Before leaving this Earth, the final commission Jesus left with His disciples was to, “be His witnesses”... So this is my “witness account” of how God PROVED to me He was real. I don’t have every verse in the Bible memorized. I don’t have all the answers. And I’m damn sure not claiming to be perfect. ...I’m just doing what I was instructed to do. If you don’t believe me? That’s cool. Just know it’s not my job to CONVINCE you of anything. It’s my job is to be FAITHFUL in SHARING what I’ve PERSONALLY EXPERIENCED and that is all. The rest is between you and God. Much Love and God Bless⚜️
Thanks for Your Testimony Brother! I went through my own trials so I can relate. Btw. Feeling all the Music, straight Fire! Shalom Brother! God Bless 🙏💯
It's 2 in the morning & my 1st time seeing this. I have insomnia & suffer from multiple extreme mental illnesses. Listening to his testimony melted my heart, made me super happy/excited for him & thankfully changed my thought trajectory into a completely different path. Thank you Mesus for sharing this. Praise God Hallelujah!!!!!
Powerful testimony. I was a hardcore atheist, and not living right at all. I was out there doing whatever i wanted and didn't care who i hurt. It finally caught up with me one day, and i lost my home and my family... nearly everything. I was living on the street, broke and broken. One day I had enough. Couldn't take anymore. So I got a gun and made a plan to kill myself. I had nothing to love for. When the time came for me to do it, i made sure I was alone and put the gun to my head and pulled the trigger. It jammed and wouldn't fire. An old radio I had suddenly turned on playing Christian rock music (Skillet "Not Gonna Die"). I was freaked out. My wife called me an hour or two later (she wouldn't talk to me before this) and said she had a dream i had killed myself. We talked, and I prayed for the first time. That is basically my testimony.
That is the most bare bones testimony I have ever heard. It sounds like you’re literally repeating whatever your church told you to say with that comment. If you did whatever you wanted without concern about hurting others, then you lacked empathy, not religion.
"I was a hardcore atheist" What does rejecting a god claim for lack of any evidence have to do with being a terrible person? I guess you just felt like conflating the two ideas based on common Christian bigotry and ignorance. You were just a $hit person, that's it and that's all. 😘
Proud of you brother for having the strength to share your testimony with the world. When you are having a bad week and feel like giving up. Go back to this video and Freepression and read the comments. Let those videos both be a reminder to how powerful your words really are. God Bless 🙏
Same brother, God is 4sure real... I was in a car wreck, back in 1992, I was dead on the hospital table, I was floating above my body, then I heard my mom's prayer.. BAM!.. was back in my body. My mom verified that prayer, a week later, after I woke up, in ICU.. God walks with me everyday...
This is the verse that came to mind that goes right along with your dream, “And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity.” - Matthew 7:23 (KJV) God bless you Brother PRAISE GOD ALWAYS
I've been so heavily burdened by God lately. I can feel him working in me and convicting me to put him first but it's very trying. I've been finding so much encouragement around me lately and it's so amazing see what he's done in other's lives. Thank you for your testimony and the power in your music. Pray for God's children everyday! All glory to Him!
Very interesting! Every word in the Bible has a number for reference, while you see 1134 as hell backwards, the number 1134 in the Bible means "son of might"!! Pretty amazing either way, glad He got your attention and that you are saved, greatest gift we ever can receive!
Does 941 mean anything? I see that number popping up all over like Mesus saw 1134. I mean, it was even the time on the screens in phone commercials. I believe in a higher power, a singular source of ALL life throughout the universe, a singular entity that's beyond my comprehension. I believe Jesus was a real individual that once walked this earth(although, from my understanding that's not his real name), I've just never been a believer or follower of any religion. And also to my understanding, Jesus himself was opposed to organized religion. Obviously, correct me if you think I'm wrong. I've never been a believer that the bible is God's word, for a couple of reasons. If it was truly God's word, then how can it altered so many times throughout history with so many different versions? Also, the bible was written by man, and to err is to human, and God is infallible. Also, if I were to burn all the bibles in the world(not that I actually would, I'm just saying hypothetically speaking) wouldn't I theoretically have just destroyed God's word? I just don't think God's word is that fragile. I believe the word of God is written in the essence of our souls, and the house of God isn't a man-made church, but our bodies. And I'm not saying all this to start any arguments, I'm really not. I'm saying all this just to try to give you a better glimpse of where I'm coming from. I grew up on a relatively simple 3-part philosophy, "respect others" first and foremost, "but take shit from no one," and "respond in kind."
@@troylacy7223 yeah actually it does. It means good things, spiritually speaking if you're seeing 941 everywhere it could be a sign from the Angel's watching over you that you're going to be successful whether it's something you desire or simply being successful following with God's plan that is hard to say
@@troylacy7223 Look at the dead sea scrolls. The Bible hasn't actually changed, there are other things that prove this. There are some different things like instead of the it says teh or a letter is missing but the important parts of the story are the same and unchanged.
Thank you SO much for sharing this. My son is struggling with his beliefs lately at 18 even though my wife and I are firm believers. It's been heartbreaking to think my son is searching or lost. Makes you feel like you blew it as parents sometimes even. But I shared this with him in hopes it'll encourage him on his journey to truth. I just found you about a year ago and have been listening ever since. I'm 46 and still a huge lover of rap ( that's what we called it ) and have been since LL Cool J dropped "Radio" when I was in the 6th grade. Your music is laced with such passion and fire and it's REAL. I really appreciate you and what you do. Again, I thank you for having the courage to share this with the world. God bless brother.
just recently found your music bro and I’m upset it took this long to find you.. but I’m beyond grateful! skeptical at first by your “name” but something told me there’s a deeper, powerful life meaning to it. you’ve got a new follower for life bro!
Thanks for sharing this brother - I had a dream once where I was sitting on the tailgate of a truck... I heard a voice suddenly and it was everywhere... there was no point of origin... you could hear it everywhere - the language was one I couldnt understand... booming voice, deep and it was frightening - not in a horror movie type way... not sure I can explain what I mean - then I felt a hand on the top of my head and it pulled me upwards... into the sky and all around me I saw others being pulled upwards into the sky... I woke up then and it felt so so real... not sure what you make of it - I've been a believer my entire life... havent always lived right but I felt the presence of God... my Mom died a few years back and ever since I havent felt that presence and I am scared by that and cant seem to get it back... sorry for the long post - just felt it
@@SaintMesus it was way back in 2010 - so been a while... After it happened I felt an excitement about it. It felt so real to me. I told everyone I knew about it and my pastor etc. But I haven't felt any of that in so long... I worry .... I'm homebound with back issues even before this craziness took over the world so I don't have a church out here or a pastor any more - I don't doubt him, I doubt myself and if I really was saved, did I do everything I needed to, have I misunderstood in my beliefs - need to get back in the word and figure it out
@burnout 404 you are saved. God came to you and showed what the Rapture would be like. You are one of the few chosen to bear witness to God’s greatest event. God bless you!! Keep God in your heart and mind you’ll be ok.
Im just starting my relationship with God ... im 35 and ive lost myself , lost my confidence , lost my happiness .. i pray and ask for help ... Mesus your words travel further then you know bless you and all that you do ....God is good
Love you brother. I have a very similar testimony in some ways. I knew him, then walked away and thought I had gone too far. Only for Him to woo me back in a very spiritual way. God bless you. 👊👊👊
Brother you should do more of these videos. I was a opioid addict and have been clean 6 years many of my day ones are gone and I'm still here, I overdosed and died and saw my guardian angel. Christ is real Heavenly father is real and it's by his grace I'm here. We need more artist like you may you receive many blessings Brother
@@SaintMesus Just keep using your gifts Brother or as the real definition of the word gift is actually grace biblically but that's neither here nor there. As far as sharing that's what we are here for Brother inspiration and lifting each other when we fall. As the Living Christ Jesus said know a man by his works, I see your genuine Brother they can't snuff that 🔥, Thank you for responding you give me hope in a world lost, just never forget where you came from and what you one man really means to this world, you are your own world now what will you create ?
@@brokencrown6549 congrats on saving your life brother 💯👊 I know it was hard, and still can be at times. Stay strong brother, and keep fighting the good fight💯👊🤙
Just wanted to say, Love ya, brother! God Bless!! All my life, all I ever wanted was a family. I grew up in a broken home, with numerous marriages and divorces on both sides. I went to 14 schools in 12 years, and pretty much became cold and numb to most everything. Ended up doing a short time in the military, got out and got married, and soon found out I couldn't have children. We divorced a few years later. I fell deeper into the pit of hate for this world, and total lack of faith in God. I spent the next 12 years working on offshore drilling rigs, chasing whores and running keys outta Port Arthur, TX, and hurting many along the way, physically and mentally. Got tied up in an insurance scandal (to profit both sides) and got caught. Did 24 months in the fed. When I got out, I was mad at the world. I went on a tear, done some foolish things, and landed back in with 4 years to do. When released this time, realized my time on this earth was limited, and I needed to get my heart and mind right, somehow. I moved to another state, took borrowed money and grants, and put myself through nursing school. I figured as much as I had taken from society, it was my time to give back to society. It was hell, but I was accepted (even with federal felonies) and graduated with a 3.9 g.p.a., 18 years post high-school grad. I was very proud of this, and began to acknowledge, through Christ, I did not accomplish this alone. In 2011, I met the snobbiest nurse ever, and had to train her at my unit. I tried to avoid her at all costs. City chics and country boys just don't work. I couldn't stand to hear her breathe, lol Idk why, as she was truly beautiful, and usually polite (to me). I guess she was so far out of my league, I could only not like her. Stupid, I know. Long story short, we ended up going out, literally on a bet among nurses, that we wouldn't tolerate each other for an entire date. Well, we married a few months later. Lol. We would often talk about how beautiful our kids would be, if we could have any, knowing we couldn't. This lead me back into a deep depression, over time, as the only real thing I ever truly wanted, was a family. My wife was wonderful, but selfishly, I wanted more. I started back drinking and going on 'weekend warrior' drug binges. Playing saint during workdays, and devil on off-days. One night, out of nowhere, I became so angry, I just wanted to end it all. I went out into the yard, and screamed at God, literally for hours, about how I felt he had failed me, and how mad I was at Him for putting me through the hell of a life I had endured so far, never acknowledging I had self-sabotaged most of my adult life. At some point I became so exhausted, I fell to the ground, and literally heard a voice calmly say, 'Son, pick a side.' Nothing more. I looked around for a minute in disbelief, then I got to my knees, prayed for forgiveness, and I told God that no matter what I did, from that moment forward, I was His. No matter how much the devil tried to influence me, I would always chose light over dark, and though I knew I would still be a sinner, I also knew my repentance would be heard, and my faith realized. I felt a loving peace come over me, no words can describe. I literally begged God to give me some sign that He would never leave me, and that all of this wasn't just some crazy delusional emotions and thoughts of a man on the edge. All I heard was silence. Total silence. I took it like a man, collected what was left of my soul, and went back inside. I cried on and off for a couple weeks, like I was losing it. One evening, after a horrible day at work, my wife called to me from the bathroom, saying she had a 'problem,' and she needed me right now.. She had been sickly for a few days. When I rounded the hallway corner, from the bathroom door, she held out her hand and said, 'Look!' I about died. It was a pregnancy test saying 'positive.' All I could say was, 'You know this isn't possible, right?!' She just smiled and said anything is possible if you believe and pray enough. I asked if she had another one, and she did (which was weird) and it showed the same. While I had my doubts, i went and prayed that this was the sign I had asked for, and thanked God, knowing it likely wasn't. But, I thanked Him anyway, and only asked that, no matter the outcome, please protect my wife, as she was all I have left in this world. Today, we have an 8 yr old boy, a 4 yr old boy, and a 2 yr old princess. Yet, medically, I'm still 'unable to have children.' Amniotic tests proved paternity early on in her pregnancies, and the doctors still keep in touch with us, mostly in disbelief I think. Haha. I finally have the family I always wanted. I work for a Hospice company now, and spend a lot of my time, praying for/with my patients and families, and sharing life experiences of God's works. So, that is my testimony, with tears rolling down my face, and my crazy wife sitting beside me as I type this out. God will be good to us, IF WE JUST LET HIM!! God bless you, Mesus. God bless us all!!
