Nymphomaniac interview-Jessica
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- Опубліковано 8 кві 2022
- Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Jessica, a female sex addict in Columbus, Ohio.
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Nothing ruins an adults life more than being abused as a child. God bless her.
100% TRUE! Most important thing is to be as much as possible OK with your children!!! In ANY CONDITION in your life, dosing matter the rest of it!!!
I'd rather be hit by a car.
Why did this so called "god" allow her to be abused as a CHILD in the first place ❓Thats a CHILD btw 🙄
Attractive & vibrant lady
Jessica mentioned struggling with bills
It might be worth considering asking her sex partners for money in advance
true. It’s lifetime learning how to being comfortable with your skin…
I actually cried when she talked about her childhood. I hate sick people who touch children. She’s been doing this since she was an infant and you can tell she’s doing this because this is all she knows and the fact that her parents don’t even acknowledge the trauma she’s been through is absolutely sickening 😣I’m so sorry this happened to her. Please protect your children you never know what people are capable of. I’m praying for her 🥺💜
If you hate child sex offenders DO NOT VOTE FOR DEMOCRATS! THEY ARE ALL PEDOPHILES! ALL OF THEM!
Give it 20 yrs and see what all this woke sexualizing of kids makes happen. With any luck i'll be dead by then, lol. But good luck to the rest of you dealing with it.
@@frekitheravenous516 it will definitely bring down the price of a Blowjob that’s for sure👍
@@frekitheravenous516 yep, exactly. I watched an interesting video on here from the channel I,hypocrite about how many children who grew up to become prolific serial killers had a commonality which was this: someone close to them ( a parent, older sibling, etc.) Would dress them up in dresses, girls underwear or clothing of the opposite sex frequently during their youth. The question was raised of how the world will look in 10-20 years after pushing all this gender and sexualization onto kids in the current "woke" age we live. Frightening to say the least.
@@frekitheravenous516 why would you think we’d have to deal with it and you won’t?
Dude is still in her Mom's life. Her Mom betrays her every day she stays with that beast. Sending you prayers, Jessica.
And she betrays her daughter every time she allows her daughter in their home.
Well those prayers aren't doing anything
Her pain is so accessible to her, and she's so intelligent. I hope things come together for her. She deserves goodness.
This channel is really shining a light on the scope and range of negative consequences for child abuse victims. Tragic.
True but at the same time their is alot of interviewd that don't have any child abuse
They ARE the most interesting of victims, truth be told. Myself included, of course
Frs great awareness
do you consider being a Nympho a "negative" consequence?🤔
@@naturallaw1733 Not necessarily but the suffering, misery and addiction would seem pretty negative. Does she seem in any way happy to you?
The Soft White Underbelly comment section is by far the most compassionate and empathetic that I have ever seen on UA-cam. I was cringing at the stuff I thought everybody was going to say about her.
it wasn't always like this! it's so nice to see the shift❤
That’s because this comment section is heavily edited
@@marlondavis9450 it’s too bad that editing is what it takes, but still at least it is an example of how nice things can be. Enough examples and maybe the editing would not be as necessary.
@@marlondavis9450 it's not edited and it's really not that compassionate either. The nice comments are just those that make it to the top.
Its because to love this channel is to be a flawed, yet authentic, person whos been thru some shit
I would never allow my daughter to go see her grandmother knowing that she still lives with the man who abused me. Thats crazy
I was digging for this comment. She even stated that her daughter is allowed to go but she doesn’t. So she also has no idea what’s truly happening and keeping a true eye on her. Terrifying.
@kaylayelvington3014 abused people often turn a blind eye to their children being abused, or facilitate it.
OMG - this woman is a victim of serious childhood PTSD - my heart goes out to her.
Does that explain why she is not working, probably on Welfare, and on the take from anybody she can?
@@BernhardSchwarz-xs8kp That's another aspect to her. A person can have compassion for another without excusing any of their sketchy behaviors. Unless you just want to be a judgmental ass.
@@BernhardSchwarz-xs8kpdude what....
@BernhardSchwarz-xs8kp she just said she's been working since she was 15... she's now 34... that means she's been in the work force ATLEAST 15 years of her adult life (be fair, more or less).
@@keithmeattey3701 So? Are you discounting my compassion by saying this? Are you victim blaming? Personally, I think it is child sexual abuse for an adult male to have intercourse with a 15 y.o. girl.
That was NOT a story of a nymphomaniac, it was a story of a survivor doing whatever she can to blot out her pain.
Yes, there probably aren't any "nymphomaniacs" who weren't sexually abused.
That's almost always what a nymphomaniac is doing.
Forced breeding and rapes in all cultures. Slavery too. Sexually and labor wise. Over 50% bad you're 👎. There's a lot of sin that doesn't need to happen and it's known by all parties corrupt institutions or governments.
Hypersexuality or sex addiction is quite common for sexual abuse/rape survivors. So, both.
@@kiwisvideos0 or to anyone abused. I dealt with emotional abuse and am hyper sexual.
When she said family is not happy that she's going to this show. You'd think it was because she'll be talking about all of the hookups.
But it's actually because they know she'll talk about the abuse they did nothing about.
Insane world man!
When she talked about the belt my heart broke. I just wanna hug this girl for 5 minutes. God bless her.
