CardlinAudio another amazing script by cait cher she has never failed us all... huhu I wish I could be like her. Also thank you for your hardwork,effort,and time in the making of this vids... though I have a slight bad day since its my exam week and its been really tough also know I might didn't do well in the exam. This helps a lot to get back up and try my best for tomorrow again. ^ - ^
I don't think people understand how stressful it is to explain what's going on inside when YOU don't even truly understand it yourself.... It's hard.... It's like a part of my wants to just die and the other wants to live or a part of me wants to relapse and the other just wants to recover.... I just want someone to understand, but they can't... Some say get over it, grow up, etc. there's rarely anyone there....
I hVe felt like this since my dad died when I was SIX!!! Six! I was depressed from a very young age and I lock myself away for a week on my Dad's anniversary. Stuff like this really helps me. I need support and my Dad was the only people who listened. Thanks for making these. I am truly sorry for anyone having to deal with this. Remember God has a plan for you and His plan will be GREAT!!!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Relatable. For the most part, I want to get better, at least be doing better for the present. But for some reason I miss being at my lowest. I don’t want to live but I don’t want to die and I feel like the words I’m using currently seen enough to fully explain how I’m feeling🫤
Depression, diagnosed or not, is a serious problem, and help is out there. For those of you suffering from any form of depression, what is something you want to hear from a loved one? If there's something you wish that one person would say to you to help make it better, what would it be?
"I love you." I feel like it'll help out a lot, knowing that someone loves me and they actually care for me. Or maybe nothing at all. Knowing the fact that people are there for me makes me feel much better ❤️
I just want to know I'm not alone and someone loves and cares about me or even just hug me, pet me. We can beat this together. I want to know I have reason to live. If my love will just be with me I will be happy and I will have faith and will to live. Thats all.
Me: **been stuck in the house for 5 days due to the weekend+snow days** Him: Why didn’t you tell me you were stuck in the house for 5 days? Me: 0_0...>_>
I really needed this today, thank you. depression is draining, and it's hard to do anything. Anytime I get any form of motivation, I get worried that it will vanish. The important thing is to tell friends and family so that they can help. If any of you ever need to talk I am here for you! You don't have to fight it alone.
I'm here at last! Your senpai has arrived XD I'm kidding. I'm not that coincided. Cardlin, you're voice work is amazing as always. OMG, how you did that ending. "I'm not crying..." XD Always one of your best lines. Thank you so much for the praise on these scripts I make. They really make me happy to see them, especially since I was trapped in my car heading up north for the summer for two days. Again, thank you all so much.
Absolutely. If you haven't checked my UA-cam page yet, there's always videos for you to watch...well, it's been almost a year since I restarted posting videos, but I hope whatever you see can suit you. But then here are my accounts below: Instagram: @cait_cher09 Ask.FM: @katysilversnowflake Snapchat: @tarprincesscait Figment: figment.com/users/76491-Cait-Cher Tumblr: @caitchercatlady
thank you Cardlin, i really needed this 💕 i'm not diagnosed, but my therapist on campus says i have major depression. it gets difficult, but i'm still trying to hang in there. again, thank you from the bottom of my heart. you really do help a lot of people with your talent, even me.
Thats the spirit. I believe in you my friend. You can beat that son of a... sorry :) I always believe there is solution. Everything is possible! Take care :*
Cardlin: **talks about going to therapy** Me having a mom that's a psychologist and a dad that's a psychiatrist but still being depressed and having anxiety: You really think that's gonna help?
Thank you Cardlin, this is just what I needed this morning. Its been a long, stressful two weeks and I've been quite emotional. I don't know what I would do without your audios. Don't stop making audios I've found myself replaying audio when I need a pick-me-up. You always seem to have an audio for everything! We all love you! 💕💕
This is excellent work from both of you. One of the most insidious aspects of depression is the feeling that no one understands or cares. The empathy written and portrayed in this piece is moving and inspirational. Thank you Cait Cher and Cardlin.
