what depression feels like
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Lyrics:
If i’m being honest, I’m not okay
doubled my dosage, but the pain won’t go away
These couple weeks, I haven’t felt the same
So if i’m being honest, I’m not okay
I don’t wanna cry for help
but i’m getting tired, pretending so well
thought i was going steady, but my minds got the best of me
I don’t know why i’m still here, honestly
If you took a peak inside of my brain
you’d find the reasons for all of the blame
constantly drowning, it wont go away
and if i’m being honest, i’m not okay
I don’t wanna cry for help
but i’m getting tired, pretending so well
thought i was going steady, but my brains got the best of me
I don’t know how to live, normally
I don’t wanna cry for help
but i’m getting tired, and I’m not so well
guess i’m unsteady, cause you got the best of me
I hope one day, i’ll be fine, honestly
this is what depression feels like
So overwhelmed by the amount of support here! I actually just made a video about my depression story for those who are interested: ua-cam.com/video/zlbthSwqGSU/v-deo.html Thank you soo much for the love! My heart is warm. Take care of yourself ❤️❤️
You're song is sooooooooooo good you got a BEAUTIFUL voice hun!!!!!!
Marina Lin You poor soul! God bless you and though I do not have depression, I feel like you do sometimes. But just remember you are important you are beautiful and you are precious. Use all your power to live your happiest life, and just remember, I think you deserve to be here!!❤️❤️❤️🤝🙏🏻
Im late, but it was in my recommendation and i had to click on it. Depression is not fun and it will never be fun, i suffer with depression since I was 13 and Im 17 about to be 18 and still go through it. I do American sign language to help me cope with it, but sometimes my thoughts and feelings get the best of me. You're very pretty and have a awesome voice, thank you so much for posting this song. It will get better, i can't promise you it will happen overnight or tomorrow but keep your head up high.
I can relate girl!
Dont worry. We love you already❤
It's sad how people don't take things like this seriously.
Facts💯
Not to mention, annoying, irritating, infuriating.
It's like a joke to them but this "joke" gets people killed
I know right
Anna Thebault they don’t have to, it’s not their responsibility to care.
" *I don't wanna cry for help* "
Gets me every time....
random person I’m not even depressed but I can relate so much
... same..
But im not depressed
random person - I made ur comment 2.1K :)
I can't stop ever crying and you don't know how many times I think about all the ways to leave this cruel world
“Are you scared to sleep?”
No.
“Why won’t you sleep then?”
I want to sleep, but I don’t want to wake up and face another day of life.
Sooo true... i just wish i could sleep forever.
felt that. i honestly want to fall asleep and just not w-wake up
I’m afraid of sleeping. The thought of having no consciousness is not one that I like.
"Sleeping and not wake up" sounds like death :Y
Ah you just helped me realize why I stay up, but it's also cause I'm trying to distract myself from my thoughts.
"I hope one day I'll be fine, honestly" that hit a spot.
Fr
;n;
Same as I think so time heals everything
Welp I would say the same thing
when i say
"i’m okay.."
i expect people to ask me
"are you sure?"
they never do..
Ya... And if they do I just nod my head Making sure to keep smiling and not falter. And say, "Ya, Im fine..." While silently hoping they would say, "No... Your not. What is going on" but they never do. No one seems to notice how I pull slightly at my sleeve or how I make sure my shirt is tilted to cover more of my shoulder. .... Nothing...
Try to say "I'm not fine" when you are not okay. Some people are just not that sensitive.
I wish you the best, stay strong.
@@renn2587 I go to but it's like my body won't let me. The closet I can get is idk
Same like a girl in my class was a little sad and people went to her and asked "Omg! Are you ok? I am here with you!" ...but one day i just cried and my friends and other people were like" You'll be ok. Your life is so easy so don't be a brat"...
@@geo1618 I know, I hate that
when i say *_"i'm okay,"_* i just need you say *_"i know you aren't,"_* look me in the eyes and hug me tight.
moi too... but that never happened to me...you know why? cause im always the one saying that "I know you aren't " and I " smile" at them... I just need a hug :).....
@@wf7828 *hugs you* ❤
Whenever one of my friends says theyre fine im like, "ive known you long enough to tell you aren't fine." And i talk to em. Im not good at hugs though, unfortunately. Thankfully, my friends also notice when im down, but i pretend to be ok, barely enough for them to dismiss it most of the time
I can and will absoloutly do that if we meet one day
dude.
"Stop acting, i can cry too!"
One day, one day I hope my mom will change.
its okay , i can be your mom! come on open up hunny
I hope our parents understands us better honeslty. 😕😰😥😢😭
@Sharkie no no no no no no no no no no no no no no NOO!!!!!!!!! Stop right there I know how you feel because even I have tried to tell them but didn't understand. But please just don't. Even I feel like disappearing out of existence if possible or to kill myself but stay strong with me with us. You are not alone in this.
They just don’t understand
Someone told me, “Other people have it worse than you and they still overcome it, why can’t you?”
Okay but I’m not other people.
