I actually admire Casey for never discussing the breakup of Neistat brother in details. This was a story that Van should have told. And I admire Van for being so open and honest about it all. Love you too
@@hello50881 yo no mean to disrespect, but if your introduction to Heraclitus is through Peterson, your formal education is lacking in tremendous ways.
There’s a raw, authentic beauty in your story of redemption and personal growth that captures the human experience so well here. It takes a spirited man to “go through it all to understand the significance of going through it all.” Quality Neistat storytelling. Thank you for sharing this.
Casey mentioned in Flagrant that while he focused more on the commercial aspect of film making, he mentioned that you opted to focus more on the art. At the time both of you were at different parts of the artistic vision but there was no mistakes in the path you took because it took those paths to where you both are today. It always gave me delight to see stories of you two like a prequel to who Casey was before he made the daily vlogs the more I appreciate that the both of you are on this platform, this fulfilled man appreciates this story from the spirited man.
"I had to go through it all to understand the significance of going through it all." This really hit home for me. Self reflection is important to aid us in navigating the future based on issues in the past.
THIS, is the stuff im subscribed to the channel for. Life lessons I can learn from others, me being a few months away from 18 I've started getting in the habit of asking adult peers for life advice, and this has been one of my main sources for how to navigate the world.
I know Van doesn't read these comments, but Isabel if you see this--I just want to express that not all of us have fathers or parents that are willing to be open and honest about the bad, the ugly, the regrets, the mistakes of their lives. Van is that person for me, and he probably is for a lot of the people here. I just want Van to understand how appreciative we all are of what he's creating, and how impactful a video like this can be.
Van’s honesty is the perfect way to illustrate the full circle moment of his various paths on the Hero’s Journey. It was really fantastic. It made me reflect on past partnerships that have failed due to ego - both mine and others. I remember when Casey did a video to support Van after the launch of this channel - when clearly he didn’t need to - what an incredible act of kindness to help his brother. Van is a thoughtful creator that really puts his heart and soul into each video and I so appreciate that. I glad he’s let us all in with just a glimmer of what went wrong and let him to the path he is on now. For him to acknowledge and admit is part in the breakup of the deal (show cancelled) and the business (partnership with Casey and the investor) is a fantastic lesson in humility and acceptance.
I got sober at the age of 39! I couldn't do it before! It took me so long to reach rock bottom! Eightteen and a half years later, I am an old, sober guy, alive and enjoying most days!
Fun fact: I found an email for you guys during the HBO series and wrote you guys. I can't remember what I said, but I got a bootleg dvd of the show sent to me by someone. I still have it.
I've been refusing the call for too long. For fear of living, of moving through time in a way that acknowledges my mortality. This film is important. Thank you.
This is the episode of the spirited man that made me actually go back and watch the HBO show (its on YT), it was so endearing and I think it was ahead of its time.
Van, what a wonderful, personal video to create. You and your brother Casey have both been a great source of inspiration to me - your process oriented fast cutting sequences, and Casey's dynamic cut to the beat visuals. I’ve recently become a father myself, and your videos have encouraged me to start my own UA-cam channel. Sending my best from across the Atlantic! ✌
I think I can say honestly that I’m currently paralyzed by regret and fear of further failure and recognition. Thanks for talking about it so thoroughly.
We tend to admire others for who they are and what they do - forgetting all too easily that each of us has our own demons to conquer, regardless of whether someone is famous or average. Thanks Van for sharing. I didn't know the story but i learnt a lot from your telling!
It’s remarkable how you and Casey can tell a story from 15-20 years ago and have archival footage to tell it. Few people could do that. You really had a moment with that show. I watched every episode. Addiction ruins lives. I am glad you got help and are in recovery. I am glad it did not take down Casey as well.
This is one of the best videos I watched on youtube. I have no words to express how much of a great understated artist this man is. Excellent content and excellent execution. It is unique, creative and moving at the same time. Thank you Van Neistat.
