Don't worry so much about the future. You don't need to have stuff figure it right now. Also your life doesn't have to be done by age 40. You can start something new along the way doesn't matter your age. Remember you only have one life; so live your life how you want.
Seriously thank you so much for this, as somebody who's not even close to 20 yet i feel so stressed and pressured some days because I feel like I have to rush and have everything done or almost close to being done and secure so I can have " that life ".
These young kids are so dramatic aren’t they. i am 40 but look like i am 20. Feel 20 too. And no way is my life sorted but i’m only 40 and in great shape so i have the whole next part of my life ahead of me. I have at least another 30 years of life left. It will be my best years.
To your words at the end bit- If it’s any consolation, my mom was a stay-at-home mom for 20 years, then decided to get a degree in geology in her late 40s/early 50s and now she’s on a career path that she loves. You’re always allowed to change your mind, you just have to give yourself the permission to 😌 Also, as someone in her late 20s who has a mediocre office job- I still get to wake up every day, I get to choose what I eat, how I take care of myself and my body, I get to breathe, I get to spend time with friends and family and make amazing memories and for those things I feel gratitude and peace. A career path doesn’t define you, and it’s not the only thing that marks success. Lots of love to you sister ✨
Thank you for sharing this. I'm also in my 20s, and I feel like there’s so much pressure to have everything figured out, especially when it comes to a career. Hearing about your mom’s journey is inspiring - it’s such a great reminder that it’s never too late to start something new. I really appreciate the perspective on gratitude, too; sometimes I get so caught up in “what’s next” that I forget to appreciate the simple joys around me. Your words really resonate with me and bring some much-needed peace. Lots of love back to you
i really like the comfortable silence in your vlogs. It's a nice change since almost all videos now are packed with so many different sound effects and music
here, stoned and speaking spanish but seeing this video bc the title REALLY called me and this simple video helped me to feel better and alive. Thank u
this is what youtube is about!!!! I'm 27, and I've taken a pretty roundabout path with a lot of detours to be where I am now. Lots of failures and dead ends but I still keep going. And I still think about all the same worries you're talking about in this video. Those are pretty universal, profound things that I think we're always gonna have to deal with. And I think that's an ok thing? Idk. I don't wanna live the kind of life where I don't get to do my little drawings and crafts either, so I think that's the real takeway here. Also the slugs are adorable.
honestly i feel like i needed to hear that last part, it's better achieving nothing doing something than achieving nothing doing nothing, it makes a lot of sens! we should at least give our goals a chance and most importantly some time, i love your mindset and good luck working on your goals💗
at 20 I was graduating college with the traditional path, whilst ignoring my true passions. i prioritized the wrong things! now, i’m almost 23 and it seems like life is on pause until I learn to really enjoy the ride. You will be okay!
That comment about going viral is so real! I started making videos during the pandemic and i like doing it for fun but I do have a fear of blowing up or going viral or whatever. I just know that's not something I want 😅
This is the first video of yours that I am watching and I love it. Its really calming and I like the way it looks like it was made in the 2000s. Also you seem really nice and authentic
you've inspired me to try picking up a camera and try just talk yk. time passing and the finality of it all is what i think bring us all together as humans , idk live your life the fullest u can day to day because we'll all live to be a age where we regret not trying something bc of doubt/shyness/ego. And like sometimes people don't live to that age and don't get the hindsight. this was a big tangent lol
I definitely get what you mean!! Part of what inspired me to start my channel was actually hearing all of the older people in my life express how they had so much regret for not pursuing their true passions. living life how you want to live is definitely so important and I'm so glad you've resonated with it!! 🩷🩷
hey monica, I feel like I comment on all of your videos nowadays. I just wanted to thank you so much for you putting yourself out here and making your videos. They bring me such comfort and reassurance as a lonely 16 year old girl, they make me feel like there is still time to have the life I want. You really inspire me so thank you so much for being here
I was the same exact way 4 years ago!! and I still am the same but I've definitely grown more into myself and embraced that side of me. Loneliness can seem like a negative thing but it honestly really shaped me into who I am because I spent so much time by myself learning about myself. So trust me when I say you'll eventually become the person you want to be because you already are!! Thank you so much for watching my vids, I'm glad we found eachother 💗!!
