Ok so I don't wanna go on a big rant but maybe hear me out if you'd like. So about 6 1/2 months ago, I had to leave everything I knew behind. My friends, family, possible love interests, and my home. It was so so hard adjusting to change cuz I'd never known the truth about change until I moved to where I'm at now. But since then my depression, suicidal thoughts, anxiety, social anxiety, lack of energy to do anything, trust issues, insomnia loneliness, and being bullied has majory risen since then. I hate having to go to my friends to get help or advice cuz I feel as such a burden and a waste of time and I don't ever wanna bother them. I've just kept having breakdown after breakdown and at this point it hurts so much that it gets to be too much and I just wanna end it. But i realize if I were to do this, then I provably really would hurt someone who loved me. So in a sense, the line *I promise I'm trying* really hits hard because I really am. I just don't really know how much longer i can keep trying though. Sorry for the rant. Thank you to those who took the time to read this in advance and just know, you are loved amd you may be going through what i am going through or similar but i want you to know that you'll get through this, it'll tale time to do so but it'll happen in time. Remember there's always someone you can talk to, whether it be a counselor, therapist, friend or family member, you should talk to someone befire you do something stupid or hurtful to yourself and others. Spread love and positivity please❤:)
I understand I'm anorexic and my parents are always fighting me and when I don't want to eat, they fight me and tell me I'm not trying and that I don't want to get better. This week I've been feeling bad and I'm going back to my patterns of not eating, I'm seriously trying to not go back but I honestly really want to
Somebody explain how most of their other songs are more popular! This one is so good- This has been saved in my playlist, Ty Cavetown, for the only comfort I will ever have, Ty Cavetown for every song you have made.. Ty
to my best friend Ellie❤️ I promise I'm trying to get better and to overcome all the things going on in my life. I love you beyond words and I'm sorry that we ended the way we did. You'll always be my best friend. Thanks for an amazing 6 years of my most favorite memories. Thank you for all that you have done for me. Love, keep your head up ❤️
This song makes my cry everytime. My god, the dysphoria of being transgender. I wish I could could just be cis, it would be so much easier. I hate being female. I hate it so much, and I just want to be a male. It's so hard to explain, and my family doesn't accept me. My friend and teacher does, but that's it really. I just want to feel comfortable in my body for once, and not hate myself.
[chorus] Please, please be here for me dear Cuz ive never needed a friend more And i cant stress enough how much it means to me that youre trying And i dont mind if you cant hold me like you used to Cuz i never hated my self more but this is just a bump in the road and i promise im trying.
Yikes,,, I feel ya. You’ll get through it though. I know this is a bit of a later replay, but just felt like I should. You can get through it. Stay live, fren ||-// 💕
@@avocadoreality2994 even if shes abusive, you can still get through and transition however you want. you can go on in life and show her how great of a person you've become and show her that despite her actions youre still the person you want to be
@@avocadoreality2994 no problem. i believe in you, and if you even wanna talk you can always hit me up by commenting on a video of mine or something. seriously, youre worth more then you may feel like. stay live broskito 💕
Rant alert: so, in short, my life is a mess. My family is scarily dysfunctional. My grandmother is so... difficult to explain. One day she's nice, the next, she hates me. My mother, basically my grandmother + calling me a disappointment + she was clearly not ready for 1 kid, let alone 4. My father is the one stable element of my family. My oldest sister has anorexia, depression, a drug, tobacco and alcohol addiction and hates me. My brother is a trans male, probably autistic, has a horrific sleep schedule and also hates me. I am the problem here, I am always the one who needs mental help, Im disrespectful, angry, pansexual + non-binary ( which everyone hates ), a "leech", as my siblings put it, a thief, and do this stupid thing where, whenever I'm confronted, I can't physically say anything. My younger sister hates me and does everything in her power to get me in trouble. My school life isn't much better. I have no friends and everyone hates me because of how annoying I am. My mind is just a mess and I don't know how to make everyone happy without just ending my life. Thank you to anyone who actually read this comment. I'm sorry for wasting your day.
i’m so so sorry but please know that none of this is your fault. ur doing ur best out of the situation ur in. remember, u wouldn’t be facing the things ur facing if u couldn’t handle it 💗
This song needs more recognition
i relate to this song ,and its helped me..
Ok so I don't wanna go on a big rant but maybe hear me out if you'd like. So about 6 1/2 months ago, I had to leave everything I knew behind. My friends, family, possible love interests, and my home. It was so so hard adjusting to change cuz I'd never known the truth about change until I moved to where I'm at now.
But since then my depression, suicidal thoughts, anxiety, social anxiety, lack of energy to do anything, trust issues, insomnia loneliness, and being bullied has majory risen since then. I hate having to go to my friends to get help or advice cuz I feel as such a burden and a waste of time and I don't ever wanna bother them. I've just kept having breakdown after breakdown and at this point it hurts so much that it gets to be too much and I just wanna end it. But i realize if I were to do this, then I provably really would hurt someone who loved me.
