Satanic Ritual Abuse victim speaks out PART 1

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  • @rhondap1014
    @rhondap1014 4 місяці тому +196

    I am 62. I'm a SRA survivor and have been thinking about telling my story. So much of your story is mine as well. Thanks for sharing, you are so brave.

    • @heatherhuotari8695
      @heatherhuotari8695 4 місяці тому +9

      I’m so sorry that you have gone through so much abuse. I’m praying for you. You’re brave too.

    • @orsotheshadowspear7424
      @orsotheshadowspear7424 4 місяці тому +12

      Becareful.They keep up with us.👁⌨️🖥🔔

    • @jonquiloconnor987
      @jonquiloconnor987 4 місяці тому +17

      The more people talk about S.R.A, the better.

    • @hiddenhand6973
      @hiddenhand6973 4 місяці тому +6

      Take care of yourself, hon.

    • @BelfastManUtdTherapy
      @BelfastManUtdTherapy 3 місяці тому +6

      so sorry to hear this. the fact youve said it here , is a brave step. i think you should tell your story, but before you do, you should seek out the right people, others who have made that step before for advice. take care!

  • @ree2353
    @ree2353 2 роки тому +132

    I am a survivor of SRA. I am becoming a LPC to help other survivors. I no longer have DID after intensive counseling. Some psychiatrists do not think it is possible to integrate the personalities but it is!! Jesus Christ saved and healed me! I was also diagnosed with complex PTSD. Through intensive therapy, the PTSD has significantly decreased. My former psychiatrist totally believed my SRA memories and he acted like he heard it before because he told me that he was aware of the occult and how some people have been abused in it. Unfortunately, after moving away I realized the cities I grew up in were full of SRA. It was cities with large amounts of wealth too which is sad.

    • @kingdomrage7204
      @kingdomrage7204  2 роки тому +41

      Thank you for sharing with me, SRA is much more rampant than people have realized. We are coming into a new time where this will be acknowledged on a broader scale. Please speak up, people need to hear our stories. Many need help, you are awesome!

    • @ree2353
      @ree2353 2 роки тому +13

      @@kingdomrage7204 You are strong and courageous to post your story!

    • @kmatththekuttman7316
      @kmatththekuttman7316 2 роки тому +15

      What cities are these so we can be aware of these people

    • @PinkJoy143
      @PinkJoy143 9 місяців тому

      @@kmatththekuttman7316Every, this is their fathers playground but Yah!

    • @vickyrosenhiemer9255
      @vickyrosenhiemer9255 9 місяців тому

      Everywhere!! ​@@kmatththekuttman7316

  • @charlottetaylor4471
    @charlottetaylor4471 5 місяців тому +107

    There is NO excuse for child abuse. I had two abusive, narcissistic and disturbed parents with no enlightened witnesses or support around me, and it has made me hyper-aware of what that does to a child. I have never abused, and will never abuse, children or animals. Abusers choose to abuse. It is a gaslighting lie that it is an inevitable cycle. Many people who were abused in childhood do not go on to abuse children.

    • @dirt420
      @dirt420 3 місяці тому +2

      its also dependent on so many factors too

    • @trinettecliff651
      @trinettecliff651 3 місяці тому +2

      ​@@dirt420many do go onto repeat the cycle.

    • @cainm8808
      @cainm8808 3 місяці тому +4

      I myself like you did not repeat the cycle

    • @THEOMNIVERSEPERSPECTIVE
      @THEOMNIVERSEPERSPECTIVE 3 місяці тому

      Each person if different in how they handle it, some don’t abuse and some do because it stole their power and it’s their way of calling out for help.

    • @FrostyPeace10
      @FrostyPeace10 Місяць тому

      @@THEOMNIVERSEPERSPECTIVE They can't control themselves.

  • @casandramiedema9849
    @casandramiedema9849 3 роки тому +246

    My mom suffers from schizophrenia and multi personalities. She had never admitted her mental illness. It has destroyed our childhoods 8 of us and it's followed us into our adult years. All we know was she was raped by my grandma's friend when she was 6. I commend you for coming forward and making sense of your past. I have so much respect for you.

    • @RahabdYah
      @RahabdYah 10 місяців тому +10

      Schizophrenia and DID aka multiple personalities are different disorders.

    • @timmywitty1432
      @timmywitty1432 9 місяців тому +26

      @@RahabdYah. Which is why the commenter said AND.

    • @whitneysawyer483
      @whitneysawyer483 8 місяців тому +7

      @@RahabdYah A person told me you can have both. So commorbid...

    • @RahabdYah
      @RahabdYah 8 місяців тому

      @@whitneysawyer483 It can be, but often DID is misdiagnosed as schizophrenia because even in 2024 many MH providers still don't believe DID is real.

    • @ChristinaSingsX
      @ChristinaSingsX 5 місяців тому +1

      Thank you so much for sharing this God Bless you❤

  • @arcaine3907
    @arcaine3907 4 роки тому +180

    just letting you know... that it takes a lot of courage to say it all aloud and especially publicly. You are very strong!

    • @dposting2941
      @dposting2941 3 місяці тому

      THIS is in fact strong. Whether a woman OR a man, when a human has been abused and comes forward with their story, it is brave and strong. Those terms get thrown around so much, for the slightest things, it's really frustrating for those of us who've been through abuse, not just arguing with a manager over fries or something. It dilutes the meaning of the word "courage" when it's used to label everyday just being normal. I'm sure you get my point. It's just your comment is the first I've come across "strong" or "brave" and I TOTALLY agree..yup, THIS is both a strong and brave person.

