Crack Addict interview-Annette
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- Опубліковано 14 гру 2022
- Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Annette, a crack addict on Skid Row.
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Annette is more eloquent and coherent in telling her life story than most sober people. Quotable insights from beginning to end. Wonder what that mind could do if it could get past all the pain. Clearly a diamond in the rough.
I couldn't agree more. I hope Mark asks her back because I want to know her educational background, not just schooling. She has many natural gifts.
You clearly have no idea how crack works on some people. Uppers can actually calm the mind making it easier to communicate. I’m tired of the ignorance when it comes to drugs. Do some research and stop assuming you know what you’re talking about. Not all drugs make you drool and act like a maniac dummy.
Calvin, you discern that too!! She’s a gifted storyteller, but the terrible things in life lead her in the wrong direction! In spite of all of that, God can put her back together again!
This is what it means to be truly free.
Indeed.
Imagine who this woman could be had she been properly nurtured, protected, and properly loved during her formative years.
You’d be surprised… that’s why I stopped judging. Life gets the best of some of us sometimes. Hope is all we have ❤
I know someone like this and it breaks my heart. The potential for them to have had a great life if it weren't for their beginnings. 😪
Itotally agree, this women can be saved.!!!!
Elegant & eloquent. Bless you darlin.
This woman went through hell as a child. No child should have to go through things like this. Very sad, and people wonder why some turn out as they do in adulthood smh.
Yes I said similar in my comment. The hellish life these kids are born into is nothing short of a nightmare.....why do some "parents" get to have the privilege of giving birth only to bring these babies into hell on earth??? I will Never understand but I love the way she talks and tells her story....hopefully one day she will get the freedom of sobriety and some happiness in this life she never got as a child 💯❤️😥
It’s why ALL people turn out how they do. If we wanted to change a generation we would focus on kids ages 0-5. 🇺🇸
The violence and dysfunction in many African American families goes directly back to the plantation. This culture of violence didn't stop when these people walked away from plantations. It was passed down like a recipe for gumbo. What you see with many black people is the mimicking of the brutality they experienced at the hands of overseers and Slave owners. This kind of dysfunction rarely exists in African families from the continent. God Bless this woman.
@@JT0007 If we really wanted to change a nation, we would control the ability for just anyone to have children in the first place.
That made me cried
Wow she looks damn good to be 62 years old! In addition to that I resonate with the mind and heart statement I too battled with that . I wish her great health and peace!
Best wishes to you in life as well ❤
So imagine her at 22 or 32 she was probably a beautiful woman she is now
Thats a matter of opinion...
@@thebeneficiary8034 go away you miserable person
@@venessatucker1812 Stop speaking about this person. I bet you don't know him personally do you?
What a remarkable woman. Fascinating. Very generous with her life stories. What a privilege to listen to her. Thank you.
She is a beautiful human being.
well said
Suffice it to say she had an extremely traumatic childhood
And…. How come we didn’t leave
Sounds like a bunch of lies to me
You can tell when someone needs to talk, only 1 question is asked and their entire history comes out.
False. She doesn't need to talk, nice try trying to divert attention from your need to listen.
Hmm interesting
So true
@@ellesbells902 huh what are you even trying to say
It depends on the person alot of street people are not so friendly
MARK!!! You gotta get her back for more air time. For a person to grow from abuse, to addiction, then to adulthood trauma, her clear thinking and precise words is a true testament of her own internal fight to survive & thrive...in her own way. Annette is just different then many here. And Im looking forward to hearing her next session!
Totally agre,& i wasn't expecting much because mostly i just skip after a minute but this interview was captivating from start to finish.
How are these interviews helping anyone save their soul?
