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  • Опубліковано 14 лис 2024
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    CW: I say the B word in the second verse FYI, so cover your children’s’ ears. I won’t be recording a clean version, sorry.
    back again at an ungodly hour posting another song... I'd say it's like half fan song half me projecting my Issues. but yeah I wrote this from Bruno's POV and if you didn't want another Bruno song well too bad I do what I want. kudos to you if you noticed the candle crackling and the knocking sounds and the sorta silverware sounding percussion... I wanted to emulate Bruno's living space. since he probably wouldn't have like a band playing in the background, given that he'd be trying to NOT alert the family of his presence, I made it so he was playing the objects around him like instruments; knocking on wood, the fun little sound he makes in the movie when he hits his head, silverware clacking, wooden spoons, and for my own purposes: a music box and my baritone uke. pretty benign instrumental but I put a lot of thought into it heehee... also the four plus seven part is a reference to seven being a lucky number, especially in Catholicism, and I thought it'd be fitting given that Bruno's very superstitous and Catholic as well :-)
    oh also the little clicking noise represents time passing. I kinda set this song when Bruno would've first left the house and then time passes and sorta starts to lose it
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  • @LaureliAmadeus
    @LaureliAmadeus  2 роки тому +108

    did a lyric breakdown of this one, warning I have a LOT to say:
    ua-cam.com/video/gyG5NY0iSko/v-deo.html&ab_channel=LaureliAmadeus

    • @TheBigChubbyBunny
      @TheBigChubbyBunny 2 роки тому +5

      I'm so in love with song it hurts. Please Don't ever stop making Bruno songs. I live for them.

    • @TheBigChubbyBunny
      @TheBigChubbyBunny 2 роки тому +3

      Also Could I edit to this song lol I just need to get my feelings out and your Bruno songs are freaking amazing!

  • @thelucifershimmy
    @thelucifershimmy 2 роки тому +1467

    Hernando sings this while he patches the cracks in the walls, Jorge helps with the beat while he makes the spackle

    • @thelucifershimmy
      @thelucifershimmy 2 роки тому +174

      When I first listened to this I imagined Bruno singing it in a low and sad voice, but now that I have this scenario in my head I can only imagine Hernando belting it like Mariah Carey

    • @FreshCarrotsFinally
      @FreshCarrotsFinally 2 роки тому +26

      Wow, what a vibe

    • @juniperberryyyy
      @juniperberryyyy 2 роки тому +102

      And Doloras is just hearing it from her room like "am I crazy or are there multiple people living in our walls??"

    • @Sillycats2424
      @Sillycats2424 2 роки тому +3

      *444*

    • @reedfisher4086
      @reedfisher4086 2 роки тому +5

      aw-

  • @jacintacapelety9600
    @jacintacapelety9600 2 роки тому +611

    Why did the Encanto fandom decide to go "Hey, let's make it *sadder* !" ?! I can't take all these sad, fan-made Bruno songs! Ya'll making my heart break like Casita!🥺😭

    • @wormbag80
      @wormbag80 2 роки тому +24

      Because we love angst

    • @cockycookie1
      @cockycookie1 2 роки тому +16

      It's like the Hetalia fandom all over again, fluffy from the outside, dark and depressing once you're inside 😂

    • @dragongirl7978
      @dragongirl7978 2 роки тому +2

      @@cockycookie1 It really is... like with Hetalia, we can't help imagining what it's like to actually live in that world, and all the angst that goes with it.

    • @kitten1602
      @kitten1602 11 місяців тому +2

      Just wait until you find the dead Mirabel au.

  • @duckysrecords_
    @duckysrecords_ 2 роки тому +543

    If I just ignore how sad and depressing the lyrics are I can totally vibe this in a field of flowers

  • @acesinger6092
    @acesinger6092 2 роки тому +738

    I like to think that Dolores visited Bruno every night when everyone was asleep and kept him company. And after hearing his song, she came to him and said this
    Hey Tio Bruno
    You know everyone still loves you so
    Even though they think you’re far away
    You’re still in their hearts
    And I promise that you’ll make it
    Out of here one day
    Bruno:
    That day will be my lucky break
    Dolores:
    One day
    Just don’t lose hope
    Bruno:
    But I’ve been living in a crack in the wall
    Sometimes I wonder if god
    Can even hear my call
    To let me out of here
    To let me see the sun
    To let me reunite
    With everyone once again
    Dolores:
    That day will come, I promise you
    And I will always be here
    To help you get through
    Dolores and Bruno
    I’ll/You’ll make it out of here one day
    Just gotta keep holding on
    I’ll/You’ll make it of here one day
    Dolores:
    So trust when I say
    You’ll be okay
    Bruno:
    I’ll be okay
    This took me like a few minutes. I was just making it up as I went along lol😅

    • @Kagoma1998
      @Kagoma1998 2 роки тому +20

      YES

    • @SillySamWho
      @SillySamWho 2 роки тому +43

      *SHITTING TEARS, BANGING MY HEAD AGAINST THE WALL, MENTAL BREAKDOWN.*

    • @judewatts6942
      @judewatts6942 2 роки тому +42

      It makes sense since after Bruno left, Dolores probably had to take his place as the information gatherer of the family that doesnt have control over their powers. They might actually try to relate on how much their gifts suck.