I love how real you’re videos are. I’ve always wanted to start making my own videos but I’m terrified of starting. I’m proud of you for overcoming that
I’m just starting, more on tik tok, not really on UA-cam. But what helped me actually start posting at least a couple times a week is just letting go of expectations. Like your first videos are not going to be perfect, maybe even that great, but that’s okay cuz each one you can see what works and what doesn’t.
that thing about college i definitely feel. I was out of college for the past year 1/2 and i was so weighed down by that exact feeling that i pushed myself to reenroll. Im not sure if i am 100% sure about this expensive decision. I might regret it to be honest. Im worried im going to fail again or not still not find that feeling of purpose. But yes to trying anyway instead of avoiding failure!! I always love to see your vids they help me spend time with myself :)
@@sandyjeans5518 it's always so refreshing to realize that I'm not alone in this 🥹 Honeslty I've always felt the most alive whenever I make mistakes/fail but whenever I lived in fear I felt the most frozen and incapable. The beauty of failing means that you're alive and I truly wish you the best on your journey with school 💗💗
im fourteen and I honestly see myself being in this exact position when I’m 20, listening to my radiohead cds (i love you for that:3), living in a small place in a quiet town, walking wherever i feel comfortable and appreciating my surroundings and freedom, and most of all feeling like im alive in my own body. Dying my hair whatever colour id like to, piercing and tattooing myself whenever I do something that im proud of, as a reward almost. , finding my peace. Thank you for being an inspiration to me:)
i feel very similar about being a girl in my twenties and not knowing how my life is going to go. i'm 21, i was in my last years of high school during the height of the pandemic, i had college classes i was taking during my first years of high school and couldn't take them anymore once i left to do online school (because of anxiety, i literally couldn't go to physical school). i just got my license this year and i'll be looking for a job soon, but i feel so behind on everything. the idea that "the time will pass anyways" is something i love. it doesn't matter how hard we work ourselves, how soon we have a job, if we're able to live comfortably in this messed up world, that's all that matters to me. the stress society puts on us today as young people to work so hard is ridiculous in my opinion. the way you explained your thoughts on it makes so much sense and i'm glad more people my age feel this way, and aren't so obsessed with being perceived how the world wants you to be, and just doing your own thing.
Nature takes her time to present the conditions wherein life emerges and even flourishes. Seeds need the darkness and the mud (uncertainty and stuff in a jumble) before they break ground and reach the warmth and light of the Sun. I like what you said "i'd rather achieve nothing doing something, than achieve nothing doing nothing"... that's an amazing insight. Thanks for sharing, and your aquatic friends are adorable man. Much love
i'm in my 20's right now and there are times where i feel stuck but i always tell myself that the universe wouldn't put me somewhere i don't need to be, I am exactly where I need to be in this moment in time.
Don’t fret, Monica, the right thing will come to you at the right time. You seem to have a good head on your shoulders, so just trust the process. I always say “good things take time; after the storm, comes the rainbow.” You got this! p.s love the hair 😊
I love that 🥹!! Maybe you've already heard it but reminds me of a song by kali uchis called "after the storm" !! Anyways thank u sm it really means a lot to me 💗💗🫶
your videos are always so refreshing to me because it’s nice to see someone being authentically themselves and being so real yet creative, i’ve definitely also been feeling the pressure of life on me again too with going back to collage so it’s nice to be able to relate to you in not wanting to be consumed in a world that’s revolved around always working and the hustle and having our life figured out, truly love watching your videos 🤍🤍
So glad u feel the same way 🥹 it's always important to to take time for yourself and I'm so happy my vid helped out with that 🩷🩷 thank u so much for watching
"the time will pass anyways" is something I say SO often, it's my favorite phrase ever n only because I'm so prone to overthinking about the future and it just really lets me ground in the moment you know?
I love this video a lot, I totally understand what you mean about the self doubt and fast paced hussle-culture. It's something I've been thinking about ever since I graduated 3 months ago, since now I have to start actually planning more ahead for myself.
i just came across your channel and i’m already so obsessed with you. the way you portray your videos is so comforting and raw. i was in tears (i’m an emotional pisces) so cool to see and relate with other artistic 20 years olds . AND YOU FILM WITH A CAMCORDER >~< !!!
Aww lol that makes me so happy!! I'm the same way (cancer rising) and I often just cry to the randomest things but I'm super happy my video impacted you 🩷🩷 thank u sm
I like the silence it makes me feel like I’m actually going through the day with you. It doesn’t feel as “perfect” and contrived as normal day in the life videos.
