Omg seriously ur skin is amazeballs w/o makeup! Def wanna try that facial spa--my clarisonic is kinda blah😒 and the brushes are way expensive. Another awesome tut, two thumbs up 👍🏻👍🏻
Hi Maya, you have come so far in this months!! Congratulations for all your effort and patience. You look amazing (you know it), and also you're helping too many people that are afraid of changing their appearance. Go on babe :)
Hun, you're one of my favorite UA-camrs!! It's makes me very happy when we see you upload more often, especially if it's about your day to day life/interest. I love it when I see UA-camrs that are just like normal everyday peeps in everyday life. It's just makes it so relatable and I appreciate it. We all love and got your back sista!!🤘🏻🤘🏻🤘🏻💅🏻💁🏻🖖🏼
I just realized you reached over a 100,000 subscribers, congratulations! 👏🏽🎉 I remember when I first subscribed to your channel you only had about 25,000 subscribers, love you girl you're absolutely gorgeous! 💗
Oh Maya! I didn't know haha, so excited that you're becoming a vegan!! Makes me like you even a little bit more. Hope you're not having trouble while transitioning. My friends are always amazed that literally everything I own is cruelty free and vegan, it's really not hard if you put in a little effort 💚🌱🌿 Hope you're having a great day ☺️
I have to say this looking down in the comments and the replys people get on questions or if some one is correcting someone almost everyone here is so nice about everything they dont go your wrong im right they arent rude or mean it definitely is a nice change from all the mean comments and replys on other channels I definitely think you have pretty awesome subscribers out there and just love your channel i love you as a person and you are just soo pretty and I absolutely love your hair like hair goals i hope as you grow bigger that you still have all the niceness down here in the comments!
I am so glad I found your channel. I can relate to you in so many ways. I don't know if anyone will care to read this, but I think I'm going to just spew out some stuff I've been hiding deep inside me for my whole life. I've never told anyone about any of this, not even on the internet. It is my deepest and darkest secret, but I just hide it any longer. So, to put it in simple terms: I'm a 19 year old guy that wants to be a girl. I'm attracted to females, but I want to be a girl myself. Ever since I was a kid I always felt different, and I'm sure nearly all transgender people reading this can relate to this feeling. All the other boys would like to roughhouse and be adventurous, but I was always the mellow one. I didn't like the traditional "boy" activities. I remember when I was a toddler and a little kid, my cousins would babysit me and dress me like a girl. They were all girls and I suppose it was entertaining for them. I loved it, although I never explicitly showed how much I enjoyed it. Although I was young, I knew that it wasn't a "boy" thing. I just acted neutral about it, or so I tried. The first song I ever remember liking was "Man! I Feel Like A Woman!" by Shania Twain. I don't know if that was a strange coincidence, considering I didn't understand the lyrics that well, but either way it seems as though it was a foreshadowing to who I really am. Heck, I even remember going to bed and wishing I could wake up a girl the next morning. Anyway, as time went on I got better at hiding my feminine side. By the time I was 10 or so, I really had the boy image down. I tried to act and talk tough, dress "manly", and all that superficial stuff. Funny enough, despite my best efforts my parents and some of close friends would comment on how I was acting like a girl. I don't know if they meant it as a joke, but I would always have to put my guard up whenever they brought up the subject. I didn't dare have anyone know how I really felt. Fast forward to middle school/high school. Things started to really get crazy around this time. When I was in 7th grade I started cross-dressing in the privacy of my house. I'd always make sure none of my friends/family were around and I dress up to by best ability like a girl. The sensation I got and still get from cross-dressing was so amazingly empowering. I felt so free. I felt complete. I don't don't even know how to describe it, but basically as a guy I always felt a sense of emptiness. However, when I put female clothes on I felt like my life had purpose, like things clicked into place. I didn't even understand what this was, but I knew it wasn't "normal" at all. I think by around 11th grade I finally looked it up online and discovered what being transgender was. I was horrified. I didn't want to believe that I was transgender. I just wanted to be normal, so I shunned away the idea. I stopped cross-dressing, and I started getting into cars and weightlifting, and all that really manly stuff. Mind you, this was only about 2 and a half years ago. It was around this time that I really got hid hard by depression. I didn't know what was causing it, or so I thought. In the back of my mind I always knew it was because I was pretending to be something I wasn't. And then a few days ago I finally gave into my true feelings. I looked up more information on being transgender, and I managed to find your UA-cam channel. It felt weird watching it at first, because I was so used to repressing my feelings of wanting to be female. However, I realized how much I enjoyed and related to your life story, and I've started accepting myself. I swear in the past few days my depression has practically vanished. It's like It's like I finally found the key to unlocking my happiness. Anyway, I've been rambling on too long already. Thank you again. It'll probably be ages before I come out to my family and friends (if ever), but I feel so content because I know I'm taking a step in the right direction.
