So excited to hear about someone's access to the void. The void is intense and eternal, I came back super grateful for my body, mind and deeper appreciation for the human experience. I feel it increased my ability to hold patience in a significant way for 3d experience and made me feel ambitious not to waist my waking state.
Thankyou for sharing this beautiful energy with us all! I was with the medicine last wk end, and the mantis beings. Their message to me was to trust that everything is exactly as it should be right now..without struggle, people do not seek! I know that I will be cared for by Pachamama. I had also been doing ALOT of shadow work leading into ceremony, her message was that "I will always dance with you in the garden" I cried so many tears of gratitude as my shadow work always builds to a point where I have to dance barefoot in the garden to release the energies that were overwhelming me. I feel guided to go back into the community to share my processes with those who are drawn to the energy that will flow through me. I have been in hermit mode for quite a few years now, doing deep healing work on myself. These concious conversations are so needed right now! Thankyou both for bringing this to us all! Aho!
On March 17 2021 I had my experience with DMT and I still can't find the language to describe what I saw/felt. I can't believe it exists but I deeply appreciate and respect the power of the universe...
What a fun conversation. I am legally blind. I have about 10 percent of central sight and at night, I am totally blind without a decent light source. When Blu mentioned micro ceremonies, that made me smile because what you and anyone experiences with darkness is what I experience most / all days. Tomorrow, I am participating in my first ever aya ceremony. This conversation is providing wonderful insights and I really appreciate that you both took the time to share.
I visited the void during a heroin overdose several years ago and it was the turning point of my life. It catalyzed my paradigms to shift and I have been on a path of Self discovery and learning my purpose of being a wayshower to the people who are willing to watch and follow alongside. I recognize that it is not my purpose to heal others but I can help them initiate their own healing. I am leaning into trusting the Truth that lives within and it feels AWESOME!!!
I love hearing these talks. As a self realized person it is comforting and affirming to have a community like this. However sometimes this seems to be the only tangible way of connecting to a community and I would really like to immerse myself more. Is there a way to connect to all of you wonderful people that will not cost loads of money to do? Events, seminars, anything. If anyone one has information I would be grateful. Be blessed!!
@@MFJoneser I think it is innocent to ask. Homie here sounds like they're looking for connection, and such statements are bound to raise an eyebrow so it's good to ask, either reveals ego or deepens understanding, or both. Either way it opens the space for more connection if the intention is from a good place.
Wow! This certainly hit home. I lost a huge chunk of my eyesight through domestic violence and I’m literally in the dark 24/7. The journey into blindness is a massive stretch on all levels but it has taught me things that I could never imagine! Big love to you both for having the courage to take the dive 🙏🤍✨
@@JonathanFetzerMagic I would definitely think so, if we lose all physical senses when breaking through on dmt and dreaming what's the use of a physical eyeball
Aubrey, must respect for the journey you went on that challenged your cosmology. It made me release my bowels with fear and unsettling. When the story was over, I had a newfound respect and appreciation for our existence.
Thank you so much for your openness. 🙏 I don't feel that much allone on this path anymore, since "knowing" both of you. At least there are two beeings who could understand and relate to my experiences. And vice versa. 💞
I just experienced my first Ayahuasca experience and this podcast spoke sooo much to my experience. Just want to say thank you Aubrey, Thank you Blu, for being pioneers for us on this path. You are truly inspirational. Much love to you both, to your tribe, to the one connection that we are all a part of!! AHO❤🙏
Amazing how you all are able to express yourselves about how you experienced this. I have since a decade now experienced Ayahuasca on a regular basis and every time it is a different adventure but I can relate to everything you are mentioning. Great podcasts by the way (both of you) xxxx
Bro I get this I am new to this waking up and being mindful my world is changed for ever not tripping just was a bad drug addict but had a moment in silence that told me to breath so I found meditation empty out n then my Christ light lit n I went to church n then read the bile myself n got somthing els so I dug n found this level of insight so thank you for bringing this side of the reality that we live in during this carnation to light bro and being connected I resonate a lot with your pod cast
I think when you turn your entire life into a spiritual retreat and start to see that the most mundane everyday events have the same intensity as the visions these initiations & rituals provoke, then you're on the spiritual path. Go beyond renunciation, ritual and substances and learn to keep your heart open every second of your life. Using all this stuff helps to crack open the door but the real work begins when you put it away and turn completely inward to the Self.
Truly blessed people have it a lot easier when it comes to being of service. People who were given a path of great chronic suffering and very little love have minimal space to be of such service, because they live in a chronic space of survival. Sometimes it’s hard hearing these very spiritual people speaking like everyone can do these kinds of things. It’s easy to say this when you have communities of people who love you and you feel like you belong. That said I adore blu and all these amazingly enlightened people. This is just something I noticed come up for me. My dark room retreat begins on Xmas eve and I’m over the top excited to dive deeper than I’ve ever dived✨
Physiology of the Spiritual (Quick Guide) -The pleasurable “chills” or “goosebumps” (aka frisson) experienced when listening to music, watching movies, viewing art, dancing etc. is a sensation that is sustainable for long periods and increases in intensity with dedication. It is the sensation needed to enter altered states of consciousness known as the Jhanas as well as to self-induce out of body experiences from a meditative state (visualization techniques are also required for OBEs). -During meditation, the peak intensity of the sensation is often called the "rapture." It can become so intense it is uncomfortable. Reaching this peak requires profoundly lowering our heart rate and sustaining it. This eliminates the bifurcation echo down aorta that comes with each heart beat "so that the sound of the heart beat can move synchronously up and down the circulatory system in harmonious resonance approximately 7 times a second." - See article below. -If you pursue this sensation within yourself by attempting to feel it as much as possible (all day, every day if you are able), it builds in strength significantly over time to the point where it becomes a full body sensation with the pinnacle being at the crown of the skull. You must become your own experiment as each individual’s set of beliefs and emotional reactions are unique. -One fundamental key to the sensation is to achieve states of genuine, positive emotions such as love, gratitude, inspiration, courage, joy, unity etc. Therefore, anything that enables you to feel these emotions will work. Conversely, anything that prevents these, will prevent your sensation. Control of thought is the key. -It is important to take a non-judgmental perspective of all things, including yourself, in order to cultivate acceptance and love within yourself. Try to be honest with yourself at all times. Trust your feelings and intuitions. -Be patient and be understanding of yourself if you think you are struggling. This is a progression and it will take some time to strengthen, especially while first beginning to induce in meditation, as your brain reforms its pathways via neuroplasticity (weeks to many months depending on effort). Love yourself unconditionally for the greatest success. -Your sensation will inevitably grow in strength with persistence and you will begin to feel it more easily to a broader range of stimuli. You will eventually realize it is not the stimuli at all, but only your emotional state and control of your mind/thoughts that matter. -It is this same sensation that monks attempt to achieve during meditation and chanting. The chants or mantras are to create vibrations in the chest which can help stimulate the sensation as well as to keep one’s focus single pointed. -It is the same sensation that “spirit runners” or indigenous long-distance runners attempt to achieve. Also called “runner’s high” in the west. -The current scientific term for the sensation is “Frisson” and it remains relatively unexplained in the public sector being reduced simply to a release of endorphins. -Other names include: Chakra Energy, Kundalini, Prana, Mana, Qi, Chi, Holy Spirit, life force, vibration among others depending on your cultural lens. -In the CIA analysis of the Gateway Process for consciousness it is described as “a self-stimulation of the pleasure centers in the brain caused by the circulation of a ‘current’ along the sensory cortex.” www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP96-00788R001700210016-5.pdf -Remember this sensation is sustainable and will increase in intensity. Much love.