This is my first time watching your video and it felt so real and raw. I love watching creators who don't fabricate their lives according to trending aesthetics. Another UA-camr recommended your channel and I'm glad I decided to subscribe and watch
as a teen having a really hard time these years, i always feel like if i make it to aduthood i will feel like i havent had like, a teenhood or that experience, just like rn i feel like i havent had a childhood, but youre right. i might just feel fulfilled if i try, and i am?i think? so ty
I love ur content SOOSO MUCHH, i just audibly said yay when i noticed u uploaded a new video❤❤❤😭 atp ure my fav youtuber, im so glad i found you on here :)
i never felt like school would be for me but i recently enrolled in esthetician school and so far its been so good for my adhd brain. its very hands on and its a short time until you get your liscense so it actually feels like youre moving forward with what you learn rather than just learning stuff for what feels like no reason/ no goal in sight. i never ever thought id go to school again after i graduated but i find this stuff rlly relaxing and we also get certified to be a lash tech so you have options after you graduate. random but just wanted to drop this in case you ever thought about being an esti, it really feels worth it so far!! and if you never do school/ arent passionate about that dont feel bad. i find that just being productive in any way through the day makes me feel better, when i was working that was the case, or when i wasnt working just being able to get some art done. it’s frustrating not having everything figured out yet, or going in a direction that feels like a shot in the dark sometimes, but in the end if you are true to yourself you will find happiness and peace. love your videos btw
I've definitely felt that way about cosmetology school!! I already have experience doing hair so it's something I'd definitely be interested in! But thank you so much for the reassurance it really makes me feel better reading ur comment 💖💖💖🫶🥹
@@flowlotl of course! as a fellow old teenager that never rlly planned this far ahead/ thought of being an adult/ wanted to do anything other than art, which isnt panning out to be job material, i wanted to share! i know youll find your place in this world, best of luck
i love your hair!! 🦋 i think you’re doing a really good job for someone that’s not a professional and doing it alone on yourself!! also bloc climbing is really hard and you get so sore even for first timers that are super in shape 😅 On a personal note, I’m turning 30 next year and I feel like my early 20s were a lifetime ago. You have so much time!! Please do follow your dreams, I think you’re on the right track and right mindset 🪷🖤 can't wait for your esty shop to open again:)
Thank you for the reassurance 💗!! My older sister is also turning 30 next year!! Honeslty I can't imagine how I'm gonna be in 10 years but I imagine I'd feel more confident and sure of myself just like how I know you are!! And also I'm so excited to open my etsy shop back up!! I'll keep you updated on when 🫶🥹
This was literally like ASMR to me. I was relatively invested but the overall vibe is just very calming and I just passed out haha. Great vid, keep going! Hair looks great. ✌🏻
Please keep doing what you’re doing!!! This is the first of your videos I’ve seen and I love your style, so inspiring as someone who’s been thinking of starting a channel since I was a kid. Definitely sticking around for more:) Thanks for sharing
speaking of appearing in another UA-camr's video, PolkadotPigeon mentioned you in her What's in my Bag, she said she was inspired after watching yours >.
I’m 23 and I just started working as a software engineer. but yeah kinda same I always thought I might want to have an artistic career, but I like the stability of my job, and I think as I get more experienced at it I will have more opportunities to be creative in my job. Before this I really wanted to persue graphics programming or technical art, but I think I’d still have the opportunity to do that in the future and this is what I’m doing now so I don’t feel like “I have to live my dreams they’re slipping away!!” Because I’m making most of the opportunities I have rn. At this job I’m learning stuff which are also used for graphics. I think it’s really important not to lose sight of your dreams though, thanks for reminding me
omg i went to that EXACT same antique store for the first time this past sunday too. i’ve lived here my entire life but somehow had never been or even heard of this store! also overwhelmed by how packed and large it was but loved being completely surrounded by beautiful old things
Omg that's actually crazy!! My mom took me there once when I was very very little but it was my first time revisiting it in such a long time so I also forget about it! It really felt like walking through a museum just a very chaotic one lol 😝
this video is so cool - i love all the shots from when you were out rock climbing and shopping it feels like a scrapbook as a video if that makes any sense lol 😄
@@LexisMichelle It keeps deleting my answer in the other video for some reason, so i'm trying this way..my ig is just my name (same as here on yt) but with a dot between my first and last name...if you know what I mean
Hiii! I graduated from college some months ago and I’m already in the path of preparing myself to take an exam that would lend me a long term (basically all life) job and honestly I feel as lost as I ever felt hahaha so maybe doing what you want it’s worth the try anyway if at least it’s for the sake of what you feel passionate about and what you believe in. This thoughts have been pretty recurrent for me this past time and your videos do really help me feeling comforted :)
i got this video randomly in my fyp and OMG THE SEA SLUG MAGNETS? i love them sm i love sea slugs i could yap sm abt them, if i wasnt a broke college student i'd get them from your etsy LOL, but i'd love to make them myself too!! Also, I for sure feel you on the unknowingess of the steps to take toward your future that you envision for yourself, just know that you will get there, one step at a time
keep doing what makes you happy and don’t feel like you need to have a specific direction, there will be many things to explore and dive in to even when you’re 40 the path or paths will form as you walk there’s an alice in wonderland quote between alice and the chesire cat that i remind myself of when i feel this pressure to have direction and a set destination for my life and what i want to do but yeah you’re so talented and creative, keep pursuing your passions!! loved the video btw !
