if you looking for a sign then this is it. Please don’t give up, you are worth so much. It will get better, trust me. Please don’t give up now, you’re gonna make it. You should be proud of yourself, you’ve made it this far ❤️ sending you all my love x
I actually sobbed when I looked over at the empty couch, just seeing my innocent self looking me in the eyes when he was saying I should tell her all the bad things I tell myself. I was crying so hard and all I managed to say was “I’m sorry”
i hope things are better now bud, please remember that thing always get better, for everyone. you just have to get through the bad times and the good times will come. you have reserves of strength that you don’t even know about, and you’ve gotten through so much already - you can get through even more. you are loved and people care about you (i do.) if you ever want to talk, i’m here. stay strong and stay hopeful, you can get through this
I wish someone would tell me that from time to time bc it's hard not having nobody at all and wanting to just give up but don't and you cut everyday and to fell like a pis of shit it's hard man
I'd tell myself: You'll be betrayed, used, and hurt but you'll come out stronger and better than those who do you wrong. Trust, believe, and love yourself.
The bad thing is that it all started when i was ten so my 10 years old would be an innocent ten year old. Now i am 12 i think about suicide often but i have a self control and i know its wrong.
@@ni-kiminaj2503 I'm here if you need to talk im 16 and I lost my father when I was 12 I felt like I had nobody to talk to but the truth was I didn't let people talk to me I never knew if anyone would care I'm still contemplating suicide I wish I had someone to talk to so I'm here if anyone is willing to talk
The fact is that this 10 year old girl was happy , she didn't think she was fat or worthless or embarassment even though things changed after that....she really enjoyed life and was joyous , she believed she was perfect ,but that girl isn't like that anymore due to various reasons she has changed , she once knew everything will be okay but she can't believe that now and yeah I would rather love to be that little girl again
The ten year old version of me was almost the opposite of me now... She was happy almost all the time, I cry and shout and storm off almost all the time She had no idea what depression, self-harm, anorexia etc was, I constantly think about those sorts of things She thought she was popular, I know I’m not She did schoolwork, I basically just sit on my phone She loved her life, I wish it was different She believed in herself, I don’t She saw good in everyone, I think everyone’s judging me She stood up for what she believed was right, I wish I did She made her parents proud, I just argue with mine She was nice, I’m not And she loved herself, but I hate myself
i like how everyone in the comments is like "i would tell her she's perfect" and im here thinking of all the things i did wrong , i would tell her to stop it now
I would tell her that despite everyone's judgement and being alone. Relatives saying bad things about you just because your parents aren't there and being bullied, I would tell her to be happy.
15 sec in and I’m crying, I could never say that to myself back then, I was so happy, and in 2 years, so much can change....everything can change in 5 min.
That hits hard for me... Just alone this comment. Two years ago my Dad died. I turned 12 this year. These two years are already hard for me.... So it hits hard...... It was really like. In five Minutes my whole world crashed. I didn't understud what happend but now it all got soooo clear.
When I was 10 years old I was being physically bullied at school, every day I would come home with new bruises on my legs, I'd shower and sob seeing myself look so broken, I couldn't tell nobody not my mom not my dad nobody I was going through it alone.
It’s kinda sad that I’m sitting hear listening to this looking at my 10 year old brother eating so sloppy. I love him! I love me! I wish He never grows up...
I’m kinda late to this but I wish I could say the same for my brother, he’s three years younger than me, we fight all the time and even when I do feel bad for him and I try to be a little nicer for that time being all I get is being screamed at, bosses around.
シ Petite Bear same for my brother the only time he doesn’t smile is when I’m around him that’s why we don’t talk much but I hope he lives a beautiful life even without me
@@sI0m0 Delt with the same thing, My brother is 2 years younger then me. Can't say much but let's say, he often hurts me. He would always tell me I should be dead and I'm a disgrace to the family. So yep- that's my life I guess.
It will happen once you realize that the power lies within you and if you don't get yourself together, it won't get better, no one can help you to make you believe in your own power as yourself
The thing is, it wont happen without any efforts, its like expecting to have your super ready every nights without having to cook despite living alone, it wont change without you changing, it will not get better without any efforts and risks, sure time will erase some memories but if you wanna know an exact date like its gonna happen magicly out of nowhere then yeah, its never gonna happen and youre gonna keep crying on that lazy ass of yours.
Dear Ten year old me, I know it’s hard. Really hard. Don’t give up on school, don’t give up on art and the other things that make you happy. You’re gonna go through some really cringey phases so, be ready for that I guess. You’re gonna have a niece in about a year or so. You’re going to love her. You’re gonna learn a few instruments, and find some artists you really like. You’re gonna find out you’re Pan! Oh wait, you probably don’t know what that means...well for now it doesn’t matter. You’re gonna have your heart broken so many times, but you’ll pull through. You’ve got two really good friends who’ll stick with you years after the rest of them left. Eventually, your mom will say you’re moving to a place very, very far away. Away from the rest of your family, away from those really good friends. It’s okay, that plan doesn’t work out, you’ll live with your dad instead. Things will seem really bad, but it gets better, I promise you. -Sincerely, your best friend, me.
I'd tell her.. "You'll get low self esteem in the future, you'll get called fat by your own little sister. You're worried about everything you do, and if it's okay to do such thing. You feel like your not good enough. You don't feel loved. You want to believe it'll get better but, it gets worse all over again." *Sorry you couldn't become a singer, or have the happiness you deserved. Sorry that this isn't a happy ending, like in those fairytales.* - 14 Year old me
I’m fealing the same way. I’m also 14, And I’m into music. My advice to you us to just do it. Start that UA-cam channel you always dreamed about. Start posting covers of your favorite songs. Do the things that makes you happy. Don’t let anything stop you! I post covers on my main channel. You can check it out if you’d like. I can give you some more advice then. My main channel is Shem Faizullah.
If you had something in mind.. you can try to write it.. express anything over it.. and make sure you put it well where no one can see it.. so no one can judge you, only you can judge it.. by saying " I've become stronger now"
if I could have a conversation with my 10 year old self, id tell him that it will get worse. i can see him, but what i can’t see is the child in him. the child had got taken away and never got put back. he never knew the child in him, and if he did, he doesn’t remember. so id tell him to brace himself for what’s to come, because in 3 years, he’ll want to put a bullet in his head
I hope you know that things get better, always, for everyone. You just have to get through the bad times, and the good times will come. You’re not the exception. You are loved and people care about you. I sure care about you, if you ever want to talk I’m here. You have reserves of strength that you don’t even know about and you can get through this. You’ve gotten through so much already and you can get through more. Please focus on getting through each day at a time and look after yourself. Stay hopeful and stay strong. It will get better and you will get through this.
I hope your doing better, even just a little. To be honest I’ve been thinking the same thing as you for a couple months, about how I could just end it all within seconds. I haven’t brought myself to doing anything with that thought, so I hope you keep going.
Lol same. My suicidal thoughts first appeared when I was 10 so things didn't really change up to now other than a half-hearted attempt that was made lmao I fully believe that, objectively, I just got worse. I don't want to go full pessimistic and say it'll never get better but at least I still had good grades when I was 10 ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
My cosuin did that to himself he killed himself and it wont help trust me just dont come on dudeu have so much to live for im not gonna say the stupid dumb shit like its god plan and he wont give u anything u cant handle because its not god helping u get better its you, you are the one who has to wake up and say im a amazing person and i deserve this life i deserve to be happy.
I never felt like this when I was 10. It all started when I started to think. I started to think about what the people around me thought. I started to think "I'm not okay" "Your not normal why can't you be more more like her , her that perfect person." I wanted to change, I wanted to "fix" myself, i wanted to be like everyone else so much that I did for a long time. I would look in the mirror and think is this okay Now? Is this good enough for them? My mom, my "friends" , my nonexistent dad , random strangers. Is this good enough. But at some point I became so depressed that I dident care. I dident care if I lived or I died.my grades fell, my mom dident know what to do, my family treated me like I was a nothing. So I stoped everything and I know this is a long rant I'm sorry.