@chesso thank you
Mine too chesso
Sadly this world is a sick place with sick individuals in it..... I almost guarantee that hundreds of douchebag's have tried to hit her up... Which is sick on their part bc she is sharing such a personal thing and the just see "nymphomaniac" in the title they automatically assume they have a chance😑
Exactly
I've watched this a couple of times when it first came out and now. As someone with childhood sexual trauma and emotional abuse from my parents that resulted in BPD and hypersexualisation and a penchant for BDSM this is one of my fave vids.
I hope you're doing well lovely.
This episode hits really hard. So far, I’ve lived 3 separate lives, my childhood, my independence and now my surrender. My husband forced me to see that I was loved and needed right where I am, tho I’ve tried, he never let me push him away. My prayer for you is to look at yourself as the little girl that needed a mother like you are to your child, then treat yourself that way. You deserve love, loyalty and safety.
How beautiful and fortunate you found someone like that 😢 I hope she may find someone too that can love her the way she needs so she doesn’t have to have an escape from her life
I have a hypersexuality disorder and this is very refreshing to see for some reason, not in the sense that it's good, but in the sense that the comments are being supportive. Most people aren't like that, especially towards women. Bless this woman and interviewer. Amazing job.
I pre judged this lady, I'm ashamed to say..... But this video has taught me not to do that. I initially felt some kind of envy, as I've never fully enjoyed sex...and I wish I could. When I was in my late teens, my father would accuse me of having sex and sometimes, if I stayed out late with friends, he waited up, hit me and accused me of being a prostitute. He had also said he would take me to the hospital and have me "medically examined." ... I'm guessing he was thinking that they would tell him whether I was still a virgin. He never did that, but...he did sow the seeds for me to feel terrible guilt when I did become sexually active. Of course I'm not suggesting at all that what happened to me compares to sexual abuse, but I do wish I could have enjoyed a healthy sex life. I am 57 now, single and stay that way because i don't feel I want sex at all.
If you watch videos here you learn to not judge others. I think many of the followers here are humbled by the many experiences and different lifestyles out there.
@@violetmartha916 I’m sorry this happened to you, your father was abusive & sounds like he may have some mental health issues. I too had an extremely controlling father who was abusive both emotionally & physically. I’ve never enjoyed sex either
@@sherrygrey3008 I'm so sorry you suffered in the same way. 💕
@@violetmartha916 thanks for sharing. I can see how that experience would negatively affect you in your life/sex life. I hope you get counseling or meet a someone who will help you enjoy sex and the beauty it can be
My late wife went through much the same thing as a child. We met when she was hyper sexually active. Things with us just clicked and we had nearly 10 wonderful years together before cancer took her. Kudos to Jessica for having the strength to put this out there. My heart goes out to you.
I’m so sorry about your wife 😔 I pray you find comfort and healing
Kudos to you for being such a respectful, empathetic man.)
Sorry about your wife bro; hope you're well
Sorry for your loss.
Im also hypersexual to the point i cant find a partner because of it... so thats fun.
Man as soon as she talks about her childhood it all comes out immediately. The human psyche is fascinating. I hope she and her daughter are doing well.
The human psyche is disgusting
Even if she crossed terrible things during her childhood, she never harmed no one. I wish her the best.
Except her child she's allowing to be subjected to her abuser.
some of the "messed up" people you interview are the most authentic, courageous, real and human I've ever heard speaking. (I would say I am messed up too), it's just beautiful to see people who are willing to be real. thanks to all of you for doing this
Absolutely. Well said!
Spot on!
In fact, they're not "messed up", nobody is. They're just what they we're designed to be.
No one can not be himself. Even people who hide or play roles, they're themselves by doing that because they we're programmed to be like they are.
It's so simple that we miss the point, we over-analyse and judge reality but Reality is just BEING ITSELF, it can't be otherwise, it is already the case and it was always the case.
You can verify for yourself that what I say is true, you don't have to believe me or not believe me, this is not a belief or a science, it's pure direct experience of what is.
@@gwhyborn go fuck yourself you little confused advaita freak. been down that road. ... I've been to war and that does mess people up. shut up if you have nothing to say.
after reading your thoughts, I wonder, if this is how God expected a group of humans to show authenticity towards one another. does he sit there and think, look at how they communicate and help each other through things, together.
Nothing pisses me off more than someone abusing a child. The pain in her voice says it all.
Gawd. You watch these an feel like your the only one on the planet not abused as a child.
Thanks mum and dad x
Well some people do. It’s still amazing to me how common it is.
@@BrekMartin its a disgrace is what it is
@@BrekMartin not entirely sure what I'm being told off for here.
What are you on about?
@@paulgibbons2320Sorry. Replied to the wrong person!
@@BrekMartin fair play. It happens.
I couldn't help but cry during this. This woman reminds me of my mother and I just love her so much. My mom also went through similar things and is much better now... There were many times I was scared I would lose her..
Mark you’ve developed a skilful balance in your interviews. Your awareness of the interviewee’s sensitivities curtails your curious questioning ; enough to give the audience an awakened perspective of the unknown worlds while maintaining the sacred peace of the person involved. Thank you for your decency and insight. And an even bigger thank you to the wonderful story tellers who get involved ❤️ This channel is a blessing 🙏🏼
This would been a much longer interview if human decency and sensitivity weren’t being considered.
@@SoftWhiteUnderbelly Mark, I've noticed that when it comes to alternative lifestyle interviews you don't really ask them to walk us through their life like you do with your other subjects, you just go straight to the point. Why is that? I would've been interested in hearing more about Jessica's life outside of sex (starting from her childhood, high school, etc).
Mark was being so careful they way he was asking the question
I wanted to hear more about the actual sex act, And she has six guys standing in front of her what exactly is taking place?
