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КОМЕНТАРІ • 438

  • @verityprince4965
    @verityprince4965 3 роки тому +632

    I feel like over this past year Maddie has opened up to us so much about her personal life it literally feels like we are her friends rather than her followers. And I couldn't be more appreciative of that.

    • @juliannej5826
      @juliannej5826 3 роки тому +2

      same

    • @supremeghoulrainz4275
      @supremeghoulrainz4275 3 роки тому +2

      It feels like we are her best friend and the only one she trusts I never had someone who opened up to me before

    • @verityprince4965
      @verityprince4965 3 роки тому +3

      @@supremeghoulrainz4275 its like the best friend we never had

    • @toddy698
      @toddy698 2 роки тому

      @@verityprince4965 I wish i had a bestie

  • @katies4521
    @katies4521 3 роки тому +252

    I have a lot of health issues and broke up with a boyfriend because we turned into different people (we were young). He told me that no one else would put up with how boring my health makes me and that I’d never find someone else. He wasn’t all that patient with my health, by the way, but I still believed him. Not long later a new guy came along who was the most patient person who understood that I’m a human being with talents and also set backs that I need help with. We’ve been married for 11 years. I will say that I’m thankful for the small group of people that helped out with meals and cleaning when he would get overwhelmed when we were first married and he was still adjusting, but he did great

    • @kiki2410
      @kiki2410 3 роки тому +14

      this is so sweet and gives me hope🥺 to my ex who didn’t even message me when i’d go into hospital with flares to my now partner who drives me to appointments and comes to sit with me and cook for me at my house when i’m not doing so well

    • @katies4521
      @katies4521 3 роки тому +12

      @@kiki2410 that’s amazing! I love it. There are people who can see past the health issues and love us for who we are ❤️

    • @tan-santa
      @tan-santa 3 роки тому +1

      That’s so incredibly beautiful. I was absolutely crazy about a girl earlier this year and shortly after I told her that I have MS disease, she got very distant from me. I literally feel every day like I’m gonna be single forever. Like, I’ve had girlfriends in the past but I was diagnosed last October and I definitely feel like it’s gonna be very difficult to meet somebody. So thank you for this 🙏🏼

    • @katies4521
      @katies4521 3 роки тому +2

      @@tan-santa no problem! I’m so sorry she got distant. I have people I’m hoping to be friends with do that constantly. That part always sucks. I have a friend I met when I was 20 who is wheelchair bound, including holding his head up and it’s a power wheelchair (I’m blanking on his diagnosis) but I say this because it’s very obvious that he’s disabled. He is an incredible guy who had never had a girlfriend until his mid to late 20s when he finally found the right person. They have such a happy marriage and even a child. My advice is to be completely ok with being single in the meantime instead of scared (easier said than done, I know, but there’s a reason.) Build yourself a life you enjoy with hobbies and goals. Make sure you are mentally and emotionally healthy because when the right person comes along, they are going to have a lot more on their plate than the normal spouse. They are going to be very busy. They are also going to feel the strain of not having a partner for physical things. If you are mentally and emotionally healthy, then you won’t be so self focused in how lonely or “behind in life” you feel, etc. it helps you to be their partner in this way. To understand that they are busy and also need me time. My husband always tries to give me quality time everyday and we love it but sometimes he needs to escape with a video game. He is a busy guy and I am thankful for what he does and all the respect and love he gives me. It can get lonely and this is where those hobbies and goals come into play. My husband feels terrible when he plays a video game knowing I’ve been alone all day, but I’m his emotional partner and can reassure him that it’s fine and he needs a moment for himself and I can find other things to do. When your health changes, your life changes and you might not date as much, but there are plenty of amazing people out there with tons of love and compassion to see you for who you really are and you may have to wait awhile for that. In the meantime, create a life you enjoy. If I’ve over stepped my bounds, I’m sorry, this has just been extremely important for my relationship:)

    • @tan-santa
      @tan-santa 3 роки тому +1

      Nooooo PLEASE don’t ever think that at all. Over stepping boundaries? Absolutely not! What you said to me was literally a BLESSING. I’m a complete stranger to you and you gave me more strength and words of encouragement than most people in my family. At first, I didn’t wanna mention my condition because like you, I wasn’t looking for sympathy or attention but after reading your response, I’m beyond grateful that I sent you a message. I know it was 100% sincere and honest. You’re not a friend or family member, so i you’d have no reason to sugarcoat anything. I’m honestly still in disbelief that you wrote all that to my response. I just figured you say, “Hang in there.” Or give it a thumbs up. So I seriously cannot thank you enough for your words, I’m definitely going to take them with me and apply them to my life 😊

  • @madisonb4047
    @madisonb4047 3 роки тому +463

    You are such a sweet human being, it’s like having a girl friend I get to chat with all the time. Thank you for being you! ❤️

    • @misfitbarbiedoll7145
      @misfitbarbiedoll7145 3 роки тому +3

      👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻🥰🥰🥰 exactly ..