    • @Eveyevy
      @Eveyevy 2 роки тому +3

      it dosent make sense bruno still wanted to stay in the wall

    • @carterdunlap9957
      @carterdunlap9957 2 роки тому +3

      This Actually Sounds Like A Song In The Film.

  • @starkusa._.2276
    @starkusa._.2276 2 роки тому +792

    I love how it’s to the tune of Camilo’s interlude. This is awesome!

    • @robynflame5473
      @robynflame5473 2 роки тому +75

      NO BUT THIS AND CAMILO'S INTERLUDE BEING SUNG AT THE SAME TIME BUT DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVES-
      i imagine a split screen and both songs playing, and occasionally one filling the screen and getting slightly louder so you focus on that one, Camilo and Dolores, and then Bruno and his rats...

    • @thebrownrecluse1037
      @thebrownrecluse1037 2 роки тому +50

      It’s kinda interesting how Delores plays a big part or at least is mentioned in both songs. Disney really should have expanded her character more in the movie or at least have given her more screen time. She had so much potential!

    • @lexiesmith8056
      @lexiesmith8056 2 роки тому +6

      OMG I love it but I cried for like 20min the first time I listened to it

    • @lilliannabethkatt3864
      @lilliannabethkatt3864 2 роки тому +1

      ikkrrr

  • @gooddoggy6631
    @gooddoggy6631 2 роки тому +324

    I got a niece that can hear every sigh
    And I wish I could just suck it up and die
    ...oh, he doesn’t want Dolores to have to deal with not-hearing him and knowing he’s dead. Oh, oh fuck, I’m crying now??? Fabulous song, but also I am crying, but also I am in love with this whole series of songs y’all’re doing

  • @lejinnster
    @lejinnster 2 роки тому +112

    I'm really enjoying that the longer the song goes on, the more unhinged he seems. The spacing between the letters is representing this really well. Especially towards the end of the video where it seems to flicker between widened spaces and smaller ones. Like he's struggling to hold on to what little grasp he has over his sanity. I like to imagine he sings this right after he falls back into the walls after his conversation with Mirabel, or perhaps even while Mirabel is with him in the walls.
    Also my mental health is starting to go down the drain again. This song is the definition of what that feels like.

  • @juniperberryyyy
    @juniperberryyyy 2 роки тому +577

    "They do say karma's a bitch."
    "Has god forgotten me too?"
    "And I wish that I could just suck it up and die."
    "I just wanna be a person again"
    Disney would never. I mean, the first one is because of the use of "bitch" but the others because they're just so real

    • @Leo-wh1st
      @Leo-wh1st 2 роки тому +101

      I mean, to be fair, the original script had Bruno telling Abuela he wished he was dead, which. That'd be a thing to say before disappearing for ten years-

    • @jjais964
      @jjais964 2 роки тому +12

      @@Leo-wh1st Wow

    • @tinaqberry49
      @tinaqberry49 2 роки тому +8

      Has anyone already typed out the full lyrics? I know they're in the video but like the full lyrics to read through.

    • @ccappa2001
      @ccappa2001 2 роки тому +1

      This is not an actual Disney dong

    • @juniperberryyyy
      @juniperberryyyy 2 роки тому +2

      @@ccappa2001 I know

  • @irlmanageode3406
    @irlmanageode3406 2 роки тому +19

    "A pinch of salt and the holy writ, aren't enough to conceal the foul taste on my lips" is my favourite line oml

  • @Il_Campo
    @Il_Campo 2 роки тому +207

    ANOTHER BANGER DROPPED
    *puts it into my mental breakdown playlist*

    • @kristinepinlac2796
      @kristinepinlac2796 2 роки тому +10

      NDJSKDKDKS WHO ARE YOU AND WHY ARE YOU ME

    • @Il_Campo
      @Il_Campo 2 роки тому +8

      @@kristinepinlac2796
      WHAT
      HOW

    • @kristinepinlac2796
      @kristinepinlac2796 2 роки тому +7

      @@Il_Campo I LITERALLY JUST PUT THIS IN MY MENTAL BREAKDOWN PLAYLIST NDJEJSND
      The minute I heard the first verse, my first thought was to put this in my playlist nvneidjd

    • @kristinepinlac2796
      @kristinepinlac2796 2 роки тому +6

      @@Il_Campo i guess great minds breakdown alike :DD

    • @Il_Campo
      @Il_Campo 2 роки тому +2

      @@kristinepinlac2796 yes we do yes we do :]

  • @macncheesefingers
    @macncheesefingers 2 роки тому +100

    I love how you you stay true to the characters personality's, like could totally imagine Bruno singing this

  • @Chris-jx4ij
    @Chris-jx4ij Рік тому +1

    It's surprising that Bruno isn't even more broken after living for around a decade in the walls.

