She caught me so off guard. She has the biggest heart, the warmest smile, the cutest mannerisms, and the safest hugs. She's got a thousand freckles, perfect brunette hair, and sparking grey eyes. She's the one I wish I could call mine. Edit: I cannot believe this but she confessed her love for me last night. This feels like a dream
ok this is my favorite side of youtube, where the comment section is full of people helping other people and congratulating them & it's just so positive and happy I love it
My favourite lyric of a song is very similar. James Blunt, Tears and Rain: "I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain". Always thought that's the case. A feeling you strangely long for when empty and with no one to love, yet as soon as it returns you always question why you ever missed it. Or atleast, as far as I've experienced.
'She' is the reason I love Monday mornings at school. She is the only person allowed to hug me and still hasn't noticed the way I see her. Her boyfriend did though. She's both fire and rain, but to me she feels like a perfect storm. She's the reason I'm a mess and the reason I don't fall apart. She's into pop-rock but still took the time to go through my entire excessively long folk playlist. She's a total flirt, but only with me. She's cold feet, burning eyes and storytime by the fireplace at my place. She is the reason we almost died when we tried cooking at her place, and still found a way to forgive me for almost burning her house down. She is the only person who ever listened to my original songs even though I had her fooled by telling her I sent memos to my best friend. She smells like rain, hot chocolate and winter and fall. She's late night talks and smiling at the ceiling ad stargazing together even when we're far apart. She has the brightest, bluest gaze mine ever met, and the softest smile I've ever seen. She has long, golden hair falling down in waves upon her shoulders. She has long, slender fingers. Her hands fit so perfectly in mine but still find their place in somebody else's. She is memories of getting lost in town and running after the bus, and waiting for three hours in the pouring rain on a February afternoon for her to come out of class, with the pale hope of spending the ten minutes of her ride home with her. She is memories of sitting on the ground in the subway, my head on her shoulder and her hand in my pocket on the day before her birthday. She is music, Breaking Benjamin songs on repeat in the car, changing guitar strings because she's too lazy to do it herself. She sounds like steel and feels like nylon. She is video games, victory and the taste of defeat. And she means everything to me. Sorry for my long ass rant, it's sappy as hell, but I needed to... -_-
This nearly made me cry, your passion is beautiful. I hope things work out. And even if they don’t please hold onto those memories and never let them become tinted with pain 🖤
okay but i really think describing someone as smelling like lemongrass and sleep is amazing and beautiful and just i want to have someone who loves me who smells like lemongrass and sleep because thats just wonderful
“And she smells like cinnamon and smoke” “She tastes like lily blossoms and tears” “You would find her on the cover of a vinyl” “And she means everything to me”
i love reading all these comments, all about their ‘she’. it’s lovely to hear the stories about how they fell in love. or how they’re pouring their heart into the comments of a youtube video because they haven’t told their ‘she’ or can’t tell their ‘she’
I never want to stop thinking about her. About her little giggles that interrupt her words when she talks. Or her messy eyebrows that are so beautifuly imperfect. Or when she points her toes just to subconsciously remind you of how beautifully she dances. I never want to stop thinking about how beautiful she looks in a flower crown. Or stop getting lost in her deep eyes.
@@nicki5003 tbh I don't even like her anymore. I mean she's really nice. And still beautiful as ever. But I got to know her a bit more and maybe realised she isn't for me
Coming back to this video after realising I'm bisexual makes this so much more emotional and hit me so much more than the last time I watched it. Thank you Dodie for helping me come to terms with my sexuality and being an angel in general.
Anna p hey it's cool to be confused about it, trust me I was for bloody years. You might want to consider the possibility that you might be heteroflexible - primarily and vastly straight but you can start to like a person of the same gender on the rare occasion ❤
RowanInTheRain thanks that sounds a lot like me! I am very akward rn because my mum found a blog post i wrote and is now questioning me loads. thanks anyway!
jennimoo that wasn't even a laugh. It was just a breath through her nose. Here I am searching through the vid for a cute laugh but all I got was an exhale. Wow...
this song makes me feel 13 again. i don’t really watch dodies content anymore and i haven’t for a while, but she’ll always have a part of my early teen years. this song reminds me of how bittersweet it is to grow up and find yourself. dodie wont see this but thank you for helping 13 year old me feel normal and safe and accepted.
Same. I dont see her very much but everytime she's around I can't help but look at her so much. Shes just so beautiful to look at, and makes me smile when shes around, at least knowing we're on the same room makes my day.
my she. her smiles makes me dizzy. her freckles are breathtaking as they bedazzle her arm. her dimples make the worst days better. her laugh makes my heart swell until it’s full of love. Even just hearing her talk is like therapy for my soul. she doesn’t love herself and i wish she could see how beautiful she is. her lovely brown hair gleams in the lights. when i look at her everything else goes out of focus. She just radiates light and i want to be around her forever. i love you abbie.
it’s been four years and people are falling in love with dodie just like i did in eighth grade and it’s hitting me how much time has passed. this is on spotify and i see people posting it and i almost forgot the song existed and i haven’t listened in so long and yikes. i almost forgot what it was like to fall in love with the girl i thought of when listening to this. and it all came back in one rush. i’m just rambling but i love you, dodie. thank you so much.
it is incredibly hard to describe my love for this song but I'll give it a go. You know that feeling when you look at someone you utterly love, whether they are family, friend, lover, or celebrity obsession and you realise how much they mean to you and how proud you are of them and you almost cry because everything aches with pride and happiness? You know that feeling when something truly amazing happens and every day you think about that moment and every time you remember your heart skips and your lungs feel like they are clogged just because of that beautiful memory? Have you ever climbed a mountain and got to the top, looked down and see all the dents, every building is just a crinkle in the landscape and everything seems to make sense. You can see an understand the world, when you think about that amazing moment, you see and understand the world, when you look at that person you love, you see and understand the world. When I listen to this song, for just the 4 minutes this video plays, I see and understand the world. All those feeling I just described is what I mean when I say 'I love this song'
my she wears short skirts and silver shoes and has long golden hair with peach on the ends, she’s unshaven legs and penetrating eyes, mascara and tight-lipped smiles. she smells like vanilla and earl gray, she has a patch of freckles only on one cheek, a crooked nose, and the brightest blue eyes i’ve ever seen. she’s leather jackets and doc martens and rainy spring days and classical music. she’s a cup of coffee on a winter morning, she’s january, she’s cold hands and tight hugs. she’s walking hand in hand, she’s smaller than me, with long golden hair falling down her back. she’s skipping class, she’s concerts and new favorite songs. she’s perfect and she makes me feel safe. she means everything to me. this was long and sappy, but i needed to talk it out.
My She and I kissed. It meant so much to me, but it clearly meant nothing to her. I thought it meant she might like me back, but I suppose it was just for practice or whatever. "But to her, I taste like nothing at all" means so much to me, because it's true. I could describe her taste perfectly. The day we kissed she tasted like an odd mixture of strawberry and mint, and I loved it. She probably doesn't even remember anything about that night, and it HURTS. Edit: I feel like my love for her grew tonight, in a weird way. She slept over for the first time in forever and it was absolutely blissful. Every moment was magical. I can’t even put what I’m feeling into words it’s literally the weirdest thing ever. She wears this perfume to school sometimes and, upon occasion, I can randomly start smelling it. My heart feels like it’s swelling with love and I’m just waiting for her to pop it. Edit 2: she likes s boy now. It sucks SO much. She’s had lil crushes on boys before, but none were like this. I want to die. Hearing her just say his name is painful. I wanna be a supportive friend and hype her up and shit but I physically CANT. Does that make me an awful friend? I feel like an awful friend. But there are just these lil moments that we have that give me the tiniest sliver of hope though, y’know? Like we’ll make eye contact for a couple seconds too long or she’ll have her head on my shoulder or when we’ll hold hands upon occasion as a joke. I know those are all friendy lil things but it’s just the vibe I get from her, I can’t explain it. It’s also the way she talks sometimes. She’ll make an unnecessary joke about us dating or mention tiny things about our kiss or gets jealous when I mention other girls I sorta like and there’s other stuff that’s impossible for me to put into words. Unrequited love will be the death of me. I physically CANT get over her. There have been a couple girls that I’ve liked but just something always sends me back to her. It sucks ass idk what to do :/// Edit 3: (No one is asking for this I’m doing it for myself). I don’t like that girl anymore lol. I guess I do a little, it’s just not that intense anymore. I think a small part of me will always have some feelings for her. She’s just different, not much fun to be around. I miss the old her. But whatever. People change. I mean, she’s also racist and pretty homophobic, and that’s a large reason why too lol. I like another girl, though. It’s relatively new, and it’s escalated kind of quickly. She’s really cute. Super freaking cute. She’s also bi, and I think she might feel the same? Honestly doubt it tho. It’s just starting all over again, for the third time, and it feels so weird. I hope this one doesn’t have the same outcome.
The only way you can even begin moving on from someone is by distancing yourself. You need space. Otherwise you’re just hurting yourself. You have to be honest and let go so you can find someone who loves you back the way you deserve.
My friend is also queer, but she doesn't feel the same as I do. She kept talking about hooking up with another girl and how much she liked her, and I broke down at NYC pride cause I thought she liked me back but she didn't. I sat crying in her arms, pan flag wrapped around me like a blanket. I can't look at the shirt I wore that day without feeling physically ill. It has been 4 months and I still can't stop feeling this way. Although it hurts, it feels awfully good to hurt. I sometimes wish I didn't tell her how I felt, so that she'd still hold my hand and lean on me while we watched TV. I wish I could just hold her and tell her everything will be okay. But i can't. Just keep pushing through. You're not alone. It sucks ass.
whenever i feel sad,i come to this video and read the comments. i swear this side of youtube is the warmest thing i could never find here. i feel like im not alone and just you know,idk it feels so great but also sad. i fucking love this video and my queen dodie.
The comments here are so FREAKING SWEET and honestly I just want to collect them all up and publish the into a poetry book (with full credits to each writer of course) And publish it so everyone can see how absolutely talented y’all are
she's aro. and i feel so bad liking her because i know that she feels uncomfortable when romance is brought up but i can't stop. i can't stop and i keep dreaming and what's wrong with me? you don't think you're pretty. but you are. you're so beautiful and you'll never know how pretty i really think you are.
yo! update with this, turns out i was just feeling very intense queerplatonic vibes, and i have a wonderful girlfriend who i adore! they mean the world to me, and i can't imagine not loving them. i honestly forgot about this but i just figured i would give an update, haha!
when you're feeling sad about a crush and want a sad song to relate to but your dad's playing Pink Floyd's "The Wall" in the background and you gotta choose between being sad or being angry.
If you should go skating on the thin ice of modern life. Dragging behind you the silent reproach of a million tear stained eyes don't be surprise when a crack in the ice appears under your feet. You'll slip out of your depth and out of your mind with your fear flowing out behind you as you claw the thin ice. Srsly how can you not like this album? Greatest album ever!!!
My “she” was my first kiss with a girl and helped me discover my bisexuality. She was my best friend. We hung out one day and I was super nervous because I had a massive crush on her and she (at least I thought) had one on me. We went downtown and walked down the streets and she held my hand. This made my heart beat really fast and I had so many butterflies in my stomach. I was so happy. Eventually she kissed me and it was wonderful. After a few weeks I found out that she had been talking to 2 other people and I’m sure kissing them. My heart shattered when I found this out. She has now been dating a boy for three months :( Anyway, I know nobody will see this (I mean this song is 4 years old) but I just thought I would share my story in the hopes that soon I will find someone who loves me like I loved her. Btw this song really put me in my feels because I know that I probably don’t even cross her mind anymore.