Oh sweetheart, you're worth it. I promise you, everything is going to be alright, okay? Their comments don't define who you are, their opinion doesn't matter. You're beautiful, you're perfect. Don't listen to the voices in your head that say otherwise, you are stronger than that. You've been through so much, I just need you to hold on for a little longer, okay? I promise this will all end soon, I just need you to be strong, I need you to stay alive. It's worth it, I promise. x
Whyd you even say sorry? Theres nothing wrong to tell other people how it feels. Cause i do care, and everyone else is doing same thing. I know it must be heartbreaking to realize that everything against you, everything didn't mean a thing anymore, everything makes you wanna sleep and never wake up again. But you need to know that 'everything' wasn't mean EVERYTHING. Cause if you still alive till this day, you weren't part of that everything. If you being loved by someone, they weren't part of that everything. And if they love you, maybe you are the reason that keeping them alive. The thing that wasn't everything is mean a thing, they're not against you, and you need keeping yourself alive for that. You need to find other non-everything reason that would keeping you alive. You need to go out of your comfort zone. Do things that you never imagine before. Skydiving, hiking, traveling, do anything until you found the new non-everything. Dont ever stop. Because that would keeping you alive. In your journey, you might found someone like you. You know what to tell them right? You need to tell yourself about that too. You deserve to be happy. You deserve to be loved, by yourself. Be happy cause you are more than what you think. You are precious. Have a good year cailyn!
I literally cried the moment the man mentioned “couch” bc it’s literally beside me. And i saw my innocent self looking at me back.. she really looked miserable. I know i tell myself that i’m ugly but at that moment i just can’t call her “ugly”. She may not be perfect, but she’s all i have.
This showed in my recommendation and I knew it was going to make me cry; and I don't regret clicking. I saw her. I don't think I'm pretty at all now. There was a time that I thought I was beautiful. Over time I felt ugly and people kept telling me that. I was fat and people relentlessly reminded me. Putting myself in front of younger me has a different point of view. I can't bring myself to call a child ugly or fat or worthless. It makes me wonder how the people who said it to me could say that to a child. As cliche as it sounds, beauty is inside. Cruel people can turn you cruel and if you become cruel, that's what will make you ugly. Ungrateful people make you feel worthless. It might be too late for me now but if I could go back and sit with her, I'd tell her that. I'll also tell her that we lose weight and our skin is not completely clear but better in the future.
To my 10 year old self I'm sorry. I really am sorry. I disappointed you/myself. I'm sorry I failed us. I'm sorry that I didn't become who you thought you will be. It hurts so bad to know that if my 10 year old self sees me she will be so fucking disappointed.
😭😭😭😭that's the saddest thing i ever read and i understand what u saying as a little boy growing up with not much and parents who never got along my childhood was u can say complicated
I feel horrible after I watched this cause I only have one life and I have been just telling my self these horrible words... remember *you love you, and I love me* stay safe
No one told me i am this way that way but I always compare myself to everyone, I never spending time to getting to know the real me and i just follow trend, stupid beauty standards, to be accepted to be admired and to be loved, now today is a full moon Leo, I realising the old me, i am grateful for everything and even i was broken by myself but everything happens for a reason right ^^ i love you all and today i releasing myself from expectation
I just imagined my nine year old self ( the age when it all started till now ) and I just couldn't stop felling her big childish eyes staring at me seeing what I've become but at same time waiting for me to tell her that she's loved and that it's gonna end soon right? It's not gonna last forever right?
This hit so close to home. I was always the odd one out. I felt that I was completely alone in the world. This made me cry because of how true it is for me. Thank you for posting this
My 10 year old self was innocent, a decent human being, and just a good kid. My destructive personality tends to push people I love and care about away. It ruins friendships that could’ve lasted my entire life, forged by nothing but care and compassion.
But would you be capable, as the person you are now, be capable of telling your little self that face to face? Knowing full well she's aware of it? Knowing full well they have that in their minds for the longest time. Would you say all that to her?
God I feel so lucky to only have started feeling that or thinking about that when I was 15 yo. That has been quite some time now too, but I can't imagine feeling like that when you're 10... Everyone is so strong for being able to survive those destructive thoughts. I wish everyone who reads this a magnificent and fulfilling life.
This all started for me way younger then ten I hope u don’t mind or take offense in this but ur lucky it started when u were older and it should never happen to anyone but it should never happen to a child cause lemme tell u it has destroyed me cause that’s what I grew up with
If I could go back and tell myself something I would tell her to appreciate every moment of happiness she feels. She has a rough ass road ahead of her so she should enjoy her happiness while she can.
I imagine my 10 year old self next to me being so happy and oblivious to anything bad... And I'm hear having emotional break downs because I'm losing myself Edit: Guys I'm doing so well I'm feeling like my normal self again
man.....this hit me hard.....I never saw myself as fat or very ugly.....but I wasn't very kind to myself at that age and above........When he said to imagine 10 year old me....I lost it....I saw her.....and all I could think of was....I wanted to embrace her and just hold her and tell her that nothing was her fault.....and that she is not stupid or weird....I just broke down...thank you for this video I.....I needed this.
I think the part that hurt most for me was that despite seeing myself at 10 looking at me, I didn't even struggle to tell her that she was all those things and then I look at the comments and see people who couldn't
When I was 10 years old, I didn’t have single worry in the world, but now everything has changed. I lost all my childhood friends, I get stressed all the time bc of school, I cry/worry over the smallest things, I don’t have a good relationship with my family. I always try to be the best I can and I don’t want to disappoint anyone. I always try to please everyone and I’m not happy, but I’m not sad either. I overthink too much and blame myself for everything. Everyone expects so much from me and it’s hard because I’m at a point in my life where I’m tired of everything and everyone. I’m always there for my friends, but it feels like they’re never there for me. I don’t like talking about my feelings because I’m afraid that people are going to judge me. I always bottle my emotions up. I can’t even cry in font of my family or friends because they might think I’m weak. People think I have a prefect life, they think I have a perfect family and perfect grades, but I don’t. I always feel lonely, even when I’m with friends or my own family. My parents call me stuff and compare me to others and they don’t think it affects me, but it does. It hurts me so much that my self esteem is low. I feel like I can’t trust anyone but myself. I wish nothing changed. I wish I was happy:(
The world became way clearer when we were all 10... The world decided to show its true colors, nothing in life is free, fair, or made to your liking. That's how we grew to brace ourselves for this society... ❤
I did not cry, and I will not cry because of this. I looked at myself, and I told my ten year old self what she already knew. If I was 9, it would be the same. If I was 8, it would be the same. If I was 7, it would be the same. I looked at myself on the couch and told myself exactly how I felt. I was a burden, I was ugly, I was fat, and I was an embarrassment. And I knew. I lived in it. I may just be emo or hormonal right now, but that's what happened. I looked at myself and told myself things she already knew, and accepted by then. I hope you don't feel the same, because once you accept these feelings, it's almost impossible to escape. It's almost impossible to believe the words people tell you everyday. Just recently I felt happy with my appearance, and general existence, even if it was just for a minute. It's been a long time. So don't accept what you say to yourself unless it is only positive, and if it is negative, see how you can work on yourself, and improve. Because it's normal to cry, when hearing these things, it's almost healthy.
i would tell her to embrace what she has. that her body was made the way it is for a reason. maybe she doesn't like it, she doesn't three years later either, but she has to learn to embrace it and learn that it is there, not to be made fun of, but to give her a life, to give her the ability to live the life she wants to and that the way it looks only matters to herself and she's the only person talking it down. i would tell her it takes a long time to start liking it or start understanding it isn't there for fun, and that she is still trying to get to grips with the fact that she is beautiful the way she is. even with a bit of fat, acne, the nose she has and the thick thighs. and how even now as a teenager she is trying to learn these different things. and speaking now, at thirteen years old, to myself, i am so sorry. i am the only reason you felt this way, things will get worse, you will feel worse about yourself, but don't let it effect your personality or how you live your life. you're your own harshest critic, don't be. i am sorry.
