Hey I just wanted to say that I randomly found your channel - and I saw a lot of myself in your struggles, esp with finding yourself and not feeling supported in what you want to do. I have gone through similar periods of feeling lost, stuck, and withdrawn (I wasn't working or studying for awhile due to feeling analysis paralysis). I am in a relatively better place today financially, and mentally I've grown a lot. Started uni later than most people at 22, but being more mature helped. I think that despite the frustrations, you genuinely seem to have a great perspective of things and you come across as incredibly resilient and adjusted. I hope that wherever you end up next, you'll find the peace and meaning you are looking for. I don't think it's too late to still achieve amazing things. Wishing you all the best!
Hi Evena! Thank you for leaving a comment. I appreciate it! I'm so sorry to hear the struggles you went through, and I'm beyond happy for you that you made your way through the hardships. I can relate to you about starting something at a later age. I started on UA-cam at 27 when I really wanted to start at a much younger age. But the maturity has helped me to get through what creators struggle with all the time (comparing ourselves to others, focusing on the numbers, and etc.). Thank you so much for your kind words. As much as I curse the cursed life I live, I know that if it wasn't for that, I wouldn't be the person I am today. I can't take back this life anyway, you know?? 😅 You sound like a brave, intelligent and resilient person yourself. You have a great head on your shoulders! I echo back the same sentiment. Whatever you do, I know you'll be successful 💖
Just wanted to say hi. A lot of the things you mentioned here really made me think about my own situation. I know we briefly chatted about a year or two ago in the comments section on some of your videos, just thought I'd revisit your channel. Congrats on your achievement, I believe you had about 1K subs back then, very happy and proud of you that you stuck with it and how far you have come!
I hit 1K subs this past January :) It's crazy how it's been almost a year since. Time's been flying! Thank you for revisiting and leaving another one of your kind comments! I appreciate your being a part of my journey 😊I wish you the best of luck with your situation ♥
I resonate with this video soo much. I feel like I want to do so many things with my life. It's hard to pic one! I'm so sorry you have to deal with having no privacy. I know the feeling! I love being by myself but don't give myself the time to be alone for a few hours. I want so much for you to succeed in life! This video was great and has got me excited to start the new year with hope❤️
I think that's the great part about life! When you like so many different things, you can do them all. We learn when we're younger to do only 1 thing, but we can see now that we shouldn't limit ourselves. You just have to do the one that brings money first 😅 But it's also a great thing to have interests, and know what we like. It's exciting. Privacy is something I never had. It's so difficult to deal with when I used to have it for a good while. Without it, I don't want to film 😔 Definitely make time for it when you can. It does wonders for you! Thank you so much, Mary!! I want the same for you. I'm really going to push myself to make my life better moving forward. In a way, I really needed to go through these hardships to make shifts that'll actually get me somewhere 😁
How I understand you! I did 2 semesters of law degree because of my cousin. Then did 2 of international relations because of my friends, than did one semester of international politics because...i thought that's what others wanted of me. I failed each time because my motivation wasn't there and found everything extremely hard. I didn't even go to the final exams or anything like that. After all those attempts I fimally decided to go for what I wanted even though it was risky to find a job in that field (french). Fortunately I completed while working part time monday to friday and guess what....I didn't struggle much. Why? Because I liked it! Now I work in tech because I couldn't get a job with my degree 😆 I am still not sure this is what I was meant do be doing though...
Omg you're a brave one!! 😄 You've had a lot of experience with trying new things, at least! And you make a great point and an even better lesson to be learned for those of us who can relate. When you let others think for you, you'll never be happy. You're not living your own life and you're not living up to your own expectations. Thus, when you fail (if you fail) you feel disappointed, frustrated and confused! I'm so glad you learned that early on. I understand you might not be in your field of interest. It does suck when you can't find a job in a field you enjoy. All I can say to you is that you're a hustler. You just keep going. Do you enjoy your work in tech to some degree? Maybe that'll ease your mind for a bit. But I do hope you can go back to entertaining your interest!
@@Bloominescence I actually like tech a lot so can't complain, but I've been thinking lately I would like to do some manual work as well like working at a pet shelter or at a farm. I wish I could do everything I wanted depending on the day and my mood, basically! 😀
She doesn't post anymore :/ hasn't for 2 years now, though I know she talked about taking a break for her health I think from UA-cam. Still makes me really sad, I love her content!@@wulfsorenson8859
Hey I just wanted to say that I randomly found your channel - and I saw a lot of myself in your struggles, esp with finding yourself and not feeling supported in what you want to do. I have gone through similar periods of feeling lost, stuck, and withdrawn (I wasn't working or studying for awhile due to feeling analysis paralysis). I am in a relatively better place today financially, and mentally I've grown a lot. Started uni later than most people at 22, but being more mature helped. I think that despite the frustrations, you genuinely seem to have a great perspective of things and you come across as incredibly resilient and adjusted. I hope that wherever you end up next, you'll find the peace and meaning you are looking for. I don't think it's too late to still achieve amazing things. Wishing you all the best!