@@scottblackwell5789 Get out of here! You can't figure that out on your own?
She went from tough to tears. She’s a beautiful girl I feel for her. An adult did this to her as a child, heartbreaking. Hope her daughter is safe .
@Distorted Visual you have a weird fetish but yeah. I'm into it. She probably loves crying while slammed like a wet mallard duck
@Distorted Visual I’m a cryer. I cry when I’m happy, I cry when I’m sad. I cry when I testified at the FDA. It is quite relieving.
@@karenburns9952 I'm the opposite. It takes so much to make me cry. When I DO cry, people know it's major. I wish I could cry before it gets to that point. The pain wouldn't bottle up so much
Given what she herself went through, you just know she’s a mama bear who’ll kill anyone who tries to mess with her daughter.
Yea that was really hard to watch-especially that part..
Glad she shared her story. It helps us all to understand what people go through in life, learn from it and have compassion for each other.
What a tragic life she has led. First the abuse, overcoming that and getting a scholarship to a Big 10 school as a student athlete, only to lose it all as a senior due to an accident. The question isn’t why did she develop this addiction, but why not? I appreciate her bravery, candor, and honesty. I pray she is able to overcome this chapter in her life and heal/recover so she can live a “normal” and happy life.
I can’t imagine the pain her step fathers abuse had on her as a young girl, the fact her mom is still with the abuser is the worst part though . She is a brave strong woman I pray she finds her true worth and healing. God bless her.
You are right on the money with that point! The mother is still with one of the sick men that abused her. I don’t get why? Why would you want to be with a man that destroys your children? Why do they lie to themselves? How can they even live with themselves? I feel like she should cut off her mother until she can get rid of him and admit that she was wrong. Hold on to your daughter’s love. In the end your babies are all that matter. They give you the most unconditional love. Sometimes it’s not always about a man. Sometimes the love of a child can make your life feel worth living for, worth fighting for what’s right.
That pain runs deeper. There was someone in love with her, and he suffered.
I feel her pain. I had a step father that did that to me. My mother didn't believe me
Said was trying to ruin her 3rd marriage and she didn't believe me. Whom she married in prison.
Send him to Jail, they did it to Bill Cosby and R-Kelly
Very true, but didn't she say that she also lets her daughter go over there wherever she wants, or did I misunderstand her? I can't imagine sending my daughter into that kind of danger.
This all boils down to one thing, all children need, and deserve protection. Adults, especially parents need to be a child's first line of defense. I am so sorry that this happened to this lady.
I hate adults so much who mistreat children.
So many piece of shit adults that think children are like small adults and they're just not.
The stats about abuse going way up once step parents are in the picture is crazy. Gotta stay married to protect your kids.
What was the name of the site she was on
I know wtf! Poor girl
@@simonb4689 or just never trust anybody else to be alone with your children no matter how well you think you know them?
Staying married when you’re both miserable or numb is shit and effects the children too. Coming from someone who’s parents should of divorced years ago.
I feel nothing but complete respect, admiration and empathy for you, Jessica. I wish I could give you the warmest hug, you're an amazing woman and mother! Lots of love and happiness for you and your daughter!
Thank you for interviewing her so we can understand whats out there. Child Abusers need to be exposed and put in jail. My heart goes out to her.
I love her. Something about her is just LIKABLE. There’s gentleness, in there. But man, so much sadness. She speaks as though she’s numb to all of this, but her eyes and the way that she talks say otherwise. I hope so much that she realizes her worth; and if she doesn’t already, that she gets there.
She’s just gotta get off the streets
I like her too, nice tits.
Yes she is likeable look at the response she got so many people rooting for her. I saw her pain most when she talked about having lost her scholarship, her place on the swim team, she said her life was just over then, the life she had planned, what she thought was her good future. Think how it must have felt believing you were stepping into freedom from that family, you are on your way to a glorious positive new life and BAM the rug is pulled out from under you after you have already been through what she had been through....I know she is walking wounded, but THAT might have done ME in.
I had trauma as a child, but not sexual trauma of any kind, some awful, but rare physical abuse, quite alot of psychological abuse and it led me to be a clinical.psychologist...I turned my wounds into my strengths and had a great career helping many many people...but as strong as I was determined to be, I dont think I could as readily overcome sexual abuse...it just breaks a person inside and takes so much MORE to heal...my heart goes out to her...SYbil Francis PhD clinical psychologist and professor
U bytches are nasty. How u like her
Thank you so much!!!!
My sister was sexually abused as a young child. She too exhibits hypersexuality. Thank you for helping me understand her better. It is a hard conversation to have with her because of her PTSD, anxiety and depression. You are a beautiful person and deserve so much more. It's never to late for education. We are in desperate needs for vets. Especially large animal vets. I wish you the best.
Please have her back for an update!
It's very common for sexual abused children to become hypersexual.
If you watch the most recent episode of channel 5 news where they went to the Satanist convention, there's a woman who appears in the video who is very vulgar and starts taunting the protesters saying "you don't get any pu$$y". After a few minutes she says her father molested her.
Gross
All this sickness being passed down from generation to generation... is our species just doomed to be evil?
@@no-rq7fp No. These things help us understand the human mind. It's unfortunate, but useful for science.
Aw Jessica! I can relate to you so much. I hope your are genuinely happy and fulfilled now. Short, but really impactful interview. I am so sorry you were not protected. I am so sorry you still live with the torture of what has happened to you. Please keep yourself SAFE. Seek peace and healing and restoration, for these are abiding and not just momentary escapes. ❤ my heart is truly with you!