  • @sarah.j.777
    @sarah.j.777 8 місяців тому +45

    Yes, all truths. People are totally brainwashed & unaware of the REALITY that is happening all the time. I'm so sorry about what has happened to you, peace be with you ❤

  • @LadyO_333
    @LadyO_333 8 місяців тому +74

    Thanks for speaking out on this. My younger brother and I are adult survivors of sra and sa -- when we grew up, we found out many of the police, therapists, church people, medical professionals and others were all involved. This is why we were never taken seriously when we tried to seek help. My mother was the main culprit, plus the next-door neighbor and his wife. He was a freemason and took me to many parties when I was just 7 years old. His wife always played the part of motherly love while he was a complete deviant. I'm so happy this is beginning to come out, we must speak out for the sake of the children and babies who didn't survive the ab*se and no longer have a voice. God Bless you dear sister!!!

    • @dirtymig0pp772
      @dirtymig0pp772 8 місяців тому +3

      Did the town gangstalk you

    • @LadyO_333
      @LadyO_333 8 місяців тому

      @@dirtymig0pp772 You could say that. I nearly lost my life when I was fifteen years old on three separate occasions. Three nde's -- One near death experience, you could say it's karma/accident, two times, it's getting weird, three times -- obviously deliberate attacks to end my life. I severed my ties with my family, and moved out of state, very far away. I lived a very hedonistic vagabond life for many years and chose to keep my mouth shut and head down. With many years of therapy and a great support system behind me, I consider myself a survivor not a victim. We must not put our heads in the sand and pretend it doesn't exist, it's not fair to the children, especially the ones who are no longer with us to tell their stories.

    • @Adam-qz3wh
      @Adam-qz3wh 7 місяців тому +3

      Second that question... I personally found myself being targeted when attempting to make reports... Have gaslighting issues?

    • @dirtymig0pp772
      @dirtymig0pp772 7 місяців тому +1

      @@Adam-qz3wh are you replying to me ?

    • @Adam-qz3wh
      @Adam-qz3wh 7 місяців тому +2

      @@dirtymig0pp772 with the gaslighting question? Was seconding your question, but... I'm curious either way! It can be.

  • @serafinatruth4029
    @serafinatruth4029 2 роки тому +156

    I pray every day for the kidnapped and abused children. May God rescue them soon. 🙏🏻

    • @kellypolfleit3942
      @kellypolfleit3942 3 місяці тому +5

      I pray for them to. I hope Jesus heals them in heaven if it can’t be done on earth

    • @serafinatruth4029
      @serafinatruth4029 3 місяці тому +2

      @@kellypolfleit3942 Amen 🙏🏻

    • @GOD.KALKI.
      @GOD.KALKI. 3 місяці тому

      Tathastu 📝🪄🔱

    • @SinFlavia
      @SinFlavia 3 місяці тому +1

      Amen

  • @angelarasmussen1800
    @angelarasmussen1800 8 місяців тому +31

    On UA-cam there is a wonderful channel that interviews survivors. I think you would find comfort in hearing their stories and sharing yours. Have you heard about Emma on the Imagination Podcast? It is amazing. You are amazing!!!

  • @shawnablue2002
    @shawnablue2002 4 роки тому +65

    Thank you for being brave enough to share this. There is going to be way more survivors coming out in 2021.

  • @cyemw777
    @cyemw777 3 роки тому +61

    Praise Jesus for bringing you through!🙌🏾♥️👏🏾 You are brave and have a powerful testimony!😘

  • @rachelb.8701
    @rachelb.8701 9 місяців тому +40

    so now that I'm 40 I have had memories or feelings come up that I can't really understand but I do know that I had awful yeast infections and kidney infections as a child and when you said that that just made so much sense to me thank you for sharing your story❤

    • @veronagrey6313
      @veronagrey6313 3 місяці тому

      🙏🏼💙🙏🏼💙🙏🏼💙🙏🏼💙🙏🏼

    • @jsandiego2394
      @jsandiego2394 3 місяці тому

      Talk about my daughter to my face. (No weapons) Be a big man! Or be like your weak ass father and grandfather... Middle names Pussy and coward. Of course you're a bitch.. Go ahead, let the thought of"which weapons" populate your mind.... Per the GS handbook. Hoe ass Nicka edition.

  • @3141966
    @3141966 4 роки тому +166

    Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father but through Him.

    • @gowdsake7103
      @gowdsake7103 3 роки тому +9

      Just letting you know thats BOLLOCKS

    • @danithedem8880
      @danithedem8880 3 роки тому +7

      AMEN!!

    • @bloomthrive9179
      @bloomthrive9179 3 роки тому +5

      AMEN🙏💐🕯📖🙌🙌🙌

    • @Armistead_MacSkye
      @Armistead_MacSkye 3 роки тому +5

      "Love not your own life unto death." He died for us, so we must prepare for that event.

    • @gowdsake7103
      @gowdsake7103 3 роки тому

      @@Armistead_MacSkye Sighs how many MILLIONS have died for others. Unlike your immoral dictatorship people care for each other

  • @JJones-cl4dm
    @JJones-cl4dm 4 місяці тому +13

    Thank you for coming forward. I've been reading about this since the 90s. So many ppl are suffering especially kids yet so many millions refuse to believe that SRA is very real

  • @TheTammy522
    @TheTammy522 3 роки тому +31

    This is such a courageous act on your part sharing your story. You are braver than you know, more beautiful than you realize (47 yrs old?!?!?! No way! Wow!) , and an inspiration to us all!