    • @steverugerguy9606
      @steverugerguy9606 3 роки тому +2

      Agreed.

    • @stancann4149
      @stancann4149 3 роки тому +4

      Kinda sad

    • @tamsin4943
      @tamsin4943 3 роки тому +3

      Go outside and make some friends. People don’t bite.

    • @berrymycawkner
      @berrymycawkner 3 роки тому +6

      That’s really depressing do you not have friends in the real world? If not I pray for you don’t be shy people are nice

  • @heidi8957
    @heidi8957 3 роки тому +328

    There’s not enough positive words in the English language to describe you as a person and there’s nothing I could say to make you feel better or change what you’re going through so I’ll just say this; I love you so much sweet friend and you are so supported and admired. The impact you have made is beyond what you will ever be aware of and I hope you find some comfort in that. All of my love ❤️

    • @ilasmr6426
      @ilasmr6426 3 роки тому +3

      wow kind words

    • @wigglemaster5202
      @wigglemaster5202 3 роки тому

      bro relax lol

    • @rasheedajoe844
      @rasheedajoe844 3 роки тому

      😂I love to see this side of you 💃🏾💕

    • @steverugerguy9606
      @steverugerguy9606 3 роки тому +1

      Yes...she is a great human being.

    • @allie8190
      @allie8190 3 роки тому +2

      @@wigglemaster5202 I think everyone here is pretty relaxed 😉

  • @staticandtelevision
    @staticandtelevision 3 роки тому +492

    Mads is feeling herself and looks absolutely gorgeous! The fact that she's able to enjoy herself despite her daily struggles 👌🏽👌🏽👌🏽

    • @ilasmr6426
      @ilasmr6426 3 роки тому

      yes

    • @letscookwaltuh
      @letscookwaltuh 3 роки тому

      Has something happened to her?

    • @hannahweinberg8686
      @hannahweinberg8686 3 роки тому +4

      she has many different illnesses. she usually speaks about them in her videos and is super open about everything.

  • @BestLifeByBrooke
    @BestLifeByBrooke 3 роки тому +111

    For anyone who is on the fence about her Patreon, literally sign up today👏🏼 I’ve been a patron for almost a year at this point, and it just keeps getting better. Maddie always undersells how much content is actually on her Patreon. It’s a literally hours and hours of content every single month. And for the price, you just can’t beat it! Seriously, go sign up. You’re going to love it🥰

  • @miyahbrewton76
    @miyahbrewton76 3 роки тому +65

    there is so much more to love than just “putting up” with a persons ailments , so the fact that ppl would think thats a reason not to leave is insaneeee. you deserve so much more

  • @jenme2390
    @jenme2390 3 роки тому +126

    You’re not lying. Ordering from Doordash is like paying for your food twice with all of their “just for fun😁” fees.

  • @aaliyah9016
    @aaliyah9016 3 роки тому +60

    oh sweet maddie it breaks my heart seeing u talk about your concerns regarding self image with the feeding tube! you are a beautiful women and always remember that! any guy would be LUCKY to have you as a partner! your subscribers will always support you no matter your situation. sending u so much love! xoxo

  • @ashleyta2407
    @ashleyta2407 3 роки тому +32

    I’ve never had so much respect for a UA-camr until I’ve came across your Chanel. It’s inspiring to see someone be so strong in situations where they can’t control. Hearing you talk about your feeding tube and questioning your beauty made my heart hurt. You don’t realise how beautiful you look. With or without a feeding tube your beauty doesn’t alter and I truly mean it from the bottom of my heart. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, one day someone is going to appreciate every aspect of you, your talents, your dedication, your strength, your illness and your beauty. And even if people stare and judge, let that empower you. People will only stare because you’re different but nobody said different wasn’t beautiful. You are absolutely stunning inside & out Maddy. You’ve inspired me so much throughout these years and I can’t wait to watch your future videos ! Have a nice day 🤍

  • @boopboopbooop
    @boopboopbooop 3 роки тому +61

    Listening to you talk about your health problems and your concerns for your channel makes my heart hurt

  • @gracemichelle538
    @gracemichelle538 3 роки тому +78

    Seeing you smile and dance and laugh warms my heart. You’re so sweet and so strong mads

  • @samanthal2427
    @samanthal2427 3 роки тому +28

    Mads, you help me. I have chronic pain, I lost my mom recently, I'm scheduled for surgeries th scare me. I feel so alone most days and it's hell. But watching this video HELPed so much. I am not alone, and you are not alone. Thank you.