i just realized that i have been here for a while...And i forgot to subscribe! wtf is wrong with me?! and thanks for the love for my cosplay...i also have depression and anxiety so yeah you help alot :3
I know the feeling of being alone like nobody is there for you at times when you needed a hug or a pat or just someone to stay beside you and listen to you to make you feel better. I met 2 people on the internet last month who are under depression and not until they told me how hopeless they feel to the point of being suicidal that I realized how hard it is to encourage them. It breaks my heart that I couldn't do anything other than trying to make them feel better over chat. I wanted to be there for them physically even though I've only known them for a short while. Life has so many beautiful things in store for these people and how I wish they'll give a chance for themselves to start living again even it means starting from scratch. This made me a bit emotional but thank you, Cardlin. :')
Even if doctor's diagnose me or not, I'm still a depressed little shit that should not take meds because in my family it causes deep depression. yay genes
I have to say, you have amazing timing. I have been falling back into a very bad pit of depression these past few weeks and I haven't been able to do much, as a result fallen behind with a lot of things, and it was starting to get worse. I just wanted to say this is just what I needed to hear, thank you, I don't want to take your time from the people who need it more than me. But thank you, for making the darkness seem a little lighter this week.
I'm not even depressed and like heyyyyy when I'm feeling hella bad and my friends are gone I can listen to this and like thank you, bro, actually thank you so much this is a good substitute for if you can't open up to someone face to face
Whenever I play your asmr, it feels like someone is actually in the room with me. I always feel alone and i feel you comfort me. I go through depression and anxiety and I love listening to these, I feel like you really help me.
I'm legit stressing out right now and I spent most of this video having a conversation with myself I think cause he's been answering and I'm a little calmer Also: Cardlin: you can't stay in there forever Me: Test me.
I have depression and i was raped and my moms boyfreind convinced my mom to hit us so i acually understand ur pain my moms boyfreind also hit us with cruches when i was little so ik how u feel
i got inspired to write scripts from CardlinAudio and Aussie ben asmr i havent written anything for a few years and these two gentleman's get me into writing again and one day i would like to audios like them and i wanna thanked them for getting me inspired again so thank you Cardlin and Ben thank you so much 😊👏🏻👏🏻
So you may not see this but... could you do one where the listener is your servant and your the master? Or another collaboration with thegreyknight? Love your audios and especially the singing ones!😊
sometimes i become such a shut in i lock all my windows and doors twice, then i make sure there is absolutely no light coming through my house. and i dont turn on the lights except for the tv
It's very random but I really love lilac background lilac is my favorite color, it relaxes me so much! You do everything right for me without even knowing Cardlin, I can't thank you enough ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ
I've had depression since I was six when something really bad happened too me and it's been really bad the last week and this really helped. Thank you ❤️
Thank you, Cardlin. I needed this. I have been suffering from depression for too long, and you have influenced my girlfriend to help me because of your work. (: I always love your yandere work best.
So I quit my job a month exactly today because I couldn't bear it anymore. So now I just have my freelancer translating job. I have probably left the house like 5 times. I stopped messaging my friends and nobody has noticed yet or they simply didn't care ever. Thanks for making this vid, it gave me the comfort nobody has given me yet.
um- request from a big fan- er... if you could (YOU DON'T HAVE TO) but i was recently diagnosed with autism and i was wondering if you could make a comfort audio for that...i've just felt really emotional (AGAIN YOU DON'T HAVE TO...)
“why didn’t you tell me you were stuck in the house for the past 5 days?” me: **only went to school 1 day out of the whole week last week and today’s monday and i didn’t even go to school PLUS THE WEEKEND** OwO me:”how tf- now that i think about it my friends at school probably think i’m dead bc i haven’t talked to anyone but are they really my friends ? none of them has even checked to see if i was ok” :/
Jassy’s Wrld. I know what this is like. I haven’t been to school at all this week and in all honesty last week was hell. I’ve only had one person check in with me, not even a family member. But know that you’ll find friends in the random way of places. Take care of yourself, friend.
DEPRESSION...... I'm trying to break from it...but the harder I try the more broken...I become...I want help but I think I can handle it...I've had it for 4 years...I hate eating...I face racism and bullying because I'm diabetic life is hard and I want to ball up into a ball and stay there and I try not to self harm but its a cope I'm only 16 I also hate my body... but I crave some affection from something or someone and I need a virtual hug Cardlin because your that someone thank you for these audios I love you so much and don't get me started on the panic attacks... 😓😒😭💕😏😥😩👏😍
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" whats been bothering you for the past few days?" ... everything
Mia Swinson true...