  • @AnyaFitel
    @AnyaFitel 2 роки тому +186

    What I imagined this song/scene to be like:
    Bruno sat, slumped in his armchair, his head in his hands, his curtain like bangs framing his sallow face. "I've been living in a crack in the wall.." He started singing, his voice low and heavy. "Four months, three days." He quickly counted out on his fingers, which were released from his dark matted hair. "Hey look at that, four and three make seven.." He continued his dull tune as he stood wandering aimlessly around his shabby dwelling "this could be my lucky break..." He gave a quick knock on the wall, breathing out slowly.
    He grabbed a wooden fork, tapping it on random objects in his room while clicking his tounge. "I've been living in a crack in the wall.." he hummed, his pace quickening as he sang and danced- er stumbled really, around his room. He turned toward the door, his mouth drawing into a tight grimace. "They do say Karma's a b**ch" He lifted up his hood before making his way toward the rickety door. "We cut eachother deep, now I'm behind the scenes, tryna mend our ramshackle family.." He swung the door open, striding down the corridor, occasionally knocking and tapping his foot, continuing on his song's beat. "Oh, I love you sisters, not a day goes by.." He closed his eyes, his fingers automatically twisting together. "That I don't cross my fingers, that I stay alive.." He paused his journey, glancing at the crack filled wall, before at the spackle filled bucket. "On the inside, as shattered as my prohecies.." He dropped down low before grabbing the spackling knife, scooping up some of the paste on the side of the blade. He stood up, grabbing the edge of his hood with his free hand. He tugged the hood up over his muddy hazel eyes. "On the inside..." He gave a shakey exhale before starting to approach and work on sealing the cracks. "I'm clinging to my fantasies..." He brushed the blade against the wall, the paste filling the crack. He ajusted his grip on the hilt of the tool, clicking his tongue as he worked, occasionally going back to get more spackle. "On the inside, a withering apology.." He took a breath, dropping the tool to the ground with a clatter. He lowered his hood, revealing tear stained cheeks. "Cause I love you, Mama, but you just let me leave." He strode away from the now spackle filled walls in the opposite direction of his 'home'. His voice dropped down to a whisper as he continued his singing after a few soothing breaths. "on the inside.." He brushed his hand along the wooden walls, his voice continuing its hollow track. "I've been living in a crack in the wall, Has God forgotten me too?" He fished in his ruana as he walked onward, taking out a fistful of salt. He tossed the seasoning over his shoulder as he sang his next verse. "A pinch of salt and the holy writ a'int enough to conceal the foul taste on my lips!" He bit back a sob, his pace quickening as he soon found himself at the exit to his passageway. "Beacause I've been living in a crack in the wall, I- I- I- I think I'm losing my mind.." He sang as he creaked open the concealed door. He stepped out into the hallway, keeping on the balls of his feet. He glanced over at Dolores's door, his breath quickening slightly. "I've got a neice who can heard every sigh and I wish that I could just suck it up and die.." He let out a light growl as he walked down the stairs into the main courtyard, the moonlight from above illuminating his tired features. He spun around, looking at the candle, its light ethereal as he muttered to himself, breaking free of song. "It's so hard not to be bitter.." He shut his eyes before continuing the melody. "But I've been trying my best." A rat crawled up his shoulder as he began to pace, keeping his steps quiet and light. "I understand, I understand, but I just wanna be a person again." He gave a deep sigh, his shoulders shaking slightly as tears flew down his face. "Oh, I just wanna be a person again." He stopped his pacing before changing it to dancing, his ruana swaying as he moved in his sorrows, his breath coming out in gasps as he sung. "On the inside, as shattered as my prophecies. On the inside, I'm clinging to my fantasies." A few rats scurried around his feet, nearly causing him to trip in his twirls and runs. "On the inside, a withering apology.." His voice cracked his built up emotion getting to him. "Cause I love you Mama but you just let me leave.." He conclued his song as his shoulders shook, feeble cries racked his frame. His knees buckled, causing him to fall to the ground, his arms wrapped around his chest. The man was so distraught that he barely registered the light of dawn rising up in the dark sky, or the creeking of doors as the Madrigals exited their rooms..

