(The first 100 hard copies sold get an autographed pic FREE!) Preorder the Album Here: smarturl.it/k8rtkz If possible, please get a digital AND a hard copy. We have to sell a lot of copies to hit our goal of BillBoard Charts and I can’t do it without you guys. Thank you to everyone supporting 🖤
I love you're music Man I finally got my mic waiting for my computer and all that to finally start recording you inspired me to do music than you so much for you're hard work!!!!
Bro, as someone who suffers from Schizophrenia I just want to say thank you. You portrayed perfectly what this illness does to a person. The video and the lyrics are so on point.
I agree dude the portyarl is on point , I just shared the video with my mother because I can never find the right words to explain what it feels like .
I know I’m really late but this is my favorite song. Enkay, keep going strong. You’re music is amazing no matter what anyone says. I hope to be a great artist like you one day. God bless
Baby.... Your videos, your lyrics, your emotion and your voice in every song I listen to of yours or any video I watch... I get goosebumps everywhere up and down my body.. ..I feel your pain, physically and emotionally- in ways that I don't even want to begin listing off and haven't even been able to identify yet. It may not be exactly the same as yours but the way you express it makes me feel and know that I'm not alone.. And don't forget; Neither are you 💙 Thank you for helping me, you've helped me in ways that no one else could
I have DID and can relate to this in an odd way. It's really scary sometimes not remembering where you are, what's real and what isn't. Or if you're ever real, same with the headmates... Then triggers them and it's just a lot sometimes. I've come far to close to ending my life/our lives because of the overwhelm and isolation. Thank you for making this and sharing the pain that many can't express or show for whatever reasons. Take care, man :)
Haha thank you! If this is the first track you’ve heard, please sub and checkout another if you’re able to! I recommend “Twenty 19” “Who I Am” or “Quickie Pt 2”
Brother I've been following for over a year and I'm still shocked you aren't making more songs. You are gonna blow up someday and I'm pushing you on everyone 🔥🔥
My brother that I never had suffered from schizophrenia tried to do everything in my will and power to help him and try to guide him ended up coming home the one day and he ended up ending his life this song really touched home thank you keep doing what your doing everything happens for a reason and people are sleeping ❤
I love your music! My cousin was a huge fan and had all your songs saved before he passed.. so now when I hear your songs I listen to you in honor or him! Keep killing it!!
I know this is just a song, but I'm Schizophrenic. I got diagnosed with this disorder when I was 13, and your songs are what keep me going, helping me deal with both my depression and anxiety. I LOVE listening to YOUR music.
Great artists know how to connect to their audience, and you did that in a big way. The audio alone rings true, and combined with the imagery... it leaves you thinking about this long after it ends.
Enkay, You have done it again. You are improving more and more each time. I cannot wait until I see your name hitting billboard too 100. I try to throw everyone I can onto your music. It needs to be heard
I literally can't stop listening to this song. How is Enkay not getting more clicks with shit like this... been a fan for a long time man keep this shit coming so i have something decent to listen to in my mixes.
Seldom comment on anything, but this really resonated with me on a deep and relatable level. It is written: The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately sick; who can understand it? Great track Enkay, keep doing what you do best!
This song is deep! I used to be a IV addict and was suicidal. I also have PTSD and Bi-polar disorder. This song is very relatable and stirs my emotions! I am now almost completely clean for a year and have found positive ways to cope with my problems. Thank you for this beautiful song!!!
I've listened to this so many times. A lot of your shit is dope but this song along with the video together are so powerful and I'm thankful because of how the mind works, that I got to experience them both at the same time.
As someone who grew up with mentally ill parents and also suffer myself, this one hit really close to home mate! Love the song and really loving your music. Please keep it up, very hard to find artist that I can relate to like yourself.
@@ChristopherCrazy604 or it might be because my psyche was trying to protect me from the b******* that I was experiencing when I was a kid not everthing is a sign of a mental illness
Great song man, truly a heavy hitter for some. All i can leave here for those who have it hard. When you feel like letting go, remember why you held on for so long. Thank you for this video enkay. Truly, Thank you
The beginning of this video brings back a lot of memories. My mother Somebody I loved trusted most was not making any sense at all it takes a toll on you the first time you see that
Schizophrenia is a literal battle between good and evil. Be are all born into evil and until we surrender to Christ, we will never have peace. It is still a struggle for me everyday, but now that I am born again of Christ and Christ Only...I have more control over my demons. Love every single one of who can relate, because I too can relate.