Thank you! I have never heard of you, but this message means so much to me. I have been crying uncontrollably throughout the majority of this message because this is exactly what I needed at this point in my journey. We are all here for one another. Thank you, thank God! 🙏😊❤
I was in a church and choir was singing I was standing next to my sister and all of a sudden I felt like something was taking over me. I was scared to death i sat down but i was holding on to the pew in front for dear life. I sister looked down at me and whispered are you alright. I remember looking up at her with a fear in my eyes. O was shaking like a leaf. When church was over and we got outside she asked what happened and I told her something almost got me. I knew that there was a higher power and it was GOD. I began my journey and I am still on it. I try to walk as close to GOD'S words as possible and he has been with me ever since.
Bro glad to hear someone speaking truth so many non believers out there just think of the impact you just had on people that follow you and your music. PUT GOD FIRST and nothing will ever get in your way stay blessed 🙌 🙏
I just saw your video and 1st time seeing any of yours and being a Brother in Christ, it feels like I've known you for years and a great friend. God bless!
Awesome testimony! God is truly so amazing and it's always great hearing other brothers and sisters explain their experiences...it definitely proves God will reveal Himself to you however He needs to...because he knows all....every hair on our heads....much love to you brother!🙏🙌💕
This brought tears to my eyes because I’ve had similar experiences and shrugged them off even knowing in myself that there’s something more than meets the eye to life. I need to start accepting reality.
This is why I have So much Respect for you as a Person and Artist! You Speak an Share Your Personal Experience's with people who you don't even know, but you Try to Help us with our internal struggles an there is nothing more Selfless. Thank You for this much Appreciated more than You know Mesus.
@@SaintMesus it does trust in that cuz your Hard Work and Honesty has helped me through alot this past year especially! An if it's helping me then I can guarantee that it's helping so many more people than you could imagine and not many artists would be willing to put their careers on the line for something like this, to just simply help people was certain issues they're dealing with an feel alone at times like no one understands. So thank you very much for all you do!
@@SaintMesus yeah it does help and save so many people, when I had my saving grace I was told that I should tell as many people as I can even if they think I’m crazy because it’s a sin to know what I know and not share it to help other people 🙏🏼
I seen 11:34 for like a year straight. It tormented me. I started praying everytime I saw it for God to forgive me. I'm not sure the day i stopped seeing it but it definitely stopped. I bet over 20 days in that year I saw it 2x in the same day. My testimony is I went into Teen Challenge and after reading the bible, praying and asking questions for 3 months I had a full blown revelation that all my problems in life were a result of not obeying God. ALL OF THEM!!!! That opened me up to start obeying and then I realized how strong our flesh is. 10 years and still growing!!!
Thank you so much I have been fighting stage 4 lung cancer terminal. For 3 yrs. The day I found out was Feb.1 2019 i.went straight home and told my wife she left me that day so I have gone through all of this alone or so I thought God's always been there he said his only forgotten son to dial the cross for us and I have total faith in it because of it was it for him I wouldn't be allowed today still fighting this fight no one I probably don't have alone but he's gave me all the time I need there's something that he's wanting me to learn a lesson before he brings me home and I truly believe that Amen and God bless you mesus
A huge weight was lifted from me when I stopped believing in God. If that's proof, my experience is proof God doesn't exist. Neither is proof nor can be proven. But God is the extraordinary claim and the burden of proof is on the one making the extraordinary claim.
@Haleigh Stocks Your take and his emotions and dreams are opinions not facts and not proof. He should own up - if he isn't a hypocrite which until now I didn't think he was - to his click bait title on this video. Thou shalt not lie. There's no evidence; no proof here.
@Haleigh Stocks But rest assured - I did go on at length in my own comment that Mesus is choosing (interestingly enough) to ignore. Apparently YT has shadow banned it though I have no proof of that except that there's been zero reactions to controversial statements made. So only circumstantial same as yours. He answered one of my comments in a thread and I copy and pasted that comment for him and he has not replied. I'll do you the same courtesy and copy/paste the whole long thing just to clarify that I am decidedly not fixating on the the one issue: 0% proof of God, with all due respect. You're welcome to interpret all these things as signs but they are not proof in any way, shape or form. I think you're a good person - or did; did you just call nonbelievers crazy 12:22 - sounds rather judgmental to me which makes you a stinking hypocrite because Jesus commanded you to not judge lest ye be judged. If you think I'm crazy, fine; I'm out of here and it'll be no great loss to you but you revealed yourself a bigot and a hypocrite. That is actually how I spot hypocrites every time - they blaspheme by judging despite Jesus' command to not do so. Real Christians never have a problem with me. I honestly thought you didn't but now you call me crazy!? As for the rest. Pfft - when I'm cold in my sleep, I dream of snow and wake up shivering; your dreaming of lightning when sleeping during a thunderstorm is the same as that and the rest is all psychological. Maybe not coincidence as much as it is looking for what you wanted to see. You were on the wrong side of things and needed something to give you strength to turn over a new leaf. I'm very glad you did so but your conscience was bothering you - and, no, God is not needed for that. A conscience is human nature. It is human nature to care about our fellow humans. To you it's a religious experience and I can respect that but that does not make it proof and you should likewise respect my right to disbelieve. I'm honestly glad it gave you the strength to turn over a new leaf but I could argue the same thing. I defintiely became a better person when I lost my faith. Frankly, belief is not a choice. Either you find something believeable or you don't or you're not sure aka agnostic. Question for you: I had a very dear Christian friend who was not worried about my disbelief because she knew me to be a good person. In her words: God doesn't like @$$-kissing. He cares about what's in your heart. There will be atheists in heaven because their heart was good and in accordance with God's teachings and those who call themselves Christian who will find themselves elsewhere because instead of tending to their own hearts, they prayed loudly in the public square for all to hear. Tell me, what is your take on this sweet woman's view? Do you think God/Jesus that you believe in and I don't judges on a person's heart or their ability to praise him? Hmm? Frankly, a God that would burn billions of people in h3ll is not one worth worshipping. It would make him a trillon times worst than Hitler. And, no, that is not the Devil (who he created accoring to the myth) but on him becausse he could bring everyone to heaven if he chose or do you admit he's not all-powerful. And, no, free will doesn't cut it. It's not free will if eternal torment is the punishment for exercising it. That's like a parent saying you're free to eat that cooking when dinner's in half an hour but if you do, I'm goign to spank you for it. Free will with the threat of punishment is not free will. Fortunately, "God" does not exist. Smile! There is no h3ll.
@Haleigh Stocks If that were what I was doing - it isn't. Thanks, for revealing your bigotry. I didn't realize only believers were aloud to speak here. Wow, your faith is weak. Extremely weak. If it were strong, it would not be threatened by my absence of belief. "Christians" are extremely good at making me glad I'm not one of them. In quotes, because it isn't the true Christians who actually follow Jesus' teaching that do that. It is the hypocrites, such as yourself. At least I recognize that. That you don't recognize that atheists can be good people, have a right to their voice in a country founded largely on religious freedom, and are overly defensive - "God" (in quotes due to being fictional) doesn't need defending from you. And my disbelief is no threat to anyone who actually does believe. Stooping to calling those who don't believe in Jesus crazy (as Mesus did) or your tactics in this extremely snotty reply to me just reveals that you have no more faith than I do and just use Jesus as a crutch. You are phony and hypocritical. I repeat judge not lest ye be judge. Jesus may be fictional but he taught some good things. Pity most "Christians" don't follow his teachings. This world would be a far more peaceful place if they did.
What a great testimony, God is calling us. I was a fifteen year old runaway in So. Cal. I knew one Christian growing up. My best friend from the age of 15 to 17. He always made sure I wasn't alone. This was the only person I ever saw love me. We were doing stupid kid stuff and hit bridge doing a 160mph on I-10. My best friend died on the scene and I was expected to die for three days. Your testimony touched me, like you, I prayed at God and said I believe in you and if you are a God, you hate me. So I hate you right back. long story but twenty years later God called me to be a missionary here in the states. I went from hating God to doing the Lord's work. Like you I don't look or sound like any of the religious folks. Jesus said I didn't come for the saved, I came for the sinners. Keep doing what your doing. I'm constantly looking for people like you who are reaching out to the people loving them.
WOW!!!! BEST STORY EVER!!!! Thank you Lord for giving us this man to help encourage us and lead us back to Jesus during these dark times! Keep this man & his family in your prayers guys- we are being heavily blessed by him!!!
I'm happy for you. Every day I feel blessed. I lost a foot due to injuries in Afghanistan. Many people said I should of died. Even going through all that not a day goes by I don't feel blessed. Took me years to finally feel centered. Alcohol, opiods, suicide. There are still times where I get depressed or overwhelmed. I just see it as an obstacle that I need to overcome. Because everyday is a day to be grateful to have God in your life.
God Bless you Mesus. Don’t change a thing! God is going to use you in a great way!!! Young people are watching and listening. They need more of you. They need real. Thank you.
Awesome brother!! U never know what is up until U give yourself to the Lord & truly give in & become whole again!! Keep Speaking The Truth!!! #MESUS2021
Someone still sitting in their computer chair with their arms crossed saying it was all a coincidence. Powerful testimony. 100% appreciate you sharing. I always love seeing new music/videos from you on a Monday, but this was a nice change of pace. I'm always in awe at the many ways God brings us to kneel before Him when we think we have everything figured out. Hearing this story, I can't help but think that Matthew 7:21-23 would hold some strong significance to you. I've always looked at these verses to signify the importance of our hearts and our personal relationship with Christ. It sounds like that was so important to your testimony here. It really is humbling when God shows us something we don't want to see, and I'm always amazed at how much we are able to find when we open our hearts to Him and His will. God Bless you brother!