She made me cry
The heartbreak. The pain if rejection
@@DavidBryant sometimes being able to tell your story is helpful sometimes feeling like others care helps 🤷🏾♀️
@David same as it would if someone was gay or committing adultery, it's their testimony. These interviews help those struggling with addictions. It teaches others what not to do and what comes with this particular lifestyle. Some of these same addicts talk about God and how they believe God is the only one who can help them overcome. For example Mark did another interview with a young lady name Savannah who was a crack addict. Savannah talked about God and her relationship with him while being an addict.
A beautiful soul with a tragic life. I am so proud of her. She embodies perseverance and hope.
Have you ever had a conversation with this person?
@@thebeneficiary8034 Have you?
@@nishekawardlow7841 I'm not the one speaking about him like I know him
@@thebeneficiary8034 It is irrelevant weather or not the man had a conversation with this woman. He’s clearly admiring her through her adversity.
@@nishekawardlow7841 Ok
So very sad. She is so well spoken and sweet. What a terrible life she experienced
i think she just got elected mayor of los angeles?
🤭😂
With her bragging about her oral talent I believe that comment
Her energy proceeds her... Beautiful, articulate woman. May she continue to be blessed 🙏🏾
Do you know this person personally, sound like lies 2 me
@@thebeneficiary8034 sounds like some embellishments forsure, but that doesn't make her not eloquent lol
She is so well spoken. What a beautiful spirit. I wish the best for her!
Annette is why we should always put humanity 1st! Her story is heartbreakingly beautiful. She is here and we have been touched by her story. ❤️
Usually stories that start out with someone bragging about her bj skills are not beautiful
What others do to children is beyond evil. This lady is inspiring, talk about strong 💪🏻👍🏼
Such a shame. I hope she is doing ok
62 yrs old, what a eventful life. Her childhood makes my heart hurt. How some people make it through life with what others have poured on them, just amazes me. Annette, I truly wish you love and peace in your life. ❤
Wow what a story! Even on drugs she looks great for her age! She really painted a picture when sharing her story. So unfortunate what she went through, Annette I hope you can get clean and get some peace, you would offer a great testimony! We have to get an update on her!
What age is that? How old is she?
Annette is one of my new favourites on your channel. What a beautiful spirit! She could have been anything with that grace, charisma and intellect. I hope she can turn it around for however many years she has left. Please have her back!
I loved her interview, I hope she comes back aswell.
I agree
I agree! Such a beautiful soul…
Annette is very poised and articulate. She has been introspective about her childhood and family. She is a beautiful soul in my view. I pray she can find her peace in her life. I am sorry for her suffering…
Her childhood... So so cruel and afwul, I have no words. And still here she is, super clear thinking, very intelligent and super kind. Such a good storyteller as well! I wanna hug her!!
She is an amazing woman. We have to stop all this abuse with children in this world. Her memories are horrific. Who wouldn't want to use drugs to escape that. I hope the beat for this woman. A beautiful soul.
The best* for this woman
Looks like a man 2 me
Based on what Annette said is her biggest fear, and about love, she seems to have a better understanding of Christianity than many pastors I have known. God bless her.
She had a rough life but she can still smile. Please have her back!!
@Let's talk on👉@OfficialSoftWhiteUnderbelly you're a troll and to do it on this channel you should have shame.
I also had repressed memories. They came out when I saw a childhood video and I noticed my brother rubbing up against my sister. Then everything came back.
Next year I’m suing my older brother. They won’t lock him up but I’m doing the small things I can.
A lot of recovery has taken place since I got my memories back. This woman is so strong for dealing with it. I recently broke a stimulant addiction and understand her. 🇺🇸
He was probably abused as well.....
@@loliemanda9025 I wonder if my mom abused him, because she was abused.
I’ll never forget the day he raped my 2-yr-old sister and I fought him off of her. He would beat me, then go back to hurting her. And then I’d attack him again to stop him. It was a ⭕️ of hell. He was 10 or 11 when he did it. I don’t care if he had abuse. People who do sick stuff like this need much worse than the law allows. I went on and molested exactly 0 people after this happened to me. Suffice to say, the “I was molested so it’s understandable I molest others” excuse doesn’t fly with me.