    • @camypasteria6344
      @camypasteria6344 2 роки тому +8

      THIS NEEDS MORE LIKES I

    • @mocha-insomniac5613
      @mocha-insomniac5613 2 роки тому +8

      Can I right a fic with this pls?! OMG this is such a good prompt!

    • @AnyaFitel
      @AnyaFitel 2 роки тому +6

      @@mocha-insomniac5613 you mean with the song or based on my wroting of Bruno dancing and sknging in his "apartment"??

    • @mocha-insomniac5613
      @mocha-insomniac5613 2 роки тому +5

      @@AnyaFitel Both if you let me. I liked the idea you came up with and want to write something similar.

    • @AnyaFitel
      @AnyaFitel 2 роки тому +4

      @@mocha-insomniac5613 well, for the song I think you'll have to ask the writer/singer, and for the specific "prompt" I guess you can if you want, but please don't copy anything word for word (aka plagiarism!)

  • @shadowmonster9129
    @shadowmonster9129 2 роки тому +67

    I love that on the beginning storta represents him in the beginning of living in the walls. And then half way through the song, he stort starts to go almost crazy. And how he still loves his family, but he feels like he can't take it anymore. He starts to almost dislike his mama, even though he knows he loves her. It's such a Great peice that I believe he would sing in the walls.
    I can't wait to see more! And maybe you could do one for Dolores and Burno together.

  • @KareenaQueen08
    @KareenaQueen08 2 роки тому +4

    I NEED TO HEAR BRUNO'S VOICE ACTOR SING THIS!!! I adore this Bruno is the best 😭

  • @miaandizzysstorystudio3871
    @miaandizzysstorystudio3871 2 роки тому +16

    Can we all just respect Bruno And how he never hated his family

  • @EllieDickinson28
    @EllieDickinson28 2 роки тому +149

    Wow, yet another amazing masterpiece. It 100% captures how Bruno probably feels. The lines where he talks about trying to patch up the family and how he loves his mother but she let him leave, they just hit hard. I absolutely love this song, and I love how the beat it’s similar to Camilo’s Interlude. Can’t wait to hear more songs from you 😊

  • @toritori4819
    @toritori4819 2 роки тому +37

    Okay okay okay a lot to say about HOW MUCH I LOVE THIS
    1. I love how you included little superstitious phrases like AH nice touch mate
    2. Watched your Camilo’s Interlude first and you said that originally you were going to make it darker but didn’t want to project that trama onto a 15-year-old. So I like how this has the same melody but you went darker with this one, as Bruno is much older and has been dealing with this for much longer
    3.All your references and metaphors ahhh I’m a sucker for those. The fact that it says he’s in a crack in the wall, it actually was his lucky break, trying to mend the walls cracks imagining that he’s trying to save the family
    4. “Cause I love you mama but you just let me leave” that hit me HARD. Even though at the end of the movie all seems to be reconciled, but imagine all the healing and uncomfortable conversations that have to take place after with Bruno accepted back in. Because even though Abuela Alma is very happy to see him, Bruno’s mind will still remind him “but she let you leave”. Not to mention all the things they said about him that he heard. If it doesn’t get addressed it will be buried pain, and Bruno will still feel like an outsider.
    5. The mention of using his fantasies as escapism. Everyone jokes about the rat telenovellas but as someone who uses shows and stories to escape the stress of life I see this of myself in Bruno who says “I always said my real gift was acting”. Imagine he fantasizes about this being true and that he has a gift that people enjoy rather than fear.
    6. The staining in the voice and how it breaks out of melody. Really gives a feel of the desperation and depression Bruno is imagined to be feeling in this song.
    7. Reference to Dolores. Bruno would know about her gift do you think he ever tried to be quiet for her to sleep or make sure he never went too dark when he was muttering to himself in case she heard. Maybe the telenovellas were for him as much as her. Another thought; what if when she was younger she tried to tell Pepa or Abuela that Bruno was still there, and was immediately met with “we don’t talk about Bruno” (think of how Pepa reacted when Mirabel tried to bring him up) so eventually she stopped trying, and never communicated with him because of how the adults acted.
    8. The puff at the end that is the sound of someone blowing a candle out.
    In short, yeah I love this and it made me think about A LOT OF THINGS

    • @LaureliAmadeus
      @LaureliAmadeus  2 роки тому +6

      oml thank you so much! it's so validating when folks analyze my music heheh

  • @wishiwasmaren2608
    @wishiwasmaren2608 2 роки тому +14

    i love the line of him making 4 and 3 into lucky 7, it fits his character so well

  • @happygoatsheep6919
    @happygoatsheep6919 2 роки тому +58

    At this rate it feels like you're making an encanto musical and I'm loving it :D

    • @LaureliAmadeus
      @LaureliAmadeus  2 роки тому +14

      me too fam it’s fun

    • @mikaylanelson1204
      @mikaylanelson1204 2 роки тому +3

      @@LaureliAmadeus you should (only if you want to though) make a song for Dolores up to you but I love all of your stuff!!!!