Wowwwww ok ok this affirms something I've been feeling recently- I can attest to the "chills" feeling. A dedicated meditation, chanting, and prayer practice for ~6 months, along with a lifestyle that feels in complete alignment, love and gratitude and peace are more prevalent in my emotional state than ever before. It's becoming easier to drop into a deeper state, and then hello frisson.... I also recently entered a sweat lodge and upon coming out, felt a rush of tingling up my back. It may have been a breeze hitting my sweaty back, but the lodge was a rebirthing experience and extremely challenging in the best way. The chills felt more like a message of acknowledgement from my higher self. Like another spinal rise on the Kundalini journey. Very cool to learn more about the significance of the chills. Thank you for sharing.
OMG I am so very greatful to have found your channel! This particular video is such a blessing to me! Wow!! I wish I could share with you completely, just how much I needed to hear these things that y'all are talking about. Especially about fearing the darkness, and how we are programmed to fear it, which enables us to access that truest part of our soul, so that we can embrace it and fully heal what is broken!!! I have an opiate addiction, and have been in a Methadone Treatment Program for 20yrs. And haven't been able to get off this medication because of the TERRIFYING FEAR OF WITHDRAWAL!!! I've tried a few times over the years, but have not succeeded. I'm at the highest level, so I get take-homes, and I'm at a low dose of the medication. So all I have to do, is wean myself off, but that fear overpowers me, and keeps me chained to this medication. But hearing you both share what you went through, gives me hope that hopefully at some point, I will be able to go within, and find the strength that's already there, Ive just got to tap into it, to free myself once and for all!!!! Thank you sooooooooooooooooooo very much for sharing your experiences. Send you both, Love and Healing Light ❤️❤️❤️❤️😊😊😊😊
Yesss! 😮 at 1:58 when Aubrey sees the Creature eating the light, Filling our minds. This is what we do, ive seem this in a different way myself how we take in the light, which is a deliverer of information and we regurgitate it into physical reality in a process of creation in which we are the creators! All based on our beliefs, ideologies, judgements etc! What we put out there In the form of vibration is our contribution to the collective conscious! 🙏🏼
Dear Blu- Your prayer was felt right in the core of my little heart and its sending you a huge wave of love. My Brother- Aubrey continue being you, continue showing up in your all fullness. It is working magic on some of us. Love you my brother.
Thank you both of you for sharing these sacred truthful things. So much of what you have shared lines up with what is being opened unto me. Love. And So It Is!
Thank you, Thank you!!! for bringing forth these immense jewels and gems of your travels. A ballet of poetic dialogue! ‘The Love Story of the Cosmos.’ You both served a feast of soothing self love and mutual reverence for us… rooting magic in practical and concrete ways…! ‘The champagne tree,’ and dispelling the need or virtue of the wounded healer archetype. Ty! And you brought forth the Divine Child- where the intense becomes the silly, playful, like, “O yeah,…”
"Being a victim of the future" is the best description I have ever heard for exessive (or maybe even regular?) worrying. Another way we cause ourselves suffering in an attempt to prevent suffering 😅 I remember the day I began periodically worrying about future events. I was about 9 and having the best time on Xmas holidays. Then it dawned on me that in a week or so I would have to go back to football training (a great thing for a kid to do but I wasn't very good and felt constantly out of my depth lol). I felt a deep pang of dread that seemed to set some horrible machine inside me whirring. Flash forward to 32 and I am finally learning how to turn that machine off! But it made so many days uneccessarily hellish.
I think I can relate to that void state she describes. On occasion in the stillness of my awareness before going to sleep I sometimes have the most peaceful feeling of just nothing. Like my beingness is just floating in the vast emptiness of the cosmos. It’s hard to describe but being in a salt water isolation tank comes close. It’s almost like what I imagine being in the womb must feel like.
Aubrey always incredible - Blu so nice to see you share this experience - the black-velvet unmanifest void ... luxurious to hear your observations and perspective I wonder, as we stretch continously and expand 'out' to be enough in our daily life - the malais of striving and grasping - that we don't spend enough time in the void. Night to Day to Night - we have an inner cycle of our light moving out and returning. And if we do not allow 'ourself' to enfold into the void inside, surely we can not allow a full and expansive unfold Perhaps that is why the unfold for Blu was so deeply pleasurable and stimulating. When we recognise that 'we are light' we can better flow with this natural cycle and movement. And so enjoy the pleasure of the expansion, or communion with the void inside.