Aw I looked up the quote and I'm glad it did!! I think as long as you have some general idea of what your passions/skills are then there has to be a road or path that leads you to it. My road will proably be very bumpy 😬 but a road it a road lol. Also thank u so much for the support it really means the world to me and makes me feel like what I'm doing is worth more than millions 💗💗💗🥹 wishing you the best luck on your path 🫶
You are so inspiring, you make me want to do more creative things. And your videomaking style is great, your channel reminds me of the bygone golden era of youtube.
hi we have the same name and today was a halfday at school and i turned on my tv as i was gonna start cleaning my room because im in a really great healthy spot in life right now but my room has always been a value to me and it really matters how comfortable i am in my space so i’m actually working on cleaning this storage room in my house and ugh theres so much shit it stresses me out but i think positive because i’m so excited for the outcome of all my work and i just felt like commenting even though i wasn’t planning to because i wanted to say we had the same name and it made me feel so comforted rn in the moment even though i’m overwhelmed like it was so cool to see you doing a lot of stuff ive done like my hair is actually midnight purple rn and ive only ever dyed my hair in my salon but i have dyed it!! i love hearing when i make others feel comfortable just with my presence so i wanted to shareee have a great day or evening though!! :)
this video sprung upon me and i don’t usually click on videos like this but i’m glad i did. i get the most positive vibes for you! wish more youtube videos were like this. subscribed!
i know im late but i just want to say THANK YOU for making this video. this might sound silly but this actually really made me emotional as i really have been struggling with worrying about the future so much lately as well and its nice to have a reminder that taking things slow is okay. i just started to dye my hair as well for the first time so watching this video feels like perfect timing Imao!! also sorry if this comment is rily long but i started working with clay after watching your videos and wanted to thank you for the inspiration. it feels so great exploring new ways of being creative and ahh your magnets were so cute!!
AWHWHAHHH noooo this is so sweet I literally feel like crying (in a happy way!!) I really really really am so thankful that you're here and I'm glad we've found eachother!! It makes me so happy to know that there's people like me who exist in the world and even though we don't know eachother, I still feel the connection and I'm glad my videos are a way for us to communicate 💗💗 thank you so much, I'm wishing you well!!!
Don't worry so much about the future. You don't need to have stuff figure it right now. Also your life doesn't have to be done by age 40. You can start something new along the way doesn't matter your age. Remember you only have one life; so live your life how you want.
needed to hear this myself , thank you ♡
@@macieescapes ♡
Seriously thank you so much for this, as somebody who's not even close to 20 yet i feel so stressed and pressured some days because I feel like I have to rush and have everything done or almost close to being done and secure so I can have " that life ".
thanks i really needed to hear that❤
These young kids are so dramatic aren’t they. i am 40 but look like i am 20. Feel 20 too. And no way is my life sorted but i’m only 40 and in great shape so i have the whole next part of my life ahead of me. I have at least another 30 years of life left. It will be my best years.
heavy on the “people forget theyre alive”
omg
To your words at the end bit- If it’s any consolation, my mom was a stay-at-home mom for 20 years, then decided to get a degree in geology in her late 40s/early 50s and now she’s on a career path that she loves. You’re always allowed to change your mind, you just have to give yourself the permission to 😌 Also, as someone in her late 20s who has a mediocre office job- I still get to wake up every day, I get to choose what I eat, how I take care of myself and my body, I get to breathe, I get to spend time with friends and family and make amazing memories and for those things I feel gratitude and peace. A career path doesn’t define you, and it’s not the only thing that marks success. Lots of love to you sister ✨
I love this comment
Beautiful words thank you so much!!!
this is so sweet
Thank you for sharing this. I'm also in my 20s, and I feel like there’s so much pressure to have everything figured out, especially when it comes to a career. Hearing about your mom’s journey is inspiring - it’s such a great reminder that it’s never too late to start something new. I really appreciate the perspective on gratitude, too; sometimes I get so caught up in “what’s next” that I forget to appreciate the simple joys around me. Your words really resonate with me and bring some much-needed peace. Lots of love back to you
perfect video for when i’m up at night worrying about money, and try to calm myself with “it takes time” but then i start worrying about time instead
So real
Literally me rn
i really like the comfortable silence in your vlogs. It's a nice change since almost all videos now are packed with so many different sound effects and music
yeeaaah i agree
i love YT recommending me random small youtubers ♥
REAL.
LITERALLY i needed this
LOVE the yt algorithm for this !!! if i ever actually post i'd be happy to know that i might be recommended more probably.
same
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here, stoned and speaking spanish but seeing this video bc the title REALLY called me and this simple video helped me to feel better and alive. Thank u
this is what youtube is about!!!! I'm 27, and I've taken a pretty roundabout path with a lot of detours to be where I am now. Lots of failures and dead ends but I still keep going.
