 Рік тому +5

    We learn best from people who have messed up and are willing to share it.

  • @ashleywatkins7924
    @ashleywatkins7924 11 місяців тому +1

    amen, a shame is like feeling in shambles and not delighting in the hope

  • @adesawitto7877
    @adesawitto7877 4 роки тому +21

    Praise the lord... For two days I suffered depression/anxiety attack out of guilt...and today God led me to this sermons...thank you and praise God and lord Jesus Christ. I surrender my life to you

    • @life.church
      @life.church  4 роки тому +2

      We are so glad you found this message right when you needed it. We would love to invite you to join us at Church! We have 90+ services throughout the week! Hope to see you there! 👉 live.life.church

  • @DanielCollins._
    @DanielCollins._ Рік тому +4

    1.) Guilt says I did something bad, shame says I am bad
    2.) The devils wants to use your shame to drive you away from God
    3.) God wants to use your shame to draw you to his grace, let it go
    4.) You can't change your past but God can change your future

  • @maryvarghese5088
    @maryvarghese5088 2 роки тому +8

    Beautiful message. The sins of the past have a way of coming back to haunt us in times of leisure and old age.May God forgive me for all the sins committed in my young , reckless days. May He wash away my sins and make me a new creature in Christ.Thank you Jesus, for your promises.Amen.

    • @life.church
      @life.church  2 роки тому +1

      Amen, I stand with you in prayer.
      Rachelle - Team LC

  • @marianmariahcharles6223
    @marianmariahcharles6223 4 місяці тому

    Lord help me to live holy, 😢😢Amen and Amen.

  • @mrs.cherry550
    @mrs.cherry550 Рік тому +11

    I struggle so much in forgiving myself, it’s a would’ve, could’ve, should’ve, it will be different thing, I’m dealing with; I just feel like a prisoner of my past and it’s just so hard, I cry all the time to this day because of it😢💔

  • @peaceluvhemp3321
    @peaceluvhemp3321 5 місяців тому +1

    I wish I lived near this church. I need good people in my life.

    • @life.church
      @life.church  5 місяців тому

      Hi @peaceluvhemp3321, you can check out our locations by clicking the link below!
      www.life.church/locations

  • @kaydem1610
    @kaydem1610 5 років тому +48

    all i can really say right now is, thank you. this really helped me. i am saved and i know now that i am forgiven by Jesus Christ and God, my saviors. thank you.

    • @life.church
      @life.church  5 років тому +7

      We praise God that he is working through you. I know that our God is a forgiving God that shows love, grace and mercy.

  • @Karen-v6u
    @Karen-v6u 3 місяці тому

    I ' m letting go. The enemy had been tormenting me with past regrets and sins. But the One Who took my sins and shed His blood for me is the Son of the Living God , the Prince of Heaven. It ' s rhe precious blood of the Lord Jesus that cleamses me from all unrighteousness.
    I thank God for this liberating message. Thank you for the good news .I' m turning away from my sins. I receive the forgiveness of God. Whom God sets free is free indeed.

    • @life.church
      @life.church  3 місяці тому

      We want you to know that God will never leave us nor forsake us. He is a loving Father and our only hope in this hopeless world. He will wipe every tear and give us beauty for our past ashes. We pray for a brand new joyful life that only God can provide in every aspect of our lives.
      Let us pray now:
      Lord, thank You for being all-powerful and faithful. We trust You with everything, even our heartache. We ask You to be present in this temporary dark phase of life.
      You are close to the brokenhearted and save those who are crushed in spirit. You are the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort. You comfort us in our troubles so we can comfort others.
      Help us to cast all our anxiety on You because You care for us. No matter what has happened, no matter what choices have been made, help us see that You are always here to heal. We ask You to shower us with healing, hope, joy, and peace that surpasses understanding. We pray for a new beginning, healing from past wounds, trauma, depression, anxiety, and grief. Grant us joy, peace, happiness, and purpose that only You can provide.
      You heal the brokenhearted and bind up their wounds. We may be persecuted but not forsaken; struck down but not destroyed. If we humble ourselves, pray, and seek Your face, You will hear us, forgive our sins, and heal our land.
      May Your beautiful will be done, Father. Bring the right people into our lives during this season. We pray for new friends, relationships, and joyful conversations. Let this day mark a new beginning, a season of restoration for our family. Thank You for being our perfect and gracious Father. We pray this in Jesus' name. Amen.