Hi Tyler I know that somebody sitting in the computer chairs not you for sure and I'm going to have to look up that verse or maybe I'll let you tell me but yes very powerful testimony I enjoy hearing it and as you know I have plenty of my own testimony which I posted in a separate post. I RESPECT you RESPECT Mesus as always. 💯 real people🙏 🤍
Thanks Brother! Had to double check what verse that was but I was right and yeah that’s a scary thought for real. Glad you appreciated the testimony, back to music next Monday 💪💯
Thank you for this! I just found you recently, and I'm loving your songs and strength! This is gonna be a rambling comment, so here goes... I believe, but have struggled since losing a newborn son and also a baby at 20 weeks. LOOOONG stories about all the things that made them extra hard losses. Lots to unpack still. But needless to say, I have my "fights" with God. But I'm always truthful with my prayers. I think He knows and I think He understands. After losing my lil guy in spring 2007, my cousin, who I had grown apart from a bit, lost all three of her babies in a house fire. 2 boys and a girl, ages 7,5, and 3. On thanksgiving. They burried them together. My cousin was still in the hospital and missed their funeral. My husband was a pal bearer... Anyway, you can imagine the blow that dealt me after my loss. I questioned God. Alot. I was angry and heartbroken. My cousin will never be the same. She's into drugs now to cope. One day I'll get the call that she was called home. I get it, in a way. Their father has already passed. A week or so after the kids' funeral, I had the strangest dream of my life. Begining of the dream was normal. I always have goofy things in my dreams and the begining of this was no different. I had to collect dogs in a hotel and put them in a bathtub. (I now. It's weird. I groomed dogs at the time though, so...) Then my hubby picked me up. We stopped at a house and my husband went inside. I was sitting in the passenger seat of the car. I remember thinking about something and lookng at the sunlight. Then, I heard a giggle. And another. I started looking around, looked in the back seat, and there sat my cousin's oldest son, Alex. With his little glasses perched on his nose. He was BEAMING! Grinning from ear to ear! Shining, almost! I could feel, like, waves of happiness coming off of him. I started to cry. He never moved his mouth, but he said, while still smiling the brightest smile I have ever seen, "We're ALL together and HAPPY! We're together! We are happy! Don't worry!" And then my hubby was back and Alex was gone. It was so real. I really think he came to comfort me. The dream, like all of my dreams, took a bad turn. I was still looking around for Alex, and I thought I saw a little girl in the road. Husband slammed the brakes. No little girl in the street. I look behind us and it's a "demon" little girl and she is coming after me. She was green and wrong and clinging to the trunk with her claws. Terrifying. I knew if she got to me, I was doomed. I screamed and woke up. But I was screaming in real life. Full throated screams at the top of my lungs. I've never done that before. Or since. Couldn't sleep after that... So, this was my best and worst dream ever. I think for some reason I was "open" to things that night. Not my first nightmare about a creepy little demon. I've had several. I think the devil likes to screw with those he deems a threat. Couldn't have me get some peace and maybe some sort of closure with my little cousin's visit. Had to throw a wrench in there. I don't know. Just always how I interpreted things... I know Alex was there, though. So, sorry for anyone who read this long... But thanks. Any insight anyone has about this would be appreciated. I don't tell this story very often... TL;DR --- Visited by a child relative that passed, and a creepy demon thing in one night.
Man I can’t say how much I respect you coming forward and saying this. We all have our own individual wake up calls cause God knows how best to reach each n every one of us. I had mine n I can feel the honesty when you say you had yours.
I've been obsessed with history so I felt humans being curious always wondering what's on the other side of the hill, I knew we would come up with Gods and afterlife, it was bound to happen. I denied God my whole life . But then I started waking up to the Hollywood occult connection. And got deep into research of the occult. 2 years ago I was sleeping and I woke up with such anxiety best way to describe it was my soul-spirit knew something was wrong but no sign of trouble. I wondered if i had a nightmare to set me in this way. I looked at the clock and it was 3AM. Went to the bathroom and while going through the kitchen I felt that feeling you had when as a kid and felt something would grab me from the back. I hurried into the bathroom and on.my way back to the bedroom I heard something from my spare bedroom and I went to check, heart pounding. I turned on the light and I finally experienced that fight,freeze,flight response. 5 ft away stood a shadow, humanoid. It was like a shadow but seemed solid. No facial features, no body features. Just humanoid which was pure black like made up from a black hole. And I felt that feeling in rollercoaster. Stomach in my throat and I froze. My body locked from terror. Never felt fear like this. And it came at me with such speed and as I embraced to be tackled or killed it like teleported back to same spot it was. And I screamed out to Jesus and I felt a release and it went through my wall to the outside, 3rd floor mind you. I ran and checked on my son sleeping then I ran and grabbed my phone and called and woke up family. I cried like never before. I'm tatted up. Pretty tough and I was terrified! For weeks I had more activity such as my ex recording evps saying we should be scared, pictures of orbs and shadows. And ever since then I suffer from sleep paralysis . I never had that until having this experience. I thought it was PTSD and in my sleep paralysis I'd see the same apparition. And I've seen and heard many testimonies of people experiencing sleep paralysis after or during paranormal activity. This was life changing. Its reality slap. Its real!
Lost count of the number of times I’ve had sleep paralysis. 3 am is definitely a common time for evil activity and I’ve also seen those shadowy beings... And same result when I shouted Jesus. They vanished. Probably sounds crazy to most... Sounds crazy to me sometimes, but no question it’s real... appreciate you sharing that🙏
Your apparition is identical to my evil encounter. Mine was not sleep paralysis though. I was wide awake, worshipping God ironically, when I had this sudden feeling of pure terror, a fear I've never felt even through all the traumatic childhood events. If fear has a maximum level of intensity and strength, this was it! I carefully, slowly turned around, sensing that I was being watched. I should mention at this point that I was in my church. It was late at night, I was alone (the only human, anyway). The doors were locked. It's a smaller church, tight knit community, and I was the sound booth guy on Sunday mornings. Because of that, I was given the code to access the key to open the church and permission to be there any time I want, as long as I didn't interfere in any way with other things happening there. (There was another church that shared our building but held services later in the day. There was an Alcoholics Anonymous group that met there. Several other small groups met there for various reasons.) I'm in the sanctuary, kneeling at the altar. The fear strikes. Goosebumps like I've never experienced before, heart racing, pounding. As I turn to look in the foyer, my fear is intensifying the more I turn. And then I saw them. Yes, THEM. Two figures identical to your description. The darkness of these things was not just intense, thick blackness. It was more, beyond the physical world. There was a very evil, spiritual vibe happening. I froze. I couldn't physically move or speak. I tried to pray out loud, try to call upon Jesus, but my lips refused to move and no sound was coming out of my mouth. So I prayed in my mind. I don't know how much time passed, but at some point I was able to move. Once I got moving, I started moving very, very fast, as if my life depended on it. I guess to some extent, it did. I got the laptop shut down, turned off the sound system and the lights and booked it out of there. I called the pastor to tell him about it. It was about midnight or so. I was shocked by his lack of surprise. He told me I wasn't the first person to experience this there. The next day I met him back at the church. We went inside and prayed over every room, every closet, every door in the building. Something I left out. I mentioned the church was locked. I made sure of that for my own safety and peace of mind immediately upon entering the building. Not just the door I entered- I checked all the doors that separate the inside from the outside. That building was secure. In addition, there was a little bit of light from the few bulbs that are on timers to provide a little light at night. I assume to deter burglary or something. Anyway, to shorten this a little, basically the location of every light on inside the building and outside were all incapable of making shadows in the exact spot where the demons were (standing? Floating?). Even if they could, there were no objects anywhere in the area that could make a shadow that exact shape, or even close to that shape. To summarize, I saw two demons. Given all tangible circumstances, they could not be shadows or actual human beings. They were legitimate demons. Those two words seem odd together.... Anyway, I just felt the need to share that with you. I'm sorry you deal with sleep paralysis. I can't imagine how much that must mess with daily life.... Stay safe, my friend. May God keep you safe! 🤗🤗🤗
I woke up at 3am for weeks several times in my life. I would go to bed and fall sound asleep but would wake up and look at the clock and it was 3am on the dot every night for several weeks. Then fall back to sleep and sleep until my alarm went off. It was a weird feeling too, being pulled out of sleep at 3am exactly. The room is dark - it was so quiet - no sound. Not sure why that was happening to me - luckily hasn't happened in awhile.
When I seen it first time it wasnt during sleep paralysis. Like my testimony states. And I never had sleep paralysis until having that experience and since then I have it. Matter fact had it 2 nights ago. And alot of the times I have sleep paralysis I see the being. I believe it comes and feeds off energy of us while we sleep. And I read alot of testimonies. You open door to spiritual realn once you believe. I never had a experience where I can say 100 percent it was paranormal until I started researching and believing. Then it happened. And it said if you donr believe you most likely wont have an experience. If you do believe or start to you have a huge chance of having one. I've done years of research into paranormal and the occult ever since and learned alot! And it does seem our conscious has a HUGE effect. If we believe ornbot has a huge effect. If you look into the paranormal and different cultures. You can see every culture that has different versions of ghosts. They litteraly will see and record those kinds of spirits. So our belief and conscious has SUCH a impact in the spiritual realm. For the last few weeks I've been researching SKINWALKERS. They are indeed 100 percent real. There is many video proof and testimonies. Skin walkers are men or women who are into witchcraft. They are everywhere. Not just out west but all corners or USA. They come out mostly at night. They will be either naked, most time thick paint all over body. And they alot of times wrap animal skin over them. The head of the animal over their head. It's a full body of the animal. And they will pull the skin fully over them and the black magik makes them a hybrid. Chances are you can not outrun them. They can keep up to a car speeding in fact infill go get a link where one is running at a car. Their eyes will Glow if you ever watched Nukes top 5 and seen a humanoid with glowing eyes chances are it was a skin Walker. Be careful if you come in contact they carry a hollowed out bone and inside is a powder, the powder is crushed human bones crushed to a powder and poison. If you get close they will blow the powder at you. Hold your breath and close your eyes. It will kill you in about 24 hours. And they will curse you and negative spirits will follow you. This world is darker then you could imagine. Hollywood and music industry is full satanic. They do rituals and spells in the media. Mute your TV if ever hear satanic stuff in movies, shows they will put a real spell in the audio. BBe armourwd in Jesus. If you want to learn the most important thing you ever could learn about SRA Satanic ritual abuse, and adrenochrome. Pray before this research and prepare yourselves. This is what in pledging my life to. I will be working with SRA surviving victims. And working to expose the elite. It has to do with children. So pray . And mentally prepare.... butyback to sleep paralysis and a demonic attack, if it ever happens to you Call out to Jesus you will learn that has POWER. Calling out to Jesus will help a demonic paranormal attack. And stop sleep paralysis which I believe is a demon feeding on your energy while u sleep
I used to have issues with sleep paralysis years ago, and I could tell it was something evil trying to torment me. Like it just didn't feel normal that these episodes kept happening so often. Plus I could always feel that evil creeping up on me before I'm suddenly frozen in fear while sleeping. Growing up a Christian, I knew it had to be a demon. One night when I was having another episode, I kept trying to rebuke whatever was causing the fear/paralysis, but I could feel it trying to keep me from speaking. I got mad thinking "you're not going to stop me from speaking!" and forced out the name of Jesus and I literally felt that demon leave my body. It was such a weird feeling. Like a force exiting my body, and it felt pissed that it had to leave. Last year it tried once more to come back only to fail. Haven't had problems since. That's been my solid proof that there is a God, demons are real and we really are battling them right now. Btw, that dark figure you spoke of, I see those a lot on these paranormal shows on UA-cam. There's so many videos it's like they're popping up all over the place.
God bless you on your journey. Thank you for sharing, Everytime you could out with something new I send it to my husband he finally listened and was very impressed with your messages in your music. Thank you for your voice!🙏🇺🇸
God has proven to me over and over and over He is real. I have seen stuff that is so unbelievable that it has no explanation other than it was God. I'm so far from perfect that I can't fathom how He could ever love me so much that he sent His Son to be beat and murdered for no reason other than being the Son of God. All I know is even though I can't figure out why He would love me that much but I know He does. ❤️
Thank you for sharing and I’m happy I stumbled upon one of your songs and been listening to all of your songs ever since. I always thought that dreams are such a mistery and they all have meaning and if there would be a place/platform for all people to share their dreams we probably would learn so much and be in a better place and we would all heal and be good to one another. GOD BLESS.
Your conference/faith is such a roll model to so many lost soles... the whole time hearing your UA-cam video I couldn’t get your song “our father” out of my head.... God bless my Brother!
I will be honest here Robin K....I am not a believer either, and when some try’s to tell me otherwise, it causes a feeling of separation to a point. I personally want people to respect my views, just as I respect theirs. Not saying you brother definitely feels this way, but that might be something to ask him. I wish you and your family all the best. EDIT: I was a believer at one point too, so I know what that means to you, and why him not believing hurts you so much. It’s a tough situation
This testimony is amazing! I have really been struggling with my faith and all that's been going on in 2020. You helped solidify with this that I need not pay attention to the world and keep my eyes on God! Appreciate you brotha!
Thank you so much Charles for sharing your testimony. Very very touching and beautiful. Makes my heart so happy that you came to know Christ and still on that journey. I'm right there with you. ❤❤🙏 Praying for you. Much love. God bless.
