This VLOG was really hard...I'm struggling, but I'll be okay.

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  • @samcobb1353
    @samcobb1353 10 місяців тому +138

    Just because this video was “off” for you, I’m super thankful that you posted it and that it was so honest with where you were with what you found out. There are too many mom UA-camrs that don’t show that side of their life on their channel. It helps me be okay with my days that are like that. You’ve got quite an army of people here on UA-cam that are lifting you up and supporting you even when it’s an “off” video. I hope your family member is okay and I hope you feel better soon.

  • @kateyhector5281
    @kateyhector5281 10 місяців тому +33

    Babes, the vibes WERE vibing because this was real life. I appreciate you sharing this point in your life with us even if it wasn’t what you wanted or planned in sharing.
    I hope your family member is okay ❤

  • @maeganrose9591
    @maeganrose9591 10 місяців тому +12

    ‘It’s been a week, it’s been a year …it’s been a few years’ FELT THAT , relate. Appreciate you sharing your raw week! Sending love strength and peace 🤍

  • @aleatheacornejo1941
    @aleatheacornejo1941 10 місяців тому +55

    I love you as a person. I’ve been following you through your pregnancy journey, as I was going through mine. I appreciate you for being so open. You have helped me out through this journey, and I know you’ve helped so many people as well. Keep going, you’re amazing! 💕

  • @reign_n_ruin2.0
    @reign_n_ruin2.0 10 місяців тому

    Your realness, down to earth vibe (as always), along with the video quality (so well lit, filmed beautifully) made your vlog very entertaining. Your relatability is your magic, and you showing your struggle is your strength. LOVE this...more please, lol!

  • @bri9734
    @bri9734 10 місяців тому

    Sharing your most vulnerable self is so admirable. Hoping you find peace in whatever brings you that! You’re amazing, don’t forget that. It’s ok to be sad.

  • @marylnwithoutthei7104
    @marylnwithoutthei7104 10 місяців тому +7

    Know that you’ve been someone so many of us connected with, especially being new moms💗 life is hard and seems to be getting harder, I’m a single mom and have come to the point where I am barely affording rent…but real videos like this really help me feel less alone

  • @arrwene98
    @arrwene98 10 місяців тому +3

    Sending lots of love your way ! I really love how raw and honest your videos are.
    My best friend ended her life last July and I've been feeling lost since then. I have two daughters to take care of and it's not always easy but I know I'll get through it. And you will get through this rough time too, I know you can ! ❤

  • @sarasshenanigans4136
    @sarasshenanigans4136 10 місяців тому

    I’ve watched your videos for so long you’ve always been so real and I love it. I’m so sorry for whatever it is that you’re going through, I’ve been having a really rough time too lately mentally. Don’t worry that this is an “off” video it’s relatable and real ❤️

  • @cgayle9
    @cgayle9 10 місяців тому

    I just want to give you a hug. Feel the emotions and I hope whoever has been ill are better or on the way to being well. It’s also so hard when you’re suffering with pain and illness yourself being a mom. Sending you so much love! 💖

  • @chloeemary
    @chloeemary 10 місяців тому +9

    My mom is also a single mom and I am so incredibly inspired by how real and authentic your videos are. I have already learned so much through your channel. Thank you for all that you have shared and for your insight. Wishing you and your family well ❤

  • @emilywann7614
    @emilywann7614 10 місяців тому

    Thank you so much for this video! The past few weeks have been so rough and as a Mom it’s so hard to juggle everything and keep a positive mindset for my daughter. So girl I’m here with you! Your doing great even when life sucks. ❤️

  • @corybrooks7412
    @corybrooks7412 10 місяців тому +5

    One minute in and already thankful for this video. Single mom and have really been struggling. Appreciate you being so open and honest

  • @Phoxa8
    @Phoxa8 10 місяців тому +2

    You are so strong Brittany! So sorry to hear about the difficult times you're having right now. I'm glad you are taking the time to just be in the moment though

  • @ashb3511
    @ashb3511 10 місяців тому

    Brittany you already look so much healthier and you’re literally glowing ✨ absolutely gorgeous! I’m so sorry things are hard for you right now, I feel your pain although our obstacles may be different in their own ways. Sending you so much love ❤️

  • @soprismatic
    @soprismatic 10 місяців тому

    Thank you for sharing this realness with us. Life isnt always sunshine and rainbows. Its been a tough month for me as well...almost lost my disabled sister, other fam health issues, life chaos...it can be a lot sometimes but its nice to know youre not alone and others understand the struggle. Lets hope it gets better from here...