  • @torikadrodro4847
    @torikadrodro4847 3 роки тому +34

    I felt shame and guilt about something I did, I made a very drunk mistake in front of a lot of people & it’s been playing in my head - I needed to hear this, thank you

    • @life.church
      @life.church  3 роки тому +4

      We’re praying for you as you navigate these feelings of shame, and we want you to know that you can find freedom. If you’re looking for encouragement to help you find forgiveness, you can find it here: finds.life.church/?s=shame&is_v=1
      Tim - Team LC

    • @mikethompson8881
      @mikethompson8881 2 роки тому +1

      I absolutely understand that feeling especially when it is an act against loved ones that treat you so amazingly. This is why I can't take any anxiety benzo medication because I inevitably do hurtful actions. I pray pray pray but inner turmoil, pressure can be tough.🙏

    • @Red-ev4gm
      @Red-ev4gm 2 роки тому +1

      @@mikethompson8881 same for me mike, taken my ex for granted, drinking to much and say stupid stuff more time than i can count. I still drink i dont now why i cant stop. Its fine one week and when the weekend start it start över again

    • @mikethompson8881
      @mikethompson8881 2 роки тому +1

      @@Red-ev4gm Oh brother beginning in
      my last relationship drinking has been my pitfall for a couple years until recently (after dating a brutal woman whom I should have left instead of drowning out the absurdities). Those first couple weeks can be brutal and will likely require a temporary regimen of benzos to quell the shakes, kicking, and anxiety followed by a regimen of baclofen and clonidine/or lofexidine. Most insurance won't cover lofexidine until you have been unsuccessful with clonidine because of the mind boggling price of near $4000 for half a month.😘

    • @mikethompson8881
      @mikethompson8881 2 роки тому +2

      @@Red-ev4gm Also you may find this silly but UA-cam to relax and get to sleep I type in Bed time Bible studies which are incredibly relaxing with box breathing 😘

  • @juliusseizure1387
    @juliusseizure1387 2 місяці тому

    thank you so much. i feel like this was made just for me. i’ve strayed from the Lord for too long and you have done a great work within my heart. Thank you truly.

  • @makslyna1
    @makslyna1 4 роки тому +73

    I needed to hear this.. for the past year I have been having an affair with a man who is my best friend. My husband had ended the marriage months before finding out. My husband had left to another state for work and we had ended things. When he came to visit for a couple days he found out what I did. I am so ashamed I have been thinking such bad thoughts and can’t eat or sleep I wish I never existed at one point. I feel like I need to die and be in pain forever to repent but that’s not true I need to ask for forgiveness and forgive myself. I acknowledge my sin and I will repent daily till I am forgiven. This isn’t something that is easy to speak about but I feel that I need to share this so I will bring awareness to people who are suffering from so much guilt and shame. Now I finally understand the difference and will work to forgive myself every day.. I will be a better person and will never do what I have done to anybody ever again. That pain is terrible and I am afraid that god will not forgive me and neither will he. My excuses do not matter I have sinned and cannot change my past but god will change my future

    • @life.church
      @life.church  4 роки тому +25

      God can change your future and your present. You've sinned and there's no making light of that, but you asked for forgiveness and scripture talks about how God forgives. You are not charged with iniquity - He removes our sins as far as the east is from the west. He is not holding your sin against you. It's a daily choice to walk in that freedom. Where the rubber meets the road is how you work on yourself to not fall into temptation. Lifting you up in prayer as you learn to forgive yourself and put up the right boundaries and work on restoration in your relationships!

    • @m.a8735
      @m.a8735 2 роки тому +1

      Thank you for sharing, may you find peace and forgiveness 🙏🙏

    • @allynsturgeon7211
      @allynsturgeon7211 2 роки тому +3

      I have learned that having gratitude for what Jesus did for me on the cross is what keeps me from giving in to temptation

  • @Dorito_Djinn
    @Dorito_Djinn 4 місяці тому +1

    WOW I must've needed this. Went from being tense and my head swimming with negativity, shame and guilt to now I feel relaxed and at peace. It's only 4pm but I feel ready to go to sleep now lol. I'll have to keep watching this everyday if I have to.

