Hello I have been watching your videos for two days. I mean you youtubers can provide some company, but I m missing this kind of company, it is dew to your background. My perspective is different topics are the same, I studied philosophy you neuroscience cool. You have quited from nice life, while Iam trying to get there. And that is the issue. Why is it "that wrong" clishe of "ego society" to study work and marry, when it is important achievement for people like me ? I have experienced things and for most, I had to change from desire to have child give pleasure to my parents (which corelate with how you use term ego:) for desire to have it for me and that is more than a cliche.
I thought I was finished with my Dark Night but I'm still in it so I'm surrendering to the Universe because I realize that the only way out is through. 🌙❤
I'm in the void. I'm feeling so lost and really started to wonder if I was being delusional about spirituality. Now I know I'm in the void. My ego and templates are strong and it's a constant battle right now. This video could not have come at a better time. Thank you! 🤗
3 reasons why you feel lost in life:- 1) you are off your soul path 2:10 reason:- hyperactivation of ego before it's complete death 2) your ego is dissolving 3) you are in the void 3.1 universe shuts all doors for you 3.2 you are in between two phases How to find yourself:- 1) Locate yourself in the present 2) come into your heart. 3) follow through with actions
I'm definitely lost. Finding myself obsessively thinking of life purpose. I mean obsessively!! No sleep. I quit my job 2 years ago to start a business that hardly makes money. Now I know for a fact I'm in the tail end of dark night of the soul. Started last September. Oh! My wife is leaving me as well. Lol. As of a few days ago I suddenly had it wash over me that I no longer care about outcome. I just focus on my soul expansion. I practice neutrality and being in the moment. I also focus on my joy in present moment. Joy is a little hard to o find sometimes. Sorry for long explanation. Love your video! The void. You know where the key is for that door? LOL
God, you can't sleep either. Right there with you...I know this was 4 weeks ago. It's hard when a relationship is ending, it can feel like the end of a life. I know. I have been lost since I ended a 7 year relationship, moved out, and realized I am broke. Oh well, at least I have a roof over my head.
Best wishes Todd...you're a survivor and someday you'll be a thriver as well...so many of us have been on similar journeys at Life University and if you flunk a course you can learn the lesson again or take another class more in the direction you want to go!
Your not alone... Focus on the positive side of everything situation in your life... We cannot change our past nor control the future... But we can live and enjoy our present... Provided u choose to have that peace of mind.
Oh my. This helped so much today. I feel so lost. Took a year off of my life, quit my job and my relationship, traveled to another country and find myself in the void now... No direction to be seen. The old life/me is gone and the new one not there. Taking long walks and just sitting and listening to the birds and feeling the sun is what I do. 🌊🌞
i am feeling lost again. i went back to school going to have to do two more years, im 22 dont quite know what my soul wants. i want to create!! ive given up so many aspirations but im ready to listen to my heart and see where this life takes me
I've been in the Void for years now. I'm growing tired of the process. I have NOTHING but space for things to fill my life that were removed years ago. Relationships, jobs and even the state where I enjoyed living. I'll try your heart centered approach. I have nothing to lose. Literally....
Not so much lost, as waiting for a world I no longer feel a part of catches up. Integrating back into a society you no longer vibrate with. Am I the only one in my very large family that awakened? It feels that way. I see the truth everywhere and not many do.
I am going trough the exact same thing. Many people get what I am saying to them but they rarely apply it in their lives. When they do, one setback dumps them back into old fears and worries which only hold them back in life. I am grateful for channels like this, it lets me know I am not alone in this. Love and Light 🙏💝😉
@@JSweetzy I think the trick is to behave like you're living in the world (or Planet) in which would feel like you're home, and 'whole', and in peace. And try to be your own light. No easy though.
I love how you discuss how being out of our natural element has made it more difficult to navigate who we really are. So many incredible insights. Thank you for being you. ♥️
dear Christina my name is catherine and I have been lost for years now and I have reached the paralyzed stage not a day goes by that my eyes do not fill up . I have been meditating for inner guidance and am now going to go to Abraham Hicks for even more support through this dark time
tonight is really like a healing crisis (physically) on top of everything else going on that I can relate to in your video. Well, thanks for being here anyway. I may try the five-senses awareness tonight. I am very ill and don't particularly want to be in my body, but atm my emotional misery is so powerful that I don't know how much worse it could be. I seriously mean it when I say thanks for being here. I don't know if I'm even going through what it is your describing with a spiritual awakening, anymore (I feel so lost), but whatever it is I feel better and like I might be able to go to sleep eventually after watching your video.
Yes I do feel lost. I want to be the vessel to my souls journey. I’ve been alone since 2019. I’ve worked on me the whole time and I’m guess I’m just unsure what to do to continue moving forward. I have a hard time meditating but still do it daily. Thank you for all the knowledge and clear understandings you provide. You are appreciated. Grateful to have found you
Dear Christina, you are the first one who, with the "6 stages of spiritual awakening" video, tries to explain the things the right way and not with a bunch of "bla bia" overcooked concepts like many in UA-cam do. So since I casually discovered your channel I can understand much much better how the things work in the spiritual way... THANK YOU SO MUCH!
Reason 1: you are off your soul path. (Use numerology) Your ego becomes hyper-active(use frequency music to dissolve it). Reason 2: Your ego is dissolving. Your identity and structure are dissolving. Reason 3: You are in the void(one of the stages of your spiritual awakening. Watch the video about its stages). You start feeling lost bc you have no direction. How to find yourself: - you have to lose yourself(the ego self) Step 1: Locate yourself in the present. Concentrate. Comes naturally that comes in nature. Come into the present moment. Step 2: Come into your heart which is your portal to your intuition. Understand and communicate with it.(watch the intuition video). Become a heart-centric person. Step 3: Follow through action. Inspired action!!!
Do feel extremely lost which is unlike me. Before I found your videos I thought may have been losing it all together. You have helped me regain some sort of calmness again. Still have so much to learn Thank you
Thank you Christina, for this great video. I am in the void, and I am feeling my heart's messages for me. It's following through that is holding me back 🤦 We will all get there 💜 Much love and blessings to everyone who is reading this 💟
I am in the void and it is so strong in my life right now, ALL the doors are closed, my shop even doesn't make sales right now and my body is very very tired and sleepy all the time. The Universe really wants me to just lay down, do nothing, rest and feel the peace. And that is what I do most of the time. Ego is a little bit concerned about this whole situation, but it doesn't scream anymore as it did before, it just pops up very rarely and it is really easy to calm down. And today I started to ask myself how will I know the void is over? How will I know the doors are open? When I'll stop feeling like a steamed dumpling? "What if it will never be over?" - ego pops up but gets calmed down immediately. And then I turn on your video and all the answers are here. Thank you so much! I'll go watch the video about intuition now and start listening to my heart. You are the best, Christina, Thank you so much for your help!