  • @ivy3986
    @ivy3986 10 місяців тому

    i hope things get better for anyone struggling right now, as a mom I love you and we got this!!!

  • @christij.8126
    @christij.8126 10 місяців тому +5

    I enjoy watching all your videos, especially when I was pregnant with my baby girl. You’re real and keep it 100. Thank you for your authenticity! 😊

  • @brittanycarriere9423
    @brittanycarriere9423 10 місяців тому

    Love the raw unfiltered version of you Britt! Genuine and real! Hope your family member is okay! Sending love and light and strength from Canada! Love you and Arrow! ❤

  • @kaylagritter7860
    @kaylagritter7860 10 місяців тому

    I love how real your videos always are. It makes me feel like I'm not alone, so thank you for being real 💖

  • @heyrenahy
    @heyrenahy 10 місяців тому +7

    It can be so challenging to honor our emotions and let them flow through us without letting them rule us!!! You're so right... the middle ground is where we wanna be but damn is it hard sometimes!!! You're doing great. You're doing it. Thank you so much for sharing -- you got this!! xo

  • @ftmbytalita
    @ftmbytalita 10 місяців тому +6

    I hope all is well with your family member. We appreciate an unfiltered ditl. We’ve all been there, I’m sure. Sending you all the positive vibes❤You got this!

  • @delaneyexpressionalart
    @delaneyexpressionalart 10 місяців тому +35

    i feel you sis! i am currently sick, dealing with my fathers death while dealing with my grandpa dying from cancer, check engine light came on in my car, our roof has a leak due to all the rain we have been receiving, life's just been rough!!! we can only continue to move forward though and try to see the light in the darkness. love you and sending a hug your way!

    • @brittanybalyn
      @brittanybalyn  10 місяців тому +10

      I’m so sorry you’re going to health and difficult family circumstances too. I wish you all the strength and sending you love ❤

    • @delaneyexpressionalart
      @delaneyexpressionalart 10 місяців тому +1

      @@brittanybalyn thank you & truly same to you 🤍

  • @kaitlinross4348
    @kaitlinross4348 10 місяців тому +3

    Life is real. I’m glad you chose to film this, put in what you did. I admire you even more. Everyone on the internet makes me feel like my life is insane compared to theirs because they always seem to be perfect, which obviously isn’t the truth. But real people like relatable real things. Ily girl, stay strong ❤️

  • @wiildonex3
    @wiildonex3 10 місяців тому

    So sorry for everything 😢 to hopefully make you feel a little bit better, your skin is absolutely GLOWING ❤️

  • @luzarnebotha8763
    @luzarnebotha8763 10 місяців тому

    This video is exactly why I love watching your videos, thank you for keeping it so real❤

  • @kirstinthompson4946
    @kirstinthompson4946 10 місяців тому

    This is real life, thank you for showing the good and the bad, because sometimes I feel so alone and you make me not! 💕 sending positive energy for you and your fam!

  • @aliapetre6718
    @aliapetre6718 10 місяців тому

    Can totally relate to you and your video. It's ok, thank you for sharing and making it normal to go through ups and downs and still taking care of yourself and your loved ones!! Hang in there, you are riding it through like a champ!