Her story brought me to tears! As a child of sexual abuse myself, I understand her pain and suffering! May she find her peace and love.
Hope you find peace as well ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
I wish you the best! may god help you my friend! its sad!
My heart goes out to this woman. She’s so self aware. Once she took that mask off of her being a hyper sexual person, you see her pain. Praying for her and anyone else struggling with sex addiction
Sex addiction is a b!tch but I've been healing since 2010, still a struggle every day.
13:03 for the love of God do NOT let your daughter go over to see her grandma the same woman who let her husband do that to you and now your girl is going over to their place being alone with him without you there please no 😶
@littleleafyleaf I got the impression that she does not allow her daughter to go to her mother’s house. She said “she can’t go over to her grandma’s house any time she wants” and I interpreted that to mean she doesn’t visit her grandmother there but that the grandmother comes to them instead. I have the feeling that this woman does protect her daughter. Probably the worst thing that’s happening is that she is possibly putting herself in harm’s way by allowing strangers to tie her up. I wouldn’t allow anyone to do that unless I knew them very very well and for a very long time.
I feel sad for her. I hope she can heal from her trauma.
She is so achingly intelligent, self-aware, well-spoken. I teared up during her own flashback. You can tell how fiercely independent she is but how protective she is of her daughter. Bless this woman.
My thoughts exactly
Severely broken hiding behind fiercely independent. Smart.. Self aware..wellspoken, protective...Sure.. Ill give you that.
'fiercely independent' if u want to be taken seriously stop using tropes. noone is 'fiercely independent'
@@youtubewatcher5188 You're one of the few losers who are triggered and upset by my one-off comment of empathy towards this woman. Could you be anymore pathetic? "Don't start worshipping her"? Who's worshipping? Grow up.
This is the most useless and pathetic comment I've seen in a while. If she want to think of her as an "achingly intelligent" person then let her do so, jesus
Your video's fascinating, listening to the different people talking with you, allowing you and how many others across the world a glimpse into their lives. As another poster has mentioned, most of them are so brave in talking about subjects which are obviously very painful for them
I fell for a woman exactly like this recently. Incredible person but had so much trauma it was almost too painful to be with her. And it wasn’t even my past. I just felt it through her. Still hurts thinking about her all the time years later.
Wait, her trauma was too painful for you to be with her? I never thought that could even be possible.
I know what you are dealing with. My girls been through hell. Big time. It’s hard to deal with another persons pain. They are not normal. Broken
@@shawncozad8565Im sorry but you should describe your daughter’s in a better light. No human is “broken” but traumatized. Healing starts with the language and perspective you choose. I wish you and especially them all the best.
@@x_pr3tty_k1tty_x my girl or womans sorry. I mean my girl friend. Trauma seems to have broken her ability to function normal. Whatever that is.
@@shawncozad8565people are not broken. They have been traumatized. And still can have the capacity to love. How would you like if your pain made someone think you were broken and unlovable?
Many girls who were sexually abused as kids turn out exactly like this as adults - hypersexual, provocative and looking for approval and attention through their sexuality - because that's what they learnt as kids... It's the trauma replaying in adulthood. So sad. I wish this woman all the best, and I somehow wish she could start healing one day and stop this behaviour.
I don’t think that’s true
What about boys Jojo Bee?
Men as well. Hypersexual men who have history of abuse from female relatives and caretakers is understated. It happens alot with black men.
@@delapaloma6934 it's scientifically proven through psychology. Many clients are this way due to their past which is usually child sexual abuse.
@@delapaloma6934 it is absolutely true sometimes. It's okay to be ignorant about a subject, it just means you have to do some research and see through yourself.
When she said that $2.5 million (for mutilating her own body for a man) would “change her daughters life” my jaw dropped and I wanted to cry 😩 God bless this woman, I wish her the best
The scary part is, I wonder if someone is fulfilling his fantasy unwillingly now? Same with the basement couple, I feel like they should be on a watch list.
@@pro-xpressurewashing3631 I’m almost certain that both of those men have abused women without their consent.
These guys should definitely be reported!! Theyre a whisker away from being a serial killer if you ask me..
Good for her for staying strong and not harming herself for the money. Absolutely sick that someone would get off to someone ruining their own body 😢
I'm pretty sure she said that the money changed her daughter's life. She took him up on the offer
She’s so incredibly aware. I hope she finds healthy happiness.
I'm grateful to Jessica for her courage and candor and I pray that she will find steps that will build her life so that her pain can fade into her past. I'm grateful to Mark for his kind and intelligent questions. And I'm grateful to the people who have commented here with such love and compassion.
When she said appreciate the people around you at the end, I needed that. I bet she didn't think she had advice to offer us, but she absolutely did. Thank you Jessica. Please have her back, Mark.
Thank you 💜
gross
@@mehmeherson3103 go to hell 😀
@@mehmeherson3103 What are you talking about? She's not gross nor is someone offering empathy. People with judgemental attitudes are.
@@mehmeherson3103 you judging is the only gross thing here 🤡
She so honest and loyal. She said her mom is wonderful. No, Jessica, your mom is weak and selfish - she probably has other attributes but she didn’t protect her little girl and she is still living with one of her abusers. You’re smart and attractive, be kind to yourself. Just take one day at a time. May God bless you and that inner child who is still hurting. I wish you nothing but the best. Love from Canada ❤️🇨🇦
I had a friend in highschool who was also raped by her step father. Thankfully, he was sentenced to 10 years in prison. However, he STILL has a release date, and her mother unfortunately has made plans to abandon her once he gets out so they can start fresh in Europe. Devastating. Mothers who stay with sick abusers like that are almost just as guilty.