That's amazing, really ! Go for it, and good luck with transitioning ! But I must say it really horrifies be how deeply gender stereotypes are rooted in our societies. Why would men have to do "manly stuff" ? Everyone should be able to endorse who they really are, without being judged... I feel so lucky to have been able to grow up in a totally gender neutral environment... My parents would never tell me that I couldn't do this or this because I'm a girl, or that I had to behave a certain way, and not another... That i'd have to have certain aspirations, priorities in my life, because I was a girl, a future woman... If all parents could be like this...
Thank you so much for the reply! I really didn't expect anyone to read this, and part of me didn't want anyone to read it. I wrote it in the heat of the moment last night because I was feeling bold. I sort of regret writing it, because I personally feel like I made myself sound conceited by telling my life story. That wasn't the intention though. It just felt like the right thing to do. I've never outwardly expressed who I am, ever... I've never even taken the time to really figure out who I am. Just typing all this out I guess is like a therapy for me. Anyway, regarding what you are saying about gender stereotypes, I totally agree. I think it's totally ridiculous that guys and girls have to act and dress in different ways. People should be free to express themselves anywhere on the gender spectrum without the expectation of being "manly" or "girly". As for my environment, I guess I wouldn't call it neutral, but it certainty isn't oppressive against me being transgender. I think my family would be somewhat accepting of it, although I know they will try to treat me differently. That's what I don't want. I don't want people to suddenly act like I'm a different person, because it's always been me all along. I feel like my friends and family will see me as transgender, instead of actually seeing me. To be honest, I think my family and friends already have their suspicions about my gender issues. Although I like girls, I've never dated, kissed, or even flirted with another girl.. and I'm almost 20. The reason is simply the fact that I don't really understand myself enough to feel confident with a girl. I'd feel weird wanting to be a girl, then dating a girl who expects me to be "manly". And I don't know about transitioning... there is nothing feminine about my appearance. I'm like 6'1".. I have a very masculine face and body structure as well. It sucks, it really does. I think for now just cross-dressing works for me. Again, I'm sorry about all this info. I know no one wants to read about a random person on the internet. It just feels so good to finally let all this out.
* Keuzy: Good of you to accept yourself. Know that all our experiences are our own - with our family / friends, of our selves. You are you - be the best you. Orientation and identity are separate elements. You can be transsexual and Lesbian. That is okay. You post that you are age 19; you are young. You worry about your appearance; put your mind at ease. ERT will quickly dispatch any masculine appearance you may have - perhaps as quickly as a few months. Changes become more difficult as you get older into your 40s and 50s. When you are ready, you will post your videos here, we will watch them, we will support you. My best to you. *
OMG it was so cute when you've changed to pyjamas! And I love your room, light the tent looking with like some lights around it. Lol. I'm also a trans and just started my channel. Hope to be like u in the future!
Can you do a room tour sometime? Your room looks really nice from what I have seen in videos and I need some decor ideas! I loved your outfit from the beginning of the video!
I like how this is a simple routine! lots of girls tend to do soooooo much in their night time routine videos and it feels a bit scened. this was very nice and simple for a change :) p.s. I may be biased when I say this, but my routine is also simple :P
You're doing awesome with transitioning to cruelty free and vegan! I didn't throw out my products. The damage is done and it would be an even bigger slap in the face to the animals to just throw it all out so I used up what I had and replaced it with better options. If you like beauty boxes that you can get monthly subscriptions for, I love vegan cuts and petit vour. You should check them out!