"You're gonna be fine." Honestly, I'm so tired of hearing those words because it'll never be fine. The world is a filthy place. I started seeing the real world when I was 5. My innocence was ruined so early on that I wished I was clueless until how. That I wished I was innocent until now. I wish I can go back and just cover my past self's eyes and ears. I wish I can go back and fix my family...
I don't know if there is any 10 years old, or even a bit older reading that but hey, it will be okay. 10 years ago, I was that 10 years old. I suffered from bullying for 7 years. But now I'm 20 and I'm okay. Everything will be okay. Don't listen to others pulling you down, don't change yourself for them. Don't look in the mirror with this idea that you could be better to "show them". You don't have to show them anything. You are strong, you are smart, you are beautiful. A bad moment is only temporary. The only thing you have to work on is on your happiness. Do things for yourself, do your best to be happy and the best human you can ever be. And if no one told you today hey, I'm proud of you. Never give up
I dance at a studio where girls do all sorts of dances to these kind of things. One of my really good friends did her solo to this. as I was watching it, it hit me. this is beautiful and whoever made it props to them, at the end of the girls dance I was full on sobbing because that how good it was. this song shows u the real world and what goes on inside your head. so when the girl did the dance to it, it hit home. She had layers of clothes on while dancing and as the song kept going on she kept taking them off, so at the end she had just a leotard left on. it was the most beautiful thing I’ve seen in a long time.
i didnt think id be this sad, crying in my room, staring next to my 10 year old self, i just couldnt tell her that she was fat and ugly. she never was. the other day i read/heard something about healing your inner child, so you can move on. its something i recommend you to do, i just did it once, but it already helped me. heal your inner child and the person you are right now, the person you are at this time reading this, will heal as well.
My parents said I wasnt depressed.. After that I kinda just kept in the pain since I was 9 or 10. Im 12 now, al I keep in is my sadness and anger. And I cant do that as much, look who i am now: an emotionless person who even if the saddest thing happens, they wont care because they dont want to show too much emotions near parents
@@fundy5829 Im so sorry My parents either understand me and I have been through a lot But talk with someone tho like a friend u are close with and do smth that makes you feel better ,I wish ur parents try to understand you and ur feelings But you are still 12 and I just wanna hug u rn Everything will be ok so dont give up Be happy 🥺I love u
I would tell her to not turn 12. Trust me, I was the most CRINGE at 12. At least I am 13 now and gonna be 14 on September *edit: I’m 14 now and I’m gonna tell her to not turn 13 as well. Being 10 was better and easier. I had it good then.*
I was about 8 years old when I grew self conscious, I had been in ballet at the time and one day noticed how all of the other girls class were so much skinnier, flexible, and better than I was, it was that day that I started telling myself terrible things about myself. I had started calling myself “ugly” and “fat,” “worthless” and “a mistake.” The insults from my own brain came every single day and there was no possible way to stop any of them. Here I am now, and I’ve grown even more self conscious to the point where I HAVE to wear a loose shirt to feel like I look good, where I HAVE to use filters in my photos to look good, I look in the mirror and all I can see are my imperfections. I don’t know how to get rid of it, and I want to go back to that day when it all started and tell 8 year old me “Hey, you’re beautiful and amazing. You’re one of the kindest little girls I know. It does NOT matter if these other girls look skinnier, because your body is amazing no matter what.” But here we are now, stuck as a teenager, and still feeling this way. I wish we could just turn everything back and be confident about ourselves instead of ashamed.
I looked at my couch and I saw my 10 year old self, getting bullied for somewhat reason, and getting depression. I would tell her to never give up, stay strong, and that when she gets older, some thing's change, and that she should grow up being a loving, kind, girl just like before.
but the thing is... when i was 10 i didnt care if i was ugly and i was underweight too and if my current self says to my 10 y/o self that she is ugly or fat or an embarrassment all i can see is her literally not giving a damn about it lmao
I saw myself, when I was 10 I knew that's when everything started to fall apart. I saw myself... the flashbacks came gushing in all those crying and feelings of unworthiness and apologetic for existing... I literally sobbed... when he started saying tell her she's horrible and ugly... I saw my 10 year old self come to me and just held my hand crying... she looked so fragile and begging me not to say those things to her... I just held and caressed her hand and I said "you're ok... you're beautiful... don't say sorry" and like how I always do, that 10 year old me just wiped her tears away using her wrist and then I opened my eyes and saw no one there and I'm just crying... I can't tell her that in person... I can't make her feel ok anymore cuz that was 8 years ago... I wanted to hug her...and tell her that... wish someone said that when I was 10.... I'm typing this right now still crying...
Once I closed my eyes. I saw here. A small perfect, pretty, amazing, talented girl. Sitting on the couch with a sad look. I couldn't call her ugly. I couldn't call her an embarrassment. I couldn't call her fat or a waste of space. Instead I started to cry. In my head I reach out and hugged her in my arms and told her she means the world. That she was going to do so many great things as she grows up. And no matter what, the only person that matters is her. And no one else, especially their opinions. She is perfect, in every shape and form. And I love her so much.
If I saw my 10 year old self I would be the one crying and so would her. At 10 I was depressed, I cried my eyes out begging for god to take me away, I kept begging to go to heaven, to die.
Hey! You're fine and whenever you feel you're not fine that's okay too just know that you're perfect the way you are no matter what ppl say bad about you...you are loved( ◜‿◝ )♡ (in advanced)Happy Birthday~
When I was 10 I didnt think I would last this long I'm 15 I lived 5 years longer then I was thinking I was going to. If I was able to back and time I would just let my 10 year old self cry and tell her "everything isn't always perfect like us but we always got to try our best for him" him is my grandpa that passed away when I was 5 he helped me with everything and always told to try and push through so that's been my goal to always think about him when something is wrong
And what if im still ten..and feel like this even if im too young!!Even with ten years old ..i strugle getting out of bed cause ik it will be the same..going to school ..starting class..trying my best in it, but anxiety doesnt let me consentrate..and hearing my mom say that its because im always in my phone but its not..going to recess ..seeing my "friends"laughting living their life happy..it is horrible being too hot outside but can get off my sweater cause those scars will bleed..watching her getting away from me..being alright with me..and all kerps going again..and again..when i get home i hug my grandma and telling her that my day was great..then going to my room..and finally i can stop fake smiling..
Hun, you’re too young to feel this way. No child should feel this way. If you ever need anyone to honestly talk to please dm me on insta if you have it @enbydisgrace Seriously, a child your age should never feel this way and I’m so sorry you’ve been dealt a bad hand in life at so young. I really hope life is treating you better now these days🙂
I realized at this age, everything was clear to me when I was 10. You know the feeling when you're just looking back at the summary of how your life went until now. That's the point when you start to cry because you can't hold on anymore. I personally don't wanna commit suicide or anything like that because I want to live, but I just want all the bad things to end and live a happy life. I still have a mission which is very private that I will complete and I hope the best for my loved ones. I'm doing this mission for them because of this shameful person that I just really hate who has been lying all along.
But the guy doesn't understand...it won't be okay because people changed! When I see myself as a little girl I see her happy and beautiful..when I see myself I see nothing...it won't be okay...I'm sorry I broke down crying and wanted to say how I feel..it was probably a bad idea..