“this song really put me in my feels because i know that i probably don’t even cross her mind anymore” maybe not. but tonight your words, a part of your story, crossed my mind. and maybe that’s not enough, maybe it won’t even matter to you, but to me it’s something. and one day, when i come back in like a year having forgotten this comment, and scroll through the comments all over again, you’ll cross my mind again. you’ll find your someone one day. and everything-all you past-will seem so insignificant in comparison. you’ll start writing them into your future. and then into your past. you’ll tell stories you’ve told before-stories from before you knew them-and write them into each one of those stories
she looks like an angel who has fallen from heaven with no wounds. she’s tall for her age; 5’11”, to be exact, and whenever i hug her, i feel so safe and secure. she’s so beautiful, with short pixie cut brown hair and bright hazel eyes. she wears glasses, but i think that they frame her eyes, make them stand out. she has a unique personality. one minute, she’s shy and anxious. the next, she’s protective and caring. after that? she’s fun to be around. i love every little bit of her personality. whenever she’s anxious or scared, she reminds me of myself. when she’s protective and caring? i’m the same way with all of my friends. when she’s funny and overall exuberant, i can’t really relate, since i’m neither of those things. if i’m going through a rough patch, she’s there to cheer me up and calm me down. if i say something bad about myself, she kicks me in the shin (yes, literally. it’s her way of getting me to shut up). when i’m happy, she’s there to be happy with me. i remember one particular time when i found out one of my other friends had started cutting. (i volunteer at an equestrian center, and so does she.) after lessons and chores were done, i finally broke down. everyone there had noticed, but she was the first to. we had just taken one of the horses out, and i had a few silent tears streaming down my face. when i wasn’t expecting it, she wrapped her arms around me and pulled me into a hug. we kinda just stayed like that for awhile until i pulled away before i did something stupid or said something that would mess everything up. the she that i’m talking about has been my crush for months now. i can’t seem to get her out of my head. doesn’t help that she’s my best friend.
so uh- this describes my looks with the eyes and the height and shit but i know its not me- b u t that was beautiful and i hope you get a shot with her one day
Ok I know that this will just be lost in oblivion, but a week ago I was lonely and I was always admiring this really pretty girl on instagram, and we started talking in the comments of her page, and then it moved into DMs and then she gave me her phone number and we were talking more and more, and she posted on instagram about liking a girl and I was just hoping that it would be me, and then she told me that it was, and she’s so wonderful, and we are actually going on a date at the end of July hopefully and I honestly can’t believe it, and I know that people probably won’t see this, especially considering that this video is several years old, but I’m so happy, and I just wanted to share that with the world
i forgot i commented on this before, but reading that made me very happy because now we’re dating and she means everything to me and wow she’s just amazing
Chiibet i’m glad it made your day better!! our relationship is amazing, and every time i talk to her it feels like i’m falling in love all over again. she’s absolutely wonderful and i care about her so so much; it’s just perfect :))
at the age of twelve i experienced my first crush on a girl. i saw her on the first day of middle school in my math class. she wore a million bracelets. and i was intrigued. we spoke and became the best of friends. i later learned that she wore so many bracelets because she would cut. most of my other friends would try to avoid her because she was awkward and insecure and she was suicidal. but i loved her. i asked her out. she said yes. it was the happiest time of my life. people would give us weird looks when we held and hands and called each other nicknames. we didn't care. she stopped cutting. the first time we kissed was on the school bus on our way back from a field trip. i didn't care if people saw. oh, and it was far from magical: it was awkward, we bumped noses and i mostly kissed her teeth, but we giggled and held hands again. i fell asleep on her after that. the last day of school came around, and she told me that she might move. i focused more on the "might" and didn't spend enough time with her. she broke up with me that summer. she was going to a different school, it wouldn't work out. i cried. i cried so hard. we still kept in touch- but it was never the same. she would post sad things on her snapchat- just like when we first met. except this time i wasn't there for her to hug and soak my shirt with tears. she told me she was cutting again. here we are now, two years later, and she told me she's coming back to my school. i get to see her again. she will feel loved again.
My she is dating a boy-man (those are the worst *MY WYNONNA EARP REFERENCE*) and so found that out and I had to act happy. THIS WAS MONDAY! And then yesterday I had her sit down at lunch and listen to Would You Be SO Kind but she did not get it so I had to tell her...but so she said "Im sorry" and gave me a hug, it was cute. I think I am lesbian because of her...
my she isn't straight, she's bi. And still, heartbreakingly, I wouldn't even try. I've had a crush on her for 2 years now. She told me she was bi last month, and my heart just soared...but she was quick to reassure me she's still 99% into guys, and 100% not into me. She's made comments before, about her and I, and had a running joke that we were together, but that's all it was to her - a joke. She means everything to me.
LLL I’m bi, and I have a crush on a pan girl, but we both lean more towards girls. She’s been my friend for about a year now and she’s been having relationship struggles with her ex who she still likes and who still likes her, they only broke up because they couldn’t do long distance. I’m not sure if she likes me back, because I know she and her ex are very open to each other about who they like, all the while reassuring the other that they’re still soulmates. And she told me that her ex doesn’t like me, and changes the subject when she mentions me. She says her ex is jealous... I don’t know what to do 😔
This is exactly what I'm going through! My she has a long-time crush on a guy, but she told me she's bi. She also assured me that she could never like someone she's already friends with. Ouch...
a note to my “she” i’ll say your name in the hopes that you’ll never see this. hanna, your smile bright as sunshine and your coconut scent. your radiance and beauty. your everything. while our time was short together, which now i’ll admit was my fault. i cherish every moment. you holding my hand under the table and our first kiss in the bathroom hiding from everyone else. every moment having to tell people i’m straight because of my mother. the time you kissed me on my head. or when we danced at our sixth grade dance when you said your feet were hurting but you didn’t mind because you were with me. i see your face everywhere some days. and while it wasn’t your fault you give me this mindset of being scared over getting with another girl. i don’t want to hurt her like i had with you. you’re a beautiful soul that didn’t deserve what happened. you smell like lemonade and cool-aid jammers. you taste like crumbling leaves in winter and the feeling of happiness. you and all the memories with you mean everything to me. thank you, for everything. “my she”. ❤️
Theres this girl that goes to my school. I thought she was absolutely beautiful. I asked our mutual friend if she was gay, and of course the answer was no. I dated a different girl for 9 months, but she was still stuck in my mind. At the start of this new school year, I started talking to her, as we have two classes together. This little infatuation turned into a crush. I really liked her, but I knew she was straight. One of my close guy friends told me he liked her, and I encouraged him to pursue her, after admitting my feelings for her to him. I knew I needed to get over her if they were going to be something. So, I told her. I told her I liked her and that I needed to get over her. She said she was flattered and that it was totally fine. She ended up rejecting my friend. Soon after, I saw that she had posted something on Instagram implying that she was interested in someone. I kept asking and asking what guy it was. She ended up saying, "well, actually, its not a guy... aaand, its you. Maybe I shouldn't have told you cause you're probably over me, but oh well..." of course I wasn't over her. I told her, and we talked and hardcore flirted for a week before I asked her out. She said yes and we went on our first date last night. I ended up kissing her, and it was the most amazing thing I've ever felt
Blackclaw 360 thank you :) I’m still so happy with her. I think I love her... I just don’t think I’ll tell her for a while, I don’t want to make her uncomfortable, I’m not 100% sure she feels the same way
My she recently came out as they. And god, I love them so much. I loved them before and I love them still, but I’m not the kind of girl they’d like, and I know that. And I’ve been hopelessly watching as they fell in and out of relationships over the past year, always rambling to me about their partner, because they were comfortable enough to say whatever they needed to. They told me their name first, and god their name is so overwhelming them. They smell like coffee shops and chilled air. Of fall, and pumpkin pie. They tastes like peaches and rich white chocolate and cinnamon. They feel like soft fluffy blankets and the cold, but comforting feeling of silk. They feels like the crunching of autumn leaves. And god, they mean everything to me. Edit: My they is now my he :>
You dont deserve a paragraph. You deserve a thousand books witten about how amazing you are. You're beautiful and when u smile, its the prettiest thing ive ever seen. I know ive never really made it clear how much i like you, but ive been afraid you wont feel the same. Sometimes i think you're too beautiful for me. I miss you when we dont talk to each other even though we're not even together. I thought id better let you know how i feel. Its pointless keeping these feelings to myself. You deserve to know that u mean the world to me Edit: Omg thanks for the likes💓
Her hands are always so cold but so soft and she'll ask me to warm them up because mine are always warm. I miss her all of the time, even if she's sat right there. And now I'm crying. Thanks Dodie.
It's funny because she actually smells like lemongrass and sleep. And her hands are skilled but small and warm. And they press hard but lightly upon your skin, her hair is blonde but not TOO blonde, the perfect amount. You're horrible, Dodie. I'm gonna go cry in a corner now. (no hate, love you Dodie
“she” loves me back. she sang this song to me. sometimes my anxiety gets in the way of things, or my brain is just weird and messes things up, but she’s so patient and loving. i love her sooooo much.
“she smells like blueberries and sweets” “She taste like summertime and dreams” “Oh you would find her in a movie poster” “And she means everything to me”
I fell in love with this song the first time I heard it but I'm coming back again and again the last weeks and listen to this on repeat because I can relate to this so much at the moment.. I really need this on Spotify Dodie!
this song gave me the courage to come out to my sister as pan and guess what? she fucking told me she's bi when I told her. now i think everyone in my family is secretly gay somehow ha know.
I'm so conflicted because I really like this song, but I absolutely listened the fuck out of it on repeat when I was closeted and confused and sort of maybe liked this girl at the time because I was figuring myself out and it makes me kind of really anxious to listen to it but I love it, but it hurts and aaahh
oh my god i love my “she” so so much. everything about her, her dark hair, green and blue eyes, her smile, her laugh, she’s so sweet, she is so so caring. she means everything to me, but i mean nothing to her. i see whole galaxies in her eyes and she can’t even see a single star in mine
my "she" and i were taken from each other before either of us were ready to let go. we tried to make it work. we called it love. we held hands under tabletops and cuddled when the world was sleeping. we snuck our "i love you"s in hidden messages and taps on the shoulder and soft smiles. but the world was against us. and we were pulled apart. when the dust settled, we tried again. i felt victorious. i could finally be with them again. but they had moved on fast. one night, we were everything. the next morning, they were in someone else's arms. they had a new "she", and i never knew. it's been almost two years. i'm better now. sometimes it hurts, thinking about what once was, and thinking about the pain i felt afterward. but i'm okay. and hopefully they are too.
"She" is (most definitely) straight and a Christian and says the word "gay" in a slightly ashamed whisper, and it breaks my heart every time. Edit: we still haven’t directly talked about it (probably because we both have anxiety and are terrified of losing each other) but we have talked about how cute Ryden (a gay relationship between Ryan Ross and Brendon Urie) could’ve been together, and about other gay ships. So maybe life isn’t as cruel as it can be made out to be - a more hopeful version of the same human 😊 Edit (once again) Months from the first comment: I told her that I’m bi last night, and she replied in all caps, that she was so proud of me, for being able to tell her 😁 I was crying tears of joy from her response. She told me that I wasn’t alone (although she is writing a full response at some point today, because her parents told her to go to bed before she could) I still am convinced sometimes that she is only in my head, because I could not have asked for a better friend - the happiest version of me that I’ve been in quite a long time Yet another edit: We’re together now 😁 (also, dear past me, your “straight” sister literally just broke up with/completely emotionally destroyed said “straight girl”...yet you are oblivious to all of it)
That's soooo shitty. I wonder what it's like to fall in love with a person like that! Sounds terrible. I'm really turned off by that sort of attitude, thank God... Can't fall in love with someone who's presence disgusts you. :)
I've liked this dude like all through elementary school but now we're in high school he acts all Republican and talks shit about gays (I'm pansexual) and everything but I still like him...
I'm doing the same. I can kind of relate, as I have a best friend that I love, but not romantically. All I know is that someday I'll lose her to another guy (or girl). I'm just happy that I'm not attached to her in a romantic sort of way, or else it would hurt a lot more.
*she* has once said to me that she thinks the LGBT+ community is weird and gross, she said it to me because she trusted me with her secret. At the end of the day I went home and cried, this song is so beautiful and it helped me so much
my she is bisexual, i knew she was bisexual before i got feelings for her, when i first thought of her as more than friends i didn’t know i was bisexual too, i thought i was straight but overtime i became so in love with her and it’s because of her i know i’m bisexual, but the problem is, not long after i developed feelings, she got a boyfriend, which of course i tried to play off and act like i didn’t care but inside it hurts so bad, every time i look at her i feel like she’s the only person in the world, every time i’m around her i’m instantly happy and i love talking to her so much. i’m absolutely CRAZY over her like words can’t describe how much i want her, she’s the most beautiful person and i love her personality and i feel like when we’re together we just click, of course i always remember she has a boyfriend and it hurts but i always thought she looked at me differently and listened to me even though she has a boyfriend.. maybe i’m stupid for thinking she likes me back.. i just like her too much.
idk the "it feels oddly good to hurt" line got to me hard because i told my 'she' along with my other friends that im lesbian and everyone else first asked the question "we're just friends though, right?" but she was nurturing and rubbed my back when i cried, not asking stupid shit like that. i love her. but im fine with her being with a guy. she's happy with him. :)
scarlett sullivan Good luck!! My friend had done that too... I told her and she said "okay just don't hit on me haha" and I had to stare at her like wtf are you on... just stop
That's so sweet. Every time I come out to a girl I feel the need to say, "But I DONT like you that way", and I think it's kinda messed up that I have to do that. The first time I came out, she looked at me weird and said, "You don't like me right?"
my first ever crush was a girl. only realised it eight months ago. she was graceful and beautiful, i always called her a princess when we were younger. when i asked my friends in late 2016 if they had girl crushes they always said that was weird and no they'd never had them. i realised i was bisexual eight months ago but i remembered that i had been since i was six. she is my everything, and she will never know. i know this will just get lost in the sea of comments but thank you for listening to my story.
Aw I hope you can tell her someday - and if you do I hope it goes well! 💗 I'd also like to comment something completely unnecessary from one of dodie's videos on her being bisexual "...and everyone gets girl crushes - right? Apparently not. Yeah... turns out not everyone gets those!" okay I've embarrassed myself enough with a random probably not even accurate quote bye I hope things go well with your she!
radioactive I always come to this video for the comment section because it makes me feel like I’m not alone. I know exactly how you feel, and I am also in tears oml thanks for sharing your story, it’s so bittersweet and I can’t describe what it feels like to finally relate to other people in this way(specifically other bi/ pan girls), ugh it makes me feel so warm inside.
i never realised that i had a "she" until very recently. she was in most of my classes in high school. i thought she was so incredibly pretty, and when she'd say that she wasn't attractive i was so confused because she was the most beautiful girl id ever seen. she was also funny, and she liked the same bands/youtubers as me. i always wanted to be around her. my first "wait, do i like girls?" moment was when i was looking at her from across the table. but i was convinced i was straight, so i couldn't possibly like her in that way. but i did. it's so obvious now, i can't believe i didn't realise it sooner.