Loyal??? Having all these multiple men is not a sign of sincerity or loyalty 😮
If there is a god (Which there isnt)...the time for god to 'bless' her..would be BEFORE she was sexually abused as a child.
Wow. I’m thankful for the platform to share and very insightful. Sad her abuser is still around and with her mom
The people who make those strange requests are living among us…. How creepy 😬
Made my heart hurt when she started talking about her child hood. Takes alot of guts to put yourself out there like that and tell your story.
“Consenting?”….heart drop :(
She is talking about the little rendezvous she has now with her "hook ups!" She is consenting to her trysts for sure.
I was heartbroken too the minute I heard her say “consenting”. I am fiercely protecting my child from deviants.
Yes, major red flag right there! 🔺️
I'm so worried about Jessica getting killed or beaten up, she's taking some big risks. I hope she stays safe.
She is such a likable person. I have so much compassion for her, yet she is stronger than I am. Great interview.
I love how open and honest Jessica is. So sorry for her childhood, but she is fiercely protective of her daughter as a result. Wishing her and her daughter all the best. ♥
She's not protecting her daughter at all, sadly.
@John Smith Exactly.. pair that with heavy drinking every day.
She mentioned that she doesn't sleep with the 10+ perfect strangers off the street when her daughter is there, but has "friends" who come over. 😞
That poor child.
Charge for it if you're going to do it anyway. Upgrade your finances.
Yes. Jessica did a good interview. I think she's a good mother, too.
@@artfuldodger96 How do you know? You looking out your picture window across the street from her house? Or peeking out from behind a tree?
Am I hearing this correctly? Her mother is still with the man who molested and abused her? That is horrific. Jessica I am so sorry for what you've been through and what you are STILL going through.
Wait till you hear how common that is
sick world..sick times
*Raises hand* Yup and my father wasn't the only one either... And my narcissist mother won't even acknowledge that I experienced any abuse I experienced. I can totally relate, I went through sex addiction, opiate addiction, any drug addiction, suicide attempts, etc. Luckily I felt God hug me (who I didn't even think was real) and it gave me the strength to get the hell out of that situation. I don't go to church but I commune with my God every day.
Super common, unfortunately.
@@katl1489 😞I'm so sorry ... that's a heavy burden to carry. I am happy you found God. The strength He provides is incredible. I don't go to a church either but He is with me every day too.
Prayers for this woman. The hurt in her voice is overwhelming and I hope she can find the therapy she needs to recover from her trauma. ❤
I'm watching this for the second time. The fact that her Mom knows what happened to her and still has the step-dad in her life absolutely blows my mind & breaks my heart for Jessica. I just want to give her a big hug. After what she's been through, it is great to see that she is confident, strong-willed & that she's trying her best to be a great & protective Mom to her daughter.
I hope Jessica reads the comments sections and sees how much her honesty and empathic nature resonated with so many people.
This lady is intelligent, thoughtful and has so much to offer the world in terms of her own voice.
I genuinely like this lady.
I like her too, she seems very smart and someone who you could easily be friends with. Jessica seems to be a very decent person, and all the credit for that goes to her alone.
She’s surviving the only way she knows how. I’m so sorry she had to go through this and no one protected her. Many hugs to you of you read this.
My heart goes out to this lovely lady her mother should have protected her. Thank you Mark for sharing her interview I love your channel friend.🙏👍❤
What a wonderful interview, thank you so much for sharing Jessica!
I am always impressed by the people and their honesty that you showcase, such amazing stories. The courage...
"tell me about your childhood" is the most iconic soft white underbelly line
i honestly want it on some merch👀
@@devonfloat1867 FR!!!
Because that’s where they fd up in their childhood to teen years
@@hami.cushiteQueen I wouldn't say "they fucked up", ide say "someone fucked them up"
This is proof positive of what an adult (or several) can do to a child and damage them for life. Shame on the adults who abused her as a child - but MORE shame on her so-called mother. Jessica comes across as a very beautiful, kind and likable woman. I wish her many blessings in the future.
Exactly, despite it all, it's in someway sad.
It's such a shame she it's so hurt inside that it comes out in a very hurtful way how she's reacting to what happened to her as a child I think she is a great person reacting to her horrible childhood I hope that she can do better with her life but obviously she just can't help herself it's too bad that's all someone can say I wish you the best my dear
The mom could be horrible for staying with him. It is also possible that this girl is a complete liar. Just sayin'...
Very true..
Bullshit life is hard her being molested had nothing to do with it it is a warning life is ,, my mother was bat shit crazy ,, life is a shit show ,, I am good own everything ,,
Thank you for sharing your story, Jessica! You're an incredible person and have overcome so much. I pray God blesses you and your daughter and I pray you find the peace and healing. ❤
“you mean when i consensually started doing this?” that broke me…. she’s being asked when she started something she didn’t even start :(
Her explanation about somedays being asexual and some days hypersexual after childhood abuse is spot on. I experience the same. I'm proud of her for being as strong as she can but I hurt for her.
I think she said either you’re hyper sexual or asexual after sexual abuse. She defined herself as hyper sexual. Hence why she has so much sex throughout the week.
Hypersexual is a bad thing ?
"Wood" 🤣
I wonder if there are people who have not been sexually abused who also experience that? Sometimes people feel “horny” & sometimes they don’t, am I right?