I’m 13, when I was 10, I was fine with everything, I imagined my 10 year old self in the couch, staring at me. She was a different person and she is today. She didn’t care what people thought of her, of course I would never call her ugly, or fat, or stupid, I wouldn’t call her worthless, I was happy with myself. I didn’t compare myself, I didn’t notice anything different, But things change and I try so hard. But when you think people treat you different, it’s so hard, I want to go back. I wish I could just talk to her, ask how to do it, even tho it’s me, Ig I forgot? I just want to talk, about life with her, we were so different even tho it was only 3 years ago. I want to tell her that things will change.
Whoever is reading this right now… we will probably never meet but I wish you all the best in your life! Some things could be very problematic due to the current situation, but keep fighting for your goals and dreams! You can do anything you want! Have a nice day!❤️
I know loving yourself and seeing your own worth is a really difficult thing,,, but also a process. I loved myself with the help of my loved ones and now I'm getting the most warm and beautiful love, which is from myself. it is the best love I've ever received. to all those people who call themselves ugly, fat, useless, stupid, etc. pls don't do it. I have never seen you but I already know how precious, amazing and beautiful you are. whatever you are going through just remember that you're strong and you can achieve and overcome everything! you're not trash! you were not born a trash neither you became one! even if everyone tells you this don't believe them, don't listen to them! you're adorable honey. I know you are and you'll do everything you want. never tell yourself otherwise. you'll be happy! I promise. because I became too. after so much trial I accepted myself. i loved myself. and you'll do too. I believe in you and I urge you to listen to your heart and make your dreams reality. I love you, take care and always rest when you feel tired and overwhelmed :] ♡
The fact that as a 10 year old I was disgusted by myself and ashamed because I thought I was fat. I couldn’t find my confidence and I thought about dying makes all of this even sadder
the thing is, my 10 yr old self, she already was telling herself this stuff. it’s been going on since i was 9...for me i think of my 5 yr old happy little self. i was extremely extroverted, sunshine and rainbows. she was unaware of my parents fights about dad cheating. if i were to tell her i was her, she wouldn’t believe me. i’m introverted, favorite colors are black grey purple turquoise. her favorite color was the rainbow or pink. if i told her what i tell myself...oh gosh i’d start crying. she’s too innocent to hear that.
I actually thought I was going to cry, because when I was 10 I got put on medicine that made me want to eat more and I always felt like a disappointment or worthless, but after I told my church friends about it I felt better I about myself. i felt like I wasn't a burden to anyone, I still feel that way a lot, especially since I started middle school last year, I didn't have many friends at school and this year i still don't have many friends in school. I know my church friends and one of my best friends will always be there for me no matter what.
my 10 year old self was playing a capture the flag game, she couldn’t sit on the couch while I listened to this. she was at her best friends house. she was laughing while riding her bike out in the forest. she was reading a book while lying on her bed. she was planning out her future with her childhood crush. *wish I could do these things one last time. just to feel that real childhood joy. just one more time.*
I turned 11 quite a while back, and though it's been only a bit, I still feel there's such a huge difference. I've grown so much, learned so much, changed so much. For the good, and for the bad. What I'd like to tell her, Baby, you're doing great. You're fine, and you'll pull through no matter what. Remember that I love you, okay? Survive.
I've listened to this so many times over the years and I always just look over to my side and see a younger me. I can't help but cry because of how betrayed and unloved she felt. She was slowly being eaten up by that dark mass of self loathing and anxiety and all the trust issues that were developing. I feel so bad for her and I just wish she could have had a normal childhood instead of being the couple therapist for her parents and family. In the end all I can do is watch her get consumed by that darkness everytime and all I can say is "I am so sorry that we have to go through this"
I bitterly cried so hard. But so silently laying on my bed listening to this audio. I could see the 10 year old me, innocent little girl telling herself that shes not good enough. 🖤
I used this audio in an edit of mine, I liked the audio in the description box. Heres a link to the video ua-cam.com/video/KJrAaqlJXZ4/v-deo.html&lc=z22hgxk5soj3e5eyn04t1aokg1c1v4xtrpexi5fdgtbork0h00410
Life can be like a long dark tunnel and we may not always see the light at the end of the tunnel but if we keep moving we’ll eventually come to a better place- Uncle Iroh
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if you looking for a sign then this is it. Please don’t give up, you are worth so much. It will get better, trust me. Please don’t give up now, you’re gonna make it. You should be proud of yourself, you’ve made it this far ❤️ sending you all my love x
Micha you are loved you know your mommy a world so comes home I'll never leave you
Im ten ._.
I know thx i am autistic so it's hard for me to do stuff because people always judging me
Thank you so mucg
what audio music did you put in the background
I actually sobbed when I looked over at the empty couch, just seeing my innocent self looking me in the eyes when he was saying I should tell her all the bad things I tell myself. I was crying so hard and all I managed to say was “I’m sorry”
Same happened to me and it broke my heart how true his words are🥺
Me 2 💚
I broke down...
@@rainy6037 bruh stfu
꧁Gacha Pipsqueak꧂ *UR nOt uSinG bOomEr rIgHt, BoOmEr*
I really wish someone told me that I was “fine” and that I was “perfect” when I was 10, because all I wanted to do was end it
i hope things are better now bud, please remember that thing always get better, for everyone. you just have to get through the bad times and the good times will come. you have reserves of strength that you don’t even know about, and you’ve gotten through so much already - you can get through even more. you are loved and people care about you (i do.) if you ever want to talk, i’m here. stay strong and stay hopeful, you can get through this
Bro same here dude
I'm so proud of you for coming this far 🥰 you got this luv 🌺 I'm rooting for you 💙
Its late... But you're perfect.
@Alexa_ art's im sorry, im late.. You're perfect.
I'd tell her, It does get worse, but your perfect and amazing. I can't promise everything will stop but you won't go through with it alone.
Alpha_SheWolf ❤️❤️❤️
Same thing i would do
I wish someone would tell me that from time to time bc it's hard not having nobody at all and wanting to just give up but don't and you cut everyday and to fell like a pis of shit it's hard man
*You’re
you're* almost
I'd tell myself: You'll be betrayed, used, and hurt but you'll come out stronger and better than those who do you wrong. Trust, believe, and love yourself.
Yes 👍
The bad thing is that it all started when i was ten so my 10 years old would be an innocent ten year old. Now i am 12 i think about suicide often but i have a self control and i know its wrong.
@@ni-kiminaj2503 I'm here if you need to talk im 16 and I lost my father when I was 12 I felt like I had nobody to talk to but the truth was I didn't let people talk to me I never knew if anyone would care I'm still contemplating suicide I wish I had someone to talk to so I'm here if anyone is willing to talk
@@ni-kiminaj2503 same I feel u but trust me it will get better either today or tomorrow. HOLD ON
The fact is that this 10 year old girl was happy , she didn't think she was fat or worthless or embarassment even though things changed after that....she really enjoyed life and was joyous , she believed she was perfect ,but that girl isn't like that anymore due to various reasons she has changed , she once knew everything will be okay but she can't believe that now and yeah I would rather love to be that little girl again
Yes u r right..I want that 10 year old girl back..🤧🤧🤧🤧
I thought I was the only one who thinks that..
The ten year old version of me was almost the opposite of me now...
She was happy almost all the time, I cry and shout and storm off almost all the time
She had no idea what depression, self-harm, anorexia etc was, I constantly think about those sorts of things
She thought she was popular, I know I’m not
She did schoolwork, I basically just sit on my phone
She loved her life, I wish it was different
She believed in herself, I don’t
She saw good in everyone, I think everyone’s judging me
She stood up for what she believed was right, I wish I did
She made her parents proud, I just argue with mine
She was nice, I’m not
And she loved herself, but I hate myself
@@bexthet-rex I feel u... It's just like if we we're drowning and no one could save us from feeling down...
Same... i'm tired to be not okay, with my gender... my friends.... and myself
im crying. god.