    • @janigirl2296
      @janigirl2296 3 роки тому +2

      Awe. Do you have close fam members in your everyday life ? It’s sooo hard 🥺

  • @the_rumours7390
    @the_rumours7390 3 роки тому +29

    People who unfollow you bc of the feeding tube, weren't part of this loving community in the first place. They are so superficial and we are better off without them.

  • @Yewelajna
    @Yewelajna 3 роки тому +38

    Maddie, tube or no tube, lovable people find love and you are such a pure expression of love and beauty inside and outside. You will find the right person

  • @flintbackwood6404
    @flintbackwood6404 3 роки тому +27

    23:17 I can promise you that most of us won’t look at you any differently, your a beautiful, strong, independent women who provides us with literally most relaxing and positive energy on this app. A feeding tube could never change that, no matter how noticeable it is. Do not let this effect you Maddie, fr. You are BEAUTIFUL NO MATTER WHAT!! 🖤🖤

  • @stellavalm3612
    @stellavalm3612 3 роки тому +20

    i love to watch ur vlogs and feel like im hanging out with a friend, since i dont have much of a social life and ive been very isolated due to health issues and recovering from a rough surgery. U sharing health issues; both mental and physical makes me feel less alone. luv u maddie🧡🥺✨

  • @cherrypwps
    @cherrypwps 3 роки тому +15

    I seriously never knew how much exactly Maddie is sick. :( I know she mentioned being sick sort of through some videos a little but i never in my mind thought it was this serious. I really love and appreciate you Mads and i will keep watching you for your asmr ♡I love how open you are as well about it all

  • @shaihalevy1836
    @shaihalevy1836 3 роки тому +14

    I honestly adore you for your strength. Your channel helps me so much and it doesn’t matter for me if there’s a background noise or anything. You are a true friend for me for so long... thank you for who you are and what you do

  • @andawasp
    @andawasp 3 роки тому +15

    I know there’s nothing I can say to really make you feel better but I just want you to know there are people that care about you and are grateful to you for sharing your life and chronic illness so openly. You will always be beautiful inside and out.

  • @lovetomiye
    @lovetomiye 3 роки тому +75

    hey maddie, i'm glad that you do this. atleast we get to know you well and how you've been doing. it's like we're just ft our besties!

  • @dallanatorresmora7582
    @dallanatorresmora7582 3 роки тому +6

    I love that everyone in the comments is super comfortable with sharing whatever their struggling with ❤️ it tells you how comfortable/friendly this channel is. We love you !!!😭

  • @ricedolce2002
    @ricedolce2002 3 роки тому +9

    Love these new vids where u just sit in the kitchen and talk to us. Feels like we’re friends hanging around at ur house or smth.. very relaxing

  • @gouldiner2425
    @gouldiner2425 3 роки тому +4

    We will never stop watching you for your illness and however you look like mads, we love you and appreciate ypur content so much, i personally admire your strength to talk about this and im always going to support you💕

  • @oliviadraper0501
    @oliviadraper0501 3 роки тому +10

    you are more than your illnesses! you are a creative, hardworking person and i know that people will continue to see you as just that

  • @emilyogles4942
    @emilyogles4942 3 роки тому +4

    There are so many people you help! I was in a depressive spiral but seeing you dance made me smile, thank you for all you do

  • @juliannej5826
    @juliannej5826 3 роки тому +25

    This faint gentle voice over is everything!!!

  • @jasoncoop5638
    @jasoncoop5638 3 роки тому +13

    You go girl stay hydrated and keep up the great work. You bring us along to a really safe space with all you are enduring, you are an angel made live. Thank you seems so inadequate but thank you.

  • @glockiezzs
    @glockiezzs 3 роки тому +10

    We’ll always acknowledge you for ur creativity and kindness bby,, :) having a port or a feeding tube won’t change anything for us and we support you all the way

  • @erikarenee6725
    @erikarenee6725 3 роки тому +3

    My 2 year old watches your Channel with me & im glad she can look up to someone on a platform like you & see inner beauty reflected on to the outside! I will always watch you support you & see past your health issues because you my beautiful friend are more than that! You are a creator who helps those who need it!