As a German, I absolutely value the accuracy of the words used. Such a beautiful example of precise expression and the associated distinctiveness. Great video as always. Greetings from the poets and thinkers
Dear Van- From the Context of Sachs, you Extracted and Formed an exceptionally pure Essence of the Creative Process. It felt new, and it was inward-facing. When I saw Casey launch on UA-cam by continuously Electrifying this Essence similar to Jobs Electrifying the Essence of Wozniak, I was left admiring with some feeling of discordance. An incomplete story is not a true one. Let me just say thank you for the inspiration you convey from your Creations and Courage both. You and your brothers make quite the tale.
This seems crazy... I just started my "Shadow Work" and have begun a new journey and the synchronicities are stacking up like crazy! I feel like I'm in a video game, I know the objective of my mission and I meet people along the way that have a jewel or a tool that I'll be needing to accomplish my goal and I keep adding to my arsenal. I know you don't read YT comments, I do support you on patreon, and will probably copy paste this message there too. VAN, THANK YOU! -The Stoic Man
I definitely focus too much on regret. But I have to remind myself that if I didn't make so many mistakes, I wouldn't be the person I am because I wouldn't have learned those lessons. It's always going to be a struggle but I'm trying.
Very interesting to see the talking to camera shots of Van in white sunglasses along with hearing the disclosure of their significance, since Casey in white sunglasses talking to camera became such a signature image in his own videos.
Glad this video came in at the perfect time. Quit my old job climbing a corporate ladder I didn't want to, tried my hand at something i've been working towards and failed. But I failed in something I want to be in, and the only regret would have been not trying. Learned that I haven't put in the work to succeed. Won't quit till I'm successful. Thank you!
Van, I am hoping that forgiveness comes in to play at some point. As we travel down the road we all stumble. Regrets and mistakes happen - but you are sober now. The price has probably already been paid. Forgiving yourself is important.
Now. This is honest. To date, I have been annoyed by your glasses and smug attitude (my error in mis-judging you) . Really honest and candid. I respect you now. I am sorry if I have posted snarky and smart-assed comments in the past. They were not commented on but they were wrong. My failure.
This was an insightful video. You see a lot of excuses and blame on UA-cam. In this film, you did an honest analysis and took the responsibility. You made mistakes and learned from them. It took me much longer to realize that alcohol had become a very bad habit. After 7 years without alcohol, I am a different person. I am also ready to start a new Hero’s Journey.
It's amazing seeing you looking back and having clarity and taking responsibility. I think we all have our version of this. Congrats on your new found success. Thanks for being vulnerable. I hope this makes other people even save a day of realizing this for themselves.
The hero's journey strongly reminds me of the stages of change. Precontemplation, contemplation, preparation, action, and maintenance. Lot of us get stuck in contemplation and preparation. I'm happy to see this work for you, Van. Growth and owning one's action without relentless self judgment.
Your disclosures - like this video - of your “failures” are more powerful than your tales of triumph. Keep coming back brother. God bless you and yours.
This one hits exceptionally hard. Starting down the path of my own 12 Step Program hero's journey. Al Anon is a great blessing to help me understand the role I played in my qualifier's alcoholism, and I'm hoping and praying it leads to something beautiful. Congrats on your sobriety ❤
What an open and intimate movie this is.... Another banger from Van... after the studio video last week.... I'm soo happy we are getting "our Van" back... slowly but surely ! :) Thank you Van for sharing this with us... Bearing the heart out especially when we are at the wrong takes a lot of courage and confidence ! None of us here think that this was easy for you to put out., hence we truly appreciate this ! Respect !
Following you and your brothers for a while now and always wondered what really happened. I come from a family that is very distant due to mistakes, failure and regret. This is powerful stuff that you shared Van and I appreciate the courage it took to create this video and share the tough parts of your life. Thank you for being real!
