Kayla Renee I agree! I think Pamela is his soul mate. ☺️😊💓❣️🌠🌌🌟⭐️✨✳️❤️👏🏻😍😊 I love her and him together! I'm digging these vlogs sooooo hard Josh!!! Love & many healthy blessings to you & yours!!!
Pamela is absolutely the best choice you’ve made in life. She has the perfect amount of goofy, understanding and joy which I think levels you. From what I’ve watched and heard you say, you don’t DEPEND on her to be ok because let’s face it, depending on someone to keep you afloat isn’t fair to them, but you definitely go to her as a sounding board and you are able to walk through life with her surrounded in unconditional love. I have the same thing with my husband. I call him my security blanket because if I’m feeling down or panicked, I can tell him exactly how I feel without judgement. But it’s up to me to pick myself up and change my mind frame knowing he’ll walk that journey with me. I love your relationship. You guys scream soulmates.
8:06 Josh says “That’s Pamela over there,” and I, an obvious intellectual, looked right into the glowing crescent moon shape and thought, “Ah, yes, Pamela’s pure spirit has turned her into pure energy.”
I promise this isn’t as creepy as it sounds, but you pop into my head at least once a day. Each time, I always send some good vibes/thoughts and a prayer or two your way. All this is to say: Even in moments you feel absolutely alone, someone out there is thinking of you; rooting for you, and wishing wellness to you. You’ve been a great friend over the years. We’re not going anywhere, man. Here for you through the ups and the downs. I mean that wholeheartedly.
I have been watching josh for a while & over the past few weeks it finally feels like Josh is back to his joyful & goofy self. it is so encouraging to see how far he has come & just the steps he has been taking to be a better version of himself. Josh, if you are reading this thank you for being vulnerable with us. you are a true inspiration & I love seeing you happy!!!
The dark feelings at night can be the remains of undealt pain. During the day you don't have to deal with it, but then at night, you are alone with your thoughts in the dark silence. The more you face the pain bravely without drinking, the faster your feelings will get lighter. The brain rewires new connections when we learn something new, and the sky is the limit from there. Plus, ASMR in headphones can quiet the head chatter at nights. You are doing a great job!
Josh, I feel you are the most genuine person I watch on UA-cam. I know you have gone through the trifecta these last many years and I am honestly so proud of you. A lot of people would not be on the other end like you are right now. I just wanted to thank you for posting when you post and what you post! You and your family are all such beautiful people. EDIT: I'm at the night part of the video now and wanted to add that lately I too have been struggling at night. Almost every night I have been having a full panic attack when I get into bed and I have horrific dreams. Maybe from stress? I am not sure. Nighttime is hard, and you aren't alone!
I have to tell you how good it is to see you healthier and happy. You are such a precious gift and blessing to us. You have so many talents to share. Your humor is so refreshing and brightens my day. I love your singing, and wouldn't mind if you wanted to sing in all your vlogs. I know you are currently vlogging to help with your finances but I hope you are finding support, love and kindness from the UA-cam community. You and your family are in my prayers. Keep up the good fight because you are so worth it.
Hi friend! I'm so glad that you're doing so well. Recently some of your 2013-2015 videos have been coming up on my feed, and I have to say you seem so much less stressed and so much happier now. I'm truly happy for you. I've been sober for 3 years now and know first hand how hard it can be / the mind games. The biggest lie I had to battle with was "just one" or "it will be fine in moderation" or "I'm fine if I drink a little, I just can't get out of control". THEY ARE LIES. Do not listen to them. Life is sooooo much better when you are actually there for it and not escaping from it. It just takes time to realize that. Hang in there and put your faith in God instead of yourself. I know I can let myself down, but He NEVER has and never will let me down. He will give you the strength to get through it if you depend on Him. Our strength isn't enough to get us through, but His always is. Love you and your family!
Josh, don’t pin the bad remarks. You are giving them importance by doing so and then they will only continue. Ignore them and eventually the idiots will go away. Keep doing what you’re doing and if you want to live a life with value you have to value yourself.
every time I watch your vlogs I'm pleasantly overwhelmed and ALWAYS say "gosh I'm so glad you're back". I'm glad you took time for yourself. But I'm so happy you're back Josh and thanks for being so real and showing the good and tougher times. Its helpful. You're just overall a blessing dude.