    • @erikarenee6725
      @erikarenee6725 3 роки тому +2

      Also my 6month old son will soon watch your videos during our nap times & I want him to see that beauty comes in a variety of ways! I cannot even describe how much your words are like a hug the world needs just wish I could repay the favor!

    • @poissonpied8303
      @poissonpied8303 3 роки тому

      That's so sweet 🥰

  • @cabinandgoodsbyearn
    @cabinandgoodsbyearn 3 роки тому +10

    You are not alone queen❤️❤️❤️❤️, we LOVE you and we are here for you always. Sending love and hugs your way.

  • @asunnynight9592
    @asunnynight9592 3 роки тому +13

    What Lily Whispers did for you is what you've done for me.

  • @tan-santa
    @tan-santa 3 роки тому +7

    NOTHING can change the fact that you’re unbelievably gorgeous

  • @k8srjy
    @k8srjy 3 роки тому +21

    me currently calming down anxiety as i watch this. vlogs like these makes me feel better 🥲

  • @ASMR_Orangely
    @ASMR_Orangely 3 роки тому +83

    🍊 *Fact: the person reading this is a loyal fan of our amazing and beautiful Mads.* 🍊☺️

  • @organpool
    @organpool 3 роки тому +27

    Been having a rough time recently, especially today and really am not looking forward to my birthday tomorrow. I could rly use a nap, thanks for the video!!

    • @buccera5709
      @buccera5709 3 роки тому +3

      happy birthday in advance😘

    • @kyliesmith621
      @kyliesmith621 3 роки тому +3

      Happy early birthday ❤️

    • @marletta420
      @marletta420 3 роки тому +3

      happy early birthday

    • @Masteryofher
      @Masteryofher 3 роки тому +3

      Happy early birthday!!! Enjoy it ☺️🤍

    • @beytonbeyton
      @beytonbeyton 3 роки тому +2

      happy early birthday, hope you get better soon❤️

  • @subtlerebelasmr6336
    @subtlerebelasmr6336 3 роки тому +7

    Your level of sarcasm is everything💯

  • @sheenabermudez4951
    @sheenabermudez4951 3 роки тому +1

    I love you, Maddie! Thank you for being so open and vulnerable with us. 23 minutes in and I am already balling, I just am so grateful for your presence that it makes me sad that you are sad. I wish I could hug you in real life and help you in any physical way that I can. You are a queen, never forget it. 💞

  • @DarrianCompany
    @DarrianCompany 3 роки тому +5

    Maddy….you’re a GREAT time ☺️ anyone who can’t look passed what’s placed on your body to keep you living on this beautiful world doesn’t even deserve a thought in your mind 💭 keep the positive vibes going, you’ll be just fine. You’ll ALWAYS be the first ASMRtist I’ve ever watched and the one I’ll always come back to! Tube port and all! #loveya ❤️

  • @annalisemanchester1488
    @annalisemanchester1488 3 роки тому +4

    I lack any close friends or family to talk to unfortunately and these videos make me feel like I’m hanging with a bestie :) thank you so much for what you do for us

    • @annalisemanchester1488
      @annalisemanchester1488 3 роки тому

      I need to catch you live sometime so bad idk how I always miss you :( but I just moved out of the bay and all I wanna do is go back to give you a big hug and be there for ur procedure to help calm you. Sending you all my positive energy and healing energy. Wish I could be there for u like ur always there for us! ❤️❤️

    • @janigirl2296
      @janigirl2296 3 роки тому +1

      Me too 🥺

  • @Mariana-ti1lh
    @Mariana-ti1lh 3 роки тому +1

    Maddie you probably have the safest space in the ASMR community! We will never judge you or think anything bad of you. We are here to feel safe and relaxed, and trust me, you really make us feel that way! So thank you, my dear friend!

  • @CTRRS2123
    @CTRRS2123 3 роки тому +4

    The good thing is Maddie you are still young and have plenty of time to find love. Young boys your age don’t understand life, love or care for anything but themselves. It’s all about self image and boys like that aren’t worth your time. Take care of yourself and continue do your thing. Love will find you at the right time.

