Please do not apologize for not uploading!! You deserve to take breaks and look after yourself! I feel like the vast vast majority of us who love your content care so much more about you being happy and healthy than getting lots of consistent content 💕
Silent watcher here, but thank you for the content and trying your best. That's all we can ask for as followers. I'd much rather you prioritize your health than feed us content. Do what you can! We're all so proud of you and your journey ❤
Just know as soon as many of us are saying we are just happy that you post when you can and share authentically when it’s healthy for you. We have no expectations but just excitement that you are prioritizing your health, and excitement when you can post when it’s right for you. We love you Mary ❤️
We can tell you are doing your best while navigating lots of changes in your life, Mary! I think you have a big community of people who suffered the same and we all get it and I can always rewatch your content. Don’t feel guilty just do whatever feels right for u. ❤
I will never complain about you talking about your mental health, that was a big reason I followed you all those years ago. As for having such a long depressive episode, we in the northern hemisphere get it. It's dark for so much of the day, it's cold so it's harder to go out and generally we are entering the time of year that just is mentally hard. I have a depressive episode every winter that usually starts in October and lasts til March, despite October and fall being my all time favorite season it is just something I can't shake. Be kind to yourself, we love you and understand that sometimes you have less to draw from and your well-being is more important then content.
Truly no need to apologize, you're not a machine and I'm thankful for every video you're able to put out there! Sending you healing and uplifting energy ❤
Mary, please don’t apologize. We are all human! And I think most of us here are all here to support you and one another in whatever capacity we can. I am so sorry that you are going through it. You will come out on the other end soon! We are here for you ❤
Ahhh Mary I love your content so much! I hope you give yourself grace and that you're also PROUD of what you're doing! It's inspiring to see you being so open about your health and boundaries. Posting online (on multiple platforms) while trying to balance the aftermath of moving, mental health and everything else is a huge effort and it is so seen and appreciated and respected. This is your space and we're just visiting you queen, you make the rules
No need to ever apologize Mary! We’re all cheering you on regardless, and will be here when you’re feeling like yourself again and ready to come back. ❤️ also random thought, maybe see if you can have your house checked for mold. I went through something VERY similar health wise, and felt like I was going crazy. Turned out there was a ton of mold growth in my home.
So thankful for all of your hard work to share with us! One of your prologues episodes was talking about following women that are inspiring and you are that creator for me! Please be compassionate to yourself during this immense time of change we will be here whenever you are 💜
don't be too hard on yourself! fellow bipolar girlie here- my mood episodes have adjusted and changed over time which is seriously difficult to adjust to (like olympic level difficult) and adding health issues on top of adds a whoooooole other layer. we love the vlogs but we love you taking care of yourself more!
Just make sure to get a dehumidifier before putting your clothes or shoes in the basement. I live in Seattle and in the winter it’s so damp and wet outside that it can cause clothes, etc to become a little damp too. It’ll also help hang dry clothes faster :)
Silent watcher here! We're all here for whatever you have to give. I have PCOS and a lot of the symptoms I have are similar to yours. If you haven't already maybe look into a hormone panel and ovarian ultrasound ❤❤
We are always here for you and don’t apologize for not uploading!! Every time a new video pops up I’m so excited to watch it! Can’t wait for more house decor vlogs and can’t wait for prologues to come back!!!
I live in Puerto Rico and our Christmas ends on January 6th so we get extra time but I still plan on decorating EARLY November lol I just love the house decorated, it so cozy
I've been a silent watcher and follower for so long. I just wanted to say that I can relate so much to your mental health struggles, and please know that there is a light at the end of the tunnel. You are being so proactive and continue to advocate for yourself, which is SO challenging when you're not feeling well, so I'm so proud of you. Keep going and stay strong
you did amazing, everything looks so good ahhh! 💗 all the girlies know abt the depressive episodes pls don’t b too hard on yourself! love to see you whenever you feel up to it. 💗💗💗💗💗
Totally agree about the seasonal decorations… I will put up our tree and have it up during Thanksgiving, but then do the rest of the Christmas decorations around the house and take down the autumn things after Thanksgiving 🫶🏼
You’re doing great, Mary! ❤Please don’t apologize for how often you’re uploading. We just want you to take care of yourself and will be here to support whatever you’re able to do.