God spoke to me in the 4th grade Ms. Buckaloo's class. The voice was powerful, profound, booming, voice that said..."WHO ARE YOU?" I believe he was prepping me for this time now.
And I rather appreciate the bit of insight into yourself that you have given with this video... freepression gives me a bit of insight too...I like ya, mesus...lol I listen to you frequently in my car, and this feels like a bonus! Lol
I love you my brother and everyone reading this. I felt in my soul this is truth. Thank you brother for you honesty. Just a few days ago the lord spoke to me in a way that was undeniable. I sat down and asked "where shall I read tonight" the verse number popped into my head led me to MATTHEW 23:24, as I get to that page a gnat (in Michigan in winter ) flies in front of me and I swat at it.then look down to read "YE BLIND GUIDES, WHICH STRAIN AT A GNAT,AND SWALLOW A CAMEL" the LORD JESUS and OUR FATHER speak to us daily .NOTHING IS RANDOM. I TESTIFY THAT OUR LORD HAS TOLD ME TO LOOK TO THE SKY HIS RETURN IS NEAR. I pray for all of you.
Mesus you don't let the devil talk too you. He roars like a lion seeking who he can devour much love broh that older song you made was that for your dad are your brother? God bless you it's been a minite sInce I have talk too you "SEMPER FI"
Thank you mesus...23 years ago I asked God scornfully to give me a vacation...I was broke, my car broke down, it was 2am in the morning and I felt like giving up....I got into a car accident the later on the same day that almost killed me...while lay bleeding and barely brearhing....I remembering say God I'm scared...I don't want to die....I was an atheist at the time...then in a calming voice I hear.... I'm here to help....next thing I know I was on my old school GI Joe "look alike" cell phone talking to my mom....funny thing is...my legs were broke....and the phone was in the car when I wrecked....my mother was the first at the scene...no one was there....thats when I believed in God! Amen brother!
ABSOLUTEly love this. ur music is moving and ur spiritual godly experience is liberating. keep doing ur thing man. ur refreshing people's beliefs with videos like these.
GOD bless you brother!!!Very inspirational!!! I battle my demons every day and every day it's a fight but stories like this help remind me how worth it, it is and that I am not alone!!! Thank you✊✊✊
That book was intense! I like that it was written in a way that made it easy to read and easy to comprehend. That means even people who struggle a bit more with reading, or just hate reading, can get something out of it. Great recommendation! 🙂
I remembering when I Died when I got Alcohol Poison and I got sent to Hell first thing... I was in a Hospital where I Died and I can hear everyone who Died there even Babies and I can hear Demons Screaming than I ran outta the Hospital but didn't get far and I can see Dragons flying around but I didn't make it far because they brought me back to Live and my Soul was sucked back to my Body than I Woke up in the Hospital with 4 Beautiful Nurses smiling at me... it was Crayzie yo! 🙏🏼
Listening to you brought me tears of joy and a sensation of love bursting from my heart. Thank you for sharing. Its such a beautiful thing when someone accepts Gods Love. It is boundless and there for anyone who chooses to accept it. God Bless You
Love your music and message brother and hearing testimony like this is what it’s all about makes your music that much better to me keep it up my brother
That's an awesome testimony... Thanks for sharing with all of us... I just found you from your comment on Brodnax video... You guys laying out the real... There's such a desire for righteousness right now... Keep spreading the love and truth, God bless you guys !
I’m not religious in the slightest. Not for me to say if there is or there isn’t a god but what I will say is if you find solice,comfort answers who am I to judge. ✌️ ❤️ ✊
Agreed. I'm athiest. But funny how the "Christians" judge us despite Jesus' commanding them not to. If you think about it, it's complete blasphemy to stand in for God and judge. Any "Christan" who does - and correct me if I'm wrong but he just called us crazy for not believing - is a hypocrite.
Actually, I would think quite the opposite, when your life is easy, why would you need God? And then if something bad happens, God gets the blame for it not being easy anymore. Easy or hard life, we all need salvation for we have all fallen short and need forgiveness. Just because someone's life may look easy, you never know what's going on in their hearts, and most of the Bible tells us how to deal with the hardships, if your life is too easy, may be time to revaluate your relationship with the Lord. If it's hard, your being refined through the fire, be grateful, out treasures are in heaven.
@@SaintMesus I would disagree. God would have to be evil and sadistic to make someone go through my life. If it was God that did this to me I don't want nothing to do with it.
I agree. Best summer of my life, it was very easy to believe in God. Seems like people believe when either their life is easy or so hard they have to convince themselves of pie in the sky when they die. Funny though how they use h3ll to scare instead. You'd better believe in "God" or else! Frankly, h3ll makes "God" a trillion times worse than H!tler. I'm awfully glad he's not real.
@@BlazeDuskdreamer people always want to blame God but forget about the enemy and free will. And yes, unfortunately we have to deal with other people's free will, and that why God sent His son, and if you truly seek the truth, He will show it to you. I am very sorry you choose to blame God instead of running to Him. This world was never meant to be kind, and God knew that, and He had a plan from before the foundation. It's the people who think this life is supposed to be a cakewalk who end up blaming God when it doesn't turn out the way they want it to, but His ways are not our ways and his thoughts are not our thoughts, but how can you say to the Potter he did not make the pot? I hope you find the truth, because what you believe now is not helping you either, hating God clearly isn't solving any of your problems.
We did not know about you until Burdens video yesterday. Subbed to both your channels. And this was an amazing testimony. So glad you found God in your life. He is great and does love us. Glad your a fellow Christian.
❤️🧡💛💚💙💜 We are all the same person living life in a bunch of different bodies which means that every person that you meet is really YOU living in another body!!! You see, you are interacting with YOURSELF at all times and once you realize this you can achieve UNITY✨🙏✨
I don’t know about that Jason. But I do think we will all find out just what religion is right, or if there is no god at all. But I do like the good vibes💯🤙
@@SilentStorm_5 Bro it's not about what religion is right or wrong. Religion is created by man. That man (or woman) might have the very best intention when they start their church, but over time, if man looses that focus on Jesus and what He did for us, the enemy will creep in and steer that preacher, church, religion away from the true path God has for us. I challenge you to humble your heart for a lil bit, (whatever you do or don't believe) and just tell God how you feel and why. He will show you in a way that only The Creator can. Whether you believe God is real or not, He knew YOU before He formed you in your mother's womb. He has ordained and set into motion the path and every step of your life, before conception. God might not reveal Himself to you at that moment, but I gaurantee before you take your last breathe, He will show you He is the Great I AM. I'm gonna leave Mesus a message about how God woke me up if you want to read it. No matter where your heart is, I would treat you the same as I treat my blood brother. Jesus gave us 2 commandments when he was on earth, they are so simple. #1 love the Lord the God with all your heart, soul, and mind. #2 love each other as Christ loves us. And Jesus Christ sacrificed His life, dignity, and He was persecuted for spreading the love of God the Father. I love you bro, but God love you unconditionally.
@@SaintMesus I respect the hell out of you sir. But can I be honest with you for a second? I am also kinda confused by you. If you ever get bored, and you wouldn’t mind blessing me with a 30min honest conversation over the phone or email about religion, depression and rap, Please send me a private message on Twitter. My Twitter is @TheSilentStorm5
How does the existence of ghosts prove God. Apples and oranges. Ghosts don't prove God. I lived in a haunted house for five years. I don't believe in God.
Bless u bruh. Feeling this testimony way down here in Ga. I just caught ur music after an ACal video. U spit fire. I'm glad u got thru that street game. Most don't make it out alive.
Thanks for sharing this brother! That spiritual comfort, the first time you feel it, is overwhelming. Nothing can explain it! The LORD works in mysterious ways. Who would have ever thought a number, a dream and a piece of paper with a couple scriptures would lead you to get saved. Praise God brother!
Thank you for this when I needed to hear this the most. My family may loose some one in my family tonight because of covid and this made me feel a lot better because I know he will get to meet the Lord soon we all will some day but you helped me with all those emotions that come with loss thanks again brother.
Before leaving this Earth, the final commission Jesus left with His disciples was to, “be His witnesses”...
So this is my “witness account” of how God PROVED to me He was real.
I don’t have every verse in the Bible memorized. I don’t have all the answers. And I’m damn sure not claiming to be perfect.
...I’m just doing what I was instructed to do.
If you don’t believe me? That’s cool. Just know it’s not my job to CONVINCE you of anything. It’s my job is to be FAITHFUL in SHARING what I’ve PERSONALLY EXPERIENCED and that is all. The rest is between you and God.
Much Love and God Bless⚜️
God bless brother. He will always be there for you, even when you don’t understand how.
God bless brother
Thanks for Your Testimony Brother! I went through my own trials so I can relate. Btw. Feeling all the Music, straight Fire! Shalom Brother! God Bless 🙏💯
Mad respect
Righteous brother! ✌️🙏✌️
It's 2 in the morning & my 1st time seeing this. I have insomnia & suffer from multiple extreme mental illnesses. Listening to his testimony melted my heart, made me super happy/excited for him & thankfully changed my thought trajectory into a completely different path.
Thank you Mesus for sharing this. Praise God Hallelujah!!!!!
Powerful testimony.
I was a hardcore atheist, and not living right at all. I was out there doing whatever i wanted and didn't care who i hurt.
It finally caught up with me one day, and i lost my home and my family... nearly everything. I was living on the street, broke and broken.
One day I had enough. Couldn't take anymore. So I got a gun and made a plan to kill myself. I had nothing to love for.
When the time came for me to do it, i made sure I was alone and put the gun to my head and pulled the trigger. It jammed and wouldn't fire. An old radio I had suddenly turned on playing Christian rock music (Skillet "Not Gonna Die"). I was freaked out.
My wife called me an hour or two later (she wouldn't talk to me before this) and said she had a dream i had killed myself. We talked, and I prayed for the first time.
That is basically my testimony.
That is the most bare bones testimony I have ever heard. It sounds like you’re literally repeating whatever your church told you to say with that comment.
If you did whatever you wanted without concern about hurting others, then you lacked empathy, not religion.
Wow praise God sure glad for you and your family that you are alive and able to tell the story just keep telling the truth❤
@@2l84me8sounds like you might have been told you lack empathy a few times in your life?
"I was a hardcore atheist" What does rejecting a god claim for lack of any evidence have to do with being a terrible person? I guess you just felt like conflating the two ideas based on common Christian bigotry and ignorance. You were just a $hit person, that's it and that's all. 😘
That hit!
Proud of you brother for having the strength to share your testimony with the world. When you are having a bad week and feel like giving up. Go back to this video and Freepression and read the comments. Let those videos both be a reminder to how powerful your words really are. God Bless 🙏
Love you Bro🙏
Same brother, God is 4sure real... I was in a car wreck, back in 1992, I was dead on the hospital table, I was floating above my body, then I heard my mom's prayer.. BAM!.. was back in my body. My mom verified that prayer, a week later, after I woke up, in ICU.. God walks with me everyday...
That’s so dope! So many amazing testimonies like this!! Let the Saints shout em out from the rooftops🗣💯
Whoaaa! That's so cool!! I hope you don't have any leftover's from the wreck. That part's not cool. Glad you survived to tell!!
God Bless you!! 💞
A quote I live by is: If you put "Go" in front of "Disable" you get "God is Able"
Love it!!!
"God is able"? 😂 oh lol these guys don't even care about their own bs
This is the verse that came to mind that goes right along with your dream, “And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity.”
- Matthew 7:23 (KJV)
God bless you Brother PRAISE GOD ALWAYS
I've been so heavily burdened by God lately. I can feel him working in me and convicting me to put him first but it's very trying. I've been finding so much encouragement around me lately and it's so amazing see what he's done in other's lives. Thank you for your testimony and the power in your music. Pray for God's children everyday! All glory to Him!