"one of these ceremonial initiations was life changing. Together they are world changing." Is probably one the most potent introduction lines I ever red 🙌❤️✨
We have al this Power i n us the light we are the Universum we are one , the thrue natur in us , the heard is the most important, so love will spread al over
I'm SO glad you asked about the experience with other beings/spirits, because I also haven't had that experience in a concrete way that I can feel confident to explain to skeptics. I've channeled for clients in my business & they've confirmed the messages, while to me, the messages may not make sense because they're personal to them. I've dreamed of loved ones dying a week before they do. My mom & sisters have seen spirits in broad daylight. I've always felt watched & protected by angels. Tarot actually brought me closer to God. &everything Matias has shared makes SO much sense. These are all the reasons I believe, but I've currently become a little obsessed with seeking nonmystical explainable answers that aren't backed up by things that affect the brain(like drugs or solitude). Idk if that makes sense🤔 Because humans are gifted at creating meanings & patterns P.s. my intention is not to make anyone believe what I believe. I feel a need to prove to myself why I believe without thinking I'm crazy, I guess
As someone who was born with poor eyesight I totally understand your experiences in the darkness. In the dark your fingers become your eyes just as you learn to see with your eyes it takes time to set
I think Blu gets it - that you need to integrate that knowledge into a practice, a devotion .. having a daily practice that you follow to integrate your downloads, a feel that Audrey is not there yet because of his rebelliousness to break practice - it is the daily practice you need to fully embody the knowledge and I think Audrey would go further in his spiritual journey , instead of intellectualizing it. I really wanted to hear more of Blu, but Audrey took over this conversation .
@@kellyszymanowski5715 That comment was triggered by stuff he said here. He explicitly said that he was a pattern-breaker in nature, always wanting to flow like water. So he wants to find a synergy there, between flow and structure, not wanting to compromise flow.
I loved this podcast soo much!!❤️🙏👌 Blu is phenomenal to listen to and be inspired by, you BOTH are!! 🤗 I'm still feeling the "pull" to expand my consciousness with Ayahuasca and for the healing you both spoke of....not sure yet if I'll 'go there' lol. But I have to say that I giggled everytime Blu said the word discombobulated!!😉 I just adore her accent! 🎶 So enjoying your content Aubrey!! 🙏❤️😊
I have forgotten that ive watched this podcast and have rewatched it roughly 3 times....I guess there's more for me to get out of it each time. Very humbled and feeling the love and singularity through this sharing portal of yummy real goodness.
That was 3 hours of the best sharing I feel I've ever witnessed. Feel blessed to have you both here. Beautiful, courageous, wonderful and more. Much appreciation and admiration. 💚🙏
Wow. Amazing all around. I’m listening to the part where Aubrey explains that he had to consciously choose a certain god. I wonder what would’ve happened if he chose the hive mind consciousness. I’d like to hear more about the dark side of aya because I had a trip to hell and it felt quite demonic. I still don’t know how to wrap my head around that experience. Alsooo would LOVE to see an Aubrey / Graham Hancock convo!!
Thank you for the morning star info!, at the dawn Of my first time receiving the medicine saw the upward pointing sharp red Arrow head which then continued to expand in its divine feminine balanced Right side Love! Then the Sun as it’s shaft of Light Balanced out the Left side shown past me like the hugest old fashioned flash beam. I sit with this memory often.
What she did in the bathtub, was exactly what happened to me when I decided it was no longer wise to do serious Wim Hof breathwork in the shower lol because I woke up on the tile floor outside my shower, with a cracked tooth and a deep cut on my arm and leg from falling through the glass shower door after a cold shower 😂🤦🏼♂️ was definitely a nice “hard” reset though, I did feel great afterwards 🤷🏼♂️
that future fear sh*t is so sinister. Only project what you actually want into the future. Deep self trust is required - I can be the architect of my life. I'll never stop moving towards what I truly desire no matter what gets in the way. persistent positive planning
I respect both of these individuals. I listened to most of the podcast so far. I live this everyday all day and do not receive positive recognition for my unique and different way of perceiving life and people. Quite the opposite actually ... weird looks and told I'm hilarious. Despite the connectedness I feel and experience with all within the universe and our own planet. I do not study or mentor under any guru or take classes and workshops to get "certified" in a modality such as shamanism, reiki, etc. I truly believe nobody can tell you if you're doing it right or wrong as it all lies within the power of the mind and energetic intentions. We are the magic... not some candle or ingredient or crystal. And true service. This is where I get really confused. True service doesn't cost anything to receive. Spirituality is free and if we are so gifted to be able to teach others so to raise the vibration of the collective then why then those economically challenged away from access to the same resources as someone financially tangibly abundant. I offer to serve others and never charge a dime. I do it because it does feel good to truly be there for another and expect nothing in return. Where there are expectations ... the the unconditional aspect of the teachings of spirituality cancel out. I realize we must make a living in this world. But, a reasonable request for donation and an outlandish price tag to offer a spiritual experience are a bit contractictory I feel. I want to be able to share my gifts and my knowledge with otbers who seek to find somewhere they really belong, a sense of community and acceptance not based on the amount of money they have or don't have access to. Thus why I couldn't take most of these certified courses to begin with. So my natural abilities are as validated without being credentialed.... is this really the new age spirituality paradigm?
Its about you valuing your service and your time. Money is just exchange of energy. If people don't have money, then there are other ways to exchange... when i was a massage therapist, I set the price at what i felt honored my work. I would do festivals and if i dropped my price, no one would come. Its about the energy and intention - which isn't about money but you need to be looked after and supported and the universe knows that... everything flows, life is awesome and abundant.
When I was Channelling Christ Consciousness last night I was told that God keeps expanding to higher levels and we can become higher level Dieties that think thoughts and create new things into reality. We become Gods family on high levels...infinitely. God wants us to experience and expand consciousness learn to add to the collective. Few reach the consciousness level because the ego wants to be right and connect to the physical space. As we become at higher levels we understand deeper levels. And God takes us in our right time to be a higher creator. He is patient and knows we will join him when we complete our tasks.