  • @x-ray6633
    @x-ray6633 2 роки тому +80

    So so good !!!
    I could only want more of Bruno songs by you !!!

  • @jamie3149
    @jamie3149 2 роки тому +212

    I wish all these songs were on Spotify so I could make playlist, 😪 but these are all amazing 😄

  • @gaychainsaw646
    @gaychainsaw646 2 роки тому +1

    Ngl, Bruno Holding his Sanity Barely for the last 10 years is amazing

  • @ccappa2001
    @ccappa2001 2 роки тому +2

    I think Dolores visited Bruno after this and just gave him a hug and kept him company and discussed the TEA of his telenovelas. The would be so cuuuuuttteEE

  • @brittanywetherill472
    @brittanywetherill472 2 роки тому +15

    I love how it was full of sounds that seemed like "Knock knock knock- knock on wood!" And I loved that lofi chill sound. Fantastic voice and sound mixing.

  • @AthenaPlayz
    @AthenaPlayz 2 роки тому +3

    Imagine one day they are looking through the walls because maybe they found the hole and they find Bruno dead or Dolores notifies them because she hurt her his last breath I don’t know why that came to mind but imagine how sad it would be-

  • @chichai_archive
    @chichai_archive 2 роки тому +76

    I really love that you used Bruno’s knock knock knock knock on wood, it’s so clever and relaxing💕
    (Edit) just read your description and 👏👏👏👏👏amazing job girl, love to hear more of your creative songs

  • @iammatt3174
    @iammatt3174 2 роки тому +32

    I've been living in a crack in the wall
    Four months three days
    Hey look at that, four and three make seven
    This could be my lucky break
    I've been living in the crack in the wall
    They do say karma's a bitch
    We cut each other deep
    Now I'm behind the scenes
    Tryna mend our ramshackle family
    Oh, I love you sisters
    Not a day goes by
    That I don't cross my fingers
    That I stay alive
    On the inside
    As shattered as my prophecies
    On the inside
    I'm clinging to my fantasies
    On the inside
    A withering apology
    'Cause I love you mama
    But you just let me leave
    Oh the inside
    I've been living in a crack in the wall
    Has God forgotten me too?
    A pinch of salt and the holy writ
    Ain't enough to conceal
    The foul taste on my lips
    Because
    I've been living in a crack in the wall
    I-I-I
    I think I'm losing my mind
    I've got a niece who can hear every sigh
    And I wish that I could just sick it up and die
    It's do hard not to be bitter
    But I've been trying my best
    I understand
    I understand
    But I just wanna be a person again
    Oh, I just wanna be a person again
    On the inside
    As shattered as my prophecies
    On the inside
    I'm clinging to my fantasies
    On the inside
    A withering apology
    'Cause I love you mama
    But you just let me leave
    On the inside...
    This is to everyone like me who somehow isn't able to keep in pace with the text on screen.

  • @cina2218
    @cina2218 2 роки тому +8

    i love how some of the instruments sound like bruno doing his "knock knock knock wood"

  • @ishikajoseph
    @ishikajoseph 2 роки тому +22

    I can see him singing this inside the walls

  • @immabethehero1486
    @immabethehero1486 2 роки тому +43

    This is a bop! Amazing references to his little quirks and traits!
    You have such a lovely singing voice as well

  • @randomperson8163
    @randomperson8163 Рік тому +2

    I found this yesterday and have listened to this about 100 times

  • @flowersoflondon7848
    @flowersoflondon7848 2 роки тому +23

    This may be about Bruno but you have created an absolute anthem and I will be listening to it at every opportunity

  • @depressedfella3333
    @depressedfella3333 2 роки тому +3

    this could perfectly go in a scene going like this:
    Bruno sings the song to tell Mirabel what he has gone through, then Mirabel tries to reply back, singing. Then the "we dont talk about Bruno" reprise.
    I love what you are doing😭

  • @sussybaka5201
    @sussybaka5201 2 роки тому +17

    Delores hearing him singing
    this:👁️👄👁️

  • @rickgauer4559
    @rickgauer4559 2 роки тому +26

    I love the little knock sounds throughout the song!

  • @BECK11037
    @BECK11037 2 роки тому +6

    With Jared on twitter answering fan questions about Encanto and often about Bruno. There is always something more to say about him almost every day. Little quirks, little details, little bit of thoughts and story that wasn't included. If you wanted to make song from Bruno's perspective i feel like there would be so many haha.
    Your song in my opinion portray it very well, you did such a good job. And i keep fighting myself lost in them while going to work everyday. Keep up the good work.