Lol same
Yeah same
Mood honestly
A huge thanks to the ever-reliable Cait Cher for the awesome script! ^_^
CardlinAudio another amazing script by cait cher she has never failed us all... huhu I wish I could be like her. Also thank you for your hardwork,effort,and time in the making of this vids... though I have a slight bad day since its my exam week and its been really tough also know I might didn't do well in the exam. This helps a lot to get back up and try my best for tomorrow again. ^ - ^
I don't think people understand how stressful it is to explain what's going on inside when YOU don't even truly understand it yourself.... It's hard.... It's like a part of my wants to just die and the other wants to live or a part of me wants to relapse and the other just wants to recover.... I just want someone to understand, but they can't... Some say get over it, grow up, etc. there's rarely anyone there....
That was an amazing explanation nonetheless... Thank you for that.
Exactly how I feel
This is how I feel on a day to day basis
I hVe felt like this since my dad died when I was SIX!!! Six! I was depressed from a very young age and I lock myself away for a week on my Dad's anniversary. Stuff like this really helps me. I need support and my Dad was the only people who listened. Thanks for making these. I am truly sorry for anyone having to deal with this. Remember God has a plan for you and His plan will be GREAT!!!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Relatable. For the most part, I want to get better, at least be doing better for the present. But for some reason I miss being at my lowest. I don’t want to live but I don’t want to die and I feel like the words I’m using currently seen enough to fully explain how I’m feeling🫤
Depression, diagnosed or not, is a serious problem, and help is out there. For those of you suffering from any form of depression, what is something you want to hear from a loved one? If there's something you wish that one person would say to you to help make it better, what would it be?
CardlinAudio "You're not alone" along with cuddles is always a good thing to hear! for me anyways :/
sometimes words are not necessary. just knowing that any loved one or friend is always there to support you, lend you a shoulder is good enough.
"I love you."
I feel like it'll help out a lot, knowing that someone loves me and they actually care for me. Or maybe nothing at all. Knowing the fact that people are there for me makes me feel much better ❤️
I just want to know I'm not alone and someone loves and cares about me or even just hug me, pet me. We can beat this together. I want to know I have reason to live. If my love will just be with me I will be happy and I will have faith and will to live. Thats all.
I almost wouldn't want them to say anything, just to hold me. That kind of wordless support is more valuable than most people know.
*reads title*
*looks at locked door*
oh yES I CAN DONT TRY ME- I HAVE THE POWER OF GOD AND ANIME ON MY SIDE
I just have the power of anime on my side
@@tamakiamajiki3463 𝚃-𝚃𝙰𝙼𝙰𝙺𝙸?!?
Wait, is 5 days a long time to not leave the house? Maybe I should go out more...
Damien Marshall I definitely need to go out then cuz I've been inside for 10 weeks
Same
Mood
5 days is a short time to stay in the house for me lmao
The long I’ve not been outside is 6 weeks
Can u please please please do another one about self harm. I've really been struggling this week.
emily cather You can do it. I've already lost this week, but I still have hope in you guys. Stay strong!
Me too, I hope you get better. Stay strong and don't let other people act like they know what your going through.
I am here for you all. stay strong and stay beautiful.
emily cather he's already done a video based on that
If it helps, Jiggy just did one a few days ago.
Me: **been stuck in the house for 5 days due to the weekend+snow days**
Him: Why didn’t you tell me you were stuck in the house for 5 days?
Me: 0_0...>_>
This didn’t age well 😳😅
As soon as you said,"I love you very much... I just want you to be happy again." I started crying. Thank you for this ❤️
Angeline Lee me too I am depressed as fuck 🙀
Being honest with myself here...... was I ever happy to begin with?
I really needed this today, thank you. depression is draining, and it's hard to do anything. Anytime I get any form of motivation, I get worried that it will vanish. The important thing is to tell friends and family so that they can help. If any of you ever need to talk I am here for you! You don't have to fight it alone.