Sometimes things take time and that's okay, you don't really need to apologize because in the end it's all for the best, you really have nothing to be upset about❤️
Don’t know if you’ll see this but I’ve had experiences with fatigue similar to you with all my test results coming back normal. And then my naturopathic doctor had me do a GI Maps test (that’s the actual name of the test) but that test will see if you have any overgrowth of bacteria in your guts, candida overgrowth (even if other tests say you don’t have a candida overgrowth, this test one will show more) it also tests for parasites and levels of inflammation in your body which are all things that can contribute to brain fog and fatigue. So I would definitely recommend doing that. I never thought that I had any issues with my GI until I did that test and it changed my life
Mary, I love you so much. Seeing all of your dreams coming true in the past few years really inspires me to manifest my dream life so hard. I hope you feel better soon.❤🥰
I decorate for Christmas anytime after Halloween 😂 I spend too much on decorations to not use them and I also need the mental support that holiday decor gives me ❤️ thanks for posting Mary, you’re my comfort creator 🫶🏻
The beginning of the video I was like WHAT bra is she wearing she looks so good I need it. Lo and behold, I got my answer via skims advert. Now I need to go buy one😂❤ Edit: I’m also in a depressive episode. So you’re not going through yours alone. We’re here through it all❤❤❤
If 20% is all you have to give and you are giving 100% of that 20, its still 100%. Don't apologize for not being able to give more, you are giving more than enough!
Mary the pineapple on pizza!!! You get it!!! Love seeing you excited and hopeful. We will take whatever content you can give us this was the perfect comfort video after long day at work and classes. Love from Boston
Mary!!! I have the same symptoms and the same tests came back normal. My doctor suggested it could be an autoimmune disorder, I’ve been referred to an endocrinologist. Hope we both get answers soon ❤
if you ever decide to move the bags in your closet, those large shelves above the hanging clothes would be great to fold and stack your knits/sweaters and sweatshirts so they don’t get stretched out on hangers!
Always here to support you and watch your content whenever that is, no pressure at all!! ❤ also I decorate for Christmas like November 1st/first weekend of November for the same reason you said! It’s just not enough time and why wait if it brings you joy?! I do the same thing with decorating for fall in August 😂
Hey Mary. Great to see another video! Super progress you've made! Fergus is the cutest! 😍 question, did you ever thought of adding removable wallpaper to the shelving? To brighten up the room? If you can't paint it wall paper is a rental friendly DYI I've seen videos where folks panted their shelving white and the room was so much brighter ..lighting wise. Just a suggestion. I love the wood look myself but if you are looking to brighten up that area this is a wat to do so 😊. Thanks for sharing! Great Vlog! ❤Alicia from chicago./NY
Maybe on the slimmer shelves where you used to have perfume you could have some hanging plants/decor bits? (fake plants if the room doesn't get loads of light!) Definitely makes sense for you to have the office in a room with natural light :) Also I will DEFS be getting a Christmas tree mid-November!
there are so many youtubers saying the exact same thing about being pulled away from youtube by short form & that it's killing their joy & really effecting their mental health. i can really see the presure of short form taking a toll on some of my FAV vloggers. ))):
I would def try getting off birth control, it made me crazy and made me think about the sewer slide. I’ve been off for about 2 years and mentally feeling so much better
Artificial scents like purfume, candles, etc (and honestly so many other things like polyester???) are endocrine disrupters and really mess with your hormones. If you can limit some of those things it may be helpful!
if you're having some unexplained symptoms, it may be worth it to speak to your doctor about dysautonomia. i had terrible, debilitating fatigue for years and never got an answer from bloodwork or physical exams. i was finally diagnosed with POTS this year, but there are many branches of syndromes under dysautonomia that specifically affect women. good luck!
Have your ANA and ANA titres checked, these are one part of the puzzle when it comes to auto immune issues and can be one of the first steps and can’t hurt to check. Watching your video made me deeply sad. It just made me think how difficult it is to see a fellow human being suffering and apologizing for struggling. I can assume this is compounded by fear of potentially losing your social media following while you struggle and one of the symptoms may just be a lull in productivity (understandable!!!) I just found you, but I will not abandon you. I’m sending you healthy, peaceful, and self accepting vibes and I will be here celebrating as you start to come back into a season of wellness.