And I still think about all the same worries you're talking about in this video. Those are pretty universal, profound things that I think we're always gonna have to deal with. And I think that's an ok thing? Idk. I don't wanna live the kind of life where I don't get to do my little drawings and crafts either, so I think that's the real takeway here. Also the slugs are adorable.
honestly i feel like i needed to hear that last part, it's better achieving nothing doing something than achieving nothing doing nothing, it makes a lot of sens! we should at least give our goals a chance and most importantly some time, i love your mindset and good luck working on your goals💗
Thank you so much 🩷🩷 I'm glad u get it eheheh
This video gave me so much comfort and made me feel so safe like we’re friends 😭
ong ❤ 😮
at 20 I was graduating college with the traditional path, whilst ignoring my true passions. i prioritized the wrong things! now, i’m almost 23 and it seems like life is on pause until I learn to really enjoy the ride. You will be okay!
That comment about going viral is so real! I started making videos during the pandemic and i like doing it for fun but I do have a fear of blowing up or going viral or whatever. I just know that's not something I want 😅
Shlop wont get you viral
This is the first video of yours that I am watching and I love it. Its really calming and I like the way it looks like it was made in the 2000s. Also you seem really nice and authentic
Thank you so much!! 💗💗
I literally had to check the posting date when I saw the cd player for some reason 😂 I thought it might be from over a decade ago
you've inspired me to try picking up a camera and try just talk yk. time passing and the finality of it all is what i think bring us all together as humans , idk live your life the fullest u can day to day because we'll all live to be a age where we regret not trying something bc of doubt/shyness/ego. And like sometimes people don't live to that age and don't get the hindsight. this was a big tangent lol
I definitely get what you mean!! Part of what inspired me to start my channel was actually hearing all of the older people in my life express how they had so much regret for not pursuing their true passions. living life how you want to live is definitely so important and I'm so glad you've resonated with it!! 🩷🩷
hey monica, I feel like I comment on all of your videos nowadays. I just wanted to thank you so much for you putting yourself out here and making your videos. They bring me such comfort and reassurance as a lonely 16 year old girl, they make me feel like there is still time to have the life I want. You really inspire me so thank you so much for being here
I was the same exact way 4 years ago!! and I still am the same but I've definitely grown more into myself and embraced that side of me. Loneliness can seem like a negative thing but it honestly really shaped me into who I am because I spent so much time by myself learning about myself. So trust me when I say you'll eventually become the person you want to be because you already are!! Thank you so much for watching my vids, I'm glad we found eachother 💗!!
you have more than enough time don't worry.
I love how real you’re videos are. I’ve always wanted to start making my own videos but I’m terrified of starting. I’m proud of you for overcoming that
You can do it too!! I believe in u 💗
I’m just starting, more on tik tok, not really on UA-cam. But what helped me actually start posting at least a couple times a week is just letting go of expectations. Like your first videos are not going to be perfect, maybe even that great, but that’s okay cuz each one you can see what works and what doesn’t.
this has like the vibes of something thats being filmed years ago like in the early 2000s i love it
that thing about college i definitely feel. I was out of college for the past year 1/2 and i was so weighed down by that exact feeling that i pushed myself to reenroll. Im not sure if i am 100% sure about this expensive decision. I might regret it to be honest. Im worried im going to fail again or not still not find that feeling of purpose. But yes to trying anyway instead of avoiding failure!! I always love to see your vids they help me spend time with myself :)
@@sandyjeans5518 it's always so refreshing to realize that I'm not alone in this 🥹 Honeslty I've always felt the most alive whenever I make mistakes/fail but whenever I lived in fear I felt the most frozen and incapable. The beauty of failing means that you're alive and I truly wish you the best on your journey with school 💗💗
the intro sold me and i subscribed immediately
what song is it, if you don't mind me asking?
@@squidardleI can only find the song on UA-cam but it's called Kill Yourself by fresh air
iv been having a rly bad day n seeing this upload just made it 29582817x better
Aww I'm glad 🥺💗💗
same it makes me wanna cry, i feel like i was meant to see this 🩵
im fourteen and I honestly see myself being in this exact position when I’m 20, listening to my radiohead cds (i love you for that:3), living in a small place in a quiet town, walking wherever i feel comfortable and appreciating my surroundings and freedom, and most of all feeling like im alive in my own body. Dying my hair whatever colour id like to, piercing and tattooing myself whenever I do something that im proud of, as a reward almost. , finding my peace.
Thank you for being an inspiration to me:)
i feel very similar about being a girl in my twenties and not knowing how my life is going to go. i'm 21, i was in my last years of high school during the height of the pandemic, i had college classes i was taking during my first years of high school and couldn't take them anymore once i left to do online school (because of anxiety, i literally couldn't go to physical school). i just got my license this year and i'll be looking for a job soon, but i feel so behind on everything. the idea that "the time will pass anyways" is something i love. it doesn't matter how hard we work ourselves, how soon we have a job, if we're able to live comfortably in this messed up world, that's all that matters to me. the stress society puts on us today as young people to work so hard is ridiculous in my opinion. the way you explained your thoughts on it makes so much sense and i'm glad more people my age feel this way, and aren't so obsessed with being perceived how the world wants you to be, and just doing your own thing.