Do what you need to for your well being. I pray for your continual healing.❤️🙏
@@JT0007exactly!!! I was taped by my own father but I sure as never laid a hand on my kids!!!! I believe a person can overcome anything!!!!
@@tinashort9098 It would be wonderful if it was actually true that "a person can overcome anything", but that isn't reality.
We all come into this world with our own individual mental wiring.
Just like no one has the same finger print, no 2 people are alike.
Some people can overcome anything and some people just can not, no matter how hard they try.
That is the more truthful statement.
She has the absolute strongest mind despite her lifetime and trauma and abuse. Such a humbling interview.
My grandmother has a similar story. You’re an angel walking this earth, keep shining Annette🤎
What an amazing woman and story she has to tell the world. She’s gone through hell and back and yet she’s so well spoken and seems to be genuinely happy. I hope she gets clean. I could really see her helping the world with her stories. Someone reach out to her and help her get clean once and for all.
Looks like a dude 2 me
@@thebeneficiary8034 man, grow up
@@thebeneficiary8034 this statement is one of those tropes racist yt ppl use to demean Black women-a very old refrain. Whether you're yt or not, you're perpetuating this dig at Black women and it's nothing to do be proud of. Do better. 🖤
@@shawandabonner9681 Dude looks like a LADY
I'm so sorry you had to grow up in that torture, you are very strong
I love when Mark doesn't even have to talk much!!! Ms. Annette tells her story well enough to write a book!! Very well spoken!
Around the 18:00 to 20:00 min mark, those words hit tf out me!! Heartbreaks really do alter your mind and spirit.
She healed me for today. Blessed lady.
What a beautiful lady.may God bless you Annette!
Annette, you are a lovely woman. I am so sorry you have had so much trauma in your life. I wish you more in your life!
She is wise beyond measures......she is a gift...wishing her all the best!
NEVER judge a book by its cover.... there is so much more to most people than just their external problems. This is deep.
I'd like to hear more from her. Such a great speaker. Her life story flowed so well. 👌
All I want shim to do is shut up
@@thebeneficiary8034 lmao bro how many times did you comment on this video? do YOU know this person? repeating the same 2 childish points like 50 times in this comment section is weirdo behaviour, you're a weirdo loool
Although Annette went through so much at such a young age, if you really listen to what she have to say, you can see that she haves a great deal of love in her heart for others.
Annette, your portrait is beautiful! I am so very sorry you have suffered abuse as a child. I did too and I know your pain.
I spent my life up to a point trying to kill that which my creators obviously thought inferior. Who wouldn't love a child?
The pain we inflict on ourselves is sometimes worse than what happened long ago.
Imagine the perfect friend.
Treat yourself like you would her.
Wishing you all the best.
Amen. Well said.❤️
Beautifully said. ❤
Such a well spoken & kind soul. I wish her the best of luck in life. Lord please wrap your arms around her 🖤🙏🏾
Annette has been through so many devastating things and yet, she has such a beautiful spirit. Also....I think she said she was 63? WOW!! A great example of how your energy can really determine how you age! She looks great, considering the lifestyle she lives.
She does. Look @ God!
Very sad what this woman went through. Has been rich has been poor, she has a lot of intelligent insight
Yes. I love her and respect her so much. God bless you infinitely. I pray they continue to have her on more so we who have no memory of our child hood can benefit from her story. My heart ♥ hurts for her, myself and many many more that are still going through thus. Lord have mercy.
That's what I was like 4yrs ago i'v been clean 4 years now I'm so happy
Annette is so well spoken. Her speech is impeccable. Her story is very interesting.
I found Annette’s explanation of losing yourself trying to keep a man so impactful and very true. She has faced such trauma, neglect and abuse in her life and can speak about it so eloquently. I love Annette’s New Jersey accent. 😊
Am a dealer the handle☝️ is a good plug for psychedelic medicines, MDMA 🍄......