  • @savannahdaniel204
    @savannahdaniel204 10 місяців тому

    I will always love and support you through your journey. You're doing an amazing job!!! Sending you so much love and positive vibes. ❤❤

  • @vannahlovely5425
    @vannahlovely5425 10 місяців тому +1

    Thank you for sharing, our entire house has been hit with sickness this week as well. On top of that my youngest is 4 months and I’m still hoping he doesn’t catch it 😢. This was relatable as a mom and how hard it can be just being sick and trying to tough it out. ❤

  • @beatdrip840
    @beatdrip840 10 місяців тому +1

    I'll always say this! I look up to you because no matter what you keep going! Thank you for posting this🫶🏻

  • @mamadube
    @mamadube 10 місяців тому

    Real life happens and I’m proud of you for working through it. I know that’s not easy! 💜💜💜

  • @noelinicolas8718
    @noelinicolas8718 10 місяців тому

    Aw, want to give you a hug! Praying for you and your family member. Hope all turns better! love ya!❤

  • @laurenhartman7758
    @laurenhartman7758 10 місяців тому

    Brittany, you are such a beautiful person. Your raw videos are as appreciated as any of your other videos. Hope everything is OK with you and yours ❤

  • @kalilaclaire509
    @kalilaclaire509 10 місяців тому +6

    People never show a range of emotion these days, this is such a good inspiring video. In dark times self care and a good cry are so important. ❤️ Sending prayers.

  • @jordankarsten9104
    @jordankarsten9104 10 місяців тому

    Sending you love and hugs. I’m sorry about your family situation. My family is going through a tough time too with my grandma. I hope things get better 🫶🏽

  • @sjn141
    @sjn141 10 місяців тому +1

    It’s really nice to see the vulnerability and that not everyday is a happy go lucky day. The other day I broke down crying to my mom. It felt like I was drowning and it still does but I will take it one day at a time and hope there’s better days ahead ♥️

  • @piscea0229
    @piscea0229 10 місяців тому

    You’re right, sometimes life isn’t great and things get thrown at you! Glad you posted anyway! ❤

  • @sadiebarnes4291
    @sadiebarnes4291 10 місяців тому +3

    In the hospital just gave birth and I feel so alone. I feel like your videos are like hanging out with a friend and you don’t know how much of a difference this makes for me to be watching them rn in my state of mind. ❤❤❤

  • @signed_kels
    @signed_kels 10 місяців тому

    I’m really sorry you’re going through a hard time 😔 Praying for you and your family 🙏🏽 On a positive note: you’re doing a great job staying consistent in your fitness journey! 👏🏽 I hope you feel really proud of yourself 🤍

  • @alibeller6271
    @alibeller6271 10 місяців тому +1

    As a single mom who’s also going through it, you have no idea how much I needed this. 💕

  • @BlaackStones
    @BlaackStones 10 місяців тому

    Having a really tough week and feel a little less alone thanks to you! Btw you are really beautiful your workout sessions are paying off!!❤️

  • @AnaAnaAna
    @AnaAnaAna 10 місяців тому +27

    Sending hugs. Appreciate you continuously sharing your life with us! 🤗💕🫶🏽

  • @makeupp365
    @makeupp365 10 місяців тому

    but britt.. u ARE living in the medium!!! it's so hard to see when facing big struggles head-on, but take a breath & recognize ur growth & mindset... UR ROCKIN 'N ROLLIN!!! u give so many parents + women a real look into daily life, that's honest and humbling work. sending big hugs ur way as u get thru this hard time

  • @justseelemonina
    @justseelemonina 10 місяців тому

    i wish your family and yourself peace and healing and i hope you are doing well, its weird to be grateful for like the "off" video, but its like, you are a person i look up to, i dont have olders sisters or friends who are like in the next stage of life so like in a way its not like we are friends, im not delusional, but like you are a real person you know? you are put together fun responsable and i admire you for it and like also being vulnerable takes so much courage!!!! and its like you know "you can have bad days and also be amazing" so its hopeful, we all go through bad times in a way it makes you less alone and us too, i hope you are doing well, big big hug from the other side of the world you are appreciated and loved!! (im sorry if my wording is weird english is my second language)

  • @bethanywarner4218
    @bethanywarner4218 10 місяців тому +1

    I’m so sorry Brittany 😢 this made me sad 😞 I wish I was there to give you a hug. I hope things get better

  • @jhovanaespinoza16
    @jhovanaespinoza16 10 місяців тому

    Brittany!! It’s ok to let us know you are human and have days like this! I hope all is well now🤍