💯 percent true
That’s me but instead I tell myself that. No one else. I’ve started opening up to my friend but when I do I start to have panic attacks and cry cos I’ve never told anyone abt my feelings before and I feel ashamed most of the time and numb. The only reason I’m putting this out there is because I’m a stranger to most ppl so they won’t know who exactly I am irl
@@artyxbi3550 i feel you
@@percyjackson2901 makes two of us :’)
@@artyxbi3550 yeah.. kinda relieving to know that there are others who feel the same way:)
“It’s just teenage sadness”
Oh yeah and that’s just a stab wound kAREN-
LOL
Funny but facts
Every day my mom just goes “oh your just being 14 again why don’t you hide in your room like you always do”
This week depression and dysphoria hit harder then usual, and I've been crying and listening to sad/relatable songs all week. But this comment made me let out a huff of amusement. Thank you so incredibly much for the stupid joke you wrote 3 months ago
•? Yuko ¿• or “oh it’s just hormones” or my favorite “are you having TeEn aNgsT, do you need ice cream” like no mom I don’t because I hate eating which is how I got most of my issues so eating won’t help
No one:
My parents:
_"Its just a phase"_
_"Its just your hormones sweetie"_
_"You're so ungrateful"_
_"After all I'ved done?"_
_"Kids these days..."_
_"iTs tHaT gOdDaMn pHoNe hUh?"_
😭😭
Same ..... My parents think it's my friend... And told me I'm not allowed to talk to her ... But she's the only reason I'm alive. My mother blames me for everything and believes what everyone else says I do.... Even though it's completely not logicly possible... I've given up on parents at this point
@Takshi Hart your not crazy at all. And hey if you ever want to talk message me on messenger. Scarlet Holmes is my @ name.
LMFAO soooo true
a person oh yeah sure its my phone😭😔💔
Depression is NOT sad.
It is
Emptiness
Exhausted
Guilt
Hurt
Anxiety
Dull
Grey
@Diya Paliwal Colours can be used to represent feelings. What part of my comment makes it funny?
Louder.
I thinks it's alittle bit of everything negative
it feels like ur feeling in to a black whole with no one to cach u no where to hold
Also lack of emotions and interest loss in everything. Overthinking, overwhelming, over worrying,...
"Depression is like having a body that wants to SURVIVE but a mind that wants to DIE."
Depression is not a joke everybody.
"You see them smiling today but they can be gone tomorrow."
edit : to everyone who reads this, you will be okay. im sure of it. hang in there, don't go yet. hold on, im praying for you. don't be afraid, we're here with you. we might not be exactly beside you, but we're here *healing with you. slowly but surely.*
the people you love you might think that don't love you, but we're here. who's experiencing the same feelings and pain. we're here to *love you, okay?*
*i love you.*
they did :)
its not the same for everyone cause thers levels of depression the worse level is when your therpaist give you xanax to calm yourself
I really hope someone sees this but i wanna say this. Ik u are tired Ik u are hurting and Ik u wanna give up. Ik how it feels to be constantly drowning in ur thoughts but I just want you to know it does get better. But the only way for it to get better is if ur willing to fight for it to get better. No matter how tired u r or no matter how hard u r hurting u gotta get back up and keep going man dont give up on u. Ik it isnt easy and Ik it seems impossible But it is NOT impossible. and U can do this I believe in u
Nayeon :))
@@JoshuaTubeGaming Thank you so much for Understanding ❣️
depression is the feeling of worthlessness, the thought of getting up everyday that makes you sick, the lack of hygiene, the lack of motivation, the thought that every time someone laughs, you believe it’s at you, the feeling as if no ones truely cares, the feeling of knowing if you talk to someone, they will think you’re wanting attention, the fear of people knowing how you feel and then judging you, the confusion you put yourself through because you don’t understand why you feel the way you do, depression is not a joke, and it truely saddens me knowing that, that’s what society has come too. It also saddens me knowing that the reason why society has become the way it is, is because there are people who use mental illness for attention. people need to realise that is isn’t something that should be joked about, and should be taken seriously when a young person finally has enough courage to express their feelings.
That’s honestly so true
I wanna go see a therapist so badly but I’m scared to ask and have to explain why because I don’t have an actual reason. I just need to talk to someone without judgement. But I don’t want anyone to know about it.
Can I have some of that stuff on your profile?
Ew my comment was cringe...
That's just how i feel everytime.. I just smile infront of people.. Them not knowing that im not okay on the inside.
"I don't want to cry for help, but I'm getting tired *tired* tired of pretending so well"
I can relate to this song so much
I saw a 5year old die this week and you kinda gotta pretend to be fine, but you are not. amd this really fucks you up like this line of the song describes it so good, you gotta pretend you can move on from that but every time you close your eyes you see this little kid dead and bleeding and you can see yourself trying to save him but his heart just wont start beating again
Same
@@thehobbitilei1987 I'm so sorry
Same depression is just sad ain't it if only there was a cure 😔
The Hobbitilei that’s.. I’m so sorry you had to witness that
What depression feels like
1. You feel numb
2. You have no feelings or nothing
3. you feel that you haft to be perfect
4. You can’t trust ANYONE anymore
5. you can’t reach out to people bc your to afraid
6. If you mess up you feel to cry for help
7. You are trying to steal blades from the art room
8. sometimes you are planing death
9. you fake smile all the time
10. you hate yourself
Should I go on?
I'm sorry but you stole this comment
its different for everyone but i agree
I've thought about attempting suicide many times, but I always think about my family, they'll be heartbroken if I ever do anything like that...