Same, but we don't talk to each other anymore. It's been almost 3 years now and I only recently realized I was in love with her the whole time. Explains why I've been feeling like shit whenever I think of her. Things sadly didn't end well between us... I still miss her tbh
the lyrics "am i allowed to look at her like that, could it be wrong when she's just so nice to look at" really hit me hard. for the longest time i didn't know what having a crush was like. i'd ask people but their responses weren't very useful. this line is what i think of when i need to describe having a crush. i love this song with all of my heart. i'd give some sort of sappy story about my crush, but i don't have much to say. i don't know her well, i don't even know what her sexuality is, but she does mean everything to me.
I know it’s unlikely that anyone will see this, much less read it through, but I figured I should leave this somewhere. Trying to leave my mark somewhere I guess, facing oblivion. To all the girls I've loved before (cheesy, I know, but it seems fitting) The first My first She was wild. She was a prairie spirit trapped in the cage of her mind, anxiety and trauma forming the steel, with her stepfather serving as lock and key. We were fast friends back in school, inseparable only weeks after meeting. It’s hard to pinpoint the exact moment where I knew I loved her, but there was an aching in my chest and a longing in her eyes. We were both full of butterflies, fluttering and skittish. Eventually it became knowing smiles and anxious looks with nervous laughs. She was a shattered vase with gold filling her cracks, broken pieces strung together, still learning how to be herself. She was a gust wind, a beam of sunlight, radiant and full of spirit. She had long tangled hair full of stories and whispers of the places she had been. She smelled of horses and home, one look and you could tell she was aching to run free again. She was always nervous on the outside, shaking hands and stuttering sounds, grasping for phrases just out of reach. She had a way with animals too, she could walk up to them and they wouldn’t run away, like she was one of their own. Lord knows I loved her, I was smitten, drowning in her soft smile and her gentle laugh. The way she would dance when it was just us, laughing as if she knew she could fly. I was lucky enough to see those chains of doubt lifted off her soul even if for just a moment. The way her eyes would fill with fireflies, the way she would smile like the sun itself. I will forever be thankful for that. But her chains were so, so heavy. I hadn’t noticed that they had latched on to me at first. Their weight was fine in the beginning. Just a gentle tug in the back of my mind. But it only grew. Knowing how broken she was became daunting, and every time it came to mind the weight got a little heavier. And I sank a little deeper. And before I knew it I was drowning, gasping for breath and trying desperately to swim in water to thick to move in. She was there at the bottom of that vast ocean, looking up at me with sad eyes and a broken smile, chains around every limb and weights the size of mountains. My heart broke for her, every time I thought of surfacing I would see that smile, that sad twinkle in her eye, and I would stay. I thought I could help, Lord knows I tried. Clawing at those chains day after day, searching for those wild eyes and windswept hair that I had seen once in a blue moon, trying desperately to give her the freedom she craved. But I’m only human, and I broke. The chains were so heavy, and I hadn’t had a breath of air in so long, and my mind began crack, demons I had already defeated pouring out. Some others noticed and pulled me to the surface, but leaving her left a gaping wound in my soul, and I know she will carry a scrap of it with her, from now until the day I die, and maybe even past then. I know that when she escapes what binds her she will a force to be reckoned with. Someday I will learn how to fill that void she left in my chest. But that day has yet to come. The second My second She was soft and warm, she smelled of flowers and fresh morning dew. She had a cloud of soft curly hair framing a round face and a bright smile, and her gorgeous hazel eyes framed with thick glasses always had a twinkle to them. She had a dusting of freckles that formed her very own constellations, searching for them was one of my favorite pastimes. She was a vibrant yellow sunflower in a field of grass, a summer breeze floating by. Long sweaters covering her hands, holding a cup of tea. She was warm hugs and soft sighs, a beautiful sunrise you see once in a lifetime. Being with her was safe, warm, and welcome. She was like walking through a meadow, with soft music and the sound of birds. She was a wise soul, you could look into her eyes and see that her life was not absent of pain. Despite knowing the toils of life, she knew joy. She knew love. She was lovely in every sense of the word. She was Yellow, and she’ll always be Yellow. Though she was so yellow and lovely, she never loved me. She was straight, and I was not. I knew this and I still fell. Sometimes I still feel like I’m stumbling to my feet. The third My third She was something Different. Sarcasm filling the cracks of a lonely mind, still just a child under the hurt. She was no stranger to the beeping of machines and the prick of a syringe, as weak as her body was, her mind was that much stronger. She would play video games past midnight, drinking tea while wearing a hoodie three times her size. She was sarcastic, and full of funny retorts, lively and exhausted all at once. She collects strange odds and ends, antiques littering her room. She has a soft face with a tough façade. She was like soft hugs in secret, compassion only when the world was not looking. Her room was full of warm pillows to counter her cold frail frame. She would spout random facts about all her favorite shows and games, a walking well of knowledge. I found myself returning day after day, just to hear more of that sharp wit and unrelenting mind. She is one who seeks to know the world as it is, and not as it is told to her, to know every color and every shape she can find. She is old and new, outdated and modern, my favorite contradiction. She has so many unexpected twists and turns, I doubt anyone has learned them all. This She is still in my life, but she is a case of unrequited and far away. Though I find a beauty in everything she does, I doubt I matter much to her. To her, I am a friend to chat with and nothing more. The fourth My fourth She is a childhood friend, we grew up together in a small town, and were best friends till the day I moved away. All these years later and she finds me, how could I have known that she was just a message away, a click on the computer. After learning who she is now, I can safely say that she is, in the simplest terms, a wildfire. She is love and passion in their brightest intensity, blind to the world and its cruel ways. She is not one to follow the crowd, and never hesitates to burn her own path. She is new and lively, though she is simple is concept she is a powerful force never to be underestimated. She is that rush of adrenaline when you try something new for the first time. She is that overwhelming joy when you succeed at doing something you thought was impossible to do. She is defiant, and if you earn her trust, she is loyal to the end of the earth. She is up north, the land of pine and thick blankets of snow, warm fires and small towns. Though I miss the snow, it does not compare to how I ache to know her again. There’s my sob story, scuse all of the poetics, I guess im just trying to do them a justice.
Reading this, I felt an odd sense of deja vu, and I had to check if I was the one who'd written it instead I know those feelings so so well, the good and the dark-and maybe one day it all becomes worth it? But for now, I hope you're okay. That everything you're dealing with heals over time, and that these feelings become lessons that change who you are. Love isn't something to ever fear, so love freely, and I wish you all the best.
She has hugs that feel like coffee on a gloomy morning. She smells like rain and and tastes like raspberries. Her eyes are like a blanket in the coldest of winters. Her smile is goofy and sweet and confused. Her thoughts are whimsical and silly. She speaks sunlight and sugar. When she breathes, she breathes in hope. And when she exhales, she exhales comfort. And most importantly, she will never feel the same about me. She will never see me and think of her favourite sweater. She will never smile at the thought of me. She will never ponder if the things in my head. She will never know of the aching I feel in my chest for her. And lastly, she will never know I love her.
@@i_am_glove2046 i don't think they were intending on judging anyone for their sexuality. they're just frustrated that the person they like could never like them back.
every now and then i have to come back to this and cry bc ive come SO FAR since i listened to this for the first time and finally understood that all the little weird feelings i had around girls that i pretended meant nothing, because there was no way that i wasn't straight, and there was no way i LIKED her, we were just good friends, meant something, and that was okay. i know that now, and even though im definitely not anywhere near coming out to my family, im so happy and proud that ive come as far as i have with accepting myself, and that's so much because of dodie.
Annikka M I told mine, she even had a boyfriend. I was also gonna come out to my mom the same day but chickened out, last night I found out she was probably homophobic so I am happy I was not gonna tell her.
Sometimes I remember that in the future, I'm going to have a wife. And I'm going to get to live with her and laugh about silly things at midnight, and watch movies and go shopping together. And then everything seems fantastic. I cannot wait for then
I love reading all the cute stories of love under this video, so I thought I'd share my own experience with this song. I came out as bi to my friends last year, and I knew I had a huge crush on one of my friends (who had also came out as bi-romantic a month after). I performed this song to her, but as we were both fans of dodie she just thought I was singing it for the lols. But from then, we both pretended we were a couple, "joking" that we love each other and nothing could take us apart. It turns out, she had feelings for me too, but we were both too shy to ask each other in case the other didn't feel the same. Two months later, over a note I still have to this day, we both admitted to our feelings at the same time. The seconds afterwards was the best feeling, finding out that she felt the same as me. A year later, we're still together and very happy. New challenge: plucking up the courage to kiss her (I'm a very shy person and have social anxiety so it's super scary for me to be brave enough!) !
You've been together for a year and you haven't kissed?? I know you said you have social anxiety (that's totally understandable; If the guy I'm in love with right now reciprocated, I would probably faint on the spot- I can't even think about kissing him), but ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh that's so impressive to me, I wish I could do that. I'm the type who kisses first date. But I've never dated any of the people I've loved, so I can't imagine what that would be like! I'm kind of dying just thinking about thinking about it-!!!!
Good luck!! It’s really scary, especially to put yourself out there first. When you’re both girls it’s a little unclear as to who should make the first move... if you’ve been together for over a year I️m sure she wants to kiss you too!
this song means everything to me ngl i found it when i’d just started figuring out my sexuality and now here i am with a girlfriend, confident about who i am. i forgot how relatable this song was and specifically the line “although i’d ache it feels oddly good to hurt”
There’s just something so romantic about leaving a message on a video like this, left to be forgotten and drowned in a sea of messages and memories from others around the world. It’s also kinda comforting to realise how many people relate to you and maybe there’s hope that one day you’ll find someone you click with. ‘She’ was the first girl I’ve ever liked, this was a while ago now though and looking back on it now it was kinda dumb. I’ve had a while to think things over but I still have no idea if you liked me back even though I think you did? So here’s to being hopelessly sappy but I really did like you for maybe over half a year. You were so cute and I admired how smart you were and how you shared your interests with me and your favourite music and shows. In a way you really impacted my life and the person I am now; so thank you. I’m sorry that I was always too shy to say anything but also the circumstances surrounding us weren’t in our favour and eventually we drifted to find different friends. I’m sorry if I ever did anything to make you dislike me. Now when I see you at school I’m pretty indifferent, I think time really changed everything. I’d just like to say that I was really happy when I hugged you on the last day of school back when I liked you. Also I think you looked incredible at prom. Thank you for those memories even though I look back on them through rose tinted glasses :))
I don't know why but this song helped me so much to come to the conclusion that I am pansexual and so proud of it. I am now crying and I don't know why.
My house burnt down a year ago- I just discovered that this song reminds me of my house. She did smell like lemongrass and sleep. I tasted birthday cakes and heard countless storytimes and went through so many falls with her. But there's nothing I can do so oh well
that's... really cool, actually. people refer to boats and houses as "she" I'm so sorry about your house, but I can only offer that you'll find another, and expirience new and happier memories at your new house. best of luck
This makes me think of my best friend who isn't my best friend anymore. She just stopped talking to me and honestly I still love her more than anything on this earth.
ouch i don't talk to my best friend anymore either i miss her but it's my fault i was the one who stopped it all, the worst part was that i did it to see if she'd care and Well, she didn't ...or at least she didn't show it
Chicken Bathroom We're in the same situation. I miss my best friend in the whole world! I told her i missed her and she said "i'm sorry...i didn't know....." i walked away crying. When we were best friends.....She was the only one there for me....i am in another world without her... :(
+Betsie Lynch one day i hope you'll find someone so much better. just think about it, there's 7billion people in the whole world and probably a couple billion who are dicks so minus 2 billion that's like 5 billion friends -actually i think a lot more ppl are mean but like you still have so many people out there who'd be more than willing to be your friend, i want to say something to my friend but i don't think i ever will. at least you did it, you should be proud
I have been listening to this song on repeat, crying, for the last hour because it makes my heart ache. It makes my heart ache knowing the girl I love will never love me. She's my world and I'm grateful to just be around her. But she's straight. And It makes my stomach flip thinking about a life without her. I really don't know what I'd do without her and I'm just so sad. Because to her I know that I taste of nothing at all.
I listen to this song on repeat for hours and hours bc it's so fucking relatable. There's this girl and I can't get over her and when I knew she liked me I didn't say anything. No matter how much I love her she just doesn't feel the same way and it hurts knowing she has moved on and I'm still in love with a hole in my heart
iamcaddy theres always hope-idk if u still like her cause its a month later but i was homophobic cause it was the way i was told to be but i realised im gAy as frickkdl (i mean bi) but i really couldnt have seen myself liking girls or accepting any lgbt person (i was quite young) but then i realised my parent(s) were wrong and theres nothing wrong with any of that. so maybe that girl just needs to see that its really nothing to hate or whatev lol ok im going now bye :)
Chicken Bathroom can i just say thank you so much for being living proof that homophobic parents don't always have to make homophobic children and that people can learn and have their own point of view. Thank you so much. You are an inspiration.