I'm in the same boat as you
Yep me too😭
😭
Ahhhbh me too
i like how everyone in the comments is like "i would tell her she's perfect" and im here thinking of all the things i did wrong , i would tell her to stop it now
Same
I'd still be telling myself that I'm horrible no matter the age
So would i.🥺
I would tell her that despite everyone's judgement and being alone. Relatives saying bad things about you just because your parents aren't there and being bullied, I would tell her to be happy.
literally same this kinda hurt cuz it’s so true
15 sec in and I’m crying, I could never say that to myself back then, I was so happy, and in 2 years, so much can change....everything can change in 5 min.
Same I was so happy then life just hits you deep.
Yea I was so happy but then two years later it crashed
The biggest mistake of life was turning 12
That hits hard for me...
Just alone this comment.
Two years ago my Dad died. I turned 12 this year. These two years are already hard for me....
So it hits hard......
It was really like. In five Minutes my whole world crashed. I didn't understud what happend but now it all got soooo clear.
I was happy.... but then after my eleventh birthday it all changed.
When I was 10 years old I was being physically bullied at school, every day I would come home with new bruises on my legs, I'd shower and sob seeing myself look so broken, I couldn't tell nobody not my mom not my dad nobody I was going through it alone.
You dont need to go through it alone
@@chloeandmax8637 Thank you! doing much better now and have many great people in my life who support me in my downfalls happy new year x
I'm so sorry that you had to go through that. Hope you are better.
Imagine being 10 and going through that...I’m so sorry that you had to go through that, stay strong 🥺💛
@@inesgangl3828 Thank you for the kind words! I'm much better now, and will be making the best of this year stay safe and stay blessed :) ♥
It’s kinda sad that I’m sitting hear listening to this looking at my 10 year old brother eating so sloppy. I love him! I love me! I wish He never grows up...
Same my brother is always happy I hope I stays like this forever
I’m kinda late to this but I wish I could say the same for my brother, he’s three years younger than me, we fight all the time and even when I do feel bad for him and I try to be a little nicer for that time being all I get is being screamed at, bosses around.
シ Petite Bear same for my brother the only time he doesn’t smile is when I’m around him that’s why we don’t talk much but I hope he lives a beautiful life even without me
I_am_a_kiwi_bish _ well I hope your wish comes true and he does end up living a beautiful life, same with you.
@@sI0m0 Delt with the same thing, My brother is 2 years younger then me. Can't say much but let's say, he often hurts me. He would always tell me I should be dead and I'm a disgrace to the family. So yep- that's my life I guess.
“Everything’s going to be okay.”
when will that happen?
how long do I have to wait?
I’m tired of hearing the same bullshit.
silver rosez yeah, it’s actually not helping at all...
val tina exactly how long? My life has been a wreck since 2nd grade and I’m in 6th now. Please tell me how long because I look forward to that day!
I felt that on a lot of levels.... heard that a bunch of time....💔💔😭😭
It will happen once you realize that the power lies within you and if you don't get yourself together, it won't get better, no one can help you to make you believe in your own power as yourself
The thing is, it wont happen without any efforts, its like expecting to have your super ready every nights without having to cook despite living alone, it wont change without you changing, it will not get better without any efforts and risks, sure time will erase some memories but if you wanna know an exact date like its gonna happen magicly out of nowhere then yeah, its never gonna happen and youre gonna keep crying on that lazy ass of yours.
Dear Ten year old me,
I know it’s hard. Really hard. Don’t give up on school, don’t give up on art and the other things that make you happy. You’re gonna go through some really cringey phases so, be ready for that I guess. You’re gonna have a niece in about a year or so. You’re going to love her. You’re gonna learn a few instruments, and find some artists you really like. You’re gonna find out you’re Pan! Oh wait, you probably don’t know what that means...well for now it doesn’t matter. You’re gonna have your heart broken so many times, but you’ll pull through. You’ve got two really good friends who’ll stick with you years after the rest of them left. Eventually, your mom will say you’re moving to a place very, very far away. Away from the rest of your family, away from those really good friends. It’s okay, that plan doesn’t work out, you’ll live with your dad instead. Things will seem really bad, but it gets better, I promise you.
-Sincerely, your best friend, me.
I'd tell her..
"You'll get low self esteem in the future, you'll get called fat by your own little sister. You're worried about everything you do, and if it's okay to do such thing. You feel like your not good enough. You don't feel loved. You want to believe it'll get better but, it gets worse all over again."
*Sorry you couldn't become a singer, or have the happiness you deserved. Sorry that this isn't a happy ending, like in those fairytales.* - 14 Year old me
I’m fealing the same way. I’m also 14, And I’m into music. My advice to you us to just do it. Start that UA-cam channel you always dreamed about. Start posting covers of your favorite songs. Do the things that makes you happy. Don’t let anything stop you! I post covers on my main channel. You can check it out if you’d like. I can give you some more advice then. My main channel is Shem Faizullah.
I’ll remember that❤️ But take your own advice. It’s never to late.
army!!
*my deppressed 10 year old self watching this rn be like* 👁👄👁
Are you okay..?
If you had something in mind.. you can try to write it.. express anything over it.. and make sure you put it well where no one can see it.. so no one can judge you, only you can judge it.. by saying " I've become stronger now"
@@cherylcallysta4765 thank you so much, I'll try doing that and see if it works
it take them to young
Same girl same
if I could have a conversation with my 10 year old self, id tell him that it will get worse. i can see him, but what i can’t see is the child in him. the child had got taken away and never got put back. he never knew the child in him, and if he did, he doesn’t remember. so id tell him to brace himself for what’s to come, because in 3 years, he’ll want to put a bullet in his head
I hope you know that things get better, always, for everyone. You just have to get through the bad times, and the good times will come. You’re not the exception. You are loved and people care about you. I sure care about you, if you ever want to talk I’m here. You have reserves of strength that you don’t even know about and you can get through this. You’ve gotten through so much already and you can get through more. Please focus on getting through each day at a time and look after yourself. Stay hopeful and stay strong. It will get better and you will get through this.
I hope your doing better, even just a little. To be honest I’ve been thinking the same thing as you for a couple months, about how I could just end it all within seconds. I haven’t brought myself to doing anything with that thought, so I hope you keep going.
Dang same tho bro
Lol same. My suicidal thoughts first appeared when I was 10 so things didn't really change up to now other than a half-hearted attempt that was made lmao
I fully believe that, objectively, I just got worse. I don't want to go full pessimistic and say it'll never get better but at least I still had good grades when I was 10 ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
My cosuin did that to himself he killed himself and it wont help trust me just dont come on dudeu have so much to live for im not gonna say the stupid dumb shit like its god plan and he wont give u anything u cant handle because its not god helping u get better its you, you are the one who has to wake up and say im a amazing person and i deserve this life i deserve to be happy.
I never felt like this when I was 10. It all started when I started to think. I started to think about what the people around me thought. I started to think "I'm not okay"
"Your not normal why can't you be more more like her , her that perfect person." I wanted to change, I wanted to "fix" myself, i wanted to be like everyone else so much that I did for a long time. I would look in the mirror and think is this okay Now? Is this good enough for them? My mom, my "friends" , my nonexistent dad , random strangers. Is this good enough. But at some point I became so depressed that I dident care. I dident care if I lived or I died.my grades fell, my mom dident know what to do, my family treated me like I was a nothing. So I stoped everything and I know this is a long rant I'm sorry.