I’m sure you’ve considered this but is there a way for you to come back to the US and get a year long supply of your birth control and just take it back with you? Honestly finding a bc that works for you is so difficult so I hate that you can’t get yours over there.
Hi! Not usually a commenter but have you ever considered hashimotos? It’s actually an autoimmune disorder that affects thyroid function but sometimes does not show on lab work. Your symptoms sound very much like the symptoms of a hashimotos flare. I’d look into additional lab work for autoimmune markers or elevated antibodies Hope you see this and get the answers you’re seeking ❤
Please do not apologize for not uploading!! You deserve to take breaks and look after yourself! I feel like the vast vast majority of us who love your content care so much more about you being happy and healthy than getting lots of consistent content 💕
Thank you 🤎🤎
Silent watcher here, but thank you for the content and trying your best. That's all we can ask for as followers. I'd much rather you prioritize your health than feed us content. Do what you can! We're all so proud of you and your journey ❤
This ❤
Thank you 🤎 this is very kind
Just know as soon as many of us are saying we are just happy that you post when you can and share authentically when it’s healthy for you. We have no expectations but just excitement that you are prioritizing your health, and excitement when you can post when it’s right for you. We love you Mary ❤️
Thank you 🤎
All the Fergus clips in this were so cute. His smile and head tossing back into you is so precious ❤
Previous perfume shelves could totally be used for belts, hats, jewelry. All the fun accessories!
We can tell you are doing your best while navigating lots of changes in your life, Mary! I think you have a big community of people who suffered the same and we all get it and I can always rewatch your content. Don’t feel guilty just do whatever feels right for u. ❤
Thank you for your kind words, it means so much right now 🤍
I will never complain about you talking about your mental health, that was a big reason I followed you all those years ago. As for having such a long depressive episode, we in the northern hemisphere get it. It's dark for so much of the day, it's cold so it's harder to go out and generally we are entering the time of year that just is mentally hard. I have a depressive episode every winter that usually starts in October and lasts til March, despite October and fall being my all time favorite season it is just something I can't shake. Be kind to yourself, we love you and understand that sometimes you have less to draw from and your well-being is more important then content.
This is incredibly kind, thank you 🤍 I relate to all of this so much
Truly no need to apologize, you're not a machine and I'm thankful for every video you're able to put out there! Sending you healing and uplifting energy ❤
Mary, please don’t apologize. We are all human! And I think most of us here are all here to support you and one another in whatever capacity we can. I am so sorry that you are going through it. You will come out on the other end soon! We are here for you ❤
Feel better Mary ❤️ I’m so sorry you’ve been feeling down for so long. Please do not ever apologize - your health and wellness is #1.
Fergus has the most expressive facial expressions
His eyebrows are so expressive!! I love him with my whole soul
Ahhh Mary I love your content so much! I hope you give yourself grace and that you're also PROUD of what you're doing! It's inspiring to see you being so open about your health and boundaries. Posting online (on multiple platforms) while trying to balance the aftermath of moving, mental health and everything else is a huge effort and it is so seen and appreciated and respected. This is your space and we're just visiting you queen, you make the rules
You’re doing great, show up however often you can! ❤
No need to ever apologize Mary! We’re all cheering you on regardless, and will be here when you’re feeling like yourself again and ready to come back. ❤️ also random thought, maybe see if you can have your house checked for mold. I went through something VERY similar health wise, and felt like I was going crazy. Turned out there was a ton of mold growth in my home.
So thankful for all of your hard work to share with us! One of your prologues episodes was talking about following women that are inspiring and you are that creator for me! Please be compassionate to yourself during this immense time of change we will be here whenever you are 💜
Mary you’re doing fantastic don’t feel bad for taking care of yourself❤
13:00 Mary we love you and please know that you don't need to apologize ♥
24:19 I miss Prologues too! 🥺
don't be too hard on yourself! fellow bipolar girlie here- my mood episodes have adjusted and changed over time which is seriously difficult to adjust to (like olympic level difficult) and adding health issues on top of adds a whoooooole other layer. we love the vlogs but we love you taking care of yourself more!