This is the first of dodie's songs I ever heard, on a playlist made by my "She". At the time, we were in a D&D game together, and this song fitted both our characters so well - each absolutely adoring the other, but not knowing the other felt it too, not even believing the other ever could. The two eventually admitted their feelings and became a hell of a power couple on so many levels - an avenging angel of the god of dawn and her moon worshipping wife, setting right all kinds of wrongs together. Art imitates life, it seems. 8 months after the game began, I told her I liked her as more than a friend, expecting to, at best, be told she was flattered but didn't see me that way. My heart damn near stopped when she told me she felt the same way, and had for some time. We've been dating for over 2 months now, and she's even lovelier than I ever dared dream. Talk to your "She". You might find you don't actually taste of nothing at all.
oh my god I also met my boyfriend through D&D! He was the DM, though. I wonder how history would've unfolded if we were both players in the campaign instead, maybe it would've been similar to what you went through!
I can't get over this song. I've never heard a song capture the feeling of unrequited love so perfectly. Not just the lyrics, but also the melody, how quiet everything is, as if the singer is sad, scared, ashamed. I was deeply, deeply in love with someone for a very long time. Years. I managed to finally get over those feelings, and I'm very happy with the relationship that I'm currently in, but listening to this song took me back a year or two to...a very painful time in my life. This song is that feeling converted into a performance. If I had discovered this song back then, I probably would have been reduced to curling up in a pond of my own tears on the floor. Even listening to this now, after I'm over her, almost made me start crying just because it made me remember how that felt like so clearly. tl;dr: Fucking fantastic work. You're a genius.
I wish there were an easy answer. After three years of my pining for her, she got engaged and told all of her friends but me. (I got to find out by a mutual friend asking me if I'd seen "it" yet. "It" turned out to be a picture of the engagement ring.) Then I cried for a few months...and the part of me that had been hanging onto my feelings for her for so long finally snapped like so many twigs. Whether I wanted to give up on the feelings or not was irrelevant. I'd been trying for most of those three years. It just happened when it happened. I wish I could be of more help. All I can say is 'be patient'.
This song hit me personally in a different way and I don't know how to get out of the situation I'm in right now.I have a crush on my straight best friend(we're both girls).we were teased and bullied about being gay and liking each other and she was totally disgusted at the idea of it.do I keep hurting myself or tell her and hate myself for making our friendship awkward?
Bella Loperena That's a rough situation, and I doubt that I'm the person to ask about something like that because my relationship history isn't the most decorated, but I'll try my best to offer advice. There is no right answer when it comes to something like that. Personally, I wouldn't be comfortable being best friends with someone who didn't accept my sexual orientation. [Feel free to correct me if I'm incorrect about that. It's difficult to tell whether you mean that she's disgusted at the idea of two girls being together or just the idea of her being with a girl in general.] But, if you can't stand the idea of losing that friendship even through that [Which I'd understand. Hell, I somewhat recently found out that one of my oldest friends is actually...pretty racist, and it makes me really fucking uncomfortable, but we've been friends for so long that it's hard to confront her about anything that could potentially end the friendship, so I've been doing the cowardly thing and keeping my mouth shut for the past couple of years.] then the best thing is actually probably...to keep it to yourself and hope that your attraction to her will fade. And if that sounds awful, it's because it is, but your whole situation sounds awful. Of course, from that little amount of information given, it's not as if I know much of anything about your relationship with your best friend. For all I know, she could be very supportive and she'd be glad that you told her. It's hard to predict the outcome of something like this. All I can do is give you a hug, wish you the best of luck, light a candle for you, and send you on your way.
just realized this is one of the first songs i found when coming to terms with my bisexuality (2016) and i completely forgot about it. i didn't even start really listening to dodie until this year. this is my first time watching it since and all i remember is having this on repeat, taking each word to heart. i guess i've come full circle
my “she” is literally the sweetest, more kind person in the world. she is gorgeous and lights up any room and makes me laugh constantly. she means everything to me. but she doesn’t feel the same way :(
i actually don't know anymore.. i have a girl crush and she is really beautiful, she's smart, and she's kind. but she's really straight and everyone actually feels that i like her, of course i denied that. but what if she actually knows? i don't want our friendship to be awkward, uGHHHH she's straight btw :(
chesκα if you think she knows and she still hangs out with you, obviously she doesn't mind. Maybe she's not as straight as u think :> if nothing you should tell her, who knows what'll happen cause there's no real bad outcome if she loves being with you, cause just having a crush on her wouldn't change anything drastically unless she likes you back. Idk just do you xd
chesκα if your friendship is true and she finds out, it won't be weird. My current crush is my straight best friend, and she and I always joke about my crush together. If you guys have a good friendship, it wouldn't be a roadblock. Sometimes it can even bring you closer together. But be warned, cause it does kinda hurt a little more when she knows and doesn't feel anything and she dates guys and stuff idk yeah
Don't rush it. I am not saying "never". Just wait for the right moment. This could make your relationship awkward and if U really want her, its OK. If U cherish that friendship, you wait for her.
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I remember listening to this right when it came out and I hadn't
well at least you have good manners, thats what matters.
AMANDA! has good maaaaaaaaaanners and that's, what, maaaaaaaaatters
I love this comment so much Amanda !!🌈👩❤️👩
Two of my favs, ahh
Same amanda...btw i love your vids ❤️
Dodie rlly gave a whole generation of gay girls and anthem... darling she has the range
yup :)
Ikrr
Yeah❤️
Yes. Very true❤️
It’s sad this anthem is about a one sided love.
“But to her, I taste like nothing at all”
That hit close to home.
@@Zanderren its not her in the profile picture. The person in the profile pic is a Kpop idol called Moonbyul, from a Kpop group called Mamamoo.
@@Zanderren Don't worry, you're welcome 😂
@@Zanderren I've never been called sweet, thank you so much 😥❤❤
@@Zanderren awwwh thank you 😥❤❤❤❤❤
@@Zanderren you've cheered me up immensely thank you so much ❤
She caught me so off guard.
She has the biggest heart, the warmest smile, the cutest mannerisms, and the safest hugs.
She's got a thousand freckles, perfect brunette hair, and sparking grey eyes.
She's the one I wish I could call mine.
Edit: I cannot believe this but she confessed her love for me last night. This feels like a dream
That is beautiful and amazing and I am so happy for you
im so happy for you
@@taraariadne6839 thank you sweetie 🥺❤️ we've been dating for almost 9 months now. it's so crazy to think about
@@violeteclipse3912 thank you
when i tell you that when i read the edit, _my_ stomach dropped for you
ok this is my favorite side of youtube, where the comment section is full of people helping other people and congratulating them & it's just so positive and happy I love it
Victoria Martin // agreed !!
Victoria Martin I know right :]
But why do people think I'm so mean though when I really don't know how to just say sorry.
Victoria Martin I know, it makes me so happy
just commenting so you can come back
"But it feels oddly good to hurt" the best way to describe liking someone I've ever heard
:)
My favourite lyric of a song is very similar. James Blunt, Tears and Rain: "I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain". Always thought that's the case.
A feeling you strangely long for when empty and with no one to love, yet as soon as it returns you always question why you ever missed it. Or atleast, as far as I've experienced.
"but to her i taste of nothing at all" am i crying? maybe. do i show signs of stopping? no. hotel? trivago.
ok dalynn hahah the last part tho
!!! :)
Lol
Oh my god I was going through all of Dodies old songs and I saw ur comment. HELLO I love ur channel
ok dalynn that part made me cry to
'She' is the reason I love Monday mornings at school. She is the only person allowed to hug me and still hasn't noticed the way I see her. Her boyfriend did though. She's both fire and rain, but to me she feels like a perfect storm. She's the reason I'm a mess and the reason I don't fall apart. She's into pop-rock but still took the time to go through my entire excessively long folk playlist. She's a total flirt, but only with me. She's cold feet, burning eyes and storytime by the fireplace at my place. She is the reason we almost died when we tried cooking at her place, and still found a way to forgive me for almost burning her house down. She is the only person who ever listened to my original songs even though I had her fooled by telling her I sent memos to my best friend. She smells like rain, hot chocolate and winter and fall. She's late night talks and smiling at the ceiling ad stargazing together even when we're far apart. She has the brightest, bluest gaze mine ever met, and the softest smile I've ever seen. She has long, golden hair falling down in waves upon her shoulders. She has long, slender fingers. Her hands fit so perfectly in mine but still find their place in somebody else's. She is memories of getting lost in town and running after the bus, and waiting for three hours in the pouring rain on a February afternoon for her to come out of class, with the pale hope of spending the ten minutes of her ride home with her. She is memories of sitting on the ground in the subway, my head on her shoulder and her hand in my pocket on the day before her birthday. She is music, Breaking Benjamin songs on repeat in the car, changing guitar strings because she's too lazy to do it herself. She sounds like steel and feels like nylon. She is video games, victory and the taste of defeat. And she means everything to me.
Sorry for my long ass rant, it's sappy as hell, but I needed to... -_-
This nearly made me cry, your passion is beautiful. I hope things work out. And even if they don’t please hold onto those memories and never let them become tinted with pain 🖤
update🥺
this is so precious aaaaaaaaa
Somehow you made me fall in love with your crush with your passion and wording
This is the most beautiful thing I’ve ever read, holyyyy shit, it’s like reading my own life story, BEAUTIFUL.
This side of UA-cam is so warm
oof this comment made me warm, thank u.
okay but i really think describing someone as smelling like lemongrass and sleep is amazing and beautiful and just i want to have someone who loves me who smells like lemongrass and sleep because thats just wonderful
what does sleep smell like
@@ohmyohnothegrapesarecoming2011 i have never experienced sleep
Mckenna Lastname same :(
My crush smells like honey and books and it's grat
this sounds like rain if it were a song and I love it
eep ♥
I've never read anything more accurate. This song has the same relaxing effect as rain. Genious.
thisbedottie This is so accurate and you and Patty have pushed me through my Depression
exactly
the musical equivalent of rain
“And she smells like cinnamon and smoke”
“She tastes like lily blossoms and tears”
“You would find her on the cover of a vinyl”
“And she means everything to me”
will admit I have been playing this on repeat for about twenty minutes now
Ditto
It's been 2 days I can't stop replaying it send help
+Whemsical me too, I'll set up a support group
***** Whemsical Ravenpuffer ditto...
babe
i love reading all these comments, all about their ‘she’. it’s lovely to hear the stories about how they fell in love. or how they’re pouring their heart into the comments of a youtube video because they haven’t told their ‘she’ or can’t tell their ‘she’
It feels kinda sad at the same time longing for things most of us cant have but means so much to them😢, some of them give me hope though
when this song came out on spotify my crush sent it to me
omf that’s so cute
@@Mariam-670 don't get excited we're not dating and i think im over her at this point (because i like someone else...)
Disappointmentttttttttttttt
Icefall The Hybrid if that was a reference to that one thomas sanders short I love you and if it's not then I look like an idiot
Well I just sent it to my crush so....how did you react?
I never want to stop thinking about her. About her little giggles that interrupt her words when she talks. Or her messy eyebrows that are so beautifuly imperfect. Or when she points her toes just to subconsciously remind you of how beautifully she dances. I never want to stop thinking about how beautiful she looks in a flower crown. Or stop getting lost in her deep eyes.
How did this work out for you
@@nicki5003 tbh I don't even like her anymore. I mean she's really nice. And still beautiful as ever. But I got to know her a bit more and maybe realised she isn't for me
J Hey, well good character development eh? Good for you though for realizing before its too late
Coming back to this video after realising I'm bisexual makes this so much more emotional and hit me so much more than the last time I watched it. Thank you Dodie for helping me come to terms with my sexuality and being an angel in general.
Same
JustAnotherWallflower ^^^^❤️❤️❤️
RowanInTheRain I have just figured in the last day or 2 that I have a crush on a girl but I am straight!?! I am so confused😢
Anna p hey it's cool to be confused about it, trust me I was for bloody years. You might want to consider the possibility that you might be heteroflexible - primarily and vastly straight but you can start to like a person of the same gender on the rare occasion ❤
RowanInTheRain thanks that sounds a lot like me! I am very akward rn because my mum found a blog post i wrote and is now questioning me loads. thanks anyway!
she smells like rubber gloves and sheep
because she is a farmer
why am I laughing so hard
This song made me sad and then I saw this comment and I can't take it seriously anymore
she tastes like chicken food and wheat
omfg
😂😂😂
that little laugh she does before she says "i'd never say a word"---
is it intentional that your icon expresses exactly what your sentence says?
jennimoo ikr
jennimoo that wasn't even a laugh. It was just a breath through her nose. Here I am searching through the vid for a cute laugh but all I got was an exhale. Wow...
jennimoo I HAVE NEVER NOTICED THAT
this song makes me feel 13 again. i don’t really watch dodies content anymore and i haven’t for a while, but she’ll always have a part of my early teen years. this song reminds me of how bittersweet it is to grow up and find yourself. dodie wont see this but thank you for helping 13 year old me feel normal and safe and accepted.
Ahh, same :) I don't what I would've done without this song while I was closeted tbh
i feel exactly the same way. :’) i was 13 when this was posted too. time is funny.
same! this song and dodie in general helped me so much to become the person i am today. i will forever be so thankful for that :)
"am I allowed to look at her like that"
that hits hard
It does it really does
That it does
Also the lines "But to her, I taste of nothing at all"
Same. I dont see her very much but everytime she's around I can't help but look at her so much. Shes just so beautiful to look at, and makes me smile when shes around, at least knowing we're on the same room makes my day.