Hello Maya ! I just want to thank you, because I am anorexic and sometime that's really hard, and in these Times I just Watch at your vidéo and I feel better. I love your behaviour and your videos are so sweet and cute ! You can be proud of what you are ! Sorry if my English is bad, I'm French in fact 😅
it's actually more helpful to the bees to use honey and other products like burt's bees i believe! i know it's definitely better to use honey, especially local honey, than something like agave nectar which i know a lot of vegans use
Being a vegan is good for some ppl. The problem with vegans is that 99% of the time they become unbearable due they talk about vegan shit all the time. I ended a relationship because of that. And unfortunately that is happening to you Maya.
Maya! You do look *a lot* like Drew Barrymore.. Like.. You look just like her when she was younger. It's beautiful (: you should read "Little Girl Lost" by her, it's a good book.
Hey Maya, I'm from germany, so I'm really sorry for my bad english:D I just want to say that I'm obsessed with your videos, they're so motivating and inspiring! btw you are so awesome and beautiful and sometimes I'm even a little jealous. I hope you'll read this. Love you, Aya❤
You're uploading so often recently! That makes me happy! :)
Me too!! :)
yeah,it really makes me super happy! plz keep it up
+Maya Me three!
You are BEAUTIFUL! Stay as you are, keep reaching for your STAR! Go Girl!!!!
your hair looks so cute in a bun!
agreed
Sexy!
You always seem so gentle and sweet, I love the peaceful happiness your videos always exude. :)
Maya you have such a unique way of making videos, you always make me laugh at some parts!
idk why but i think ur voice is so nice, it's very soothing :) and ur so beautiful in general ugh im jealous
Omg seriously ur skin is amazeballs w/o makeup! Def wanna try that facial spa--my clarisonic is kinda blah😒 and the brushes are way expensive.
Another awesome tut, two thumbs up 👍🏻👍🏻
YOU ARE SO PRETTY OML
omg you would never know that you was actually male before! you are so pretty such a inspiration😍
Hi Maya, you have come so far in this months!! Congratulations for all your effort and patience. You look amazing (you know it), and also you're helping too many people that are afraid of changing their appearance. Go on babe :)
Ur literally so pretty OMG
Hun, you're one of my favorite UA-camrs!! It's makes me very happy when we see you upload more often, especially if it's about your day to day life/interest. I love it when I see UA-camrs that are just like normal everyday peeps in everyday life. It's just makes it so relatable and I appreciate it. We all love and got your back sista!!🤘🏻🤘🏻🤘🏻💅🏻💁🏻🖖🏼
As others mentioned too.. I'm glad you're uploading more. I've been subbed for a while and you've been uploading much more recently.
Do you have any really easy vegan meals you could show us? Maybe ones which don't consist of complex ingredients or are simple to make? Thanks!x
For sure! I will make sure to include some super fast & simple meals in my next "What I Ate Today" video! :)
potatoes + vegetables to your liking + a random sauce. takes 30-40mins and you can easily make enough for 2-3 days if you want
The sims jumping clothing change. So nice to see someone else has mastered it
I just realized you reached over a 100,000 subscribers, congratulations! 👏🏽🎉 I remember when I first subscribed to your channel you only had about 25,000 subscribers, love you girl you're absolutely gorgeous! 💗
Oh Maya! I didn't know haha, so excited that you're becoming a vegan!! Makes me like you even a little bit more. Hope you're not having trouble while transitioning. My friends are always amazed that literally everything I own is cruelty free and vegan, it's really not hard if you put in a little effort 💚🌱🌿 Hope you're having a great day ☺️
I love warning your videos as they always seem to put a smile on my face😄
so awesome to hear that you are transitioning to the vegan lifestyle!!! best decision you'll ever make! :)
I am definitely buying that! The coupon is amazing!!!
There is something really quite magical about that white netting over your bed. Like something a fairy tale princess would have.