  • @ashleehalliburton7468
    @ashleehalliburton7468 4 роки тому +37

    I’m so sorry you had to go through that. Thank you for being open and sharing your truth.

  • @sylviakacan234
    @sylviakacan234 3 роки тому +53

    Your story is almost too much to bear... hearing it is so hard, it must have been unimaginable to actually live it.
    I'm so deeply sorry for your pain and the abuse you suffered. And I wish you love, health and security, and may God bless you and keep you for the rest of your life. ❤

  • @christopher-tipstrumleslie6307
    @christopher-tipstrumleslie6307 4 роки тому +45

    You are credibly courageous to speak out. Just becoming awake has hurt me so much, and it's nothing in light of your circumstances. The judges and the cops are involved too for these monsters to still be above the ground. All of us would like to think you're crazy, but we know that you're not. The "new normal" is also one of their desperately sick psy-ops. You will be in my prayers and thoughts.

    • @navagatingthroughthebeasts2908
      @navagatingthroughthebeasts2908 2 роки тому +2

      Yes Christopher is really effects my spirit hearing this as well. I feel if I do not look into it I'm letting these children / survivers down & then I'm powerless to do anything , I share share share no one watches or cares basically. Breaks my heart for sure

  • @LightinDarkest
    @LightinDarkest 8 місяців тому +20

    I appreciate a warrior who has survived battles .... 👑 Blessed Be

  • @johnphillipstevensen3490
    @johnphillipstevensen3490 3 роки тому +60

    Severe trauma can be a cause of bed wetting.

    • @joanofarcxxi
      @joanofarcxxi 3 місяці тому +5

      Sexual abuse frequently causes bed wetting.

  • @lepolhart3242
    @lepolhart3242 2 роки тому +15

    Thank you so much for speaking out about your experiences as SRA needs to be spoken about and stopped worldwide. Your experiences tally up with all the other SRA survivors stories that I`ve listened to. I`m not a SRA survivor myself but I woke up to SRA a few years ago when I listened to Fiona Barnett`s experiences in Australia and David Shurter in the US. Jon Wedger ex police detective in the UK has interviewed many SRA survivors and Stanley Kubrick`s film Eyes Wide Shut shows what goes on in these evil cults.
    You are a beautiful, articulate person and I`m sure you speaking out will help other survivors and help more people to wake up to the evil that surrounds us.

  • @Echoes_of_Soul_
    @Echoes_of_Soul_ 4 місяці тому +11

    Thank you for sharing your story. I really needed to hear it, as I’m currently going through my own healing journey, and your story along with many others’ are giving me so much clarity ❤

  • @Anne-po99
    @Anne-po99 3 роки тому +18

    I am so sorry you had to go through this especially as a child. May God heal your heart

  • @lizarosa156
    @lizarosa156 4 місяці тому +35

    Thank you for your testimony, No more evil malignant narcissists.

  • @Dirty2Clean1980
    @Dirty2Clean1980 3 місяці тому +7

    Damn i just came across your channel. My whole family is from Flint and Detroit, I grew up in Flint but spent every summer in Detroit. i was born in 80. Thanks for twlling your story. I have a crazy one also, and people say I need to write a book. I just haven't, i guess, because i dont have a happy ending. But I realize after everything just being here, sirviving and not dead in prison. My pops is doing 2 life sentences and disowned me ,said i was a ni@@a lover. Anyway i have no siblings and my mothers disabled. Seen alot done alot. You gave me motivation so thank you.

    • @GeorgiaEvans-up5ms
      @GeorgiaEvans-up5ms 3 місяці тому +1

      God bless you.

    • @SwordsofSaintMichaelOrg
      @SwordsofSaintMichaelOrg Місяць тому +1

      God bless your journey - I worked with cases out of mid Michigan area back in early 2000's - lots of incestual pedo rings and SRA IN THE CHURCHES there! It's a nest of infestation that I pray God cleanses!

    • @NaomiDollxoxo
      @NaomiDollxoxo Місяць тому

      @@SwordsofSaintMichaelOrgas ordained universal minister I can tell that yes regular churches are used for ritualistic purposes and worship of darkness bc it defile the holy ground

  • @TheEcstacyrose
    @TheEcstacyrose 7 місяців тому +3

    Thank you for your candid testimony. You are a blessing!

  • @jeanicegraves9322
    @jeanicegraves9322 4 роки тому +31

    Thank you for speaking out. We can't fight an enemy we can't see. Names, places. Dates. Anything you can offer up. I am grateful to you if all you can offer is his testimony.

    • @kristiankerner7737
      @kristiankerner7737 3 роки тому +1

      Couldn’t have said it better 👍🏼👍🏼👍🏼👍🏼👍🏼

    • @greatestever8976
      @greatestever8976 4 місяці тому

      ScrewTube won't allow me to comment with my truth. They are facilitating the evil.

    • @Vatethina3178
      @Vatethina3178 7 днів тому

      This is not how you help SRA victims by asking names and dates..It's satanic abuse for a reason, it's a spiritual battle fighting unseen enemies! Know that life is spiritual and the spiritual supercedes the physical. You have to fight the unseen enemies to win over the enemies whose power is from unseen forces

  • @Yessimuts
    @Yessimuts 4 роки тому +23

    Thanks for telling your story, I'll save it in my "save the children" playlist ❤

  • @MMAnderson47
    @MMAnderson47 3 роки тому +27

    I have been asking our heavenly father to expose each and every person involved in abusing ppl to be revealed to the world. From the top to the bottom. In JESUS name. I'm tired of these things happening and no one is being held accountable.