This is true
I feel like I'm being sucked into a void, sucking all life from me and letting total darkness overwhelm me
*I'm sick of crying*
*I'm tired of trying*
*Yeah, I'm smiling*
*But inside I'm dying*
im the one i should love in this world Hello fellow ARMY. You aren’t alone. BTS and I love you. We want you to survive. We are all here for you. You never walk alone down the path of depression. I have it too. I’ve found listening to forever rain by RM has helped me a bit, as well as a song called Truce by twenty øne piløts. Just please remember to stay gold and stay alive for me and for BTS and all of your friends and family. And I’m not just talking about your biological family. ARMY and BTS are a family. Stay alive for us. Suga has said before he can’t stand the thought of one gram of ARMYs leaving this world. He doesn’t want you to leave, and neither do I. Borahae 💜
@@tristyncoyne6187 im a army
obama prism
I was actually sitting in my thoughts the other day and I wrote a pretty bomb-ass poem but it's really sad
Finally someone understands how I feel. I hide my true self with fake smiles and laughs but I'm truly dying on the inside. I just wish the pain would stop.
My parents:
"Its that phone your too much using your phone"
Little did they know
*using my phone and listening to sad music always calms me down and just escape from reality even for a second*
yeah and what do parents do? behind their phones too :D...
Tbh I'm depressed because of them and when i ever bring it up they say that or just tell me it's because i set in my room not with them and proceed to tell me I'm not depressed
But it always comes back
You listen to music to get away from the pain, they want you to get off and into in the real world when it's a living hell. They don't care hey want you to listen when you are but it's to hard for them to understand.
They don't feel pain
They see our pain and don't care.
They're getting and taking you away from your only escape.
my phone is literally just a distraction so that i wont break down every fricking second
" why are laughing most of the time?"
Me: "I'm just happy!"
Inner me: "It's tiring to pretend, but I need to look okay!"
*Exactly*
Gabrielle Angela Lozada I try to smile to make people happy but I’m not
It's much better to make people happy than to worry... But most of the time... You still need to express how you really feel ok? It'll become worst
I do my favorite activities so then I can distract me from thinking about that
Are you ok ?
'I dont know why i'm still here honestly"
Me...nodding to every words you sing because i feel the same
Try yoga in youtube it helps and say positive affirmations like i am happy, i am good, i am enough, i am powerful. U will become what want to become, go for small brisk walk trust me it helps.
i miss my old self. i miss being happy. i miss being carefree. i miss feeling loved. i miss being able to laugh. i feel like i'm drowning and everyone around me is happy. i miss being able to control my thoughts. i miss being able to hang out with people without constantly having my head tell me things. i miss smiling. i miss other emotions. i miss feeling things. i miss sleeping peacefully, not to escape this horrid world and my mind, but to sleep. i miss saying "im tired" and meaning i just want to sleep and not meaning im tired with life. i miss having friends. i miss not feeling scared and tired at the same time. // tysm for the support and kindness
I hate when people say like
"Depressed people be like"
"Depressed af today"
And like
#depressedgang
Then REAL depressed people are here acting like it's OK when it's really not
Subject 101 um he’s not axing depressed.. he’s just saying that people act like their depressed...
Some people joke in this manner to hide their true emotions cuz they don't want other to know about their sadness...
I know... I hate it. Whenever someone says that I feel like I'm the only one who actually takes it seriously. Then people laugh at me and tell me I can't take a joke. .... But for me it's not a stupid joke. But I can't say anything so I just smile and apologize
@@bruh3096 he might not be acting, you would probably be the actor, think before you speak dumbass, you don't know how some people feel, sorry if this wasn't intentional but the way it looked, you need to buck up your ideas
@@bruh3096 leave him alone don't try to pick fights I have depression and it's hard to get through and you don't need to say rude things, thank you
please upload your songs on spotify! who's with me?
Yoooo I made this comment to 100 likes!!!
@@lexi.loves.talking6950 OMG I DIDNT KNOW THIS WAS GONNA REACH A HUNDRED LIKES 😮
@@biggirlkicks26 lol it was bothering me so much at 99!!!
Yasss!!
Marina has a spotify, check it out
telling depressed people that it’s a phase is how people die. you tell them that it’ll get better after a while, but will they survive until the end is the question.
"I don't wanna cry for help, but I'm getting tired."
hits different.
I hate it when people would take deppression as a joke just because it's a trend for today
Little did they know what deppression is like
-you can't sleep
-you blame yourself
-you wanna end life in your mind
- you can't think of anything but you're mind blowing problems
Only if they knew what deppression is really like, only if they know how helpless we are that has deppression, only if they knew how useless we feel, only if they knew..
If only they knew how scary it actually is, I used to pray to God every single day begging to kill me, but I'm still fucking here
Don’t forget mixed emotions and anger at your own arguments between the left and right of your thoughts-
Jasibel Gothic I do that I ask him to strike me down or tell him to kill me right now but here I am
Ra V En and I thought I didn’t have it until I read this
@@bitesizesnaccc me too but... I don't pray god to kill myself cause i know when i die i will still forever have my problems so i always pray to god " god please get me into a car accident get me to a coma and let me lose my memorise including my problems"
It hurts when you physically and mentally aren't ready to talk to anybody about the thoughts but still desperately need the help. I tried to tell my mom but it was like there was a barrier between my thoughts and my words and all the came out was that I was tired today.
Try to do that again, I know it's hard.. But maybe it will change your life. Mine's nothing can change..
@@Arro404 thanks I'm in therapy now this was what I felt like a while ago but it still means a lot to hear that♥️
This is exactly how i am. I try to talk to my therapist about what’s going on but it’s like my body controls me and i hate it so much. My therapist has helped me so much even when i have so much trouble talking.
@RedPandawolfy there's nothing wrong with going to a therapist/therapy, it may be scary going into it but coming out of therapy you will have learned so much
@SkullGirl they might not understand, and they might coddle you, but I would like to think you'd rather be coddled than feel like you want to die everyday. Besides they get more relaxed as time goes on.
