Love is hard...love sucks...love hurts...but love is also amazing and beautiful. Sometimes it puts you on your knees and other times it pulls you up. I was looking for something that helped described how I was feeling in my relationship and I found it. Thank you for this.
I really hope you are doing better now. I’ve been in that place before, and I am so sorry, because you don’t deserve to feel such terrible pain. Nobody does. Please remember that even if it is for a short amount of time, things will get better. I wish you the best, jdp beats and I think it’s really brave to be able to say that you’re hurting somewhere public. ;)
I know this was posted two years ago and I dont know where you are now but I want you to know that it's going to be okay. And if you ever, EVER need someone. I don't care who you are, I'll give you my number and you can text me up a storm. And I'll help you. And I'll listen. And be there.
I don't get to be angry, I get to be in the dark as you would have it. I always know more than I should and that truly is the sad part. The real savage part.
" I 'WAS', AT 'ONE TIME', I WAS 'YELLING, & STUFF', - "LOVE YOU", -"ILL 'TAKE' THAT 'CHANCE', BUT I'LL 'ALWAYS ' BE 'HERE', I'LL 'ALWAYS ' GO 'THERE', I 'QUESS ', I 'UNDERSTAND ', NOT 'HAPPY' BUT I DO 'UNDERSTAND ','YOUR 'HAPPINESS ' IS 'MORE IMPORTANT, ', TO 'ME', -"IT 'WAS, 'STILL', THE 'BEST', IT'S 'OK', I 'UNDERSTAND ', 'EVERYTHING ' THAT, ,'HAPPENED ', & "I CAN'T 'FORGIVE MYSELF', -"OOH DEAR, 'YOU 'KNOW, HOW YOU KNOW, YOU F.D, UP, I WAS TRYING TO DO, ALL, THE 'RIGHT' THING'S, -"THAT 'EVERYTHING ', WENT ON ME, I HAD NOT 'CHOICE ', -"O JUS 'HAD' TO 'GET IT OFF, MY 'CHEST', CAN WE 'BE FRIEND 'S'???.."I WANT YOU TO 'KNOW ' THAT YOU CAN 'TALK', TO ME 'ANYTIME ', " IT WAS, SO 'BEAUTIFUL ' " I 'WANT', TO 'REMEMBER ' IT, THAT WAY,"-"I 'TOO' HAVE 'CHANGED ', "I'M NOT, AS 'PRETTY' AS I WAS, AND I 'TELL' YOU, 'HONESTLY', THE 'FEAR' OF 'REJECTION ', 'FACE TO FACE', BUT I'M 'TERRIFIED ', ANY, "I QUESS, THIS IS 'THE WAY,' IT WAS 'ALWAYS ' MEANT TO BE!!!.."I'LL 'ALWAYS ', 'MISS ' YOU,-"I'LL 'ALWAYS ' 'LOVE' YOU, BUT YOU 'KNOW ' THAT I WAS 'ANGRY. & SAD', BOTH 'ALTERNATING, BACK & FORTH, LIKE AC/DC, ' FOR 6 YRS...COULDN'T 'EVEN 'LOOK' AT A 'PICTURE ' WITHOUT CRYING HYSTERICALLY, OR 'GETTING UPSET', I ALREADY 'KNEW' THIS 'WOULD 'HAPPEN ', THERE, IS 'NO' HAPPY ENDING ', OF ,'COURSE', UNTIL-"THE 'RETURN OF THE 'LORD', I 'KNEW ' I HAD NO 'RIGHT', TO 'EVEN ' THINK, IT, BUT I 'COULD COULD NOT 'HELP MYSELF', BECAUSE , YOU 'ACHE' SOO 'BAD' 'INSIDE ', FOR 'YOUR LOVE ', BUT YOU 'KNOW ' -"THAT, YOU HAVE A 'FRIEND ' FOR 'ETERNITY ', BECAUSE, 'INSIDE ' 'YOU' ARE A 'BEAUTIFUL ' PERSON ' YOU JUST, HAVE TO 'FIND' IT, "I MUST, GET 'READY', FOR 'THE 'LORD', I HAVE MUCH, 'WORK' TO DO', QUESS IT IS 'NEVER 'DONE', I 'BARELY ' 'SEE' THIS, TO 'TYPE ', BUT I 'WANT' YOU TO 'KNOW ', THAT I 'STILL ', WOULD 'RATHER' 'DIE' RIGHT NOW, THAN 'LIVED 'MILLION 'S' OF 'YEARS', 'WITHOUT, 'NEVER'- 'KNOWING' YOU, YOU ARE 'OFF' THE 'HOOK', -"I 'PRAY' YOU BE 'HAPPY', -"I JUS 'KNOW ' WHAT IT 'COULD HAVE, & I'M 'SO 'ANGRY' YES, BUT AT 'MYSELF'- FOR 'MISSING ' 'MY LIFE', -"I GO NOW, YOU'LL 'NEVER ' 'HEAR' FROM ME AGAIN, 'PROBABLY ', OR AT 'LEAST', I'M NOT 'MAKING SENSE', RIGHT NOW, !!!.."SLANTE' -"LE 'GRA' MOR',-"MO' ANAM CARA, 'JE'TAMIE '"!!!..👍👍👍😘😍🥰🥰🥰🥰❤❤❤❤❤🌹🌹🌹🌹💘💘
No...nowadays I don't feel so....Yes ,whatever you say....but I LOVE YOU TOO....& I ALWAYS FEEL THAT YOU ARE IN ME AND THAT WE ARE TOGETHER ....hmm...and sometimes toxins are a medicine to any venom too...