  • @crowtastrophe
    @crowtastrophe 2 роки тому +1

    “ ‘Cause I love you mama but you just let me leave” nooooo I can’t this is too sad 😭😭😭😭😭

  • @GDMendezWrites
    @GDMendezWrites 2 роки тому +4

    1:48 reminds me of that one deleted scene where Felix talks about the fight between Abuela and Bruno (back when Bruno was still called Oscar) 😔

  • @TheL00nyM00ny
    @TheL00nyM00ny 2 роки тому +12

    At the end of the song we hear a candle burning then a breath blowing it out… villain Bruno maybe???

    • @Andrea-199
      @Andrea-199 2 роки тому

      :0

    • @LaureliAmadeus
      @LaureliAmadeus  2 роки тому +8

      oh I did NOT think of that 😭 I just added the candle because his little hidey hole had a lot of candles in it… but that is a really cool observation

  • @GlitterMoonCosplay
    @GlitterMoonCosplay 2 роки тому +2

    'as shattered as my prophecys' so clever I love it!!!

  • @Handitar
    @Handitar 2 роки тому +13

    I love the improvised instrument sounds! Such a cool idea.

  • @AponiTheWolf
    @AponiTheWolf 2 роки тому +1

    I know this about Bruno and everything but for some reason the just resonates with me about chronic illness for a lot of it. Which, it’s pretty obvious has something going on that’s a chronic issue one way or another, but yeah. There are whole parts where it just touches my soul, especially the “ I just wanna be a person again” part, you get so used to feeling like you’re nothing but your illness that you no longer feel human. And the part “it’s so hard not to be bitter” feels like when you’re having a really bad day and you’re kinda just wondering who you pissed off to deserve this

  • @dorrio8592
    @dorrio8592 2 роки тому +12

    I have been listening to all three of your encanto songs on a loop haha. Really adore the downward spiral you're portraying, especially with the way the letters are more spaced out towards the end whereas in the beginning they had normal spacing. Really neat detail! Love the background objects being the replacement for a band, just so so good! Thank you for making these songs and please enjoy your day! :)

  • @leilah808
    @leilah808 2 роки тому +8

    PLEASE PUT THIS ON SPOTIFY YOUR MUSIC IS SO AMAZING

  • @bxttercxp_swxxts
    @bxttercxp_swxxts 2 роки тому +3

    I wanna make an animatic of this. So far I'm just making a plan in my notes so I'll know what to do. There's not a lot of content with this amazing song!

  • @Andrea-199
    @Andrea-199 2 роки тому +35

    🦋⏳ Letra en español ⏳🦋
    "He estado viviendo en la grieta de la pared cuatro meses, tres días
    Oye mira eso, cuatro y tres son siete Este podría ser mi golpe de suerte.
    He estado viviendo en la grieta de la pared
    Dicen que el karma es una perra
    Nos cortamos profundamente
    Ahora estoy detrás de escena
    Tratando de reparar nuestra familia destartalada
    Oh, las amo hermanas
    No pasa un día sin que cruce los dedos para seguir con vida.
    En el interior
    Tan destrozado como mis profecías
    En el interior
    Me aferro a mis fantasias
    En el interior
    Una disculpa fulminante porque te amo mamá
    Pero me dejaste ir.
    En el interior.
    He estado viviendo en la grieta de la pared
    ¿Dios también me ha olvidado?
    Una pizca de sal y las sagradas escrituras no son suficientes para ocultar el mal sabor en mis labios, porque he estado viviendo en la grieta de la pared
    C-c-creo que estoy perdiendo la cabeza
    Tengo una sobrina que puede escuchar cada suspiro y desearía poder aguantarme y morir
    Es tan difícil no estar amargado, pero he estado haciendo mi mejor esfuerzo
    Entiendo, entiendo, pero solo quiero ser una persona otra vez
    Oh, solo quiero ser una persona otra vez
    En el interior
    Tan destrozado como mis profecías
    En el interior
    Me aferro a mis fantasias
    En el interior
    Una disculpa fulminante porque te amo mamá, pero me dejaste ir.
    En el interior."
    Si hay algún error, háganmelo saber

  • @cristiana8044
    @cristiana8044 2 роки тому +7

    Let Bruno say bitch! XD

  • @williams3822
    @williams3822 2 роки тому +1

    It's so cruel to hear a song so catchy that I sway to it at the same time questioning myself for doing so on THAT dark lyrics. especially the part where he stammers that he thinks he was losing his mind

  • @Aoi_chan1.0
    @Aoi_chan1.0 2 роки тому +2

    I SWEAR IF ONE OF YOUR ENCANTO SONGS ARE NOT AT 1 MILLION VIEWS I'MA LOSE IT YOU NEED THOSE VIEWS REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

  • @ZeldaNerd137
    @ZeldaNerd137 2 роки тому +3

    I absolutely LOVE this song. Like many others, I simped hard for Tío Bruno and this song just rode that angst train **just** right and I absolutely love the beat. Utterly fantastic.