  • @pamconboy4315
    @pamconboy4315 2 роки тому +8

    This is so powerful and timely for me.
    I’m 76 - it’s never too late to be forgiven and follow him 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

    • @life.church
      @life.church  2 роки тому +2

      Wow, I love this! Yes! Totally agree! If God is outside of time, then he doesn't care when you come to him; he just wants you to come to him❤️
      Stevie - Team LC

  • @joselinejacobo9498
    @joselinejacobo9498 6 місяців тому

    If you are reading this comment please 🙏 help me to pray for my husband he needs to be free please amen

    • @life.church
      @life.church  6 місяців тому

      God, we pray for @joselinejacobo9498’s loved ones. Send people into their path who will show them how much You love them. Help them to see and understand the truth of who You are and how much they need You. In Jesus’ name, amen.

  • @mahlatsenkoana1117
    @mahlatsenkoana1117 2 роки тому +11

    💔💔💔💔 I searched for this sermon cause I am going through "I should have". Now it's too late and I am in pain. I know wishing for the past to change is impossible cause time has passed but I hurting, even more knowing I hurt someone.
    Trying to let it go and speak the word of God out loud🙏🙏

    • @life.church
      @life.church  2 роки тому +1

      If you'd like to talk to someone about what you're going through, head to Life.Church Online at live.life.church. During services, we have live Host Team Leaders who can pray for you and chat one-on-one.
      - LK, Team LC

  • @Bernwon
    @Bernwon 4 місяці тому +1

    This just hit me so hard between the eyes. I have been running from God for 20 years… I have had “flexible” morales and lived in sin for so long… I have given my life back to Jesus but I still hold A LOT of guilt. I havent cried in years but this month has been a water flow as I have come to see my failures and I am trying to get back on the path. Thank you for this. I needed this…

    • @timothycasper9265
      @timothycasper9265 4 місяці тому

      I feel the exact same way and worse. Rationalizing sinful addictions will only get worse until one day you almost can’t go to sleep at night or look at yourself in the mirror. Praying for you to find healing and peace from God.

  • @amandalynnblaze9799
    @amandalynnblaze9799 2 роки тому +5

    I just made a video on apologizing to myself and I cannot stress how vital it is to give yourself this act of service. We are not alone in living with regret, we have all broken out own hearts by our choices and what we have allowed. God did not make us to suffer and He wants us to be restored 🙏🏻❤️

  • @amandaybarra3864
    @amandaybarra3864 8 місяців тому +2

    I needed to hear this. I've been beating myself up because of my sins. Thank you Lord God for loving me and dying for me. I don't deserve your love,but You give it freely. Thank you.

  • @N3cr0m4nc3r-5
    @N3cr0m4nc3r-5 2 роки тому +9

    I’ve hurt my wife. I’ve hurt her and am hurting her everyday as I can’t forgive myself. She says she forgives me but how could I do this…
    I’ve only very recently come to accept god exists but I know nothing. I don’t know where to begin, how to accept my failure, how to forgive myself and stop torturing my wife with my failure and to stop talking about the harm I’ve done to her. This would be the second piece now that I’ve listened to and I thank you for making them.
    I am trying, trying so hard to forgive myself. I’ve always considered myself a good man and yet now I can’t stand myself.
    I prayed to find forgiveness. For my wife and my children I need to make this right and to move forward.

    • @roroo
      @roroo Рік тому

      Did you find God? I am looking for him as well

  • @overthetop52
    @overthetop52 2 роки тому +2

    Lord help me to be free....Lord help my unbelief

    • @life.church
      @life.church  2 роки тому +1

      You’re not alone in the doubts you’re facing, and you’ll find a safe place to wrestle with those doubts at Life.Church. We’re praying that God will give you clarity, day by day. If you’re looking for encouragement from people who’ve navigated doubts of their own, this is a great place to start: finds.life.church/tag/doubt/
      - Meli, Team LC

  • @MrWesleysDad
    @MrWesleysDad 3 роки тому +5

    Ohh man. Did that hit home. Forgiving and letting it go, even though you cannot forget. Forgiving yourself. Forgiving others. It’s a special tool that fixes many things, and I just realized I don’t have that tool. So much pain in feeling that I’m a horrible person. So much pain I’ve given judging others instead of letting it go. I’m sorry for both.

    • @life.church
      @life.church  3 роки тому +1

      Don't focus on the past, you have been fulfilled with this knowledge, you can be this good person, only focus on Jesus! You are valued.
      Tim - LC Social Media Team

  • @MissMoni83
    @MissMoni83 2 роки тому +2

    I believed that my illness was punishment for my sins, so I just kept sinning.
    God still had a plan and this beautiful message made a difference for me today. I praise Jesus for that!! Thanks for all the good work and dedication to those making Life.Church possible. Thank you God.. I'm so happy I am your child..