Your sobriety story is really inspiring me to just give it a go myself. I'm suffering from multiple mental illnesses coupled with substance abuse, so I REALLY understand what you're going through. It's so rough, but I hope to have good days like you one day. Thank you for talking about it and sharing your journey. You're encouraging me to kick addiction in the butt, so you've helped at least one person. Thanks again and keep on being you
Josh, I just cannot get over your hair! It looks like "Excel Goes To Georgia". Your just where you should be, alcohol isn't easy to kick, even after 40 some days, but give time, time. So happy for you and your family Josh! Please, please, more vids!
Now that Ive watched the whole video, the end is what hit the most. Ive gone through A LOT in the past few years that have made me a completely different person than I used to be. Many of my trials have negatively effected me. My single mother passed away from a 10 year battle with cancer in 2017, I broke up with someone who Id been with 5 years just prior to that happening, I had a random seizure in 2018, so many things that brought on new anxieties and what I believe to be some kind of traumatic disorder. I understand COMPLETELY with your sit down at the end of this video. I am trying new things to get out of this severe depression and mental anxieties and although a lot of days are good... some days just suck. Ive learned for the most part that, it is totally okay to have your sad days. I dunno, Ive adapted this idea that my emotions and anxieties are like the weather. I have a LOT of sunny days with highs of 75 and blue skies, however, there are some days where its a light drizzle to a steady rain, and even then, I can have nasty thunderstorm days. I like a little rain from time to time, it shows me Im human, but Ive also learned that its okay to retreat to my comfort zone on those nasty thunderstorm days. Not saying to fall back into unhealthy patterns, but what Im saying is that its okay and totally human to want to find safety and shelter in those windier rainer days. Im glad you are finding shelter within your wife and not trying to search for it alone. I often find myself missing the chaos of who I was before my seizure, however I find comfort in feeling anything cause it reminds me I am alive. You are so so so worth this journey ahead of you. You are worth the sunny days. You are worth the sad days. Just dont let the rainy days keep you inside for ever in fear of getting wet. I mean hey, we all like to dance in the rain sometimes right?
Keep on trucking, Josh! You chose to get better and that’s a huge step. Lots of people can not get to that first step, they can’t realize their problem and WANT to change it. I’m so glad you made that choice and are pushing through! You’re awesome!
What a great inspirational quote. Try to become a person of value. I felt that 💖. I know we don’t know each other personally, but I am so very proud of you! You’re awesome and your honesty is always refreshing! Keep fighting the good fight. So happy to see you posting again. Missed seeing your face! Hugs to you, and your sweet wife! Enjoy the rest of the week and keep finding the good in everyday. Love y’all! 💖💖💖
Watching your recent videos has made me so happy. Seeing how far you have come in your own journey with mental health and self love is insanely inspiring. I’m especially grateful that you decided to start posting more during the quarantine. I feel like in working on and overcoming many of the hardships you have faced, you have gained so much wisdom, and in sharing that, you’re helping me feel like I can get through the rough patches in my own life, including this pandemic. In this video you share a quote about how people should seek not to be successful, but to be valuable. You and your words have been infinitely valuable to me during this time - thank you so much. Hoping you and yours are well, and sending all the love and positivity your way!
Josh I want to thank you for sharing your journey with us! I suffer from depression and anxiety, and I’ve found mornings are the hardest for me, so I understand and sympathize with your struggle. I am glad that you have decided to make healthier choices for your mental health - I applaud you for fighting the good fight!
Keep going!! Josh, you are talented !! Ignore those negative people, because they are negative to who they are!! Fighting, continue be kind and a fighter of good life!!
Josh...TRUE STRENGTH of character & GROWTH, is admitting you had/have a problem and taking addressing that problem one day at a time. Alcoholism runs in my family & I have personally battled it. Just know that it's completely NORMAL to feel down sometimes & not know why. & YES, even in recovery. And you actually vervalizing this to me...like seriously HELPED ME so much. Thank you!!!! You're incredible Josh. You're a hero. And I admire you. I'm sooooo happy for you that you and Pamela have each other & that she supports you in this journey of sobriety. MUCH LOVE & happy healthy blessings to you and yours!!!
I tend not to share much on social media, but seeing your journey is an inspiration. I have PTSD social anxiety disorder and depression and it's something that can change day to day. I had a crippling Xanax addiction for 8 years, and October 5th will mark 2 years sober. Going to therapy and finding the right medications for me has helped tremendously. Through therapy, I learned what my triggers were that were causing me to binge use. I wish you well in your journey and I thank you for sharing your experience.