Ive been following your videos since the beginning and i just realized ive never commented. Just wanted to say i appreciate you for making this song and video. It really shows people that schizophrenic people are just that, they're people too not the monster society makes them out to be. So thank you, and please keep making music i really enjoy hearing your voice its calming to me on a bad day.
What a wonderful song sir !! I was diagnosed with Pugalistica Dementia at 37. Schitzo-Effective (bipolar) Paranoid Personality Dissorder. I love music that i can relate to ! Thank you for ALL your music sir ! Love from Iowa :)
Man, this is fire just like all your others. Every single track you make gives me goosebumps and I absolutely admire your talent. Looming forward to all this work paying off for you fr🙌🔥🙌🔥🙌🔥
Been listening to you for awhile man, youre the shit keep it up. My brother was schizophrenic and drank himself to death last year instead of getting the help he needed. Youre music means alot to alot of people. Keep doing what youre doing.
Thank you so much for this enkay. As a person that struggles with this bipolar schizophrenia and a lot of other mental problems I'm glad you made this video for the people who listen to and love you. Now the rest of the world can see what it's really like being that type of person and then having that type of mental disorder. I'd love to meet you one day you're one of my favorite rappers. Everything you say is real and everything you say I feel like, man dude that really comes from his heart but at the same time I feel like I could have wrote that cuz that comes from my heart I just don't have the amazing amazing skill that you have to put it in the song. I'd love to become a rapper one day but it'll never happen... But again thank you so much, I love every song you put out you're one of my top 10 favorite rappers cuz you rap about realshit especially relationship-wise because I've been through a lot of them and it sucks to wake up one day just to hear I love you see you in the morning at night from your girlfriend in the morning here I found someone else. I've attempted suicide multiple times and I guess it's just not my turn to go yet. Thanks again enkay!
@enkay47 bro I have no idea how I never saw this video. But I am weeping. THIS IS SO POWERFUL! I've always loved this track. But the video blows it out of the water!
Love it! To me it’s more of mental health awareness. More of this needs to happen, you are going to change the world one day, and it starts with one song, at a time and one day at a time, keep going, and keep doing what your doing, and never stop!
First 😉 get the track here. smarturl.it/yc7e55
very nice
good shit bro
Been waiting for months for this!!!! Thank you so much man 👌👌👌💯
My wait is over this is some real shit
(The first 100 hard copies sold get an autographed pic FREE!) Preorder the Album Here: smarturl.it/k8rtkz
If possible, please get a digital AND a hard copy. We have to sell a lot of copies to hit our goal of BillBoard Charts and I can’t do it without you guys. Thank you to everyone supporting 🖤
smarturl.it/yc7e55
You will go viral champ and we are giving it our all to help you with it 🔥🔥
Holy shit that was hard to watch! 😪 but I love it and everything behind it.
I love you're music Man I finally got my mic waiting for my computer and all that to finally start recording you inspired me to do music than you so much for you're hard work!!!!
Hey bro, is that you in the video?
I love this song.
Cryptic Wisdom thank you man, that means a lot coming from you 🙏 I hope all is well on your end
I support both of you guys I'm subscribed to both of you you guys are very awesome that what you guys do
Cryptic do you still write music ?? I remember when I was in my early 20s maybe teens but I use too jam out too your songs
@@projectxthegoat8851 yeah he does
@@SpexMusic :) he’s amazing
Killing it! Your getting better with every track!
Mass of Man hey thanks man! Means a lot seeing you come through this quick
@@Enkay47 I got you on all notification I have to follow good talent!
Mass of Man ayyeee that’s my guy
When we getting that enkay mass track
Song with you two on it would be DOPE (hope it happens) :)
Never had a song hit me so hard, the imagery in this struck a little too close to home. Thank you...