  • @Eric1to3for5
    @Eric1to3for5 3 роки тому +12

    Hang in there young lady, there is light at the end of the tunnel. You're not alone. I will be here to see your content, regardless. Thanks for sharing your life.

  • @xchaza07
    @xchaza07 3 роки тому +2

    You are honestly SO gorgeous, feeding tube and port included. Plus you are hilarious and such a kind soul, the full package so any guy not seeing that isn’t even worth a second thought 💓

  • @Riripeep
    @Riripeep 3 роки тому +26

    That little dance at 4:17 was adorable😂❤

  • @melissagriffith4578
    @melissagriffith4578 3 роки тому +17

    Maddie you are so brave! Even though you're obviously heart broken due to this new step in your health journey its even more obvious that you're handling this like a champ. I wish there was another way for you. I dont understand your entire situation when it comes to your feeding tube so i can't make a suggestion but I'm sure if there were another way you'd be taking it. Is the feeding tube forever? I feel so sad for you not sorry for but sad. I internalize the pain your feeling having to do this. I have always been big about my appearance & dealing with this would be soul crushing for me & I'm 40yrs old. I can only imagine your pain. You know what though maddie it could be worse. You need to feel your pain & mourn what was but then you need to remind yourself of all positive this decision could bring to your life. Remind yourself how much energy the proper nutrition can bring. Remind yourself how blessed you are to have your family, your channel, & your life. You are still so young Mads. It may not feel like it but even with all of the issues you face daily you still have so much life in you. You are awesome! We as humans are quick to normalize change that happens to our bodies. I think its kinda like a defense mechanism. There is going to be so much life for you even after the feeding tube. I will be keeping you in my thoughts & prayers. ❤🙏

  • @charlotte6336
    @charlotte6336 2 роки тому +2

    I think it would be iconic if you made an asmr with your assistant! I would love to meet this lovely soul 🤍

  • @IzzyVoodoo
    @IzzyVoodoo Рік тому

    if it's any consolation, your feeding tube has never stopped me from watching your videos. I watch you because you make the best unintelligible whispering ASMR vids of anyone on youtube. I've always thought you look beautiful ( literally girl, you're a 10), and bring your genuine self to your videos, which is part of the reason they're so calming

  • @lifewithjaydenjerrica7475
    @lifewithjaydenjerrica7475 3 роки тому +1

    I never leave comments but today i just had to, watching and listening to u is a very humbling experience. We as people complain about most things that’s going on in our lives and sometimes take the small things and our health for granted. And just to see how u carry yourself with such grace and your strength is beyond amazing to me.. u are an amazing person inside and out. U just don’t know how many ppl who needs videos like this. I pray that God heals u in every place you are hurting and suffering from..❤️❤️🙏🏽 Stay blessed love..😘

  • @JessW8511
    @JessW8511 3 роки тому +2

    I love these type of videos from you because we get to see your personality, which is the best! 💛

  • @soakhkwn1646
    @soakhkwn1646 3 роки тому

    i recently lost a friend because of my mental illnesses and it’s really taken a toll on me. it makes me think i can’t ever be loved because there are things i do and think that i just can’t control. i don’t want to have intrusive thoughts and compulsions that make me act a certain way. i don’t want to be this way but i’m still going to love myself and be a bad b even if she or anyone else can’t deal with it. that’s the biggest lesson you’ve taught me, maddie. i can’t thank you enough for the safe space you’ve given me and so many others. if there’s ever a day you don’t feel beautiful or anything else you are, we will tell you every time. you’re beautiful. you’re strong. you’re brave. you’re creative. the list could go on forever. you’re truly an amazing person and i wish you all the best. sending you so much love and support. keep being that bad b you are.

  • @wendyWERKKZ
    @wendyWERKKZ 3 роки тому +10

    Aside from the stomping (by your neighbors?) , all other background noise doesn't bother me. I'm really dissapointed that some people that follow you will drop you because they are dissatisfied with how visually "sick" you might look or the truth that you decide to share. Its their choice yes, but it's hard to not develop a like for you while watching your content, I care about you and your health and your wellbeing and even when things look , sound and just are rough, I as a viewer and subscriber appreciate all that you are able to share!!! At this point I know you've gotten your tube place and I just hope that it ends up making you better, nourishes you properly and makes you strong again. Maddie you are absolutely amazing and I want the best for you, always.

  • @nickbarahona2989
    @nickbarahona2989 3 роки тому +2

    This girl is one of the best at ASMR !!!!