  • @Sugarsoleil_uwu
    @Sugarsoleil_uwu 2 роки тому +6

    Gosh the lyric “on the inside” while it echos is ✨AMAZING✨

  • @earmuffstar2074
    @earmuffstar2074 2 роки тому +10

    wow!! back with another amazing song!! this one gives me "lo fi beats to chill and relax to" vibes, but hiding a crippling well of loneliness.

  • @keylocklocks5823
    @keylocklocks5823 2 роки тому +6

    Love LOVE LOVE! PLEASE make one for Bruno when he first got his gift or more of Camilo ! Your art is gorgeous and you are filling the gaps left!!

  • @jamesss2306
    @jamesss2306 2 роки тому +1

    this song hits harder than it has any right to but i love it.
    *sobs*

  • @mochibean371
    @mochibean371 2 роки тому +1

    Oh goodness this is soooooo sad.......
    *bruno needs a hug from all of the fans and his family... and I mean ALL of us-*

  • @bittypigeon
    @bittypigeon 2 роки тому +2

    this is literally the perfect end credits song to a movie or spin-off focused around bruno omg

  • @artistsshadow2954
    @artistsshadow2954 2 роки тому +2

    Bruno - * swears *
    Me - * gasp * language, young man!

    • @LaureliAmadeus
      @LaureliAmadeus  2 роки тому

      LMAO i think we should give a 50 year old man a pass on swearing

  • @Some_Siren
    @Some_Siren 2 роки тому +7

    THAT'S FREAKIN AMAZING

  • @finleyforevermore
    @finleyforevermore 2 роки тому +1

    I learned to play some of this song pizzicato on the violin!

  • @GlitterMoonCosplay
    @GlitterMoonCosplay 2 роки тому +2

    Eating tomato and vibing to this lol

  • @emillyhale7557
    @emillyhale7557 2 роки тому

    This definitely gives a good description about what Bruno is probably thinking and feeling.

  • @kate9708
    @kate9708 2 роки тому +5

    I’ve listened to this song probably way too many times (though is there ever too many times) as it was my stim song yesterday. It’s amazing! Good work! I related too Bruno a lot in the movie never being understood or fitting in with my family and I feel like you did a very good job portraying Bruno’s personality.

  • @ryxielmiddleton3358
    @ryxielmiddleton3358 2 роки тому +13

    Stumbled on your channel, been loving every second listening to all the music you put out🌼🎶

  • @SeerOfTime577
    @SeerOfTime577 2 роки тому +2

    Wow…. Chills. This song is such a great, little character-study of Bruno. 🥺

  • @blinday
    @blinday 2 роки тому +4

    So beautiful and melodic! Despite the sad lyrics, I can shut my eyes and imagine the morning breeze.
    Thank you so much for your work!!

  • @maryroyale
    @maryroyale 2 роки тому +3

    ANOTHER ENCANTO FAN SONG???? we’ve been _blessed_
    also another to play on repeat for hours!! this is so lovely to listen to

  • @sergiom3988
    @sergiom3988 2 роки тому +1

    1:30 I love how I can hear rage in your voice.

  • @krislobos5279
    @krislobos5279 2 роки тому +10

    Gods I love this song. I love a good beat with lyrics that pull the heart strings. The I love you mama but you just let me leave hit hard. Thank you for all the amazing Encanto songs.

  • @Miko-fz2gt
    @Miko-fz2gt 2 роки тому +1

    THIS SONG HELPED ME THINK OF BACKSTORY THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

  • @Louigiart
    @Louigiart Рік тому

    Even though I’m not a big Encamto fan anymore, I always come back to this song it’s just SO good

  • @missmoon1849
    @missmoon1849 2 роки тому +2

    I can't live without your songs anymore

  • @DAOCDW
    @DAOCDW 2 роки тому +3

    i think I would like to hear this amazing creator do a reprise (or just a additional song) of waiting on a miracle by Mirabel 🥺 all these songs are amazing. ALSO mirabel autocorrected to Miracle in my iPad 🥺🥺🥺

  • @jazminjajeh9978
    @jazminjajeh9978 2 роки тому +1

    Bruno had the vision after Mirabells ceremony and then went into hiding, it’s been like 7 years.

  • @dipstick6778
    @dipstick6778 2 роки тому

    if Disney ever starts up a sort of Encanto mini series where they explore the characters in their POVs i'd love to see them use this song (but like obvs substituting the "bitch" in the beginning for something more kid-friendly) and it would be so cool to see us dive a little deeper into Bruno from his own perspective

  • @AlashiaTuol
    @AlashiaTuol 2 роки тому

    I love how the percussion mimics his knocking on wood.

