REN - CHAPTER 1 | REACTION

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  • Опубліковано 8 тра 2024
  • This is gonna be a rough road... but I'm really glad Ren is taking the time to explore this for himself. Of course we will go on the journey with him, but he deserves to experience this and speak it in a way that serves him. Be well, yall
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  • @krikat3485
    @krikat3485 Місяць тому +1

    I think Ren wanted to tell his story as completely as he could, and in his own words. We have heard much of it in interviews, but here, we get his own perspective on it. He is a wonderful writer, but we knew that from his songs. Now, to hear his story, he reveals his lyrical gift in a big way.

  • @Shiroar
    @Shiroar Місяць тому +4

    Thank you for this ❤ I’m sorry it was so tough for you to watch 🫂 I’m afraid it gets a lot tougher before it gets better. Though Ren is great at strewing in bits of humour along the way. Still, I understand if you don’t do reaction to the rest of this story though I hope you manage to watch them. It is such an important and brave thing Ren is doing. I truly hope it gets enough eyes on it that it starts influencing the medical industry too 🙏❤

  • @MoreKellBellPlease
    @MoreKellBellPlease Місяць тому +8

    Hugs to you! And all my love to all those who are suffering.

  • @francesdoll4039
    @francesdoll4039 Місяць тому +4

    He gave some insight now that he completed the 8 Chapters, on Instagram this morning.
    Depleted is tbe wortd he used. But feeling like this song Troubles is putting a full stop on the Sick Boi album. He will be on chat at the premier tonight.
    Man's a hero.
    He promised to use his platform to help out the prople still missing in chronic illness. If he ever got out on the other side.
    This is Ren doing what he said he would.

  • @LoutTsu
    @LoutTsu Місяць тому +2

    On the one hand, I love and appreciate you so much and was excited to see you were reacting to these. On the other hand, I thought pretty fast this might not be good for you right now. This story relentlessly spirals a long way down before taking a positive turn. (This is giving me some kind of unsettling deja vu about conversations between you and Dan Wheeler that I don't want to sort out. But then again, everything turns out ok in the end ❤)

  • @IvyCowboy
    @IvyCowboy Місяць тому +1

    That was...powerful. Thanks for this reaction. I can identify with so much of what you were talking about. Hugs 💜

  • @kathleenwincott5581
    @kathleenwincott5581 Місяць тому +6

    Very empathetic reaction ❤

  • @naturalginger999
    @naturalginger999 Місяць тому

    We all love Ren a little bit more after these chapters🧡 hugs to you too 😘

  • @haleybazer2496
    @haleybazer2496 Місяць тому

    If you can, you need to read some of the comments on each section. It adds an even bigger specialness & importance to what he's saying. They are very emotional but oh so very beautiful! Bless you & yours!

  • @karenrivera1369
    @karenrivera1369 3 дні тому

    ❤❤❤ thanks ...not easy to listen to, but glad you made it through.

  • @stacey37m
    @stacey37m Місяць тому +1

    up to chapter 7 want to hear the rest , Ren has gone through a lot and it is story that needs telling ,

  • @idiocracyunfolding9053
    @idiocracyunfolding9053 Місяць тому +5

    As fellow pwnic and axiety sufferer, I learned I had to just to accept those dark thoughts and learn to not give thm any heed. I hope you are able to find that deep peace.

    • @Beldvlmnt
      @Beldvlmnt  Місяць тому +3

      I’m getting closer and closer every day, thank to you all💛

    • @MargaretKichenama
      @MargaretKichenama Місяць тому +1

      @@Beldvlmnt Thank You

  • @DonnaPoynton.
    @DonnaPoynton. Місяць тому

    Ren is Amazing and so brave for doing this,Thank you❤

  • @theglowqueensade5419
    @theglowqueensade5419 22 дні тому +1

    Can do chapter 2😊 love your reaction btw🤍🩵

  • @drewlester4313
    @drewlester4313 Місяць тому

    The first angel in IMO is Joe, he saved Ren's life! I believe Ren will be an angel for millions of people!

  • @JulitaLena123
    @JulitaLena123 Місяць тому

    You did Jesse, I know it's though to get through these chapters but I promise the last one is happy one❤

  • @Kibashino2
    @Kibashino2 25 днів тому

    LESSS GOOO

  • @rudyb.
    @rudyb. Місяць тому

    Get ready for a roller coaster ride!!

  • @GW-kf1be
    @GW-kf1be Місяць тому

  • @MisssNL...
    @MisssNL... Місяць тому

    💖

  • @leann60
    @leann60 Місяць тому

    ❤❤

  • @Snarky_Tart
    @Snarky_Tart 15 днів тому

    🫂

  • @rebeccaburnell9319
    @rebeccaburnell9319 Місяць тому +1

    (apologies for a deleted comment - UA-cam comments are being SUPER weird for me today; I was editing my comment and then it showed up in the comments of the NEXT video I clicked on? So I deleted it there, and apparently it deleted it here too lol... I'm so confused... )

  • @JoeYo77
    @JoeYo77 22 дні тому +1

    So you have like panic attacks out of sleep? Man panic attacks are terrible. First time I had when I swear I was having a heart attack. I went to emergency room. My BP was 205/120. It’s ironic his song diazepam is probably from the stress he was prescribed that. It works so well but like every other pharmaceutical just about it’s highly addictive. Sometimes just having one available helps your mind in many cases. A sorry I posted that before you said this is me having a panic attack. I don’t know how you can continue reacting like that. You obviously have had way more than me. That sucks. I unfortunately lost both my best friends to sui@ide. I can’t make it through the song without breaking down. I’ve heard it 20 times at least.

    • @Beldvlmnt
      @Beldvlmnt  22 дні тому

      Thank you for sharing my friend 🙏 it’s an awful cycle, the mental health system lol
      Yes I have panic attacks all the time. Just like you, the first one I ended up in ER thinking I was gonna have a heart attack, next one was hours later and I begged a pharmacist to assure me I was okay
      A few days later my doctor diagnosed me with a ‘panic disorder’ - I went through about a month of none stop panic - it was the most painful thing I’ve experienced. Everything was scary, intrusive, loud etc. HEAVY dependency on pharmas to try and chill out a little, and all the rest.
      It’s weird to say I’m just sorta used to it now 🤷 panic lets me know I’m still alive? Haha.
      And I’m also really sorry about your experience with your friends. No one deserves to go through that, and no one deserves to be in a place where they feel that’s their only option 💛

  • @LostHate
    @LostHate Місяць тому +2

    "Punch me with a conversation" same feeling I get just hearing my phone ring.

    • @Beldvlmnt
      @Beldvlmnt  Місяць тому +2

      Totally the same - I’m sitting on 30+ voicemails and countless missed calls. Not sure why, but I feel you

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    @ConservativeNews-vw6fk Місяць тому

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