Thanks so much for your chanel. I've only just realized that woman in my life for the past 6 years either has "npd" or very Narcissistic tendencies, I discovered this when she kept declaring that I was the Narcissist... I wasn't sure of the definition, so while at work, while assigned to a gig that permitted me to listen n pay attention to different channels on NPD, I learned and repeatedly confirmed that I not only wasn't the Narcissist, but that I may very well be an empath. I've been experiencing so many of the feelings that describe the necessity of a spiritual "restoration". I'm diligent when I listen to you and your advice, but I need to improve on retaining the info and going through the steps in order w/out missing any. But I'm genuinely so hyped up to be within my power, & all that the journey there brings.. this is only the 2nd time in my life that I've posted anything online n I'm over 40. I meantion that to try and illustrate how strongly I feel about this and possibly a window into how I am or have been in regards to social settings especially through the internet.. But I have been feeling lost in life and truly want to heal n be the man I know I have the power to be.. Thanks again, and may God's love and light be with you always
I've been feeling lost in my life recently, and after my spiritual awakening I struggle so much to stay calm, my body also has involuntary movements and I learn everyday to let the energy do it's work! But am always grateful for the journey❤ thanks Tina
Reasons: 1. You're off your soul path- you're never really off your path. You can temporarily be off the path bc of the awakening. It's when the ego hyperactivates. It doesn't go without fighting it's best. 2. Ego dissolving : all certainties, mentalities disintegrate. The ego asks 'who am i?'. The ego is very good at creating an illusion about certainty 3. Void phase- no man's land. Doors shut from the universe. Ego starts freaking out bc of the fear of being completely lost. HOW TO FIND YOURSELF : Sort of lose yourself. Authentic, heart centered self needa the ego self to be lost. 3-step process: Step 1. Locate in the present. Coming into the body and breathing. Paying good attention on your five senses. This attention doesn't come naturally to us because we no more live in jungles. That's why, 5 senses are as imp as the 6th sense. Imagine you're left in a jungle all by yourself. After you're done panicking, you're gonna come into your 5 senses, make proper use of it to be present enough. You're gonna tune into your breathing to calm you down, ears to spot danger, vision and smell to look for safety and nourishment. *****Concentrate on your 5 senses as if your life is dependent on it.***** Just like that, stop PROCRASTINATING and concentrate on what you know you're supposed to do in order to move ahead in life. Step 2. Come into your heart- after you successfully locate yourself, open the portal of your intuition. It helps to stop feeling lost. Communicate with the heart, understand its language. A HEART-CENTERED PERSON NEVER FEELS LOST IN LIFE, UNLIKE THE ONE THAT IS MIND-CENTERED. Step 3. Follow through with action- one maybe afraid to take action when they get the nudge to take action from the heart. You gotta practise it. Guidance only works if you take action.
I don't think I know what it means to feel "lost", maybe I never did. Even in times of desperation did I not feel that way. I've always had this strong sense of self, a certainty of who I am despite whatever happens in my life. I may lack direction but certainly am not lost. It's a kind of inner truth that I always consciously seek to protect.
Well, one kind of synchronicity hasn't left me. In all stages in this 5 year period of madness, dark nights and awakenings there suddenly was someone explaining exactly what is going on. Now you are here, Christina, guiding me in (hopefully) the last stages of finally finding peace and love. Thank you!
Yes, absolutely lost ! N frustrated too Thank god, you released a video on it. I don't have a job n also i have forgotten everything i had studied, it feels like so.........it is taking a toll on me.....not able to take any action....my confidence is broken.....in all this past chaos , i feel like i cannot do anything in life......but it has been long now...being in void.....doing nothing......i can't take it more but still it doesn't go away just by my orders 🙄 Thank you #christina ma'm for all your content ! With love ❤ P.S. i used to be the topper of my class and now, fallen from grace ! It is so hard , i hope it gets over or i get over it 😄 soon
@@AjayKumar-bi3dp hey, I could not recognize at first that I myself wrote this comment. It's strange ! But, I am here again, feeling the full force of being lost, more, But I think the time has come for me to get out of this, now. And I am afraid, ofcorse. How to say no !? It's very difficult to say no to your family. What about you ?
I feel so lost. I quit my job two years ago. I no longer have a source of income and I spend everyday doing absolutely nothing. Life has began to feel so meaningless. I feel that spirit gifted me with an ability to see so much that sometimes I feel upset about that. I don’t know what to do with the information I’m receiving. My entire external reality has fallen to pieces and I have no idea what to do to move forward. I can’t get a job because I don’t want a vaccine. I’m also a vegan, and almost all the jobs around here include meat and dairy in some form. It feels like life is against me. I’m so tired. :(
Wow! The video came at the right moment. I am 59 and I lost interest in everything I used to like. I left my career because I just couldn't do it anymore, I am questioning my hobbies as they don't attract me anymore. I have a problem which needs solving and I find myself changing my solutions not knowing which comes from ego, which comes from my heart. I feel lost because so many of my go to ways of dealing with life doesn't feel right anymore. I am glad to hear that it's ok to take action and make a mistake on the path choice, actually a thought came to me when I listened to you, that an action now might actually only be for now or a stepping stone for a path I am not aware of. Basically I have 2 questions, the first is in your experience do you find older people like myself have a harder time because of so many years we followed the ego's path? 2nd. I feel sometimes teachers seem to think we all have a purpose and I keep getting this "thought" that maybe I don't really have a purpose, at least nothing that can be named. That maybe my only purpose is to enlighten and just be a light around other people who may or may not be benefiting from this light. I just don't feel we're all teachers or all special. Does that make sense or is that my ego? Could I just do a "normal" job and just be light? I will definitely do your suggestions. Thank you so much! Namaste.
I feel lost right now and I'm only 19. I'm a student. Suddenly I felt like I don't wanna do school anymore but it does come with a lot of consequences. It's really hard. I don't know what to do. I hope it'll turn out fine in the end.