  • @dragolia1603
    @dragolia1603 2 роки тому

    This song got stuck in my head during a english test
    Never have I been so glad to have a song stuck in my head

  • @camypasteria6344
    @camypasteria6344 2 роки тому

    It's the tune of camilo's interlude, i can also hear bruno using probably kitchen utensils and knocking on wood, it makes sense since he doesn't have enough materials to make actual good instruments, nice attention to detail!!

  • @mA-nd1xr
    @mA-nd1xr 2 роки тому +3

    Ok this is my fucking favorite one it is too good what the hell

  • @DGHeina
    @DGHeina 2 роки тому +3

    That. That Is beautiful. Feels like the withering hope of a fading dream about future, tastes like bitter tears and salt thrown over the shoulder.

  • @hades_head_empty
    @hades_head_empty 2 роки тому +4

    you make such good music so damn fast i fuckin love it omgg

    • @LaureliAmadeus
      @LaureliAmadeus  2 роки тому +1

      i am mentally ill :)

    • @hades_head_empty
      @hades_head_empty 2 роки тому

      @@LaureliAmadeus it be like that (and same here. i've mentioned this but ur music has helped me through a lot). pls don't burn yourself out 💕

  • @LytzyBitzySpider
    @LytzyBitzySpider 2 роки тому +1

    The fact there there are wide enough spaces between the walls of the Casita as seen in the movie makes me think Casita adjusted to make them wide enough for Bruno to travel through
    Casita still had faith in him
    To let him stay, even if it's on the inside of the walls

  • @mishell_adaaaaa
    @mishell_adaaaaa 2 роки тому +1

    This songs are beautiful but sad, but still masterpieces, I love them so much

  • @pearlyp9898
    @pearlyp9898 2 роки тому

    OOOHGGHG THIS IS SO GOOD!!!!!
    I _love_ how it spirals more over time, and the references to his superstitions, and god, and even the suicidal ideation, cause god, its all unfortunately canon and this felt like such a great exploration of that - sort of like, if bruno got his own short or something where it was allowed to be a bit more mature (like allowing swears and more directly addressing the mental health issues) this would just be. Perfect. Oughg i love it soo much, very underrated

  • @liddonburns8195
    @liddonburns8195 2 роки тому +1

    i am crying, thank you, my heart hurts

  • @KAT0REISAN
    @KAT0REISAN 2 роки тому

    I could imagine Bruno singing with his alters

  • @millytheotterlover1680
    @millytheotterlover1680 2 роки тому

    1:40 I can just imagine Bruno singing this chorus with a bucket halfway on his head, while dancing and using his broom as a guitar. But then he would settle down and realize how sad he his.

  • @unfortunatlyFallen
    @unfortunatlyFallen 2 роки тому +2

    My view point def changed once i watched the breakdown of the song lol

  • @amclark8225
    @amclark8225 2 роки тому +1

    Legit I would buy this

  • @applefunfact
    @applefunfact 2 роки тому +1

    It's _my_ mental breakdown, I get to choose the music!

  • @ccappa2001
    @ccappa2001 2 роки тому

    Imagine bruno singing this and Dolores getting really sad all of a sudden, Mirabel asks if she's okay, and she has to lie and pretend she doesn't hear Bruno...

  • @kleinerfischimgroenmeer2491
    @kleinerfischimgroenmeer2491 2 роки тому

    This literally made me cry😭 The lyrics are so beautiful and fit so well, I love this song❤️

  • @Sakura-ud4fb
    @Sakura-ud4fb 2 роки тому +6

    What a beautiful voice 🥰

  • @4pfels
    @4pfels 2 роки тому +5

    This is adorable 😭✨💕 truly art shevabhs

  • @blackholephoenix4207
    @blackholephoenix4207 2 роки тому

    My friend Grace introduced me to this song cuz she loves Encanto.I don't see her like at all anymore,so this song is a good way to relive some nice memories of a friend.Thanks Laureli

  • @marwansobhy7050
    @marwansobhy7050 2 роки тому +1

    We honestly don't talk about how absurdly traumatized Bruno is. I know everyone is high key obsessed with him, but the guy spent 15 years alone in a crack in the walls with literally no company rats, all while watching everyone outside go on without him.
    The guy can't be all in there.

  • @zimakoezechukwu7265
    @zimakoezechukwu7265 2 роки тому

    This has to be the best song you’ve ever made

  • @clemsaice
    @clemsaice 2 роки тому

    i saved this on my "encanto songs" playlist, btw its so nice to hear and i feel so bad about bruno

  • @francescarotoli285
    @francescarotoli285 2 роки тому +3

    Absolutely beautiful!