♥️
Kat Kyle
💔 I wanna die
I just read your comment and I’m in tears bc this is how I feel
Oh sweetheart, you're worth it. I promise you, everything is going to be alright, okay? Their comments don't define who you are, their opinion doesn't matter. You're beautiful, you're perfect. Don't listen to the voices in your head that say otherwise, you are stronger than that. You've been through so much, I just need you to hold on for a little longer, okay? I promise this will all end soon, I just need you to be strong, I need you to stay alive. It's worth it, I promise. x
Whyd you even say sorry? Theres nothing wrong to tell other people how it feels. Cause i do care, and everyone else is doing same thing. I know it must be heartbreaking to realize that everything against you, everything didn't mean a thing anymore, everything makes you wanna sleep and never wake up again. But you need to know that 'everything' wasn't mean EVERYTHING. Cause if you still alive till this day, you weren't part of that everything. If you being loved by someone, they weren't part of that everything. And if they love you, maybe you are the reason that keeping them alive. The thing that wasn't everything is mean a thing, they're not against you, and you need keeping yourself alive for that. You need to find other non-everything reason that would keeping you alive. You need to go out of your comfort zone. Do things that you never imagine before. Skydiving, hiking, traveling, do anything until you found the new non-everything. Dont ever stop. Because that would keeping you alive. In your journey, you might found someone like you. You know what to tell them right? You need to tell yourself about that too. You deserve to be happy. You deserve to be loved, by yourself. Be happy cause you are more than what you think. You are precious. Have a good year cailyn!
I literally cried the moment the man mentioned “couch” bc it’s literally beside me. And i saw my innocent self looking at me back.. she really looked miserable. I know i tell myself that i’m ugly but at that moment i just can’t call her “ugly”. She may not be perfect, but she’s all i have.
Honestly, for the first time in years, I feel like my 10 year old self could be proud of me again
This showed in my recommendation and I knew it was going to make me cry; and I don't regret clicking.
I saw her.
I don't think I'm pretty at all now. There was a time that I thought I was beautiful. Over time I felt ugly and people kept telling me that. I was fat and people relentlessly reminded me.
Putting myself in front of younger me has a different point of view. I can't bring myself to call a child ugly or fat or worthless. It makes me wonder how the people who said it to me could say that to a child.
As cliche as it sounds, beauty is inside. Cruel people can turn you cruel and if you become cruel, that's what will make you ugly.
Ungrateful people make you feel worthless.
It might be too late for me now but if I could go back and sit with her, I'd tell her that. I'll also tell her that we lose weight and our skin is not completely clear but better in the future.
To my 10 year old self
I'm sorry. I really am sorry. I disappointed you/myself. I'm sorry I failed us. I'm sorry that I didn't become who you thought you will be. It hurts so bad to know that if my 10 year old self sees me she will be so fucking disappointed.
😭😭😭😭that's the saddest thing i ever read and i understand what u saying as a little boy growing up with not much and parents who never got along my childhood was u can say complicated
If that makes sense
why im crying 😭😭
I hope you’re doing better two years later. I hope things got better for you, I really do. ❤️
I hope you feel better now.
But when I was 10 people were already telling me this...
Same to me and im still going thru it but i dont rlly care about it no more cuz i know its true and i just feel happy ppl call me all of this stuff
Same...
Rt same here
Same.
It started when I was 6-
The fact that we all were exposed to this at age ten or even younger for me is just
10 as well
When he said “shes an embarassment” i cried a LOT
"But i don't have a couch."
Srry XD
柳茶Via same😂I looked at my bed
Aye wei wu xian 😎👋🏻
Lmao
Omgg same HAHAHAHA
LOL
For whoever needs this, you will be okay, just keep pushing through, you'll be okay.
I feel horrible after I watched this cause I only have one life and I have been just telling my self these horrible words... remember *you love you, and I love me* stay safe
No one told me i am this way that way but I always compare myself to everyone, I never spending time to getting to know the real me and i just follow trend, stupid beauty standards, to be accepted to be admired and to be loved, now today is a full moon Leo, I realising the old me, i am grateful for everything and even i was broken by myself but everything happens for a reason right ^^ i love you all and today i releasing myself from expectation
hey i'm happy and proud that u chose this choice....so keep living your life on ur own terms:)
I just imagined my nine year old self ( the age when it all started till now ) and I just couldn't stop felling her big childish eyes staring at me seeing what I've become but at same time waiting for me to tell her that she's loved and that it's gonna end soon right? It's not gonna last forever right?
This hit so close to home. I was always the odd one out. I felt that I was completely alone in the world. This made me cry because of how true it is for me. Thank you for posting this
My 10 year old self was innocent, a decent human being, and just a good kid. My destructive personality tends to push people I love and care about away. It ruins friendships that could’ve lasted my entire life, forged by nothing but care and compassion.
It's a fact that this just showed up at your recommendation page.... no one actively searched for this video it just shows up the time you needed it.
My 10-year-old self would believe that I’m just clarifying everything she’s been thinking
I’m all of those things. I said all of those things to myself when I was 10. Because
They were true
My mom told me these things when I was really little and I would hit myself or cry till I turn purple...
But would you be capable, as the person you are now, be capable of telling your little self that face to face? Knowing full well she's aware of it? Knowing full well they have that in their minds for the longest time.
Would you say all that to her?
@Arleah Soliz and so am i
@@reiilun8648 probably not :(
The stars moving is lovely 😊
God I feel so lucky to only have started feeling that or thinking about that when I was 15 yo.
That has been quite some time now too, but I can't imagine feeling like that when you're 10... Everyone is so strong for being able to survive those destructive thoughts. I wish everyone who reads this a magnificent and fulfilling life.
This all started for me way younger then ten I hope u don’t mind or take offense in this but ur lucky it started when u were older and it should never happen to anyone but it should never happen to a child cause lemme tell u it has destroyed me cause that’s what I grew up with
If I could go back and tell myself something I would tell her to appreciate every moment of happiness she feels. She has a rough ass road ahead of her so she should enjoy her happiness while she can.
I imagine my 10 year old self next to me being so happy and oblivious to anything bad...
And I'm hear having emotional break downs because I'm losing myself
Edit: Guys I'm doing so well I'm feeling like my normal self again
for me all the pain started when i was 12 i would do anything for me to go back and tell my 10 yr old self to enjoy herself
@@fahiima07 damn
I really really hope you guys are doing better now. I can't do much for you other than hope and pray. So that's what I'll do 🙂🙃
Now I want to hug that man :')
man.....this hit me hard.....I never saw myself as fat or very ugly.....but I wasn't very kind to myself at that age and above........When he said to imagine 10 year old me....I lost it....I saw her.....and all I could think of was....I wanted to embrace her and just hold her and tell her that nothing was her fault.....and that she is not stupid or weird....I just broke down...thank you for this video I.....I needed this.
I think the part that hurt most for me was that despite seeing myself at 10 looking at me, I didn't even struggle to tell her that she was all those things and then I look at the comments and see people who couldn't
This is making me cry because of how much I can relate to this
it’s fine, i didn’t need to say that to myself. my parents did that for me.
love not having to do things myself, right?
When I was 10 years old, I didn’t have single worry in the world, but now everything has changed. I lost all my childhood friends, I get stressed all the time bc of school, I cry/worry over the smallest things, I don’t have a good relationship with my family. I always try to be the best I can and I don’t want to disappoint anyone. I always try to please everyone and I’m not happy, but I’m not sad either. I overthink too much and blame myself for everything. Everyone expects so much from me and it’s hard because I’m at a point in my life where I’m tired of everything and everyone. I’m always there for my friends, but it feels like they’re never there for me. I don’t like talking about my feelings because I’m afraid that people are going to judge me. I always bottle my emotions up. I can’t even cry in font of my family or friends because they might think I’m weak. People think I have a prefect life, they think I have a perfect family and perfect grades, but I don’t. I always feel lonely, even when I’m with friends or my own family. My parents call me stuff and compare me to others and they don’t think it affects me, but it does. It hurts me so much that my self esteem is low. I feel like I can’t trust anyone but myself. I wish nothing changed. I wish I was happy:(
The world became way clearer when we were all 10... The world decided to show its true colors, nothing in life is free, fair, or made to your liking. That's how we grew to brace ourselves for this society... ❤
This is from my fat dairy right?? Rea talking to her therapist
Charii yes it is 😊
Every time I come back on this audio, it gets to me everytime.