  • @0shas0
    @0shas0 3 роки тому +6

    Ansolutley just cracking up when you go off on your neighbours 😂😂 I totally get your anger. I don’t film videos, but my god, my neighbours are horribly loud and annoying! Sending my condolences 🥲💕

  • @dee3710
    @dee3710 3 роки тому +2

    Just a viewer that only sees YOU! Not a port, def not a tube, only u and ur vivacious, sassy personality that brings your true viewers peace, love & laughter. You’re the Sh&* gurl and rock it always..

  • @violeta5092
    @violeta5092 3 роки тому +4

    Omg Maddie I love your dark sense of humor 😂💕

  • @natalie_2783
    @natalie_2783 3 роки тому

    Maddie i hope you know that no one will stop watching you bc of your illness! I hope you know that we are actually here because you empower us, you are so brave, you gave us this safe space that we adore you for. Please never question your worth, beauty or creativity. We love you so much and we are always here ❤

  • @CritterLover11
    @CritterLover11 День тому

    So much luv and admiration for you Maddie. You’re an incredible beautiful human being. I come back to this video again and again and I luv you more each time. 🥰🩷

  • @PooBear423
    @PooBear423 3 роки тому +1

    You dancing is adorable! I loved this style video. The whispers were fantastic and it made me smile watching you just have fun. You go girl!!

  • @jennahraki2757
    @jennahraki2757 3 роки тому

    Thanks for making creative content that makes me feel less isolated for just a moment in time. Asmr has been an escape for me for the past three years and what I love about your content is your lack of fear in being yourself. Talking about real life shit on your channel must not be easy, but you do it unapologetically! Not to mention all the relaxation that can come from literally your whisper alone. I know I'm not the only one who finds solace in your content!!! Bad bitches go through it v frequently you got it Maddie and keep being you!!!!

  • @xxfaithmonoxx9340
    @xxfaithmonoxx9340 3 роки тому +8

    I think u should definitely get a service dog because it can help you with ur seizures or bringing u water and meds💜

  • @meganobrien9630
    @meganobrien9630 2 роки тому

    You're such an amazing person !!! The struggles of your dad to day and you still are so positive. You bring me so much hope ❤❤

  • @grungekiid
    @grungekiid 3 роки тому +5

    "I haven't seen you in forever"
    "It's been 3 days"
    Typical sister 😂

  • @baybiie
    @baybiie 3 роки тому +1

    maddie this made me cry, you are so beautiful and the true supporters will always be here

  • @breemarie2956
    @breemarie2956 3 роки тому

    i absolutely love your content maddie and your videos are the only asmr videos that i consistently use for my anxiety, insomnia, stress etc. i hope you know you have so many genuine friends/supporters in this safe space that won’t leave your side no matter what! you’re beautiful inside and out, feeding tube or not. 🤍 also, don’t worry/stress about your future partners or current partner still thinking you’re beautiful with your feeding tube. you are drop dead gorgeous even with it, plus the right ones would never leave you over your illness.

  • @marinataylor3841
    @marinataylor3841 3 роки тому +1

    Maddie, I know it may not always feel like it, but you inspire so many people…. I love how you always try to make light of every situation and stay positive no matter the circumstance. I can’t even imagine how much you are going through. I admire your strength and the example you set for so many- especially those dealing with health issues. I 100% back you on how our society lives in a false reality... We need to acknowledge the real and raw shit that people go through. Social media is so unrealistic most of the time. It hurts my heart to hear how you felt about the feeding tube. You are so damn beautiful. Inside and out. Whoever doesn’t see that is insane. The right person will come along. As for us, we’re always going to be here! And to the new viewers that come to the channel- yes there will be questions about the feeding tube- but don’t let that discourage you. If anything, I’m certain that those people will hear your story and all that you are dealing with, and have THAT much respect for you for pushing on and continuing with your life and creating content for us ✊🏾
    Keep your head up Maddie.
    Sending love to you always 💕

  • @paola-em7my
    @paola-em7my 3 роки тому +4

    i’m watching her making iced coffee and i’m. literally drinking starbucks iced coffee rn lol twins 👯‍♀️

  • @HelixFearless
    @HelixFearless 3 роки тому +3

    I still cant believe that you manage to live alone. I would never be able to and I have half your problems. I suffer from similar stuff. I've been housebound for three years and share all your worries. It's a lonely place to be. It's hard. You are helping me and I hope you can find comfort in your community too. Hang in there.

  • @Discotier
    @Discotier 3 роки тому

    This Video is like an emotional roller-coaster. You got the dancing and the deep convo. Thanks for your openness and inspiration, Maddie!