Josh, 12 years sober I can tell you the people in your life who are proud of you now will look up to you for strength, be proud of what you are doing because it is rare to see people actually change - best wishes my brother
*I'm so very proud of you! You're doing such a wonderful job, Josh! Also, please come out with more merch! I'd love to buy more from you again! Love you! You always have my support!*
Your videos are great. You are being real about life and daily momentary struggles that haunt us all in many different ways. Keep up the good work and I celebrate with you and Pamela as you succeed in another day sober.
i been struggling with some stuff too, and you are very right. some days will suck but you have to take it one moment at a time.. stick to it man, you seem a lot better right now than you have in quite a while.. btw, that haircut came out dope as hell dude!!! much love!!!
My goodness you sound and seem so different these days - quite grounded, self-reflective, and just 'being you'. Bravo and truly it's inspiring. Honesty and authenticity shines the brightest every time.
This is the first time I've commented on a video and it's just to say this is exactly what I needed today, from the quote about value and success, you saying "squersh", the doggos, and the talk at the end of sometimes just being sad but choosing the little things to make it better day by day. So I thank you, and I love to see how much better you are doing :)
I have depression and anxiety and my addiction is food! I appreciate you being honest and raw with us. I am loving your content right now. It helps to know we are not alone and even though we feel like the world is judging us or we’re a disappointment or whatever it is you or someone else is feeling we are not alone! We are not crazy and we are allowed and it’s valid for us to have bad days. We just need to focus on making sure we don’t spiral back into a hole. We have to love ourselves enough to want to wake up the next day and try again! Everyday is not promised to be easy and happy. All we can do is try and make the most with what we have learned along the way. You’re headed in the right direction with people that love you Josh! One of my fave actors with anxiety and depression always says. “Always Keep Fighting” Thanks for putting yourself out there for us that can use the boost and just knowing we’re not alone!🥰🥰🥰
This is the first time since “things went down” that Josh feels like Josh. It doesn’t seem “put on”, and feels authentic. Really happy for him, keep going! :)
i am so proud of you! setbacks are a part of the process :) it’s only regression if you take more steps backward than forward. tiny progress is still progress. i hate when people spit cliches as advice but here i am doing exactly that. i love you and i’m proud of you josh ❤️
I love you and Pamela, Josh! You will always have bad days but choosing to end the day on a positive takes courage. I’m so proud of you, every single day. ❤️ you guys!
You are trying to stay away from alcohol cause it numbs you in all the wrong ways... And I am trying to stay away from food and lose way cause it is destroying me and my life as well. You said it! Some days are harder but we have to push it .. one. Day. At. A. Time... One day at a time josh! I am with you on this self discover/ finding balance and happiness journey.. you are not alone! We inspire eachother ❤️ kiss Pamela and appreciate her she has a heart of gold just like yours
I don’t usuallly subscribe to many, as I like to randomly stumble upon videos. But Josh, seeing that you are on a good journey and I want nothing but happiness for you, I want to subscribe. I want to see you grow, fight this everyday, and lead such a happy life! I know you can!
You look like a whole new person and so much happier!! Also, Pamela is ur literal soulmate & you guys are perfect for one another! She’s the absolute best. So so happy that you guys are safe and spreading kindness:)
Thank you for sharing that quote with us!! I haven’t heard that before, but it is very powerful. Focusing on becoming a person of value, instead of meeting a standard idea of “success,” is a good mindset to have always, but especially during these times when we are expected to be extra productive while at home. Thank you for these vlogs, Josh!!💙
Just want to say it's so refreshing just seeing someone else's every day life, the ups and downs included. I'm relatively new to your channel, maybe just a few years, but love the every day realness!
I understand that you’re feeling down. It’s hard to form something cohesive to say to fully let you know that I understand. I’ve been going through a lot mentally. I’m so thankful for what and who I have in my life, but when you feel like your mind is your own bully it’s so hard.
You're amazing Josh. I'm 5 years sober in June and I agree, some days are harder than others. Sobriety is one of the best decisions I've ever made, I hope it's yours too. Big hugs, keep going, one day at a time! Much love xxx
i live in LA and am having constant anxiety and panic attacks during this pandemic/isolation, and i always get really jealous of you being in quiet, quaint, peaceful georgia. your walks seem calming and not scary like you’re gonna run into 72 people with covid. the air seems crisp. i’m so jealous. i told my husband i wish we’d had a house there to escape to
Omg this video just made me realize everything that I’ve missed about josh! 1. His good looks 2. His jokes 3. His awesome crazy voice 4. A cute smile 5. Such positivity that I need in my life ❤️ Thanks Josh
I’ve been sober for 13 years and it’s taken a lot of work to get this far. AA helped as did meditation and , of course, therapy. I send my most heart felt support, positive vibes to you. You can do this
I completely get what you're saying! I haven't dealt with alchohol-ism, but I do deal with depression. I have for years. I still have days where I get down, and sad for no reason. I just simply tell my loved ones that I don't feel like myself, and I just need a little time, and they understand. They stay by my side until it passes, and make sure I'm ok! I was born with many medical, and mental problems. I, thankfully have the most wonderful support system and doctors to be there for me. Today though, is a great day :)! I love you, and Pam. I'm so glad to see this raw, and real side of you. It means a lot. We're all hear to listen, and be there in any way that we can help.