I did not cry, and I will not cry because of this. I looked at myself, and I told my ten year old self what she already knew. If I was 9, it would be the same. If I was 8, it would be the same. If I was 7, it would be the same. I looked at myself on the couch and told myself exactly how I felt. I was a burden, I was ugly, I was fat, and I was an embarrassment. And I knew. I lived in it. I may just be emo or hormonal right now, but that's what happened. I looked at myself and told myself things she already knew, and accepted by then. I hope you don't feel the same, because once you accept these feelings, it's almost impossible to escape. It's almost impossible to believe the words people tell you everyday. Just recently I felt happy with my appearance, and general existence, even if it was just for a minute. It's been a long time. So don't accept what you say to yourself unless it is only positive, and if it is negative, see how you can work on yourself, and improve. Because it's normal to cry, when hearing these things, it's almost healthy.
This audio makes me think of how I felt when I was ten and how I thought I wasn’t good enough for anything
i would tell her to embrace what she has. that her body was made the way it is for a reason. maybe she doesn't like it, she doesn't three years later either, but she has to learn to embrace it and learn that it is there, not to be made fun of, but to give her a life, to give her the ability to live the life she wants to and that the way it looks only matters to herself and she's the only person talking it down. i would tell her it takes a long time to start liking it or start understanding it isn't there for fun, and that she is still trying to get to grips with the fact that she is beautiful the way she is. even with a bit of fat, acne, the nose she has and the thick thighs. and how even now as a teenager she is trying to learn these different things. and speaking now, at thirteen years old, to myself, i am so sorry. i am the only reason you felt this way, things will get worse, you will feel worse about yourself, but don't let it effect your personality or how you live your life. you're your own harshest critic, don't be. i am sorry.
❤ I hope things get better for you
Imagine a ten year old of yourself
Me: I’m ten soooo .-.
Omg I’m glad I’m not the only one-
@- navis - your really mature for your age :)
@@blooms8964 you are beautiful, you are loved and everything is going to be okay!! also happy birthday
"You're gonna be fine." Honestly, I'm so tired of hearing those words because it'll never be fine. The world is a filthy place. I started seeing the real world when I was 5. My innocence was ruined so early on that I wished I was clueless until how. That I wished I was innocent until now. I wish I can go back and just cover my past self's eyes and ears. I wish I can go back and fix my family...
Mhm
I don't know if there is any 10 years old, or even a bit older reading that but hey, it will be okay. 10 years ago, I was that 10 years old. I suffered from bullying for 7 years. But now I'm 20 and I'm okay. Everything will be okay. Don't listen to others pulling you down, don't change yourself for them. Don't look in the mirror with this idea that you could be better to "show them". You don't have to show them anything. You are strong, you are smart, you are beautiful. A bad moment is only temporary. The only thing you have to work on is on your happiness. Do things for yourself, do your best to be happy and the best human you can ever be. And if no one told you today hey, I'm proud of you. Never give up
I don't need to tell her, she knows it already ❤️
Woww I really needed this❤️
I dance at a studio where girls do all sorts of dances to these kind of things. One of my really good friends did her solo to this. as I was watching it, it hit me. this is beautiful and whoever made it props to them, at the end of the girls dance I was full on sobbing because that how good it was. this song shows u the real world and what goes on inside your head. so when the girl did the dance to it, it hit home. She had layers of clothes on while dancing and as the song kept going on she kept taking them off, so at the end she had just a leotard left on. it was the most beautiful thing I’ve seen in a long time.
i didnt think id be this sad, crying in my room, staring next to my 10 year old self, i just couldnt tell her that she was fat and ugly. she never was. the other day i read/heard something about healing your inner child, so you can move on. its something i recommend you to do, i just did it once, but it already helped me. heal your inner child and the person you are right now, the person you are at this time reading this, will heal as well.
"You depressed?!"
"Dont make me laugh"they said
My parents said I wasnt depressed.. After that I kinda just kept in the pain since I was 9 or 10. Im 12 now, al I keep in is my sadness and anger. And I cant do that as much, look who i am now: an emotionless person who even if the saddest thing happens, they wont care because they dont want to show too much emotions near parents
@@fundy5829 Im so sorry
My parents either understand me and I have been through a lot
But talk with someone tho like a friend u are close with and do smth that makes you feel better
,I wish ur parents try to understand you and ur feelings
But you are still 12 and I just wanna hug u rn
Everything will be ok so dont give up
Be happy 🥺I love u
@@cutthecrap4736 aww thank u. I actually have a good friend who is also depressed and knows what im going through. Thank u for the free hugs tho :0
@@sohrabhossain2693 hewo other 12 year old :>
@@sohrabhossain2693 hello ^^ hows your day? mine rn is actually good-
I would tell her to not turn 12. Trust me, I was the most CRINGE at 12. At least I am 13 now and gonna be 14 on September
*edit: I’m 14 now and I’m gonna tell her to not turn 13 as well. Being 10 was better and easier. I had it good then.*
I was about 8 years old when I grew self conscious, I had been in ballet at the time and one day noticed how all of the other girls class were so much skinnier, flexible, and better than I was, it was that day that I started telling myself terrible things about myself. I had started calling myself “ugly” and “fat,” “worthless” and “a mistake.” The insults from my own brain came every single day and there was no possible way to stop any of them. Here I am now, and I’ve grown even more self conscious to the point where I HAVE to wear a loose shirt to feel like I look good, where I HAVE to use filters in my photos to look good, I look in the mirror and all I can see are my imperfections. I don’t know how to get rid of it, and I want to go back to that day when it all started and tell 8 year old me “Hey, you’re beautiful and amazing. You’re one of the kindest little girls I know. It does NOT matter if these other girls look skinnier, because your body is amazing no matter what.” But here we are now, stuck as a teenager, and still feeling this way. I wish we could just turn everything back and be confident about ourselves instead of ashamed.
I looked at my couch and I saw my 10 year old self, getting bullied for somewhat reason, and getting depression. I would tell her to never give up, stay strong, and that when she gets older, some thing's change, and that she should grow up being a loving, kind, girl just like before.
but the thing is... when i was 10 i didnt care if i was ugly and i was underweight too and if my current self says to my 10 y/o self that she is ugly or fat or an embarrassment all i can see is her literally not giving a damn about it lmao
I felt this on more than a personal level....
“If she said to you that’s how she felt about herself, what would you tell her?”
“It be like that sometimes”
I saw myself, when I was 10 I knew that's when everything started to fall apart. I saw myself... the flashbacks came gushing in all those crying and feelings of unworthiness and apologetic for existing... I literally sobbed... when he started saying tell her she's horrible and ugly... I saw my 10 year old self come to me and just held my hand crying... she looked so fragile and begging me not to say those things to her... I just held and caressed her hand and I said "you're ok... you're beautiful... don't say sorry" and like how I always do, that 10 year old me just wiped her tears away using her wrist and then I opened my eyes and saw no one there and I'm just crying... I can't tell her that in person... I can't make her feel ok anymore cuz that was 8 years ago... I wanted to hug her...and tell her that... wish someone said that when I was 10.... I'm typing this right now still crying...
Once I closed my eyes. I saw here.
A small perfect, pretty, amazing, talented girl. Sitting on the couch with a sad look.
I couldn't call her ugly. I couldn't call her an embarrassment. I couldn't call her fat or a waste of space.
Instead I started to cry. In my head I reach out and hugged her in my arms and told her she means the world. That she was going to do so many great things as she grows up. And no matter what, the only person that matters is her. And no one else, especially their opinions. She is perfect, in every shape and form. And I love her so much.
I’m crying.... 😭😭 it’s so good tho 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻
If I saw my 10 year old self I would be the one crying and so would her. At 10 I was depressed, I cried my eyes out begging for god to take me away, I kept begging to go to heaven, to die.