I used to wish I'd got sober 25 instead of 30, and part of me still does, but it wasn't going to happen, that's not the journey I was on, I had to really hit rock bottom for it to stick. I'm just glad I'm sober now, and my life is on track finally. As the years have gone by, I've let go of all sorts of other regrets too
One of the best episodes you made so far Van at least in my opinion. Thanks so much for sharing, you a strong one!!! Not anyone could share their hurt and loss story, not even close at what you did. You do more than cinema, you touch people through your past and present experiences. Thank you Van blessings from Barcelona.
Van, this video really hit home. It’s incredible how you’ve turned your past mistakes into powerful lessons. It’s a reminder that our biggest setbacks can become the foundation for our greatest growth. Thanks for sharing your journey with such raw honesty-it’s truly inspiring.
@@Rockmaster867 well It's easy to focus on the surface, but the real lessons are found in the depth of what was shared. Maybe it's worth reflecting on what truly matters here
Thank you for sharing such a deep and lovely story. I didn't knew about the Hero's journey and actually was very great to learn it and see it throughout your and our own path.
@@andrewlarking7492in March of 2023 the FTC found that Betterhelp was sharing personally identifiable information of their customers with social networks and advertisers. They’ve since been fined and prohibited from continuing that sort of activity. Google “betterhelp privacy” and click the FTC link to learn more and decide for yourself whether or not you want to trust them with your business.
You have made so many outstanding movies, blogs - whatever you like to call them - but this might be one of your finest. It also helped to amplify what a mature, stable creative genius and what an incredible brother you have in Casey, Hugs.
Wow, what a phenomenal video, and a powerful story. This resonated with me so much. Thanks for sharing. Thanks for being so vulnerable. You are making such a positive impact on the world, Van!
Thanks for this. It’s interesting that this video is one of the most impactful and you were only able to make it through this path. It makes me think about all the great artists that had trouble with substance abuse and how without their teams we don’t get the work. Or all the artists that were troubled when they were alive and their work only gets discovered after they die. We’re able to admire that kind of work and not face ourselves as closely in the process maybe. through you powering your own outlet real time you are able to reflect in a way that brings new facets to light. Makes me think of an artist that is troubled and barely send the work to a bunch of galleries. They get a show and we go to reflect on the work and ourselves. Rarely do I feel like making a big change in my life after going to a gallery showing. After this I have a lot to think about. Not saying this is always the case. But interesting. Almost like the music game. Good band troubled by substance abuse gets picked up by management - band gets their outlet but is still troubled, gains fame, sometimes meets death or struggle.
Bonus points for Smiths quote. I’ve always felt like I should have gotten sober earlier too. I think everyone does. I feel like I did more better when I wasn’t sober, though.
I actually admire Casey for never discussing the breakup of Neistat brother in details. This was a story that Van should have told. And I admire Van for being so open and honest about it all. Love you too
It's the loving and loyal little brother in Casey .
Reminds me of my little brother's love and respect.
i was going to comment the samething
exactly
100% Agree. That’s brotherhood right there
This is the MOST Honest UA-cam video I’ve seen in a long, long time. Takes a lot of guts to admit these things publicly.
“No man ever steps in the same river twice, for it’s not the same river and he’s not the same man.” -Heraclitus
Someone been on Peterson Academy?
bars
@@hello50881 yo no mean to disrespect, but if your introduction to Heraclitus is through Peterson, your formal education is lacking in tremendous ways.
@@souslesbombes I'm sure you're fun at parties. Let people come to knowledge how they do, no need to be a snob about it
@@Jdog1681You deserve a lifetime of parties with Jordan Peterson fanboys. They're all fun at parties. Enjoy.
A man of experience once told me, "Regret, if carried too long, can become a self-inflicted tragedy". Thanks, Van.
Failure is either running out of time, or quitting before you’re successful ***
❤ I love it perfect timing
How about the Neistat Brothers reunion in one limited special series? That would be amazing, both of you in a mature season of your own lives.
agree 💯
You can never go home again.
