I've always lived alone in this mindset. College was great (Philosophy, surprise?) I'm 36rn. Only realized the ways i was trianed in my family system (always knew there was some sort of life struggles, and I just swan in it without ever being able to name it. Toxic shame I suppose) Really psychologicslly terrifying and reality shifting relationship took me to the darkest space and trying to figure things w/the ex out, I unlocked everything. It's insane that someone could've written out my life just by knowing my FOO and role more accurately than anyone I've shared space and time with is validating and heart breaking. Just got away from the relationship. Mother and sister are the only ones left and any word, def amy shared space, from either of them is destructive in some way. Alone with pocket change. Have been sleeping at my mothers the last few nights but i know I'll be hitting the road when the moment comes and i feel that will be soon. 🙈🙉🙊 Not trying to play a victim narrative. Everything is difficult rn but finally knowing where to direct the work and maaaaannnnn humanity! We gotta turn this ship around quidkly
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Do I matter? Wow! That really explains what I’ve tried to put in to words for 50 years.
Isn’t it great when you get words for something you’ve been trying to figure out! And YES, you do matter! You always matter.
I've always lived alone in this mindset. College was great (Philosophy, surprise?)
I'm 36rn. Only realized the ways i was trianed in my family system (always knew there was some sort of life struggles, and I just swan in it without ever being able to name it. Toxic shame I suppose)
Really psychologicslly terrifying and reality shifting relationship took me to the darkest space and trying to figure things w/the ex out, I unlocked everything.
It's insane that someone could've written out my life just by knowing my FOO and role more accurately than anyone I've shared space and time with is validating and heart breaking.
Just got away from the relationship. Mother and sister are the only ones left and any word, def amy shared space, from either of them is destructive in some way.
Alone with pocket change. Have been sleeping at my mothers the last few nights but i know I'll be hitting the road when the moment comes and i feel that will be soon.
🙈🙉🙊 Not trying to play a victim narrative. Everything is difficult rn but finally knowing where to direct the work and maaaaannnnn humanity! We gotta turn this ship around quidkly