💖✨✨I moved from NY to FL almost a year ago. My heart/intuition has been screaming at me to move back to NY almost since I got here. My adult children are there, my pets are there, my heart is in NY. I have no idea how to take action. I'm on disability, fixed income, sold my house in NY, bought my house in FL cash, used all my savings. 1) I have to sell my house in FL before planning move to NY. 2) I Have to find a place in NY to move to after I sell house in FL (can't afford 2 places at once), 3) I have nowhere to stay in either state while moving, 4) have no help moving ( the loss of friends and family - don't understand my spiritual awakening). I became certified Reiki Practitioner here in FL, only to find out it's illegal to work for money here, but I could easily get a job in NY. I KNOW without a doubt I will be back in NY, what I don't know is how to take action. I'm miserable and in limbo (dark night overlapping the void)? 🤷🏻♀️I've surrendered to my soul, and know that where I am right now is happening for me. How do I start to take action if I'm surrendered to the process? #askchristina I apologize this is so long.
Hello, I'm a new subscriber. I've been looking at some videos trying to figure out what's next. I currently find myself at a crossroads in life. I believe I was put in this position to go on a spiritual path. I'm on autopilot right now, just following my instincts and my guides ( not in the void). I've found your videos very helpful. I have anger triggers from childhood trauma. The idea of moving anger to my heart to transform it, has been a God send for me. Thank you for all you do.
i’ve been watching for a little bit now and really started reawakening this past year, from the bits i have now been able to remember, i was very in touch as a child well into my later childhood years, but sadly, just like with us all, life happened and i lost touch and got to a point where i didn’t even remember i ever was in touch, it feels so good to have the guidance you give Christina! Thank you for helping me expand my light and remember what it means to feel my heart, it takes work, and sometimes i slip but i know to never lose faith and trust.
Maybe it’s okay to feel lost because there is so much possibility for something new and abundance to come in. At least that’s what I tell myself to calm me down at times.
I needed to hear this today! It lets me know I'm on the right soul path. So glad to hear you mention Abraham-Hicks too, as I have been listening to her for a few years and BOTH of you have brought me through my dark night and I'm finally feeling like the fog is lifting. THANK YOU! Much love.
I love your videos! After I had Dialectical Behavior Therapy, I began meditating daily... sometimes for hours daily. It's taken me two years to connect to myself, but when I do, it feels magical. I have to find the balance between mind and head, now.
Thank you . I recognized my dreams of being lost, I.e. couldn’t find my house and my car. I contacted past employers in my dreams. This all makes sense, thank you again.
Been 18 mo in an awakening and tired of feeling lost. Can’t figure out what I’m supposed to be doing and exhausted from trying. When is my ego going to stop fighting?!! Sigh. So glad I found Christina! 🙏🏼❤️
I have been lost for a very long time. Thank you for your work, Christina. I have faith that I'll get there, but not without help from people like you 💗🌷
i “found” my heart some time ago, made some decisions that made me so happy at the time, shortly after lost my connection, since then struggling a bit haha more like a lot, nothing is really fulfilling, especially not the things “done” during my heart phase, the practice when you “dropped” me at the forest felt so refreshing, gonna practise this often❤️ thank you for this because the feeling “lost” became so unbearable especially when i know how feeling “found” feels like
Lost doesn’t even mean to say what I feel!!! I’ve been on this awakening journey for maybe 2years now but finally realized it was awakening for a year and a half.. I thought I had worked with and mastered this part but here I stand yet again!! Who I am??What do I know?? What is this life about?? Which way do I go now??
Christina, thank you for this video! I am feeling SO lost right now. I have a good job, a brand new car, a cute little house that I made my home following some hard years of not having a place of my own after my divorce. I have two awesome grown kids who make me very proud, a good man who loves me and with whom I just became engage to. We have great plans for our future!!!...but, I just cannot seem to stop sabotaging my happiness!!! Now due my inability to control some ancient anger rooted inside of me, or something!!....he just called out the engagement. I know I hurt him badly...I just do not know why. I feel so lost to be honest.
Thank you Christina, that was very helpful. I am experimenting living my life from the heart. After so many years living a thinking mind's life, it is quite a change. Sometimes I feel so off track that I don't know how to come back. So this is priceless information! I also have a hard time breaking through the fear when it comes to taking action. The doubts overwhelm me and I choose to stand still. But, as I practice, I feel a softening and I believe I will get there eventually!
Excellent video! I went through all these stages without knowing. That was no accident. I got the nudge from Spirit last night to start taking action! Thank you Christina! I am glad I found you!
Thanks Christina for the video! I really do resonate with this video. Have been feeling lost for some time now. My inner voice is sort of calling for surrender and trust. But it's completely against the grain of my personality and all I can feel is a lot of paralysing anxiety and fear.
Feeling super lost. I was living in Colorado but spirit kept guiding me to go to California. I kept ignoring the call until one night about two months ago I said “okay, spirit! If you want me to move, then push me. Show me this is not my ego, but my intuition” The next day my roommate says “I need you out of here in three weeks” So I took that as the push I asked for and went to California with NO PLAN because I was guided to “trust and let go” I ended up living out of my car for two weeks and spending all of my time volunteering for the homeless. It awakened me even further. However I ran out of money and went back home. Now I’m feeling so lost as to my next step. Im 100 percent in the void. This video helped SO MUCH! Thank you as always. You’re incredible.
Thank you soo much for your videos Christina! They are truly relatable. I feel very in between right now of where I belong, two different paths but I don’t know my true self and where I belong!
Well.....I feel like I'm fighting everything. (Don't know if that's a symptom) I'm doing ridiculous things but, At the same time, I'm begging to be saved. That may sound stupid but, I've always thought I had a purpose. So many things have got in my way, now I feel like it's too late. I can honestly say that everything you talk about I have felt. Maybe I'll come back as a Sharman. Source Bless You. xxxxx.