I'm here at last! Your senpai has arrived XD I'm kidding. I'm not that coincided. Cardlin, you're voice work is amazing as always. OMG, how you did that ending. "I'm not crying..." XD Always one of your best lines. Thank you so much for the praise on these scripts I make. They really make me happy to see them, especially since I was trapped in my car heading up north for the summer for two days. Again, thank you all so much.
always a pleasure!
You! You are an incredibly talent writer. Thanks so much for sharing your work.
Are there any other places I can find you?
Absolutely. If you haven't checked my UA-cam page yet, there's always videos for you to watch...well, it's been almost a year since I restarted posting videos, but I hope whatever you see can suit you. But then here are my accounts below:
Instagram: @cait_cher09
Ask.FM: @katysilversnowflake
Snapchat: @tarprincesscait
Figment: figment.com/users/76491-Cait-Cher Tumblr: @caitchercatlady
I should've waited to start my makeup for the day
Him: So we both agree a therapist is a great idea
Me: is not a great idea but its a an idea
Who's cutting the onions- CORNDOGS ?!!!! WHO'S CUTTING THE DAMN CORNDOGS?!!!
same , so much onions as i am so touched....
*hides my knife* 😗
Dude your now like one of my favriote people 😁
thank you Cardlin, i really needed this 💕 i'm not diagnosed, but my therapist on campus says i have major depression. it gets difficult, but i'm still trying to hang in there. again, thank you from the bottom of my heart. you really do help a lot of people with your talent, even me.
Thats the spirit. I believe in you my friend. You can beat that son of a... sorry :) I always believe there is solution. Everything is possible! Take care :*
sorryimangelica WHAT IS YOUR PROFILE PICTURE!! IT'S BEAUTIFUL
come through Cait Cher!
Cardlin: **talks about going to therapy**
Me having a mom that's a psychologist and a dad that's a psychiatrist but still being depressed and having anxiety: You really think that's gonna help?
My mom a therapist I understand how you fee
I really needed this. Thanks Cardy. And thanks to Cait Cher for writing this excellent script.
Your voice is actually fabulous
Thank you Cardlin, this is just what I needed this morning. Its been a long, stressful two weeks and I've been quite emotional. I don't know what I would do without your audios. Don't stop making audios I've found myself replaying audio when I need a pick-me-up. You always seem to have an audio for everything! We all love you! 💕💕
He's like the sweetest thing my existence has ever witnessed
I wish I had someone like him :' )
I love you Cardlin you really help me through my hard times, more than you know. You have such an amazing heart to do this for people like me.
This is excellent work from both of you. One of the most insidious aspects of depression is the feeling that no one understands or cares. The empathy written and portrayed in this piece is moving and inspirational. Thank you Cait Cher and Cardlin.
Lmao I've skipped school for a month and a half and he's telling me that five days is to much.
I started crying the second I heard him say he was coming over. I don't know why, but... That just really got to me.
Lol I’m listening to this in quarantine and when he said 5 days I almost laughed
Same lol
“yOu cAn’T sTaY iN tHeRe fOrEvER” lmao WATCH ME
i just realized that i have been here for a while...And i forgot to subscribe! wtf is wrong with me?! and thanks for the love for my cosplay...i also have depression and anxiety so yeah you help alot :3
Friends- ask to meet my boyfriend
Me -ya sure
Friends coming over-where is he
Me- points to my body pillow and plays Cardlinaudio and Notwhorosethinks
Same, I do that all the time, sometimes it helps me sleep since I'm also very lonely, and sad, and mom thinks I'm weird
That ending made me tear up a bit. :')
Thanks Cardlin. I really need this. Also, don't feel shy to cry ok? XD
I know the feeling of being alone like nobody is there for you at times when you needed a hug or a pat or just someone to stay beside you and listen to you to make you feel better. I met 2 people on the internet last month who are under depression and not until they told me how hopeless they feel to the point of being suicidal that I realized how hard it is to encourage them. It breaks my heart that I couldn't do anything other than trying to make them feel better over chat. I wanted to be there for them physically even though I've only known them for a short while. Life has so many beautiful things in store for these people and how I wish they'll give a chance for themselves to start living again even it means starting from scratch.
This made me a bit emotional but thank you, Cardlin. :')
“you can’t stay there forever”
you wanna bet?
Thank you for always comforting me, many times we just need that push for any problem
"How do you feel now?"