Her voice is so pure and true it’s unbelievable
No one:
My friends: You aren't depressed. You're smiling. You don't even look like you're sad.
That's so annoying. I can smile, laugh and be depressed at the same time!
This song is literally a part of me and it feels so scary to share it with you all. I've struggled with depression and anxiety for a while now, and recently had to double my dosage. It's got me feeling crumbly all week so I wrote a song about it. I hope anyone who feels what I feel has a better day tomorrow. Thank you so so much for your support, I really appreciate it!
We love you too marina
:') thank you for this song
We love you to so so much and hope that whatever your going through gets better because I know how it feel to be hopeless and depressed but just try to find peace in the small things ❤️🌻❤️
sharing is not a weakness.its a strength.i feel u and u are not alone marina.
I recently found your account and your music is just so amazing, I listen to your originals on repeat while I study and your lyrics and singing are just so genuine. You've really brightened up my week, thank you.
“I don’t know how to live normally” that seriously hit me hard
I’m sick of being mental ill
I’m tired of pretending
I just wanna sleep for a long time and just disappear
I wanna be normal inside I wanna be healthy and happy
But I don’t even remember living a life without this fucked Up depression ...
Edit: I don’t like how many people also feel like this.. please talk to someone and don’t let yourself fall deeper.. if you need a friend just text me on Instagram saying u need a friend @sevda_tt2
JKKookie -[황 살랑] its ok if u want to talk to me, just reply to this comment. I know how you feel and i can help. I can’t see people like this. it just breaks my heart. If ur ok with this, reply. if not, thats ok, then I’ll just hope you’ll have a great and lucky future and I hope you’ll be ok.
@JKKookie -[황 살랑] Yeah for real. Depression really changes you everything in you. Like, just two years ago, I’m really sociable goes outside, and do random things with my friends. After I got depression year later, I started to always feel tired, always feel regretful. I now don’t go outside often and I totally shut down myself from my friends and family. I’m now not that close to them and I’m always at phone watching UA-cam videos to let time pass. Bruh. I really hate depression.
karen thank you
You’re lovable
Lone Shaggy yeah so true... now imagine u don’t have these other memories and that you’ve been depressed since little... that’s how my situation is..
You said everything I’ve been trying to explain to my parents. You just said everything that I’ve been feeling for the past couple of years. But we’re gonna get through this. Together :)
with depression, hearing the phrase "life is a blessing, be grateful" makes us want to laugh or cry because when has life ever been a blessing to us
I never understood that saying "life is a blessing". like how?? I was put here and I'm meant to survive. its not fair.
It’s crazy how many of us feel like this yet feel so alone
*They ask who hurt you I say me.* 🥀
Fabiola Reveron Hi beautiful! You are amazing, everyone is, don’t put ur self down. There is always someone that will want to listen to ur story🙂have a great day angel
Hallow :3 oh no you’re the angel
Thank you so much for your support. 🌦
That went dark
I say I’m fine
Billie Eilish vibes.
i don’t wanna cry for help....
but i’m getting tired of pretending so well
*that gets me everytime*
It hits me hard
I get you
(also I love your pfp💗)
It hits hard man.
when my parents say that
"shut up for a sec"
"why are u acting like that again grow up"
"be like other kids not alway on their phone"
"ur such a crybaby"
"stop that ur being annoying"
but they didnt know what i feel when they say that word they dont know that im hurting inside
Be like other kids not always on etheir phone
Gosh i hate those
Excuse me,I am NOT them?
So i have rights
(Don't mind me but i hope one day my parents will realize those words are not just me being rebellious but because i really feel broken when they say those stuffs..)
My mum thinks I want attention but when you have depression and anxiety, the last thing you want is all the attention put on you.
True
Exactly. Then you feel bad for saying anything because you don’t want to bother anyone. But then you’re suffering and you just want to feel some sort of relief.
True
Do you ever just smile, Because its hard to explain what's wrong to other people
Yes. Every day
Or maybe you don’t want to open up because you’re afraid of their reaction......
Yup
@@SahloFolina2161 same too
Honestly, yes. I also don’t want other people to know what I’m going through because I don’t want to be judged
"Why are you crying, stop being so sensitive."
I'm not sensitive. I cry because there is just no point of me living. There's no more hope.
So why live when you can die and not face any more problems?
because there are people, people who care about you.
* comments in response to the thin air talking to you*
HEY reading this has given me someone to relate to...please be here and stay for a little longer
"They only miss you when your gone"
this is s true
Gosh honestly, i just wish they at least miss me when i am gone ..
True, I agree
Family: UGH YOU SO LAZY
*Did your chores earlier*
Family: YOU DOING IT ALL WRONG
*Trying to help out*
Family: GET OFF YOU PHONE
*Been on you phone for a few minutes*
Family: I TOLD YOU TO STUDY
*Study for hours*
Family: YOU ALREADY EAT
*Is starving*
Family: STOP PLAYING THE VICTIM
*Crying*
i can realate
this hit different
_relatable..._
man this "hit" me really hard and its super true
yeah , definitely relate
If depression is constant drowning
Then anxiety must be dying of thirst
Anxiety is actual hell. I hate having it.
Anxiety is probably more choking on the tears your drowning in cuz like if u have both you cant die of thirst in and ocean of tears
Mydee wow
That’s the scary thing about depression: humans can survive just about anything as long as we can see the light at the end of the tunnel. But depression is sneaky and it continues to build up each day. Ultimately, it becomes impossible to see the light. The fog is like being trapped in a cage without a key.