  • @Mushroom-God-1
    @Mushroom-God-1 3 місяці тому +3

    Thank you for sharing. There is so much work for us all to do. What gets me is how utterly clueless people are to it UNLESS IT EFFECTS THEM. The planet has indeed been hijacked and on levels most people would simply refuse to believe.

  • @arcaine3907
    @arcaine3907 4 роки тому +18

    We should talk about this and acknowledge this because it is the first step to then DO ANYTHING about that problem... and try to help the survivors as much as we can.

  • @butterbean3892
    @butterbean3892 4 роки тому +16

    You are one brave and incredibly beautiful woman! Sorry for your pain to say the least and sending all the love 💕

  • @johnphillipstevensen3490
    @johnphillipstevensen3490 3 роки тому +45

    Fear damages the kidneys.

    • @Armistead_MacSkye
      @Armistead_MacSkye 2 роки тому +10

      And the liver.

    • @PinkJoy143
      @PinkJoy143 9 місяців тому +2

      Wow!

    • @timmywitty1432
      @timmywitty1432 9 місяців тому +31

      It drains the adrenals. Herbs such as ashawaganda and licorice root ( not to be used if one has high blood pressure) are great for strengthening the adrenals. Depression is a sign of a weak parathyroid, herbs such as horsetail, oat straw, and alfalfa are good for the parathyroid. Anxiety is a sign of weak adrenals too. Herbs used to calm and heal the nervous system are called nervines such as skull cap, lemon balm, california poppies, etc..

    • @jsandiego2394
      @jsandiego2394 3 місяці тому +1

      Well, I am almost CERTAIN that such pros would know exactly how something damages the body, ALL without being within 100 yards away from the test subject. Patterns are meant to be seen, pointed out, then of course, ignored per GS UNIT handbook. JS. Ttyl. BYOB, hagny!

    • @karincarl4535
      @karincarl4535 3 місяці тому +2

      ​@@timmywitty1432Thankyou for this Herb information. Good to know. 👍

  • @christineadamitus9824
    @christineadamitus9824 3 роки тому +18

    Thankyou for your bravery, I understand how the occult operates, and the detestable things they do behind closed doors, pray for the children

  • @libwool2580
    @libwool2580 5 місяців тому +8

    I’m so sorry you sweet girl ❤ I think we are the same age because I also grew up in the 80s. In your next life, I sincerely wish for you to get my mom.❤

  • @Armistead_MacSkye
    @Armistead_MacSkye 3 роки тому +17

    This earth is not sustainable. I give Earth 15 years, tops. But He will return in perfect timing - His timing 🕊 🌹

    • @timmywitty1432
      @timmywitty1432 9 місяців тому +6

      The Earth is abSOULutely sustainable, much more powerfull than us humans residing on her.

    • @Armistead_MacSkye
      @Armistead_MacSkye 9 місяців тому

      @timmywitty1432 The Earth is not sustainable, with its denizens destroying it faster than it can renew itself. We have about 6 years left. Countdown to 2030.

    • @matthewscott4629
      @matthewscott4629 4 місяці тому +2

      😂

    • @Armistead_MacSkye
      @Armistead_MacSkye 4 місяці тому

      @timmywitty1432 Sustainable to a degree. Can be destroyed by the creature that needs it most.

    • @eliara-thevoice8430
      @eliara-thevoice8430 3 місяці тому

      This earth is absolutely sustainable. The climate change nonsense is a deep state hoax by George Soros, Klaus Schwab, Noah Yuval Harari, and the WEF/UN/NWO..... Its all a control game. We (humans) are the carbon they (evil ones) want to eliminate. Yes...evil ones want humanity dead...and the remainder as part AI technocratic slaves. There are many rabbit holes...they go far....wide....and very deep.

  • @sheilamc3420
    @sheilamc3420 4 місяці тому +9

    THank you for sharing your story, brave woman. It is so bizarre that anyone would do these things to a child - or even an adult! Yet it happens, a lot more than people can imagine. It's so crazy most people cant wrap their heads around it, it is literally unbelievable. I watched your second video and I can totally relate - I too, was abandoned by my family, left homeless, was the family scapegoat, and Jesus saved me. I had a vision of him that changed my life, and I have now come back to the church and am doing the work to heal my narc abuse and everything lse. It is a long journey, but if we push though we can heal and get our minds back. One word of advice, dear girl, and I know this is unsolicited but I feel compelled to warn you to stay out of the occult, entirely, as it is a door you will open to more demonic attack. I think you have been under demonic attack for your whole life and once you let them in they are very hard to get rid of. Just get with Jesus and stay there, but don't do the cards. If you get with Holy Spirit He will likely prophesize through you, but not the cards. You wont need cards with Holy Spirit. Anyway, just something to think about. Learn about how occult opens doorways to the demonic - that's how they work. God BLess You and I hope you are doing well. You will find your way.

  • @woltervrieling
    @woltervrieling 4 місяці тому +7

    Being a TI right after birth i can realy understand you.
    I am 42 and 40 ECT's in the hospital.
    I know all about brainwashing but i just want to say for the people that NEVER GIVE UP.
    Life is to beautyfull.

  • @Julie10696
    @Julie10696 2 роки тому +18

    Wow, You’re incredibly wise, insightful, and intelligent. You’re also a very strong person. You’re going to be a big support for the SRA community. Thank you for sharing your story. Personally I believe the church age is over and the Holy Spirit no longer resides in the churches. I go to the Bible directly. Best wishes for your healing journey. God bless you warrior!