Nature takes her time to present the conditions wherein life emerges and even flourishes. Seeds need the darkness and the mud (uncertainty and stuff in a jumble) before they break ground and reach the warmth and light of the Sun. I like what you said "i'd rather achieve nothing doing something, than achieve nothing doing nothing"... that's an amazing insight. Thanks for sharing, and your aquatic friends are adorable man. Much love
Wow this is amazing thank you!!
i'm in my 20's right now and there are times where i feel stuck but i always tell myself that the universe wouldn't put me somewhere i don't need to be, I am exactly where I need to be in this moment in time.
this is peak cinematography i’m so glad i came across your video
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Don’t fret, Monica, the right thing will come to you at the right time. You seem to have a good head on your shoulders, so just trust the process. I always say “good things take time; after the storm, comes the rainbow.” You got this! p.s love the hair 😊
I love that 🥹!! Maybe you've already heard it but reminds me of a song by kali uchis called "after the storm" !! Anyways thank u sm it really means a lot to me 💗💗🫶
@@flowlotlI love that song! I listen to it whenever I’m feeling stressed or overwhelmed by life and it always helps me through :)
your videos are always so refreshing to me because it’s nice to see someone being authentically themselves and being so real yet creative, i’ve definitely also been feeling the pressure of life on me again too with going back to collage so it’s nice to be able to relate to you in not wanting to be consumed in a world that’s revolved around always working and the hustle and having our life figured out, truly love watching your videos 🤍🤍
So glad u feel the same way 🥹 it's always important to to take time for yourself and I'm so happy my vid helped out with that 🩷🩷 thank u so much for watching
u make me feel less alone in this cool cruel world. thank u
"the time will pass anyways" is something I say SO often, it's my favorite phrase ever n only because I'm so prone to overthinking about the future and it just really lets me ground in the moment you know?
I love this video a lot, I totally understand what you mean about the self doubt and fast paced hussle-culture. It's something I've been thinking about ever since I graduated 3 months ago, since now I have to start actually planning more ahead for myself.
i just came across your channel and i’m already so obsessed with you. the way you portray your videos is so comforting and raw. i was in tears (i’m an emotional pisces) so cool to see and relate with other artistic 20 years olds . AND YOU FILM WITH A CAMCORDER >~< !!!
Aww lol that makes me so happy!! I'm the same way (cancer rising) and I often just cry to the randomest things but I'm super happy my video impacted you 🩷🩷 thank u sm
don't worry too much about what others think or what the outcome of something might be. just do what feels good and the rest will come. xx
This was a comforting video 💖💞 thank you for taking the time to make it 🫶🏽🫶🏽
Thank you for watching it!!! 💗💗
omg your new hair color is SOOO PRETTYYYY and it suits you sooo well
it legit looks like you're living in the 70s 90s and 00s like... i gasped
I like the silence it makes me feel like I’m actually going through the day with you. It doesn’t feel as “perfect” and contrived as normal day in the life videos.
This is my first time watching your video and it felt so real and raw. I love watching creators who don't fabricate their lives according to trending aesthetics. Another UA-camr recommended your channel and I'm glad I decided to subscribe and watch
thank you for reminding me that time will pass.