Thanks for the video! I've been kind of up and down where I get days where I feel super inspired and passionate about life, then I'll get days where I don't want to do anything and I don't know what to do. When I'm in these low moods it's easy to feel like the low will last forever and I'll never get where I want to be. Your video showed up at the right time for me. Thanks! =]
Hello Christina:) "keep your dream firmly at heart even as dreams seem so distant " how important it is that everything flows from our heart, it is the key to our happy life and feeling in ZEN thank you for the video and this topic, very helpful to me because I feel lost with my life now, I am still looking for my place to live,still on my suitcases and empty places not mine and still again, again, next rehearsals .. this video helped me a lot to understand this process of getting lost during spritual awakening. Most importantly one day everything will be aligned with our soul:))
Wow, what timing! And-dare-I-say-it? I haven't even got your "bell notification! on😃 Not watched it yet, but the title is just THERE! Love to you all, as always💜
OMG - when you gave the scenario of being dropped in the wilderness - it totally clicked! I used to love back-country hiking/camping but I haven't done it in years. It was like riding a bike though. You have to be VERY present and VERY aware of your surroundings to stay out of trouble. Some of my most amazing experiences in life came from being out there in that mode. I can't believe I forgot it... Thank you so much - I really think this is at least the beginning piece to be able to start moving forward. Much gratitude, love and Namaste 🙏
Hi Christina! Any advise on how to move from theory to action!? I’m struggling “to do” what I know would help me a lot to go through this process more smoothly (meditation, yoga, etc) and I do them but not as often as I know I should do them in order to get better results, and that is spreading to my life in general, especially work. I’ve always procrastinated a lot, it’s something I hate about myself because it gets me in really stressful and “to-the-limit” situations (hope you know what I mean) and I just don’t know how to get to the bottom of it, how to break this vicious circle, why I keep on doing it. They are things I genuinely enjoy and would love to do them, but I can’t bring myself to actually do them! And it’s sooooo frustrating! Anyone else on here feeling this way? Have you managed to overcome this “self-sabotaging”? Thank you!
I am always in awe of your ability to explain ‘unfamiliar territory’ (AKA topics that some of us are inexperienced with) in such an eloquently simplified way that is both inspiring and motivating. I have been stuck for quite some time now, but the last tidbit of this video hit the nail on the head for me (TAKE ACTION WOMAN!)- as always, thanks Christina!! ✌🏼💓
It's taking action I always find hard but when I do I always end up feeling amazing wondering why was that so hard to get started. I do this with everything I have think about too long lol.
i do feel lost. at the end of summer really hit me hard and i was so lost. then fall came.. i was even more lost. im slowly finding my way. my voice. my true self.
I sure am. Took the whole summer off to heal while in another dark night and now the times approaching to start making an income again and I don’t know what to do plus I’m being asked to leave my home. I’m a single mother and I will not let my son go to a random day care or stranger and I have only one person here that I trust enough to watch him for me so I can find a job. Just seems like doors are still being shut for me but I’m just going to continue doing my inner work and opening my heart and hope it’s about to lead me somewhere greater than I expected
Thank you Christina! When I first had my spiritual awakening it was awesome! Then not long after I shifted into the other stages, ughhh!! I am so glad I found you, finally someone who totally knows what is happening, thank you for providing a spiritual lifeline for me! ❤️
I am definitely feeling lost at the moment even though I have new spiritual communities I am involved with. I am happy with what's going on but I'm the person in the river fighting for my life.
Thank you for making this video Christina, I love your content! Right on time. I am feeling a little lost and confused at the moment. I am a Sensitive Soul who thrives on Spiritual connection. I am married to someone who is not Spiritual but claims to be Sensitive and can be at times. She has no interest in Spiritual Awakening or anything of personal growth. I have tried so many times(for years!) to get her interested in learning about the Spiritual path,Yoga and Meditation to no avail. I feel as though I have outgrown our relationship. There is no passion, no spark, no connection. I feel a strong calling to go and connect with others who ARE on the spiritual path and collaborate with them. My delima is that we have a mortgage and a baby together and I feel so obligated to stay. I feel so guilty at the thought of leaving but I am suffering staying in this dead end situation. I still love her and our child but I feel like Im doing myself a diservice staying with her. At times I feel like Im slowly dieing inside. My Soul says ,Go! , my mind says , Whoa!
YES!!!! I was feeling amazing and light, trulyawakened and one with the universe, saw everything with new eyes in a different light. But my guy still sees the old me and constantly hates m,e more and more thwe healthier I get , he only says negative to me and nvr recognizes my amazing transformation. And i have a spine disease but started to kloose use of my hands and was just diagnosised with RA and I have awful pain days and I stay quiet and dont whine but I am feeling moody, struggle to maintain posiitive and i am just out in the water barely treading water to stay with my head above. Sorry but F*ck! And I have in two years truly took myself down to nothing then after facing all my many dfault I built myself back up, humble but proud of me and respe4ct me and love myself for the first time in 38 years
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Hello I have been watching your videos for two days. I mean you youtubers can provide some company, but I m missing this kind of company, it is dew to your background. My perspective is different topics are the same, I studied philosophy you neuroscience cool. You have quited from nice life, while Iam trying to get there. And that is the issue. Why is it "that wrong" clishe of "ego society" to study work and marry, when it is important achievement for people like me ? I have experienced things and for most, I had to change from desire to have child give pleasure to my parents (which corelate with how you use term ego:) for desire to have it for me and that is more than a cliche.
Thank you for your help....love your video's..
Christina Lopes I’m LOST AND IT’S ALL TOO CONFUSING
Christina Lopes it’s Gone on MONTHS.. maybe years!!!! Never ends
When the student is ready the teacher will appear. So true and right on time.
I thought I was finished with my Dark Night but I'm still in it so I'm surrendering to the Universe because I realize that the only way out is through. 🌙❤
Very well said! Going head straight into surrendering and letting the healing take over, I can finally see the light at the end of the tunnel 🥹
I'm in the void. I'm feeling so lost and really started to wonder if I was being delusional about spirituality. Now I know I'm in the void. My ego and templates are strong and it's a constant battle right now. This video could not have come at a better time. Thank you! 🤗
Sometimes doors have to close in front of us, so that we can notice the more righteous path.
yes i fill lost
3 reasons why you feel lost in life:-
1) you are off your soul path 2:10
reason:- hyperactivation of ego before it's complete death
2) your ego is dissolving
3) you are in the void
3.1 universe shuts all doors for you
3.2 you are in between two phases
How to find yourself:-
1) Locate yourself in the present
2) come into your heart.
3) follow through with actions
I'm definitely lost. Finding myself obsessively thinking of life purpose. I mean obsessively!! No sleep. I quit my job 2 years ago to start a business that hardly makes money. Now I know for a fact I'm in the tail end of dark night of the soul. Started last September. Oh! My wife is leaving me as well. Lol. As of a few days ago I suddenly had it wash over me that I no longer care about outcome. I just focus on my soul expansion. I practice neutrality and being in the moment. I also focus on my joy in present moment. Joy is a little hard to o find sometimes. Sorry for long explanation. Love your video! The void. You know where the key is for that door? LOL
Send you all my love and support
Me too so lost right now.
God, you can't sleep either. Right there with you...I know this was 4 weeks ago. It's hard when a relationship is ending, it can feel like the end of a life. I know. I have been lost since I ended a 7 year relationship, moved out, and realized I am broke. Oh well, at least I have a roof over my head.