Your description of the ships is the seedling of many incredible paintings. It's inspired ideas for my visually artistic mind and I might incorporate it into a an animation :)
I'm also old. I have been looking and searching my whole adult life. Psychology, self help, esoteric, meditation etc. I didn't dive in as deep in all of the drug sphere, because of money and time. I guess it could be a nice place. For a while. Going to the jungle and all that. But not necessary. If you really listen, if you are really looking for the truth, if you want to find it, how and what the situation is you are in right now can teach you. But maybe this people, too, might find at some point the only one truth there is. There are a lot of things, that are in place exactly to distract us from it. ✝
@29:43 is so profound and powerful, because (at least according to the teachings of Seth) that “other reality” that Blu’s consciousness was privy to during her dreamstate was, indeed, real. Hence why the pain transcended space and time and was so culpable. Every version of reality is occuring simultaneously, and each is as real as the next (that 3D projection, or “reality,” being whatever it is that our minds are creating in this moment). If what we’re experiencing in whatever reality has a strong enough emotion associated with it, it leaves a larger impact in the field and we’re more likely to experience the bleedthroughs of those events in other realities as dreams. Super wild.
Blu... Did you talk on your podcast about having the same sort of dream or vision about going to the dentist and being taken advantage of there? It's wild how it appears again, if so. Can these be echoes? I have had similar experiences. They are hard to shake.
this is amazing.....i am becoming more and more intrigued......can you tell me how much $$$$ to set aside for airfare to Costa Rica & a week at a resort. These are much needed by people, but limited to those who cannot afford it.. thx
I just said how can you not love these two❤️ I must have missed the bit where I was desperately searching for psychedelics but you so kind for asking sounds like you need to keept them a for you and take them at once that's should do the trick 🥳😛😉🔥🔥🔥🔥
Not sure if you already know this but in the Kabbalah there are 10 Sefirot (types of dimensions) and the highest one is never really discussed. It’s name is “Keter” (Crown in English). The Kabbalists teach that just as the crown rests on top of the entire body but is not of the body so too the top dimension is of the beyond and on a totally different level.
This is perfect 🤩 timing. I’m about to sit with my dear friend Aya next weekend for my birthday. I know she will be kind to me as I am finally kind to myself. Thank you so much for the guidance and tools to bring with me so she doesn’t fucking kick my fucking ass like she did last time. Holy fuck. Big hugs spirit family.
You gotta be blind before you can see. Feel me? We in the darkness. Yeah, that’s where we be. That’s where we fight. That’s where we bleed. Lungs gotta collapse before you can breathe. We drown in this blood. But that’s what we need. Gotta be numb before you can feel. This emptiness, Is what fuckin’ kills. Gotta be deaf before you can hear. There’s nothing left, Except what we fear. Go through the pain. Then you can heal. Surrender to Spirit. That’s why we kneel. Let go of it all, Then you will be, One with yourself. The Soul set free.
Blu’s prayer at 3.03.45 “recognising the most important thing is that you slow down enough to listen to yourself and your own sovereignty...” aho ❤️🙏
My respect grew for the blind who have no choice with living and facing the Darkness
Your respect isn't the only thing that was growing!
So excited to hear about someone's access to the void. The void is intense and eternal, I came back super grateful for my body, mind and deeper appreciation for the human experience. I feel it increased my ability to hold patience in a significant way for 3d experience and made me feel ambitious not to waist my waking state.
BLU!!! A fantastical creature! So grateful for all your knowledge and HOW you speak it. What a special special woman!
Blu is one of the most underrated people on this planet. Incredible conversation
She’s amazing and admired by me as a strong women and serving others so they can heal,amazing!
Thankyou for sharing this beautiful energy with us all! I was with the medicine last wk end, and the mantis beings. Their message to me was to trust that everything is exactly as it should be right now..without struggle, people do not seek! I know that I will be cared for by Pachamama.
I had also been doing ALOT of shadow work leading into ceremony, her message was that "I will always dance with you in the garden"
I cried so many tears of gratitude as my shadow work always builds to a point where I have to dance barefoot in the garden to release the energies that were overwhelming me.
I feel guided to go back into the community to share my processes with those who are drawn to the energy that will flow through me. I have been in hermit mode for quite a few years now, doing deep healing work on myself.
These concious conversations are so needed right now! Thankyou both for bringing this to us all!
Aho!
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Does P man vs. T man mean anything to you?
@@jeffron7 no
On March 17 2021 I had my experience with DMT and I still can't find the language to describe what I saw/felt. I can't believe it exists but I deeply appreciate and respect the power of the universe...
How did you integrate after that process? It's intriguing to me and I want to experience it
What a fun conversation. I am legally blind. I have about 10 percent of central sight and at night, I am totally blind without a decent light source. When Blu mentioned micro ceremonies, that made me smile because what you and anyone experiences with darkness is what I experience most / all days. Tomorrow, I am participating in my first ever aya ceremony. This conversation is providing wonderful insights and I really appreciate that you both took the time to share.
I visited the void during a heroin overdose several years ago and it was the turning point of my life. It catalyzed my paradigms to shift and I have been on a path of Self discovery and learning my purpose of being a wayshower to the people who are willing to watch and follow alongside. I recognize that it is not my purpose to heal others but I can help them initiate their own healing. I am leaning into trusting the Truth that lives within and it feels AWESOME!!!
I love hearing these talks. As a self realized person it is comforting and affirming to have a community like this. However sometimes this seems to be the only tangible way of connecting to a community and I would really like to immerse myself more. Is there a way to connect to all of you wonderful people that will not cost loads of money to do? Events, seminars, anything. If anyone one has information I would be grateful. Be blessed!!
Calling yourself self-realized is interesting, but concerning. What do you mean?
@@MFJoneser was thinking of a nice way to ask the same question.
@@emanuelcaparelli maybe they were saying self realizing? I’m likely being judgy here so I thought i’d ask! Hugs
@@MFJoneser I think it is innocent to ask. Homie here sounds like they're looking for connection, and such statements are bound to raise an eyebrow so it's good to ask, either reveals ego or deepens understanding, or both. Either way it opens the space for more connection if the intention is from a good place.