  • @wallace_nelson
    @wallace_nelson 5 років тому +18

    I have to remember to bring a tissue to wipe my eyes. I've lived and responded out of shame felt that I didn't deserve to be forgiven b/c of what I have done in my past. The comparison between Judas & Peter was eye-opening and caused me to look at my self. I've had several Judas moments in my life feeling unworthy of the blessing and forgiveness that Christ died for me to have. Not anymore I chose to Let It Go! This one was for me! Thank You, Pastor Craig, for the ammunition to fight from a Christ-centered perspective. " The Devil brings up our past because he's intimidated by Our Future." That's is a great mindset to have and focal point for the future.

    • @life.church
      @life.church  5 років тому +1

      Thank you Wallace for sharing your story with us. Forgiveness is such a powerful gift. It gives us such a sense of freedom from the intimidation that Satan uses to distract us. May God Bless You Wallace!

  • @poppy03-m4v
    @poppy03-m4v 4 місяці тому +1

    this is so reassuring , thank you Jesus ❤️

  • @2024Miracle
    @2024Miracle 2 роки тому +3

    To everyone who has been moved by this message, I want you to know that I love you. We are hurting for now but once this burden of guilt is lifted, we will live in peace, love & empathy. Continue moving forward. Sooner rather than later, we will be hosts to God, not hostages to our egos. God bless you!

  • @Emerald.920
    @Emerald.920 3 місяці тому

    This is exactly what the Lord needed me to hear. He knew the matters of my heart. I thank you Jesus.
    I have been beating myself up, feeling bad and uncomfortable with myself, I am tired. I almost felt like I was reverting to a perpetual cycle of overthinking and stagnancy but I pray the Lord gives me the strength to fight the enemy. I don’t want to feel this way or dishonor the Lord. I have been getting closer to him and don’t want to hinder my walk with him

  • @brianf1710
    @brianf1710 4 роки тому +13

    P.S. This is the only time I'm totally fine with hearing, "Let It Go". The second you said that, I thought of "Frozen". From now on, I'll think of Jesus. I'd say that's much, much better!

  • @KPHVAC
    @KPHVAC 5 місяців тому

    Thank you for a great sermon!!

  • @theelindsaymarie
    @theelindsaymarie 3 роки тому +10

    Thank you so much for this message! Crying in my car at the park. Living in the shame of my past for so many years, decades even. Shame has brought me to the devils door more than once. I’ve really been torturing myself. For I am forgiven through the blood of Jesus Christ. Really saving me from myself watching this. I love you 💕

    • @life.church
      @life.church  3 роки тому

      So glad this message was so beneficial to you, Lindsay! We did a recent series and one of the messages was called "Healing From Shame", here is the video if you are interested: ua-cam.com/video/2nC8rE1il2Y/v-deo.html

  • @LenaWall-j9h
    @LenaWall-j9h 5 місяців тому

    Very encouraging, such a powerful message, thanks for sharing on line.
    Watching from Canada.
    May God bless you and your family!!

  • @BrookeTheOutcast
    @BrookeTheOutcast 5 років тому +29

    I had a baby with a toxic person whom was a alcoholic, drug attic, selfish, and I’ve had a very hard time forgiving myself and not leaving sooner, and now my daughter had him as a dad but of course isn’t around and it’s been hard to forgive myself. So thank you for this message

    • @life.church
      @life.church  5 років тому +10

      Thank you for sharing this Brooke Nicole. Dear Lord, we pray today with Brooke Nicole. We pray that you will continue to lead her as she deals with a very difficult past. Help her to find peace and healing from this situation and help her to be a good parent to her daughter. We know that you can provide this healing . We pray this in Jesus name. Amen!

    • @REDSHADOWS18
      @REDSHADOWS18 5 років тому +5

      You are forgiven and loved! Stay strong. Align your thoughts about yourself to God’s thoughts of you! It’s freeing. :)

    • @clemenciajaune981
      @clemenciajaune981 4 роки тому +2

      You are loved I hope you can always remember that!!!!!!!!!!

  • @martunia3035
    @martunia3035 2 місяці тому

    thank you Jesus for this message

  • @danielthng815
    @danielthng815 3 роки тому +12

    Thank you for saving my life... I didn't know how to deal with the guilt and was ready to end my life. Thank you.