Her voice hits you in a another spot..
The worst thing while being in depression is being confused. Sometimes i myself question that "am i really depressed or is it really is a phase" "am i really being ungrateful to all the things i have" "is it really the phone that makes me this way". And if so then why do i feel so utterly sad inside. I do have everything but i just cant process the lonelyness i feel everyday. All i want is be to hugged while i cry and i dont understand why i feel so very worthless
*”my heart won’t be beating by the time you find me.”*
it's sad how much i can relate to this song....also your voice is amazing!!!
Bronwyn Broestl no your amazong
@@itsemyli1842 heheh eyyy
Bronwyn Broestl same
Ikr
Yep everyone has depression these days lul
Finally found a space where I see people like me and can express how I feel . Literally i feel like nobody understands and it's hard to express cause I fear they will judge me . May God heal everyone of us soon :)
I saw this video again in my recommendations after 2 yrs. While watching this, i remembered the days where i used to sing this all the time, wishing my family could hear it so that they'll know that i dont feel fine. Those were the worst days of my life. Everything was just dark, full of anxiety, overthinking, insecurities. I used to cry to sleep every night. I felt so hopeless. And i just cant see myself being happy again. I never thought i will.
*but i did.*
Today i realized how much I changed but in a better way. I became much happier and that is because i learned so much about self-love. Im still not fully healed, im still on the journey, but one thing is for sure, i like what im becoming A LOT
So if there's a lesson that ive learned here is
*nothing is permanent, one day you may feel youre on top of the world then the next day you may feel the whole world is against you, but thats fine. As long as you have the courage to restart and try again. Youre going to be fine, you just have to trust the process and ofc yourself.*
“But I’m getting tired of pretending so well”
Instead of depression,I have anxiety.
And my parents don’t even see it, they think I’m “fine”.
Same.
Same.
Same but I suffer from depression.
Same
Same but all u gotta do is dig a hole a jump in
People in 2010
Person with depression: I feel empty and depressed.
Others: Don't worry I'm here for you.
People nowadays.
Person with depression: I'm depressed.
Others: Same
Yup that's gen z for ya
Yep.... This world is just getting worse
Just yor Regular Cavegirl nowadays who doesn't have depression and or anxiety tbh
2027 - someone *I'm deppressed*
Other- *so what?!?*
Got that one dear
Sometimes when I’ve been hit with depressive episodes for weeks or
months, I’d find something that truly made me smile or laugh I just start crying. I start crying because it feels like it’s been so long since I last smiled or laugh that much. It’s just so nice to feel a sudden wave of happiness go through you after feeling so down.
Depression isn't "i'm sad"
But depression is "i can't happy anymore"😞😞😞
True, remember u can come out eventually, do yoga( check youtube) tell yourself positive things, like i am happy, i am enough, i am positive, etc pray to god to give you some goals in life, give u a good friend, go for small walks, take breaths making sure ur tummy going up and down when ur anxious, ie ur getting enough oxygen and u will fell positive doon. U will come out give some time. Pray to god, yoga, friends, family, helping others etc will help u come out of it and smile eventhough doesn’t feel like it.
My parents:
"Its just a teenage stress things"
"That's your phone's fault"
"You're just sleepless"
"It's just a phase"
"There's nothing to be depressed about"
"You have everything and this is what you're going to give me?!?"
Yepp... lol honestly, i tried to talk about it to my family but they think I'm faking it lmao djdbdjdjd
Why people put here thinkin we suffering daily and dying internally for attention
That shit dont even make no fukin sense
@@inactiveaccount428 Are you a gacha tuber too???
When I tried talking to my family about it they just asked me so much questions and did not care they thought I faking a well
my parents when they saw my cuts:
my dad:*just stared and didnt do anything,just continued with his card game and sighted*
my mom:why did you do this? *isnt worried,doesnt care,doesnt even try healing them. * your arms will look ugly when u cut.
my mind:oh so u want me to stop cuz my arms will look "ugly"? what about the chance of death if i cut too deep?
me:im sorry.
parents need to pay more attention..i still didnt exit this depression.
@@NuiChan honestly same.....
I hate it when people say “you just want attention”
But In reality, we want help
Wanna know why?
-we feel like we’re nothing
-we cry, and cry
-sometimes we feel nothing and we don’t care about anything, we just feel numb
-we think we’re horrible people
-we hide our feelings
-we can’t trust anyone
-we care to much about what people think
-we care to much about people
-were to nice
-we feel like crying every time we get offended.
-we try to be perfect for everyone, but it's never enough
Should I continue?
Krystal Mejia you forgot “we’re trying to be perfect on the outside while we’re broken on the inside
And saying, "just be happy!" Or "Try a positive outlook!" Isn't going to help. Do people really think we haven't tried all that?