  • @laurastewart7879
    @laurastewart7879 10 місяців тому +1

    Girl this 👏🏻 was 👏🏻 not 👏🏻 off 👏🏻 this is real life and props to you for being real when so many people out there are not. Keep up the good work x

  • @claudiaburdette9126
    @claudiaburdette9126 10 місяців тому +1

    I'm sorry you are going through some hard times. I hope your family member is ok. Lots of hugs. Life is hard, but you got this! ❤️

  • @kyrajoly8903
    @kyrajoly8903 10 місяців тому

    Gonna give you a shout out for the weight gain talk! It’s not always easy especially as a girl but you look so so much healthier ! You are literally glowing

  • @ashleymontoya20
    @ashleymontoya20 10 місяців тому

    I’m sorry you e had a rough week. I totally feel it. Hoping everything gets better and you start to feel better again. ❤

  • @ritacasaverde
    @ritacasaverde 10 місяців тому

    Sending love! You gut health can affect how you feel too so it sucks that you are sick and dealing with bad news. One day at a time ❤. Love, love, your openness and your videos.

  • @BrittanyLeeannLawson
    @BrittanyLeeannLawson 10 місяців тому +1

    I literally cried with you and had no idea why you were even crying lol love you girl and you’re not alone with your feelings!❤

  • @jackelinemorenoflores9986
    @jackelinemorenoflores9986 10 місяців тому

    Sending you all the good energy and Hugs, life is a rollercoaster and sometimes the ups and downs can be confusing and emotionally draining. Thank you for sharing the little bit that you do with us you add a lot of light to our day with your content. We love you!

  • @KathrynDarwall-hn4dk
    @KathrynDarwall-hn4dk 10 місяців тому

    You are amazing! I watch your videos all the way from New Zealand, being a mum of two girls I love how you share and make life feel normal! sharing the good and bad days. ❤

  • @KEHM3831
    @KEHM3831 10 місяців тому +1

    Life is messy and up and down and then up and down again. Thanks for sharing all of it ❤ Hang in there!

  • @carlacarlo9724
    @carlacarlo9724 10 місяців тому

    Feel better soon!! 💕 and thank you for talking about Endometriosis on your channel!! I got it too and so many people do not know how painful and debilitating it can be 🫠

  • @dianacarrillo8853
    @dianacarrillo8853 10 місяців тому

    Honestly thank you for sharing this video. It helped me feel that I’m not alone. Many of us are also having rough days and we have to pull it together so our kids don’t get affected. I also want to just stay in bed and cry
    But I also have a beautiful toddler and unborn baby that I love. I have to be strong. If I have to put on a sheet mask to make feel better. I’ll do it. Thank you sis for sharing. Sending hugs! We got this !

  • @ugcbyanh
    @ugcbyanh 10 місяців тому

    I’m so happy that you keep it real, that’s why you are my favorite my mom vlogger ❤

  • @notlelola
    @notlelola 10 місяців тому +11

    I've watched you for 10 years now.. I love your personality, your realness, your style and more. I know it's edited and you put a lot of thought and work into what we get to see. But I'm glad you're being so open and sharing your life to the degree that you do. It's helped me so much and made me feel seen. And a video like this one isn't "off" for me at all. It's the Brittany we love 💚

  • @user-vn6xo2tc9r
    @user-vn6xo2tc9r 10 місяців тому +1

    I feel all of this, sending you so much love 🫶✨🧡

  • @aprilb4831
    @aprilb4831 10 місяців тому

    I have just had a shit day and we have had a family bereavement. Seeing you raw and normal is helpful and relatable 😢❤😢❤

  • @mariaestevao1895
    @mariaestevao1895 10 місяців тому

    oh no , i've watched you for years and you are honestly an inspiration

  • @bpielow
    @bpielow 10 місяців тому

    You have to be the most real and honest youtuber. Wish I could give you a big hug. Hope things have improved for you and your family member.