Best wishes Todd...you're a survivor and someday you'll be a thriver as well...so many of us have been on similar journeys at Life University and if you flunk a course you can learn the lesson again or take another class more in the direction you want to go!
Your not alone... Focus on the positive side of everything situation in your life... We cannot change our past nor control the future... But we can live and enjoy our present... Provided u choose to have that peace of mind.
Currently in the void after a twenty-seven year slumber. I do not have the words to describe what your guidance has done for me. Thank you so much.
"Preparing you for your life as a butterfly." Highly resonates.
Oh my. This helped so much today. I feel so lost. Took a year off of my life, quit my job and my relationship, traveled to another country and find myself in the void now... No direction to be seen. The old life/me is gone and the new one not there. Taking long walks and just sitting and listening to the birds and feeling the sun is what I do. 🌊🌞
How's it going now, a year later Edith?
This is something I’ve always been drawn to doing. I hope all is well!
i am feeling lost again. i went back to school going to have to do two more years, im 22 dont quite know what my soul wants. i want to create!! ive given up so many aspirations but im ready to listen to my heart and see where this life takes me
im in a major that helps people which is something i would like to do but im not sure its in that way
I've been in the Void for years now. I'm growing tired of the process. I have NOTHING but space for things to fill my life that were removed years ago. Relationships, jobs and even the state where I enjoyed living. I'll try your heart centered approach. I have nothing to lose. Literally....
Not so much lost, as waiting for a world I no longer feel a part of catches up. Integrating back into a society you no longer vibrate with. Am I the only one in my very large family that awakened? It feels that way. I see the truth everywhere and not many do.
I am going trough the exact same thing. Many people get what I am saying to them but they rarely apply it in their lives. When they do, one setback dumps them back into old fears and worries which only hold them back in life. I am grateful for channels like this, it lets me know I am not alone in this. Love and Light 🙏💝😉
Feel that also and this channel (and people like you), make it a tiny bit better and easier when I feel like I don't belong to this Planet anymore.
Yes!!! It’s so hard to know how to fit here when we feel we don’t ...well....fit here!
@@JSweetzy I think the trick is to behave like you're living in the world (or Planet) in which would feel like you're home, and 'whole', and in peace. And try to be your own light. No easy though.
You are on the right path!!
Keep moving!!
Yes. I am feeling lost in my life
I love how you discuss how being out of our natural element has made it more difficult to navigate who we really are. So many incredible insights. Thank you for being you. ♥️
❤️🤗
I just want to remind you that life is guiding you in the right direction :) you're on the right path, this universe loves you! carry on...
I am in waiting, but in peace. Everthing went away around me. I am excited for this new life. Thank you for teaching this and sharing with us.
dear Christina my name is catherine and I have been lost for years now and I have reached the paralyzed stage not a day goes by that my eyes do not fill up . I have been meditating for inner guidance and am now going to go to Abraham Hicks for even more support through this dark time
tonight is really like a healing crisis (physically) on top of everything else going on that I can relate to in your video. Well, thanks for being here anyway. I may try the five-senses awareness tonight. I am very ill and don't particularly want to be in my body, but atm my emotional misery is so powerful that I don't know how much worse it could be. I seriously mean it when I say thanks for being here. I don't know if I'm even going through what it is your describing with a spiritual awakening, anymore (I feel so lost), but whatever it is I feel better and like I might be able to go to sleep eventually after watching your video.
Yes I do feel lost. I want to be the vessel to my souls journey. I’ve been alone since 2019. I’ve worked on me the whole time and I’m guess I’m just unsure what to do to continue moving forward. I have a hard time meditating but still do it daily. Thank you for all the knowledge and clear understandings you provide. You are appreciated. Grateful to have found you
Drowning image is brilliant. See the new frozen movie for a visual of this same process within a spiritual awakening.
Dear Christina, you are the first one who, with the "6 stages of spiritual awakening" video, tries to explain the things the right way and not with a bunch of "bla bia" overcooked concepts like many in UA-cam do. So since I casually discovered your channel I can understand much much better how the things work in the spiritual way...
THANK YOU SO MUCH!
Reason 1: you are off your soul path. (Use numerology) Your ego becomes hyper-active(use frequency music to dissolve it).
Reason 2: Your ego is dissolving. Your identity and structure are dissolving.
Reason 3: You are in the void(one of the stages of your spiritual awakening. Watch the video about its stages). You start feeling lost bc you have no direction.
How to find yourself:
- you have to lose yourself(the ego self)
Step 1: Locate yourself in the present.
Concentrate. Comes naturally that comes in nature. Come into the present moment.
Step 2: Come into your heart which is your portal to your intuition. Understand and communicate with it.(watch the intuition video). Become a heart-centric person.
Step 3: Follow through action. Inspired action!!!
Do feel extremely lost which is unlike me. Before I found your videos I thought may have been losing it all together.
You have helped me regain some sort of calmness again.
Still have so much to learn
Thank you
Thank you Christina, for this great video.
I am in the void, and I am feeling my heart's messages for me. It's following through that is holding me back 🤦
We will all get there 💜
Much love and blessings to everyone who is reading this 💟
You made me cry, it's like you're talking about me, especially the cocoon part. Thank you so much. God bless you.
I am in the void and it is so strong in my life right now, ALL the doors are closed, my shop even doesn't make sales right now and my body is very very tired and sleepy all the time. The Universe really wants me to just lay down, do nothing, rest and feel the peace. And that is what I do most of the time. Ego is a little bit concerned about this whole situation, but it doesn't scream anymore as it did before, it just pops up very rarely and it is really easy to calm down. And today I started to ask myself how will I know the void is over? How will I know the doors are open? When I'll stop feeling like a steamed dumpling? "What if it will never be over?" - ego pops up but gets calmed down immediately. And then I turn on your video and all the answers are here. Thank you so much! I'll go watch the video about intuition now and start listening to my heart. You are the best, Christina, Thank you so much for your help!
Thanks so much for your chanel.
I've only just realized that woman in my life for the past 6 years either has "npd" or very Narcissistic tendencies, I discovered this when she kept declaring that I was the Narcissist... I wasn't sure of the definition, so while at work, while assigned to a gig that permitted me to listen n pay attention to different channels on NPD, I learned and repeatedly confirmed that I not only wasn't the Narcissist, but that I may very well be an empath.