People say that because others actually fake depression for attention. It’s terrible how they think it’s ok
Feeling useless dying from inside like someone scratching us from inside wants to smile but ended up crying wanna make everything better but make it worse and can't do anything about it waits for the night to locked up ourself and start crying feels like a heavy stone kept in our chest hard to breathe but can't remove it waking up and realizing have to repeat again those pain not knowing when this pain goes away don't have medicine for it the only thing we can do is cry and sleep but sometime sleep won't come easily
The “we feel like crying when we get offended” hit home my whole family would just could me a crybaby bc they would yell and hit me they said it like they don’t have emotions like they don’t know what depression or sadness is my older cousin can tell am depressed by one song I listen to but my family at home can’t I makes me cry even more
I was searching for a song that actually captures what I feel but then I realized something. Depression is different for everyone. Some people forget that. Just because we have the same mental disorder, doesn't mean our minds or bodies feel the exact same way. This song is beautiful btw.
exactly! i hate it when people say like friends "its just a phase" or "your being dramatic" its horrible!
coming from someone who struggles with depression and anxiety, i can relate to this song on a whole other level. i hate when people joke about it such as, “omg i am so depressed” in a joke way or other things like that. another example would be if i said something i struggle with such as, “ugh i am so bad at this homework.” they would say “depressionnnnn.” like seriously, take this seriously. there are so many people who deal with this chemical imbalance in my fricken brain and these people that joke about it should really think twice. To the people who help us with depression and take it seriously, thank u so much.
I hope you get better, I know how you feel. I think it's getting better but when my depression leaves I can't stay still and my anxiety kicks in.
weea smath thank u and me too.
People in my school use depression as a synonym for sadness or a bad mood.
Ik what you mean but at the same time joking about it is how I cope with it
@@unqiueUser yeah i do that too sometimes. Joking about it isn't really a big issue, but saying you have depression when you actually dont and using it whenever youre even slightly upset is.
“I don’t know why I’m still here honestly” damn this is literally what I say to myself every second of my existence...I’ve been struggling with depression and anxiety for about 5 years now (actually being treated because you know Asian parents don’t believe in mental health...😒) and this song is literally spot on, thank you for having the courage to post this song and making other feel like they aren’t alone!!
Thank you for sharing that with me! I hope you get the help you need 💛
If you need someone to talk to, please dm me. I'd be happy to let you talk things out even if we don't know each other. we'll go through this together 💕. Send virtual hugs 🤗
I hope it gets better ❤️
"Asian parents don't believe in mental health" this is very true,
I once showed my parents things that I've written about killing myself and ending my life to them, and they just said it's only a one time thing it'll go away, and completely forget the fact that I'm behaving weirder by day
Same my asian parents don't take it seriously and they keep saying it's because I'm not sociable or I don't go out enough they'll just brush it off even when they know I've been crying constantly I've been suffering from depression for 3 years know sometimes I even think about suicide or self harm and I'm only 13...
This comment section is making me cry making me realize that they're saying true things about me,Do you know when you have the feeling when your family just dosen't believe you and you feel like their losing trust on you? hurts bro
i actually don't know what depression feels like cuz i do not have, but i understand every single one of you, and i know it is hard, but never give up cuz you can do everything. And never forget i love you
*Tired of pretending to be well*
Touched my heart so deeply.
Depression is such a complicated yet simple thing. You’re sad all the time but you hide it because you don’t wanna bother anyone because nobody cares. People always say “WoW I ThOuGht wE wErE clOse” like yeah we are but I just don’t want to bug you with something that you don’t really care about. Some people are open about being sad but you, you who are reading this are not one of those people you’re just like me trying to hide it for the best. And we just can’t get it into our brains that everybody cares. Hopefully you and I will feel ‘normal’ once again one day.
cooked ketchup I hope your doing good. I care about you. You are loved ❤️❤️
Depression takes u someplace dark and after sometime all u feel is to stay there....it becomes comfortable and that darkness becomes your company.....it took me one whole year to get out of it....to fight from my own comfort...it's like a toxic relationship where u are the naive person.
Last night I told my mom that I have depression, anxiety, and social anxiety she didn't even care. I did say some horrible things to her because I have tried so hard to hint and tell her what I am going through and she just makes fun of me for it. This morning my mom woke up mad at me for no reason. I tried to tell why I have been acting up and she just said that I am not taking accountability for my actions. It really sucks that the one person I opened up to, is mad at me for it.
No one is on my side. I used to be in foster care for 7 years and I felt so alone. Now all those feelings are coming back to me. It really hurts. I literally feel the pain in my chest.
I get depressed knowing I live in a world where people wanna be depressed
Edit: what I mean to say is that the concept of depression has become something super marketable and you see it everywhere in modern day media, as a result the meaning has been watered down to sadness and a lot of people like to use it as a way to get attention which is another completely different issue to depression (borderline sociopathic)
Why would anyone want a bug that takes so long to kill
@@ashlynnthepizzaperson758 they don't want it, they want the attention it garners
wtf. no one wants to b depressed.
318.chloe yk my friend wants to because they want attention and I actually also have depression and it’s the worst thing ever but not because there is even worst things
i feel like i deserve it sometimes. i went through a period where i had the symptoms that i had depression (a few horrible months, but i never got help or a therapist) but now that im better, i dont feel i deserve to be better. but i agree it is terrible and no one should want it
*Thank you. Thank you so much for putting my feelings in 1 song.*
Kaat P c: I hope ur feeling better darl
Kaat P c: things will get better I know they will if u ever need to talk I'm always here
love ur pfp 😳✋
I haven’t been diagnosed by a doctor but I’m fairly sure I have depression. I’ve been open with my friends about it and they understand but not my parents, they don’t seem to grasp the concept. I’ve tried opening up to them multiple times but I keep getting shut down. I’ve been feeling like this for three years but these last few months have hit the hardest.
I’m just glad I’m not the only one who feels this way.
I've been struggling with depression for 2 years now. My mom doesn't know anything about my mental state...
same here
For me its close to a year and she doesn't know
“I don’t know how to live normally” holy sh-
Same-
I need someone to look me in the eye while I am crying and hug me very tightly and never let go and keep telling me that everything will be fine.....
