My Experience With The Jezebel Spirit

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  • @studytime-qb9bx
    @studytime-qb9bx 3 місяці тому +400

    This is no lie. Had a girl legitimately tell me I’m no fun because I don’t want to sin anymore. Most of the women are deadly. Prayers are on the way brother.

    • @h.a3567
      @h.a3567 3 місяці тому +1

      Women or men are not the enemy, the enemy is satan, working thru people. Love the person, reject the sin.

    • @graylee945
      @graylee945 3 місяці тому +22

      Women are not deadly. It's the bad spirits that dwell in them! I'd pray for you

    • @plty3931
      @plty3931 3 місяці тому +3

      thats my best friend after i turned to christ

    • @Notifications485
      @Notifications485 3 місяці тому +26

      @@graylee945women are deadly, there’s certain women if you sleep with them everything in your life will go downhill, you’ll lose your job, you’ll struggle in poverty, everything will start going the other way and things won’t go smoothly.
      A wise man and a spiritual person understands to be very careful the women you chose to date and sleep with, and not to engage in adultery and self-pleasure. If you’re promiscuous and indulge in self-pleasure you’re just digging your own grave

    • @jordandavis3867
      @jordandavis3867 3 місяці тому

      Thats a spirit not a woman ​@@Notifications485

  • @Suitcase__21
    @Suitcase__21 3 місяці тому +290

    I fell into lust and had a baby with a jezebel spirit. She was a girl I grew up with and caught my eye by posting about Jesus. We got together and had my son after 4 months and I even proposed. However, after years of deception, disrespect, and downright emotional abuse, I started to see through the facade. She ultimately discarded me and took the majority of custody with my kid after she got what she wanted. I’ve since recommitted my life to Jesus and went celibate/on semen retention. Brothers I tell this as a cautionary tale. Always turn away from lust and lean on God. Deny the flesh and resist the devil. Watch what they do and not what they say. Just because someone has a pretty face and claims Christianity, they can still be an agent of the enemy. SIN always takes away the very thing it promises to fulfill. Repent and stay safe out there men.

    • @HowieAnimations
      @HowieAnimations 3 місяці тому

      Womp womp womp 🥱

    • @HowieAnimations
      @HowieAnimations 3 місяці тому

      Get back to work 🥱

    • @spiritgangsta
      @spiritgangsta 3 місяці тому +17

      That last sentence about sin hits hard. Proof you've learned your lesson. Thankyou so much for sharing brother ❤️ keep your head up fam. God's got you

    • @nickeyfynn3270
      @nickeyfynn3270 3 місяці тому +8

      Also called a narcissist.

    • @Pablo-jx7yx
      @Pablo-jx7yx 3 місяці тому +1

      Minecraft music in the end. Beautiful

  • @natenowak2227
    @natenowak2227 3 місяці тому +678

    “Lust kills Kings” No!!! Flip that “Kings kill lust!”

    • @viki-w7g3i
      @viki-w7g3i 3 місяці тому +15

      W

    • @llvkey
      @llvkey 3 місяці тому +8

      W

    • @itstoasty7089
      @itstoasty7089 3 місяці тому +66

      More like “THE KING” kill’s lust. That King is Jesus.

    • @AF_JR2
      @AF_JR2 3 місяці тому +17

      Proverbs 31:3 (NLT)don’t waste your strength on women on those who ruin kings

    • @sarahz7
      @sarahz7 3 місяці тому +2

      🔥

  • @pounchoutz
    @pounchoutz 3 місяці тому +78

    Oh man I had a loooong relationship with jezebel, its actually what brought me to christ. I was an athiest before. You’re absolutely right, the second she realized she had taken all she could from me, she washed her hands of me immediately, no emotions. I was about to marry her. The Lord saved me

  • @640A
    @640A 3 місяці тому +66

    Wow, you're such a well-spoken, thoughtful young man for your age. God bless you!

    • @tomfreedom3259
      @tomfreedom3259 25 днів тому +1

      Yeah, right? I was jealous (in a good way) that I wasn't more like this at his age.

  • @natenowak2227
    @natenowak2227 3 місяці тому +843

    “Semen Demon” is wild 💀

    • @captainelectro2659
      @captainelectro2659 3 місяці тому +7

      Yo lowkey

    • @bp3177
      @bp3177 3 місяці тому +17

      Clicked on this vid just because of that

    • @DetPersc
      @DetPersc 3 місяці тому +10

      Pretty weird. I thought this girl reminded me of a tadpole (The serious face expression of a tadpole). Suddenly I saw a youtube short saying tadpole and sperm looks similar. Then the sky, I saw an airplane draw a tadpole/sperm. Next thing you know this video is uploaded.

    • @thatoneguy9857
      @thatoneguy9857 3 місяці тому

      Bro ikr 😭🤣

    • @selectelectcarlos
      @selectelectcarlos 3 місяці тому

      ​@lieffaxThat's what Jezebel is, a SEMEN BUCKET to get DUMPED IN

  • @Phl4.13
    @Phl4.13 3 місяці тому +412

    Pray to God about marriage. Don't just go after who you "like." Don't "flirt." Pray to God and HE will give you a wife.

    • @Alicia-vq8jg
      @Alicia-vq8jg 3 місяці тому

      I didn’t touch anyone for 10 years and in Mexico I made a mistake big mistake … I got drunk and all of a sudden it went from talum being this cute little magical beach town with sweet angel friends to oh it’s literally the wild Wild West and everyone’s a prostitute 😭 I was so drunk on mescal pretty sure I got a jezavel demon 😭🐍 and this man was a pimp warlock made me kiss his prostitute girlfriend his eyes turned black 😭 it was a nightmare . The dreams I got after were so bad amd I kept getting thoughts of me wanting him to teach me to go down on girls … it was so bad … he astral projected into my room … the lust was so bad I never touched myself and I started after it was so bad … I know he gave me jezabel or his bb… also the dude was quoting the Bible to me and making me feel like a horrible girl 😭 I think I’m just going to be a nun now . I’m old I don’t think I can have babies 😭💔

    • @roope-o9o
      @roope-o9o 3 місяці тому +32

      Yes. I have prayed for years and recently I got closer with one of my Christian friends that I only met once, and we started talking more and more.
      Suddenly feelings for each other started to grow, we prayed multiple times together and asked for prayer from other people concerning this topic, even went on a date once.
      I met her 1.5years ago through a mutual friend and when we met third time face to face this year, we officially started dating.
      I actually think she is my future wife, that God has appointed to me. I think I will propose when it's possible for me, after graduation and military service.
      God has the one for everybody!

    • @soggymilk56
      @soggymilk56 3 місяці тому +37

      If you don’t flirt then you will never get to know the girl. Yes pray to God about it, but we have to go out of our way and actually talk to the girl. It’s unlikely for a girl to just show up on your doorstep and is the perfect girl for you, and just be this amazing gift from God

    • @frizzyrascal1493
      @frizzyrascal1493 3 місяці тому +16

      This is wishful thinking. You can’t just expect that a person will fall into your lap.

    • @MagentXdromedaZ
      @MagentXdromedaZ 3 місяці тому +5

      ​@@soggymilk56 Straight facts. It takes a matter of time to actually realize if you know there the one for you or not, especially if you've known them for years. Don't go after them too much, but hope for someone someday even if there not the one.