  • @amaris-uhmariss-barela9118
    @amaris-uhmariss-barela9118 10 місяців тому

    I think you're doing a great job. I've been a viewer for about 10 years and you've evolved so much but you haven't "changed" if that makes sense. It's been amazing watching you grow 🖤🖤

  • @bonnieng7507
    @bonnieng7507 10 місяців тому

    I hope you find the strength to pull through whatever it is that happened. ❤

  • @neetujagger151
    @neetujagger151 10 місяців тому

    when i was pregnant with my daughter i started watching your videos... its a one-month difference... i and my daughter have loved watching your videos... You have been through a lot and i understand motherhood is hard especially when you have to be more perfect in the public eye but it's ok to take a break we are here for you always ❤ get well soon love you

  • @spectomama
    @spectomama 10 місяців тому

    Giiiirl! I am proud of that how you're using gym! And just continue

  • @ashleyglasser346
    @ashleyglasser346 10 місяців тому +1

    Glad you have a friend you can word vomit to, being a mama can feel really isolating. I appreciate the real raw videos so dont second guess putting them out 😊

  • @sapirberco
    @sapirberco 10 місяців тому +1

    Hey brittnay,I've been following your channel for a few years now and I feel that after a long time of being just arrows mom, you need to rediscover what you love and who you are besides a mother to arrow. And I have no doubt that you will be able to do it and find what sparks joy for you

    • @brittanybalyn
      @brittanybalyn  10 місяців тому +1

      Yes, I have been working on few hobbies for myself. Working out, painting, and a new side business launching at the end of this year.
      I was really distraught during this video because of some scary news about a loved one. I decided to not share the details, so I understand how that could be missed in the video!

  • @penski88
    @penski88 10 місяців тому

    Im sorry to hear you have been having a tough time. Know that it wont always be like this and this feeling shall pass. Try look after yourself, we all struggle with things. Treat yourself to some good food, I love Kimchi and Scrambled eggs. Be gentle with yourself getting back into training after you been sick. Your poor tummy has been through a lot of stress. Hope you feel better soon!

  • @shaynabesch9021
    @shaynabesch9021 10 місяців тому

    Brittany I'm so sorry. 😢💔 I hope everything will be okay... I never comment but just wanted to send you love and virtual hugs. It sounds like you have a lot going on. It's okay to have these moments and be sad. You are human. 💗

  • @glor432
    @glor432 10 місяців тому

    Let the tears flow girl, don’t ever hold them back. Know you’re never alone and everything is temporary. And alwayss give yourself grace🫶🏼

  • @KatieBeeTV
    @KatieBeeTV 10 місяців тому +2

    I'm so sorry to see you cry.
    I just recently started recording videos and it's so hard to pull something together with footage that seems like it's disjointed and wasn't your original idea so I just wanted to say you did such a good job.
    I know it's close to the line of parasocial but I think most of us care about you as a person not just a mommy content creator, so if you're struggling making content through this, feel free to do something quick and easy like showing us a few sunsets filmed in time lapse from that week. Sometimes it can just be a video, not a perfectly crafted one for your niche. I know nobody will mind. ❤

  • @cherbear1269
    @cherbear1269 10 місяців тому

    Hate to see you cry but I liked this video and seeing your real life, tough times. We often just see the happy and fun times from those we watch and follow online but that can make viewers wonder why their life isn't sunshine and rainbows. It is nice to know everyone goes through the same ups and downs. This video didn't feel off at all. Not every video has to be super polished, organized, happy, and inspiring! This one is inspiring in its own way.

  • @jenniferwebre6328
    @jenniferwebre6328 10 місяців тому

    It’s hard to be vulnerable. We are here for you. Praying for your family

  • @LisaFeliz
    @LisaFeliz 10 місяців тому

    I hope your pain eases soon🧡🧡 Sending you good vibes💗

  • @teresamariia
    @teresamariia 10 місяців тому

    I wish I could’ve jumped though my phone to hug you. I love you, we love you. One day, one hour, one minute at a time Brit❤

  • @keiri456
    @keiri456 10 місяців тому +3

    So random but literally just yesterday I was thinking about you. I recently became a mom a little over three months ago and oh man is it difficult AND I do have my husbands help. Anyways, I thought of you because you’re a single mom. I was just admiring how you do it all on your own. I know you co parent but still, when your daughter is with you, it’s just you. You’ve been doing a GREAT job!!