Me:still in depression but a little bit better thaks
Even if doctor's diagnose me or not, I'm still a depressed little shit that should not take meds because in my family it causes deep depression. yay genes
I have to say, you have amazing timing. I have been falling back into a very bad pit of depression these past few weeks and I haven't been able to do much, as a result fallen behind with a lot of things, and it was starting to get worse. I just wanted to say this is just what I needed to hear, thank you, I don't want to take your time from the people who need it more than me. But thank you, for making the darkness seem a little lighter this week.
I'm not even depressed and like heyyyyy when I'm feeling hella bad and my friends are gone I can listen to this and like
thank you, bro, actually thank you so much this is a good substitute for if you can't open up to someone face to face
Whenever I play your asmr, it feels like someone is actually in the room with me. I always feel alone and i feel you comfort me. I go through depression and anxiety and I love listening to these, I feel like you really help me.
I don't even dare to leave my room, much less my house most of the time so this actually did help.
Yes! I didn't think you'd update this early! Thank you so much! It's a wonderful audio as always! (Sorry for all the exclamation marks)
thank you for this.
I'm legit stressing out right now and I spent most of this video having a conversation with myself I think cause he's been answering and I'm a little calmer
Also:
Cardlin: you can't stay in there forever
Me: Test me.
Ive had depression eversince i was a kid...i was abused and every one said they could understand my pain but they
dont.
I have depression and i was raped and my moms boyfreind convinced my mom to hit us so i acually understand ur pain my moms boyfreind also hit us with cruches when i was little so ik how u feel
Him:ok so what has been bothering you the past 5 days
My dad....
SHOTOOOOOOO
Me; *reads the title*, f*cking watch me..., *closes door and hides under blanket*
Roni Darkness #Fnafhs thanks for making me laugh. I feel better now
Roni Darkness #Fnafhs 😂😂😂😂😂
i got inspired to write scripts from CardlinAudio and Aussie ben asmr i havent written anything for a few years and these two gentleman's get me into writing again and one day i would like to audios like them and i wanna thanked them for getting me inspired again so thank you Cardlin and Ben thank you so much 😊👏🏻👏🏻
So you may not see this but... could you do one where the listener is your servant and your the master? Or another collaboration with thegreyknight?
Love your audios and especially the singing ones!😊
"You can't stay in there forever"
Wanna bet :D
*When you've been through so much shit you don't even have enough soul to cry*
Oh... my God. This hit way too hard
Once I saw you uploaded a new video I clicked sooo hard on my screen that I almost broke my thumbs
Guys check the desc hes so sweet he gave us a link for online therapy so sweet💕💫
sometimes i become such a shut in i lock all my windows and doors twice, then i make sure there is absolutely no light coming through my house. and i dont turn on the lights except for the tv
This made me stop crying. Thank you 😊
I definitely needed to hear this! I've been feeling very depressed lately and your audios always cheer me up Cardlin!
It's very random but I really love lilac background lilac is my favorite color, it relaxes me so much! You do everything right for me without even knowing Cardlin, I can't thank you enough ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ
this is what I needed right naw thank you so much this in credible cardlin 😢😢💜🐻
Thank you Cardlin...I really needed this💙
I've had depression since I was six when something really bad happened too me and it's been really bad the last week and this really helped. Thank you ❤️
Awww the ending was so cute
I really REALLY needed this thank you!! To both you and Cait Cher
Cardlin: Whats been bothering you?
Me: My existence
Cardlin: You've stucked in your House for 5 days?!
Me, didn't leaved the House since the Start of Dezember 2020
👁👄👁
5 days is a long time... Oooh wait until you hear about 5 month long quarantine-
Thank you, Cardlin. I needed this. I have been suffering from depression for too long, and you have influenced my girlfriend to help me because of your work. (: I always love your yandere work best.
Him: you haven't left the house for 5 days
Me:I went to school on Friday and the weekend I didn't feel like going anywhere
So I quit my job a month exactly today because I couldn't bear it anymore. So now I just have my freelancer translating job. I have probably left the house like 5 times. I stopped messaging my friends and nobody has noticed yet or they simply didn't care ever.