@@MFJoneser why is it concerning ?
Wow! This certainly hit home. I lost a huge chunk of my eyesight through domestic violence and I’m literally in the dark 24/7. The journey into blindness is a massive stretch on all levels but it has taught me things that I could never imagine! Big love to you both for having the courage to take the dive 🙏🤍✨
Can you see on DMT or in dreams?
Sending you so much love❤️❤️❤️
@@JonathanFetzerMagic I would definitely think so, if we lose all physical senses when breaking through on dmt and dreaming what's the use of a physical eyeball
@@JonathanFetzerMagic I don’t do DMT but I see in dreams. It’s difficult to explain :)
Wow! I'm humbled and amazed by your journey! Ironically and respectfully, If only we should all be so lucky...
Aubrey, must respect for the journey you went on that challenged your cosmology. It made me release my bowels with fear and unsettling. When the story was over, I had a newfound respect and appreciation for our existence.
Thank you so much for your openness. 🙏
I don't feel that much allone on this path anymore, since "knowing" both of you.
At least there are two beeings who could understand and relate to my experiences. And vice versa. 💞
I just experienced my first Ayahuasca experience and this podcast spoke sooo much to my experience. Just want to say thank you Aubrey, Thank you Blu, for being pioneers for us on this path. You are truly inspirational. Much love to you both, to your tribe, to the one connection that we are all a part of!! AHO❤🙏
Sacred sweet Jesus of all the multitudes, thank you for this gem!!
Amazing how you all are able to express yourselves about how you experienced this. I have since a decade now experienced Ayahuasca on a regular basis and every time it is a different adventure but I can relate to everything you are mentioning. Great podcasts by the way (both of you) xxxx
“And then I’ll lead from behind the throne. “ 👏 👏 👸🏽 She’s so patient and kind in this.
Bro I get this I am new to this waking up and being mindful my world is changed for ever not tripping just was a bad drug addict but had a moment in silence that told me to breath so I found meditation empty out n then my Christ light lit n I went to church n then read the bile myself n got somthing els so I dug n found this level of insight so thank you for bringing this side of the reality that we live in during this carnation to light bro and being connected I resonate a lot with your pod cast
Beautiful Beautiful poem Aubrey, I love watching all your interviews. So much love and understanding.
I think when you turn your entire life into a spiritual retreat and start to see that the most mundane everyday events have the same intensity as the visions these initiations & rituals provoke, then you're on the spiritual path. Go beyond renunciation, ritual and substances and learn to keep your heart open every second of your life. Using all this stuff helps to crack open the door but the real work begins when you put it away and turn completely inward to the Self.
Blu's meditation at the end had me in tears, and with intense visions! I felt the frequency exactly! Great interview! thank you
Truly blessed people have it a lot easier when it comes to being of service. People who were given a path of great chronic suffering and very little love have minimal space to be of such service, because they live in a chronic space of survival. Sometimes it’s hard hearing these very spiritual people speaking like everyone can do these kinds of things. It’s easy to say this when you have communities of people who love you and you feel like you belong.
That said I adore blu and all these amazingly enlightened people. This is just something I noticed come up for me.
My dark room retreat begins on Xmas eve and I’m over the top excited to dive deeper than I’ve ever dived✨
Physiology of the Spiritual (Quick Guide)
-The pleasurable “chills” or “goosebumps” (aka frisson) experienced when listening to music, watching movies, viewing art, dancing etc. is a sensation that is sustainable for long periods and increases in intensity with dedication. It is the sensation needed to enter altered states of consciousness known as the Jhanas as well as to self-induce out of body experiences from a meditative state (visualization techniques are also required for OBEs).
-During meditation, the peak intensity of the sensation is often called the "rapture." It can become so intense it is uncomfortable. Reaching this peak requires profoundly lowering our heart rate and sustaining it. This eliminates the bifurcation echo down aorta that comes with each heart beat "so that the sound of the heart beat can move synchronously up and down the circulatory system in harmonious resonance approximately 7 times a second." - See article below.
-If you pursue this sensation within yourself by attempting to feel it as much as possible (all day, every day if you are able), it builds in strength significantly over time to the point where it becomes a full body sensation with the pinnacle being at the crown of the skull. You must become your own experiment as each individual’s set of beliefs and emotional reactions are unique.
-One fundamental key to the sensation is to achieve states of genuine, positive emotions such as love, gratitude, inspiration, courage, joy, unity etc. Therefore, anything that enables you to feel these emotions will work. Conversely, anything that prevents these, will prevent your sensation. Control of thought is the key.
-It is important to take a non-judgmental perspective of all things, including yourself, in order to cultivate acceptance and love within yourself. Try to be honest with yourself at all times. Trust your feelings and intuitions.
-Be patient and be understanding of yourself if you think you are struggling. This is a progression and it will take some time to strengthen, especially while first beginning to induce in meditation, as your brain reforms its pathways via neuroplasticity (weeks to many months depending on effort). Love yourself unconditionally for the greatest success.
-Your sensation will inevitably grow in strength with persistence and you will begin to feel it more easily to a broader range of stimuli. You will eventually realize it is not the stimuli at all, but only your emotional state and control of your mind/thoughts that matter.
-It is this same sensation that monks attempt to achieve during meditation and chanting. The chants or mantras are to create vibrations in the chest which can help stimulate the sensation as well as to keep one’s focus single pointed.
-It is the same sensation that “spirit runners” or indigenous long-distance runners attempt to achieve. Also called “runner’s high” in the west.
-The current scientific term for the sensation is “Frisson” and it remains relatively unexplained in the public sector being reduced simply to a release of endorphins.
-Other names include: Chakra Energy, Kundalini, Prana, Mana, Qi, Chi, Holy Spirit, life force, vibration among others depending on your cultural lens.
-In the CIA analysis of the Gateway Process for consciousness it is described as “a self-stimulation of the pleasure centers in the brain caused by the circulation of a ‘current’ along the sensory cortex.” www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP96-00788R001700210016-5.pdf
-Remember this sensation is sustainable and will increase in intensity. Much love.