  • @starlingswallow
    @starlingswallow 3 місяці тому +6

    When your husband wouldn't allow you to do anything, that's "learned/taught helplessness". 😢My ex covert narc did this to me too. It was so bad, when he'd allow me to drive, I had to get his permission to change LANES on the highway....this all dismantled what little trust in myself I had.
    I did finally leave him. I had to get over the idea that I needed his _permission_ to leave him!!
    God sent 2 friends into my life that helped me gather enough self love and self worth to leave!
    I'm doing IFS in trauma therapy and it's helping SO much to show compassion to my inner parts. I had to learn to show my parts compassion, curiosity, care....and BE the mother and father to them that I so desperately needed in childhood but did not have.

    I desire for every survivor here in the comments to get the healing you DESERVE. You are all worthy of healing and audacious love!!

    • @ElizabethEscobar-jq9bt
      @ElizabethEscobar-jq9bt 3 місяці тому

      The only healing is possible through Jesus Christ amen Seek Jesus Christ while He can still be found. The goal of the Evil one , Satan, is to have his servants the evil ones turn this world into a worse version of hell than currently exists. Do you understand this Earth is the first degree of Hell and God's Holy Spirit is everywhere yes even in the ugly hideous darkness and His Mercy in and through Jesus Christ is definitely perfectly buffering all the evil. It makes no sense but we are not perfect beings God Most High is Perfect. His Love is pure. Satan is the one responsible for Hate and Pain and Death. People blame God in Heaven but rarely the Devil Satan. Even if we don't comprehend that God Almighty is hugging us during our unspeakable agonies and torment then recall how we clench our tiny hands into a tight fist. Did you know that is us holding onto Our Heavenly Father's hand for comfort and He is giving us a sure grip. He is holding us by the hand and that is not all. We are held pressed into His chest and we are craddled in His Bossom during our torture and its abundant mercy because it would have been worse. God is mercy. Satan is a liar. Jesus Christ made the salvation possible. JESUS CHRIST is the reason we have tender mercy. Jesus Christ is there during the depraved sinful disgusting evil torture and mutilation. It's a fact that God Almighty is there offering abundant mercy we don't understand it yet. We will understand when we give up the ghost and die to this Earthly flesh body and go where God sends us. We can have eternal life in and through Jesus Christ amen. But if you reject salvation in Jesus Christ then you will have the second death which is eternal death and that's 1 billion manifold times worse than any satanic ritual abuse so don't delay and seek Jesus Christ amen

  • @amyselle2034
    @amyselle2034 8 місяців тому +8

    Someone in the comments said they feel stuck. Ive been saying that i feel stuck this past week. I have movie clips that i can vaguely recall of my past. Im emotionally disregulated. I just started reading, "The body keeps score ". I was blackout alcoholic since age 14 to age 44. But now i have hard time coping. I love Jesus, and i believe i can heal.

    • @charlottetaylor4471
      @charlottetaylor4471 5 місяців тому +1

      You have Complex-PTSD (Complex Trauma.) Read - Gabor Mate, Alice Miller, Pete Walker ❤️

  • @robincooper3
    @robincooper3 4 роки тому +11

    Sending you love from nc. You're incredibly brave and humanity in it's entirety cannot sit silent while this continues. You are appreciated.

  • @catherineharber6514
    @catherineharber6514 3 місяці тому +4

    I'm a Libra ♎, an empath 💗, and a scapegoat 🐐 as well 💫.
    Thank you for the courage to share your story. My parents and siblings called me every degrading term synonymous with "stupid" growing up. And now they're flat broke and homeless 🔮🪄⚖️.

    • @Carmenconde78
      @Carmenconde78 2 місяці тому +1

      You should know by now that reading horoscops is a form of witchcraft. Many near death experience people have seen people in Hell thatnused to read horoscopes. Give your life to Christ and repent. There is not such a thing as empath, twinflames and starseeds... it is demonic... it all New Age bs... You are inviting demons and more demons into your life. I have been there myself till I started to be highly demonised. I am saved right now

  • @save_oursouls_7039
    @save_oursouls_7039 3 місяці тому +2

    Thankyou so much for bringing this to light, this world needs the wake up call…it’s time it’s long over time ❤🙏🏼

  • @yomama6350
    @yomama6350 3 роки тому +4

    OMG- I love this woman, thankyou for sharing your story- I can tell from your eyes that you are telling the truth.

  • @deborahakey9308
    @deborahakey9308 3 місяці тому +2

    Bless your heart honey I’m 70 & didn’t know of ANY f this stuff UNTIL Diddy & then I became aware & am appalled! Pray for u dear!✝️

  • @trappedinsideafigure8
    @trappedinsideafigure8 3 роки тому +11

    I like this lady. I agree we've been dumbed down and that narcissism has become a big problem. I want to know who I am in Jesus Christ. Although I've been a believer forever I feel stuck. Sry for the horror you went through. Thanks for your bravery and compassion.

    • @kingdomrage7204
      @kingdomrage7204  3 роки тому +4

      Thanks, Jesus is our example of what every human beings potential when we live through our spiritual hearts thru unconditional love. Ask for the truth and confirmation and it will be given to you. Just know that it will fly in the face of what religion has taught you. Be open to just see from a different perspective. No judgement towards yourself or others. There is where your freedom is.

  • @es1776
    @es1776 3 роки тому +12

    Just found your story. Thank you for being strong! We have your back! One day this will never happen again!