Dane Rule just doing my job. I hope all is well
Saame
No joke...this is one of the best songs you've ever made.
No Disguise Raps just wait till the album on Sept 27th 😉
The chill I got down my spine when he said “I feel so numb” is the first thing I’ve felt in a while
Bro, as someone who suffers from Schizophrenia I just want to say thank you. You portrayed perfectly what this illness does to a person. The video and the lyrics are so on point.
I agree dude the portyarl is on point , I just shared the video with my mother because I can never find the right words to explain what it feels like .
I know I’m really late but this is my favorite song. Enkay, keep going strong. You’re music is amazing no matter what anyone says. I hope to be a great artist like you one day. God bless
Baby.... Your videos, your lyrics, your emotion and your voice in every song I listen to of yours or any video I watch... I get goosebumps everywhere up and down my body..
..I feel your pain, physically and emotionally- in ways that I don't even want to begin listing off and haven't even been able to identify yet. It may not be exactly the same as yours but the way you express it makes me feel and know that I'm not alone..
And don't forget;
Neither are you 💙
Thank you for helping me, you've helped me in ways that no one else could
This song/video is soooo underrated
I wish I had artist like this in my life 3 yrs ago when my life took a horrible turn their music is helping me hold on
I have DID and can relate to this in an odd way. It's really scary sometimes not remembering where you are, what's real and what isn't. Or if you're ever real, same with the headmates...
Then triggers them and it's just a lot sometimes. I've come far to close to ending my life/our lives because of the overwhelm and isolation.
Thank you for making this and sharing the pain that many can't express or show for whatever reasons.
Take care, man :)
Yo this video is actually crazy, did not expect that
I’ve missed your Music Enkay I’m glad you’re back at it
jessie cleavland new album coming Sept 27th 🙏
I love this song!
One of the best depression feeling song I've ever vived to so cold it numbs my soul every time I come back to it what a soothing masterpiece 😌
Damn that is one hell of a plot twist😶 Love your work man👍 Should have found this channel earlier
I love finding good artist before they blow up!
Haha thank you! If this is the first track you’ve heard, please sub and checkout another if you’re able to! I recommend “Twenty 19” “Who I Am” or “Quickie Pt 2”
Gave me goosebumps. Such a great song. Crazy video
Brother I've been following for over a year and I'm still shocked you aren't making more songs. You are gonna blow up someday and I'm pushing you on everyone 🔥🔥
Much love 🙏 new rebrand drops May 1st 🤘
My brother that I never had suffered from schizophrenia tried to do everything in my will and power to help him and try to guide him ended up coming home the one day and he ended up ending his life this song really touched home thank you keep doing what your doing everything happens for a reason and people are sleeping ❤
Thank you Enkay47 for finally creating me a song for me about schizophrenia.
I love your music! My cousin was a huge fan and had all your songs saved before he passed.. so now when I hear your songs I listen to you in honor or him! Keep killing it!!
I still love this song,
I'm still sharing it to ppl alot.
I know this is just a song, but I'm Schizophrenic. I got diagnosed with this disorder when I was 13, and your songs are what keep me going, helping me deal with both my depression and anxiety. I LOVE listening to YOUR music.
A year later and this song still made me stop and watch the whole video. I loved it just like I love all your other music. 🔥🔥🔥
This song deserves at least a hundred million views!
Nice man. real shit. stay strong homie. Can't be light without darkness.
LOVE this comment ❤️ you're absolutely right
Great artists know how to connect to their audience, and you did that in a big way. The audio alone rings true, and combined with the imagery... it leaves you thinking about this long after it ends.
Wow...Words can't describe how well this was made.
I have a lot of those days I feel way to numb from all the pain throughout life your music the shit bro can’t wait for another one to come out
Enkay, You have done it again. You are improving more and more each time. I cannot wait until I see your name hitting billboard too 100. I try to throw everyone I can onto your music. It needs to be heard
I literally can't stop listening to this song.
How is Enkay not getting more clicks with shit like this... been a fan for a long time man keep this shit coming so i have something decent to listen to in my mixes.
Seldom comment on anything, but this really resonated with me on a deep and relatable level.
It is written: The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately sick; who can understand it?