This video was so cute, Maya! I loved it. :) You have got to give poor souls like me room decorating tips!
Your "magical way" of changing clothes reminds me a lot of the Sims 😃 ❤
Your bedroom is so beautiful! I lovvvvve your vids
You are so gorgeous and your videos are great!
Thank you!!!
the raised eyebrows at 3:50.... lol. priceless. :-)
I have the same Hyrule Historia book! :D
Your room looks so cool!
What a good actress!
I enjoyed the video, very funny!
YOURE SO CUTE IM ACTUALLY CRYING OMG
Aw, youre so adorable. Total cuteness overload!
enjoying the recent personality in the videos
I have to say this looking down in the comments and the replys people get on questions or if some one is correcting someone almost everyone here is so nice about everything they dont go your wrong im right they arent rude or mean it definitely is a nice change from all the mean comments and replys on other channels I definitely think you have pretty awesome subscribers out there and just love your channel i love you as a person and you are just soo pretty and I absolutely love your hair like hair goals i hope as you grow bigger that you still have all the niceness down here in the comments!
u need to do a bloopers video omg
I am so glad I found your channel. I can relate to you in so many ways. I don't know if anyone will care to read this, but I think I'm going to just spew out some stuff I've been hiding deep inside me for my whole life. I've never told anyone about any of this, not even on the internet. It is my deepest and darkest secret, but I just hide it any longer.
So, to put it in simple terms: I'm a 19 year old guy that wants to be a girl. I'm attracted to females, but I want to be a girl myself. Ever since I was a kid I always felt different, and I'm sure nearly all transgender people reading this can relate to this feeling. All the other boys would like to roughhouse and be adventurous, but I was always the mellow one. I didn't like the traditional "boy" activities. I remember when I was a toddler and a little kid, my cousins would babysit me and dress me like a girl. They were all girls and I suppose it was entertaining for them. I loved it, although I never explicitly showed how much I enjoyed it. Although I was young, I knew that it wasn't a "boy" thing. I just acted neutral about it, or so I tried. The first song I ever remember liking was "Man! I Feel Like A Woman!" by Shania Twain. I don't know if that was a strange coincidence, considering I didn't understand the lyrics that well, but either way it seems as though it was a foreshadowing to who I really am. Heck, I even remember going to bed and wishing I could wake up a girl the next morning.
Anyway, as time went on I got better at hiding my feminine side. By the time I was 10 or so, I really had the boy image down. I tried to act and talk tough, dress "manly", and all that superficial stuff. Funny enough, despite my best efforts my parents and some of close friends would comment on how I was acting like a girl. I don't know if they meant it as a joke, but I would always have to put my guard up whenever they brought up the subject. I didn't dare have anyone know how I really felt.
Fast forward to middle school/high school. Things started to really get crazy around this time. When I was in 7th grade I started cross-dressing in the privacy of my house. I'd always make sure none of my friends/family were around and I dress up to by best ability like a girl. The sensation I got and still get from cross-dressing was so amazingly empowering. I felt so free. I felt complete. I don't don't even know how to describe it, but basically as a guy I always felt a sense of emptiness. However, when I put female clothes on I felt like my life had purpose, like things clicked into place. I didn't even understand what this was, but I knew it wasn't "normal" at all. I think by around 11th grade I finally looked it up online and discovered what being transgender was.
I was horrified. I didn't want to believe that I was transgender. I just wanted to be normal, so I shunned away the idea. I stopped cross-dressing, and I started getting into cars and weightlifting, and all that really manly stuff. Mind you, this was only about 2 and a half years ago. It was around this time that I really got hid hard by depression. I didn't know what was causing it, or so I thought. In the back of my mind I always knew it was because I was pretending to be something I wasn't.
And then a few days ago I finally gave into my true feelings. I looked up more information on being transgender, and I managed to find your UA-cam channel. It felt weird watching it at first, because I was so used to repressing my feelings of wanting to be female. However, I realized how much I enjoyed and related to your life story, and I've started accepting myself. I swear in the past few days my depression has practically vanished. It's like It's like I finally found the key to unlocking my happiness. Anyway, I've been rambling on too long already. Thank you again.