He's got a mission for you to help yourself AND many others!
Bless u brother.... great testimony!!!! U never know who it’s gonna touch... love u brother...
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Very interesting! Every word in the Bible has a number for reference, while you see 1134 as hell backwards, the number 1134 in the Bible means "son of might"!! Pretty amazing either way, glad He got your attention and that you are saved, greatest gift we ever can receive!
Thank you! And I appreciate you sharing that
Does 941 mean anything? I see that number popping up all over like Mesus saw 1134. I mean, it was even the time on the screens in phone commercials. I believe in a higher power, a singular source of ALL life throughout the universe, a singular entity that's beyond my comprehension. I believe Jesus was a real individual that once walked this earth(although, from my understanding that's not his real name), I've just never been a believer or follower of any religion. And also to my understanding, Jesus himself was opposed to organized religion. Obviously, correct me if you think I'm wrong. I've never been a believer that the bible is God's word, for a couple of reasons. If it was truly God's word, then how can it altered so many times throughout history with so many different versions? Also, the bible was written by man, and to err is to human, and God is infallible. Also, if I were to burn all the bibles in the world(not that I actually would, I'm just saying hypothetically speaking) wouldn't I theoretically have just destroyed God's word? I just don't think God's word is that fragile. I believe the word of God is written in the essence of our souls, and the house of God isn't a man-made church, but our bodies. And I'm not saying all this to start any arguments, I'm really not. I'm saying all this just to try to give you a better glimpse of where I'm coming from. I grew up on a relatively simple 3-part philosophy, "respect others" first and foremost, "but take shit from no one," and "respond in kind."
113 and 34 are huge numbers in gematria ( kabalah) which the catholic church uses to kill celebs and control the gov. Of the world
@@troylacy7223 yeah actually it does. It means good things, spiritually speaking if you're seeing 941 everywhere it could be a sign from the Angel's watching over you that you're going to be successful whether it's something you desire or simply being successful following with God's plan that is hard to say
@@troylacy7223 Look at the dead sea scrolls. The Bible hasn't actually changed, there are other things that prove this. There are some different things like instead of the it says teh or a letter is missing but the important parts of the story are the same and unchanged.
I am a Pastor who is praying for you. Today is my dad’s funeral, so been thinking a lot.
Thank you SO much for sharing this. My son is struggling with his beliefs lately at 18 even though my wife and I are firm believers. It's been heartbreaking to think my son is searching or lost. Makes you feel like you blew it as parents sometimes even. But I shared this with him in hopes it'll encourage him on his journey to truth. I just found you about a year ago and have been listening ever since. I'm 46 and still a huge lover of rap ( that's what we called it ) and have been since LL Cool J dropped "Radio" when I was in the 6th grade. Your music is laced with such passion and fire and it's REAL. I really appreciate you and what you do. Again, I thank you for having the courage to share this with the world. God bless brother.
just recently found your music bro and I’m upset it took this long to find you.. but I’m beyond grateful! skeptical at first by your “name” but something told me there’s a deeper, powerful life meaning to it. you’ve got a new follower for life bro!
He is a real one.💯 Welcome to the fan base💯👊
Glad you stuck around long enough to give me a fair shake. Respect 👊
Welcome to the Saints
Mesus is so underrated but you listen one time you addicted for life.
@@Missyoudad4723 do you watch Trent and Allie?
@@SilentStorm_5 I don’t know who they are ?
Thanks for sharing this brother - I had a dream once where I was sitting on the tailgate of a truck... I heard a voice suddenly and it was everywhere... there was no point of origin... you could hear it everywhere - the language was one I couldnt understand... booming voice, deep and it was frightening - not in a horror movie type way... not sure I can explain what I mean - then I felt a hand on the top of my head and it pulled me upwards... into the sky and all around me I saw others being pulled upwards into the sky... I woke up then and it felt so so real... not sure what you make of it - I've been a believer my entire life... havent always lived right but I felt the presence of God... my Mom died a few years back and ever since I havent felt that presence and I am scared by that and cant seem to get it back... sorry for the long post - just felt it
No apologies necessary... appreciate you sharing this and sorry about your loss. I think that dream was about the rapture. How long ago was it?
@@SaintMesus it was way back in 2010 - so been a while... After it happened I felt an excitement about it. It felt so real to me. I told everyone I knew about it and my pastor etc. But I haven't felt any of that in so long... I worry .... I'm homebound with back issues even before this craziness took over the world so I don't have a church out here or a pastor any more - I don't doubt him, I doubt myself and if I really was saved, did I do everything I needed to, have I misunderstood in my beliefs - need to get back in the word and figure it out
@burnout 404 you are saved. God came to you and showed what the Rapture would be like. You are one of the few chosen to bear witness to God’s greatest event. God bless you!! Keep God in your heart and mind you’ll be ok.
Im just starting my relationship with God ... im 35 and ive lost myself , lost my confidence , lost my happiness .. i pray and ask for help ... Mesus your words travel further then you know bless you and all that you do ....God is good
Love you brother. I have a very similar testimony in some ways. I knew him, then walked away and thought I had gone too far. Only for Him to woo me back in a very spiritual way. God bless you. 👊👊👊
That’s awesome!!
Brother you should do more of these videos. I was a opioid addict and have been clean 6 years many of my day ones are gone and I'm still here, I overdosed and died and saw my guardian angel. Christ is real Heavenly father is real and it's by his grace I'm here. We need more artist like you may you receive many blessings Brother
Thank you for sharing that and thank you for encouragement!! Definitely agree that I need to do more videos along these lines
@@SaintMesus Just keep using your gifts Brother or as the real definition of the word gift is actually grace biblically but that's neither here nor there. As far as sharing that's what we are here for Brother inspiration and lifting each other when we fall. As the Living Christ Jesus said know a man by his works, I see your genuine Brother they can't snuff that 🔥, Thank you for responding you give me hope in a world lost, just never forget where you came from and what you one man really means to this world, you are your own world now what will you create ?
@@brokencrown6549 congrats on saving your life brother 💯👊 I know it was hard, and still can be at times. Stay strong brother, and keep fighting the good fight💯👊🤙
@@SilentStorm_5 Thank you my Brother many blessings
@@brokencrown6549 you as well sir
Just wanted to say, Love ya, brother! God Bless!!
All my life, all I ever wanted was a family. I grew up in a broken home, with numerous marriages and divorces on both sides. I went to 14 schools in 12 years, and pretty much became cold and numb to most everything. Ended up doing a short time in the military, got out and got married, and soon found out I couldn't have children. We divorced a few years later. I fell deeper into the pit of hate for this world, and total lack of faith in God. I spent the next 12 years working on offshore drilling rigs, chasing whores and running keys outta Port Arthur, TX, and hurting many along the way, physically and mentally. Got tied up in an insurance scandal (to profit both sides) and got caught. Did 24 months in the fed. When I got out, I was mad at the world. I went on a tear, done some foolish things, and landed back in with 4 years to do. When released this time, realized my time on this earth was limited, and I needed to get my heart and mind right, somehow. I moved to another state, took borrowed money and grants, and put myself through nursing school. I figured as much as I had taken from society, it was my time to give back to society. It was hell, but I was accepted (even with federal felonies) and graduated with a 3.9 g.p.a., 18 years post high-school grad. I was very proud of this, and began to acknowledge, through Christ, I did not accomplish this alone. In 2011, I met the snobbiest nurse ever, and had to train her at my unit. I tried to avoid her at all costs. City chics and country boys just don't work. I couldn't stand to hear her breathe, lol
Idk why, as she was truly beautiful, and usually polite (to me). I guess she was so far out of my league, I could only not like her. Stupid, I know. Long story short, we ended up going out, literally on a bet among nurses, that we wouldn't tolerate each other for an entire date. Well, we married a few months later. Lol. We would often talk about how beautiful our kids would be, if we could have any, knowing we couldn't. This lead me back into a deep depression, over time, as the only real thing I ever truly wanted, was a family. My wife was wonderful, but selfishly, I wanted more. I started back drinking and going on 'weekend warrior' drug binges. Playing saint during workdays, and devil on off-days.
One night, out of nowhere, I became so angry, I just wanted to end it all. I went out into the yard, and screamed at God, literally for hours, about how I felt he had failed me, and how mad I was at Him for putting me through the hell of a life I had endured so far, never acknowledging I had self-sabotaged most of my adult life. At some point I became so exhausted, I fell to the ground, and literally heard a voice calmly say, 'Son, pick a side.' Nothing more. I looked around for a minute in disbelief, then I got to my knees, prayed for forgiveness, and I told God that no matter what I did, from that moment forward, I was His. No matter how much the devil tried to influence me, I would always chose light over dark, and though I knew I would still be a sinner, I also knew my repentance would be heard, and my faith realized. I felt a loving peace come over me, no words can describe. I literally begged God to give me some sign that He would never leave me, and that all of this wasn't just some crazy delusional emotions and thoughts of a man on the edge. All I heard was silence. Total silence. I took it like a man, collected what was left of my soul, and went back inside. I cried on and off for a couple weeks, like I was losing it.
One evening, after a horrible day at work, my wife called to me from the bathroom, saying she had a 'problem,' and she needed me right now.. She had been sickly for a few days. When I rounded the hallway corner, from the bathroom door, she held out her hand and said, 'Look!' I about died. It was a pregnancy test saying 'positive.' All I could say was, 'You know this isn't possible, right?!' She just smiled and said anything is possible if you believe and pray enough. I asked if she had another one, and she did (which was weird) and it showed the same. While I had my doubts, i went and prayed that this was the sign I had asked for, and thanked God, knowing it likely wasn't. But, I thanked Him anyway, and only asked that, no matter the outcome, please protect my wife, as she was all I have left in this world.
Today, we have an 8 yr old boy, a 4 yr old boy, and a 2 yr old princess. Yet, medically, I'm still 'unable to have children.' Amniotic tests proved paternity early on in her pregnancies, and the doctors still keep in touch with us, mostly in disbelief I think. Haha. I finally have the family I always wanted. I work for a Hospice company now, and spend a lot of my time, praying for/with my patients and families, and sharing life experiences of God's works.
So, that is my testimony, with tears rolling down my face, and my crazy wife sitting beside me as I type this out. God will be good to us, IF WE JUST LET HIM!!
God bless you, Mesus. God bless us all!!
Thank you! I have never heard of you, but this message means so much to me. I have been crying uncontrollably throughout the majority of this message because this is exactly what I needed at this point in my journey. We are all here for one another. Thank you, thank God! 🙏😊❤
I was in a church and choir was singing I was standing next to my sister and all of a sudden I felt like something was taking over me. I was scared to death i sat down but i was holding on to the pew in front for dear life. I sister looked down at me and whispered are you alright. I remember looking up at her with a fear in my eyes. O was shaking like a leaf. When church was over and we got outside she asked what happened and I told her something almost got me. I knew that there was a higher power and it was GOD. I began my journey and I am still on it. I try to walk as close to GOD'S words as possible and he has been with me ever since.
Bro glad to hear someone speaking truth so many non believers out there just think of the impact you just had on people that follow you and your music. PUT GOD FIRST and nothing will ever get in your way stay blessed 🙌 🙏
🙏Keep spreading your message Mesus there are a lot of people that need to hear it. Thank you for sharing 🙏🙏
As soon as you said he said "I don't know you" I got chills. Respect homie. The lord works in mysterious ways is more than just an old saying.
I just saw your video and 1st time seeing any of yours and being a Brother in Christ, it feels like I've known you for years and a great friend. God bless!