  • @ristonalaimo5048
    @ristonalaimo5048 3 місяці тому +217

    At 19 years old I had the same experience. Her eyes became big and black when she said I want you. You're making the right choice. It's a spiritual battle and the spirit inside of her was trying to get you to deny and humiliate Christ

    • @kickflipcolin
      @kickflipcolin 3 місяці тому

      Maybe her pupils were dilating because shes aroused bro 💀

    • @themetalsheets7145
      @themetalsheets7145 3 місяці тому +6

      Wait could you please describe more about her eyes? Do you remember her sclera turning black or was it just the pupils dilating? I’m really curious to know

    • @ristonalaimo5048
      @ristonalaimo5048 3 місяці тому +19

      @@themetalsheets7145 Her pupils dilated, but it was a measure beyond that: her pupils were supernaturally large filling her whole center eye. It was like in that music video 'Pompeii' by Bastille (I would recommend turning the sound off if you watch it because they put spells over music these days). I had my experience in 2009, that video came out 4 years later, and I instantly knew that the meaning was demonic indwelling.

    • @themetalsheets7145
      @themetalsheets7145 3 місяці тому

      @@ristonalaimo5048 Woah, that’s pretty crazy man. Thanks for sharing!

    • @themetalsheets7145
      @themetalsheets7145 3 місяці тому +3

      @@ristonalaimo5048 Woah, that's a pretty cool/creepy experience. Must have been extremely impactful for you to still remember and comment about it decades later! Thanks for sharing man 👍

  • @Soul..0999
    @Soul..0999 3 місяці тому +434

    I been getting attacked in my dreams every night with sinful thoughts regarding lust. One night I woke up between 3 and 5 and I heard a voice in the back of my head that said “Jezebel”. I had no idea who this was until I looked her up and realized I was being played with by this unclean spirit. This happened to me last night, the timing is insane. ✝️
    Edit: Howie animations, be careful of your ego. Romans 1:18 - For the wrath of God is being revealed in Heaven to the godlessness and the wickedness of people, who suppress the truth by their wickedness. Be respectful for everyone here is a brother and sister to you because we are all one in Christ; Galatians 3:28 🕊️

    • @HowieAnimations
      @HowieAnimations 3 місяці тому +6

      This happens to me all the time ngl but unlike you I run away from them cuz I better and stronger and not weak like you get better kid get back to work

    • @HowieAnimations
      @HowieAnimations 3 місяці тому +1

      You goofy

    • @Soul..0999
      @Soul..0999 3 місяці тому +9

      @@HowieAnimations it happens in my dreams like normal dreams not lucid dreamd

    • @jacobrobinson6603
      @jacobrobinson6603 3 місяці тому +40

      ​@@HowieAnimationsThat's not the best thing to say your better. We all struggle with sin. None of us are better than the other.

    • @HowieAnimations
      @HowieAnimations 3 місяці тому

      ​@jacobrobinson6603 idk bro you all are goofy this is a race for the best 🥱 🥱 🥱 🥱

  • @MrDavinci1965
    @MrDavinci1965 Місяць тому +12

    I'm 59. It doesn't change. Be VERY careful with (most) women. God Bless You Brother.

  • @sawboyshorts1
    @sawboyshorts1 3 місяці тому +47

    “Give not thy strength unto women, Nor thy ways to that which destroyeth kings.”
    ‭‭Proverbs‬ ‭31‬:‭3‬ ‭KJV‬‬

    • @thebranch4756
      @thebranch4756 Місяць тому

      Is that really talking about sexual purity & semen retention though ???

    • @timu-san
      @timu-san Місяць тому +1

      What is the strength of a man? His seed to create more of himself as God did. Created in the image of God. So yeah it's about seed. There's plenty of examples of Kings being destroyed by a woman in the bible.

  • @isaacmartinez7092
    @isaacmartinez7092 3 місяці тому +59

    Hey man. Years ago I was stationed in Germany and I met a girl that I was with her for 3 years having sexual relation's and that exact same face would appear at night when we would be in the intercourse. I always thought it was eery but I would let it go because I was drunk out of my mind. Same black eyes, white glowing face and similarities to a skull. I changed my life December 31, 2022 and asked Jesus Christ to give me another opportunity because I was extremely spiritually ill and I was ready to let go of my own life. I asked and I received, Jesus came running into the room and I felt something I never felt before! It was him, I let go of fornication, alcohol and any other worldly sin. I am not perfect but now I live for Jesus and only Jesus. Later on I put 2 and 2 together and I found out she had done some type of witchcraft. I will not share those things further but Jesus delivered me and broke every chain from the enemy.

    • @-_deploy_-
      @-_deploy_- 3 місяці тому +1

      Did you have sexual experiences with other women? How does that compare to the ones you had with the witch girl? I would assume she was able to make it more "pleasurable" to keep you locked into her

    • @respectkindness-oj6xz
      @respectkindness-oj6xz 3 місяці тому

      what you meant by "2 and 2 together"?

    • @Stazsaber2.0
      @Stazsaber2.0 Місяць тому +7

      ​@@respectkindness-oj6xz basically saying hes figured out who she is and what she's done to him 🔥

    • @abeyabraham4738
      @abeyabraham4738 Місяць тому

      Germans are into witchcraft ??

    • @joejohn346
      @joejohn346 10 днів тому

      @@respectkindness-oj6xz A jezebel spirited woman will use witchcraft. Either herself, or a relative - usually btw, an unemployed sister - , a grandma etc. Nowadays, newage stuff is very much popular. You go into a bookstore, literally hundreds of books about how to do rituals for your love life, health, money and wealth, children etc. So the actually possessed women, who are mostly possessed by the jezebel spirit, or maybe its sister spirits, will involve herself in witchcraft, usually out of loneliness or deep hurt, which are genuine feelings. They wanna get better, feel better, so they do what they can, they turn to witchcraft, although its not portrayed as such. So when thats the case, they are regularly, daily doing small rituals, or ask their witch relatives or friends, to do something about this and that guy, cause they like him.
      Next thing you know, you start to have feelings for that woman, out of nowhere. Or at least, having lust for them, again, for not much reason. Also what you will find as soon as this happens to you, is her, talking nonsense from time to time. Either hurting you with something, or talking about some other guy in a nonsense way etc. Thats 2 part thing - 1, she knows from her withcraft, that you were injected with fake feelings, so she tries to make you jealous now, which creates even deeper spiritual connection with her in your mind, and 2, they need to pay a price for the witchcraft they did or asked for. This one, the price, is usually their body, used by a higher demon - which is in another guy, usually appearing as a bad boy type figure, who her, has to have sxual relations with as the price. So the girl in reality, has multiple guys as sexual buddies, whilst doing this deep emotional connection building with you. In the spiritual realm, its a demon in her, creating confusion and making waste a good guy his time money and energy - which could lead us, the fall guys, to sinning, which leads to avoid God and Jesus, which is always any demons goal to accomplish.

  • @Res777.
    @Res777. 3 місяці тому +67

    Be careful for sure bro. I've learned recently to really focus on their actions rather than words. I was talking to this one girl for months and I kept noticing things were off but I kept ignoring it cause I was desperate (another issue). She said she wanted to be everything I wanted to hear - "modesty", "stay at home mom", etc. However also, her actions hardly ever showed it - she was pursuing a degree, she kept wearing immodest clothes, she kept having another issue so bad I wont say here, etc. The more I talked to her, the more temptations I had similar to you. However I eventually started becoming so weak spiritually and giving into sins and then she started to not "care" about me as much. I almost was destroyed but I sobered up and ended it fast with her. Many lessons from that. Now I'm back where I need to be with God. Im no longer desperate, more thinking than feelings, more grind on my career, etc.

    • @DovesTyson
      @DovesTyson 3 місяці тому +15

      Wow I had a similar experience, only I'm a woman who prioritizes modesty, faith and and want to become a housewife. This guy (actually my ex, we tried to pick things up again. Long story) and I went on two dates and I was all twisted up in my emotions I considered being with him. But after talking to God before and after every date He made me realize that this guy was just telling me what I wanted to hear and if I really payed attention to his fruits he didn't even practice anything he was saying. Telling him no I don't want to continue further was very difficult and even heartbreaking, but now months later I'm forever grateful for God preventing me from trying to eventually marry a man who's not meant for me. Listening to God and practising His laws is so so important, or else you might listen to yourself and make your life more difficult. I'm happy that you learned the same lesson and can go through life wiser than before :)

    • @Res777.
      @Res777. 3 місяці тому +6

      @@DovesTyson Glad you listened to God too. God bless.