  • @lilya2497
    @lilya2497 3 роки тому

    You are just a ray of sunshine 🥰Honestly your personality just shines through and you bring a smile to my face every video. it’s so nice just to hear how vulnerable you are. Feels like i’m just hanging with a friend. (also i think ur hilarious so don’t feel too bad about ur humor) Good luck with ur procedure girly! I hope everything goes smoothly 💕

  • @Simplyme923
    @Simplyme923 3 роки тому +1

    You don’t need to be scared that no one will find you attractive, you’re so beautiful inside and out 😍 a literal icon x

  • @roslynzeller9880
    @roslynzeller9880 2 роки тому +1

    I am so happy I found your page. I have been in and out of the doctors for years now, and just recently I found out I have a chronic autoimmune mixed connective tissue disorder that is wreaking havoc on my GI system, and I also found out I have POTS as well. A lot of the symptoms you describe, I have as well. So, we are similar in a lot of ways. I also have bad anxiety and depression, and your videos help me so much. thank you ♥️

  • @yochabellalvarez2733
    @yochabellalvarez2733 3 роки тому +3

    I love you girly! just moved to a new city and its been hard to make friends I love these type of videos because it makes me feel like I have a friend. much love

  • @nnaw3404
    @nnaw3404 3 роки тому +6

    Story time: My brother when he was born, the doctor used forceps, and crushed his head that he had to get surgery on his brain. Seizures effect him till this day because of that... he has the same feeling about not being independent and that he won't find someone in his life that will accept him and the responsibilities.

  • @aislinnb4821
    @aislinnb4821 3 роки тому +1

    I'm going through quite a bit with both my physical and mental health right now. Since the age of 13/14, I've been chronically ill, constantly having various diagnoses thrown at me and always in excruciating pain, dealing with this at the hospital or at home isolated. In late October I'll be eighteen and finishing my final year at high school despite never being there. So far, I've been diagnosed with endometriosis, PCOS, Renal Dysplasia, Hypothyroidism, and Chronic discoid/ dyshidrotic eczema but I've never let my health hold me back. I'm always covered in multiple bandages, constantly getting injections, taking too many medications to count yet we still haven't figured out a reason for the pain I'm currently in despite having an MRI, ultrasounds, blood tests, etc. I know it won't always be like this, and I'm glad other viewers like me have someone else to look up to like you Maddie for when we need a reminder that yes chronic health's horrible, it can be physical/invisible, but we can still be ourselves and things will be okay.

    • @junem57
      @junem57 3 роки тому

      thank you so much for sharing. i hope you have a really good day and I hope your summer goes okay. reach out to me if you need anything :)

  • @janigirl2296
    @janigirl2296 3 роки тому

    I empathize so so much with you . Our struggles are different , but yet few truly understand the struggles . Thank you for being you .

  • @xoleen98xo
    @xoleen98xo 3 роки тому +4

    Maddie my sweet friend, the purest and best love happens when you least expect it. When you don’t even know its going to happen, and definitely not when you’re in your head about whether or not you are worth it. Your port, your feeding tube and your weight loss, all of these things don’t change you and I know you know this. Because the person that is meant for you, no matter WHAT happens to you, would never be “turned off” from it. They will find every inch of you to be beautiful, no matter how it changes. I promise promise.
    In the meantime, know that the people who support you, your friends, we would never click a video or not click a video just because of your feeding tube. (Unless we are clicking to make sure that you’re doing well of course). It’s just another addition to Maddie for us, and nothing changes in how we view you. I promise :) -leen

  • @lolagastaldi9683
    @lolagastaldi9683 3 роки тому +2

    Mads the ones who loves you and appreciate you as an artirst will always see you as you are: an artist.

  • @nfc598
    @nfc598 3 роки тому +1

    This beautiful person deserves the whole world. 💜

  • @OffixialGem
    @OffixialGem 3 роки тому +2

    I loved the energy in this video! Especially w the lil dance moves lol they were 🔥and also gave me tingles lol 😂💙

  • @KimberlyNicoleBeauty
    @KimberlyNicoleBeauty 3 роки тому

    Maddie you are so adorable!!! Your dance reminded me of what I do when I get something I really love. Thank you for chatting with us and letting us all be a part of your life. 💕💕💕

  • @eriklangevin7024
    @eriklangevin7024 3 роки тому +2

    Inappropriate jokes are the best jokes, Maddie. Keep em’ coming!