It'll probably be ages before I come out to my family and friends (if ever), but I feel so content because I know I'm taking a step in the right direction.
That's amazing, really ! Go for it, and good luck with transitioning !
But I must say it really horrifies be how deeply gender stereotypes are rooted in our societies. Why would men have to do "manly stuff" ? Everyone should be able to endorse who they really are, without being judged...
I feel so lucky to have been able to grow up in a totally gender neutral environment... My parents would never tell me that I couldn't do this or this because I'm a girl, or that I had to behave a certain way, and not another... That i'd have to have certain aspirations, priorities in my life, because I was a girl, a future woman... If all parents could be like this...
Thank you so much for the reply! I really didn't expect anyone to read this, and part of me didn't want anyone to read it. I wrote it in the heat of the moment last night because I was feeling bold. I sort of regret writing it, because I personally feel like I made myself sound conceited by telling my life story. That wasn't the intention though. It just felt like the right thing to do. I've never outwardly expressed who I am, ever... I've never even taken the time to really figure out who I am. Just typing all this out I guess is like a therapy for me.
Anyway, regarding what you are saying about gender stereotypes, I totally agree. I think it's totally ridiculous that guys and girls have to act and dress in different ways. People should be free to express themselves anywhere on the gender spectrum without the expectation of being "manly" or "girly".
As for my environment, I guess I wouldn't call it neutral, but it certainty isn't oppressive against me being transgender. I think my family would be somewhat accepting of it, although I know they will try to treat me differently. That's what I don't want. I don't want people to suddenly act like I'm a different person, because it's always been me all along. I feel like my friends and family will see me as transgender, instead of actually seeing me. To be honest, I think my family and friends already have their suspicions about my gender issues. Although I like girls, I've never dated, kissed, or even flirted with another girl.. and I'm almost 20. The reason is simply the fact that I don't really understand myself enough to feel confident with a girl. I'd feel weird wanting to be a girl, then dating a girl who expects me to be "manly".
And I don't know about transitioning... there is nothing feminine about my appearance. I'm like 6'1".. I have a very masculine face and body structure as well. It sucks, it really does. I think for now just cross-dressing works for me. Again, I'm sorry about all this info. I know no one wants to read about a random person on the internet. It just feels so good to finally let all this out.
*
Keuzy:
Good of you to accept yourself.
Know that all our experiences are our own - with our family / friends, of our selves. You are you - be the best you.
Orientation and identity are separate elements. You can be transsexual and Lesbian. That is okay.
You post that you are age 19; you are young. You worry about your appearance; put your mind at ease. ERT will quickly dispatch any masculine appearance you may have - perhaps as quickly as a few months. Changes become more difficult as you get older into your 40s and 50s.
When you are ready, you will post your videos here, we will watch them, we will support you.
My best to you.
*
OMG it was so cute when you've changed to pyjamas! And I love your room, light the tent looking with like some lights around it. Lol. I'm also a trans and just started my channel. Hope to be like u in the future!
The true definition of beauty is you
You are just so pretty
You make my life happier just to see you happy with your life, love from Malaysia :D
Love you, maya ! Xx such a beautiful human being you are
Can you do a room tour sometime? Your room looks really nice from what I have seen in videos and I need some decor ideas! I loved your outfit from the beginning of the video!
Just bought the Ultimate Skin Spa with your coupon! Thanks! :D
I like how this is a simple routine! lots of girls tend to do soooooo much in their night time routine videos and it feels a bit scened. this was very nice and simple for a change :)
p.s. I may be biased when I say this, but my routine is also simple :P
Love this so much! You are so cute and to die for.
"Light reading"
*flips out hyrule historia*
Loved the video! You are so pretty!!!!
You're doing awesome with transitioning to cruelty free and vegan! I didn't throw out my products. The damage is done and it would be an even bigger slap in the face to the animals to just throw it all out so I used up what I had and replaced it with better options. If you like beauty boxes that you can get monthly subscriptions for, I love vegan cuts and petit vour. You should check them out!