Thing is no one understands that and I am glad that some people know how I and other depressed people feel
i need that too...but thing you wanna happen dont happen..how much we would even want that to...
Hey, love, *hug* everything will be okay. you are strong and beautiful and amazing! keep on going
I really want someone to hug me when I am feeling depressed and all tbh I have been suffering from depression and it's like 3rd year going on right now and it's not getting any better...not even a bit it's only increasing as the days are passing by. But whatever I don't even care about myself anymore. I hope that at least you can get well 😊
You are a gacha person, so im not sure, but i'll hug you anyway.
@@harshitmehra8732 you can make out from there , you are strong, believe in yourself, you are loved , just stop thinking about past, atleast try to be happy, be positive and smile when other want you to be sad...
The part “but I don’t want to cry out for help” makes me cry so much
I didn't know a song for depression could be so beautiful....
... i started crying. i couldnt keep it in anymore. im so close to giving up-- and im so desperate to find help. im just not the same person i was two years ago.
your voice is lovely.. thank you.
edit: things got better, but then it went downhill again... i was so close to doing something very stupid but i came back to this song and this comment and i was comforted from the amount of likes/comments i received, so thank you guys for helping me out :)
If you need help you can talk to me! Even I'm a stranger sometimes it's nice to just burst out and open yourself to that person. And it's nice cause you don't see that person in real life. So just say when you want to talk!
If you need to talk to someone everyone in your comments are here to talk to. I know what you are going through but I want you to know that even if you don’t feel it, you are important, you are loved, and you can make it through this. Don’t keep your emotions in, let them out it will help. I know that one day truly believe in yourself like I believe in you, you can make it through this. We are here for you.❤️
I just wanted to also add that u can also talk to me in a really good listener.
We can be friends!🙏I feel the same,please don't stop fighting!we can be friends!💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛
And I love u!💛💜💙💜
My friends tell me all the time, “just be happy! That’s the trick to happiness!” It’s harder done then said.. you could go “I’m happy” but your not. And that tears you apart even more. I’m 10 and I have been struggling from anxiety, depression, asthma, and migraines since I was 8. My mom is super supportive towards me. My sis is the same way, and she helps me out too. I think, that you shouldn’t try to force things into your personality to gain friends. That was one of the many things I did that led up to this point. Save yourself while you have time. You won’t regret it.
"You're fine. You're just doing for attention."
"Get over it."
"Stop faking it."
...
i shouldn't have told them i was fine all these years...
...
i'm never good enough...
...
i'm never what they want me to be...
leave the people who are having a negative effect on you if you can, you are not a doll you are yourself this is your life not theirs. Thank you so much that you havent gave up yet im proud, wish you the best! God bless
My parents: "Why are you on your computer all day???"
Maybe try to think not about the fact that your child is on their computer, but about the reasons they do so... cuz the main reason is you.
*Depression and Obsession Don’t Mix Well...I’m Poisoned, And My Body Don’t Feel Well*
Just a person Who loves Dodge Challengers hey depression and obsession by x
love your profile pic btw!
" Depression and obsession don't mix well" ~XXXTENTACION
My depression is getting serious this day...
Forget to say that you have a good voice
if you need to talk to someone, i'm here
@@kimyoliva8838 thanks 😊
I'm with you if you want to talk...
I will cry with you and shout with you that the world is sick
Yu Mina same we can all cry together I’m not really depressed but..other things. Anyways I agree the world is sick and a bad place sometimes
@@yumina9258 thanks im glad that someone can understand me
I am not sure if I am clinically diagnosed with depression but this past quarantine I have felt exactly like these lyrics. I haven't felt the same these past weeks even months. I don't want to cry for help because I feel like I am being judged. I have become distant with my family and I hate it. I also found out I am diagnosed with anxiety. I love my family with all my heart. I just left my best friend because he was too toxic for me. I cried over someone that didn't care about me. And the worst thing of all is I am only 12 years old. I wish God, my savior, could just sit on my bed and say everything is alright. Hug me and never let me go. I want all you of you guys to know I love you. Even if we are just strangers. We all have felt pain. I wish I could hug you. *virtual hug. I just need support from anybody.
there are many motivational phrases and stuff. when someone tells me love or praise or reasons to live without knowing me, that doesn't keep me alive. on the contrary, i get angry. it's easy to love me because you don't know me. this is the problem with depression and anxiety. you love us because you don't know us. you would hate us if you knew us.
when ever i need to take my antidepressants in front of my boyfriend he always says "i don't know why you need those you're always happy"
i really don't know how to explain to him that i'm just a full time actress basically
I feel u i try my hardest to tell my mom but im just empty and numb idk y i still standing here living
nightowl keysharah jones i get it girl. this shit is so hard but i really hope it gets better for the both of us. i know i've been feeling empty lately and it's so exhausting being done with even breathing. we just got to keep going.
@@urso5686 ye we do thnk u
@@kiki_asmrr It’s so sad that I can relate strongly to this
@@SomeOne-xr7xu ik same
The sad thing is
*people only care if you are:*
*rich*
*pretty*
*famous*
*or dead*
Tbh its kind of true
*Oh holy potatoz this got 100 likes, ty!*
*AAAAAAAAAAAAH 200 LIKES HOLY!!!*
Lemony o3o i mean Some ppl really do care but there arent many ppl with a good heart :/
@@Rameii ye true
@Yi Hang YU [09C12M] oofer
@Yi Hang YU [09C12M] yep big big oofer
Or if u can sing
i finally understand what is going threw my friends head.. she has depression and she accused me of not caring and she wanted to end it all but she hasnt been acting the same, and more tired but the more i try to tell her i care she says im lying and its a act so.