So in a sense, the line *I promise I'm trying* really hits hard because I really am. I just don't really know how much longer i can keep trying though. Sorry for the rant. Thank you to those who took the time to read this in advance and just know, you are loved amd you may be going through what i am going through or similar but i want you to know that you'll get through this, it'll tale time to do so but it'll happen in time. Remember there's always someone you can talk to, whether it be a counselor, therapist, friend or family member, you should talk to someone befire you do something stupid or hurtful to yourself and others. Spread love and positivity please❤:)
Thanks for sharing it ❤️ I'm here if you or anyone else needs it, just keep trying :)
@@sxteen49 aww thank you:)❤ i appreciate the sweet comment
Hold tight dude. You're doing great! We're all right with you!❤☺👍
I understand I'm anorexic and my parents are always fighting me and when I don't want to eat, they fight me and tell me I'm not trying and that I don't want to get better.
This week I've been feeling bad and I'm going back to my patterns of not eating, I'm seriously trying to not go back but I honestly really want to
@@juneisabel393 I hope you got your healthy habits back, your disorder is pretty messed up. Good luck with it ❤️
this is so pretty
Somebody explain how most of their other songs are more popular! This one is so good- This has been saved in my playlist, Ty Cavetown, for the only comfort I will ever have, Ty Cavetown for every song you have made.. Ty
this really needs more attention than it’s getting
this song helps me out so much!
i hate that this isn’t on itunes 😩
Tay .M same
Same
and I can’t stress enough how much it means to me that you’re trying..
to my best friend Ellie❤️
I promise I'm trying to get better and to overcome all the things going on in my life. I love you beyond words and I'm sorry that we ended the way we did. You'll always be my best friend. Thanks for an amazing 6 years of my most favorite memories. Thank you for all that you have done for me. Love, keep your head up ❤️
💕
Hey, hey!
Yeah you!
I just want you to know life will get better. I feel like this too, lets get through it together. 𝓞𝓴?
This song actually says how I’m feeling perfectly and it’s weird
why did you use the little mermaid? i like it i'm just curious
Actually, idk why, I like it ❤
@@sxteen49 well it works really well, i also just love the little mermaid
It's super calming I'm a fan
i relate to this song way too much
This song makes my cry everytime. My god, the dysphoria of being transgender. I wish I could could just be cis, it would be so much easier. I hate being female. I hate it so much, and I just want to be a male. It's so hard to explain, and my family doesn't accept me. My friend and teacher does, but that's it really. I just want to feel comfortable in my body for once, and not hate myself.
I love you
[chorus]
Please, please be here for me dear
Cuz ive never needed a friend more
And i cant stress enough how much it means to me that youre trying
And i dont mind if you cant hold me like you used to Cuz i never hated my self more but this is just a bump in the road and i promise im trying.
I promise I'm trying.💔😭
My mom: i will support you in your trangender shit but i wont support self hate
Me:
Yikes,,, I feel ya. You’ll get through it though. I know this is a bit of a later replay, but just felt like I should. You can get through it. Stay live, fren ||-// 💕
@@carterm2540 👉🏻👈🏻👁 I wish I could if my mom wasnt abusive
@@avocadoreality2994 even if shes abusive, you can still get through and transition however you want. you can go on in life and show her how great of a person you've become and show her that despite her actions youre still the person you want to be
@@carterm2540 👉🏻👈🏻 haha thanks bro
@@avocadoreality2994 no problem. i believe in you, and if you even wanna talk you can always hit me up by commenting on a video of mine or something. seriously, youre worth more then you may feel like. stay live broskito 💕
This song fucks me up my guy
I'm just so afraid that it's always gonna be so hard, that it's never gonna get better... I can't live my whole life like this, I can't make it
I feel like people are watching me when I listen to this
he prolly felt like this and now its me who does
literally me
Do u know what u live for????
Bye mom and dad
Yep say it in a UA-cam comment section where they will definitely see if
Rant alert: so, in short, my life is a mess. My family is scarily dysfunctional. My grandmother is so... difficult to explain. One day she's nice, the next, she hates me. My mother, basically my grandmother + calling me a disappointment + she was clearly not ready for 1 kid, let alone 4. My father is the one stable element of my family. My oldest sister has anorexia, depression, a drug, tobacco and alcohol addiction and hates me. My brother is a trans male, probably autistic, has a horrific sleep schedule and also hates me. I am the problem here, I am always the one who needs mental help, Im disrespectful, angry, pansexual + non-binary ( which everyone hates ), a "leech", as my siblings put it, a thief, and do this stupid thing where, whenever I'm confronted, I can't physically say anything. My younger sister hates me and does everything in her power to get me in trouble.
My school life isn't much better. I have no friends and everyone hates me because of how annoying I am.
My mind is just a mess and I don't know how to make everyone happy without just ending my life. Thank you to anyone who actually read this comment. I'm sorry for wasting your day.
You seem like the most genuine person I’ve ever met:( I can totally relate to everything your saying. I’d love to be your friend if you’d like...
Hi there lets be friends^^ i need one reallt bad rigjt now so i would love to fLktk uou
i’m so so sorry but please know that none of this is your fault. ur doing ur best out of the situation ur in. remember, u wouldn’t be facing the things ur facing if u couldn’t handle it 💗