We all go through seasons like this - don’t apologize! Love you Mary 💫🤎
Just make sure to get a dehumidifier before putting your clothes or shoes in the basement. I live in Seattle and in the winter it’s so damp and wet outside that it can cause clothes, etc to become a little damp too. It’ll also help hang dry clothes faster :)
Silent watcher here! We're all here for whatever you have to give. I have PCOS and a lot of the symptoms I have are similar to yours. If you haven't already maybe look into a hormone panel and ovarian ultrasound ❤❤
So good to see you, Mary! Sending you well wishes💖
I’ve wanted a library ladder ever since watching Beauty and the Beast! Would be so magical ☺️
Perfume collection is wild
We are always here for you and don’t apologize for not uploading!! Every time a new video pops up I’m so excited to watch it! Can’t wait for more house decor vlogs and can’t wait for prologues to come back!!!
I appreciate the support so much, it really means a lot!!
Your videos are such comfort videos
Your content always inspires me to organize, romanticize my life, and embrace my feminine side. Love it, love you!
This is so sweet, thank you! 💖
You’re human & you’re processing massive changes in your life this year.❤ Hope you feel better soon & remember you don’t owe the internet anything.
Mary we are here for you - whatever is best for you we will support 100%
I live in Puerto Rico and our Christmas ends on January 6th so we get extra time but I still plan on decorating EARLY November lol I just love the house decorated, it so cozy
Pull all your books to the front of the shelf in the closet room, it makes it look much better i promise ;)
I've been a silent watcher and follower for so long. I just wanted to say that I can relate so much to your mental health struggles, and please know that there is a light at the end of the tunnel. You are being so proactive and continue to advocate for yourself, which is SO challenging when you're not feeling well, so I'm so proud of you. Keep going and stay strong
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you did amazing, everything looks so good ahhh! 💗 all the girlies know abt the depressive episodes pls don’t b too hard on yourself! love to see you whenever you feel up to it. 💗💗💗💗💗
Totally agree about the seasonal decorations… I will put up our tree and have it up during Thanksgiving, but then do the rest of the Christmas decorations around the house and take down the autumn things after Thanksgiving 🫶🏼
You’re doing great, Mary! ❤Please don’t apologize for how often you’re uploading. We just want you to take care of yourself and will be here to support whatever you’re able to do.
Sometimes things take time and that's okay, you don't really need to apologize because in the end it's all for the best, you really have nothing to be upset about❤️
Just want to say the baskets in the new location fit satisfyingly well and look so good!
Don’t know if you’ll see this but I’ve had experiences with fatigue similar to you with all my test results coming back normal. And then my naturopathic doctor had me do a GI Maps test (that’s the actual name of the test) but that test will see if you have any overgrowth of bacteria in your guts, candida overgrowth (even if other tests say you don’t have a candida overgrowth, this test one will show more) it also tests for parasites and levels of inflammation in your body which are all things that can contribute to brain fog and fatigue. So I would definitely recommend doing that. I never thought that I had any issues with my GI until I did that test and it changed my life
Mary, I love you so much. Seeing all of your dreams coming true in the past few years really inspires me to manifest my dream life so hard. I hope you feel better soon.❤🥰
I've been loving your perfume related content!!
I love the perfume shelf! Maybe you could add cute trays/plates to set the different scent families on
I decorate for Christmas anytime after Halloween 😂 I spend too much on decorations to not use them and I also need the mental support that holiday decor gives me ❤️ thanks for posting Mary, you’re my comfort creator 🫶🏻
I LOVE the unpacking vlogs! Mary you're going great, don't worry my love
Would love to know what lip gloss you put on when you started back a few days later!!! So pretty!
The beginning of the video I was like WHAT bra is she wearing she looks so good I need it. Lo and behold, I got my answer via skims advert. Now I need to go buy one😂❤
Edit: I’m also in a depressive episode. So you’re not going through yours alone. We’re here through it all❤❤❤
Great video girl! I love it also I really love your house it’s so beautiful I hope you have a good day queen
Moving countries is really hard! Hugs. Amazing that you’ve kept up your workout routine… what do you do for abs?! 😀
If 20% is all you have to give and you are giving 100% of that 20, its still 100%. Don't apologize for not being able to give more, you are giving more than enough!