There’s a raw, authentic beauty in your story of redemption and personal growth that captures the human experience so well here. It takes a spirited man to “go through it all to understand the significance of going through it all.” Quality Neistat storytelling. Thank you for sharing this.
Casey mentioned in Flagrant that while he focused more on the commercial aspect of film making, he mentioned that you opted to focus more on the art. At the time both of you were at different parts of the artistic vision but there was no mistakes in the path you took because it took those paths to where you both are today. It always gave me delight to see stories of you two like a prequel to who Casey was before he made the daily vlogs the more I appreciate that the both of you are on this platform, this fulfilled man appreciates this story from the spirited man.
I agree with you. The creativity in both brothers is inspiring.
Yes! Exactly ❤ Love and appreciate them both, but really like how they have their own uniqueness vision and style!
"I had to go through it all to understand the significance of going through it all."
This really hit home for me. Self reflection is important to aid us in navigating the future based on issues in the past.
really beautiful to see this.
not only does it provide insight into a genius duo but really shows how much character you guys have.
THIS, is the stuff im subscribed to the channel for. Life lessons I can learn from others, me being a few months away from 18 I've started getting in the habit of asking adult peers for life advice, and this has been one of my main sources for how to navigate the world.
I definitely needed to see this right now. Thanks for being so open about this part of your life
6:48 was a nice edit walking into HBO with said glasses. One day at a time. Thank you for sharing this
How often do people mistake your name for Eric Vancouver?
@@Notdeepakchopra Whatever that number is, add 1 for me
I know Van doesn't read these comments, but Isabel if you see this--I just want to express that not all of us have fathers or parents that are willing to be open and honest about the bad, the ugly, the regrets, the mistakes of their lives. Van is that person for me, and he probably is for a lot of the people here. I just want Van to understand how appreciative we all are of what he's creating, and how impactful a video like this can be.
🙋🏽♂️ I second this
🥹
If you become a patron he will respond to messages.
same
He has become an important part of my small boring life.
Van’s honesty is the perfect way to illustrate the full circle moment of his various paths on the Hero’s Journey. It was really fantastic. It made me reflect on past partnerships that have failed due to ego - both mine and others.
I remember when Casey did a video to support Van after the launch of this channel - when clearly he didn’t need to - what an incredible act of kindness to help his brother.
Van is a thoughtful creator that really puts his heart and soul into each video and I so appreciate that. I glad he’s let us all in with just a glimmer of what went wrong and let him to the path he is on now. For him to acknowledge and admit is part in the breakup of the deal (show cancelled) and the business (partnership with Casey and the investor) is a fantastic lesson in humility and acceptance.
Taking so much courage and humbleness to get in-front of the camera and be so transparent with one's self...this is so valuable Van!
An honest and sincere guy and a great story teller. Indeed, 'The Spirited Man'. Thank you Van!
Was für ein berührendes Video. So schonungslos offen und voller Herz. Danke Van, das kam zur rechten Zeit! ❤
I got sober at the age of 39! I couldn't do it before! It took me so long to reach rock bottom! Eightteen and a half years later, I am an old, sober guy, alive and enjoying most days!
Fun fact: I found an email for you guys during the HBO series and wrote you guys. I can't remember what I said, but I got a bootleg dvd of the show sent to me by someone. I still have it.
Thank you for opening up this way. I feel like I’m facing a lot of failures. This was a good watch :)
I've been refusing the call for too long. For fear of living, of moving through time in a way that acknowledges my mortality. This film is important. Thank you.
This is the episode of the spirited man that made me actually go back and watch the HBO show (its on YT), it was so endearing and I think it was ahead of its time.
I’ve been waiting 14 years to see this video. Props to Casey for letting Van tell this story in his own time.
Thank you, this must of been difficult to admit. I hope all the viewer take note.
Man I love Both the Neistat Brother's so so much!