  • @petervandermeer999
    @petervandermeer999 3 роки тому +8

    No accidents with God. Its a great blessing to come to the realization He is with you and He can use anything to talk to you. I know you are in good hands. Praise God and give him all the Glory because we were lost and Jesus is Lord

  • @Fantastimam
    @Fantastimam Рік тому +4

    My deepest love and respect for you. 💕💕

  • @angelasoucy3268
    @angelasoucy3268 8 місяців тому +3

    I loved this video because of the way you tell 27:52 it. It's ugly but amazing to know that there are other people who have had to live through experiences like these. Your story is so freakishly similar to mine, including the blackmail of the partners who weaponize your abuse. God Bless You 🌹

  • @kimmburrly8010
    @kimmburrly8010 3 роки тому +3

    Thank you for being so brave and speaking out. It can't be easy🙏🙏🙏

  • @charissa6648
    @charissa6648 3 роки тому +9

    Thank you for your courage and vulnerability! May the Lord Jesus Christ continually bless you and reveal His incomparable love and grace toward you! And I pray His Word would dwell richly within you! Love you

  • @H1Sdaughter
    @H1Sdaughter 10 місяців тому +3

    XXXXXXXXXXXX
    my heart💔arlene ....i just wanna hug you --- IDK what to think...ive looked into this before--
    YOU'RE HELPING SOO MANY PPL !!!! THANK YOU FOR BEING BRAVE & SPEAKING OUT 🙏❤🙏 MAY THE MOST HIGH BLESS YOU & RESTORE YOU COMPLETELY I PRAY IN MY LORD AND SAVIOURS NAME LORD JESUS CHRIST🕊 AMEN

  • @chrisrobbins6710
    @chrisrobbins6710 4 роки тому +11

    Thnx for sharing... We are here for you..god bless..

  • @TheBeepbeep2000
    @TheBeepbeep2000 4 роки тому +11

    Thank you so much love from Scotland 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿❤️

  • @moranlamont2516
    @moranlamont2516 4 місяці тому +7

    For what is worth, I believe you xx

  • @missgaia12
    @missgaia12 Місяць тому +1

    You have a very nice tone of voice, sister. And you are free! Thank you for sharing your story.

  • @jessicalaughlin327
    @jessicalaughlin327 3 роки тому +6

    I appreciate your testimony so much. I’m from Jackson, Michigan! We’re Neighbors 💕. Well I don’t live there anymore. Now in northern Michigan.
    I’m also the same age as you. I hope one day that I am able to have the strength to pull myself up and out of this torture.
    Although I didn’t go through Satanic ritual abuse, I definitely have a never ending story of abuse from since before I started kindergarten up until my mid 30’s.
    Unfortunately I isolate now as I’ve lost so much trust. I still love, care and empathize. Especially to those who are suffering or have suffered. It’s very draining though and am still trying to find the strength and balance.
    I would love and accept any prayers to help guide me in the right path to Jesus Christ.
    I feel like I know the way but self sabotage and feeling unworthy for anything good that comes to me keeps holding me back.
    I have 3 daughters that have taught me so much and have helped with holding on for dear life. Otherwise I’d be so very happy for God to take me home.
    I feel like a lost cause and it’s too late.
    Sorry for the negativity and pity party coming from me today.
    I’ve never felt so alone in my life as I have the past 3 years. It’s been a tough journey. As I’m sure it has been for many.
    I pray I can find the strength to at least start with self care so I can be a good mother to my youngest daughter as she’s not old enough to care for herself yet. And of course continue being there for my other 2 daughters to the best of my ability when they need their mother. I’m all they have.
    Much love and Blessings SiStar
    And to all Bothers and SiStars
    💜🙌🏼💫

    • @kingdomrage7204
      @kingdomrage7204  3 роки тому +2

      It takes a lot of courage to be honest about where you are at. I'm sending you much love.💕 I am in Ypsilanti Michigan now and starting a group with any woman who wants to join. It's called " Inner Bonding" all about learning to love yourself and heal. My email is kingdomrageaz@gmail.com if you would like to join or have some needed support.

    • @poppygirl...
      @poppygirl... 3 роки тому +1

      Praying for you

    • @SwordsofSaintMichaelOrg
      @SwordsofSaintMichaelOrg Місяць тому

      Prayers for you ..

  • @HollyC1111
    @HollyC1111 4 місяці тому +1

    Thank you!!!! Thank you for being informed, strong, good and surviving to speak.

  • @raynorman4315
    @raynorman4315 Рік тому +3

    Thank You for sharing. Very brave.

  • @jonasbjorkholm7953
    @jonasbjorkholm7953 2 дні тому

    Sending you my love for what you’re doing and for what you been through 🙏🏻❤️

  • @raelenevandersnick1408
    @raelenevandersnick1408 3 місяці тому +1

    You are absolutely awesome, God bless you my sister in Christ for doing what you're doing. Just beautiful hon!

  • @casandraheinrichs5640
    @casandraheinrichs5640 5 місяців тому +1

    Thanks for sharing your story! I know hearing about others.. some how are healing to know someone understands and believes… your strength is beautiful!

  • @lilu3063
    @lilu3063 3 місяці тому

    Wow! I am so amazed at your strength. I am so sorry you went through all of those things. I have bpd and I’m on my healing journey now. Your words have helped me and given me more strength to do the work. You are so beautiful inside and out. Bless you.