I've been experiencing so many of the feelings that describe the necessity of a spiritual "restoration". I'm diligent when I listen to you and your advice, but I need to improve on retaining the info and going through the steps in order w/out missing any. But I'm genuinely so hyped up to be within my power, & all that the journey there brings.. this is only the 2nd time in my life that I've posted anything online n I'm over 40. I meantion that to try and illustrate how strongly I feel about this and possibly a window into how I am or have been in regards to social settings especially through the internet..
But I have been feeling lost in life and truly want to heal n be the man I know I have the power to be..
Thanks again, and may God's love and light be with you always
I've been feeling lost in my life recently, and after my spiritual awakening I struggle so much to stay calm, my body also has involuntary movements and I learn everyday to let the energy do it's work! But am always grateful for the journey❤ thanks Tina
Reasons:
1. You're off your soul path- you're never really off your path. You can temporarily be off the path bc of the awakening. It's when the ego hyperactivates. It doesn't go without fighting it's best.
2. Ego dissolving : all certainties, mentalities disintegrate. The ego asks 'who am i?'.
The ego is very good at creating an illusion about certainty
3. Void phase- no man's land. Doors shut from the universe.
Ego starts freaking out bc of the fear of being completely lost.
HOW TO FIND YOURSELF :
Sort of lose yourself. Authentic, heart centered self needa the ego self to be lost.
3-step process:
Step 1. Locate in the present. Coming into the body and breathing. Paying good attention on your five senses. This attention doesn't come naturally to us because we no more live in jungles. That's why, 5 senses are as imp as the 6th sense.
Imagine you're left in a jungle all by yourself. After you're done panicking, you're gonna come into your 5 senses, make proper use of it to be present enough. You're gonna tune into your breathing to calm you down, ears to spot danger, vision and smell to look for safety and nourishment.
*****Concentrate on your 5 senses as if your life is dependent on it.*****
Just like that, stop PROCRASTINATING and concentrate on what you know you're supposed to do in order to move ahead in life.
Step 2. Come into your heart- after you successfully locate yourself, open the portal of your intuition. It helps to stop feeling lost. Communicate with the heart, understand its language.
A HEART-CENTERED PERSON NEVER FEELS LOST IN LIFE, UNLIKE THE ONE THAT IS MIND-CENTERED.
Step 3. Follow through with action- one maybe afraid to take action when they get the nudge to take action from the heart. You gotta practise it. Guidance only works if you take action.
I don't think I know what it means to feel "lost", maybe I never did. Even in times of desperation did I not feel that way. I've always had this strong sense of self, a certainty of who I am despite whatever happens in my life. I may lack direction but certainly am not lost. It's a kind of inner truth that I always consciously seek to protect.
Well, one kind of synchronicity hasn't left me. In all stages in this 5 year period of madness, dark nights and awakenings there suddenly was someone explaining exactly what is going on. Now you are here, Christina, guiding me in (hopefully) the last stages of finally finding peace and love. Thank you!
Same here. Thank God for those people! or else I would have thought I lost it.
For months I've felt lost, confused, knowing I have a purpose and something to share but not understanding the how or why.
Yes, absolutely lost ! N frustrated too
Thank god, you released a video on it. I don't have a job n also i have forgotten everything i had studied, it feels like so.........it is taking a toll on me.....not able to take any action....my confidence is broken.....in all this past chaos , i feel like i cannot do anything in life......but it has been long now...being in void.....doing nothing......i can't take it more but still it doesn't go away just by my orders 🙄
Thank you #christina ma'm for all your content ! With love ❤
P.S. i used to be the topper of my class and now, fallen from grace !
It is so hard , i hope it gets over or i get over it 😄 soon
Oh my story is exact same as of yours
It feels like you are writing my condition
How is your condition now after one year?
@@AjayKumar-bi3dp hey, I could not recognize at first that I myself wrote this comment. It's strange !
But, I am here again, feeling the full force of being lost, more,
But I think the time has come for me to get out of this, now. And I am afraid, ofcorse. How to say no !?
It's very difficult to say no to your family.
What about you ?
I feel so lost. I quit my job two years ago. I no longer have a source of income and I spend everyday doing absolutely nothing. Life has began to feel so meaningless. I feel that spirit gifted me with an ability to see so much that sometimes I feel upset about that. I don’t know what to do with the information I’m receiving. My entire external reality has fallen to pieces and I have no idea what to do to move forward. I can’t get a job because I don’t want a vaccine. I’m also a vegan, and almost all the jobs around here include meat and dairy in some form. It feels like life is against me. I’m so tired. :(
Oh my goodness, I feel like you have stepped into my life and saw my struggles...feeling lost... thank you, Christina.. love your guidance!
Wow! The video came at the right moment. I am 59 and I lost interest in everything I used to like. I left my career because I just couldn't do it anymore, I am questioning my hobbies as they don't attract me anymore. I have a problem which needs solving and I find myself changing my solutions not knowing which comes from ego, which comes from my heart. I feel lost because so many of my go to ways of dealing with life doesn't feel right anymore. I am glad to hear that it's ok to take action and make a mistake on the path choice, actually a thought came to me when I listened to you, that an action now might actually only be for now or a stepping stone for a path I am not aware of. Basically I have 2 questions, the first is in your experience do you find older people like myself have a harder time because of so many years we followed the ego's path? 2nd. I feel sometimes teachers seem to think we all have a purpose and I keep getting this "thought" that maybe I don't really have a purpose, at least nothing that can be named. That maybe my only purpose is to enlighten and just be a light around other people who may or may not be benefiting from this light. I just don't feel we're all teachers or all special. Does that make sense or is that my ego? Could I just do a "normal" job and just be light? I will definitely do your suggestions. Thank you so much! Namaste.
I'm paralyzed , so much healing to do. I can do this. Thank you Christina!
I feel so much positivity through you...thank you🙌
yes, I agree, and it is wonderful!
Very encouraging video
I feel lost right now and I'm only 19. I'm a student. Suddenly I felt like I don't wanna do school anymore but it does come with a lot of consequences. It's really hard. I don't know what to do. I hope it'll turn out fine in the end.
I’m in the same boat. I have faith for us both! Everything is unfolding in divine timing
Hahaha it's hard for workers..they quit their jobs.