  • @lynnemaree8346
    @lynnemaree8346 10 місяців тому

    I love you girl!!! You've got this!!!

  • @AdrianeErin
    @AdrianeErin 10 місяців тому

    I just want to hug you. There's nothing wrong with being real. It's not "enjoyable" to watch you going through hard times but it is life. We are part of your community because you're real and we care.

  • @Oysterbluestoday
    @Oysterbluestoday 10 місяців тому +1

    Oh man, stomach issues definitely flare my endo. I think it irritates the scar tissue/adhesions. I’m so sorry your week was so poor, but I appreciate you posting it anyway.

  • @lildulcealdaco
    @lildulcealdaco 10 місяців тому

    Love your channel ❤ hopefully this week is better 😅

  • @saeydaa
    @saeydaa 10 місяців тому +2

    This may seem weird given the context of the video, but you seem so much more 'alive'. Your humour is in full swing, the Kardashian cry moment was oddly wholesome given how upset you were (even I teared up when you cried). But, throughout the face mask and everything - your awareness just seems so present and you seem to really be motivating yourself and your life into a greater light. You really have got it together even when things hit the fan. You're doing amazing, I just wanted to say that. It feels like you're 'you' again.

  • @user-vn6xo2tc9r
    @user-vn6xo2tc9r 10 місяців тому +6

    “Is there blush other places?” I FELT that 🤣🤣🤣

    • @brittanybalyn
      @brittanybalyn  10 місяців тому +1

      Hahaha there was definitely blush lots of places. 😅

  • @benandbeebrace7718
    @benandbeebrace7718 10 місяців тому

    Everyone is 'off' sometimes so no shame and thank you for sharing ❤

  • @ro143cky
    @ro143cky 10 місяців тому

    Chronic illness mama here and it’s really as struggle to parent and be sick but we push through for our babies ❤

  • @ivy3986
    @ivy3986 10 місяців тому

    being a mom is so hard! I have no job, left school since couldn’t afford it, behind on bills, separated from partner after 14 years, two toddlers, zero friends, quit the gym/ myself basically, feel like i’m drowning and no one to depend on or talk to but myself idk what to do anymore i just want to crawl into a hole and never come out but babies keep me going and i have to believe everything will be okay before i spiral more 😭😭😭 legit been crying everyday and have struggled with anxiety/ depression my whole life and therapy/ meds have done nothing i’m beyond lost….

  • @allipike6679
    @allipike6679 10 місяців тому

    “Is there blush other places?” Lol this feels too familiar lol. I hope your family is ok! Thanks for being real and raw!

  • @strangeDoll831
    @strangeDoll831 10 місяців тому

    Life is off sometimes..it's just as normal as being on...love you💗

  • @littlediver
    @littlediver 10 місяців тому +3

    Things will get better just remembered that we are here. I know I am❤❤

  • @naysx12
    @naysx12 10 місяців тому

    It’s ok not to be okay sis x

  • @darbymichelle
    @darbymichelle 10 місяців тому

    It’s okay to feel your feelings ❤

  • @nataliamirochnitchenko8152
    @nataliamirochnitchenko8152 10 місяців тому

    hope you feel better soon ❤

  • @federicabrunetti3019
    @federicabrunetti3019 10 місяців тому

    Loved this REAL RAW video

  • @kimhochstettler2462
    @kimhochstettler2462 10 місяців тому +1

    This is regular normal life! It's ok if it's not always a vibe. Things in life aren't always vibes. ❤❤❤

  • @lilbuffy0127
    @lilbuffy0127 10 місяців тому

    I never related to something so much. Thank you for sharing.

  • @laurenmichelle8399
    @laurenmichelle8399 10 місяців тому

    You look so cute in that Buffbunny set!!! 🖤🖤

  • @ashleykrauss
    @ashleykrauss 10 місяців тому

    love youuuu

  • @rosenrooot_2023
    @rosenrooot_2023 10 місяців тому

    Sending you lots of love and energy. ❤