    • @Gramrocks
      @Gramrocks 3 місяці тому

      How did you stop being desperate?

    • @Res777.
      @Res777. 3 місяці тому +1

      @@Gramrocks i just started thinking logically and acting logically

    • @kkiuoi
      @kkiuoi 3 місяці тому +2

      Do not act on feelings, that's all I can say, learn to breathe, learn to how to calm yourself, thats the only way to logical thinking. ​@@Gramrocks

  • @kingjunkyview
    @kingjunkyview 3 місяці тому +20

    This has been happening to me so much lately that I sometimes feels like it is a joke. But the way you broke it down makes so much sense. I have been really strong in my faith and even started serving in my church lately. It makes sense the enemy would want to attack now!
    The christian community calls it the jezebel spirit and clinicians call them narcissist. Whatever you want to call it guard your heart and keep it pure we are fighting a spiritual battle.
    "For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms."
    -Ephesians 6:12 (NIV)

    • @TalonE-bg1rt
      @TalonE-bg1rt 2 місяці тому +1

      That's my favourite bible verse now

  • @gaitanexpress3971
    @gaitanexpress3971 3 місяці тому +77

    Ryan, don't waste all the grinding and time you've invested in not falling into temptation in just 30s of pleasure to then feel guilty.

  • @CrabMeatElite
    @CrabMeatElite 3 місяці тому +9

    Brother, I appreciate the honest confession and sharing. As a happily married 37 y.o. pastor, I can tell you that the battle with lust does not end when you say "I do." For me, it is a daily battle based on pre-deciding the types of conversations I have with younger women (esp. church members), putting up massive guardrails with technology use, and having solid accountability with other brothers in Christ. I meet once a week with two brothers just for us to hold each other accountable in our areas of sin weakness, lust being mine. By the way, your point about the "two types of women" is spot on. It only takes ONE woman with that Jezebel spirit who is fulfilling an emotional need in an unguarded moment that can cause us to fall greatly.
    I am glad that your discernment was right on point with this situation. Proverbs 5:13-14 always sticks out in my mind regarding the man who fell into lust--kings included, like you said: "I did not listen to the voice of my teachers or incline my ear to my instructors. I am at the brink of utter ruin in the assembled congregation." A necessary warning for us all to heed!

    • @yohannicholas7282
      @yohannicholas7282 Місяць тому +5

      Good to see a pastor taking action to prevent himself from falling into temptation. No man should think he’s strong enough to counsel women alone, especially in a closed room. My dads been a pastor all my life and if a women comes into his office, he calls for my mom or leaves the door wide open. When he prays with women, he places my moms hand on the women and his hand ontop of my moms. So many fake preachers will even preach this and carry out adulterous lifestyles. They always get caught eventually, always. Be sure your sins will find you out! Keep up the good work!

    • @CrabMeatElite
      @CrabMeatElite Місяць тому +2

      @@yohannicholas7282 Thank you so much for that encouragement! That hand-on-hand rule when praying over a woman I've yet to implement, so I'm going to do that going forward. I'm sure my wife would gladly agree too.

  • @jillybean9071
    @jillybean9071 Місяць тому +6

    Praise be to God Most High that you have been given discernment to recognize the spirit of jezebel. The Holy Spirit is at work in our world, though most can not recognize Him. Keep your eyes focused on Jesus and in close fellowship with the Holy Spirit. The enemy can try to deceive us, but God will shine a light on the darkness and expose the truth. To Him be all glory and honor and praise!

  • @Chrissala
    @Chrissala 3 місяці тому +15

    Thanks for sharing. I can share from first hand: dont ignore the Holy spirit. You know when you are playing with fire

  • @jacobrobinson6603
    @jacobrobinson6603 3 місяці тому +45

    The stuff you talked about in this video is why i'm very very limited on social media. Only social media platforms i use is of course UA-cam, and Snapchat. The internet is one of the most evil things in our culture today and at any point at any time something could pop up that's inappropriate and lustful. But besides that the only time nowadays that i struggle with anything lust related is right before i go to sleep and i say my nightly prayer to God all of a sudden when i close my eyes to go to sleep i'm just minding my business and i start to get lustful thoughts out of nowhere and i've learned it's a tactic satan will use. But immediately pray and ask God to forgive me.

    • @drgun2245
      @drgun2245 3 місяці тому +2

      Based man, God bless you bro!

  • @MrAtomicBulldog
    @MrAtomicBulldog 3 місяці тому +8

    Brother, I'm far older than you and struggling to keep my eyes strictly on the Lord at this very moment. It is a battle with the flesh and for your mind and spirit. I hear exactly what you are saying. Our eyes and our desires will betray us. I have prayed for you. Please pray for me.

  • @rogerclarke3291
    @rogerclarke3291 3 місяці тому +53

    Powerful Testimony. Women in the west do seem to have changed spiritually in the last few years beyond words, and not for the best. Praise the Lord for his Holy Spirit That guide us. Thanks for sharing.

    • @_m4r1ss4_9
      @_m4r1ss4_9 3 місяці тому +9

      It's not just women there's blame to go all around unfortunately. The sexual liberation movement was a mistake, and though it may not seem like it at first, women are suffering because of it.

    • @BO4T3N9
      @BO4T3N9 3 місяці тому

      ​@@_m4r1ss4_9are you also suffering 🤔

    • @LaMach420
      @LaMach420 Місяць тому

      ​@@_m4r1ss4_9 for sure except most women are too prideful and arrogant to admit it and continue down their path of destruction until it's too late. Too many women find themselves destitute in their mid 30s and beyond and it's just sad to watch.

  • @Jackson6
    @Jackson6 3 місяці тому +58

    Idolatry is one of the easiest ways to turn from Christ in the modern age. I’m a young guy in my 20s and I like sports cars, money, girls, and other nice things. I’ve been slowly learning to lean into the Lord and trust him instead of relying on myself and chasing after the material. It’s a challenging mindset to have but always waking up and starting your day off talking to Jesus helps me. If anyone would like to say a quick prayer for me, pray for wisdom, discernment, patience, and guidance. Thanks.

    • @F1nnVv
      @F1nnVv 3 місяці тому +1

      same brother. let us keep ourselves strong in the word of God

    • @DavidSingerSongwtr
      @DavidSingerSongwtr 3 місяці тому +1

      It is hard but stay focused on Jesus Christ repenting everyday.

    • @appletherapy
      @appletherapy 2 місяці тому

      If you can turn from God form just that. You aren't of God. King David fell but he was still with God

    • @joshcarlie5231
      @joshcarlie5231 Місяць тому +1

      Pretty sure like half of the bible is God saying "don't worship idols" and then getting mad at everyone for worshiping idols. Seems to be the story of humanity. So thank GOD for Jesus who makes us right in God's eyes anyway. That said, failure to be loyal to Christ and instead worship idols leads to death. Jesus will forgive you when you get there, but you'll get there a lot faster if you aren't focused on God.

    • @CANTHINKvfhdss
      @CANTHINKvfhdss Місяць тому

      I looked at a statue of a built man of his ancient time. What I thought is how I didn't want to know him but how cool it looked to be like a statue. That's some black and white text I saw and really showed me how complicated life is to be a die hard Christian. Just saying I have alot of work to do too. I wish all you great luck going back and forth from the world with your works in Christ it's extremly difficult and can be super easy at times.