“You just haven’t earned it yet, baby” 💯 🎯
Every video needs a Smiths easter egg from now on
Yep. Loved that
Van, what a wonderful, personal video to create. You and your brother Casey have both been a great source of inspiration to me - your process oriented fast cutting sequences, and Casey's dynamic cut to the beat visuals. I’ve recently become a father myself, and your videos have encouraged me to start my own UA-cam channel. Sending my best from across the Atlantic! ✌
One of the best videos you've ever put out, a masterpiece of story telling
I think I can say honestly that I’m currently paralyzed by regret and fear of further failure and recognition. Thanks for talking about it so thoroughly.
likewise
Never submit to fear. You owe it no allegiance.
Good luck this hero’s journey of yours! Excited to follow and learn
We tend to admire others for who they are and what they do - forgetting all too easily that each of us has our own demons to conquer, regardless of whether someone is famous or average. Thanks Van for sharing. I didn't know the story but i learnt a lot from your telling!
This was for me. Thankyou for putting this together Van!
Awesome video. Retrospective, honest, humble, and real.
It’s remarkable how you and Casey can tell a story from 15-20 years ago and have archival footage to tell it. Few people could do that. You really had a moment with that show. I watched every episode. Addiction ruins lives. I am glad you got help and are in recovery. I am glad it did not take down Casey as well.
i’m not one to blow smoke, but this is one of the best UA-cam videos I’ve ever seen. I really needed this. Thank you.
I get so excited every time you upload Van. You are definetly my favorite youtuber:)
The spirited man from Denmark
This is one of the best videos I watched on youtube. I have no words to express how much of a great understated artist this man is. Excellent content and excellent execution. It is unique, creative and moving at the same time. Thank you Van Neistat.
This is so honest. I appreciate this, as an artist and business soul.
As a German, I absolutely value the accuracy of the words used. Such a beautiful example of precise expression and the associated distinctiveness. Great video as always. Greetings from the poets and thinkers
True :)
As an asshole no one cares about your precise German opinion.
@@stefan-bayer "As a German"
I found this profound & meaningful. Thank you, Van Neistat.
Growth is so beautiful. I just spoke with a friend who had screwed his opportunity with a band - at least he learned, as did you, as did I.
Wow. This must’ve been hard to make. Kudos. Love you both. ❤
Dear Van- From the Context of Sachs, you Extracted and Formed an exceptionally pure Essence of the Creative Process. It felt new, and it was inward-facing. When I saw Casey launch on UA-cam by continuously Electrifying this Essence similar to Jobs Electrifying the Essence of Wozniak, I was left admiring with some feeling of discordance. An incomplete story is not a true one. Let me just say thank you for the inspiration you convey from your Creations and Courage both. You and your brothers make quite the tale.
This seems crazy... I just started my "Shadow Work" and have begun a new journey and the synchronicities are stacking up like crazy! I feel like I'm in a video game, I know the objective of my mission and I meet people along the way that have a jewel or a tool that I'll be needing to accomplish my goal and I keep adding to my arsenal. I know you don't read YT comments, I do support you on patreon, and will probably copy paste this message there too. VAN, THANK YOU!
-The Stoic Man
That took honesty, vulnerability and courage. Well done. You did great work with your brother.
Peace and Power, Van! 🎉
I definitely focus too much on regret. But I have to remind myself that if I didn't make so many mistakes, I wouldn't be the person I am because I wouldn't have learned those lessons. It's always going to be a struggle but I'm trying.
Very interesting to see the talking to camera shots of Van in white sunglasses along with hearing the disclosure of their significance, since Casey in white sunglasses talking to camera became such a signature image in his own videos.
Glad this video came in at the perfect time. Quit my old job climbing a corporate ladder I didn't want to, tried my hand at something i've been working towards and failed. But I failed in something I want to be in, and the only regret would have been not trying. Learned that I haven't put in the work to succeed. Won't quit till I'm successful. Thank you!
the Neistat Brothers 2 will win an oscar.