Wowwwww ok ok this affirms something I've been feeling recently-
I can attest to the "chills" feeling. A dedicated meditation, chanting, and prayer practice for ~6 months, along with a lifestyle that feels in complete alignment, love and gratitude and peace are more prevalent in my emotional state than ever before. It's becoming easier to drop into a deeper state, and then hello frisson....
I also recently entered a sweat lodge and upon coming out, felt a rush of tingling up my back. It may have been a breeze hitting my sweaty back, but the lodge was a rebirthing experience and extremely challenging in the best way. The chills felt more like a message of acknowledgement from my higher self. Like another spinal rise on the Kundalini journey. Very cool to learn more about the significance of the chills. Thank you for sharing.
OMG I am so very greatful to have found your channel! This particular video is such a blessing to me! Wow!! I wish I could share with you completely, just how much I needed to hear these things that y'all are talking about. Especially about fearing the darkness, and how we are programmed to fear it, which enables us to access that truest part of our soul, so that we can embrace it and fully heal what is broken!!! I have an opiate addiction, and have been in a Methadone Treatment Program for 20yrs. And haven't been able to get off this medication because of the TERRIFYING FEAR OF WITHDRAWAL!!! I've tried a few times over the years, but have not succeeded. I'm at the highest level, so I get take-homes, and I'm at a low dose of the medication. So all I have to do, is wean myself off, but that fear overpowers me, and keeps me chained to this medication. But hearing you both share what you went through, gives me hope that hopefully at some point, I will be able to go within, and find the strength that's already there, Ive just got to tap into it, to free myself once and for all!!!! Thank you sooooooooooooooooooo very much for sharing your experiences. Send you both, Love and Healing Light ❤️❤️❤️❤️😊😊😊😊
Yesss! 😮 at 1:58 when Aubrey sees the Creature eating the light, Filling our minds. This is what we do, ive seem this in a different way myself how we take in the light, which is a deliverer of information and we regurgitate it into physical reality in a process of creation in which we are the creators! All based on our beliefs, ideologies, judgements etc! What we put out there In the form of vibration is our contribution to the collective conscious! 🙏🏼
Dear Blu- Your prayer was felt right in the core of my little heart and its sending you a huge wave of love. My Brother- Aubrey continue being you, continue showing up in your all fullness. It is working magic on some of us. Love you my brother.
"I am willing to be completely wrong"... wow, what a relief. Thank you both!🥰
Thank you both of you for sharing these sacred truthful things. So much of what you have shared lines up with what is being opened unto me. Love. And So It Is!
Thank you, Thank you!!! for bringing forth these immense jewels and gems of your travels. A ballet of poetic dialogue! ‘The Love Story of the Cosmos.’
You both served a feast of soothing self love and mutual reverence for us… rooting magic in practical and concrete ways…! ‘The champagne tree,’ and dispelling the need or virtue of the wounded healer archetype. Ty! And you brought forth the Divine Child- where the intense becomes the silly, playful, like, “O yeah,…”
"Being a victim of the future" is the best description I have ever heard for exessive (or maybe even regular?) worrying. Another way we cause ourselves suffering in an attempt to prevent suffering 😅 I remember the day I began periodically worrying about future events. I was about 9 and having the best time on Xmas holidays. Then it dawned on me that in a week or so I would have to go back to football training (a great thing for a kid to do but I wasn't very good and felt constantly out of my depth lol). I felt a deep pang of dread that seemed to set some horrible machine inside me whirring. Flash forward to 32 and I am finally learning how to turn that machine off! But it made so many days uneccessarily hellish.
Thank you with sharing your experience Blu and you too Aubrey. ❤
Wow wow wow. So beautiful. The light in me sees the light in you. Thank you.
I think I can relate to that void state she describes. On occasion in the stillness of my awareness before going to sleep I sometimes have the most peaceful feeling of just nothing. Like my beingness is just floating in the vast emptiness of the cosmos. It’s hard to describe but being in a salt water isolation tank comes close. It’s almost like what I imagine being in the womb must feel like.
Aubrey always incredible - Blu so nice to see you share this experience - the black-velvet unmanifest void ... luxurious to hear your observations and perspective
I wonder, as we stretch continously and expand 'out' to be enough in our daily life - the malais of striving and grasping - that we don't spend enough time in the void. Night to Day to Night - we have an inner cycle of our light moving out and returning. And if we do not allow 'ourself' to enfold into the void inside, surely we can not allow a full and expansive unfold
Perhaps that is why the unfold for Blu was so deeply pleasurable and stimulating. When we recognise that 'we are light' we can better flow with this natural cycle and movement. And so enjoy the pleasure of the expansion, or communion with the void inside.
Beautifully said.
Always felt such an affinity for Blu.
"one of these ceremonial initiations was life changing. Together they are world changing."
Is probably one the most potent introduction lines I ever red 🙌❤️✨
Blu lights me up SO bright. Thank you so much
Thank you for sharing the wisdom and tools for existing in these spaces we experience.
First time listening, this is one of the most amazing things I’ve ever heard. I am learning so much and want to be like both of you
It is wonderful to be human..
We have al this Power i n us the light we are the Universum we are one , the thrue natur in us , the heard is the most important, so love will spread al over
Last month I did a 17 day darkness retreat in Mazunte, Oaxaca, Mexico. It was definitely an intense experience but I’m so grateful for it.
Wtf is that?
Odetoazam is it not self explanatory?
What comes from an experience like that? Is it so bad that you become grateful for “regular life”?
17 days?! wow that's amazing. how was that experience?
Hey Matt, can you please tell me the name of the one you done. I'm going to Oaxaca for day of the dead and I'm wanting to do a darkness retreat. 😊
I'm SO glad you asked about the experience with other beings/spirits, because I also haven't had that experience in a concrete way that I can feel confident to explain to skeptics. I've channeled for clients in my business & they've confirmed the messages, while to me, the messages may not make sense because they're personal to them. I've dreamed of loved ones dying a week before they do. My mom & sisters have seen spirits in broad daylight. I've always felt watched & protected by angels. Tarot actually brought me closer to God. &everything Matias has shared makes SO much sense.