💖✨✨I moved from NY to FL almost a year ago. My heart/intuition has been screaming at me to move back to NY almost since I got here. My adult children are there, my pets are there, my heart is in NY. I have no idea how to take action. I'm on disability, fixed income, sold my house in NY, bought my house in FL cash, used all my savings. 1) I have to sell my house in FL before planning move to NY. 2) I Have to find a place in NY to move to after I sell house in FL (can't afford 2 places at once), 3) I have nowhere to stay in either state while moving, 4) have no help moving ( the loss of friends and family - don't understand my spiritual awakening). I became certified Reiki Practitioner here in FL, only to find out it's illegal to work for money here, but I could easily get a job in NY. I KNOW without a doubt I will be back in NY, what I don't know is how to take action. I'm miserable and in limbo (dark night overlapping the void)? 🤷🏻♀️I've surrendered to my soul, and know that where I am right now is happening for me. How do I start to take action if I'm surrendered to the process? #askchristina I apologize this is so long.
Hello, I'm a new subscriber. I've been looking at some videos trying to figure out what's next. I currently find myself at a crossroads in life. I believe I was put in this position to go on a spiritual path. I'm on autopilot right now, just following my instincts and my guides ( not in the void). I've found your videos very helpful. I have anger triggers from childhood trauma. The idea of moving anger to my heart to transform it, has been a God send for me. Thank you for all you do.
i’ve been watching for a little bit now and really started reawakening this past year, from the bits i have now been able to remember, i was very in touch as a child well into my later childhood years, but sadly, just like with us all, life happened and i lost touch and got to a point where i didn’t even remember i ever was in touch, it feels so good to have the guidance you give Christina! Thank you for helping me expand my light and remember what it means to feel my heart, it takes work, and sometimes i slip but i know to never lose faith and trust.
Lost lost lost! Paralyzed some days. Your video helped !
Maybe it’s okay to feel lost because there is so much possibility for something new and abundance to come in. At least that’s what I tell myself to calm me down at times.
I needed to hear this today! It lets me know I'm on the right soul path. So glad to hear you mention Abraham-Hicks too, as I have been listening to her for a few years and BOTH of you have brought me through my dark night and I'm finally feeling like the fog is lifting. THANK YOU! Much love.
I love your videos! After I had Dialectical Behavior Therapy, I began meditating daily... sometimes for hours daily. It's taken me two years to connect to myself, but when I do, it feels magical. I have to find the balance between mind and head, now.
Thank you . I recognized my dreams of being lost, I.e. couldn’t find my house and my car. I contacted past employers in my dreams. This all makes sense, thank you again.
Been 18 mo in an awakening and tired of feeling lost. Can’t figure out what I’m supposed to be doing and exhausted from trying. When is my ego going to stop fighting?!! Sigh. So glad I found Christina! 🙏🏼❤️
I love to hear her little laugh lol...makes me smile every time
I have been lost for a very long time. Thank you for your work, Christina. I have faith that I'll get there, but not without help from people like you 💗🌷
When I first started healing, I felt great but now I feel so horrible and doubtful. Glad to have found this video. I thought I was doing wrong. ❤️
The void feels like what I imagined purgatory to be like 🙄
You made this video just for me! Lol You're a inspiration. Thank you so much, you're giving me hope. Keep up your great work. Love
i “found” my heart some time ago, made some decisions that made me so happy at the time, shortly after lost my connection, since then struggling a bit haha more like a lot, nothing is really fulfilling, especially not the things “done” during my heart phase, the practice when you “dropped” me at the forest felt so refreshing, gonna practise this often❤️ thank you for this because the feeling “lost” became so unbearable especially when i know how feeling “found” feels like
Thank you, beautiful soul! I always come back to your channel. Namaste. ♡
Lost doesn’t even mean to say what I feel!!! I’ve been on this awakening journey for maybe 2years now but finally realized it was awakening for a year and a half.. I thought I had worked with and mastered this part but here I stand yet again!! Who I am??What do I know?? What is this life about??
Which way do I go now??
Christina, thank you for this video! I am feeling SO lost right now. I have a good job, a brand new car, a cute little house that I made my home following some hard years of not having a place of my own after my divorce. I have two awesome grown kids who make me very proud, a good man who loves me and with whom I just became engage to. We have great plans for our future!!!...but, I just cannot seem to stop sabotaging my happiness!!! Now due my inability to control some ancient anger rooted inside of me, or something!!....he just called out the engagement. I know I hurt him badly...I just do not know why. I feel so lost to be honest.
❤🤗
I’ve been feeling so lost 💕 but I have to much support from my family and now your videos. Thank you for all the help. I can’t thank you enough.
Thank you Christina, that was very helpful. I am experimenting living my life from the heart. After so many years living a thinking mind's life, it is quite a change. Sometimes I feel so off track that I don't know how to come back. So this is priceless information! I also have a hard time breaking through the fear when it comes to taking action. The doubts overwhelm me and I choose to stand still. But, as I practice, I feel a softening and I believe I will get there eventually!
This coming into awareness after initial panic with the jungle analogy makes so much sense. Just being taught by life with this lesson last Friday.
Excellent video! I went through all these stages without knowing. That was no accident. I got the nudge from Spirit last night to start taking action! Thank you Christina! I am glad I found you!
Thanks Christina for the video! I really do resonate with this video. Have been feeling lost for some time now. My inner voice is sort of calling for surrender and trust. But it's completely against the grain of my personality and all I can feel is a lot of paralysing anxiety and fear.
Spiritual awaken is the best thing ever happened to me
Feeling super lost. I was living in Colorado but spirit kept guiding me to go to California. I kept ignoring the call until one night about two months ago I said “okay, spirit! If you want me to move, then push me. Show me this is not my ego, but my intuition”
The next day my roommate says “I need you out of here in three weeks”
So I took that as the push I asked for and went to California with NO PLAN because I was guided to “trust and let go” I ended up living out of my car for two weeks and spending all of my time volunteering for the homeless. It awakened me even further. However I ran out of money and went back home. Now I’m feeling so lost as to my next step. Im 100 percent in the void. This video helped SO MUCH! Thank you as always. You’re incredible.
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Thank you soo much for your videos Christina! They are truly relatable. I feel very in between right now of where I belong, two different paths but I don’t know my true self and where I belong!
Well.....I feel like I'm fighting everything. (Don't know if that's a symptom) I'm doing ridiculous things but, At the same time, I'm begging to be saved. That may sound stupid but, I've always thought I had a purpose. So many things have got in my way, now I feel like it's too late. I can honestly say that everything you talk about I have felt. Maybe I'll come back as a Sharman. Source Bless You. xxxxx.