Like a fucking Semi truck
my she. her smiles makes me dizzy. her freckles are breathtaking as they bedazzle her arm. her dimples make the worst days better. her laugh makes my heart swell until it’s full of love. Even just hearing her talk is like therapy for my soul. she doesn’t love herself and i wish she could see how beautiful she is. her lovely brown hair gleams in the lights. when i look at her everything else goes out of focus. She just radiates light and i want to be around her forever. i love you abbie.
This is beutiful
How poetic!
*plays this around my parents all the time* ARE YOU GETTING THE HINT
Bethany is a Uriecorn SAME
wish i could do that but i'm from Chile and my mom doesn't speak english at all
Brendon Urie is dad XD and SAMEE
same, same with girls/ girls/ boys
Bethany is a Uriecorn I love your profile pic
it’s been four years and people are falling in love with dodie just like i did in eighth grade and it’s hitting me how much time has passed. this is on spotify and i see people posting it and i almost forgot the song existed and i haven’t listened in so long and yikes. i almost forgot what it was like to fall in love with the girl i thought of when listening to this. and it all came back in one rush. i’m just rambling but i love you, dodie. thank you so much.
What is this song about a boy sent it to me
@@lilymuha9515 a love song about loving someone but them not loving you back. in this case a lesbian liking a straight girl
Lmao it's been 8 years now
it is incredibly hard to describe my love for this song but I'll give it a go. You know that feeling when you look at someone you utterly love, whether they are family, friend, lover, or celebrity obsession and you realise how much they mean to you and how proud you are of them and you almost cry because everything aches with pride and happiness? You know that feeling when something truly amazing happens and every day you think about that moment and every time you remember your heart skips and your lungs feel like they are clogged just because of that beautiful memory? Have you ever climbed a mountain and got to the top, looked down and see all the dents, every building is just a crinkle in the landscape and everything seems to make sense. You can see an understand the world, when you think about that amazing moment, you see and understand the world, when you look at that person you love, you see and understand the world. When I listen to this song, for just the 4 minutes this video plays, I see and understand the world. All those feeling I just described is what I mean when I say 'I love this song'
+Steffi Mountain that was beautiful :)
+Steffi Mountain holy crap, you did an amazing job describing it. i couldnt have said it better.
+Steffi Mountain bless
+Steffi Mountain do you mind if i post this on tumblr and give you creds? its so beautifly put and describes everything this song means to me
Amazing description! I would love to say that I feel the exact same way.....
my she wears short skirts and silver shoes and has long golden hair with peach on the ends, she’s unshaven legs and penetrating eyes, mascara and tight-lipped smiles. she smells like vanilla and earl gray, she has a patch of freckles only on one cheek, a crooked nose, and the brightest blue eyes i’ve ever seen. she’s leather jackets and doc martens and rainy spring days and classical music. she’s a cup of coffee on a winter morning, she’s january, she’s cold hands and tight hugs. she’s walking hand in hand, she’s smaller than me, with long golden hair falling down her back. she’s skipping class, she’s concerts and new favorite songs. she’s perfect and she makes me feel safe.
she means everything to me.
this was long and sappy, but i needed to talk it out.
Lily West this is the cutest thing. I hope you too are still going strong 💗
Awe this is so sweet 💗.
That's what YT is for! xD
this is adorable
i hope you’re having an amazing day💘💘
Lol I told my best friend that I was Gay and she said “Yeah I’ve known for years but thanks for telling me”
Mood
How old are ya
It’s all about the catra pfp 👉👈🥺
fake_todoroki I see fellow catra in the wild👀
The same thing happened to me but she was my mom
whoever ends up with this angel is going to be the luckiest person on earth
My She and I kissed. It meant so much to me, but it clearly meant nothing to her. I thought it meant she might like me back, but I suppose it was just for practice or whatever. "But to her, I taste like nothing at all" means so much to me, because it's true. I could describe her taste perfectly. The day we kissed she tasted like an odd mixture of strawberry and mint, and I loved it. She probably doesn't even remember anything about that night, and it HURTS.
Edit: I feel like my love for her grew tonight, in a weird way. She slept over for the first time in forever and it was absolutely blissful. Every moment was magical. I can’t even put what I’m feeling into words it’s literally the weirdest thing ever. She wears this perfume to school sometimes and, upon occasion, I can randomly start smelling it. My heart feels like it’s swelling with love and I’m just waiting for her to pop it.
Edit 2: she likes s boy now. It sucks SO much. She’s had lil crushes on boys before, but none were like this. I want to die. Hearing her just say his name is painful. I wanna be a supportive friend and hype her up and shit but I physically CANT. Does that make me an awful friend? I feel like an awful friend. But there are just these lil moments that we have that give me the tiniest sliver of hope though, y’know? Like we’ll make eye contact for a couple seconds too long or she’ll have her head on my shoulder or when we’ll hold hands upon occasion as a joke. I know those are all friendy lil things but it’s just the vibe I get from her, I can’t explain it. It’s also the way she talks sometimes. She’ll make an unnecessary joke about us dating or mention tiny things about our kiss or gets jealous when I mention other girls I sorta like and there’s other stuff that’s impossible for me to put into words. Unrequited love will be the death of me. I physically CANT get over her. There have been a couple girls that I’ve liked but just something always sends me back to her. It sucks ass idk what to do :///
Edit 3: (No one is asking for this I’m doing it for myself).
I don’t like that girl anymore lol. I guess I do a little, it’s just not that intense anymore. I think a small part of me will always have some feelings for her. She’s just different, not much fun to be around. I miss the old her. But whatever. People change. I mean, she’s also racist and pretty homophobic, and that’s a large reason why too lol. I like another girl, though. It’s relatively new, and it’s escalated kind of quickly. She’s really cute. Super freaking cute. She’s also bi, and I think she might feel the same? Honestly doubt it tho. It’s just starting all over again, for the third time, and it feels so weird. I hope this one doesn’t have the same outcome.
I feel for youuuu, you’ll get through it❤️😍
The only way you can even begin moving on from someone is by distancing yourself. You need space. Otherwise you’re just hurting yourself. You have to be honest and let go so you can find someone who loves you back the way you deserve.
My friend is also queer, but she doesn't feel the same as I do. She kept talking about hooking up with another girl and how much she liked her, and I broke down at NYC pride cause I thought she liked me back but she didn't. I sat crying in her arms, pan flag wrapped around me like a blanket. I can't look at the shirt I wore that day without feeling physically ill. It has been 4 months and I still can't stop feeling this way.
Although it hurts, it feels awfully good to hurt. I sometimes wish I didn't tell her how I felt, so that she'd still hold my hand and lean on me while we watched TV. I wish I could just hold her and tell her everything will be okay. But i can't.
Just keep pushing through. You're not alone. It sucks ass.
Libby Jenkins honeyyyyy I know the feeling it sucks so much
Libby Jenkins I’m not crying you are
whenever i feel sad,i come to this video and read the comments. i swear this side of youtube is the warmest thing i could never find here. i feel like im not alone and just you know,idk it feels so great but also sad. i fucking love this video and my queen dodie.
lexa griffinn i just come her when i want to cry
TØP fan same
princess dodie
dodie: *plays first note*
me: god damn it *cries rainbow colored tears*
I hope you didn't mean to spell her name incorrectly, if so, I'm TrIGgEreD !!
The comments here are so FREAKING SWEET and honestly I just want to collect them all up and publish the into a poetry book (with full credits to each writer of course) And publish it so everyone can see how absolutely talented y’all are
IK THIS IS LIKE A YEAR LATE BUT OMG THAT SOUNDS LIKE A GREAT IDEA?? fr tho all the stories here are so heartwarming
girls are so pretty and i am so weak
this is a solid mood
biggest of moods
ME
TOTAL mood
big mood
Jesus Dodie your songs make me want to be in love
I feel the same way lol
Ikr??
Please listen to my song "Paranoid in love" in my channel! You won't regret it...
me too
Same:( but I prefer men and I'm only ten😂
*she tastes like birthday cake and storytime and fall. but to her, i taste of nothing at all*
Sophia Swan the feels are pouring out
I get this lyric stuck in my head so often and every time it breaks my heart bc I've been there
Somebody has a crush?!?!!! Awww
that hit me in the gut
That is so true....
she's aro. and i feel so bad liking her because i know that she feels uncomfortable when romance is brought up but i can't stop. i can't stop and i keep dreaming and what's wrong with me?
you don't think you're pretty. but you are. you're so beautiful and you'll never know how pretty i really think you are.
this made me cry. the way you love is so deep.
yo! update with this, turns out i was just feeling very intense queerplatonic vibes, and i have a wonderful girlfriend who i adore! they mean the world to me, and i can't imagine not loving them. i honestly forgot about this but i just figured i would give an update, haha!
@@shay6596 AWWWWW THATS SO CUUUTE 😭😭😭 good luck to u and your girlfriend 🥺✨
im so happy for youuu
Yikes :(((
when you're feeling sad about a crush and want a sad song to relate to but your dad's playing Pink Floyd's "The Wall" in the background and you gotta choose between being sad or being angry.
Me af
WE DONT NEED NO EDUCATIONNNNNNN!!!!!!!!
But srsly tho this song she's singing is beautiful
I meant the album The Wall by Pink Floyd not the actual song lol
If you should go skating on the thin ice of modern life. Dragging behind you the silent reproach of a million tear stained eyes don't be surprise when a crack in the ice appears under your feet. You'll slip out of your depth and out of your mind with your fear flowing out behind you as you claw the thin ice. Srsly how can you not like this album? Greatest album ever!!!
OMG SAME
"Am I allowed to look at her like that? Could it be real?"
"I'd never tell, no I wouldn't say a word."
Ok but WhY iS tHiS mE tHoUgH?!?!
My “she” was my first kiss with a girl and helped me discover my bisexuality. She was my best friend. We hung out one day and I was super nervous because I had a massive crush on her and she (at least I thought) had one on me. We went downtown and walked down the streets and she held my hand. This made my heart beat really fast and I had so many butterflies in my stomach. I was so happy. Eventually she kissed me and it was wonderful. After a few weeks I found out that she had been talking to 2 other people and I’m sure kissing them. My heart shattered when I found this out. She has now been dating a boy for three months :( Anyway, I know nobody will see this (I mean this song is 4 years old) but I just thought I would share my story in the hopes that soon I will find someone who loves me like I loved her.
Btw this song really put me in my feels because I know that I probably don’t even cross her mind anymore.
that's written so very nicely. i hope you find your "she", as i hope i will find mine
“this song really put me in my feels because i know that i probably don’t even cross her mind anymore”
maybe not. but tonight your words, a part of your story, crossed my mind. and maybe that’s not enough, maybe it won’t even matter to you, but to me it’s something. and one day, when i come back in like a year having forgotten this comment, and scroll through the comments all over again, you’ll cross my mind again.
you’ll find your someone one day. and everything-all you past-will seem so insignificant in comparison. you’ll start writing them into your future. and then into your past. you’ll tell stories you’ve told before-stories from before you knew them-and write them into each one of those stories
Godddd i feel you this is literally almost my same situation but you will find the right she 💕
im sorry you had to go thru that. people can be jerks, and we cant help who we love. stay strong.
she looks like an angel who has fallen from heaven with no wounds. she’s tall for her age; 5’11”, to be exact, and whenever i hug her, i feel so safe and secure. she’s so beautiful, with short pixie cut brown hair and bright hazel eyes. she wears glasses, but i think that they frame her eyes, make them stand out.
she has a unique personality. one minute, she’s shy and anxious. the next, she’s protective and caring. after that? she’s fun to be around. i love every little bit of her personality. whenever she’s anxious or scared, she reminds me of myself. when she’s protective and caring? i’m the same way with all of my friends. when she’s funny and overall exuberant, i can’t really relate, since i’m neither of those things.
if i’m going through a rough patch, she’s there to cheer me up and calm me down. if i say something bad about myself, she kicks me in the shin (yes, literally. it’s her way of getting me to shut up). when i’m happy, she’s there to be happy with me.
i remember one particular time when i found out one of my other friends had started cutting. (i volunteer at an equestrian center, and so does she.) after lessons and chores were done, i finally broke down. everyone there had noticed, but she was the first to. we had just taken one of the horses out, and i had a few silent tears streaming down my face. when i wasn’t expecting it, she wrapped her arms around me and pulled me into a hug. we kinda just stayed like that for awhile until i pulled away before i did something stupid or said something that would mess everything up.
the she that i’m talking about has been my crush for months now. i can’t seem to get her out of my head. doesn’t help that she’s my best friend.
so uh- this describes my looks with the eyes and the height and shit but i know its not me- b u t that was beautiful and i hope you get a shot with her one day
Ok I know that this will just be lost in oblivion, but a week ago I was lonely and I was always admiring this really pretty girl on instagram, and we started talking in the comments of her page, and then it moved into DMs and then she gave me her phone number and we were talking more and more, and she posted on instagram about liking a girl and I was just hoping that it would be me, and then she told me that it was, and she’s so wonderful, and we are actually going on a date at the end of July hopefully and I honestly can’t believe it, and I know that people probably won’t see this, especially considering that this video is several years old, but I’m so happy, and I just wanted to share that with the world
i forgot i commented on this before, but reading that made me very happy because now we’re dating and she means everything to me and wow she’s just amazing
Chiibet i’m glad it made your day better!! our relationship is amazing, and every time i talk to her it feels like i’m falling in love all over again. she’s absolutely wonderful and i care about her so so much; it’s just perfect :))
Maddie L reading this made me so happy!! Congrats and thanks for sharing!!😌
Maddie L holy shut wow I am sobbing this is beautiful
Maddie L oh wow lmao that’s amazing. You should keep us all in this comment section updated regularly cause that shits cute !!
at the age of twelve i experienced my first crush on a girl. i saw her on the first day of middle school in my math class. she wore a million bracelets. and i was intrigued. we spoke and became the best of friends. i later learned that she wore so many bracelets because she would cut. most of my other friends would try to avoid her because she was awkward and insecure and she was suicidal. but i loved her. i asked her out. she said yes. it was the happiest time of my life. people would give us weird looks when we held and hands and called each other nicknames. we didn't care. she stopped cutting. the first time we kissed was on the school bus on our way back from a field trip. i didn't care if people saw. oh, and it was far from magical: it was awkward, we bumped noses and i mostly kissed her teeth, but we giggled and held hands again. i fell asleep on her after that. the last day of school came around, and she told me that she might move. i focused more on the "might" and didn't spend enough time with her. she broke up with me that summer. she was going to a different school, it wouldn't work out. i cried. i cried so hard. we still kept in touch- but it was never the same. she would post sad things on her snapchat- just like when we first met. except this time i wasn't there for her to hug and soak my shirt with tears. she told me she was cutting again. here we are now, two years later, and she told me she's coming back to my school. i get to see her again.
she will feel loved again.
delusional illusions awwww
delusional illusions holy shit. This should be a movie
That's amazing, I'm glad she'll be okay!