I totally would have watched the 30 min version! Much love to you mesus
Lol, baby steps... felt like 3 mins to 30 mins was juuuuuust a little too much
Awesome testimony! God is truly so amazing and it's always great hearing other brothers and sisters explain their experiences...it definitely proves God will reveal Himself to you however He needs to...because he knows all....every hair on our heads....much love to you brother!🙏🙌💕
This brought tears to my eyes because I’ve had similar experiences and shrugged them off even knowing in myself that there’s something more than meets the eye to life. I need to start accepting reality.
Me and you are on the same boat
Amen, grateful to hear that!
I'll pray for you brother!
God bless brother. I'm in a dark place so thank you.
This is why I have So much Respect for you as a Person and Artist! You Speak an Share Your Personal Experience's with people who you don't even know, but you Try to Help us with our internal struggles an there is nothing more Selfless. Thank You for this much Appreciated more than You know Mesus.
Sometimes I do question if it truly helps so thank you for this. Much love and respect back🙏
@@SaintMesus it does trust in that cuz your Hard Work and Honesty has helped me through alot this past year especially! An if it's helping me then I can guarantee that it's helping so many more people than you could imagine and not many artists would be willing to put their careers on the line for something like this, to just simply help people was certain issues they're dealing with an feel alone at times like no one understands. So thank you very much for all you do!
@@SaintMesus yeah it does help and save so many people, when I had my saving grace I was told that I should tell as many people as I can even if they think I’m crazy because it’s a sin to know what I know and not share it to help other people 🙏🏼
Agreeeeed
I seen 11:34 for like a year straight. It tormented me. I started praying everytime I saw it for God to forgive me. I'm not sure the day i stopped seeing it but it definitely stopped. I bet over 20 days in that year I saw it 2x in the same day. My testimony is I went into Teen Challenge and after reading the bible, praying and asking questions for 3 months I had a full blown revelation that all my problems in life were a result of not obeying God. ALL OF THEM!!!! That opened me up to start obeying and then I realized how strong our flesh is. 10 years and still growing!!!
That’s awesome and also a trip how God used the same number
Thank you so much I have been fighting stage 4 lung cancer terminal. For 3 yrs. The day I found out was Feb.1 2019 i.went straight home and told my wife she left me that day so I have gone through all of this alone or so I thought God's always been there he said his only forgotten son to dial the cross for us and I have total faith in it because of it was it for him I wouldn't be allowed today still fighting this fight no one I probably don't have alone but he's gave me all the time I need there's something that he's wanting me to learn a lesson before he brings me home and I truly believe that Amen and God bless you mesus
Well God bless you. Now you’re part of Jesus Christ family. Welcome and I’m proud of you. 😊
Bruh this story so far has me wit goosebumps I'm bout half way through da video 💯 me n u can relate n alot of ways my brethren
It's kinda Scary but refreshing ain't it?! Man god bless y'all
It's a great feeling isn't it ? When the weight is lifted I know the feeling. Respect for sharing this with all of us. God bless brother 🙏🏻
Nothing like it in the world
A huge weight was lifted from me when I stopped believing in God. If that's proof, my experience is proof God doesn't exist. Neither is proof nor can be proven. But God is the extraordinary claim and the burden of proof is on the one making the extraordinary claim.
@Haleigh Stocks Your take and his emotions and dreams are opinions not facts and not proof. He should own up - if he isn't a hypocrite which until now I didn't think he was - to his click bait title on this video. Thou shalt not lie. There's no evidence; no proof here.
@Haleigh Stocks But rest assured - I did go on at length in my own comment that Mesus is choosing (interestingly enough) to ignore. Apparently YT has shadow banned it though I have no proof of that except that there's been zero reactions to controversial statements made. So only circumstantial same as yours. He answered one of my comments in a thread and I copy and pasted that comment for him and he has not replied. I'll do you the same courtesy and copy/paste the whole long thing just to clarify that I am decidedly not fixating on the the one issue:
0% proof of God, with all due respect. You're welcome to interpret all these things as signs but they are not proof in any way, shape or form. I think you're a good person - or did; did you just call nonbelievers crazy 12:22 - sounds rather judgmental to me which makes you a stinking hypocrite because Jesus commanded you to not judge lest ye be judged. If you think I'm crazy, fine; I'm out of here and it'll be no great loss to you but you revealed yourself a bigot and a hypocrite. That is actually how I spot hypocrites every time - they blaspheme by judging despite Jesus' command to not do so. Real Christians never have a problem with me. I honestly thought you didn't but now you call me crazy!?
As for the rest. Pfft - when I'm cold in my sleep, I dream of snow and wake up shivering; your dreaming of lightning when sleeping during a thunderstorm is the same as that and the rest is all psychological. Maybe not coincidence as much as it is looking for what you wanted to see. You were on the wrong side of things and needed something to give you strength to turn over a new leaf. I'm very glad you did so but your conscience was bothering you - and, no, God is not needed for that. A conscience is human nature. It is human nature to care about our fellow humans. To you it's a religious experience and I can respect that but that does not make it proof and you should likewise respect my right to disbelieve. I'm honestly glad it gave you the strength to turn over a new leaf but I could argue the same thing. I defintiely became a better person when I lost my faith.
Frankly, belief is not a choice. Either you find something believeable or you don't or you're not sure aka agnostic. Question for you: I had a very dear Christian friend who was not worried about my disbelief because she knew me to be a good person. In her words: God doesn't like @$$-kissing. He cares about what's in your heart. There will be atheists in heaven because their heart was good and in accordance with God's teachings and those who call themselves Christian who will find themselves elsewhere because instead of tending to their own hearts, they prayed loudly in the public square for all to hear. Tell me, what is your take on this sweet woman's view? Do you think God/Jesus that you believe in and I don't judges on a person's heart or their ability to praise him? Hmm? Frankly, a God that would burn billions of people in h3ll is not one worth worshipping. It would make him a trillon times worst than Hitler. And, no, that is not the Devil (who he created accoring to the myth) but on him becausse he could bring everyone to heaven if he chose or do you admit he's not all-powerful. And, no, free will doesn't cut it. It's not free will if eternal torment is the punishment for exercising it. That's like a parent saying you're free to eat that cooking when dinner's in half an hour but if you do, I'm goign to spank you for it. Free will with the threat of punishment is not free will. Fortunately, "God" does not exist. Smile! There is no h3ll.
@Haleigh Stocks If that were what I was doing - it isn't. Thanks, for revealing your bigotry. I didn't realize only believers were aloud to speak here. Wow, your faith is weak. Extremely weak. If it were strong, it would not be threatened by my absence of belief. "Christians" are extremely good at making me glad I'm not one of them. In quotes, because it isn't the true Christians who actually follow Jesus' teaching that do that. It is the hypocrites, such as yourself. At least I recognize that. That you don't recognize that atheists can be good people, have a right to their voice in a country founded largely on religious freedom, and are overly defensive - "God" (in quotes due to being fictional) doesn't need defending from you. And my disbelief is no threat to anyone who actually does believe. Stooping to calling those who don't believe in Jesus crazy (as Mesus did) or your tactics in this extremely snotty reply to me just reveals that you have no more faith than I do and just use Jesus as a crutch. You are phony and hypocritical. I repeat judge not lest ye be judge. Jesus may be fictional but he taught some good things. Pity most "Christians" don't follow his teachings. This world would be a far more peaceful place if they did.
I already liked you before this but you gained a new level of respect from me today. Hope your blessings come in abundance.
What a great testimony, God is calling us. I was a fifteen year old runaway in So. Cal. I knew one Christian growing up. My best friend from the age of 15 to 17. He always made sure I wasn't alone. This was the only person I ever saw love me. We were doing stupid kid stuff and hit bridge doing a 160mph on I-10. My best friend died on the scene and I was expected to die for three days. Your testimony touched me, like you, I prayed at God and said I believe in you and if you are a God, you hate me. So I hate you right back. long story but twenty years later God called me to be a missionary here in the states. I went from hating God to doing the Lord's work. Like you I don't look or sound like any of the religious folks. Jesus said I didn't come for the saved, I came for the sinners. Keep doing what your doing. I'm constantly looking for people like you who are reaching out to the people loving them.
WOW!!!! BEST STORY EVER!!!! Thank you Lord for giving us this man to help encourage us and lead us back to Jesus during these dark times! Keep this man & his family in your prayers guys- we are being heavily blessed by him!!!
Thank you for speaking the truth out loud man. Respect. I know I needed to be reminded and this isn't a coincidence.
Amen🙏
Amen n not alone
I'm happy for you. Every day I feel blessed. I lost a foot due to injuries in Afghanistan. Many people said I should of died. Even going through all that not a day goes by I don't feel blessed. Took me years to finally feel centered. Alcohol, opiods, suicide. There are still times where I get depressed or overwhelmed. I just see it as an obstacle that I need to overcome. Because everyday is a day to be grateful to have God in your life.
God Bless you Mesus. Don’t change a thing! God is going to use you in a great way!!! Young people are watching and listening. They need more of you. They need real. Thank you.
Awesome brother!! U never know what is up until U give yourself to the Lord & truly give in & become whole again!! Keep Speaking The Truth!!! #MESUS2021
Thanks for that testimony, for letting people in. More importantly letting God in.
Amen🙏
GOD BLESS YOU SIR!! ALLELUIA!! I LOVE THIS TESTIMONY!!
Oh I believe you...I had a transformation...even today I can still remember my dream like it just happened. GOD is real.
CONGRATULATIONS BRO ON FINALLY F'ING GETTING PAST 100K!!! 👏👏👏👏👏👏🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥💪💪💪💪💪💪
Thank you!!💯
Someone still sitting in their computer chair with their arms crossed saying it was all a coincidence.
Powerful testimony. 100% appreciate you sharing. I always love seeing new music/videos from you on a Monday, but this was a nice change of pace. I'm always in awe at the many ways God brings us to kneel before Him when we think we have everything figured out.
Hearing this story, I can't help but think that Matthew 7:21-23 would hold some strong significance to you. I've always looked at these verses to signify the importance of our hearts and our personal relationship with Christ. It sounds like that was so important to your testimony here. It really is humbling when God shows us something we don't want to see, and I'm always amazed at how much we are able to find when we open our hearts to Him and His will.
God Bless you brother!
Hi Tyler I know that somebody sitting in the computer chairs not you for sure and I'm going to have to look up that verse or maybe I'll let you tell me but yes very powerful testimony I enjoy hearing it and as you know I have plenty of my own testimony which I posted in a separate post.
I RESPECT you RESPECT Mesus as always. 💯 real people🙏 🤍
Thanks Brother! Had to double check what verse that was but I was right and yeah that’s a scary thought for real. Glad you appreciated the testimony, back to music next Monday 💪💯
Thank you for this! I just found you recently, and I'm loving your songs and strength! This is gonna be a rambling comment, so here goes...
I believe, but have struggled since losing a newborn son and also a baby at 20 weeks. LOOOONG stories about all the things that made them extra hard losses. Lots to unpack still. But needless to say, I have my "fights" with God. But I'm always truthful with my prayers. I think He knows and I think He understands.
After losing my lil guy in spring 2007, my cousin, who I had grown apart from a bit, lost all three of her babies in a house fire. 2 boys and a girl, ages 7,5, and 3. On thanksgiving. They burried them together. My cousin was still in the hospital and missed their funeral. My husband was a pal bearer... Anyway, you can imagine the blow that dealt me after my loss. I questioned God. Alot. I was angry and heartbroken. My cousin will never be the same. She's into drugs now to cope. One day I'll get the call that she was called home. I get it, in a way. Their father has already passed.