These are all the reasons I believe, but I've currently become a little obsessed with seeking nonmystical explainable answers that aren't backed up by things that affect the brain(like drugs or solitude). Idk if that makes sense🤔 Because humans are gifted at creating meanings & patterns
P.s. my intention is not to make anyone believe what I believe. I feel a need to prove to myself why I believe without thinking I'm crazy, I guess
So these people have to take drugs to reach the state of enlightenment that they desire no thank you a hard pass 😉
@@desireewhite2379 right! I was thinking the same thing. & these spammers above trying to sell drugs omg🤦♀️
As someone who was born with poor eyesight I totally understand your experiences in the darkness. In the dark your fingers become your eyes just as you learn to see with your eyes it takes time to set
The poem was just amazing!! I really want a copy or I'm going to sit down and listen to it line by line and write it down.
I think Blu gets it - that you need to integrate that knowledge into a practice, a devotion .. having a daily practice that you follow to integrate your downloads, a feel that Audrey is not there yet because of his rebelliousness to break practice - it is the daily practice you need to fully embody the knowledge and I think Audrey would go further in his spiritual journey , instead of intellectualizing it. I really wanted to hear more of Blu, but Audrey took over this conversation .
*Aubrey. And how do you know that he doesn't have a daily dedication practice?
@@kellyszymanowski5715 That comment was triggered by stuff he said here. He explicitly said that he was a pattern-breaker in nature, always wanting to flow like water. So he wants to find a synergy there, between flow and structure, not wanting to compromise flow.
I loved this podcast soo much!!❤️🙏👌 Blu is phenomenal to listen to and be inspired by, you BOTH are!! 🤗 I'm still feeling the "pull" to expand my consciousness with Ayahuasca and for the healing you both spoke of....not sure yet if I'll 'go there' lol. But I have to say that I giggled everytime Blu said the word discombobulated!!😉 I just adore her accent! 🎶
So enjoying your content Aubrey!! 🙏❤️😊
3 hours w BLU 🤯 YAAASSSSSS can't wait to watch all of this ... starting now (had to comment first 😆 cz I already know its gonna be GOOD GOOD)
Was it? Was it good?!¿¿:¡¡……
You really get to know the medicine after about 30 serimonys . Respect to you guys . Thanks for the post .
Why so many??
If you want to know some one you meet them often.
@New gutierrez ...well said....I was one who wouldWowould
@New gutierrez ...well said....I was one who would say why 10xs, 5xs etc
Confess yoir greatness and then you are held accountable love it ❤️❤️❤️❤️
I have forgotten that ive watched this podcast and have rewatched it roughly 3 times....I guess there's more for me to get out of it each time. Very humbled and feeling the love and singularity through this sharing portal of yummy real goodness.
I always love it when you are with Blu she brings out the beauty in you💯💯💯💯💯 love from Kenya 🇰🇪
Thank you for all that you are Blu ❤️ And for Aubrey, for highlighting your voice in such a beautiful way. I'm so excited to watch this episode.
That was 3 hours of the best sharing I feel I've ever witnessed.
Feel blessed to have you both here.
Beautiful, courageous, wonderful and more.
Much appreciation and admiration.
💚🙏
Ayahuasca never gives you ore than you can handle. I did this at Rythmia in Costa Rica. Life Changing.
you are so brave Blu, wow, an inspiration !!!
Wow. Amazing all around. I’m listening to the part where Aubrey explains that he had to consciously choose a certain god. I wonder what would’ve happened if he chose the hive mind consciousness.
I’d like to hear more about the dark side of aya because I had a trip to hell and it felt quite demonic. I still don’t know how to wrap my head around that experience.
Alsooo would LOVE to see an Aubrey / Graham Hancock convo!!
Wow...love you guys.. This show is Amazing.. Thanks you...
My intuition and perception agrees with the fractal and expansive stucture of these multiverses.
Wow guys my heart
Very profound sharing. So many people can get help by seeing the light when they really face the darkness within.
Yes! Always a great combo, thank you both for all of your beautiful work ❤️
Thank you and namaste to all involved ! Grateful i've found your channell on youtube just yesterday :)
Thank you for the morning star info!, at the dawn Of my first time receiving the medicine saw the upward pointing sharp red Arrow head which then continued to expand in its divine feminine balanced Right side Love! Then the Sun as it’s shaft of Light Balanced out the Left side shown past me like the hugest old fashioned flash beam. I sit with this memory often.
get it Blu! awesome. 33:02 is in all your power. Thanks you guys for sharing this :)
What she did in the bathtub, was exactly what happened to me when I decided it was no longer wise to do serious Wim Hof breathwork in the shower lol because I woke up on the tile floor outside my shower, with a cracked tooth and a deep cut on my arm and leg from falling through the glass shower door after a cold shower 😂🤦🏼♂️ was definitely a nice “hard” reset though, I did feel great afterwards 🤷🏼♂️
THANK YOU ALL DIVINE SACRED PRESENCEssssss X
Aubrey, when are you going to host Ayahuasca retreats for us! ....patiently waiting
Myself 🔥🌿🪐🦋❤️
Shout out to the PODCATS 🐈🐈
I want that this episode never ends 😭
Thank you two... I love you ❤❤❤
that future fear sh*t is so sinister. Only project what you actually want into the future. Deep self trust is required - I can be the architect of my life. I'll never stop moving towards what I truly desire no matter what gets in the way. persistent positive planning
I respect both of these individuals. I listened to most of the podcast so far. I live this everyday all day and do not receive positive recognition for my unique and different way of perceiving life and people. Quite the opposite actually ... weird looks and told I'm hilarious. Despite the connectedness I feel and experience with all within the universe and our own planet. I do not study or mentor under any guru or take classes and workshops to get "certified" in a modality such as shamanism, reiki, etc. I truly believe nobody can tell you if you're doing it right or wrong as it all lies within the power of the mind and energetic intentions. We are the magic... not some candle or ingredient or crystal. And true service. This is where I get really confused. True service doesn't cost anything to receive. Spirituality is free and if we are so gifted to be able to teach others so to raise the vibration of the collective then why then those economically challenged away from access to the same resources as someone financially tangibly abundant. I offer to serve others and never charge a dime. I do it because it does feel good to truly be there for another and expect nothing in return. Where there are expectations ... the the unconditional aspect of the teachings of spirituality cancel out. I realize we must make a living in this world. But, a reasonable request for donation and an outlandish price tag to offer a spiritual experience are a bit contractictory I feel. I want to be able to share my gifts and my knowledge with otbers who seek to find somewhere they really belong, a sense of community and acceptance not based on the amount of money they have or don't have access to. Thus why I couldn't take most of these certified courses to begin with. So my natural abilities are as validated without being credentialed.... is this really the new age spirituality paradigm?