Wow, thanks for making this.
Van,
I am hoping that forgiveness comes in to play at some point. As we travel down the road we all stumble. Regrets and mistakes happen - but you are sober now. The price has probably already been paid. Forgiving yourself is important.
Yes. Forgiveness/grace can seem straightforward, easy enough to do but it is its own quest. I wish him peace too.
Generally, I don't watch videos through until the end. But, I needed this one. Good on you. ❤
Thx for being so vulnerable…loved your show. You are making your own path now…keep crushing 🤜🏼🤛🏼
„Failure is quitting before you’re successful“
Damn
Now. This is honest. To date, I have been annoyed by your glasses and smug attitude (my error in mis-judging you) . Really honest and candid. I respect you now. I am sorry if I have posted snarky and smart-assed comments in the past. They were not commented on but they were wrong. My failure.
Im 22, and i gotta say thank you.
i love this so much. The truth that speaks from this story is beautiful ❤
Van I love what you are doing. This may be the only channel I stay with until the end of the video.
Man Van - I love your honesty and just openness so happy to hear your hero's journey and the journey back!
I appreciate you sharing your story, Van. I am always happy to see a new upload and story from you. Cheers!
I’ve never came close to crying after watching a UA-cam video before, but I was close after watching this one. Thank you for the vulnerability.
This was an insightful video. You see a lot of excuses and blame on UA-cam. In this film, you did an honest analysis and took the responsibility. You made mistakes and learned from them.
It took me much longer to realize that alcohol had become a very bad habit. After 7 years without alcohol, I am a different person.
I am also ready to start a new Hero’s Journey.
One of the best videos you have recently produced. Incredible ❤❤❤
I’m excited for this one ! ❤
The spirited woman
It's amazing seeing you looking back and having clarity and taking responsibility. I think we all have our version of this. Congrats on your new found success. Thanks for being vulnerable. I hope this makes other people even save a day of realizing this for themselves.
The hero's journey strongly reminds me of the stages of change. Precontemplation, contemplation, preparation, action, and maintenance. Lot of us get stuck in contemplation and preparation. I'm happy to see this work for you, Van. Growth and owning one's action without relentless self judgment.
Failure is the feedback of what we must change next time.
I am enthusiastically cheering you on in sobriety. To be present is a wonderful thing.
Your disclosures - like this video - of your “failures” are more powerful than your tales of triumph. Keep coming back brother. God bless you and yours.
This one hits exceptionally hard. Starting down the path of my own 12 Step Program hero's journey. Al Anon is a great blessing to help me understand the role I played in my qualifier's alcoholism, and I'm hoping and praying it leads to something beautiful. Congrats on your sobriety ❤
What an open and intimate movie this is.... Another banger from Van... after the studio video last week.... I'm soo happy we are getting "our Van" back... slowly but surely ! :) Thank you Van for sharing this with us... Bearing the heart out especially when we are at the wrong takes a lot of courage and confidence ! None of us here think that this was easy for you to put out., hence we truly appreciate this ! Respect !
You grew from the experience. That is what we are on earth for. Nobody is immune from pain. It results in spiritual growth.
Following you and your brothers for a while now and always wondered what really happened. I come from a family that is very distant due to mistakes, failure and regret. This is powerful stuff that you shared Van and I appreciate the courage it took to create this video and share the tough parts of your life. Thank you for being real!
I used to wish I'd got sober 25 instead of 30, and part of me still does, but it wasn't going to happen, that's not the journey I was on, I had to really hit rock bottom for it to stick. I'm just glad I'm sober now, and my life is on track finally. As the years have gone by, I've let go of all sorts of other regrets too
Beautiful video, Van. It resonated with me deeply. Thank you for being a master of your craft.
being from Mexico, this content inspires word by word, this is my new dose of good quality content!