A week or so after the kids' funeral, I had the strangest dream of my life. Begining of the dream was normal. I always have goofy things in my dreams and the begining of this was no different. I had to collect dogs in a hotel and put them in a bathtub. (I now. It's weird. I groomed dogs at the time though, so...) Then my hubby picked me up. We stopped at a house and my husband went inside. I was sitting in the passenger seat of the car. I remember thinking about something and lookng at the sunlight. Then, I heard a giggle. And another. I started looking around, looked in the back seat, and there sat my cousin's oldest son, Alex. With his little glasses perched on his nose. He was BEAMING! Grinning from ear to ear! Shining, almost! I could feel, like, waves of happiness coming off of him. I started to cry. He never moved his mouth, but he said, while still smiling the brightest smile I have ever seen, "We're ALL together and HAPPY! We're together! We are happy! Don't worry!" And then my hubby was back and Alex was gone. It was so real. I really think he came to comfort me.
The dream, like all of my dreams, took a bad turn. I was still looking around for Alex, and I thought I saw a little girl in the road. Husband slammed the brakes. No little girl in the street. I look behind us and it's a "demon" little girl and she is coming after me. She was green and wrong and clinging to the trunk with her claws. Terrifying. I knew if she got to me, I was doomed. I screamed and woke up. But I was screaming in real life. Full throated screams at the top of my lungs. I've never done that before. Or since. Couldn't sleep after that...
So, this was my best and worst dream ever. I think for some reason I was "open" to things that night. Not my first nightmare about a creepy little demon. I've had several. I think the devil likes to screw with those he deems a threat. Couldn't have me get some peace and maybe some sort of closure with my little cousin's visit. Had to throw a wrench in there. I don't know. Just always how I interpreted things... I know Alex was there, though.
So, sorry for anyone who read this long... But thanks. Any insight anyone has about this would be appreciated. I don't tell this story very often...
TL;DR --- Visited by a child relative that passed, and a creepy demon thing in one night.
Man I can’t say how much I respect you coming forward and saying this. We all have our own individual wake up calls cause God knows how best to reach each n every one of us. I had mine n I can feel the honesty when you say you had yours.
I've been obsessed with history so I felt humans being curious always wondering what's on the other side of the hill, I knew we would come up with Gods and afterlife, it was bound to happen. I denied God my whole life . But then I started waking up to the Hollywood occult connection. And got deep into research of the occult. 2 years ago I was sleeping and I woke up with such anxiety best way to describe it was my soul-spirit knew something was wrong but no sign of trouble. I wondered if i had a nightmare to set me in this way. I looked at the clock and it was 3AM. Went to the bathroom and while going through the kitchen I felt that feeling you had when as a kid and felt something would grab me from the back. I hurried into the bathroom and on.my way back to the bedroom I heard something from my spare bedroom and I went to check, heart pounding. I turned on the light and I finally experienced that fight,freeze,flight response. 5 ft away stood a shadow, humanoid. It was like a shadow but seemed solid. No facial features, no body features. Just humanoid which was pure black like made up from a black hole. And I felt that feeling in rollercoaster. Stomach in my throat and I froze. My body locked from terror. Never felt fear like this. And it came at me with such speed and as I embraced to be tackled or killed it like teleported back to same spot it was. And I screamed out to Jesus and I felt a release and it went through my wall to the outside, 3rd floor mind you. I ran and checked on my son sleeping then I ran and grabbed my phone and called and woke up family. I cried like never before. I'm tatted up. Pretty tough and I was terrified! For weeks I had more activity such as my ex recording evps saying we should be scared, pictures of orbs and shadows. And ever since then I suffer from sleep paralysis . I never had that until having this experience. I thought it was PTSD and in my sleep paralysis I'd see the same apparition. And I've seen and heard many testimonies of people experiencing sleep paralysis after or during paranormal activity. This was life changing. Its reality slap. Its real!
Lost count of the number of times I’ve had sleep paralysis. 3 am is definitely a common time for evil activity and I’ve also seen those shadowy beings... And same result when I shouted Jesus. They vanished. Probably sounds crazy to most... Sounds crazy to me sometimes, but no question it’s real... appreciate you sharing that🙏
Your apparition is identical to my evil encounter. Mine was not sleep paralysis though. I was wide awake, worshipping God ironically, when I had this sudden feeling of pure terror, a fear I've never felt even through all the traumatic childhood events. If fear has a maximum level of intensity and strength, this was it! I carefully, slowly turned around, sensing that I was being watched.
I should mention at this point that I was in my church. It was late at night, I was alone (the only human, anyway). The doors were locked. It's a smaller church, tight knit community, and I was the sound booth guy on Sunday mornings. Because of that, I was given the code to access the key to open the church and permission to be there any time I want, as long as I didn't interfere in any way with other things happening there. (There was another church that shared our building but held services later in the day. There was an Alcoholics Anonymous group that met there. Several other small groups met there for various reasons.)
I'm in the sanctuary, kneeling at the altar. The fear strikes. Goosebumps like I've never experienced before, heart racing, pounding. As I turn to look in the foyer, my fear is intensifying the more I turn. And then I saw them. Yes, THEM. Two figures identical to your description. The darkness of these things was not just intense, thick blackness. It was more, beyond the physical world. There was a very evil, spiritual vibe happening. I froze. I couldn't physically move or speak. I tried to pray out loud, try to call upon Jesus, but my lips refused to move and no sound was coming out of my mouth. So I prayed in my mind. I don't know how much time passed, but at some point I was able to move. Once I got moving, I started moving very, very fast, as if my life depended on it. I guess to some extent, it did. I got the laptop shut down, turned off the sound system and the lights and booked it out of there. I called the pastor to tell him about it. It was about midnight or so. I was shocked by his lack of surprise. He told me I wasn't the first person to experience this there.
The next day I met him back at the church. We went inside and prayed over every room, every closet, every door in the building.
Something I left out. I mentioned the church was locked. I made sure of that for my own safety and peace of mind immediately upon entering the building. Not just the door I entered- I checked all the doors that separate the inside from the outside. That building was secure. In addition, there was a little bit of light from the few bulbs that are on timers to provide a little light at night. I assume to deter burglary or something. Anyway, to shorten this a little, basically the location of every light on inside the building and outside were all incapable of making shadows in the exact spot where the demons were (standing? Floating?). Even if they could, there were no objects anywhere in the area that could make a shadow that exact shape, or even close to that shape.
To summarize, I saw two demons. Given all tangible circumstances, they could not be shadows or actual human beings. They were legitimate demons. Those two words seem odd together.... Anyway, I just felt the need to share that with you. I'm sorry you deal with sleep paralysis. I can't imagine how much that must mess with daily life.... Stay safe, my friend. May God keep you safe! 🤗🤗🤗
I woke up at 3am for weeks several times in my life. I would go to bed and fall sound asleep but would wake up and look at the clock and it was 3am on the dot every night for several weeks. Then fall back to sleep and sleep until my alarm went off. It was a weird feeling too, being pulled out of sleep at 3am exactly. The room is dark - it was so quiet - no sound. Not sure why that was happening to me - luckily hasn't happened in awhile.
When I seen it first time it wasnt during sleep paralysis. Like my testimony states. And I never had sleep paralysis until having that experience and since then I have it. Matter fact had it 2 nights ago. And alot of the times I have sleep paralysis I see the being. I believe it comes and feeds off energy of us while we sleep. And I read alot of testimonies. You open door to spiritual realn once you believe. I never had a experience where I can say 100 percent it was paranormal until I started researching and believing. Then it happened. And it said if you donr believe you most likely wont have an experience. If you do believe or start to you have a huge chance of having one. I've done years of research into paranormal and the occult ever since and learned alot! And it does seem our conscious has a HUGE effect. If we believe ornbot has a huge effect. If you look into the paranormal and different cultures. You can see every culture that has different versions of ghosts. They litteraly will see and record those kinds of spirits. So our belief and conscious has SUCH a impact in the spiritual realm. For the last few weeks I've been researching SKINWALKERS. They are indeed 100 percent real. There is many video proof and testimonies. Skin walkers are men or women who are into witchcraft. They are everywhere. Not just out west but all corners or USA. They come out mostly at night. They will be either naked, most time thick paint all over body. And they alot of times wrap animal skin over them. The head of the animal over their head. It's a full body of the animal. And they will pull the skin fully over them and the black magik makes them a hybrid. Chances are you can not outrun them. They can keep up to a car speeding in fact infill go get a link where one is running at a car. Their eyes will Glow if you ever watched Nukes top 5 and seen a humanoid with glowing eyes chances are it was a skin Walker. Be careful if you come in contact they carry a hollowed out bone and inside is a powder, the powder is crushed human bones crushed to a powder and poison. If you get close they will blow the powder at you. Hold your breath and close your eyes. It will kill you in about 24 hours. And they will curse you and negative spirits will follow you. This world is darker then you could imagine. Hollywood and music industry is full satanic. They do rituals and spells in the media. Mute your TV if ever hear satanic stuff in movies, shows they will put a real spell in the audio. BBe armourwd in Jesus. If you want to learn the most important thing you ever could learn about SRA Satanic ritual abuse, and adrenochrome. Pray before this research and prepare yourselves. This is what in pledging my life to. I will be working with SRA surviving victims. And working to expose the elite. It has to do with children. So pray . And mentally prepare.... butyback to sleep paralysis and a demonic attack, if it ever happens to you Call out to Jesus you will learn that has POWER. Calling out to Jesus will help a demonic paranormal attack. And stop sleep paralysis which I believe is a demon feeding on your energy while u sleep
I used to have issues with sleep paralysis years ago, and I could tell it was something evil trying to torment me. Like it just didn't feel normal that these episodes kept happening so often. Plus I could always feel that evil creeping up on me before I'm suddenly frozen in fear while sleeping. Growing up a Christian, I knew it had to be a demon. One night when I was having another episode, I kept trying to rebuke whatever was causing the fear/paralysis, but I could feel it trying to keep me from speaking. I got mad thinking "you're not going to stop me from speaking!" and forced out the name of Jesus and I literally felt that demon leave my body. It was such a weird feeling. Like a force exiting my body, and it felt pissed that it had to leave. Last year it tried once more to come back only to fail. Haven't had problems since. That's been my solid proof that there is a God, demons are real and we really are battling them right now. Btw, that dark figure you spoke of, I see those a lot on these paranormal shows on UA-cam. There's so many videos it's like they're popping up all over the place.
Dude what i just heard you say was amazing! This world needs more of that at this point! Love the message and your music.... keep it up!
God bless you on your journey. Thank you for sharing, Everytime you could out with something new I send it to my husband he finally listened and was very impressed with your messages in your music. Thank you for your voice!🙏🇺🇸
"Denying truth, doesn't make truth, any less truthfull." 💯💜💚💜 May God Continue To Bless you. ❤
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God has proven to me over and over and over He is real. I have seen stuff that is so unbelievable that it has no explanation other than it was God. I'm so far from perfect that I can't fathom how He could ever love me so much that he sent His Son to be beat and murdered for no reason other than being the Son of God. All I know is even though I can't figure out why He would love me that much but I know He does. ❤️
Amen
@the cancelled one huh ....all the time!! 🙏🙏🙏
May God guide you on your path my brother in Christ I'll keep you in my prayers God bless you
Thank you so much! God Bless you as well
@@SaintMesus if I ain't get to meet you on earth I'll see you in heaven brother.
Thank you for sharing and I’m happy I stumbled upon one of your songs and been listening to all of your songs ever since. I always thought that dreams are such a mistery and they all have meaning and if there would be a place/platform for all people to share their dreams we probably would learn so much and be in a better place and we would all heal and be good to one another. GOD BLESS.
Your conference/faith is such a roll model to so many lost soles... the whole time hearing your UA-cam video I couldn’t get your song “our father” out of my head.... God bless my Brother!
I’ve shared this to my brother. He’s not a believer. I don’t know why. the rest of the family is, I hope this helps him.
I will be honest here Robin K....I am not a believer either, and when some try’s to tell me otherwise, it causes a feeling of separation to a point. I personally want people to respect my views, just as I respect theirs. Not saying you brother definitely feels this way, but that might be something to ask him. I wish you and your family all the best.