  • @torisaintlaurent
    @torisaintlaurent 3 роки тому +4

    It’s the dancing for me 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 you’re so cute 😫😭

  • @nddavid9
    @nddavid9 3 роки тому +1

    This is inspiring! hope you know how strong you are! appreciate you being so open with us x

  • @leilahburgher2915
    @leilahburgher2915 3 роки тому +2

    Mads is so freaking cute dancing omg love u girl

  • @sydney3004
    @sydney3004 3 роки тому

    maddie i wish only the best for you. i feel so much empathy for you and what you are going through. we are all here for you. we are all here to support you. i feel so emotional from hearing the things you go through and it has brought me to tears. i wish only the best for you and thank you so much for still providing us with content in these tough times

  • @zoe1571
    @zoe1571 3 роки тому +2

    “Hot girl tubing summer “ (33:00) yess Maddie PERIOD !! You’re gorgeous either way and anyone that doesn’t accept you that way, you’re so right they don’t deserve you !

  • @randomaccount8599
    @randomaccount8599 3 роки тому

    Your commentary during the coffee drinking was cracking me upppp😂 you really just have the sweetest soul

  • @alainarene
    @alainarene 2 роки тому +1

    Just saw this viddie whilst binging you, and I've never felt so connected with a UA-camr/asmrtist! 😭❤ NEEDLESS to say, I just joined your patron. LOVE YOU PRETTY! and your absolutely fucking relatable sense of morbid humor. 😂💯

  • @sabrinacintron245
    @sabrinacintron245 3 роки тому

    Girl stop, you are an amazing content creator. The fact that you are sharing your truth about how you feel and your fears about people talking about your feeding tube it’s truly brave. Seriously I wish we were in the same state because you and I are a lot alike. I have severe chronic pain myself and it really sucks but watching and hearing you express how you feel is exactly hitting the nail on how I feel and I find myself often crying when watching you talk about your pain because it’s so similar. I understand what it’s like to randomly fall or pass out or not be able to get up sometimes and do things because it hurts so bad. It truly makes you feel so alone in this word even tho I have people in my life that love me. However, even tho I have never spoken to you face to face, I feel better just listening to you talk because you’re one of the only people ive found that feels somewhat similar to what I feel.

  • @tamkat375
    @tamkat375 3 роки тому +1

    I hope you never regret talking about your health issues publicly because it has helped me enormously in dealing with my own so thank you thank you thank you

    • @CRG_
      @CRG_ 3 роки тому

      *but not too quickly

    • @tamkat375
      @tamkat375 3 роки тому

      @@CRG_ LMAO

  • @nathansmith5193
    @nathansmith5193 3 роки тому

    For some reason I just like when Maddie says"anyways"like it's just so relaxing for some reason 😌❤️I really loved this video!!!!

  • @Kkiiaanaa
    @Kkiiaanaa 3 роки тому

    I hope Mads and everyone here find someone who understands and loves them truly. We are human and we deserve it. Bless you.

  • @juliannej5826
    @juliannej5826 3 роки тому +2

    Those cozy vlogs I just looove!!!

  • @sarannyachakraborty14
    @sarannyachakraborty14 3 роки тому +1

    It's always good to hang out with a positive soul like you, sending love, my friend💗

  • @pippa1206
    @pippa1206 3 роки тому

    Hey Maddie, you probably won't see this, but on the odd chance you do, I just want to thank you for being so open and honest about mental health and chronic illnesses. I'm a couple years younger than you and its really so helpful to see someone going through similar things as I do, with my anxieties about my future, especially when, as you said, people online tend to make everything in their lives look so polished and put together. I also have ocd and man, is it super isolating and just so tiring. You have helped me so much. Sending you love

  • @ashloudon
    @ashloudon 3 роки тому

    You are so brave to share the real struggle you go through and I will continue to support and watch you!!!!

  • @GamingWithKristin
    @GamingWithKristin 3 роки тому +2

    Hi Maddie! I just became a patron! I love your content and I hope you are doing amazing

  • @lorrilatteasmr439
    @lorrilatteasmr439 3 роки тому +7

    Your iced vanilla latte looks so refreshing my Dear 💖❤️❤️😍 have you tried the one from McDonald's ☕☕☕☕☕☕☕☕☕☕☕☕

  • @artdeco.aesthetics
    @artdeco.aesthetics 3 роки тому +1

    maddie rocking her scars makes me feel confident about mine