4 minutes in and I am so intrigued by her. The things she could do with her life if it weren't for this addiction. Her life from start to now is unbelievable
We need her story told in every church first!!!! Because church people are liars and soul snacthers too!! They allow shit to happen to people like her and I and when we try to tell anyone about it; they call us CRAZY. No we are not!!! We just are being ABUSED AS BABIES AND HISTORY IS REPEATED OVER AND OVER. Than the political world like the Jessie Jacksons AL Sharptons and other so called black church leaders/ political devils selling black people out for their own gains and enrichment. Smdh!!!
I felt her story. That alcoholism is no joke. Terrible childhood. She most definitely does not look like she's 60+. Black just don't Crack. I Love her spirit. GOD bless you Ms. Annette.
She's half white and yes she does look her age, I hate people like you on yt
No she does look 60+
She's 62 and definitely looks it in the face!!!
@@SweetDreamz0223 where's ur pfp hater?
@@justsomemonkeymanwithlongh3188 u too where's ur pfp? Puta picture up n then tlk shit fr
Hi Annette! I try to always show support on this drug addiction. It still calls to me almost everyday. But I managed to stay away from it for a couple years now. not to say that I haven't lapsed here and there. But it's very hard.Keep your head up and stay strong. God bless
You are so strong
@@barbieepenthousebihh Thank you💪💕
My mother had been on crack since the 80's. She died in September 2021 and stopped for a couple years and went back. She was in the streets for years.The last 10 years of her life she had a home, new car but was still using. Congrats and I wish you success in Sobriety!
Keep ur chin up..ur doing GREAT..CARRY ON 😇
Congratulations on your sobriety!
My goodness, what a strong, wise and sweet lady !! Would love to hear her speak for hours !! 🙏❤️
Am a the handle☝️ is a good plug for psychedelic medicines, MDMA 🍄......
Man ! This lady is absolutely everything!!!!!
Praying this woman recovers 🙏🏼
I love her wisdom. Exactly what I needed to hear today.
you must love gibbons
I'm a sexual assault victim myself and I keep saying I need to do something I need to start an organization where I live I need to do some kind of awareness... After seeing Ms Annette, come Monday morning I'm going to figure out what I need to do and how I need to do it to help others because things that she went through was so horrific she's such a brave Woman and women that go through this or men need somewhere to go this safe and I'm going to try everything that I can do to get an organization and a place for them to do that. I can't keep wasting time, nothing to it but to do it
Annette is so classy and radiant to me. I see her as the best mom one could ever have. I would never suspect she was a drug addict unless she said it. She should write a book and have a movie about her life. She is so eloquent with such a pleasant personality. I can tell she can easily make friends in any class of life. Her body really does look phenomenal. She looks like a ballet dancer and a extraordinary jazz, blues and r& b singer. I was hanging on her every word because what she said about love and people are so true. She also looks like she could easily be a teacher because she told her story with such passion that you could imagine in your mind everything she said. I envisioned the big house and maids and her mother naked walking down the street. It must have been torture for her mother not knowing who her mom was. Her mother didn't know how to be a mom because she never knew hers. That's so sad to go through your whole life like that. Please Mark have a part 2 with Annette. She is one lady I will never forget. She looks exquisite for her age. I'm her biggest fan
This was the only story that I could handle. It was horrific but I loved Annette’s Energy. She is is my prayers ❤️ please bring her back, Mark
Lots of wisdom here! So much strength it’s admirable. I’m so sorry for her suffering. No child should ever go through such horrific ordeals. I wish her all the healing, peace love and health possible. There’s something really warm and loving about her. I really enjoyed listening to the way she told her story.
Wow! what a smart and classy Lady, not to mention she looks amazing for 63. She can probably write a book. Annette, you're talented and intelligent, wish you recovery and an amazing life. Merry Christmas!!!