EDIT: I was a believer at one point too, so I know what that means to you, and why him not believing hurts you so much. It’s a tough situation
Believe my friends.
@@tommyinge81 we can’t be friends if I don’t?
@@SilentStorm_5 my brother has had so many moments he was saved from near death situations that we all see it but he is blinded.
@@rdnckgrlo but that’s how you see it dear, not him.
God is love..... much love and respect for you.. the music you do and your faith!
Amen, thank you
This testimony is amazing! I have really been struggling with my faith and all that's been going on in 2020. You helped solidify with this that I need not pay attention to the world and keep my eyes on God! Appreciate you brotha!
Love from Nigeria 🇳🇬 💯🇺🇸 God bless you! God bless America!!
Bid props for doing this video. Most these days won’t get this spiritual an honest with their beliefs. 🙏
Thank you for this Testimony Brother much love and Blessings
Thank you so much Charles for sharing your testimony. Very very touching and beautiful. Makes my heart so happy that you came to know Christ and still on that journey. I'm right there with you. ❤❤🙏 Praying for you. Much love. God bless.
God spoke to me in the 4th grade Ms. Buckaloo's class. The voice was powerful, profound, booming, voice that said..."WHO ARE YOU?" I believe he was prepping me for this time now.
Enternal “foundation” ...great testimony brother🙏🏼
And I rather appreciate the bit of insight into yourself that you have given with this video... freepression gives me a bit of insight too...I like ya, mesus...lol I listen to you frequently in my car, and this feels like a bonus! Lol
I love you my brother and everyone reading this. I felt in my soul this is truth. Thank you brother for you honesty. Just a few days ago the lord spoke to me in a way that was undeniable. I sat down and asked "where shall I read tonight" the verse number popped into my head led me to MATTHEW 23:24, as I get to that page a gnat (in Michigan in winter ) flies in front of me and I swat at it.then look down to read "YE BLIND GUIDES, WHICH STRAIN AT A GNAT,AND SWALLOW A CAMEL" the LORD JESUS and OUR FATHER speak to us daily .NOTHING IS RANDOM. I TESTIFY THAT OUR LORD HAS TOLD ME TO LOOK TO THE SKY HIS RETURN IS NEAR. I pray for all of you.
I loved hearing your testimony!! I hope it reaches a lot of people that need it!! Sending lots of love from Georgia ❤️
I love you Mesus! You’re a blessing to us !
Mesus you don't let the devil talk too you. He roars like a lion seeking who he can devour much love broh that older song you made was that for your dad are your brother? God bless you it's been a minite sInce I have talk too you "SEMPER FI"
Thank you Bro! Which song? If you mean Last Resort, that was about my younger Brother Andrew
That was it last resort love the tune sorry Mesus for your lost.
You been touched. Stay on the right path brother cause now the devil is coming after you harder. Many blessings brother
Thank you mesus...23 years ago I asked God scornfully to give me a vacation...I was broke, my car broke down, it was 2am in the morning and I felt like giving up....I got into a car accident the later on the same day that almost killed me...while lay bleeding and barely brearhing....I remembering say God I'm scared...I don't want to die....I was an atheist at the time...then in a calming voice I hear.... I'm here to help....next thing I know I was on my old school GI Joe "look alike" cell phone talking to my mom....funny thing is...my legs were broke....and the phone was in the car when I wrecked....my mother was the first at the scene...no one was there....thats when I believed in God! Amen brother!
Amen brother! Great testimony!
God Bless you brother.
ABSOLUTEly love this. ur music is moving and ur spiritual godly experience is liberating. keep doing ur thing man. ur refreshing people's beliefs with videos like these.
GOD bless you brother!!!Very inspirational!!! I battle my demons every day and every day it's a fight but stories like this help remind me how worth it, it is and that I am not alone!!! Thank you✊✊✊
Glad you are saved. Interesting book to check out."23 minutes in hell" by Bill Weise. Bless you and keep up the work.
forgot to mention the fact I love listening to your songs. I'm a fan.
That book was intense! I like that it was written in a way that made it easy to read and easy to comprehend. That means even people who struggle a bit more with reading, or just hate reading, can get something out of it. Great recommendation! 🙂
I read it and watched the testimony on UA-cam. Amazing stuff!!
"I get that I'm not you and that's enough for me to understand."
Was it just me or did anyone else replay him saying this a few times?
Your honesty is admirable. Thank you, so much love bro 💜💜❤
I replayed it too, several times!
I remembering when I Died when I got Alcohol Poison and I got sent to Hell first thing... I was in a Hospital where I Died and I can hear everyone who Died there even Babies and I can hear Demons Screaming than I ran outta the Hospital but didn't get far and I can see Dragons flying around but I didn't make it far because they brought me back to Live and my Soul was sucked back to my Body than I Woke up in the Hospital with 4 Beautiful Nurses smiling at me... it was Crayzie yo! 🙏🏼
Listening to you brought me tears of joy and a sensation of love bursting from my heart.
Thank you for sharing. Its such a beautiful thing when someone accepts Gods Love. It is boundless and there for anyone who chooses to accept it.
God Bless You
Big love from the uk❤️💙❤️
All he said was "i dont know you" damn imagine every person this will actually happen
Love your music and message brother and hearing testimony like this is what it’s all about makes your music that much better to me keep it up my brother
That's an awesome testimony... Thanks for sharing with all of us... I just found you from your comment on Brodnax video... You guys laying out the real... There's such a desire for righteousness right now... Keep spreading the love and truth, God bless you guys !
I’m not religious in the slightest. Not for me to say if there is or there isn’t a god but what I will say is if you find solice,comfort answers who am I to judge. ✌️ ❤️ ✊
@the cancelled one huh in your mind maybe. Each to their own.
@the cancelled one huh you have your beliefs as I have mine and I respect that. Will have to agree to disagree on this one. Stay safe 👍
Agreed. I'm athiest. But funny how the "Christians" judge us despite Jesus' commanding them not to. If you think about it, it's complete blasphemy to stand in for God and judge. Any "Christan" who does - and correct me if I'm wrong but he just called us crazy for not believing - is a hypocrite.
@the cancelled one huh Insanity? You're the one who believes without evidence. A fish has evidence of the water. There is 0% evidence of "God".
Believing in Jesus and God is easy when your life is easy.
Actually, I would think quite the opposite, when your life is easy, why would you need God? And then if something bad happens, God gets the blame for it not being easy anymore. Easy or hard life, we all need salvation for we have all fallen short and need forgiveness. Just because someone's life may look easy, you never know what's going on in their hearts, and most of the Bible tells us how to deal with the hardships, if your life is too easy, may be time to revaluate your relationship with the Lord. If it's hard, your being refined through the fire, be grateful, out treasures are in heaven.
The easier someone’s life is the LESS likely they are to believe/rely/trust in God
@@SaintMesus I would disagree. God would have to be evil and sadistic to make someone go through my life. If it was God that did this to me I don't want nothing to do with it.
I agree. Best summer of my life, it was very easy to believe in God. Seems like people believe when either their life is easy or so hard they have to convince themselves of pie in the sky when they die. Funny though how they use h3ll to scare instead. You'd better believe in "God" or else! Frankly, h3ll makes "God" a trillion times worse than H!tler. I'm awfully glad he's not real.
@@BlazeDuskdreamer people always want to blame God but forget about the enemy and free will. And yes, unfortunately we have to deal with other people's free will, and that why God sent His son, and if you truly seek the truth, He will show it to you. I am very sorry you choose to blame God instead of running to Him. This world was never meant to be kind, and God knew that, and He had a plan from before the foundation. It's the people who think this life is supposed to be a cakewalk who end up blaming God when it doesn't turn out the way they want it to, but His ways are not our ways and his thoughts are not our thoughts, but how can you say to the Potter he did not make the pot? I hope you find the truth, because what you believe now is not helping you either, hating God clearly isn't solving any of your problems.
Thxs for sharing your story, testimony, lessons, peace & love. God is sooo A m a z I n g. Continued blessing🙏
We did not know about you until Burdens video yesterday. Subbed to both your channels. And this was an amazing testimony. So glad you found God in your life. He is great and does love us. Glad your a fellow Christian.
Weightlessness... that's what I got from it....
🙏Mesus🙏💪goat💪
Thank you Mesus for being you an the 🔥 music you bring to us be safe
❤️🧡💛💚💙💜 We are all the same person living life in a bunch of different bodies which means that every person that you meet is really YOU living in another body!!! You see, you are interacting with YOURSELF at all times and once you realize this you can achieve UNITY✨🙏✨
Thank you for sharing your story! Someone needed to hear this. There's no denying that GOD is real! 💯💯💯
Amen
I don’t know about that Jason. But I do think we will all find out just what religion is right, or if there is no god at all. But I do like the good vibes💯🤙
@@SilentStorm_5 Bro it's not about what religion is right or wrong. Religion is created by man. That man (or woman) might have the very best intention when they start their church, but over time, if man looses that focus on Jesus and what He did for us, the enemy will creep in and steer that preacher, church, religion away from the true path God has for us. I challenge you to humble your heart for a lil bit, (whatever you do or don't believe) and just tell God how you feel and why. He will show you in a way that only The Creator can. Whether you believe God is real or not, He knew YOU before He formed you in your mother's womb. He has ordained and set into motion the path and every step of your life, before conception. God might not reveal Himself to you at that moment, but I gaurantee before you take your last breathe, He will show you He is the Great I AM. I'm gonna leave Mesus a message about how God woke me up if you want to read it. No matter where your heart is, I would treat you the same as I treat my blood brother. Jesus gave us 2 commandments when he was on earth, they are so simple. #1 love the Lord the God with all your heart, soul, and mind. #2 love each other as Christ loves us. And Jesus Christ sacrificed His life, dignity, and He was persecuted for spreading the love of God the Father. I love you bro, but God love you unconditionally.
@@colt45smith61 you are my brother as well. But it won’t change my mind
@@SaintMesus I respect the hell out of you sir. But can I be honest with you for a second? I am also kinda confused by you. If you ever get bored, and you wouldn’t mind blessing me with a 30min honest conversation over the phone or email about religion, depression and rap, Please send me a private message on Twitter. My Twitter is @TheSilentStorm5
I've talked to ghosts, if they real God is real. But I have to say with my experiences the ghost realm is purgatory
No you haven't
@@chrissyvicious3537 am I supposed to respond to that?
@@chrissyvicious3537 what, why you scared of that fact! You afraid of hell?
@@controversialwhiteboyrants5014 no im not afraid because hell doesn't exist either..
How does the existence of ghosts prove God. Apples and oranges. Ghosts don't prove God. I lived in a haunted house for five years. I don't believe in God.
Bless u bruh. Feeling this testimony way down here in Ga. I just caught ur music after an ACal video. U spit fire. I'm glad u got thru that street game. Most don't make it out alive.
So much love to you!!! Thank you for sharing this amazing experience ❤❤❤❤ greetings from Switzerland and god bless you!
No such thing as coincidences!🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
I just farted and at the exact same time i heard thunder. My farts control the weather.
there is a video..
"science has found proof of the existence of God" on youtube
And it's as stupid as this one and also 0% proof.
Thanks for sharing this brother! That spiritual comfort, the first time you feel it, is overwhelming. Nothing can explain it! The LORD works in mysterious ways. Who would have ever thought a number, a dream and a piece of paper with a couple scriptures would lead you to get saved. Praise God brother!
Thank you for sharing! I lovvvveeee hearing for you in this way I wish you would do more like this! Love you my dude♥️❤️♥️
Thank you for this when I needed to hear this the most. My family may loose some one in my family tonight because of covid and this made me feel a lot better because I know he will get to meet the Lord soon we all will some day but you helped me with all those emotions that come with loss thanks again brother.