@@julieann4616 There are people that have hormonal imbalances that can cause them to be overly aroused on a constant basis, hypersexual, I have seen documentaries about them. Unless you have something hormonal going on, usually hypersexuality isn't a typical thing, generally something causes it. Sexual abuse is definitely one, but also a lack of love in your childhood can cause some to seek validation via sex.
I despise how abuse 99.9% of the time results in self-destruction. She knows exactly what she’s doing and how she’s causing further unnecessary trauma to her body, mind and soul, yet she doesn’t feel like she can stop. My heart breaks for her. Sending you the biggest warmest hugs dear girl.🌷I pray you can climb out of this one day soon. You are strong. You are beautiful. ♥️
Hopefully she lets that dude drill holes in her breasts that way she can keep her daughter safe, and maybe get some really good therapy. God knows this stuff is obviously affecting her little kid. I hope she takes that guy up on his offer so she doesn't have to worry about money again.
You are strong, you are beautiful, you are loved, you belong & I'm so proud of you. (Alicia from "The Dougherty dozen")
Boys aggress out girls aggress in, or through social degradation of others. All abused people abuse until they have meaningful support and understanding of their hurt. We just don't count self-harm as crime until we see someone use contraband or illegal business practices to do so.
I understand her from the depths of my soul. So brave. I genuinely want her to be ok. ❤ she’s not alone.
“To appreciate things. If you have a good life don’t fuck it up. When she said this, it really meant a lot to me, I feel like it can be easy to undermine all the good things we have going on. So, always trying to take a moment to appreciate everything is this just and reflective thing that really helps me to keep going, and look back at what I have now that could be gone. Thank you for this interview ñ, it has definitely shed some light on another perspective of someone’s life. I am thankful for her ability to share this to the world, truly.
Bondage with a complete stranger is one of the most dangerous things you could do.
Not if he’s a nice guy
@@agentburbank0076 Lol, Ted Bundy came across as a nice guy, it's how he got his victims, just because a stranger seems like a nice guy it doesn't mean they are 😉
@@erinnfitzgerald6257 bruh? 😟😒😔
@@agentburbank0076 Well since she’s meeting strangers online, they can tell her they are Jesus and she wouldn’t know if it was true. That’s what makes it dangerous.
@@agentburbank0076 sis 😉 Just making the point that just because someone seems nice it doesn't mean they are. For what the comment's referring to, it's best to do that kind of thing with a partner or someone we know
The amount of shyt this woman has gone through is terrible, how she's still a functioning responsible mother is admirable. I didn't expect this interview to go this way but it was a real eye opener.
If you could call that functioning. I wouldn't. She's taking time away from her family twice a day (on average) to meet someone, often a stranger, for a hook-up.
@@BlackWhite-tx2kb for real lol! People have very low standards of parenting in this culture.
So your selfish
Man…this lady isn’t functioning or responsible
@@BlackWhite-tx2kb she does this on thr weeks she doesn't have her daughter. When her daughter is with her it's all mom-mode.
Her energy is so heavy. Sounds weird but you can see her spirit so defined as she’s speaking. She’s strong, but only because she’s fucking had to be. Seems like a truly wonderful woman, the sex stuff isn’t as important to her story as the way she tells it and the perspective she has. Will be thinking about this one for a while. Thanks as always for sharing.
Ive got nothing but respect and admiration for this lady!!! I don't think most people realize, The guts it takes to get up, and speak candidly on horrible shit like that. And and to be objective and honest about herself or your own self in trials and tribulations and all the horrible shit that was given to you in life ,and all that she didn't ask for in her life. One thing I've learned about life is that we've all kind of gone through some kind of messed up thing one way or the other depending on it being milder on the extreme side depending on the situation and that's what ends up defining us in one way or the other or making or breaking us! Hell , Life can be really tough, I've been through the drugs and the addict stuff and its all true. It's , it's a hard world out there, but I've turn my life around , an raised a daughter, an i am living a good life now. Just being thankful in general for everything we can all take for granted in life!!🦀😵💫 and thankful for stories and people like this, who are much stronger than most of us are. I appreciate her telling your story and and for YOU bringing it to us!!!! Thank you!!!!!!!!
Praying for her and her daughter. I don’t think she gives herself enough credit for how smart she really is. 💕
Self doubt is a horrible thing.
Yeah, UMich doesn’t just hand out full scholarships to just anybody. No matter how good you are at swimming. She’s definitely an intelligent, competent woman. I hope she one day stops giving these dusty, undeserving men access to her body. Healing is possible. It might not seem like it some days, but it is.
Which god are you praying to? The one that sent that man to abuse her or the one who did nothing to stop it?
@@jamesfollett7344 man had a choice! And they chose to abuse her.
True.
I absolutely relate to this 100%. I have been sexually promiscuous my whole adult life, and I was a street prostitute from age 20 through 24. You see, when I was a little girl of only six, my dad started molesting me. He was also like a kind of pimp, passing me around to some of his male business associates. This continued until I turned 11 (interestingly, I started menstruating when i was 11.) Through on-and-off therapy through the years, I learned there's a connection between early childhood sexual abuse of a young girl and sexual promiscuity and prostitution. I've been raped, literally pimped out; I've contracted VD (gonorrhea and genital herpes, also known as HSV-2)), I've been beaten up by guys; I've been used. Throughout my whole life, I always thought I was to blame for all of this. My heart hurts.