  • @berry6467
    @berry6467 3 місяці тому +7

    Thank God she exposed herself through the posts. That was Gods mercy. Be careful out there young guys like you can be a huge target. Stay spiritually safe.

  • @BiscutStud1os
    @BiscutStud1os 3 місяці тому +53

    I’ll pray for you man!! It’s ok I struggled with lust and masterbation too. You’ll get through it. I promise 🙏🙏🙏

  • @Dcmaddog12
    @Dcmaddog12 3 місяці тому +17

    Bro spot on I just dated one for 2 years “covert narcissist” didn’t see it until the end when I moved out. All it was for her was a game and lust. She had the similar eyes… I lost myself - she was wanting to be in the masculine and told me at the end she hated god and would never let her children go to church. And oh that she would abort my baby… she was a demon - haven’t spoke in months since I moved out

  • @chrismnutone8421
    @chrismnutone8421 2 місяці тому +2

    I hope when you wake up in the morning and look into the mirror, you see a reflection of an angel. You made many people happy with this video. You have character and guts. Enjoy your youth!

  • @oadrianwinner2876
    @oadrianwinner2876 Місяць тому +3

    Prayer going bro!
    First off I’m Adrian, and appreciate the encouragement. I came across your vid; cause more recently I’ve introduced to the concept of the Jez Spirit, and bro….revelation the Father has given me after watching this.
    First off everything you spoke is truth…because it’s happened to me. In fact; now knowing what I know..the enemy has put jez spirits in front of me ALL my life. I recently just realized that most of my life’s issues have come via a woman; even though I’ve been faithfully walking with God. I’m married/separated to a woman with the worst Jez spirit I ever encountered, and removing myself from that situation and fully committing to isolation, focusing on only god and nothing else….he’s revealed why the enemy has been so successful at disrupting my life’s work especially when it comes to Gods work.
    This spirit is a lot more dangerous than men think, but I’m grateful to have gone through the process and had him revealed to me what I needed to know. I appreciate the share, and God will bless your efforts to see to seek Him above everything else.
    God bless🙏

  • @LibExodus
    @LibExodus 22 дні тому

    Dang dude this was the TRUTH. Powerful! This kind of stuff is so seldom discussed, especially in a clear and transparent manner. It's awesome to see the spirit workin' so strong in you, my brother in Christ. I'm married now but it reminds me of my single days when I was newly converted and 100% for the Lord, while looking for a godly partner, and practicing chastity. I experienced similar situations and it's exciting to see other men that know the truth!

  • @edasadi8848
    @edasadi8848 Місяць тому +3

    God bless you my brother
    Be strong
    You are on a right path.
    I went through that and now I am married to a Godly woman. :-)
    Glory to God
    Love you Jesus ❤❤❤

  • @markrouch4159
    @markrouch4159 3 місяці тому +23

    A lot of big things have been happening in my life lately including my mom passing away from cancer a couple months ago and I’m really struggling with lust and temptation it’s almost like I disassociate with reality at night especially and sometimes during the day. I’ve kind of always described my list as me blacking out and not really understanding what I’m looking at. Sadly this means I’ve looked at horrible stuff with little to no reaction. Please keep me in your prayers.

    • @tweetthechicken3870
      @tweetthechicken3870 3 місяці тому +5

      I can't relate to your mom passing But I relate to the rest Keep fighting.Make sure you don't get worse Always try to get better at Fighting lust it is so evil as we have both learned the hard way Also don't hurt yourself when you fail Just keep fighting i starting to hurt myself because i Kept Failing him And then I had a vision of him Comforting me he didn't want me to hurt myself and I am still fighting my lust to this day we can Overcome with God's help Even if I don't know how long it will take us

    • @EdmundoAyarzagoitia
      @EdmundoAyarzagoitia 3 місяці тому +3

      I will pray my brother. My mother has cancer.

  • @Sebwojdalowicz
    @Sebwojdalowicz 3 місяці тому +34

    Minecraft music ties it all together. I'd love to see more videos like this, Ryan. They're great :)

    • @llvkey
      @llvkey 3 місяці тому +1

      Fr 💯

  • @14532519
    @14532519 2 місяці тому +1

    Great video man! Something I'm having to apply in my life is taking every thought captive and pleading the blood of Jesus over my life. If the pressure of temptation intensifies, it only mean the enemy hates where you going in the Lord. You got this brother!

  • @Hope70759
    @Hope70759 3 місяці тому +4

    Hey Ryan. It makes me feel joyful when i see youth like you help to spread the gospel and kingdom values. I'm feeling encouraged after watching you video.
    Glory to God becoz of u

  • @shortyj74
    @shortyj74 2 дні тому

    For real I am fasting right now too and needed to hear this, because of problems with people at work. I am surrounded by demons at work. Pray for me. I'll pray for you. Its such a blessing to see young people for Jesus.

  • @TheMoreYouKnoww
    @TheMoreYouKnoww 3 місяці тому +10

    Wow man! Your an amazing speaker. Praise god, and may he bless you✝️✝️✝️

  • @BigUncJp
    @BigUncJp 3 місяці тому +5

    Thank you man, I've been struggling with lust for so long, I'm slowly getting better with Christ it's just hard because since I'm moving in the right direction I'm being attacked more which makes sense. It's just tough with Christ nothing is impossible ❤

  • @JW-sg7tt
    @JW-sg7tt 2 місяці тому +6

    The eyes are the gateway to the soul. The first thing I see is someone’s eyes. You can always tell who a person is by looking at their eyes.

    • @mystick93
      @mystick93 Місяць тому +1

      That's not always true. They have the ability to shape shift.

    • @codyshepp7432
      @codyshepp7432 24 дні тому

      @@mystick93 2 Corinthians 11:14 KJV - And no marvel; for Satan himself is transformed into an angel of light.

  • @Gabriel83580
    @Gabriel83580 Місяць тому +2

    Stay focused brother, clearly you see things most men dont see and pay attention to. I know exactly what you speak of. They come around more when you choose to be and do better. Stay strong and away frome them.

  • @Sigma-pd5tm
    @Sigma-pd5tm 3 місяці тому +43

    Just prayed for you my man! Been following you for a while on IG. Even through the “sigma” stuff lol. Don’t mind my username. Just wanted to say your walk with Christ has hugely impacted mine as well. Love you man, God Bless you!

    • @fs.ryanwalker
      @fs.ryanwalker  3 місяці тому +16

      Thank you bro I was so lost in that RP content phase 😂. I’m glad I’ve been able to help bro.

  • @HowToWithCraig
    @HowToWithCraig 2 місяці тому +2

    Hang tough with your convictions. I admire your determination to walk the narrow path. Remember to pray about even small things, and ask for God's help. The Holy spirit helps you resist temptation. Try to always keep in mind, how your actions can affect your future for good or for evil. Peace. God bless you.

  • @Kricket2390
    @Kricket2390 3 місяці тому +3

    I believe you bro. Holy Spirit had your back.

  • @loubrame1972
    @loubrame1972 2 місяці тому +2

    Thank you for sharing ♥️
    God place a hedge of protection around your son🙏

  • @keithjackson4985
    @keithjackson4985 2 місяці тому +11

    You are a young follower of Christ. Lord, continue to lead him and bless him, and keep him from he wrong influences! Bless you...

  • @zacadamsoffical
    @zacadamsoffical 3 місяці тому

    Bruh, It's crazy sometimes in the mornings... So hard to fight .. :/ Bless you

  • @MsLovely319
    @MsLovely319 3 місяці тому +6

    Sex with someone with demonic spirits in them is also a doorway for that spirit to get transferred to you while your two bodies become one. Pay attention. If you have sex with someone and their issue is spiritual, you could end up with that issue yourself. I heard one woman say she slept with a guy who had depression and she ended up with it afterwards. Sometimes depression is a chemical issue, but in this case, I believe it was spiritual
    and the spirit attached itself to her. Awesome video, so great to see a young man striving after God!