This answers so many questions I've had after following the Neistats for years. I appreciate the transparency.
Great video showing the history of the NEISTAT BROS. Do more of your history. Love this content. 🧨🧨
Van your chanel has exploded and I can’t think of anyone more deserving… ❤ HUGE TALENT!
Learning from your life lessons so that we might not have to go through it ourselves is a special value that I get out of your channel. Thank you Van!
That you for the transparency, it helps me in my struggles and gives me hope for growth!
One of the best episodes you made so far Van at least in my opinion. Thanks so much for sharing, you a strong one!!! Not anyone could share their hurt and loss story, not even close at what you did. You do more than cinema, you touch people through your past and present experiences. Thank you Van blessings from Barcelona.
Easily one of the most underrated youtube channels. Please never leave
Van, this video really hit home. It’s incredible how you’ve turned your past mistakes into powerful lessons. It’s a reminder that our biggest setbacks can become the foundation for our greatest growth. Thanks for sharing your journey with such raw honesty-it’s truly inspiring.
Still promoting better help
@@Rockmaster867 well It's easy to focus on the surface, but the real lessons are found in the depth of what was shared. Maybe it's worth reflecting on what truly matters here
That’s one of my favorite episodes Van. It takes real courage to put something like that out in the world.
Thank you for sharing such a deep and lovely story. I didn't knew about the Hero's journey and actually was very great to learn it and see it throughout your and our own path.
At 51 years of age, this hits home. So many parallels to the writings of Solomon from the Bible. Wisdom. Thank you Van.
Loved this one. Love the transparency and authenticity.
Exceptional content for the stage I'm in right now. Thanks van. From Brazil. ❤
why betterhelp? Betterhelp is a plain bad company.
A lot of complaints. Can anyone provide evidence? What exactly did they do?
@@andrewlarking7492selling user data
@@andrewlarking7492in March of 2023 the FTC found that Betterhelp was sharing personally identifiable information of their customers with social networks and advertisers. They’ve since been fined and prohibited from continuing that sort of activity.
Google “betterhelp privacy” and click the FTC link to learn more and decide for yourself whether or not you want to trust them with your business.
'cause they pay to advertise
Boilerplate mental health is about as wise as biological pharmacology. Unregulated.
You have made so many outstanding movies, blogs - whatever you like to call them - but this might be one of your finest. It also helped to amplify what a mature, stable creative genius and what an incredible brother you have in Casey, Hugs.
Wow, what a phenomenal video, and a powerful story. This resonated with me so much. Thanks for sharing. Thanks for being so vulnerable. You are making such a positive impact on the world, Van!
What a vulnerable video. Loved it. For what’s it worth, Also loved the original HBO show ❤
Thanks for this. It’s interesting that this video is one of the most impactful and you were only able to make it through this path. It makes me think about all the great artists that had trouble with substance abuse and how without their teams we don’t get the work. Or all the artists that were troubled when they were alive and their work only gets discovered after they die. We’re able to admire that kind of work and not face ourselves as closely in the process maybe. through you powering your own outlet real time you are able to reflect in a way that brings new facets to light.
Makes me think of an artist that is troubled and barely send the work to a bunch of galleries. They get a show and we go to reflect on the work and ourselves. Rarely do I feel like making a big change in my life after going to a gallery showing. After this I have a lot to think about.
Not saying this is always the case. But interesting.
Almost like the music game. Good band troubled by substance abuse gets picked up by management - band gets their outlet but is still troubled, gains fame, sometimes meets death or struggle.
Thanks for sharing, great video. I didn't realize that you also make the music now. Sounds cool!
This may just be your best video yet. Thank you.
This was by far Van's best piece. Such great insight.
Bonus points for Smiths quote.
I’ve always felt like I should have gotten sober earlier too. I think everyone does. I feel like I did more better when I wasn’t sober, though.
The richness of every video still remains tangible after these past few years on youtube. Thanks van. This rips.