Great track Enkay, keep doing what you do best!
The chills from how accurately portrayed this video is damn near puts me in tears.
Definitely a Underrated Song it's a 🔥 song
I love it. Having schizophrenia isn't fun. All your songs hit the head on the nail perfectly
This song is deep! I used to be a IV addict and was suicidal. I also have PTSD and Bi-polar disorder. This song is very relatable and stirs my emotions! I am now almost completely clean for a year and have found positive ways to cope with my problems. Thank you for this beautiful song!!!
This song is the bomb absolutely wicked
I've listened to this so many times.
A lot of your shit is dope but this song along with the video together are so powerful and I'm thankful because of how the mind works, that I got to experience them both at the same time.
That's deep so deep it speaks for itself.
I live with this illness and even I can not understand it but I know he’ll is real place and how I felt was spot on
As someone who grew up with mentally ill parents and also suffer myself, this one hit really close to home mate!
Love the song and really loving your music.
Please keep it up, very hard to find artist that I can relate to like yourself.
When I was a kid every day I felt empty and like I was just watching every day as if I was watching my life on a TV but instead it was though my eyes
You may have depersonalization disorder, search up is Happiness just a word, by vinnie paz
@@ChristopherCrazy604 or it might be because my psyche was trying to protect me from the b******* that I was experiencing when I was a kid not everthing is a sign of a mental illness
Please don’t ever stop, keep going, you are magnificent ♥️🤍💙💜💖❌⭕️🎚💫
One of the best birthday present! Thanks Enkay47 ❤
Dot Solution happy birthday
@@Enkay47 thanks bro
Hope it goes well for you hey. Happy birthday.
@@jonanderson4474 thank you mate!
Absolutely amazing. I'm so proud of you dude. Absolutely love it. You made me cry again haha. Keep up the amazing work.
Very powerful song..... DAMN SPEECHLESS
Enkay your talent is unreal my dude every track is deep and heart felt I love it
I don’t understand how this man only has 66.7k followers so under rated such an amazing artist powerful music ❤️
One of my all time favorites 🖤 🖤 🖤
Great song man, truly a heavy hitter for some. All i can leave here for those who have it hard. When you feel like letting go, remember why you held on for so long. Thank you for this video enkay. Truly, Thank you
Glove this, you're awesome.
The beginning of this video brings back a lot of memories. My mother Somebody I loved trusted most was not making any sense at all it takes a toll on you the first time you see that
Schizophrenia is a literal battle between good and evil. Be are all born into evil and until we surrender to Christ, we will never have peace. It is still a struggle for me everyday, but now that I am born again of Christ and Christ Only...I have more control over my demons. Love every single one of who can relate, because I too can relate.
I love your music..even more because I find myself relating to every.single.one.
Ive been following your videos since the beginning and i just realized ive never commented. Just wanted to say i appreciate you for making this song and video. It really shows people that schizophrenic people are just that, they're people too not the monster society makes them out to be. So thank you, and please keep making music i really enjoy hearing your voice its calming to me on a bad day.
I've never been more proud of an Artist who's rising to the top. You inspire me to do better, and to keep my head up. Love you man and keep it real
never disappointed with your music, man. keep grinding, keep doing you ❤️ much love
What a wonderful song sir !!
I was diagnosed with Pugalistica Dementia at 37.
Schitzo-Effective (bipolar) Paranoid Personality Dissorder.
I love music that i can relate to ! Thank you for ALL your music sir !
Love from Iowa :)
Wow the song and video really changed the mood of the music I dont know how I feel about this song
DESERVES THE RECOGNITION AND IS TOO DAM UNDERRATED!!!!iiii
Man, this is fire just like all your others. Every single track you make gives me goosebumps and I absolutely admire your talent. Looming forward to all this work paying off for you fr🙌🔥🙌🔥🙌🔥
I'm crying it's so relatable 😥mum has post natal psychosis, I also have hallucinations via smell,I needed this song thx man
Your killing it bro. Tracks just keep getting better and better. Thanks for another one to put on my favs list!!!
Honestly this is now my new favorite song
Thank you for releasing another song! Really appreciate you brother.