    • @RM-qq5rj
      @RM-qq5rj 3 місяці тому

      Yes, it's like an infection that spreads via sex, but it's a spiritual infection.

  • @HxttaOfficial
    @HxttaOfficial 2 місяці тому

    Thank you for sharing. Also great Minecraft music at the end, beautiful aha

  • @mc_1704
    @mc_1704 3 місяці тому +34

    Worldly people attracts demons. Temptations, flesh desires and manipulative games is the killer. Stay vigilant, keep your high-beams on bruvs

  • @ilikerealmaplesyrup
    @ilikerealmaplesyrup 3 місяці тому +2

    My first girlfriend back in 2008. She was cool and I really liked her for some reason. Well I was Christian and she wasn't and of course she eventually got me to sleep with her. (I was a virgin and she new it) Like, immediately after we were done, I was still on top of her and the words "I've corrupted you" came right out of her mouth. I didn't know what to think. We dated for over a year and I never got any demon vibes from her or anything really. In fact she came around to Christianity for a while. I eventually broke up with her but I will never forget that moment. That was like the only time I think a demon has ever actually spoke to me in an auditable voice through a human to me. It reminds me of when satan just spoke right through Peter at will.

  • @andyprado8424
    @andyprado8424 3 місяці тому +6

    May the lord give you strength my brother ✝️✝️✝️

  • @gregorymcgraw3681
    @gregorymcgraw3681 2 місяці тому +2

    Wow Brother you just brought me back to the situations I experienced at the beginning of my 2nd marraige, and brother did I make the wrong choices. The Jezabel will give you all her love, then when your addicted to it she will turn that tap off and use it as the Most evil weapon to control you. Man the memories, the Pain I remember. I Thank Lord Jesus for giving me the direction that led me back to Him, away from that relationship. Brother you really sound like your on point, if I could give you any advice I would say Always remember to stay True to your order of priorities in your life... Jesus First, Yourself second, your wife, your kids your family..... Keep your eyes, your thoughts on The light of Jesus Christ, allll other lights should be soooo dim compared to your focus on Jesus light in your mind your body your heart and soul. God Bless you Brother in Jesus Holy name.

  • @777sumitx
    @777sumitx 3 місяці тому +6

    I REMOVED MYSELF FROM SOCIAL MEDIA AND ITS GOOD BUT INTERNET IS A WEIRD PLACE TBH, BUT GOD IS JUST AND MERCIFUL.

  • @manvithmsgowda
    @manvithmsgowda 3 місяці тому +1

    Thank you so much Brother for openly discussing what you are facing for the Glory of God🔥🔥
    God Bless You for your Journey Ahead❤‍🔥
    Lots of Love From INDIA🇮🇳

  • @garlandgates9650
    @garlandgates9650 2 місяці тому +3

    Jesus woke you up my brother! Stay prayed up! 🙏🙏🙏🙏

  • @sterlingstafford2671
    @sterlingstafford2671 2 місяці тому +1

    Thanks for your witness. We're all fighting the spiritual battle. Take courage

  • @sebastiantibaldi5967
    @sebastiantibaldi5967 3 місяці тому +8

    Some advice; Never sleep beside someone who has pitch-black eyes as you described, where it induces this feeling where your hair stands up, as it is very likely that the spirit will reveal itself when that person has drifted off to sleep, and either: A. Attempt to choke you B. Attempt to punch you with terrifying force, and/or C. Start doing some crazy things, e.g. levitation, spewing bile or a viscous, black slime, sometimes even paralysing your skeletal structure.
    Also never have sexual intercourse with someone who displays those physical traits or gives you that feeling, especially if you are doing something like he listed, where you are trying to focus on semen retention and Christ-centred growth as you are actually cultivating something VERY worthwhile through relationship with Jesus. With the problem being if you sleep with them, the demonic spirit or spirits inside that person will actually extract the thing you are cultivating with Jesus via the sexual intercourse and force you back to square one. So not fun either way.
    Note: And when I say 'attempt' I mean will assume control of that person's body and use it to attack you.

  • @kevinleon-infante2572
    @kevinleon-infante2572 3 місяці тому +2

    Dude, I remember having a similar experience. I got to know this girl and in the same manner of her being on top and making out right. She stops and whispers something in my ear and then backs up (the room was as also dark at this point) and I saw one of the most sinister smiles I had ever seen. Gentlemen I promise you this game is no joke. Search for Yahshua our messiah and if you truly love the father keep his commandments in fully and not halfway like modern Christianity does. If you continue to dig and dig and pray for more wisdom Yahuah will give it to you. A Rood Awakening and Truthunedited are UA-cam channels that are touching on subjects around the lines of what I mentioned. Be blessed.

  • @ronricherson6685
    @ronricherson6685 3 місяці тому +8

    I could tell you some stories, believe me. And I prayed for you. There's a book I recommend by Sandi Freed, "Breaking the three fold demonic cord." These are three demonic spririts that use the feminine to destroy your life, ministry, walk, etc. I got in my prayer closest and prayed the Jezebel out of my life. During that prayer time I saw the root, or the entry point of how that spirit entered my life and I realized that I'd been under that influence for my entire life. Not that I was living in sin, but I met someone who was "super spiritual" and she turned out to be a Jezebel. She turned my life upside down. I lost 25 pounds and was nearly suicidal. It took over five years to end and get over, that relationship, even though it lasted for less than half of that. Jezebel comes across as godly and spiritual, then intensely loving, but it's all a ploy to gain control. There's so much more, but if she does, you will find it nearly impossible to break away. Red flags? RUN AWAY!

    • @fs.ryanwalker
      @fs.ryanwalker  3 місяці тому +1

      Thank you brother, I will check it out. God bless

    • @guitarman0365
      @guitarman0365 3 місяці тому

      Thats just a covert narcissist. These are personality traits not demonic spirits. But believe what you have to stay away from bad people. Narcs are the worst. Real people take a while to get to know. Only people looking for something manipulatively are going to amaz9ngly connect with you very fast. Problem is people don't have much patience anymore with social media to do this. If an interaction is somewhat dull you can bet they don't want anything from you. Which requires effort on your part as well to build something up. Laziness and the search for excitement quickly opens many of us to being drawn to the wrong people.

    • @respectkindness-oj6xz
      @respectkindness-oj6xz 3 місяці тому

      if a female would receive unlimited infinite material support for the rest of her life why would she try to convince a male towards lust if he is not wanting that?

    • @ronricherson6685
      @ronricherson6685 3 місяці тому

      Because women know sex is a powerful way to get control in relationship. It's one of curses that came with the fall in the Garden of Eden: "Your desire will be for your husband." Gen 3:16. Google it and you will find many references such as this one: "A common interpretation of the passage suggests that a woman will desire control over her husband." So, the motivation is not for "security," but control. Make no mistake, even if men "don't want that," their flesh does. Romans 7:18 is pretty clear, "I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out." That's because, like it or not, we've all inherited a sin nature, and like it or not, we all struggle, maybe not all the same way and to the same degree, but we do. Hebrews 12:4 begins, "In your struggle against sin..." making it clear what we face. However, God doesn't want us to be discouraged, for a few verses later it says, "Don't lose heart."

  • @GunnarLoeb
    @GunnarLoeb Місяць тому

    You are brave to talk about this. I will pray for you to keep up being strong.