Thanks for the video! I've been kind of up and down where I get days where I feel super inspired and passionate about life, then I'll get days where I don't want to do anything and I don't know what to do. When I'm in these low moods it's easy to feel like the low will last forever and I'll never get where I want to be. Your video showed up at the right time for me. Thanks! =]
Hello Christina:)
"keep your dream firmly at heart even as dreams seem so distant "
how important it is that everything flows from our heart, it is the key to our happy life and feeling in ZEN
thank you for the video and this topic, very helpful to me because I feel lost with my life now, I am still looking for my place to live,still on my suitcases and empty places not mine and still again, again, next rehearsals .. this video helped me a lot to understand this process of getting lost during spritual awakening.
Most importantly one day everything will be aligned with our soul:))
Thank you so much!! This video came in the rigtht time ♡
Wow, what timing! And-dare-I-say-it? I haven't even got your "bell notification! on😃
Not watched it yet, but the title is just THERE!
Love to you all, as always💜
OMG - when you gave the scenario of being dropped in the wilderness - it totally clicked! I used to love back-country hiking/camping but I haven't done it in years.
It was like riding a bike though. You have to be VERY present and VERY aware of your surroundings to stay out of trouble. Some of my most amazing experiences in life came from being out there in that mode. I can't believe I forgot it...
Thank you so much - I really think this is at least the beginning piece to be able to start moving forward.
Much gratitude, love and Namaste 🙏
I just went through my second spiritual awakening and void this morning. This video is so right on!! Love you christina
Hi Christina! Any advise on how to move from theory to action!? I’m struggling “to do” what I know would help me a lot to go through this process more smoothly (meditation, yoga, etc) and I do them but not as often as I know I should do them in order to get better results, and that is spreading to my life in general, especially work. I’ve always procrastinated a lot, it’s something I hate about myself because it gets me in really stressful and “to-the-limit” situations (hope you know what I mean) and I just don’t know how to get to the bottom of it, how to break this vicious circle, why I keep on doing it. They are things I genuinely enjoy and would love to do them, but I can’t bring myself to actually do them! And it’s sooooo frustrating!
Anyone else on here feeling this way? Have you managed to overcome this “self-sabotaging”?
Thank you!
yes, you are not alone! That is exactly my problem...i feel tired all the time and auto sabotage my habits. I dont know why 😥
Hi Christina. Yes ive been in that state of mind. Writing and Meditation helps.
I am always in awe of your ability to explain ‘unfamiliar territory’ (AKA topics that some of us are inexperienced with) in such an eloquently simplified way that is both inspiring and motivating. I have been stuck for quite some time now, but the last tidbit of this video hit the nail on the head for me (TAKE ACTION WOMAN!)- as always, thanks Christina!! ✌🏼💓
Love this thank you so much. You have been apart of my 2yr awakening process .. ❤️
It's taking action I always find hard but when I do I always end up feeling amazing wondering why was that so hard to get started. I do this with everything I have think about too long lol.
Yes I feel centered at times , while sometimes totally lost. This video was helpful.❤️
Feeling lost after so much gain. Thank you Namaskar
Yes. Feeling lost. Your help is really invaluable. Thanks for the support and guidance.
i do feel lost. at the end of summer really hit me hard and i was so lost. then fall came.. i was even more lost. im slowly finding my way. my voice. my true self.
I love this. Your explanation is becoming clearer after I read Michael A Singer’s book, The Untethered Soul. I finally understand it. ❤️
Incredible information. Thank you. You are instrumental in helping me put my life back together.
I sure am. Took the whole summer off to heal while in another dark night and now the times approaching to start making an income again and I don’t know what to do plus I’m being asked to leave my home. I’m a single mother and I will not let my son go to a random day care or stranger and I have only one person here that I trust enough to watch him for me so I can find a job. Just seems like doors are still being shut for me but I’m just going to continue doing my inner work and opening my heart and hope it’s about to lead me somewhere greater than I expected
Omg: lightbulb moment💡 Yes, I get it; makes complete sense. Thank you, thank you, thank you 💖
Omg Thank You!!!!😭😭😭😭😭...you just answered all this craziness happening to me🙏🏼❤❤❤
Yes. I was and am feeling lost. Your steps resonated with me. Thank you.
I feeling lost but thanks, after watching your videos I am getting clear now💆🏻♀️. Thanks for sharing 🙏
I am in the stage of myself where i completely gave up my plan i made before my awakening. Thank u for sharing im trying this out
this is so HARD !!!! Im so confused on a daily basis as my daily routine has been screwed with
Thank you Christina! When I first had my spiritual awakening it was awesome! Then not long after I shifted into the other stages, ughhh!! I am so glad I found you, finally someone who totally knows what is happening, thank you for providing a spiritual lifeline for me! ❤️
Lost AF. 😇 And off to watch your other video on Intuition... ♥️
You are such a light shining on my dark path ❤️
Amazing Christina.. This video popped up just when I needed clarity.. In the void.. Following your guidance Christina xoxoxoox Thank you.. ❤❤❤
I am definitely feeling lost at the moment even though I have new spiritual communities I am involved with. I am happy with what's going on but I'm the person in the river fighting for my life.
Thank you for making this video Christina, I love your content! Right on time. I am feeling a little lost and confused at the moment. I am a Sensitive Soul who thrives on Spiritual connection. I am married to someone who is not Spiritual but claims to be Sensitive and can be at times. She has no interest in Spiritual Awakening or anything of personal growth. I have tried so many times(for years!) to get her interested in learning about the Spiritual path,Yoga and Meditation to no avail. I feel as though I have outgrown our relationship. There is no passion, no spark, no connection. I feel a strong calling to go and connect with others who ARE on the spiritual path and collaborate with them. My delima is that we have a mortgage and a baby together and I feel so obligated to stay. I feel so guilty at the thought of leaving but I am suffering staying in this dead end situation. I still love her and our child but I feel like Im doing myself a diservice staying with her. At times I feel like Im slowly dieing inside. My Soul says ,Go! , my mind says , Whoa!
Think in The Void, thanks for tips to get through it. Fear loosing my mind.
Lost AND lonely.....couple years of awakening now. Trying to find direction~ which way next thinking. So many classes I'm taking.
YES!!!! I was feeling amazing and light, trulyawakened and one with the universe, saw everything with new eyes in a different light. But my guy still sees the old me and constantly hates m,e more and more thwe healthier I get , he only says negative to me and nvr recognizes my amazing transformation. And i have a spine disease but started to kloose use of my hands and was just diagnosised with RA and I have awful pain days and I stay quiet and dont whine but I am feeling moody, struggle to maintain posiitive and i am just out in the water barely treading water to stay with my head above. Sorry but F*ck! And I have in two years truly took myself down to nothing then after facing all my many dfault I built myself back up, humble but proud of me and respe4ct me and love myself for the first time in 38 years