Its about you valuing your service and your time. Money is just exchange of energy. If people don't have money, then there are other ways to exchange... when i was a massage therapist, I set the price at what i felt honored my work. I would do festivals and if i dropped my price, no one would come. Its about the energy and intention - which isn't about money but you need to be looked after and supported and the universe knows that... everything flows, life is awesome and abundant.
Thank you for an amazing podcast, had a slow start but it was amazing..."no one else can access your truth"-Blus prayer 😍
Always be in service to the self.... AND know thy self.
this is the best podcast I've ever listened to
Beautiful fucking prayer at the end. I'm crying.
“Confess your Greatness because then you can hold yourself accountable”
Wow I never appreciated having a cycle. Thank y'all for making me look at it differently
Beautiful conversation. Love you two. Thank you
When I was Channelling Christ Consciousness last night I was told that God keeps expanding to higher levels and we can become higher level Dieties that think thoughts and create new things into reality. We become Gods family on high levels...infinitely. God wants us to experience and expand consciousness learn to add to the collective. Few reach the consciousness level because the ego wants to be right and connect to the physical space. As we become at higher levels we understand deeper levels. And God takes us in our right time to be a higher creator. He is patient and knows we will join him when we complete our tasks.
That is pretty much my understanding word for word as well. A combination of knowledge and intuitive insights/downloads.
I am crying listening to this because this is so deep and powerful
Meditation 🧘 is TRAINING THE MIND to detach from the trappings of thoughts😢..,into TRANSCENDING INTO ENLIGHTENMENT 🙏🫠
Whhhaaat! Missed the festival 😢 sounds amazing
Your description of the ships is the seedling of many incredible paintings. It's inspired ideas for my visually artistic mind and I might incorporate it into a an animation :)
I'm also old. I have been looking and searching my whole adult life. Psychology, self help, esoteric, meditation etc. I didn't dive in as deep in all of the drug sphere, because of money and time. I guess it could be a nice place. For a while. Going to the jungle and all that. But not necessary. If you really listen, if you are really looking for the truth, if you want to find it, how and what the situation is you are in right now can teach you.
But maybe this people, too, might find at some point the only one truth there is. There are a lot of things, that are in place exactly to distract us from it. ✝
@29:43 is so profound and powerful, because (at least according to the teachings of Seth) that “other reality” that Blu’s consciousness was privy to during her dreamstate was, indeed, real. Hence why the pain transcended space and time and was so culpable. Every version of reality is occuring simultaneously, and each is as real as the next (that 3D projection, or “reality,” being whatever it is that our minds are creating in this moment). If what we’re experiencing in whatever reality has a strong enough emotion associated with it, it leaves a larger impact in the field and we’re more likely to experience the bleedthroughs of those events in other realities as dreams. Super wild.
Thanks 4 jewels shared! ❤
Blu...
Did you talk on your podcast about having the same sort of dream or vision about going to the dentist and being taken advantage of there? It's wild how it appears again, if so.
Can these be echoes? I have had similar experiences. They are hard to shake.
Thank you very much to both of you❤🙏❤
Blu dropping mad gems 💎 on this one
this is amazing.....i am becoming more and more intrigued......can you tell me how much $$$$ to set aside for airfare to Costa Rica & a week at a resort. These are much needed by people, but limited to those who cannot afford it.. thx
Incredible episode!!!
Extreme love and gratitude for both of your beings ❤️🙏
How can you not love these two souls ❤️
I recommend you get out of here as fast as you appeared 🔥🔥🔥
I just said how can you not love these two❤️ I must have missed the bit where I was desperately searching for psychedelics but you so kind for asking sounds like you need to keept them a for you and take them at once that's should do the trick 🥳😛😉🔥🔥🔥🔥
Not sure if you already know this but in the Kabbalah there are 10 Sefirot (types of dimensions) and the highest one is never really discussed.
It’s name is “Keter” (Crown in English).
The Kabbalists teach that just as the crown rests on top of the entire body but is not of the body so too the top dimension is of the beyond and on a totally different level.
This is perfect 🤩 timing. I’m about to sit with my dear friend Aya next weekend for my birthday. I know she will be kind to me as I am finally kind to myself. Thank you so much for the guidance and tools to bring with me so she doesn’t fucking kick my fucking ass like she did last time. Holy fuck. Big hugs spirit family.
I'm interested to know how it goes x
how was it??
@bluofearth you are my favorite prayer-er
“You merely adopted the dark... I was *BORN* in it... *MOLDED* by it...”
I couldn’t help myself 😂
You gotta be blind before you can see.
Feel me?
We in the darkness.
Yeah, that’s where we be.
That’s where we fight.
That’s where we bleed.
Lungs gotta collapse before you can breathe.
We drown in this blood.
But that’s what we need.
Gotta be numb before you can feel.
This emptiness,
Is what fuckin’ kills.
Gotta be deaf before you can hear.
There’s nothing left,
Except what we fear.
Go through the pain.
Then you can heal.
Surrender to Spirit.
That’s why we kneel.
Let go of it all,
Then you will be,
One with yourself.
The Soul set free.
Thank you ❤🙏 that poem, "The devil hides in plain sight " omg, wow. Thank you thank you
Thank you for sharing this! I have subscribed to BLU's channel and it is at 22.2k subs right now...222