  • @joshua-pz2bc
    @joshua-pz2bc 3 місяці тому +3

    This timing. This explanation with your situation with your atheist girl you fallen in lust. And weirdly the second girl, how you explain that..
    The holy spirit in you made me realize what happened in my last 3 years with my 2 ex girlfriends.
    I can‘t easily describe all that easy, but your story gave me a another perspective about my lust life.
    It was quite the same, and my life went downhill after getting with them
    I feel like she hypnotized me in the beginning to do stuff with her & for her. Giving her my all, like I was possessed.
    It feels like she was just filled with the spirit of Jezebel.
    Every other day, every other month, she started getting so evil, kinda demonic.
    Hardly to explain what happened, but man, this stuff is actually real.
    I can’t believe it! In shock. Never knew what it was.
    I‘m so thankful that Jesus Christ revealed himself to me and I accepted him, as my Savior.
    I thought I would never get away from her spiritually. I thought I’m gonna pass one month more with her.
    Everyone, Jesus Christ died for your Sins, because he loves you!
    He is real, I pray for everyone reading this, that the holy spirit encounter to you in dreams in visions.
    He is waiting for you, no matter what you done, or think of what you are.
    Dont get tricked by the evil one.
    May Jesus guide you forever and that you forever believes in him.

  • @tomfreedom3259
    @tomfreedom3259 25 днів тому +1

    Loved the vid! Well done!

  • @o0GrayMatters0o
    @o0GrayMatters0o 3 місяці тому +4

    Yep, one of the last women I "messed around with" got what she wanted and cast me out, as Joker said, "like a leper." We were good friends before too. She always wondered and asked why we didn't ever hook up and why I didn't see her that way, then one night we got drunk and hooked up. We don't talk anymore. She's the second girl I've encountered that did that. The first one ran through all of my friends before marrying (and eventually divorcing) one of the wealthier ones.

  • @DanSooflyy-el3zz
    @DanSooflyy-el3zz 3 місяці тому +1

    This video really talks to me man, may God bless you 🙏🏽

  • @beatrizgriezmann1275
    @beatrizgriezmann1275 3 місяці тому +13

    Praying for you bro❤

    • @HowieAnimations
      @HowieAnimations 3 місяці тому +1

      No hope for bro 🥱🥱🙏

    • @HowieAnimations
      @HowieAnimations 3 місяці тому +1

      He's cooked we just got to hope prayer will help

    • @HowieAnimations
      @HowieAnimations 3 місяці тому +2

      Without prayer he is cooked 🙏🙏🙏🥱

  • @WUFMAN70
    @WUFMAN70 Місяць тому

    Stay strong young brother. Praying for you!❤️🙏🏻

  • @HowieAnimations
    @HowieAnimations 3 місяці тому +110

    Minecraft music hits hard at the end 🥱

  • @dustinpaul8968
    @dustinpaul8968 2 місяці тому +2

    The Holy Spirit tells us when things aren’t right continue to listen to him brother .

  • @anthonycastillo1146
    @anthonycastillo1146 3 місяці тому +8

    Remember, I forget the verse, but we are not to wage war against flesh and blood, but rather the forces of evil. I remember there being a verse about saving one another from flames of hell, if I were you, I would consider saying something like "this content can really lead other Christians astray, this is not of God, but of the devil". Have you read the book of revelations? One of the letters to one of the churches was about the church being enticed by the spirit of jezebel, and God speaks of severe punishments towards the spirit and those who fall to her. The letter also mentions his mercy for those who've fallen to her if they repent

    • @anthonycastillo1146
      @anthonycastillo1146 3 місяці тому +2

      War not against flesh and blood Eph 6:12

    • @anthonycastillo1146
      @anthonycastillo1146 3 місяці тому +2

      1 John 5:16 NLT - If you see a Christian brother or sister sinning in a way that does not lead to death, you should pray, and God will give that person life. But there is a sin that leads to death, and I am not saying you should pray for those who commit it.

    • @anthonycastillo1146
      @anthonycastillo1146 3 місяці тому +1

      Kjv 1 john 5:16
      ¶If any man see his brother sin a sin which is not unto death, he shall ask, and he shall give him life for them that sin not unto death. There is a sin unto death: I do not say that he shall pray for it.

    • @drgun2245
      @drgun2245 3 місяці тому

      what spirit are you talking about?

  • @VooGGames
    @VooGGames 3 місяці тому +2

    Amazing video man. I've been Cristian since I was a kid, got baptized as well as a kid and I've been really going through thr journey of knowing God, now that I'm 23 I've really been taking my relationship with God seriously not that I haven't before but now especially whem it comes to women I'm really careful, because in the past I've met and dealt with lustful females who brought that side out of me, I honestly wish I was still a virgin sometimes because I lost it back in school to a senior when I was a sophomore.. she was my girlfriend but she admitted she used me for lust after and it was a wake up call, I've been in retention and I'm just using discernment a lot nowadays

  • @CharlotteMorgan20
    @CharlotteMorgan20 2 місяці тому +71

    I was homeless, got into drugs went to prison, and then I got to know Jesus and he changed my life...Heaven came through for me in my finances too, getting $50,000 in 2months. I can support God's work and give back to my community. God is more than enough! Now I have a new identity and am a child of God

    • @HowardFuller74
      @HowardFuller74 2 місяці тому +2

      Congratulations you are doing well at your age my finances are in a rally in mess right now and this great tip will go a long way in shaping my life I'm open to ideas

    • @vanessaobrain9474
      @vanessaobrain9474 2 місяці тому +1

      What a testimony!!!🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 I'm genuinely curious to know how you earn that much monthly

    • @vanessaobrain9474
      @vanessaobrain9474 2 місяці тому

      I work at a restaurant here in Houston Texas. Things have been really difficult as I'm a single mom and trying my best to pay bills and take care of my daughters.

    • @CharlotteMorgan20
      @CharlotteMorgan20 2 місяці тому

      I started pretty low investing in forex though with $2000 thereabouts. The returns came massive. Joey is in school doing well, telling me of new friends he's meeting in school. Cathie Wood is a Blessing to my life

    • @AjaySingh57667
      @AjaySingh57667 2 місяці тому

      I know this lady you just mentioned here. She's good with and on her job. She's helped a couple of families and individuals with finances

  • @cliffordfarley30
    @cliffordfarley30 2 місяці тому +1

    Keep grinding and spreading the good word buddy

  • @AntwiChristian-ii5og
    @AntwiChristian-ii5og 3 місяці тому +31

    Pls pray for my mother she got a broken ankle plus anyone who is lukewarm repent or burn

    • @rin64209
      @rin64209 3 місяці тому +2

      girl 😭

    • @coffeepandacat
      @coffeepandacat 3 місяці тому +17

      The second half of the sentence is not a Christian thing to say at all. That's the type of language that makes people stay away from church

    • @Puuws
      @Puuws 3 місяці тому +4

      Im not gonne pray for anyone who wishes others to burn lol

    • @AntwiChristian-ii5og
      @AntwiChristian-ii5og 3 місяці тому +1

      @@Puuws i don't wish you to burn i am telling you the truth anyone who don't repent goes to hell

    • @RepostGuy101
      @RepostGuy101 3 місяці тому +3

      asking people to pray for people who are lukewarm to burn isnt a very Christian thing to say is it?

  • @rife133
    @rife133 3 місяці тому +1

    Great video man. I think God has really protected me in this regard. Only recently I had a similar situation to the one you described. And I got a deep gut feeling that something was wrong, of premature guilt. So glad nothing happened though, God has really protected me from such women.

  • @br1d3
    @br1d3 3 місяці тому +20

    As a christian women my advice to men or women whom wanna get closer to christ and youre talking to someone about God but it feels off. Is to not talk to that person any longer if theyre giving you a red light. I think we should minister unto ppl the lord calls us to. And be breif with those we choose to talk or share faith with. Because like proverbs says a mouth that talks a lot leads to sin. Lets try to truly get to know someone when the lord hath already shown us that, that person is for us. Some ppl are weak and very lustful and its better to just pray for them then to entertain those convos. Because we are only human and if we slip, we fall. The longer we linger in places we know we shouldnt the more vulnerable we are to sin its better to flee from sexual immorality like the Lord says. Because it leads to death. Kudos to this brother for his honesty, maturity, transparency, and for asking for prayers. The one that is for you won't be quick to get in your pants but to love you firstly in a Godly manner.