u give me hope fr
as a teen having a really hard time these years, i always feel like if i make it to aduthood i will feel like i havent had like, a teenhood or that experience, just like rn i feel like i havent had a childhood, but youre right. i might just feel fulfilled if i try, and i am?i think? so ty
I love ur content SOOSO MUCHH, i just audibly said yay when i noticed u uploaded a new video❤❤❤😭 atp ure my fav youtuber, im so glad i found you on here :)
Omg that's the the sweetest thing ever 🥹!! So happy u found my channel thank u so much for spending some time with me 💗💗💗
10:36 “the real hair reveal is like, after i do my makeup” is soo real lmao
such a unique style of blogging, i absolutely love it
i never felt like school would be for me but i recently enrolled in esthetician school and so far its been so good for my adhd brain. its very hands on and its a short time until you get your liscense so it actually feels like youre moving forward with what you learn rather than just learning stuff for what feels like no reason/ no goal in sight. i never ever thought id go to school again after i graduated but i find this stuff rlly relaxing and we also get certified to be a lash tech so you have options after you graduate. random but just wanted to drop this in case you ever thought about being an esti, it really feels worth it so far!! and if you never do school/ arent passionate about that dont feel bad. i find that just being productive in any way through the day makes me feel better, when i was working that was the case, or when i wasnt working just being able to get some art done. it’s frustrating not having everything figured out yet, or going in a direction that feels like a shot in the dark sometimes, but in the end if you are true to yourself you will find happiness and peace. love your videos btw
I've definitely felt that way about cosmetology school!! I already have experience doing hair so it's something I'd definitely be interested in! But thank you so much for the reassurance it really makes me feel better reading ur comment 💖💖💖🫶🥹
@@flowlotl of course! as a fellow old teenager that never rlly planned this far ahead/ thought of being an adult/ wanted to do anything other than art, which isnt panning out to be job material, i wanted to share! i know youll find your place in this world, best of luck
i love your hair!! 🦋 i think you’re doing a really good job for someone that’s not a professional and doing it alone on yourself!! also bloc climbing is really hard and you get so sore even for first timers that are super in shape 😅 On a personal note, I’m turning 30 next year and I feel like my early 20s were a lifetime ago. You have so much time!! Please do follow your dreams, I think you’re on the right track and right mindset 🪷🖤 can't wait for your esty shop to open again:)
Thank you for the reassurance 💗!! My older sister is also turning 30 next year!! Honeslty I can't imagine how I'm gonna be in 10 years but I imagine I'd feel more confident and sure of myself just like how I know you are!! And also I'm so excited to open my etsy shop back up!! I'll keep you updated on when 🫶🥹
This was literally like ASMR to me. I was relatively invested but the overall vibe is just very calming and I just passed out haha. Great vid, keep going! Hair looks great. ✌🏻
i saw the thumbnail and i knew this vid was gonna be a banger and a half. new comfort youtuber unlocked! just subscribed :D
Please keep doing what you’re doing!!! This is the first of your videos I’ve seen and I love your style, so inspiring as someone who’s been thinking of starting a channel since I was a kid. Definitely sticking around for more:) Thanks for sharing
You’re hair turned out great and it suits you so much , you’re gorgeous btw🎀
Girl your doing great for 20. Believe me your doing great
you're so comforting
speaking of appearing in another UA-camr's video, PolkadotPigeon mentioned you in her What's in my Bag, she said she was inspired after watching yours >.
Omg yes I saw!! I watched her vids before too so I was so happy when I saw 🙈
17:14 the silver guitar in the back so coool
This is why I love UA-cam I get to see more videos like this daily
I’m 23 and I just started working as a software engineer. but yeah kinda same I always thought I might want to have an artistic career, but I like the stability of my job, and I think as I get more experienced at it I will have more opportunities to be creative in my job. Before this I really wanted to persue graphics programming or technical art, but I think I’d still have the opportunity to do that in the future and this is what I’m doing now so I don’t feel like “I have to live my dreams they’re slipping away!!” Because I’m making most of the opportunities I have rn. At this job I’m learning stuff which are also used for graphics. I think it’s really important not to lose sight of your dreams though, thanks for reminding me
Engineering is the definition of creativity, you are on your way my friend
4:32 LITERALLY ME WITH EVERYONE
also i'm def gonna buy a sea slug when it's up on your shop! so cute
i loved this vlog so much, the way it is quiet and not overly edited (however your artwork used in the vid is v cute!!) ❤
just turned 33 this year. don't worry so much, time will take it's course and you will be where you are meant to be in any given moment.
you’re so cool, i love the hair and tysm for the reminder and ur insanely gorg
Thank you so much!! 🥹💗💗💗
Thank you for the tip about tubing mascara! I had no idea it was bad for the pipes
23:38 i looked at my cd player and sighed
Thank you sista cause chile...i've been feeling DRAAINNNEDDDD
idk who u are but i luv ur videos! this is my first one watching of you and i think u have such a radiating soul, i lurv ur energy ^-^
I LOVE the new hair!
Thank you!! 💗💗
the intro in the beginning goes hard
omg i went to that EXACT same antique store for the first time this past sunday too. i’ve lived here my entire life but somehow had never been or even heard of this store! also overwhelmed by how packed and large it was but loved being completely surrounded by beautiful old things
Omg that's actually crazy!! My mom took me there once when I was very very little but it was my first time revisiting it in such a long time so I also forget about it! It really felt like walking through a museum just a very chaotic one lol 😝
i worry alot and this video calmed me down, i don't know how to put it into words but i needed to see this video right now
I just love your vibes girl
this video is so cool - i love all the shots from when you were out rock climbing and shopping it feels like a scrapbook as a video if that makes any sense lol 😄
Omg I actually love that idea!! Something like "Scrapbooking my life" if u ever see me use that as a title in a vid just know u inspired it lol 💗💗
@@LexisMichelle It keeps deleting my answer in the other video for some reason, so i'm trying this way..my ig is just my name (same as here on yt) but with a dot between my first and last name...if you know what I mean
i love this video i kinda realized i need to stop thinking so much and omg im definitely gonna try to buy those on your etsy theyre so cute!