I hope you wake up today with the strength to stop thinking that you were to blame…..Never were/are you to blame ….they were men- adults - knowing what was right and wrong (-they chose wrong) and you were a little innocent, tiny little girl child never given the chance to know what was right or wrong…..may your heart stop hurting inside of you….I wish you peace and a new found belief in your “better tomorrow’s”, where you choose “right”….There are little innocent girls in your area right now who NEED you….because you know their truth….you could help them ….and you know how.
This is truly terrible
So sorry that happened to you
I love you & I get you.
I will be praying for you.
An attractive woman but most of all, a beautiful human being ! That was a moving testimony. Thank you for sharing Jessica !
I really feel for this one , i genuinely believe she tries her best in life and i hope she gets a better outcome ♥
My heart hurts for her. She seems like a really, cool and down to earth person. She just went through a lot at a young age. 😢 Thank you for this interview.
Soooo gays can sometimes NOT be born gay... And I'm not anti gay. Have a gay friend
Why hurts??? Cock is a good for her?
Thank you
I know her from fetlife,i'm chatting with her right now...She's does definitely love her daughter!...She's cancelled us meeting up together,just so she could be with her daughter...Now thats a woman that has her priorities in order
@@aarontaylor5441 weirdo
She is one of the most "real" people I've ever had the pleasure of listening to. Thank you for this video.
Panda #3
Indeed!
Such a brave woman thank you for being so brave and telling us your story ❤️
I was not prepared for this. What an amazing introspect into this woman’s life. Thank you for not going for the low hanging fruit.
She is paying a heavy toll on her soul. Her sadness runs deep .
It creates bad karma to her and the people around her, she needs professional help to stop it
that's a rough 34.
She's paying.... The troll toll
@@maxmeier532 ask source for help and guidence, oldest medicine in the world. Hé is real and miracles do happen. Much love and light from the Netherlands ❤️🙏
People don't understand the spiritual war for souls we are in. She is in spiritual bondage. Every person you lay with takes a piece of your soul and you theirs. Not to mention transference of demonic spirits. It's called soul ties. Sex is the second highest spiritual experience one can have outside of worshipping God of Heavenly Father. Sex outside of marriage is sin. Fornication is sin. Jesus is coming soon. John 3:16 KJV
As a father, I am absolutely disgusted by men (and women) who abuse children in any form. The long-term consequences are life destroying. The victims need lots of help and the perpetrators need lots of time in prison.
Amen John... As a father myself I agree with your comment 110%...
and its fucking strange how many of these folks gets away from abuse cases easy cuz of technical issues , they are given an easier sentence cuz their victims did not give enough resisdence or some like that , ive read aboute it in the newspaper , or it can be like the victim had not the right age , fucking disgusting .
It's men who do it more often than not. They feel entitled to orgasm by any means.
What if she is a perpetrator too, doing it to herself? She needs help and prison?
What if help and prison is already happening in every state? And what if it is also happening in your mind?
Segregation of personality,
Compartmentalize your thoughts so that one can say "as a father".
Like she says "as a mother".
But you are not a role.
I see that we love ourself like we love our neighbors. Because some parts of us feels alien, foreign, and so it is seen in our neighbor.
Can the alienated part of ourself ever feel familiar? I wonder.
Thank you.
Take care ❤
@@stigtuneback1966 the police and judicial system is kinky. Lol
Such a great example she is setting for her daughter. Never change. God bless you girl !
Omg you just want to hug this woman and comfort her. What an incredibly brave and beautiful human being.
This really affirms how protective I am of my kids. Took a lot of courage for this woman to share her highly personal story, and I'm sure it will help a lot of people.
I was abused as a child too. Not trying to compare my abuse with anyone elses. But, please watch after your babies closely.
This is exactly the reason I watch my kids like a hawk… and homeschool them.
I've always been very strict with my children and it's because I was molested and raped starting around 6 two different people were molesting me and step dad beat me. I never want my kids to know what I had to deal with. We all want better for your kids
Trust no one with your kids.
@@tmac2660 like Wyatt Earp said, the only thing that matters is blood. Everyone else is just stranger. And to be completely honest, I got family I'd never leave my kids with either.
This kind of promiscuity is something I really recognise in the gay community, too, where it’s also often rooted in abuse, abandonment, or feelings of shame. The added dimension of stigma for a hyper sexual woman is hard to imagine. Wishing her peace.
Yup. I think the communist left wants to destroy the nuclear family so they can enslave us. There’s no way the hold on to freedom if the people are mostly homeless, addicted, and abused.
Also it's way sadly easier to maintain it as a problem, throw yourself around people, keep trying and you'll find someone way easier. Cruel and sad and real. It's like society gives contradictory messages
well I remember watching a documentary about why HIV spread so fast in the gay community in the early '80s...it's because most men have a high s x drive ...I don't think it's all from abuse..
You may recognize this level of promiscuity among men, but not gay women.
You cant say that, its pride month. watch out before they call u a bigot. "HoMoSeXuAlItY iS nAtUrAl". lets not talk about the rising HIV numbers.
I wish there were direct links to help specific people on the interviews directly. If i knew it would go to her, id donate right now
This beautiful woman wears everything on her sleeve. Her pain, her defences, her strength, her vulnerability, and sweetness are all so honest and beautiful. I really enjoyed her vibe.