My she is dating a boy-man (those are the worst *MY WYNONNA EARP REFERENCE*) and so found that out and I had to act happy. THIS WAS MONDAY! And then yesterday I had her sit down at lunch and listen to Would You Be SO Kind but she did not get it so I had to tell her...but so she said "Im sorry" and gave me a hug, it was cute. I think I am lesbian because of her...
I’m crying??????? This is so sweet please take good care of eachother
my she isn't straight, she's bi. And still, heartbreakingly, I wouldn't even try. I've had a crush on her for 2 years now. She told me she was bi last month, and my heart just soared...but she was quick to reassure me she's still 99% into guys, and 100% not into me. She's made comments before, about her and I, and had a running joke that we were together, but that's all it was to her - a joke.
She means everything to me.
:,(
LLL same ... apart from the guy part . She was into gals for a while but she's pushing toward guys now .
LLL that is, so weirdly familiar 😂. We also have an on going relationship joke and she is bi but mainly into guys. Lel
LLL I’m bi, and I have a crush on a pan girl, but we both lean more towards girls. She’s been my friend for about a year now and she’s been having relationship struggles with her ex who she still likes and who still likes her, they only broke up because they couldn’t do long distance. I’m not sure if she likes me back, because I know she and her ex are very open to each other about who they like, all the while reassuring the other that they’re still soulmates. And she told me that her ex doesn’t like me, and changes the subject when she mentions me. She says her ex is jealous... I don’t know what to do 😔
This is exactly what I'm going through! My she has a long-time crush on a guy, but she told me she's bi. She also assured me that she could never like someone she's already friends with. Ouch...
a note to my “she”
i’ll say your name in the hopes that you’ll never see this.
hanna, your smile bright as sunshine and your coconut scent. your radiance and beauty. your everything. while our time was short together, which now i’ll admit was my fault. i cherish every moment. you holding my hand under the table and our first kiss in the bathroom hiding from everyone else. every moment having to tell people i’m straight because of my mother. the time you kissed me on my head. or when we danced at our sixth grade dance when you said your feet were hurting but you didn’t mind because you were with me. i see your face everywhere some days. and while it wasn’t your fault you give me this mindset of being scared over getting with another girl. i don’t want to hurt her like i had with you. you’re a beautiful soul that didn’t deserve what happened. you smell like lemonade and cool-aid jammers. you taste like crumbling leaves in winter and the feeling of happiness. you and all the memories with you mean everything to me. thank you, for everything. “my she”. ❤️
lindsay that’s beautiful
this is so pretty 🥺 also your “she” also owns the song I wanna be your girlfriend by girl in red damn
lindsay i hope you find happiness you deserve it. and i hope one day that she sees how much she means to you :)
okay so with my she we held hands under the table and kissed in the bathroom too... I'm literally in tears. I hope you get with your she some day
I am crying omg 🥺
Theres this girl that goes to my school. I thought she was absolutely beautiful. I asked our mutual friend if she was gay, and of course the answer was no. I dated a different girl for 9 months, but she was still stuck in my mind. At the start of this new school year, I started talking to her, as we have two classes together. This little infatuation turned into a crush. I really liked her, but I knew she was straight. One of my close guy friends told me he liked her, and I encouraged him to pursue her, after admitting my feelings for her to him. I knew I needed to get over her if they were going to be something. So, I told her. I told her I liked her and that I needed to get over her. She said she was flattered and that it was totally fine. She ended up rejecting my friend. Soon after, I saw that she had posted something on Instagram implying that she was interested in someone. I kept asking and asking what guy it was. She ended up saying, "well, actually, its not a guy... aaand, its you. Maybe I shouldn't have told you cause you're probably over me, but oh well..." of course I wasn't over her. I told her, and we talked and hardcore flirted for a week before I asked her out. She said yes and we went on our first date last night. I ended up kissing her, and it was the most amazing thing I've ever felt
THIS IS SO CUTE AND HEARTWARMING
Im so happy for you! My 'she' is bi and will never love me.
Lizzy Symons Congratulation!!! This comment is like a fairytale for me :')
Blackclaw 360 thank you :) I’m still so happy with her. I think I love her... I just don’t think I’ll tell her for a while, I don’t want to make her uncomfortable, I’m not 100% sure she feels the same way
I know this is late but while I was reading this I was somehow droolimg
This is gorgeous; it gives me chills.
Thanks Todd! :D :D :D :D
3 years of this video coming out
3 years of me loving her
3 years of her being everything to me
3 years of me being nothing to her
SAME.
Ashley lovely :)
Same
oh shit. and I thought one year was bad enough
Coming up to three now. I’m literally moving away to escape.
My she recently came out as they. And god, I love them so much. I loved them before and I love them still, but I’m not the kind of girl they’d like, and I know that. And I’ve been hopelessly watching as they fell in and out of relationships over the past year, always rambling to me about their partner, because they were comfortable enough to say whatever they needed to. They told me their name first, and god their name is so overwhelming them.
They smell like coffee shops and chilled air. Of fall, and pumpkin pie.
They tastes like peaches and rich white chocolate and cinnamon.
They feel like soft fluffy blankets and the cold, but comforting feeling of silk. They feels like the crunching of autumn leaves.
And god, they mean everything to me.
Edit: My they is now my he :>
You should tell him
Oh my gosh that’s adorable
Update?
My heart just melted reading this ❤❤
Any updates?
You dont deserve a paragraph. You deserve a thousand books witten about how amazing you are. You're beautiful and when u smile, its the prettiest thing ive ever seen. I know ive never really made it clear how much i like you, but ive been afraid you wont feel the same. Sometimes i think you're too beautiful for me. I miss you when we dont talk to each other even though we're not even together. I thought id better let you know how i feel. Its pointless keeping these feelings to myself. You deserve to know that u mean the world to me
Edit: Omg thanks for the likes💓
this was soo cute...
Next time someone asks for a paragraph from me in stealing this lol😂
ok
+Kasai the Fire Mage SAME
This wax so cute! btw Im stealing this!
Her hands are always so cold but so soft and she'll ask me to warm them up because mine are always warm. I miss her all of the time, even if she's sat right there. And now I'm crying. Thanks Dodie.
***** So much sadness.
HELLO PHAN
It's funny because she actually smells like lemongrass and sleep. And her hands are skilled but small and warm. And they press hard but lightly upon your skin, her hair is blonde but not TOO blonde, the perfect amount. You're horrible, Dodie. I'm gonna go cry in a corner now. (no hate, love you Dodie
“she” loves me back. she sang this song to me. sometimes my anxiety gets in the way of things, or my brain is just weird and messes things up, but she’s so patient and loving. i love her sooooo much.
at least "she" likes you back. this week im gonna try to hang out with "she" and im gonna kiss her!
“she smells like blueberries and sweets”
“She taste like summertime and dreams”
“Oh you would find her in a movie poster”
“And she means everything to me”
I fell in love with this song the first time I heard it but I'm coming back again and again the last weeks and listen to this on repeat because I can relate to this so much at the moment.. I really need this on Spotify Dodie!
Sharlin Lucia YESSS
ツUmDaddy woah I just came back to this bc of your comment and saw I have 151 likes on this😅I still really need this song on Spotify Dodie!🙈
Sharlin Lucia honestly yes
Yesssss she needs to put more of her songs on Spotify! I love her and her songs
agreed??
This is so insanely good. Like Jesus this is excellent. Can you please make an album already?!
THANKS MAGIC MAN
doddleoddle SECONDED DODIE!! Please make an album someday! This is fantastic xxxx
I would buy your album and listen to it over and over
doddleoddle Wow, wait a minute.... I am magic man :b
StevenBridges 3 years later, look where she is!
It's amazing how one song can bring so any people together and tell so many personal painful experiences. Love ya, dodie 💕
I agree with you Sunny Juice Boy
Tru
my current crush is a boy, but this song still makes my bi ass want to cry.
Omg same
same omg. currently in love with a boy but i’m still only discovering that girls are so so so amazing. we’re in for a long one
Wow thanks! No one else seems to get it.
It feels so weird finding someone with the same name as me- 😭
mara_cleia LMFOAOAOSJKQ my name is actually tamara but i shorten it to mara because i don’t like it 🧍🏻♀️
this song gave me the courage to come out to my sister as pan and guess what? she fucking told me she's bi when I told her. now i think everyone in my family is secretly gay somehow ha know.
Haha XD
awh ♡
Meredith Newman SISTER DAN
+Rachel hello ;)))
Wow
I love how she still has her accent when she sings.
Mel Wye doesn't everyone have their accent when they sing?
Minton Muro no
ADELE i was blown away been i heard her talk?? i thought she was from the south (in the us) lmao
listening after your "Im bi WOO" this has so much more meaning, beautiful. Love forever Dodie xxx
Same
me too
me too!
Same same same. I've always related to this song, but now I'm in tears listening to it
Same!! It's so beautiful💕
I ASKED MY CRUSH OUT AND SHE SAID YES. I HAVE MY FIRST EVER GIRLFRIEND SUEIEONSOW
I know this is late but congrats!!!
I get that this is rlly late. But well done. I hope it is going well
Are you still together?
lucky 😭
congrats :D
I'm so conflicted because I really like this song, but I absolutely listened the fuck out of it on repeat when I was closeted and confused and sort of maybe liked this girl at the time because I was figuring myself out and it makes me kind of really anxious to listen to it but I love it, but it hurts and aaahh
I feel ya
Possibly gay AND a Whovian?? We need to be friends lmao
Seriously though, I can relate 😔🤘
This is exactly what this song is to me
oh my god i love my “she” so so much. everything about her, her dark hair, green and blue eyes, her smile, her laugh, she’s so sweet, she is so so caring. she means everything to me, but i mean nothing to her. i see whole galaxies in her eyes and she can’t even see a single star in mine
But your world crashes when she leaves
This for me is your Novels by Rusty Clanton. I have fallen in love with this song. It is indescribably my life right now.
same omg
Molly Cadman what a compliment!!!!
doddleoddle Ahh you deserve it! Its the most beautiful song in the world :)
I agree
O..M..GEH.......... SAME!!!! XD
my "she" and i were taken from each other before either of us were ready to let go. we tried to make it work. we called it love. we held hands under tabletops and cuddled when the world was sleeping. we snuck our "i love you"s in hidden messages and taps on the shoulder and soft smiles. but the world was against us. and we were pulled apart.
when the dust settled, we tried again. i felt victorious. i could finally be with them again. but they had moved on fast. one night, we were everything. the next morning, they were in someone else's arms. they had a new "she", and i never knew.
it's been almost two years. i'm better now. sometimes it hurts, thinking about what once was, and thinking about the pain i felt afterward. but i'm okay. and hopefully they are too.
"She" is (most definitely) straight and a Christian and says the word "gay" in a slightly ashamed whisper, and it breaks my heart every time.