    • @life.church
      @life.church  3 роки тому +2

      I'm so thankful God met you here on UA-cam, Daniel. You are an important part of our church family. I would love to share this Bible plan that I think would help you called Finding Your Worth found here 👉go2.lc/findyourworth. If there's anything else we could recommend or if you'd like to get connected to biblical community, let us know!
      --Kendra
      Team LC

    • @rachelgarcia7587
      @rachelgarcia7587 3 роки тому +2

      I feel shame of my self I let my kids down

    • @margrose5
      @margrose5 3 роки тому

      That’s where I am now.

  • @orchidpurple21
    @orchidpurple21 5 місяців тому

    Thank God for this sermon. it helped me so much

  • @tanessat1400
    @tanessat1400 3 роки тому +9

    Words cannot express the power of this message and the anointing on God's servant as he delivered it. God bless you and may you continue to be strong in proclaiming God's word, Amen

  • @laetitiamutombo4365
    @laetitiamutombo4365 Місяць тому

    Thank you Pastor.

  • @sunnybright8206
    @sunnybright8206 4 роки тому +8

    I cried the entire way through but the tears were cleansing my unforgiving of myself soul. I feel so much better.

    • @life.church
      @life.church  4 роки тому +1

      Praise the Lord for touching your heart!!

  • @MattyAkk
    @MattyAkk Рік тому +1

    I have done extremely shameful things in my past. I do believe that God forgives me and is helping grow as a person. my relationship with Christ is all I have. But what do you do when society hates you wants you dead and has shunned you everywhere you go?

    • @life.church
      @life.church  Рік тому

      I'm sorry Matty to hear about this. I can only imagine the ways you've relied on God for comfort, peace and His love. Are you by chance connected to some biblical community?
      Jas

  • @byhisstrengthh
    @byhisstrengthh 2 роки тому +3

    Holy crap is this message for me. Literally described my entire life in 36 minutes. Praise to the Lord Almighty ✝️

  • @queenofdarkdawn14
    @queenofdarkdawn14 2 роки тому +1

    God is a merciful and forgiving God. 🙏 🙌

  • @Ezkvlra
    @Ezkvlra 3 роки тому +5

    I am dealing with guilt of the things I have done and the things I don't even know if I did. Thank you God for giving me my life I repent for my sins in Jesus name I pray.

    • @life.church
      @life.church  3 роки тому

      @Ezkvlra - We’re praying for you as you navigate these feelings of guilt, and we want you to know that you can find freedom. If you’re looking for encouragement to help you find forgiveness, you can find it here: finds.life.church/?s=shame&is_v=1
      Christina - Team LC

  • @bryanrivera2432
    @bryanrivera2432 2 роки тому +1

    God is good

  • @thengakapeta1258
    @thengakapeta1258 3 роки тому +8

    I needed to hear this message, thank you Lord for giving me victory over the enemy

  • @nokuthulamncwabe9093
    @nokuthulamncwabe9093 4 роки тому +9

    God i need you by my side i need you lord😭🙏

  • @jarod9135
    @jarod9135 2 роки тому +2

    Two years after this is posted I'm in my room crying. I feel like a Wright has been lifted off my shoulders. I decided to re-dedicate my life to Christ after letting sin keep me away. Letting shame push me away. No more.

    • @life.church
      @life.church  2 роки тому +1

      Amen, thank you Jesus, there is no condemnation for those that are in Christ Jesus! The Lord loves you, nothing has changed! Through fasting and prayer we can defeat sin. God Bless you!
      Romans 8:38-39 For I am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.
      Myriam - LC Social Media Team

  • @melnelly5918
    @melnelly5918 5 років тому +16

    I needed this message. Letting go has been the biggest challenge for me all year. Forgiving myself, near impossible. God has a way out and answer for everything. Thanks

  • @StephanieKarson-nz7cg
    @StephanieKarson-nz7cg 6 місяців тому

    I thank God that i came across this message,i am really encouraged..God bless you greatly.

  • @kayliposvic6850
    @kayliposvic6850 2 роки тому +4

    I feel guilty for so many things. I'll get fixated on one mistake, get over it, and then fixate on another..years and years of just stupid decisions.