    • @-_deploy_-
      @-_deploy_- 3 місяці тому +1

      Where, how and when can I meet a woman like you?

    • @brp1344
      @brp1344 3 місяці тому

      ......😭😑😐​@@-_deploy_-

    • @annel5511
      @annel5511 3 місяці тому

      @@-_deploy_-I think you just did meet a woman like this one

    • @-_deploy_-
      @-_deploy_- 3 місяці тому

      @@annel5511 (just to make sure) is it you?

    • @-_deploy_-
      @-_deploy_- 3 місяці тому +1

      @@annel5511 hi there, do you have any contact info?

  • @thehaydenhouston
    @thehaydenhouston 2 місяці тому

    I love this vid bro, the way you explain it and the fact you still ask for advice and admit that you have struggles. It dose not impact you as a Christian or the fact you help others. It’s good to see real homie keep it up

  • @luanaalmeida809
    @luanaalmeida809 3 місяці тому +7

    When you're tempted, worship.
    Pray. Even read the Bible.
    Above all deny your flesh and pick up that cross, because He did it for us.

  • @chingaso316LOST
    @chingaso316LOST 3 місяці тому +2

    Ryan, I salute you for trying to keep your self-control in check. And I pray that you keep on your journey until you meet the right god-fearing lady. Please pray for me as well, since I too am all over the place when it comes to lust. It’s pretty unfortunate but the idea of eventually improving oneself and achieving my goal is a pretty thought to hold on to. For all of you guys/gals going through it, stay strong. Don’t give up on yourselves, see new ways to tame the flesh. Reflect. Perhaps a change in perception might stir up some motivation. Read up on the word of god (I know it can be hard to find the energy most times). Maybe watch some videos related to it. Christian/self-improvement type of content. And if you fail, don’t hate yourself for it. You are indeed human and you can always get back up and try again. May god bless you all.
    -Jacob

  • @veritasmatters2662
    @veritasmatters2662 3 місяці тому +5

    Women were the downfall of the first man who ever lived, Adam, the strongest man who ever lived, Samson, the man after God’s own heart, David,and the wisest man who ever lived, Solomon. All excepting Christ Himself, of course. The Proverbs are full of warnings to men about the seductress, Brothers. Watch out!!

  • @JamesA4
    @JamesA4 3 місяці тому

    You have a willpower granted from on high. You're an inspiration. No lustful spirit is having an easy time when they bump into you.

  • @goombabear
    @goombabear 2 місяці тому +4

    My husband has told our 17-year old son just to be celibate. It's not worth losing your soul over lust. I want my son to find a nice girl to marry and make me a grandmother. I will pray for you and all young men to be able to control your lust and have discernment in Jesus' Name. Amen.

    • @pauljohnson6019
      @pauljohnson6019 Місяць тому +2

      I agree with him- I've been celibate for the last 42 years, I miss nothing.

  • @MrJackrlove
    @MrJackrlove 2 місяці тому

    You’ve got it together. Your discernment will earn you happiness and love.

  • @therealdealoneill
    @therealdealoneill 3 місяці тому +3

    damn i feel you this girl makayla messaged me and she posts really provacative. I learned being horny can sometimes be a deep indication for a desire of intimacy and love. You may not need sex you need love & you must sacrifice to become who you need to be for God to provide our kingdom spouse

  • @webmastersof
    @webmastersof 3 місяці тому

    I just got done praying for you young man. You are not the only one that goes through this I can assure you. Just like you pointed out king David himself went through it and millions more have. The Jezebel spirit is real. I will keep praying for you

  • @Miracle-Needed
    @Miracle-Needed 3 місяці тому +3

    People who had a difficult childhood,
    especially those who never had their emotional needs met
    are prone to limerence.
    The reason is because we were always prone to imagining a parallel reality,
    a whole world of fantasies we could escape to.
    Fantasies have always been a safer world for us than the real one,
    so our mind is already used to this dynamic (it's basically like 'muscle memory').
    When something triggers this dynamic, it's like opening a portal to our safe fantasy world,
    and as destructive as it is, we are used to actually loving it...
    That being said,
    my soul is brutally violently viciously maliciously raped
    and has been my whole life
    I am desperate to die
    REMINDER TO SELF:
    FEAR is a bully.
    If you try to avoid him, reason with him, appease him, beg him,
    he will kick the shit out of you and ruin your life
    day after day, until you don't have a life no more. But...
    If you start looking him in the eye and saying "FUCK YOU, do your worst, I can take it"
    and you mean it...
    He may beat you once or twice
    but after a while, he'll let you be.
    You might even become friends over time.

  • @orthoclipsICXC
    @orthoclipsICXC 3 місяці тому

    This was a edifying video my friend, overall from what I've learnt is, don't seek women in your teenage years, or generally at all. However entrust God that He will lead you according to His will.
    God bless you.

  • @Phl4.13
    @Phl4.13 3 місяці тому +6

    This seems to me like the devil trying to get to you through her. Witches do things like this, such at manipulation, getting closer step by step, etc.
    I learned through certain sources that the devil in these last days is trying to kill the church through sexual sin. I in fact was killed by it months ago and came back to Christ miraculously on the 7th of August, 2024.

    • @padtrick450
      @padtrick450 3 місяці тому +3

      This is what Revelation talks about, where perversion becomes so intense and the enemy’s strategy is to corrupt the Church itself. We gotta be strong in these last days. 🛡️

  • @y3splz862
    @y3splz862 3 місяці тому

    Thank you for speaking on this, idk why but recently i have been dealing with this too. The desire of the flesh is stronger than usual recently, but the spirit is stronger. For me when the temptations start creeping back in, it is a sign for me to become more disciplined. Working out and journaling has helped me not give in to temptations

  • @chrisblyth6716
    @chrisblyth6716 2 місяці тому +3

    The same spiritual warfare also rushes the minds and hearts of those trying to escape homosexuality by coming to the knowledge of Jesus and a relationship with him in pureness of heart, mind and spirit. Those cravings of the flesh never go away it's what you do with those carnal desires, do you give in to them? That's where you're presented with the choice a way out. Chose life in Christ Jesus. It's not an easy path to follow but nothing of extreme value is.

  • @deathbysparta9790
    @deathbysparta9790 3 місяці тому

    I'm thankful that there are still young men striving for goodness, thank you for the vid Ryan.

  • @ThunderGuyz
    @ThunderGuyz 3 місяці тому +4

    Hey man, I will pray for you. I love your content and the timing is perfect because I am also currently struggling with temptations.
    I was wondering if you could do a video on Bible study? I don't really know how to being in doing it and I have been struggling to read my Bible recently.

    • @fs.ryanwalker
      @fs.ryanwalker  3 місяці тому +1

      Two things helped me get consistent with reading the word. First make it apart of your routines. The second was having a no phone until I read rule. Thank you for the prayers brother.

    • @ThunderGuyz
      @ThunderGuyz 3 місяці тому +1

      @@fs.ryanwalker Thank you so much!!! Keep up the good work!
      (Video idea: maybe you should do a Q&A video. It could also help more people to discover your channel through there and watch more of ur videos)

  • @AlexSintonen
    @AlexSintonen 2 місяці тому +2

    Thanks for your testimony. Jezebel spirit is reality. It can be in men, too. But men usually became her eunucks, unpreedable (cannot share the true Gospel of salvation) as long they are under the control of Jezebel. Jezebel is very dangerous.