Me, as a 10 year old, looking at my mirror: *Why hello there*
Im turning 10 This Year... But Knowing That They Say "Your Fine" Just Makes Me Feel Better... Knowing That Somebody Is There To Care 🦋
Hey! You're fine and whenever you feel you're not fine that's okay too just know that you're perfect the way you are no matter what ppl say bad about you...you are loved( ◜‿◝ )♡ (in advanced)Happy Birthday~
When I was 10 I didnt think I would last this long I'm 15 I lived 5 years longer then I was thinking I was going to. If I was able to back and time I would just let my 10 year old self cry and tell her "everything isn't always perfect like us but we always got to try our best for him" him is my grandpa that passed away when I was 5 he helped me with everything and always told to try and push through so that's been my goal to always think about him when something is wrong
And what if im still ten..and feel like this even if im too young!!Even with ten years old ..i strugle getting out of bed cause ik it will be the same..going to school ..starting class..trying my best in it, but anxiety doesnt let me consentrate..and hearing my mom say that its because im always in my phone but its not..going to recess ..seeing my "friends"laughting living their life happy..it is horrible being too hot outside but can get off my sweater cause those scars will bleed..watching her getting away from me..being alright with me..and all kerps going again..and again..when i get home i hug my grandma and telling her that my day was great..then going to my room..and finally i can stop fake smiling..
Stay strong. I hope it gets better and I love you ❣️
How are you feeling nowdays?
Hun, you’re too young to feel this way. No child should feel this way. If you ever need anyone to honestly talk to please dm me on insta if you have it @enbydisgrace
Seriously, a child your age should never feel this way and I’m so sorry you’ve been dealt a bad hand in life at so young. I really hope life is treating you better now these days🙂
Here’s what I would say: “it does get worse before it gets better. But you make it through, because you are smart, kind, and beautiful.”
I realized at this age, everything was clear to me when I was 10. You know the feeling when you're just looking back at the summary of how your life went until now. That's the point when you start to cry because you can't hold on anymore. I personally don't wanna commit suicide or anything like that because I want to live, but I just want all the bad things to end and live a happy life. I still have a mission which is very private that I will complete and I hope the best for my loved ones. I'm doing this mission for them because of this shameful person that I just really hate who has been lying all along.
But the guy doesn't understand...it won't be okay because people changed! When I see myself as a little girl I see her happy and beautiful..when I see myself I see nothing...it won't be okay...I'm sorry I broke down crying and wanted to say how I feel..it was probably a bad idea..
I know I'm pretty late but you don't have to say sorry for saying how you feel.I hope things are getting better❤️❤️
I'd just tell her:
It's ok
I have listened to so many audio about depression, anxiety, death, etc but they have never hit as hard as this one.
I’m 13, when I was 10, I was fine with everything, I imagined my 10 year old self in the couch, staring at me. She was a different person and she is today. She didn’t care what people thought of her, of course I would never call her ugly, or fat, or stupid, I wouldn’t call her worthless, I was happy with myself. I didn’t compare myself, I didn’t notice anything different, But things change and I try so hard. But when you think people treat you different, it’s so hard, I want to go back. I wish I could just talk to her, ask how to do it, even tho it’s me, Ig I forgot? I just want to talk, about life with her, we were so different even tho it was only 3 years ago. I want to tell her that things will change.
Even tho I’m only 11 I have to deal with social anxiety alone with no one to support:/
Same here 🙂but let us smile ✨🦋🍁🌟
I was eating dirt still when I was 10
being bullied for being ugly when you were younger really changes you.
I saw this on my recommendation right when I need it. I literally cried.m
That’s explains my whole life
Whoever is reading this right now… we will probably never meet but I wish you all the best in your life! Some things could be very problematic due to the current situation, but keep fighting for your goals and dreams! You can do anything you want! Have a nice day!❤️
I know loving yourself and seeing your own worth is a really difficult thing,,, but also a process. I loved myself with the help of my loved ones and now I'm getting the most warm and beautiful love, which is from myself. it is the best love I've ever received. to all those people who call themselves ugly, fat, useless, stupid, etc. pls don't do it. I have never seen you but I already know how precious, amazing and beautiful you are. whatever you are going through just remember that you're strong and you can achieve and overcome everything! you're not trash! you were not born a trash neither you became one! even if everyone tells you this don't believe them, don't listen to them! you're adorable honey. I know you are and you'll do everything you want. never tell yourself otherwise. you'll be happy! I promise. because I became too. after so much trial I accepted myself. i loved myself. and you'll do too. I believe in you and I urge you to listen to your heart and make your dreams reality. I love you, take care and always rest when you feel tired and overwhelmed :] ♡
The fact that as a 10 year old I was disgusted by myself and ashamed because I thought I was fat. I couldn’t find my confidence and I thought about dying makes all of this even sadder
Everything is going to be okay ✨♥️
I imagined myself at Age 6 cuz I already said these things to me when I was 10 but Im still crying so hard rn...
the thing is, my 10 yr old self, she already was telling herself this stuff. it’s been going on since i was 9...for me i think of my 5 yr old happy little self. i was extremely extroverted, sunshine and rainbows. she was unaware of my parents fights about dad cheating. if i were to tell her i was her, she wouldn’t believe me. i’m introverted, favorite colors are black grey purple turquoise. her favorite color was the rainbow or pink. if i told her what i tell myself...oh gosh i’d start crying. she’s too innocent to hear that.
I actually thought I was going to cry, because when I was 10 I got put on medicine that made me want to eat more and I always felt like a disappointment or worthless, but after I told my church friends about it I felt better I about myself. i felt like I wasn't a burden to anyone, I still feel that way a lot, especially since I started middle school last year, I didn't have many friends at school and this year i still don't have many friends in school. I know my church friends and one of my best friends will always be there for me no matter what.
Really interesting video, this will help so much people.
Someone name of the song..please???
I found a comment saying it's "tessa" from transformers 4
I need the music
No Name ''Tessa'' from Transformers.
Mark Walsh xoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxooxoxox moaaah
No Name hey it's what I do !
my 10 year old self was playing a capture the flag game, she couldn’t sit on the couch while I listened to this. she was at her best friends house. she was laughing while riding her bike out in the forest. she was reading a book while lying on her bed. she was planning out her future with her childhood crush.
*wish I could do these things one last time. just to feel that real childhood joy. just one more time.*
I turned 11 quite a while back, and though it's been only a bit, I still feel there's such a huge difference. I've grown so much, learned so much, changed so much. For the good, and for the bad.
What I'd like to tell her,
Baby, you're doing great. You're fine, and you'll pull through no matter what. Remember that I love you, okay? Survive.
I've listened to this so many times over the years and I always just look over to my side and see a younger me. I can't help but cry because of how betrayed and unloved she felt. She was slowly being eaten up by that dark mass of self loathing and anxiety and all the trust issues that were developing. I feel so bad for her and I just wish she could have had a normal childhood instead of being the couple therapist for her parents and family. In the end all I can do is watch her get consumed by that darkness everytime and all I can say is "I am so sorry that we have to go through this"
I bitterly cried so hard. But so silently laying on my bed listening to this audio. I could see the 10 year old me, innocent little girl telling herself that shes not good enough. 🖤
hello it was so nice really can anyone tell me the song please?
thanks! it’s called best thing that ever happened by steve jablonsky :)
mille merciii
WHATS THIS BLOODY SONG I KEEP HEARINGNIT EVERYWHERE AND I DONT KNOW THE NAME OF IT PLEASE HELP.
Charlie Bailey "Tessa" from transformers
Thank you thank you thank you
Charlie Bailey welcome, just started watching these videos last night that's why I just then saw ya's video.
I used this audio in an edit of mine, I liked the audio in the description box. Heres a link to the video
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Jelieb aw lovely, thanks for letting me know! i’ll have a look😘
Life can be like a long dark tunnel and we may not always see the light at the end of the tunnel but if we keep moving we’ll eventually come to a better place- Uncle Iroh