Her story is amazing, im speechless. Great interview.
She is phenomenal ❤
Such a beautiful soul. I wish her nothing but the best.
This is by far the best interview I’ve seen on this channel. The way she tells her story is so clear and vivid my heart goes out to her. I can feel her hurt . she just wants to be loved. She’s truly a good hearted person but this world has been so cruel to her I pray 🙏🏾 that she will learn to love her self and get clean so she can help save the world! ❤
Annette if you read these comments. This is a jersey girl talking. You know you can pull yourself up out of this. This is not the end of your story. But don’t wait to long. Keep safe 🙏🏾
Rarely do I comment on UA-cam, but felt compelled to tell this lovely lady how awesome she is. Great story teller; kept me intrigued the whole way through. Keep walking in Faith, Annette. God has big things for you!
Just wanted to say thank you mark for bringing us these videos every single morning. Every single day. Thanks.
Annette, I can't imagine the childhood you endured....I really really, hope and pray you get clean and get to experience some True happiness in life after all of that and see sometimes, life Can be good...to all these "parents" who don't protect your children, something is waiting on. YOU too, because children are to be protected, nurtured and cherished, NOT enduring a hellish existence which sets them on a lifetime of painful choices trying to find love. Take care of yourself, beautiful soul, I wish you well ❤️😥💔
Annette is my baby sister. She refuses to come home to NJ, but we still love her and wish she would get in touch with one of us. Her phone is off again and unreachable.
Oh wow! Sending prayers for her all the way from the UK. I hope her story is truthful..but she turns her life around 🙏🏾
Really wow praying for her strength and the families know addiction and family is never easy I’m calling the blood over her life she can do it !
I wouldn't come back either with all of the horrible things that her family allowed to happen to her
@@amoke7817 It is my sister's "truth", things that I never knew, but there are things that she never knew that happened to me also.
@@amoke7817 Thank you for your prayers. Annette is telling her "truth" about the life that she had to endure. We came through great trials and tribulations, but never really spoke to each other about them.
Annette is captivating, she is a beautiful wise soul, and much more than a “crack addict” love her!
I hope this precious soul finds peace. In a way it’s good those memories keep coming up so she can hopefully work through them. I’ve been in similar situations as far as the SA, as she shared, and theyve definitely affected me for many years. I’ve had to chip away at them slowly over the years, and I’m hoping that when her memories pop up, she is chipping away at them also. She deserves that healing, a better life, peace, love and all things good. If you’re reading this Annette, I’m praying for you and please know you’re not alone❤️🙏❤️🙏
I do too
Please invite Annette back.
She has lots more to tell and I want to hear. ❤
Annette my Sister...God made you....he died for you..He loves you..
He will NEVER forsake you..Amen
We love you Annette! You’re a very special person and we are all rooting for you to get better and overcome your demons. You seem strong enough and smart enough to do it. What happened to you as a child was not your fault so just walk in jesus name and let him heal you sweetheart ❤❤
Thank you for the upload!
May she find peace soon
I thought she was in her late 40s early 50s! She looks great!!!
Mark I watch your interviews every morning when I am eating my breakfast before I go to work~ I learn from every last one of these people, even the ones I don't like! Thank you for blessing us with your platform, and your diligent work! 👍🏽❤️
Every. Single. Interview. My eyes open up a little bit more. My heart gets a little softer. My mind gets a little sharper. Most importantly, my vision gets a little clearer from my own pain. This channel is really a Godsend. 💜🤞🏾
No one should ever have to go through what this poor woman went through as a child. When will this ever stop? I hope her brother and everyone else who abused her had lived with the karma they deserve.
The trauma is heartbreaking. I applaud her being able to sit and speak so calmly about her trauma. The monsters in her family. Throwing her into the wolves.