Hi Evena! Thank you for leaving a comment. I appreciate it! I'm so sorry to hear the struggles you went through, and I'm beyond happy for you that you made your way through the hardships. I can relate to you about starting something at a later age. I started on UA-cam at 27 when I really wanted to start at a much younger age. But the maturity has helped me to get through what creators struggle with all the time (comparing ourselves to others, focusing on the numbers, and etc.). Thank you so much for your kind words. As much as I curse the cursed life I live, I know that if it wasn't for that, I wouldn't be the person I am today. I can't take back this life anyway, you know?? 😅 You sound like a brave, intelligent and resilient person yourself. You have a great head on your shoulders! I echo back the same sentiment. Whatever you do, I know you'll be successful 💖
It's been almost 2 years! We should've never taken you for granted! 😭
Just wanted to say hi. A lot of the things you mentioned here really made me think about my own situation. I know we briefly chatted about a year or two ago in the comments section on some of your videos, just thought I'd revisit your channel. Congrats on your achievement, I believe you had about 1K subs back then, very happy and proud of you that you stuck with it and how far you have come!
I hit 1K subs this past January :) It's crazy how it's been almost a year since. Time's been flying! Thank you for revisiting and leaving another one of your kind comments! I appreciate your being a part of my journey 😊I wish you the best of luck with your situation ♥
I resonate with this video soo much. I feel like I want to do so many things with my life. It's hard to pic one!
I'm so sorry you have to deal with having no privacy. I know the feeling! I love being by myself but don't give myself the time to be alone for a few hours.
I want so much for you to succeed in life! This video was great and has got me excited to start the new year with hope❤️
I think that's the great part about life! When you like so many different things, you can do them all. We learn when we're younger to do only 1 thing, but we can see now that we shouldn't limit ourselves. You just have to do the one that brings money first 😅 But it's also a great thing to have interests, and know what we like. It's exciting.
Privacy is something I never had. It's so difficult to deal with when I used to have it for a good while. Without it, I don't want to film 😔 Definitely make time for it when you can. It does wonders for you!
Thank you so much, Mary!! I want the same for you. I'm really going to push myself to make my life better moving forward. In a way, I really needed to go through these hardships to make shifts that'll actually get me somewhere 😁
You are so awesome, ily ❤ Your videos help me so much ❤❤❤
I love this so much your looking amazing
thank you, james!
How I understand you! I did 2 semesters of law degree because of my cousin. Then did 2 of international relations because of my friends, than did one semester of international politics because...i thought that's what others wanted of me. I failed each time because my motivation wasn't there and found everything extremely hard. I didn't even go to the final exams or anything like that.
After all those attempts I fimally decided to go for what I wanted even though it was risky to find a job in that field (french). Fortunately I completed while working part time monday to friday and guess what....I didn't struggle much. Why? Because I liked it! Now I work in tech because I couldn't get a job with my degree 😆
I am still not sure this is what I was meant do be doing though...
Omg you're a brave one!! 😄 You've had a lot of experience with trying new things, at least! And you make a great point and an even better lesson to be learned for those of us who can relate. When you let others think for you, you'll never be happy. You're not living your own life and you're not living up to your own expectations. Thus, when you fail (if you fail) you feel disappointed, frustrated and confused! I'm so glad you learned that early on. I understand you might not be in your field of interest. It does suck when you can't find a job in a field you enjoy. All I can say to you is that you're a hustler. You just keep going. Do you enjoy your work in tech to some degree? Maybe that'll ease your mind for a bit. But I do hope you can go back to entertaining your interest!
@@Bloominescence I actually like tech a lot so can't complain, but I've been thinking lately I would like to do some manual work as well like working at a pet shelter or at a farm. I wish I could do everything I wanted depending on the day and my mood, basically! 😀
Looks like shes gone yall
I think so too, makes me super sad, I identify with her so much :/
Gone where?!
She doesn't post anymore :/ hasn't for 2 years now, though I know she talked about taking a break for her health I think from UA-cam. Still makes me really sad, I love her content!@@wulfsorenson8859