    • @life.church
      @life.church  2 роки тому

      Hi Kayli!
      You have a loving Father in Heaven who loves you and does not condemn you. He forgives you when you ask, but you also need to forgive yourself. It was a mistake. 🙂When we walk through forgiveness it can sound as simple as this, " Lord forgive me for xxxxxxx, in Jesus name. Lord I forgive myself for xxxxxxxx it was a mistake, thank you Lord for your forgiveness in Jesus name!"
      For if you forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you do not forgive men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses. Matthew 6:14-15
      If it is someone you need to forgive, understand when we follow the Biblical Principle of blessing others that harmed us
      Matthew 5:44
      But I say to you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who spitefully use you and persecute you,
      A simple prayer blessing those that hurt/wronged you, allows the Lord to move in and heal your heart!
      I forgive xxxxxx for hurting me (or enter what they did) I forgive them Lord and I ask that you bless them in Jesus name!
      That allows the Lord to move on your behalf and release you of guilt and heals you, because you followed what His word says. I hope that helps!
      God Bless you!
      Myriam - LC Social Media Team

  • @iCa11
    @iCa11 2 роки тому

    If Jesus died for our sins we must be always worthy.

  • @St3ph4nyC
    @St3ph4nyC 3 роки тому +6

    THANK YOU THANK YOU ❤️❤️❤️ I am a new Christian and I am here to say, to love God, to love my family, to love myself.

    • @life.church
      @life.church  3 роки тому

      @Stephany - Love to see your post!! Continuing to pray for you as you seek the Lord deeper! I think you will enjoy these Message Series! The first one is called Growing in Your Faith. You can find it here 👉go2.lc/growfaithplan and the second one is called Building Your Faith and you can find it here 👉go2.lc/buildfaithplan. Please let us know if there is anything else we could recommend, or if you’d like to get connected to biblical community! Christina - Social Media Engagement Team
      Jeremiah 29:13 (ESV) “You will seek me and find me, when you seek me with all your heart.”

  • @KarinaGarcia-ys1gs
    @KarinaGarcia-ys1gs Рік тому +1

    Forgiving myself has been really hard for me but it's getting better thanks to God. I've been working on forgiving myself for years but it's hard .

  • @brianf1710
    @brianf1710 4 роки тому +16

    This message spoke to me so strongly. Thank you Pastor Craig, and most of all, thank you Jesus for forgiving me, and helping me to forgive myself for my sins!

    • @life.church
      @life.church  4 роки тому +2

      Amen, Brian! We love that you're enjoying these messages!

  • @elohorogowewo3519
    @elohorogowewo3519 2 роки тому +2

    I was struggling with guilty I feel so good I am forgave already to the His will not my will. With the help Holy Spirit

  • @alyssajunebrannan9365
    @alyssajunebrannan9365 3 роки тому +4

    God I receive your Grace your gift 💝 given so freely I let go of the shame of my past mistakes I have made I am free and I step out of the prison walls and come into your brilliant light of love, acceptance and forgiveness Amen

  • @garyjohnson2102
    @garyjohnson2102 11 місяців тому

    Thank You Jesus 😅for the freedom that is in Jesus!

  • @letsgoyankees6677
    @letsgoyankees6677 3 роки тому +5

    Never comment on anything but thank you!!!!! Absolutely life changing !

    • @life.church
      @life.church  3 роки тому

      Praise God!!
      Thank you @letsgoyankees6677, for taking the time to comment!!
      Hope to see you again soon!
      “Whoever finds God, finds life!”
      kb lcyt Social Media Team

  • @ashleywatkins7924
    @ashleywatkins7924 11 місяців тому

    God bless this sermon, I pray in the name of the Lord and Savior Christ Jesus name let it be spread among the people of the earth to reach us all this message of shame as an attack that takes under his children, let anyone snagged by the even the smallest of thoughts of any shames that we are not to shame people by the way but let us realize that we must take those thoughts captive, remove the shame, and hold it under the authority of Christ Jesus

  • @inthegoodandthebad2430
    @inthegoodandthebad2430 4 роки тому +49

    I’m struggling with myself. I’ve been in that place of guilt and and yearning for true change/expressing God’s love more times than I can count. I NEVER follow through with my actions. In the process, I’ve hurt/emotionally abused people because of my lies/manipulation. Why am I the way that I am ? I’ve lost all integrity in my words/actions.

    • @JorgeMartinez-fo5mv
      @JorgeMartinez-fo5mv 4 роки тому +4

      Don’t give up hope! It’s going to be all right.

    • @patriciaking7892
      @patriciaking7892 3 роки тому +1

      Chocolate Milkjake, you're not alone😢. We have to be on the watch daily and pray. We will get through this. Stay blessed and safe 💞.