Edit: we still haven’t directly talked about it (probably because we both have anxiety and are terrified of losing each other) but we have talked about how cute Ryden (a gay relationship between Ryan Ross and Brendon Urie) could’ve been together, and about other gay ships. So maybe life isn’t as cruel as it can be made out to be - a more hopeful version of the same human 😊
Edit (once again) Months from the first comment: I told her that I’m bi last night, and she replied in all caps, that she was so proud of me, for being able to tell her 😁 I was crying tears of joy from her response. She told me that I wasn’t alone (although she is writing a full response at some point today, because her parents told her to go to bed before she could) I still am convinced sometimes that she is only in my head, because I could not have asked for a better friend - the happiest version of me that I’ve been in quite a long time
Yet another edit: We’re together now 😁 (also, dear past me, your “straight” sister literally just broke up with/completely emotionally destroyed said “straight girl”...yet you are oblivious to all of it)
That's soooo shitty. I wonder what it's like to fall in love with a person like that! Sounds terrible. I'm really turned off by that sort of attitude, thank God... Can't fall in love with someone who's presence disgusts you. :)
Amelia Harrell ohmygod my past she was like this and literally said gays should burn
I've liked this dude like all through elementary school but now we're in high school he acts all Republican and talks shit about gays (I'm pansexual) and everything but I still like him...
RYDEN ITS EVERYWHERE I GO OHHHHHHH MY GOSH........ I’m sorry to hear that, I hope she comes to her senses
Amelia Harrell I'm so happy for you!!!!
I'm not even bi/gay/pan but I'm crying and reading all these cute stories and I love this and I really hope Dodie finds her _She_ or He
pretty. odd. I relate aha x I love just hearing about everyone else loving! 💛
I'm doing the same. I can kind of relate, as I have a best friend that I love, but not romantically. All I know is that someday I'll lose her to another guy (or girl). I'm just happy that I'm not attached to her in a romantic sort of way, or else it would hurt a lot more.
pretty. odd. Same
*she* has once said to me that she thinks the LGBT+ community is weird and gross, she said it to me because she trusted me with her secret. At the end of the day I went home and cried, this song is so beautiful and it helped me so much
my she is bisexual, i knew she was bisexual before i got feelings for her, when i first thought of her as more than friends i didn’t know i was bisexual too, i thought i was straight but overtime i became so in love with her and it’s because of her i know i’m bisexual, but the problem is, not long after i developed feelings, she got a boyfriend, which of course i tried to play off and act like i didn’t care but inside it hurts so bad, every time i look at her i feel like she’s the only person in the world, every time i’m around her i’m instantly happy and i love talking to her so much. i’m absolutely CRAZY over her like words can’t describe how much i want her, she’s the most beautiful person and i love her personality and i feel like when we’re together we just click, of course i always remember she has a boyfriend and it hurts but i always thought she looked at me differently and listened to me even though she has a boyfriend.. maybe i’m stupid for thinking she likes me back.. i just like her too much.
idk the "it feels oddly good to hurt" line got to me hard because i told my 'she' along with my other friends that im lesbian and everyone else first asked the question "we're just friends though, right?" but she was nurturing and rubbed my back when i cried, not asking stupid shit like that. i love her. but im fine with her being with a guy. she's happy with him. :)
scarlett sullivan wow
scarlett sullivan You should be an idol to quite a few people I've seen in my lifetime. Keep going gurl
scarlett sullivan Good luck!! My friend had done that too... I told her and she said "okay just don't hit on me haha" and I had to stare at her like wtf are you on... just stop
That's so sweet. Every time I come out to a girl I feel the need to say, "But I DONT like you that way", and I think it's kinda messed up that I have to do that. The first time I came out, she looked at me weird and said, "You don't like me right?"
Awe thats sweet
my first ever crush was a girl. only realised it eight months ago. she was graceful and beautiful, i always called her a princess when we were younger. when i asked my friends in late 2016 if they had girl crushes they always said that was weird and no they'd never had them. i realised i was bisexual eight months ago but i remembered that i had been since i was six. she is my everything, and she will never know.
i know this will just get lost in the sea of comments but thank you for listening to my story.
Aw I hope you can tell her someday - and if you do I hope it goes well! 💗 I'd also like to comment something completely unnecessary from one of dodie's videos on her being bisexual "...and everyone gets girl crushes - right? Apparently not. Yeah... turns out not everyone gets those!" okay I've embarrassed myself enough with a random probably not even accurate quote bye I hope things go well with your she!
radioactive I always come to this video for the comment section because it makes me feel like I’m not alone. I know exactly how you feel, and I am also in tears oml thanks for sharing your story, it’s so bittersweet and I can’t describe what it feels like to finally relate to other people in this way(specifically other bi/ pan girls), ugh it makes me feel so warm inside.
i never realised that i had a "she" until very recently.
she was in most of my classes in high school. i thought she was so incredibly pretty, and when she'd say that she wasn't attractive i was so confused because she was the most beautiful girl id ever seen. she was also funny, and she liked the same bands/youtubers as me. i always wanted to be around her. my first "wait, do i like girls?" moment was when i was looking at her from across the table. but i was convinced i was straight, so i couldn't possibly like her in that way.
but i did. it's so obvious now, i can't believe i didn't realise it sooner.
Same, but we don't talk to each other anymore. It's been almost 3 years now and I only recently realized I was in love with her the whole time. Explains why I've been feeling like shit whenever I think of her. Things sadly didn't end well between us... I still miss her tbh
the lyrics "am i allowed to look at her like that, could it be wrong when she's just so nice to look at" really hit me hard. for the longest time i didn't know what having a crush was like. i'd ask people but their responses weren't very useful. this line is what i think of when i need to describe having a crush. i love this song with all of my heart.
i'd give some sort of sappy story about my crush, but i don't have much to say. i don't know her well, i don't even know what her sexuality is, but she does mean everything to me.
Oi, a fellow Celeste fan!
Wonderful to see that here
This, I'm going to sing this to my parents. This is how I'll come out to them.
yes I hope it goes well I'm proud 👍:D
Good luck. Or have you done it? How did it go?
How did it go!? Have you done it?
omg 5hats what i was going to do!
How did it go???
I know it’s unlikely that anyone will see this, much less read it through, but I figured I should leave this somewhere. Trying to leave my mark somewhere I guess, facing oblivion.
To all the girls I've loved before
(cheesy, I know, but it seems fitting)
The first
My first She was wild. She was a prairie spirit trapped in the cage of her mind, anxiety and trauma forming the steel, with her stepfather serving as lock and key. We were fast friends back in school, inseparable only weeks after meeting. It’s hard to pinpoint the exact moment where I knew I loved her, but there was an aching in my chest and a longing in her eyes. We were both full of butterflies, fluttering and skittish. Eventually it became knowing smiles and anxious looks with nervous laughs. She was a shattered vase with gold filling her cracks, broken pieces strung together, still learning how to be herself. She was a gust wind, a beam of sunlight, radiant and full of spirit. She had long tangled hair full of stories and whispers of the places she had been. She smelled of horses and home, one look and you could tell she was aching to run free again. She was always nervous on the outside, shaking hands and stuttering sounds, grasping for phrases just out of reach. She had a way with animals too, she could walk up to them and they wouldn’t run away, like she was one of their own. Lord knows I loved her, I was smitten, drowning in her soft smile and her gentle laugh. The way she would dance when it was just us, laughing as if she knew she could fly. I was lucky enough to see those chains of doubt lifted off her soul even if for just a moment. The way her eyes would fill with fireflies, the way she would smile like the sun itself. I will forever be thankful for that.
But her chains were so, so heavy. I hadn’t noticed that they had latched on to me at first. Their weight was fine in the beginning. Just a gentle tug in the back of my mind. But it only grew. Knowing how broken she was became daunting, and every time it came to mind the weight got a little heavier. And I sank a little deeper. And before I knew it I was drowning, gasping for breath and trying desperately to swim in water to thick to move in. She was there at the bottom of that vast ocean, looking up at me with sad eyes and a broken smile, chains around every limb and weights the size of mountains. My heart broke for her, every time I thought of surfacing I would see that smile, that sad twinkle in her eye, and I would stay. I thought I could help, Lord knows I tried. Clawing at those chains day after day, searching for those wild eyes and windswept hair that I had seen once in a blue moon, trying desperately to give her the freedom she craved.
But I’m only human, and I broke. The chains were so heavy, and I hadn’t had a breath of air in so long, and my mind began crack, demons I had already defeated pouring out. Some others noticed and pulled me to the surface, but leaving her left a gaping wound in my soul, and I know she will carry a scrap of it with her, from now until the day I die, and maybe even past then. I know that when she escapes what binds her she will a force to be reckoned with. Someday I will learn how to fill that void she left in my chest. But that day has yet to come.
The second
My second She was soft and warm, she smelled of flowers and fresh morning dew. She had a cloud of soft curly hair framing a round face and a bright smile, and her gorgeous hazel eyes framed with thick glasses always had a twinkle to them. She had a dusting of freckles that formed her very own constellations, searching for them was one of my favorite pastimes. She was a vibrant yellow sunflower in a field of grass, a summer breeze floating by. Long sweaters covering her hands, holding a cup of tea. She was warm hugs and soft sighs, a beautiful sunrise you see once in a lifetime. Being with her was safe, warm, and welcome. She was like walking through a meadow, with soft music and the sound of birds. She was a wise soul, you could look into her eyes and see that her life was not absent of pain. Despite knowing the toils of life, she knew joy. She knew love. She was lovely in every sense of the word. She was Yellow, and she’ll always be Yellow.
Though she was so yellow and lovely, she never loved me. She was straight, and I was not. I knew this and I still fell. Sometimes I still feel like I’m stumbling to my feet.
The third
My third She was something Different. Sarcasm filling the cracks of a lonely mind, still just a child under the hurt. She was no stranger to the beeping of machines and the prick of a syringe, as weak as her body was, her mind was that much stronger. She would play video games past midnight, drinking tea while wearing a hoodie three times her size. She was sarcastic, and full of funny retorts, lively and exhausted all at once. She collects strange odds and ends, antiques littering her room. She has a soft face with a tough façade. She was like soft hugs in secret, compassion only when the world was not looking. Her room was full of warm pillows to counter her cold frail frame. She would spout random facts about all her favorite shows and games, a walking well of knowledge. I found myself returning day after day, just to hear more of that sharp wit and unrelenting mind. She is one who seeks to know the world as it is, and not as it is told to her, to know every color and every shape she can find. She is old and new, outdated and modern, my favorite contradiction. She has so many unexpected twists and turns, I doubt anyone has learned them all.
This She is still in my life, but she is a case of unrequited and far away. Though I find a beauty in everything she does, I doubt I matter much to her. To her, I am a friend to chat with and nothing more.
The fourth
My fourth She is a childhood friend, we grew up together in a small town, and were best friends till the day I moved away. All these years later and she finds me, how could I have known that she was just a message away, a click on the computer. After learning who she is now, I can safely say that she is, in the simplest terms, a wildfire. She is love and passion in their brightest intensity, blind to the world and its cruel ways. She is not one to follow the crowd, and never hesitates to burn her own path. She is new and lively, though she is simple is concept she is a powerful force never to be underestimated. She is that rush of adrenaline when you try something new for the first time. She is that overwhelming joy when you succeed at doing something you thought was impossible to do. She is defiant, and if you earn her trust, she is loyal to the end of the earth. She is up north, the land of pine and thick blankets of snow, warm fires and small towns. Though I miss the snow, it does not compare to how I ache to know her again.
There’s my sob story, scuse all of the poetics, I guess im just trying to do them a justice.
Oh my God that's so beautiful. Wow this writing makes my heart and brain smile at each other.
whimsicalDeviant god that was so beautiful to read.
Jesus Christ this is fucking beautiful, your first she description- Oh lord, i had tears.
Reading this, I felt an odd sense of deja vu, and I had to check if I was the one who'd written it instead
I know those feelings so so well, the good and the dark-and maybe one day it all becomes worth it?
But for now, I hope you're okay. That everything you're dealing with heals over time, and that these feelings become lessons that change who you are.
Love isn't something to ever fear, so love freely, and I wish you all the best.
That was really beautiful. I’m speechless.
She has hugs that feel like coffee on a gloomy morning. She smells like rain and and tastes like raspberries. Her eyes are like a blanket in the coldest of winters. Her smile is goofy and sweet and confused. Her thoughts are whimsical and silly. She speaks sunlight and sugar. When she breathes, she breathes in hope. And when she exhales, she exhales comfort. And most importantly, she will never feel the same about me. She will never see me and think of her favourite sweater. She will never smile at the thought of me. She will never ponder if the things in my head. She will never know of the aching I feel in my chest for her. And lastly, she will never know I love her.
Beautiful... How is it now?
@@alisonn228 y u mad not everybody is gay dumbass nigga, why u judging ppl on their sexuality
Awe ..... I sure she does . How’s it going now ?lots of love ❤️
My one of those ^^ is my favorite fucking sweater. I relate so hard m8. Feel better
@@i_am_glove2046 i don't think they were intending on judging anyone for their sexuality. they're just frustrated that the person they like could never like them back.
every now and then i have to come back to this and cry bc ive come SO FAR since i listened to this for the first time and finally understood that all the little weird feelings i had around girls that i pretended meant nothing, because there was no way that i wasn't straight, and there was no way i LIKED her, we were just good friends, meant something, and that was okay. i know that now, and even though im definitely not anywhere near coming out to my family, im so happy and proud that ive come as far as i have with accepting myself, and that's so much because of dodie.
I think the general summary for anyone listening to this is:
*listens*
*cries*
nerissa *and wishing falling in love wouldn't hurt so much*
*also hoping that the "she" we fell for feels the same*
Not really. For me it's like :
*cries*
*listens*
I'm weird.