Family account gaming of course, thank you for commenting and supporting my music. Please get the song if you haven’t yet!!
First thing I see when I wake up, thank you! 🖤🔥🙏🏻
PriveousOfficial no, thank you 🙏
I fell asleep listening to it, and when I woke up I just couldn’t stop singing it 😂
Absolute fire bro! So good🔥🔥🙏
Atlus_Music thank you man! Can’t wait for our track to drop
They're not ready for what we have in store homie 🔥🔥🤯
You know man this is good because you made something that occurs in real life, this is the true meaning of rap keep going im behind you forever
Dang. This was mindblowin man. The story.... 😱
Luv this song, but the video is wicked!! But much truth behind it!! Keep it up 😍
You are inspiring enkay47 your music helps people released what what some people can't say or won't say
That plot twist is better than 90% of plot twists in movies 😍🔥🔥
Striaght amazing!! You have such great talent keep it up! Hoping for a new album soon!
Minnesota_born88 thank you! And I just announced this new album yesterday on my social medias! September 27th with preorders coming this month (:
your one of the top rappers i listen to because i connect of so many things!! this one hit deep, keep it up man
Thank you man. I’m glad you’re loving the music so much 🙏
@@Enkay47 hell yea man, keep that ball rolling!! ill see ya at the top someday.
Bruuuh. Man, I felt this.
Been listening to you for awhile man, youre the shit keep it up. My brother was schizophrenic and drank himself to death last year instead of getting the help he needed. Youre music means alot to alot of people. Keep doing what youre doing.
I deal with someone like this on a daily it fucks up my head so bad theres days where i just wanna end it but thanks enkay47 ur music keeps me alive
Missed you Enkay
Totally loved this
I think this song would describe my life sometimes and I felt a connection with this song too. I got emotional and I enjoyed listening to this song🙏❤️
wow...topic realistically represented. I felt the pressure on my heart.
THE ENDING BLEW MY MIND
Thank you so much for this enkay. As a person that struggles with this bipolar schizophrenia and a lot of other mental problems I'm glad you made this video for the people who listen to and love you. Now the rest of the world can see what it's really like being that type of person and then having that type of mental disorder. I'd love to meet you one day you're one of my favorite rappers. Everything you say is real and everything you say I feel like, man dude that really comes from his heart but at the same time I feel like I could have wrote that cuz that comes from my heart I just don't have the amazing amazing skill that you have to put it in the song. I'd love to become a rapper one day but it'll never happen... But again thank you so much, I love every song you put out you're one of my top 10 favorite rappers cuz you rap about realshit especially relationship-wise because I've been through a lot of them and it sucks to wake up one day just to hear I love you see you in the morning at night from your girlfriend in the morning here I found someone else. I've attempted suicide multiple times and I guess it's just not my turn to go yet. Thanks again enkay!
@enkay47 bro I have no idea how I never saw this video. But I am weeping. THIS IS SO POWERFUL! I've always loved this track. But the video blows it out of the water!
Deep!!!!! Great visuals and emotion!!!
Hell yeah!! LETS GO!!
Trunxks Beatz thank you for being such a large part of this man
Man... This came out right when I started work... Can't wait to hear it... Break is in 40 min... Bet its 🔥🔥🔥
Danzel Curtis I hope you got to watch the video man! Would love to hear your opinion 🙏
On the list of things that cracked my soul today.
Arho I’m glad you Like it. This project is important to me. Please download the track and sub if you’re able to 🙏
Love it! To me it’s more of mental health awareness. More of this needs to happen, you are going to change the world one day, and it starts with one song, at a time and one day at a time, keep going, and keep doing what your doing, and never stop!
Welcome back man you've been missed. Glad to see you're hitting your craft hard.
I felt this so deep. It shook me😔
Absolutely amazing as always. Will be playing this on repeat ALL day. This one hit close too home.
Thank you 🤘🏼🖤 🔥
Man I love this song
this song is really deep 👌🏻 Loving your music man keep up the great work
cant belive this song have only 24K ...its amazing :O keep doing this great music !
My son died. His birthday is soon. This song is perfect. Thank you!
love it
tucker hadden thank you
Gave me chills