  • @HowieAnimations
    @HowieAnimations 3 місяці тому +8

    True sigma

  • @domingonavarro1288
    @domingonavarro1288 3 місяці тому

    Man, has God ever been Good to you. He has instilled Wisdom into your young self. All those things that you said are 100% truths. Stay vigilant. Employee patience, God will bring you a worthy bride.

  • @chadwickpainter8212
    @chadwickpainter8212 3 місяці тому +3

    Well done, brother. I pray to the saints for intercession with difficulties I have in this area of my life. I pray to Saint Agnes, Saint Margaret of Cortona, Saint Joseph, and the Blessed Virgin Mary for their intercession, and it helps me. They are my battle buddies when it comes to maintaining chastity. I realize that you may not share the same opinion when it involves the intercession of saints, but I share it because it has produced fruit for me to help me keep on the path. May Jesus bless you and keep you on the right track, brother.

    • @Ian-ianman
      @Ian-ianman 2 місяці тому +3

      There is nothing Biblical about praying to “saints”. I have read through the entire Bible twice (and continue nearly every day) and according to the Bible all you need is Jesus, the only way, “the way the truth and the life, and no man comes to the Father but through me”. We are all saints according to the Bible if we are Christian who have put our faith and trust in Jesus Christ’s atonement for our sin washed by the blood of Jesus through his death, burial and resurrection.
      But don’t take my word for it, work through your salvation with fear and trembling, search yourself to see if it is true as the Bereans did.
      Acts 17:11
      These were more fair-minded than those in Thessalonica, in that they received the word with all readiness, and searched the Scriptures daily to find out whether these things were so.

  • @h.a3567
    @h.a3567 3 місяці тому

    Well done for your honesty and bravery to speak out your personal struggles & temptations. Praying in the Spirit, (Tongues) will be a great asset to you in the face of temptation and descerning of spirits. Your transparency is refreshing, I will be recommending your channel to others who may need to hear this🏆🏆

  • @haniellopez3956
    @haniellopez3956 3 місяці тому +3

    The Thumbnail Is Crazy😭😭😭

    • @-_deploy_-
      @-_deploy_- 3 місяці тому +1

      It is the truth though

  • @nazrojean7128
    @nazrojean7128 Місяць тому

    i can see thru ur HOLY SPIRIT delivering this confession...amazing sharing!AMEN!

  • @acts837kjv4
    @acts837kjv4 3 місяці тому +3

    I went to bed one night and I had a dream, and in my dream I was in a lane near a baptist church that I started going to after I got saved, well in my dream there were 2 females that were talking to me in that lane next to the baptist church and they were flirting with me especially one of them more than the other and they were trying to get me to go with them somewhere and this went on for a little while, then I woke up!, and I was in my bed looking up at the ceiling and I thought to myself, "it was only a dream" Well as I started to nod off I noticed that i could feel someone was grabbing my left hand I could feel the inside of a females legs, she was rubbing my hand against her secret place!, and I was thinking who is this? and as I thought that, I could feel a mouth round my @$£% I opened my eyes and looked down and I could see the silhouette of a female with long dark hair, I could see a head bobbing up and down on my @£%$ but she was facing in the direction where i could see the back of her head and this was happining whilst the other female was grabbing my hand, all this happened in seconds and then I thought to myself, "How did those females that were in my dream get in my bed!" Then at that very moment shear terror struck me as I realised that they were demons!!
    I started crying out to the Lord Jesus!! but I was paralysed and just calling upon the Lord took such effort! however I kept calling upon the name of the Lord Jesus and after what seemed like a while the Lord delivered me, I was finally able to move, and the moment I was able to move these female demons vanished!, I got on my face to the Lord thanking Him for deliverence but also asking why this happened and it was because of unconfessed sin, I watched porn and didn't bother to ask the Lord for forgiveness, lots of other strange things happened to me on the run up to me getting saved and after I got saved anyway when i saw semen demon it reminded me of my encounter so I thought I would show this to edify you and those who see this message that there are consequences for messing around in sin as a child of God, the bible says that if we would judge ourselves we should not be judged but when we are judged we are chastened of the Lord that we should not be condemned with the world, anyway God bless you young brother!, there will be many falls but stay close to the Lord.
    I tried my best to keep this Pg.
    Proverbs 5:3-6 For the lips of a strange woman drop as an honeycomb, and her mouth is smoother than oil: 4 But her end is bitter as wormwood, sharp as a two-edged sword. 5 Her feet go down to death; her steps take hold on hell. 6 Lest thou shouldest ponder the path of life, her ways are moveable, that thou canst not know them.
    Proverbs 4:20-23 My son, attend to my words; incline thine ear unto my sayings. 21 Let them not depart from thine eyes; keep them in the midst of thine heart. 22 For they are life unto those that find them, and health to all their flesh. 23 Keep thine heart with all diligence; for out of it are the issues of life.
    Proverbs 3:5-6 Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding, 6 In all thy ways acknowledge him and he shall direct thy paths.

    • @RM-qq5rj
      @RM-qq5rj 3 місяці тому +3

      These things are real and it's disgusting what they do to us before we realize it's real. I wondered what men experience. As a female I've experienced similar things until the Lord delivered me. It's demons r@ping us.

  • @johnflandsiii5248
    @johnflandsiii5248 Місяць тому +1

    Women are beautiful but when you think of Eve and what she did, that says it all. Been abstinent/Semen retention and so glad GOD told me I am married to Him so that i can do His will. #HolySpiritFilled!🔥

  • @pallmall7385
    @pallmall7385 3 місяці тому +6

    Brother... The hot, cold, lukewarm thing in Revelation is actually a cultural misunderstanding. It isn't hot, cold, and lukewarm like our modern understanding. It's talking to the Laodecians. The Laodecians had a spring that had to go down a mountain and had water that was lukewarm. Nearby were two different springs that people would normally go to for healing. One had hot water that was named Pammukale, the other had cold water that people would drink for health and get the benefits of bathing in cold water. What Jesus was saying in the letter to Church would have been known to mean "Don't be good for nothing" because lukewarm water doesn't have any therapeutic benefits.

  • @jordanmicahcook
    @jordanmicahcook 3 місяці тому +1

    Ryan, thank you so much for this video. I strongly felt the Spirit of God spring up inside of me as you described this. It really puts into perspective that this is ALL spiritual, and the most dangerous lie for us as young men is that lust is “just something all guys do.” The implication of that thought is that it is “normal” and while it may be “common” in our culture, lust was also “common” in Sodom and Gomorrah, but that doesn’t mean that what they did in those cities is “normal.” Young men have been fed a lie that being hyper sexual and lusting is a masculine thing to do and it makes you more manly, and that’s a lie straight out of the pit of Hell. It’s got nothing to do with gender, orientation, or affirmation of those things, it is simply a matter of spiritual warfare between God’s Kingdom of Heaven, and the satanic forces of eternal damnation.
    The Holy Spirit is a Spirit of abstinence, purity, wholesomeness, family, and plain basic goodness. Fighting against that lust is not something that is just needed so we are ready to fight the battle, it *IS* the battle. There is NOTHING good, noble, or even understandable, there is nothing we should give ourselves or others leniency on and just say it is “being a guy.” It is SICK, and it is straight out of Hell! If your friends ever even HINT at the fact that lust is okay, or make those dirty jokes, or begin engaging in the deception that there is something relatable or innocent about sex of any kind outside of marriage, we should shut them down IMMEDIATELY and lovingly rebuke them. It’s far better to embarrass sin before sin embarrasses you… We shouldn’t “try to cope” we should FLEE!
    This is a huge eye opener for me. Thank you and stand strong for Christ. The time is short and His return is eminent…