    • @hashh2019
      @hashh2019 3 роки тому +5

      Ask God for help and a genuine change in your actions and inspiration for it and then do it knowing He will help. Do it- practice it and celebrate little wins and dont go to shame when you fail. Little by little it will happen and go to counseling also (roots of trauma and early abuse could lead to this).

    • @franduras09
      @franduras09 3 роки тому +1

      I hope that you're doing better today but if you aren't I pray God gives you peace. Just know today always brings new opportunity to change and tomorrow will bring another one! Just know that change is hard, especially because taking action is harder. But I truly believe that with God's help anything is possible. I believe in you and more importantly, God believed in you even more!

    • @dastuff2116
      @dastuff2116 3 роки тому +1

      Hey I want to know if it got better for you in the future because I'm going through the same stuff and I want know when it will end

  • @tamikagiles3308
    @tamikagiles3308 17 днів тому

    Thank u so much for thr message

  • @George_Tropicana
    @George_Tropicana 4 роки тому +54

    I know that God forgives me but i can’t forgive myself for hurting those who I’ve hurt. I feel guilty for what I put them through. I feel sad that they experienced that. I wish I could change the past. I think about it almost nightly. I don’t believe that I can ever make it right.

    • @life.church
      @life.church  4 роки тому +10

      @Rach Praying for you, getting to a point where you can fully forgive yourself will give you so much freedom. We can't go back and change our past, but forgiveness definitely frees us for a better future.
      Lisa - Social Media Team
      Join me at Church here: live.life.church

    • @epiktherdd2158
      @epiktherdd2158 3 роки тому +2

      I feel the same way

    • @JasonManners
      @JasonManners 3 роки тому +9

      God is the ultimate judge, trust that he has fully forgiven you.

  • @MikosMiko
    @MikosMiko 2 роки тому +1

    I was in the company of a bad friend who put temptation in front of me and caused me to do something terrible. I don’t completely blame him: it was also sin living in me that led to my action, I could have said no. I have been living with guilt and shame from that event and in fear that something bad will happen to me or my loved ones. I confessed my sin, but was still unable to face my loved ones and it has been sitting heavily on me. I had a clean record until that mistake and the shame and guilt I felt initially of letting down my loved ones and my sin also almost made me end my life. I am in a much better place now, praise God but the shame occasionally comes, which is what led me to this video. This sermon really helped me. Please keep me in prayer.

    • @life.church
      @life.church  2 роки тому

      Thanks so much for reaching out. UA-cam isn’t the easiest place to have a conversation, so head to Life.Church Online at live.life.church. During services, we have live Host Team Leaders who can answer questions, pray for you, and chat one-on-one.
      - Team LC Ronnie

  • @davidpeterson9287
    @davidpeterson9287 3 роки тому +5

    You helped free me from bondage of the past. I love the perspective you gave in your sermon. I was carrying guilt that wasn’t mine to carry. I am new in Jesus Christ and I feel the peace from within. I am now subscribed to your channel and I will be watching you as often as possible. You helped me forgive myself for things that haunted me the minute I left church today the devil was hard at work in my mind. When I put it into the perspective you gave that the devil is trying to get me to feel certain ways, it really helped me heal in a big way. Now that I am aware what is happening with the thought from the devil the shame and guilt have almost went away completely. There is power in the name of Jesus and today I felt that power through you sermon. Thanks for being you and God Bless!

    • @life.church
      @life.church  3 роки тому

      ❤️🙌🏼🔥👍🏾 Thanks so much for taking some time to share how God is working in your life, David! That's so encouraging! If you haven't yet, I would love to encourage you to download the free Bible app for daily encouragement through God's Word and Bible Plans! Just go to www.go2.lc/cobibleapp and download it today!
      Kendra
      - Team LC

  • @MoseIsaako-gr4yy
    @MoseIsaako-gr4yy 11 місяців тому

    Very powerful there was tears rolling down as I felt the Holy Spirit filled my bedroom and my heart was longing for God. Oh Jesus Christ thank you I love you ❤️❤️

  • @bolaakinyemi1446
    @bolaakinyemi1446 3 роки тому +4

    Such an amazing message. Not one who usually comments or cries but this preaching has wrecked me. I’ve been haunted by my mistake for over 7 months & just tried to ignore it because it seems so basic in everyone else’s eyes. But the shame has been weighing me down so much. So grateful 🥺🙌🏾