Thank you 🤎
You posted this just in time for me to watch while I eat dinner thank you ily ♥️♥️♥️
Mary the pineapple on pizza!!! You get it!!! Love seeing you excited and hopeful. We will take whatever content you can give us this was the perfect comfort video after long day at work and classes. Love from Boston
Mary!!! I have the same symptoms and the same tests came back normal. My doctor suggested it could be an autoimmune disorder, I’ve been referred to an endocrinologist. Hope we both get answers soon ❤
if you ever decide to move the bags in your closet, those large shelves above the hanging clothes would be great to fold and stack your knits/sweaters and sweatshirts so they don’t get stretched out on hangers!
What do you think about perfume dupes? Are all yours authentic? What are your top 5 of all time? I’m looking for a few scents! Thankyou!!
Decorate when you want 😊
Always here to support you and watch your content whenever that is, no pressure at all!! ❤ also I decorate for Christmas like November 1st/first weekend of November for the same reason you said! It’s just not enough time and why wait if it brings you joy?! I do the same thing with decorating for fall in August 😂
Hey Mary. Great to see another video! Super progress you've made! Fergus is the cutest! 😍 question, did you ever thought of adding removable wallpaper to the shelving? To brighten up the room? If you can't paint it wall paper is a rental friendly DYI I've seen videos where folks panted their shelving white and the room was so much brighter ..lighting wise. Just a suggestion. I love the wood look myself but if you are looking to brighten up that area this is a wat to do so 😊. Thanks for sharing! Great Vlog! ❤Alicia from chicago./NY
Maybe on the slimmer shelves where you used to have perfume you could have some hanging plants/decor bits? (fake plants if the room doesn't get loads of light!) Definitely makes sense for you to have the office in a room with natural light :) Also I will DEFS be getting a Christmas tree mid-November!
there are so many youtubers saying the exact same thing about being pulled away from youtube by short form & that it's killing their joy & really effecting their mental health. i can really see the presure of short form taking a toll on some of my FAV vloggers. ))):
I would def try getting off birth control, it made me crazy and made me think about the sewer slide. I’ve been off for about 2 years and mentally feeling so much better
Artificial scents like purfume, candles, etc (and honestly so many other things like polyester???) are endocrine disrupters and really mess with your hormones. If you can limit some of those things it may be helpful!
if you're having some unexplained symptoms, it may be worth it to speak to your doctor about dysautonomia. i had terrible, debilitating fatigue for years and never got an answer from bloodwork or physical exams. i was finally diagnosed with POTS this year, but there are many branches of syndromes under dysautonomia that specifically affect women. good luck!
Have your ANA and ANA titres checked, these are one part of the puzzle when it comes to auto immune issues and can be one of the first steps and can’t hurt to check.
Watching your video made me deeply sad. It just made me think how difficult it is to see a fellow human being suffering and apologizing for struggling. I can assume this is compounded by fear of potentially losing your social media following while you struggle and one of the symptoms may just be a lull in productivity (understandable!!!) I just found you, but I will not abandon you. I’m sending you healthy, peaceful, and self accepting vibes and I will be here celebrating as you start to come back into a season of wellness.
I just don’t want to disappoint people. Thank you for saying this 🤎
My birthday is November 17th, so I don’t like to decorate until after 😅
My family always decorates after remerence day (nov 11)
Is your B12 good ? Mine was very low this summer and I had the same kind of fatigue... :(
the tiny shelves where perfume was for hats??
Or belts maybe??
@@MarySkinner yesssss!!!! that would look so good with shoes and hand bags!!!
Does anyone happen to know where the tank top she is wearing in the first clip is from? Thank youuu
I’m someone who puts Christmas up Nov 1st so I can get all the feels haha
I’m sure you’ve considered this but is there a way for you to come back to the US and get a year long supply of your birth control and just take it back with you? Honestly finding a bc that works for you is so difficult so I hate that you can’t get yours over there.
Fergus is so fckn CUTE
What audio books are you listening to?!
Hi! Not usually a commenter but have you ever considered hashimotos? It’s actually an autoimmune disorder that affects thyroid function but sometimes does not show on lab work. Your symptoms sound very much like the symptoms of a hashimotos flare. I’d look into additional lab work for autoimmune markers or elevated antibodies
Hope you see this and get the answers you’re seeking ❤
Show rec: TELL ME LIES on HULU!!!
I love your videos but take the time to rest for your mental health
Did you get your belly button pierced? It’s so cute!,!
6 years ago!!
Hi mam am Skinner living in india