Love you Maya so much! Greetings from Georgia (country)❤️
You're so pretty, and I loved the cut scene.
You look gorgeous with your hair up!
This video was made really well! 💜💜
That was amazing you are too perfect!!
hi maya! im really interested in buying the brush kit so i can have skin as smooth as yours, do you know how long your link will work until?
you're so beautiful!! keep going
ZEEELDAAA!!! AAAAAAHHH!!!
😄
WOOOOOO!!!
*calms down a bit*
Awesome 😂
Hello Maya !
I just want to thank you, because I am anorexic and sometime that's really hard, and in these Times I just Watch at your vidéo and I feel better. I love your behaviour and your videos are so sweet and cute ! You can be proud of what you are !
Sorry if my English is bad, I'm French in fact 😅
You're SO endearing. Love your videos :)
Nice video, and omg you look so good 110% of the time
it's actually more helpful to the bees to use honey and other products like burt's bees i believe! i know it's definitely better to use honey, especially local honey, than something like agave nectar which i know a lot of vegans use
This is greattt 😍😍😍
Being a vegan is good for some ppl. The problem with vegans is that 99% of the time they become unbearable due they talk about vegan shit all the time. I ended a relationship because of that. And unfortunately that is happening to you Maya.
you are right. Same happened to me. They can be so annoying.
Nice magic editing Maya :)
right on girl, keep them videos coming ;D
You're so pretty omg
Omg you DO look like Drew Barrymore!! I can't believe i never noticed that
Do the morning routine pleaseee😍😍
You are amazingly gorgeous! GOALS❤️
You keep those christmas light on while sleeping?
dayum you look so pretty!!! 😘
That book is awesome the Zelda book
I loved this, I have a very similar night routine.
p.s: You're gorgeous 😘
Super cute pyjama transition :p
I LOVE YOU MAYA
i'm Maya omg hey i didn't think you'd answer, how didn't i see this notification before
Oh my gosh, you are SO pretty 😍😍😍
Maya! You do look *a lot* like Drew Barrymore.. Like.. You look just like her when she was younger. It's beautiful (: you should read "Little Girl Lost" by her, it's a good book.
great vídeo!
Your so pretty! ❤️
what cleanser do you use for the brush?
Lately I've been using the Tea Tree Facial Wash by Body Shop and it works very well! :)
Hey Maya,
I'm from germany, so I'm really sorry for my bad english:D I just want to say that I'm obsessed with your videos, they're so motivating and inspiring! btw you are so awesome and beautiful and sometimes I'm even a little jealous. I hope you'll read this. Love you, Aya❤
Luv you Maya !! 😙😄
Morning routine please!!
that was a very amazing video
Huzzah for Zelda!!
wow 70% off?!!!
love your videos, have u ever been to california
You are so beautiful without an ounce of makeup on!
and do you always wear long sleeve pajamas to bed curious
u are beautiful ily 💙🐬
SLAY QUEEN
You are the best your funny and lovely love ya girl😍
Drew Barrymore... my secret twin 😂❤
Yasssss Zelda ♥
I adore you. You're gentle lovely queen and thank you for sharing your beauty secrets with us mortals. ♥
Die Lamp kenn ich, die hesch ussm IKEA. Hebb ich au! #candlesises #nice #yolo
That pijama change reminded me of The Sims :p
you are so gorgeous I am so jealous
Natural Beauty.
please make more videos this one is great #Ty
Are you getting operations for your voice? Or is it the regular voice of you?
You are so beautiful btw.
She's taking hormones (I think it's HRT) , so it's actually making her voice less deep. :) check out her 1 year on HRT video, she explains it all
HRT doesn't change the voice in girls. It only effects FTM people. She's probably doing voice training. :)
+Spencer Mckenzie oh, well thanks for telling me :) that's why I put "I think", I though it was the hormones she was taking. Thanks again :)
NarrysStoran You're welcome. I didn't know initially either. :) I only found a few months ago tbh.
Your bed is super cute.
god i need to fix my routine
i just put on tv and plop in bed and go on my phone for an hour