    • @life.church
      @life.church  3 роки тому

      We’re praying for you as you navigate these feelings of shame, and we want you to know that you can find freedom. If you’re looking for encouragement to help you find forgiveness, you can find it here: finds.life.church/?s=shame&is_v=1
      Tim - Team LC

  • @Christlydezzy
    @Christlydezzy Рік тому

    I needed this after doing something i wasnt supposed to do and i felt the guilt and shame i had and i felt like that God didnt need me as a daughter and that my life should have just ended there

    • @life.church
      @life.church  Рік тому

      We’re praying for you as you navigate these feelings of shame, and we want you to know that you can find freedom. If you’re looking for encouragement to help you find forgiveness, you can find it here: finds.life.church/?s=shame&is_v=1
      -Kat

  • @gnrclark9803
    @gnrclark9803 4 роки тому +9

    Thank you Pastor Craig. This message spoke to me deeply. Have been going through a lot in the past few weeks and haven’t been able to forgive myself. Gods grace is sufficient for me. Amen. This message spoke to me deeply, and I know my Jesus has something great in store.

  • @wossenyilma4078
    @wossenyilma4078 4 місяці тому +1

    What an amazing class
    Am from Ethiopia and orthodox Christian but am in to it❤❤❤❤

  • @victoriad167
    @victoriad167 2 роки тому +5

    This has been one of few sermons by this channel to make me sob, to make me realize the deepness of my own hatred and guiltless for my past and current sins. Thank you pastor, you've truly touched me in this one tonight 🤧🙏🏼

  • @BeOutstanding
    @BeOutstanding 2 роки тому

    false guilt
    uturn
    beware of shame
    focus on God
    Godly sorrow
    renew ur mind
    God grace n str
    God is with you

  • @itz_iisha3882
    @itz_iisha3882 3 роки тому +4

    Forgiving myself is the biggest obstacle yet!! Thank u for this message!!

  • @gibingeorge4020
    @gibingeorge4020 3 роки тому +1

    I lift my hands. I wanna live and die believing God than believing Satan's deceiving words. This message has lifted my spirit. Thank you Lord for your everlasting grace. Help my unbelief to turn to belief and to never doubt your ways. Amen 🙏

  • @contagious_noob3651
    @contagious_noob3651 2 роки тому +4

    I've been struggling with forgiving myself for multiple things in my life very recently this really spoke to me thank you

  • @ecdevera2455
    @ecdevera2455 3 роки тому +1

    Years and years of straying far away from God - simply because I thought my sins, countless and heartless and oftentimes done out of malice would neither meet nor merit God's grace and forgiveness, let alone mine. I have long wallowed in this bottomless despair. I couldn't let go of shame, self-flagellation, and hopelessness. I just thank God for guiding me to this wonderful message. Thank you, thank you, thank you Lord for using the Reverend's timely and much-needed message of hope to lift this overwhelming weight off my despairing soul.

    • @life.church
      @life.church  3 роки тому

      We’re praying for you as you navigate these feelings of shame, and we want you to know that you can find freedom. If you’re looking for encouragement to help you find forgiveness, you can find it here: finds.life.church/?s=shame&is_v=1
      - Meli, Team LC

  • @natashabeharry4124
    @natashabeharry4124 3 роки тому +4

    Best sermon I've heard in a long time. Thank you jesus for your grace and a new life.

    • @life.church
      @life.church  3 роки тому

      🙌 SO glad you joined us, Natasha!

  • @ashleywatkins7924
    @ashleywatkins7924 11 місяців тому

    amen, shame takes me down so much time and time again as it excuses me or pardons me from the mindset of being in Gods will

  • @aaronace2006
    @aaronace2006 4 роки тому +12

    God lead me to this message, thank you and god bless all!

    • @life.church
      @life.church  4 роки тому +2

      Wow! Praise be to God! We're so glad you're here!

  • @richardjames6613
    @richardjames6613 10 місяців тому

    Thank you Lord for making me understand my guilt and shame.
    Lord please help me to forgive myself, as You have forgiven me.
    Lord bless this pastor,
    Lord bless the hearers.
    We don't have any hope of backing up again, but You alone have the power to help us, and You always do.
    Thank you Lord Jesus Christ.
    We love You

  • @pansymurray9733
    @pansymurray9733 5 років тому +15

    A life changing message. Bless you Pastor and your church. To God be all the glory.

    • @life.church
      @life.church  4 роки тому +1

      We're so glad this meant so much to you! Amen - to God be the glory!