I love her, she's so smart...I hope there will be a follow-up interview
You are a remarkable woman Annette, truly remarkable. Excellent interview, thankyou so much for sharing your story. Hope you find a soft place to land in the future and get to share your wisdom and insight.
A true gem! Thanks Annette for sharing with us! What a beautiful soul in a beautiful woman 💕
I needed to hear her story! It touched my spirit. For her to still have Love....after such a hard life.... is strength! She's unbreakable and has something money can't buy! Remarkable woman! I'm inspired!
I’ve watched your channel since 2012, favorite interview so far ❤ love over everything.
Annette 🙂,such an interesting intelligent beautiful Wise lady,you speak so well and to be so levelled as a person after what you and your mum went through speaks volumes as to you as a human being🙂,Mark i for one would like to see annette back again 👍.
I'm not sure if her story is true or if she is delusional as a result of her chidhood trauma. She's all over the place with her storyd
What an amazing lady. She could write a best seller about her very unfortunate life's circumstances; and what is truly amazing is that she still has the ability to LOVE.
I love how she doesn’t seem embarrassed about the things she’s done or the things that have happened to her. She seems like that type of person that would give equal respect to a homeless person as she would the richest of persons. Why do I feel like I’d trust her with all my valuables and I don’t even know her??
You are very naive if you would trust your valuables around any drug addict lmao!
Exactly 💯
This woman has went through some things. she seems to have still held on to so much good even though her life held so much pain. What I found so interesting is how she could tell the story of what her brother did like it didn’t happen to her, but when she started speaking of her life with her husband the tears welled in her eyes, it’s like the hurt was still fresh. she is a skilled storyteller.
Do you know this person?
She is so profound....she acknowledged her past and short comings and stands in recieved love. I enjoyed meeting her. Thank you Mark
You are a strong woman ! Keep healing and prayers to you ❤
I was an addict for 25 years I'll never Go back to it
So glad your on your sober journey, and happy you're never going back, life is good sober, if we only give it a chance! Take care and stay safe out there, ❤️
Why not
@@kurtsydavis7517 GROW UP!!
@@brendashacks7407 growing is a illusion
@@brendashacks7407 thanks Brenda ppl don't understand what addiction is like it's the hardest illness to go through
“Life can only be understood backwards, but it must be lived forwards” (Søren Kierkegaard) A "Catch-22" if there ever one was!
You Immanuel Kant argue with that logic.
@@CashanovaXTREME I Spinoza you're right!
@@ootenyafoo6935 You Noam Chomsky got it
Sending love and light! Can’t wait for the follow up
This was my favorite interview - what wonderful insight
Thanks for sharing Annette. You tell your story so well. ❤️
3 minutes in and I'm sick to my stomach and very sad
This was one of the best interviews I have watched thus far! She is well spoken and so eloquent. Looking forward to seeing another interview with her.
What an amazing story teller… I pray she writes a book one day.
Wishing her the best!! I’m from Elizabeth NewJersey ❤❤
this is one of the hardest but most important thing for people to watch.
A sensitive and thoughtful woman, who's story is infused with kindness and brilliance. Thank you for sharing your life history and wisdom.
After all she has endured, she DOES look younger than 62! She has quite the gift of talk and frankly, I think she could be a preacher!
Woman...you are a lovely soul!! God bless you and thank-you for sharing your story!!
Lord have mercy, the amount of child abuse she suffered is sickening, the demons that did this to her are just demonic!!
I've been watching your channel for two years and it's by far my favorite channel on UA-cam. I grow as a person every time I engage in your art and story deliveries. Thank you Mark, very much valuable channel ❣️‼️
Mark, you need to do a follow up on Annette. This woman was so interesting to listen to and has a beautiful soul-spirit. I wish Annette all the best and may God give this woman everything she wants and needs.
I love her east coast accent. Wishing her well. ❤
Happy holidays to All. Be well, and be safe everyone. 🙌🏾💕