  • @GiGiCherry877
    @GiGiCherry877 3 роки тому +7

    THANK YOU 🙏 I have so much I want to say but for now I’ll ask a question; what should we look for in our communities? Are there red flags ...... I can’t stand the thought of any child going thru this!

    • @kimmburrly8010
      @kimmburrly8010 3 роки тому

      GREAT QUESTION⚡

    • @PinkJoy143
      @PinkJoy143 9 місяців тому

      Discern, seek Yah, continue to research and you will see. Symbols, energy, eyes, narcissism, police, Lodges, organizations, clubs, secret societies, military families, entire entertainment industry, cults, high level positions, leaders, sexual deviants, serial/spree killers, witches, warlocks, monarch butterflies, bird cages, mirrors, spirals, Disney obsession, checkerboards, hypersexual, “special abilities”, riddles, insidious manipulation, promiscuity, wizard of oz, Allison Wonderland. Trust your instincts, put on your armor.

    • @PinkJoy143
      @PinkJoy143 9 місяців тому +2

      John B Ramsey was a victim.

    • @timmywitty1432
      @timmywitty1432 9 місяців тому

      @@PinkJoy143 Jon Benet Ramsey was a little boy playing his role on the whirled stage, it was another psyop on the masses.

  • @PatriciaDeCicco-k1f
    @PatriciaDeCicco-k1f 3 місяці тому

    So proud of you for coming forward to tell your story. I cannot fathom the depths of emotional abuse and scarring you have endured. You have all my love and support as you move forward in your healing process. Thank you for being brave enough to share your story and helping to clear out the collective negative trauma of our world.

  • @MollyGreeno
    @MollyGreeno 3 місяці тому +1

    Im so so SORRY what happened ta you. It just grieves my heart im so grateful you got through it with great success. Once again I'm sorry for you sad for you. Take good care of yourself sweetie. Like this other comment i also share mad respect for you. Very courageous you are

  • @terrirobertson6856
    @terrirobertson6856 5 місяців тому +1

    I’m so touched by your sharing. I only wish the best for you and please keep sharing ❤️🙏

  • @warwickmudge4114
    @warwickmudge4114 8 місяців тому +2

    You seem like a really smart and aware lady. I grew up with my sister both apopted in a family that was dominated by my mother who had a lot of issues due to her own abuse. My sister suffered badly (as a boy of course I was fine!), it took a teacher to hurt me. Fortunately our Dad was a great guy. So many people's early life scars them for so long you have to be brave and honest to face this stuff. I'm not sure where im taking this but anyway good for you, you really impressed me! Thassit!

  • @joyjoy-lf2py
    @joyjoy-lf2py 2 роки тому +6

    Wow we have a lot of similarities
    I'm the youngest and the only girl,
    Three older brothers
    And i was the scapegoat
    They were all ganging up on me
    And have same age as you
    Only difference is the
    Personality disorder borderline
    But yesterday i saw a video saying
    Borderline gets lots of times confused with DID
    SO i don't know
    You are amazing and glad you're doing Good 👍😊❤️🙏

    • @elizabeth70700
      @elizabeth70700 8 місяців тому +1

      Satanic ritual abuse is real, I'm fighting it right now. Poor people and vulnerable people are usually the target. They want the targeted person to have a tragedy. Like Princess Diana, Britney Spears, and Meghan Markle. It's a constant media onslaught of hate and sexual exploitation which these dark sick minds in the media will hope will eventually lead to your destruction and demise. They want to bury you in death, destruction, sin, murder, lies, fornication and hopelessness. It can be caused by people in your family who have done deals with the devil. They usually make you into a scapegoat. 😢

  • @maryanndelorey9700
    @maryanndelorey9700 6 місяців тому +1

    Thank you for telling your story. I'm a practicing Roman Catholic. I'm so sorry you went through this ... hugs. I've just started studying this topic. It's horrible because the church doesn't provide support. I believe in practicing my faith minus the psychological and physical abuse that goes with it. I wish there was something I could do to make a difference or help.

  • @ProjectBadass360
    @ProjectBadass360 3 місяці тому +4

    My dear tortured soul. Remember that life is not about how you start it’s how you finish. We all get lost in the dark forest some go down paths that are more darker and dangerous than others. But even during the darkest of times God was with you. And for whatever reason your life eventually led you to enlightenment you found your way out of the dark woods. Even now the dark memories have begun to fade as you can remember it but not see it all the way. When you start to practice in Loving all that you come across. Be giving instead of taking. Be kind to all people you associate with. Be understanding to those that are different than you. Show compassion to those that are less fortunate than you. To choose healing instead of hurting. Look for the light in everyone. The eyes are the windows of the soul. All of these take practice, patience and prayer. When you can begin to operate on a higher level those that live a life of evil, sin, hate and destruction operate on a lower frequency and they can’t ever ascend to a level to hurt you ever again. Don’t stop believing in mankind because God hasn’t. Jesus Christ is your salvation. Keep your internal flame lit sweetheart.

    • @s.wadesmith
      @s.wadesmith 3 місяці тому

      Badass comment God knows us all

  • @Humble_DM
    @Humble_DM 3 місяці тому

    10:45 you are such an inspiration and so forgiving. Even through all of that you have the compassion to look beyond your pain and recognize your own mothers. I was also from an abusive (physical, mental & SA) and felt my biological mother despised me. It was so confusing and painful. I’m now a mother and my daughter is everything. I pour all my love into her and remind everyday how perfect she is and exactly what our family needs. I couldn’t imagine passing the trauma on to my children. I think you are right that people are changing and we need to keep holding ourselves and each other accountable. Sending prayers for you with gratitude for your vulnerability to help others wake up 🙏💕

  • @audrey6928
    @audrey6928 2 роки тому +2

    May Jesus bless you greatly ❤️ This took so much strength to speak out against the luciferian's agenda on kids and just all the other experiences you had and openly shared. I pray for healing and for Yahweh to guide you and just know how precious you are to our God.