2 years later and im still obsessed and relating whAt
ME 2 TF
Ikr
sevil thomas same
sevil thomas same tbh
sevil thomas yep
this really hits home.... god i wish i could just tell her how I feel
Juniper May do it!!!
same...GAH
Yep, relatable
Me too...
Annikka M I told mine, she even had a boyfriend. I was also gonna come out to my mom the same day but chickened out, last night I found out she was probably homophobic so I am happy I was not gonna tell her.
Sometimes I remember that in the future, I'm going to have a wife. And I'm going to get to live with her and laugh about silly things at midnight, and watch movies and go shopping together. And then everything seems fantastic. I cannot wait for then
Stop writing songs about me !!1 I joke I love you
BETHAN NOW EVERYONE KNOWSSSSS
*Ships*
I love reading all the cute stories of love under this video, so I thought I'd share my own experience with this song. I came out as bi to my friends last year, and I knew I had a huge crush on one of my friends (who had also came out as bi-romantic a month after). I performed this song to her, but as we were both fans of dodie she just thought I was singing it for the lols. But from then, we both pretended we were a couple, "joking" that we love each other and nothing could take us apart. It turns out, she had feelings for me too, but we were both too shy to ask each other in case the other didn't feel the same. Two months later, over a note I still have to this day, we both admitted to our feelings at the same time. The seconds afterwards was the best feeling, finding out that she felt the same as me. A year later, we're still together and very happy. New challenge: plucking up the courage to kiss her (I'm a very shy person and have social anxiety so it's super scary for me to be brave enough!) !
Daisy Mai so happy for you guys ❤️
Daisy Mai Aw that’s so cute I love it when these stories have happy endings 😍☺️
You've been together for a year and you haven't kissed?? I know you said you have social anxiety (that's totally understandable; If the guy I'm in love with right now reciprocated, I would probably faint on the spot- I can't even think about kissing him), but ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh that's so impressive to me, I wish I could do that. I'm the type who kisses first date. But I've never dated any of the people I've loved, so I can't imagine what that would be like! I'm kind of dying just thinking about thinking about it-!!!!
Good luck!! It’s really scary, especially to put yourself out there first. When you’re both girls it’s a little unclear as to who should make the first move... if you’ve been together for over a year I️m sure she wants to kiss you too!
This almost made me cry. It's so beautiful!
this song means everything to me ngl
i found it when i’d just started figuring out my sexuality and now here i am with a girlfriend, confident about who i am.
i forgot how relatable this song was and specifically the line “although i’d ache it feels oddly good to hurt”
awe this is the sweetest thing ever
There’s just something so romantic about leaving a message on a video like this, left to be forgotten and drowned in a sea of messages and memories from others around the world. It’s also kinda comforting to realise how many people relate to you and maybe there’s hope that one day you’ll find someone you click with. ‘She’ was the first girl I’ve ever liked, this was a while ago now though and looking back on it now it was kinda dumb. I’ve had a while to think things over but I still have no idea if you liked me back even though I think you did? So here’s to being hopelessly sappy but I really did like you for maybe over half a year. You were so cute and I admired how smart you were and how you shared your interests with me and your favourite music and shows. In a way you really impacted my life and the person I am now; so thank you. I’m sorry that I was always too shy to say anything but also the circumstances surrounding us weren’t in our favour and eventually we drifted to find different friends. I’m sorry if I ever did anything to make you dislike me. Now when I see you at school I’m pretty indifferent, I think time really changed everything. I’d just like to say that I was really happy when I hugged you on the last day of school back when I liked you. Also I think you looked incredible at prom. Thank you for those memories even though I look back on them through rose tinted glasses :))
that was a beautiful comment
You inspire me. xxx
love you♥
doddleoddle ***** you make my day
your name descirbes me right now.. it sunday and im up at 4:25
you both inspire me :) xxx
still waiting for a collab of you two wonderful ladies! xx
I don't know why but this song helped me so much to come to the conclusion that I am pansexual and so proud of it. I am now crying and I don't know why.
I hope your profile picture is your overall conclusion!
I spy Brendon urie
Can I comment even one thing without someone replying about my god damn picture?
+HazelNut Apparently not brendlebob
Wentz is Whack Thats not even funny tho. I can't even be taken seriously as you have just shown.
the comments are full of gay/bi/pan girls relating and it's the beautiful
Yes it really is!
Yes that's magical
It's lovely to be with your people when you're in a minority.
I cri
Hello the person your talking about is me I'm here
My house burnt down a year ago- I just discovered that this song reminds me of my house. She did smell like lemongrass and sleep. I tasted birthday cakes and heard countless storytimes and went through so many falls with her. But there's nothing I can do so oh well
that's... really cool, actually. people refer to boats and houses as "she"
I'm so sorry about your house, but I can only offer that you'll find another, and expirience new and happier memories at your new house. best of luck
This makes me think of my best friend who isn't my best friend anymore. She just stopped talking to me and honestly I still love her more than anything on this earth.
aw im sorry
ouch i don't talk to my best friend anymore either
i miss her but it's my fault i was the one who stopped it all, the worst part was that i did it to see if she'd care
and
Well,
she didn't
...or at least she didn't show it
Chicken Bathroom We're in the same situation. I miss my best friend in the whole world! I told her i missed her and she said "i'm sorry...i didn't know....." i walked away crying. When we were best friends.....She was the only one there for me....i am in another world without her... :(
+Betsie Lynch one day i hope you'll find someone so much better. just think about it, there's 7billion people in the whole world and probably a couple billion who are dicks so minus 2 billion that's like 5 billion friends -actually i think a lot more ppl are mean but like you still have so many people out there who'd be more than willing to be your friend, i want to say something to my friend but i don't think i ever will. at least you did it, you should be proud
Chicken Bathroom thank you soooo much! it means a lot! hope u find the trust worthy friend! x
I have been listening to this song on repeat, crying, for the last hour because it makes my heart ache. It makes my heart ache knowing the girl I love will never love me. She's my world and I'm grateful to just be around her. But she's straight. And It makes my stomach flip thinking about a life without her. I really don't know what I'd do without her and I'm just so sad. Because to her I know that I taste of nothing at all.
Erin Byrne same. but my world lives 5000 miles away, on the other side of the earth.
Same :"(
Erin Byrne same😭😭😭
Fucking jesus I feel the same
Apparently we all have a soulmate but I'll never find mine cause hates me
I listen to this song on repeat for hours and hours bc it's so fucking relatable. There's this girl and I can't get over her and when I knew she liked me I didn't say anything. No matter how much I love her she just doesn't feel the same way and it hurts knowing she has moved on and I'm still in love with a hole in my heart
Rose Beauty I thought the girl I was in love with didn't love me, she had a gf. But sometimes things happen. I'm sorry you are going through this.
iamcaddy theres always hope-idk if u still like her cause its a month later but i was homophobic cause it was the way i was told to be but i realised im gAy as frickkdl (i mean bi) but i really couldnt have seen myself liking girls or accepting any lgbt person (i was quite young) but then i realised my parent(s) were wrong and theres nothing wrong with any of that. so maybe that girl just needs to see that its really nothing to hate or whatev lol ok im going now bye :)
Chicken Bathroom can i just say thank you so much for being living proof that homophobic parents don't always have to make homophobic children and that people can learn and have their own point of view. Thank you so much. You are an inspiration.
I can relate so much. wow.
I am the girl that my friend can't get over. We never got the timing right... and i will always feel guilty..
This is the first of dodie's songs I ever heard, on a playlist made by my "She". At the time, we were in a D&D game together, and this song fitted both our characters so well - each absolutely adoring the other, but not knowing the other felt it too, not even believing the other ever could. The two eventually admitted their feelings and became a hell of a power couple on so many levels - an avenging angel of the god of dawn and her moon worshipping wife, setting right all kinds of wrongs together.
Art imitates life, it seems. 8 months after the game began, I told her I liked her as more than a friend, expecting to, at best, be told she was flattered but didn't see me that way. My heart damn near stopped when she told me she felt the same way, and had for some time. We've been dating for over 2 months now, and she's even lovelier than I ever dared dream.
Talk to your "She". You might find you don't actually taste of nothing at all.
oh my god I also met my boyfriend through D&D! He was the DM, though. I wonder how history would've unfolded if we were both players in the campaign instead, maybe it would've been similar to what you went through!
I can't get over this song. I've never heard a song capture the feeling of unrequited love so perfectly. Not just the lyrics, but also the melody, how quiet everything is, as if the singer is sad, scared, ashamed. I was deeply, deeply in love with someone for a very long time. Years. I managed to finally get over those feelings, and I'm very happy with the relationship that I'm currently in, but listening to this song took me back a year or two to...a very painful time in my life. This song is that feeling converted into a performance. If I had discovered this song back then, I probably would have been reduced to curling up in a pond of my own tears on the floor. Even listening to this now, after I'm over her, almost made me start crying just because it made me remember how that felt like so clearly.
tl;dr: Fucking fantastic work. You're a genius.
Please tell me how to get out of that painful place, I'm so stuck and it's becoming really depressing
I wish there were an easy answer. After three years of my pining for her, she got engaged and told all of her friends but me. (I got to find out by a mutual friend asking me if I'd seen "it" yet. "It" turned out to be a picture of the engagement ring.) Then I cried for a few months...and the part of me that had been hanging onto my feelings for her for so long finally snapped like so many twigs. Whether I wanted to give up on the feelings or not was irrelevant. I'd been trying for most of those three years. It just happened when it happened. I wish I could be of more help. All I can say is 'be patient'.
Ruby Camilla im hiding the secret of life but my opinion is go with your heart anythinga possible
This song hit me personally in a different way and I don't know how to get out of the situation I'm in right now.I have a crush on my straight best friend(we're both girls).we were teased and bullied about being gay and liking each other and she was totally disgusted at the idea of it.do I keep hurting myself or tell her and hate myself for making our friendship awkward?
Bella Loperena That's a rough situation, and I doubt that I'm the person to ask about something like that because my relationship history isn't the most decorated, but I'll try my best to offer advice.
There is no right answer when it comes to something like that.
Personally, I wouldn't be comfortable being best friends with someone who didn't accept my sexual orientation. [Feel free to correct me if I'm incorrect about that. It's difficult to tell whether you mean that she's disgusted at the idea of two girls being together or just the idea of her being with a girl in general.] But, if you can't stand the idea of losing that friendship even through that [Which I'd understand. Hell, I somewhat recently found out that one of my oldest friends is actually...pretty racist, and it makes me really fucking uncomfortable, but we've been friends for so long that it's hard to confront her about anything that could potentially end the friendship, so I've been doing the cowardly thing and keeping my mouth shut for the past couple of years.] then the best thing is actually probably...to keep it to yourself and hope that your attraction to her will fade. And if that sounds awful, it's because it is, but your whole situation sounds awful.
Of course, from that little amount of information given, it's not as if I know much of anything about your relationship with your best friend. For all I know, she could be very supportive and she'd be glad that you told her. It's hard to predict the outcome of something like this.
All I can do is give you a hug, wish you the best of luck, light a candle for you, and send you on your way.
Holy pants I cannot wait to tour with you friend this is so so good
I may have to borrow a guitar to play this lol
WOOO I'M SO EXCITED
Just bought tickets for me and my bestie for the london show! So excited to see you guys :)
omg hi BriBry i saw you at the saturdays as a support act
your really good xx
I CANNIT WAIT TO WATCH YOUR LONDON SHOW OMFGKDJJXSJD
'holy pants'
just realized this is one of the first songs i found when coming to terms with my bisexuality (2016) and i completely forgot about it. i didn't even start really listening to dodie until this year. this is my first time watching it since and all i remember is having this on repeat, taking each word to heart. i guess i've come full circle
my “she” is literally the sweetest, more kind person in the world. she is gorgeous and lights up any room and makes me laugh constantly. she means everything to me. but she doesn’t feel the same way :(
I’m sorry to hear that:(
What is this song about a boy sent it to me
I NEED THIS AS AN EP AND ON SPOTIFY
YOU'RE THE FEMALE VERSION OF ED SHEERAN OH MY GOD THIS WAS SO GOOD
IKR! Her voice reminds me of Ed Sheeran
i actually don't know anymore.. i have a girl crush and she is really beautiful, she's smart, and she's kind. but she's really straight and everyone actually feels that i like her, of course i denied that. but what if she actually knows? i don't want our friendship to be awkward, uGHHHH she's straight btw :(
chesκα, hours don't happen without the minutes, and there is no such thing as a minute without seconds.
chesκα if you think she knows and she still hangs out with you, obviously she doesn't mind. Maybe she's not as straight as u think :> if nothing you should tell her, who knows what'll happen cause there's no real bad outcome if she loves being with you, cause just having a crush on her wouldn't change anything drastically unless she likes you back. Idk just do you xd
chesκα literally me. I told my she after a few years and she's ok with it, we're not dating but she's still my closest friend
chesκα if your friendship is true and she finds out, it won't be weird. My current crush is my straight best friend, and she and I always joke about my crush together. If you guys have a good friendship, it wouldn't be a roadblock. Sometimes it can even bring you closer together. But be warned, cause it does kinda hurt a little more when she knows and doesn't feel anything and she dates guys and stuff idk yeah
Don't rush it. I am not saying "never". Just wait for the right moment. This could make your relationship awkward and if U really want her, its OK. If U cherish that friendship, you wait for her.
coming back to this masterpiece nine years later and still knowing every word by heart