Thanks for making this vid, it gave me the comfort nobody has given me yet.
um- request from a big fan- er... if you could (YOU DON'T HAVE TO) but i was recently diagnosed with autism and i was wondering if you could make a comfort audio for that...i've just felt really emotional (AGAIN YOU DON'T HAVE TO...)
i haven’t been out in 2 months, i just got out for the first time but now i just feel bad again
It is Christmas Eve and I am hiding from my family listening to this...what is my life becoming???
Geneva Chapman A WISE DECISION
This is exactly what I needed today, thank you
Thanks for the video. :) Glad you help so many people.
‘Five days’. lol, I haven’t left the house in six months, covid is fucking awesome.
Ye this didnt age well lol
@@thisisfallacious9463 it was sarcasm :/
@@brooklynapeterson I meant the audio since at the time I commented there was a lockdown..
Most scripts are written by Cait Cher. Well done Cait.
3:45 you can’t keep staying in your house for days
Ohhhh yes i can and i will
When he saying if you don’t eat your going to get sick
I have eaten 2 bags of crisps and a chocolate bar and a pack of cookies
❤️thanks Cardlin ...
“I got some, it looks like tuna macaroni.”
Great. The 2 foods I despise.
Do you think it made anyone smile?
~Go to bed.~
thank you for this! like honestly i've been going through some stuff and because of that, i've been feeling pretty down...
i know this is a very like, sorta serious video but when he said tuna mac i vibed. tuna mac is good shit y'all
Cardin: But we both agree that a theripist is the better option right?
Me: no, im not doing therapy, ever, never happening, but thanks
Thank u for this. I needed it :'-) and great job as always :-)
“You can’t stay in there forever”
*watch me*
On the real note most of my time is spent inside lmao
Shoot I needed this
I miss your old records. Where can I hear them?
*reads title*
are you underestimating me?
this was my script idea i'm litty !!!!
“You can’t stay in there forever” is that a challenge?
Ew tuna and Macoroni
What?
i haven't left the house in almost 3 weeks now, this hit me really hard
“what’s been bothering you”
me: the killing game-
I needed this..💜
Bruh I don’t even leave my room but only when I need to eat.
leave me alone i’m staying in the corner and you can’t move me >:
Me: hasn’t left the house for over a week
Him: omg 5 days is so long :0
Me: *laughs in laziness*
“why didn’t you tell me you were stuck in the house for the past 5 days?”
me: **only went to school 1 day out of the whole week last week and today’s monday and i didn’t even go to school PLUS THE WEEKEND** OwO
me:”how tf- now that i think about it my friends at school probably think i’m dead bc i haven’t talked to anyone but are they really my friends ? none of them has even checked to see if i was ok” :/
Jassy’s Wrld. I know what this is like. I haven’t been to school at all this week and in all honesty last week was hell. I’ve only had one person check in with me, not even a family member. But know that you’ll find friends in the random way of places. Take care of yourself, friend.
MermaidWolf 03 yeah i know, but people where i live are shit at being a “friend”. anyway, same to you.
Him:Where are you?
Me: im at SoUp!!!!
WHAT DO U MEAN YOUR AT SOUP ??!?!?
@@luka1373 IT MEANS IM AT SOUP!!!!
What store are you in???
@@luka1373 I'm at the SOUP STORE!!
Kellymar Castillo WHY ARE YOU BUYING CLOTHES AT THE SOUP STORE !?!?!?
ha ! if i called a 'friend ' I would be lucky if they even picked up............
I feel ya. 😔
Anybody else just like drop a spoon and its just like “YOU KNOW WHAT THIS IS THE LAST STRAW” & just cry bc same.
I don't cry, first I stare at the spoon, then sometimes I sit on the floor, and then I get angry and throw a tantrum like I'm five.
Me after watching this: I’m not crying you are
DEPRESSION......
I'm trying to break from it...but the harder I try the more broken...I become...I want help but I think I can handle it...I've had it for 4 years...I hate eating...I face racism and bullying because I'm diabetic life is hard and I want to ball up into a ball and stay there and I try not to self harm but its a cope I'm only 16 I also hate my body... but I crave some affection from something or someone and I need a virtual hug Cardlin because your that someone thank you for these audios I love you so much and don't get me started on the panic attacks... 😓😒😭💕😏😥😩👏😍