  • @ROYinka
    @ROYinka 2 місяці тому

    Thank you for sharing your story. you and a lot of people like you are the brave strong souls . Praying for all

  • @GrandmaJanine
    @GrandmaJanine 4 місяці тому +3

    WE Mortals CANNOT DO ANYTHING ABOUT THIS Problem , for THIS has been going on since the Beginning 😳… Nothing New under the SUN ☀️.
    Only CHRIST can and 🩸✝️ will 💯 DEAL with All EVIL … NO MAN can do Anything without Christ ❤️🙏

  • @jacquielovesnumbers5058
    @jacquielovesnumbers5058 9 місяців тому +2

    Thank you for sharing your story 💝

  • @ZippyUnderstands
    @ZippyUnderstands 3 місяці тому

    I can't believe how much ny story aligns with yours....
    I'm 35 years old and I've felt so alone my whole life. I am a younger you..... literally....😢

  • @teresacondon33333
    @teresacondon33333 3 місяці тому +1

    You are a lightworker thanks for sharing your story I totally feel you, I think you are a lovely young lady and your story is inspiring I have my own story Always our own parent . The truth is so valuable. Bicep is another word for something else ?

  • @amyrebeccaperez5240
    @amyrebeccaperez5240 3 роки тому

    Thank you so much for sharing your story 💕You have endured so much but have been made powerful & been supported by your Higher Power 💕🙏💕

  • @nicoladouglas3270
    @nicoladouglas3270 Рік тому +4

    Stay safe because as you probably know....they don't like it in the open !!! I believe you x

  • @rachelb.8701
    @rachelb.8701 9 місяців тому +2

    😮😮😮 and then just now you said the ice bath I remember as like a 3-year-old getting placed in ice and I actually had to go to the hospital and I was hallucinating because my fever was so high wow that's just so we have so many similarities s 😢

  • @fairygodmotherflowerEternal221
    @fairygodmotherflowerEternal221 2 місяці тому

    You are a blessing. Thank you. You are a precious lady. You are worth much more than you know😊❤ . Shine on beautiful Lady & you deserve the best care. ❤

  • @southernboy37
    @southernboy37 8 місяців тому +3

    My gosh It makes me sick to think about all the children out there going through this God the Almighty is coming back soon.

  • @daydreambunny222
    @daydreambunny222 3 роки тому +3

    Ur kids are lucky to have such a great mom who only sees the truth

  • @qua7771
    @qua7771 9 місяців тому +9

    I'm listening to women speak out about this, because men aren't talking about their ritualistic abuse. I'm thinking men get inducted into the military, Intel services, or involved in an accident.

    • @charlottetaylor4471
      @charlottetaylor4471 5 місяців тому +1

      Have you listened to Phoenix and Aria? (on here)

    • @qua7771
      @qua7771 5 місяців тому +1

      @@charlottetaylor4471 Not yet, but I'll check that out. Thanks, I appreciate it.

  • @rhondamoon3886
    @rhondamoon3886 3 роки тому +8

    My memories came back when i was 27

  • @seanajones8527
    @seanajones8527 2 місяці тому

    I'm so sorry that happened to you. It's not your fault and you're not alone. You're so brave! Ty for telling your story

  • @matthewsmalley9542
    @matthewsmalley9542 3 роки тому +3

    I'll pray for you im glad you have the courage to come out may GOD be with you

    • @rg1whiteywins598
      @rg1whiteywins598 3 роки тому +2

      I pray for all victims of this junk every day. And for prosecution of the perpetrators.

  • @sunnyray708
    @sunnyray708 9 місяців тому

    I identify being outgoing, colorful beautiful, empathic, speaking up can make people hate you for just these things❤ thank you you are so wise and give a positive message in exposing darkness❤❤❤❤

  • @eliara-thevoice8430
    @eliara-thevoice8430 3 місяці тому

    Thank you for your bravery. There is so much evil in this world. It's hard to process. Your testimony will help others. There are hundreds of thousands like you. Its so wicked out there. God Bless 🙌 🙏 ❤️

  • @annberlin5811
    @annberlin5811 9 місяців тому +3

    You are my age. Im from Detroit. What city did this happen?

  • @lorenfarr2870
    @lorenfarr2870 3 місяці тому

    I’ve watched a couple videos of this woman before and she is a joy to listen to. Her attitude is very inspiring.

  • @stevensavage9972
    @stevensavage9972 3 роки тому +5

    Love and blessings from great Britain

  • @DOESITMATTER7734
    @DOESITMATTER7734 3 роки тому +4

    God bless her and damn cause I believe her. Not a body language professional but I would bet money one would find her believable

  • @Zlervo
    @Zlervo 8 місяців тому +1

    It takes courage to come on here and explain what's happened in your life. Thank you.

  • @nicholestroup1770
    @nicholestroup1770 3 місяці тому

    Thank you for sharing your story. Respect you and aend nothing but love and prayers

  • @daddygarhart6900
    @daddygarhart6900 4 роки тому +8

    We believe you. An we’ll defend you.

  • @Peekaboo-w4u
    @Peekaboo-w4u 4 місяці тому

    So powerful Especially the ending. Thank you so much. I also follow Jesus