''you just want attention''
yes, yes indeed i do want attention cause im tired of being invisible to everyone
*To teenagers who are depressed and anxious about what people think about them at school/ university*
Delete social media, work on something you love- your dreams and studies, if you're too depressed take a small break and complete a small task when you're ready. Your insta profile doesn't show people who you really are, it's all lies, show people through kindness and success who you really are.
Yes you are very strong for sharing such deep emotions on such a big platform, however this modern culture of depression being cool "Yeah I'm depressed too, me too, yeah me too- but I'm just gonna say it and not say why I'm depressed- that's the real strength, anyone can say they're depressed but talk about it is fantastic for you because you filter out all the posers who think its cool and get to speak to someone going through the same thing. (If you haven't already listen to Yer Blues by the Beatles, listen to the lyrics and how honest they are (if i aint dead already, girl youll know the reason why- analysis being he survived the pain.)
I hate wallowing in depression, get busy living, get busy dying. If you can't hack it, start small, do the little things.
You can do it =)
John Walker honestly thank you
Thank you so much
ah thanks!
@Adnin hara / Unikittyanin haha u cute 💕
You can do it to pal 😃😄
Ahhh. i love❤️
❤️
Thank you 💛I love your music!!!
Love you Sophie
Can you pls reply xxxxx
Marina Lin love you xxx
Omg the first though was Shane Dawson honestly 😂 but u sing pretty good 👑👑
I smile while I cry inside.
I laugh while fall inside.
I say 'Life is awesome!' while wanting to die.
You asked,
'How are you?'
...
"I'm crying",
"I cut myself",
"I'm trying",
*"I'm Fine".*
its even worse when the voices in your head hates you more than you do and i can’t even tell anyone about it cause no one ever cared they saw what im going through but they ignored it
I think really bad about myself I cry every night because I feel like I’m so worthless. I’ve told my closest friend how I feel and they said I should go see someone. But I’m too scared. I don’t like talking to anyone else. Not even my mum. I don’t want to say I’m depressed because I can’t diagnose myself with depression. So I just tell myself that I’m just very emotional. 😕😕
Aw, how can you say you feel so worthless💔 you have so much potential and YOU ARE WORTH IT! You have to learn to love yourself because everyone’s taken and there’s only one unique person like you for a reason. Honestly what I’m saying probably sounds dumb but talking to someone helps so much, and I really hope you do because you don’t deserve to feel like that x
1m subs with no videos thank you so much it means a lot 😕🙂
Audrey Drey thank you so much 😕🙂💜
Hi! Cheer up coARMY! u know why I found out? Well cause your name and your profile says it all hshshs, well not sure tho, but just wanted to say that God is here for us always, just pray. I feel you too, but what makes me motivated is God, and lets just say bangtan? Cause they were one of the persons who helped me while I was sooo0ooO depressed. But someday, it will be okay, I dont tell my problems to my mom too, cause I know it will be just a waste of time for them, they are always busy and idk hshshs, but just to know you're not alone. Cheer up! 💘
Lougai Fermin thank you so much I will. And you too ☺️💜💜💜💜💜
Me having depression and suddenly youtube recommends this I was like 'you know how to make me more sad youtube'
The reason i don’t people how i really feel is that i’m scared that i’m annoying or that they won’t care and will tell other people that i just want attention....
People cry not because they're weak , they cry because they've been strong too long .
"Why are you deppresed? You have a house and food and water!"
*yeah why dont you say*
"Why are you homeless? Just buy a house!"
People don't know what depression is smh. What does having a house and food and water have to do with the chemical imbalance in my brain.
@@Octavia-nd3br exactlyyy preachh
Octavia 62728 I think you missed the point
AESTHETICLY UGLY asking someone
‘Why are you depressed? People are struggling more than you!’
Is like asking someone
‘Why are you happy? People have better lives than you!’
food and water are just used to live.... But people's support makes us happy....... Depressed is no compare to hunger and thirst..... It is a feeling/our emotion which affects our feelings and also health..... Pls stay safe.... It is just my opinion ^^
Can we PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE get this on Spotify??? I REALLY want it!
Who’s with me?
YES
When u can’t stop crying and be weak realizing you are not yourself no more
as someone who had had depression from the age of 12 this song was very touching. i hid it for about 2 years then it got so low and i couldn’t fake it anymore and i was a shell. i was a zombie walking around.
You then surely know that there's a problem when a kid goes, "I feel depressed..."
And another one sighs and laughs and says, "Aren't we all?"
I’m 12 year old and depressed.. and yesterday someone said this:
*me getting panic atack at break in school*
My classmate: WOW ur eyes are so pretty when you cry, you should cry more often
My mind: like I don’t..
I’m 12 years old and depressed as well, and I understand that feeling where nobody can understand the pain depressed people go through. It’s tough. But your not alone, there’s always someone out there to help you. ❤️
Christy Nashed ty and so do u have to remember *your not alone*
Just an random account on yt ._. Thank u ❤️
sorry but im like PERIOD BITCH
I felt that I am 11 and about to start middle school and I have been depressed since I was 8 nobody knows but my bestfriend I didn’t even tell her tho she found me in the bathroom crying and walked me to the counselors office telling me it’s okay to be sad and to this day nobody else knows
I hate how sad it is how some think its cool to have depression when it really isn’t,no one chose to be depressed they just, are.