Hiii! I graduated from college some months ago and I’m already in the path of preparing myself to take an exam that would lend me a long term (basically all life) job and honestly I feel as lost as I ever felt hahaha so maybe doing what you want it’s worth the try anyway if at least it’s for the sake of what you feel passionate about and what you believe in. This thoughts have been pretty recurrent for me this past time and your videos do really help me feeling comforted :)
i got this video randomly in my fyp and OMG THE SEA SLUG MAGNETS? i love them sm i love sea slugs i could yap sm abt them, if i wasnt a broke college student i'd get them from your etsy LOL, but i'd love to make them myself too!! Also, I for sure feel you on the unknowingess of the steps to take toward your future that you envision for yourself, just know that you will get there, one step at a time
keep doing what makes you happy and don’t feel like you need to have a specific direction, there will be many things to explore and dive in to even when you’re 40
the path or paths will form as you walk
there’s an alice in wonderland quote between alice and the chesire cat that i remind myself of when i feel this pressure to have direction and a set destination for my life and what i want to do but yeah you’re so talented and creative, keep pursuing your passions!! loved the video btw !
Aw I looked up the quote and I'm glad it did!! I think as long as you have some general idea of what your passions/skills are then there has to be a road or path that leads you to it. My road will proably be very bumpy 😬 but a road it a road lol. Also thank u so much for the support it really means the world to me and makes me feel like what I'm doing is worth more than millions 💗💗💗🥹 wishing you the best luck on your path 🫶
@@flowlotl yess exactly! we’re in this together !!! and ofc thank YOU so much ♥️♥️
You are so inspiring, you make me want to do more creative things. And your videomaking style is great, your channel reminds me of the bygone golden era of youtube.
I loved the intro in the beginning, I thought it was so coool
hi we have the same name and today was a halfday at school and i turned on my tv as i was gonna start cleaning my room because im in a really great healthy spot in life right now but my room has always been a value to me and it really matters how comfortable i am in my space so i’m actually working on cleaning this storage room in my house and ugh theres so much shit it stresses me out but i think positive because i’m so excited for the outcome of all my work and i just felt like commenting even though i wasn’t planning to because i wanted to say we had the same name and it made me feel so comforted rn in the moment even though i’m overwhelmed like it was so cool to see you doing a lot of stuff ive done like my hair is actually midnight purple rn and ive only ever dyed my hair in my salon but i have dyed it!! i love hearing when i make others feel comfortable just with my presence so i wanted to shareee have a great day or evening though!! :)
Hi Monica 🤭🩷🩷 loved every moment of reading this thank u so much for commenting!! Sending love and good vibes ur way ~~
@@flowlotl 💜😸
I love this video !! The slugs you made are so cute 😮 🌸 just have fun and do what you love in this life. The present is the best place to be
AHHHH new favorite channel!
this video sprung upon me and i don’t usually click on videos like this but i’m glad i did. i get the most positive vibes for you! wish more youtube videos were like this. subscribed!
new comfort youtuber
this about sums me up as a person. this video is amazing.
i know im late but i just want to say THANK YOU for making this video. this might sound silly but this actually really made me emotional as i really have been struggling with worrying about the future so much lately as well and its nice to have a reminder that taking things slow is okay. i just started to dye my hair as well for the first time so watching this video feels like perfect timing Imao!! also sorry if this comment is rily long but i started working with clay after watching your videos and wanted to thank you for the inspiration. it feels so great exploring new ways of being creative and ahh your magnets were so cute!!
AWHWHAHHH noooo this is so sweet I literally feel like crying (in a happy way!!) I really really really am so thankful that you're here and I'm glad we've found eachother!! It makes me so happy to know that there's people like me who exist in the world and even though we don't know eachother, I still feel the connection and I'm glad my videos are a way for us to communicate 💗💗 thank you so much, I'm wishing you well!!!
Hey there, it's the first video i watch from your channel and i just wanted to say i really like your vlogging style, makes me feel calm. Keep going!
honestly we both think very similarly
i have similar doubts and dreams too
love your vibe sm!
love how beautiful this is
Im tuned in already, love the visuals
I watched one video of one pretty girl talking about motivation and now I'm here.
Thankyou for being you 🫂
I just discovered you,I love the videos !
The aesthetic is something else, can’t wait for more videos!
needed this tonight
love the emphasis on the mundane
The thumbnail made me think this was going to be music video. Time to check out some cool music and music video, but I enjoyed the video anyways.
Your videos are so relaxing❤
omg girl!!!!!!! this is my vibe
6:53 close enough welcome back medium length-hair miku
i needed this
omg I love coaltar of the deepers
this video is motivating me so much !! & this made me smile 🤍