She never yells she's always quiet and just keeps that screaming pain inside twiddling her fingers for shuffling her feet with her head down I need her to scream I need her to yell I need to know what's that pain inside I need to know that hurt that she hides or else nothing will ever be true it'll all be hidden like it's been 4 years and neither me or her can keep doing that if that's behind her I would understand but please don't keep having me hold off it's torturous for us both I need her yell at me I need her to tell me something
Yes, I know this feeling all too well but you know what if you don't get mad at someone sometimes then it's not real... Anything good I was taught bye someone really special in my you got to work ay
Yes and no. When there's open communication to work through that anger with who hurt you or that you hurt, absolutely. But, it's not useful expressing anger in silence. Until then, positivity and hope is of utmost importance Take it easy 💜🙏🏻
"i don't have a choice baby" gets me every time
Love is hard...love sucks...love hurts...but love is also amazing and beautiful. Sometimes it puts you on your knees and other times it pulls you up. I was looking for something that helped described how I was feeling in my relationship and I found it. Thank you for this.
literally thank you for existing. I love your channel.
aw, thankyou so much!!x
I love your page I'm in hospital rn because I attempted suicide again and these videos are all I listen to
jdp beats life will get better
I really hope you are doing better now. I’ve been in that place before, and I am so sorry, because you don’t deserve to feel such terrible pain. Nobody does. Please remember that even if it is for a short amount of time, things will get better. I wish you the best, jdp beats and I think it’s really brave to be able to say that you’re hurting somewhere public. ;)
I know this was posted two years ago and I dont know where you are now but I want you to know that it's going to be okay. And if you ever, EVER need someone. I don't care who you are, I'll give you my number and you can text me up a storm. And I'll help you. And I'll listen. And be there.
I was at the hospital for shit like that and I used to listen to these too 🥺
3 years late sorry. I hope youre okay.
I don't get to be angry, I get to be in the dark as you would have it. I always know more than I should and that truly is the sad part. The real savage part.
I'm so in love with all your videos it's like they touch me like I can feel all that pain so glad u have this page keep up the good work imma fan 🙌💕
thanyou so much lovely!!x
god i love damon. "i dont have a choice baby. . ." 😭😭
Vampire diaries
@@imbetterthanyoutfohandimgo28 never saw it before 🤷🏼♀️
i literally cry on your channel.
its amazing! can you please make one about someone that died/ busy dying?
i made one already along those lines :) - ua-cam.com/video/oEBr7PVF9Nk/v-deo.html
Ur video are so deep they are amazing all of ur videos i can relate to so so much ❤️😔😔😔
same here😔
thankyou!x
thank you i can’t stop listening to them. ahh reality
" I 'WAS', AT 'ONE TIME', I WAS 'YELLING, & STUFF', - "LOVE YOU", -"ILL 'TAKE' THAT 'CHANCE', BUT I'LL 'ALWAYS ' BE 'HERE', I'LL 'ALWAYS ' GO 'THERE', I 'QUESS ', I 'UNDERSTAND ', NOT 'HAPPY' BUT I DO 'UNDERSTAND ','YOUR 'HAPPINESS ' IS 'MORE IMPORTANT, ', TO 'ME', -"IT 'WAS, 'STILL', THE 'BEST', IT'S 'OK', I 'UNDERSTAND ', 'EVERYTHING ' THAT, ,'HAPPENED ', & "I CAN'T 'FORGIVE MYSELF', -"OOH DEAR, 'YOU 'KNOW, HOW YOU KNOW, YOU F.D, UP, I WAS TRYING TO DO, ALL, THE 'RIGHT' THING'S, -"THAT 'EVERYTHING ', WENT ON ME, I HAD NOT 'CHOICE ', -"O JUS 'HAD' TO 'GET IT OFF, MY 'CHEST', CAN WE 'BE FRIEND 'S'???.."I WANT YOU TO 'KNOW ' THAT YOU CAN 'TALK', TO ME 'ANYTIME ', " IT WAS, SO 'BEAUTIFUL ' " I 'WANT', TO 'REMEMBER ' IT, THAT WAY,"-"I 'TOO' HAVE 'CHANGED ', "I'M NOT, AS 'PRETTY' AS I WAS, AND I 'TELL' YOU, 'HONESTLY', THE 'FEAR' OF 'REJECTION ', 'FACE TO FACE', BUT I'M 'TERRIFIED ', ANY, "I QUESS, THIS IS 'THE WAY,' IT WAS 'ALWAYS ' MEANT TO BE!!!.."I'LL 'ALWAYS ', 'MISS ' YOU,-"I'LL 'ALWAYS ' 'LOVE' YOU, BUT YOU 'KNOW ' THAT I WAS 'ANGRY. & SAD', BOTH 'ALTERNATING, BACK & FORTH, LIKE AC/DC, ' FOR 6 YRS...COULDN'T 'EVEN 'LOOK' AT A 'PICTURE ' WITHOUT CRYING HYSTERICALLY, OR 'GETTING UPSET', I ALREADY 'KNEW' THIS 'WOULD 'HAPPEN ', THERE, IS 'NO' HAPPY ENDING ', OF ,'COURSE', UNTIL-"THE 'RETURN OF THE 'LORD', I 'KNEW ' I HAD NO 'RIGHT', TO 'EVEN ' THINK, IT, BUT I 'COULD COULD NOT 'HELP MYSELF', BECAUSE , YOU 'ACHE' SOO 'BAD' 'INSIDE ', FOR 'YOUR LOVE ', BUT YOU 'KNOW ' -"THAT, YOU HAVE A 'FRIEND ' FOR 'ETERNITY ', BECAUSE, 'INSIDE ' 'YOU' ARE A 'BEAUTIFUL ' PERSON ' YOU JUST, HAVE TO 'FIND' IT, "I MUST, GET 'READY', FOR 'THE 'LORD', I HAVE MUCH, 'WORK' TO DO', QUESS IT IS 'NEVER 'DONE', I 'BARELY ' 'SEE' THIS, TO 'TYPE ', BUT I 'WANT' YOU TO 'KNOW ', THAT I 'STILL ', WOULD 'RATHER' 'DIE' RIGHT NOW, THAN 'LIVED 'MILLION 'S' OF 'YEARS', 'WITHOUT, 'NEVER'- 'KNOWING' YOU, YOU ARE 'OFF' THE 'HOOK', -"I 'PRAY' YOU BE 'HAPPY', -"I JUS 'KNOW ' WHAT IT 'COULD HAVE, & I'M 'SO 'ANGRY' YES, BUT AT 'MYSELF'- FOR 'MISSING ' 'MY LIFE', -"I GO NOW, YOU'LL 'NEVER ' 'HEAR' FROM ME AGAIN, 'PROBABLY ', OR AT 'LEAST', I'M NOT 'MAKING SENSE', RIGHT NOW, !!!.."SLANTE' -"LE 'GRA' MOR',-"MO' ANAM CARA, 'JE'TAMIE '"!!!..👍👍👍😘😍🥰🥰🥰🥰❤❤❤❤❤🌹🌹🌹🌹💘💘
Every audio i come across is always about relationships, and never about family.
Family is a relationship.
That's oliver from hiw to get away with murder? Like te voices good job
Delmi Cortave its also tvd
Life is too short to be ANGRY. Enjoy the life GOD HAS BLESSED you with.
the *one and only* god that has never helped anyone a day in their life
I appreciate your comments
i fucking love this channel
thankyou!
No...nowadays I don't feel so....Yes ,whatever you say....but I LOVE YOU TOO....& I ALWAYS FEEL THAT YOU ARE IN ME AND THAT WE ARE TOGETHER ....hmm...and sometimes toxins are a medicine to any venom too...
She never yells she's always quiet and just keeps that screaming pain inside twiddling her fingers for shuffling her feet with her head down I need her to scream I need her to yell I need to know what's that pain inside I need to know that hurt that she hides or else nothing will ever be true it'll all be hidden like it's been 4 years and neither me or her can keep doing that if that's behind her I would understand but please don't keep having me hold off it's torturous for us both I need her yell at me I need her to tell me something
It takes two to be angry
Yes, I know this feeling all too well but you know what if you don't get mad at someone sometimes then it's not real... Anything good I was taught bye someone really special in my you got to work ay
Yes and no. When there's open communication to work through that anger with who hurt you or that you hurt, absolutely.
But, it's not useful expressing anger in silence. Until then, positivity and hope is of utmost importance
Take it easy 💜🙏🏻
Delena😍😍😍💕💕💕💕😢
I am having a panic attack right now and I guess its because I can't get angry with you.
Where is the first part where he’s like you get to be angry from ???
amazing x
thankyou!
yeah love does suck o love my bpyfriend even thru everythong hes my bestfriend will always be sometimes i kust dont know who i am
delena :(
I'm not angry! I'm not a hater!
why did he left her it breaks my heart😢😢😢
How to get away with murder the first part.
Conor&oliver:(
Is it cold up there on the mountains see you ex
Gotta go for now.
whos voice or what movie/TV show is at 1:24?
it's from how to get away with murder
I m not angry I was busy
B coz everything is depend upon my shoulder
Not angry, just disappointed
OKAY but the "please don't leave me" sounds familiar from a movie or something and I CAN'T FIGURE OUT WHERE ITS FROM
nevermind it wasn't what i thought
its the the vampire diaries. damon and elena say goodbye he on the other side and its falling apart
vampire diaries, when damon leaves
I wonder way i get mean you never ask so enjoy your freedom because i am having a ball bye ex dale chuckie face sir bave baby bye bye
what's the music in the background
lose you - jurrivh