The guy who wanted her to consent to being a sex slave, locked up in his basement..sounds like a potentially very dangerous dude. Like a guy who might start really truly obsessing over having an actual slave, and might start taking steps towards making that fantasy happen, and making some very unfortunate girl or woman the focus of a missing person investigation
Should probably have been reported
I was like bruh that’s sounds crazy that he told her that right off the rip like bruh ur a monster
Sounds like she ended up going thru that?? Am I wrong? Plus the one with the 2.5 million she said it changed her daughters life after that!!!! OMG
@@nickpinto3588 A lot more people would be reported then than you expect. It's a very common fantasy.
@@juliej8102 she said she declined the 2.5 million guy. But that it -would have- changed her daughter's life (to have that much money).
It’s hard not to adore her. She was very brave to tell her story. I love her coloring, but it’s interesting that her dress has chain patterns. I hope someday she breaks whatever chains are holding her.
The chain pattern is interesting, good eye. Maybe a subconscious choice?
Caught that to. Very interesting.
@@talulatree5297 maybe Versace catches her eye. I've seen quite a few who feel the Versace meanings or the designs .
But it may just be a subconscious chain thang
I mean, she said, she likes to be tied up and done, so it really may be that simple and not that deep
Sarah,I think your chain analysis could be right but I really don't think you can just see her dress designs and come up with something that easily. Is there anything else that leads you to think it's all about the chains? I'm just interested to know yeah 🙏
@@DagestanderGustaffuson Did you miss all the trauma in her life? No one is applauding the clear signs and symptoms of her abuse. But cheering her for being honest. Society is coming to too many people like you. No empty and to much judgment. Stick to Fox News.
I love the audience for these videos, on the whole. They are most often very empathetic and kind and respectful of the people sharing here.
This is painful to watch in a way. I hope this women see’s her way through the pain. She is intelligent and I have learned from this video. Thank you Mark great video.
My ex was a nympho as well to the point where it drove us apart. She would start a fight with me if I wasn't home at a certain time to meet her needs and would send me videos of her talking to other guys threatening me that they would hook up if I didn't hurry up. You could only imagine the damn feeling in my stomach when I saw these stupid videos and trying to keep a professional face at work. It was torture. Sex was amazing but not worth it. She ended up seeing a counselor over her problems after I caught her in a threesome with two of my "friends". That was over 8 years ago and I'm so glad I walked away from that.
Good for you man, glad you got out of that
Damn bro! Ur a luck man , wish I could fine a woman like that 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
That must've been an awkward situation seeing your friends running a train on your girl
Bro those weren’t your friends lmfao
@@Caught_Slipn there was pictures taken from the outside of the hotel room it was like seeing a damn ghost
I was a psychology major for the beginning of my undergrad studies. Once you get into the field, fellow students would talk or seek guidance (despite telling people you weren't qualified) from you. The sad part I realized early on is there is a tremendous amount of sexual abuse coming from adolescence. If I had to guess, I'd say 7/10 people I encountered experienced some form or another. It's disgusting and horrific. One of the main reasons why I changed majors because the sheer volume of those issues seemed overwhelming.
You are so right. I recently ran into an old high school teacher and it clicked why my dad used to drive an hour to visit this guy who he had nothing in common with. When I talked to other former students they all said the same thing, that this teacher was way too touchy feely and nobody ever said anything. He is far past retirement age and still teaching high school kids, Jeez I wonder why.... It's too bad that most of us have to be at least over 50 before we sort all this out, and most victims outright won't admit it.
Jessica is smart, insightful, and above all, kind. I hope she carves out space in her life for a man who brings similar and some to the plate.
She deserves love and safety.
Shame on all those who harmed her and failed to protect her.
Loved this interview! So engaging.
She is so courageous, and aware. God bless her and her daughter. I hope she finds a way to mentally be truly happy moving forward. They are in my prayers.
Her recount of the abuse she went through as a child and really even today was heartbreaking. Child abuse needs to have much harsher penalties and children need to have more healthy avenues available to them to have their emotional needs met
The problem is too many families staying silent
That's interesting because we are instating a Supreme Court Justice that is lenient on child porn and child sec offenders.
Everyone is pointing out her race and ignoring that she has loosened penalties for child offenders.
Right? We get those calls from police to let us know a child sex abuser has been released from prison and lives in our neighborhood, after just a few years of prison. Like a slap on the wrist. The sad part is that every one of them knew their victims. Some as young as 3. Where the heck were their mothers?
Without a doubt the punishment should be much harsher. Those that harm children. Have an extremely significant recidivism rate. The damage it does to those individuals very often ruins them for life. So I would definitely have no issue with life sentences for those who abuse children.
Child molesters need to be hanged!
This channel is such a reminder not to judge people, you never know what's hidden in their past. Jessica's story brought tears to my eyes... I sincerely hope she'll find the peace she's seeking.
i think this is the most real SWU video I've watched so far, not do discrete the story's of the others on the channel the struggled just as much sometimes more but there's just something about her admitting she has a problem to such a transparent level, and the short responses with SWU having to pry information.
My heart just breaks for the wounded child within her. 😢
Jessica, if you’re reading this, you deserve more than what you’ve been through. You deserved to be protected and believed as a child.
a child?
@@angixeee3097 When a child tells you there is a boogeyman, BELIEVE HIM
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@@frep420 LMAO wtf
She's probably getting packed on a dryer as we speak.
Bless her broken heart. My goodness. Her deep pain just cries out as she talks. I hate that people hurt people. Especially children. It’s an epidemic! It’s so horrible. Heart wrenching interview. I hope she finds healing somewhere. 😔❤️
Jessica, you are a gem. Thank you for speaking about your experience
Thank you for sharing this with us. I hope you are well Jessica.