I am a high school senior this year so I unfortunately lost my senior year this year. I have suffered from anxiety all throughout high school but the thing that helped me the most was finding a job at an after school program. I love working with kids and it allows me to not focus on my own thoughts for awhile so I dont over think them. This time has been really hard on me bc not only did I loose all my senior activities I have been looking forward to, but I also lost my work which would be my last year with these kids before college. I have realized that I need to stay occupied throughout this through different activities I never would have thought about doing before.
Josh I am so so so proud of how far you have come. I know the journey hasn’t been easy for you but you have so much to be proud of. Something I like to remind myself when my depression flares up is depression lies. It is the biggest damn liar out there. But it lies. Don’t listen to its lies. You are amazing and you have come so far. So many of us have been with you for years and years and we are all in your corner. Also you and Pamela are a perfect match and I am so happy you two re-found each other.
My dad has been sober for 12 years and also has bipolar. And you are right some moments are great and other times not so much, I will tell you that being with Pamela and your mom will make you stronger!!
I’m so happy you are videos again! I have been battling depression and anxiety since I was 20 and I’m now 47 and everyday is a struggle. My choice of drug is eating! I’m addicted to it! I have even had gastric bypass to help me to stop which did work for a year and I lost 100lbs but then I stopped and started eating horrible again! Everyday is a struggle and seeing you do so well encourages me to keep trying so thank you!!
Josh, you (and every person who reads this) already ARE a person of value. You don’t have to become one. 😊 However, we should all strive everyday to be people who contribute in positive ways. And it doesn’t have to be in big ways. Think of it this way: every compliment you give someone is one brick (or stone) added to the foundation of their lives. But you have no idea how many bricks or stones they already have. And each one is important. Each one matters, no matter how big or small. Each one contributes and builds. And you can contribute to your own foundation. For every bad thought you have about yourself, think of something you like. Build yourself up, and build others up, one brick and stone at a time. 🙏🏻
my boyfriend has been having issues with alcoholism and your honesty helps me to better understand him and how to help him. thank you for being honest and sharing your experience. would you guys ever think about making a video about supporting your significant other throughout addiction? Pam seems so sweet and caring i would love to hear her perspective.
And a struggle is okay. So proud of you for how you’re dealing with your struggles. Makes my heart happy to know you’re in a better mindset even if it doesn’t always feel that way. ❤️ I look up to you!
Thank you so much for sharing your journey. I am struggling with depression and anxiety myself and I find myself sometimes feeling really really scared, inexplicably so. Watching your videos helps me calm down. So thank you so much. All the love to you, Pamela, your mom and the cute dogs! 💗💗💗
This video really helps, and I definitely relate to not feeling well for seemingly no reason. Thanks for posting such an honest glimpse into your life it’s appreciated more than you’ll ever know.
I know we always say how lucky Josh is to have Pamela but I also want to point out how Pamela is lucky to have you as well! You both compliment each other. I love the dynamic. You can feel the pure love and joy. It’s refreshing 💜
Good job! I suffer with borderline personality disorder so I struggle every day and at times makes no sense to why. Im proud of your healthier choices. Watching videos do help me at times thank you.
My daughter & I just received our ‘Be Nice To People’ shirts! Can’t wait to wear them out and hopefully encourage others to be nice as well. We’re proud of you Josh. ❤️
I didn't start drinking until I was 22..I started because I was finally at a good point in life, best mental state thus far. But things changed and life got rough again and depression came back quick..I'm 24 now and watching your journey has inspired me so much. Unfortunately I think a lot of us understand how you feel. And what you're going through. Maybe someday I'll be able to quit, or not use as much. And when that happens, I'll have you to thank in part. I really appreciate how open and honest you are with us.
I’m so proud of you!! You’re doing great! I totally get the part of everything going well and then you feel down. I think that’s so normal. Fill your mind with good things and thank God for all your blessings! I wanted to tell you that when you make your videos, I feel like you’re just talking to me. Friends talking. Thank you for making me smile and laugh! Love you so much!!
That’s totally true. I think a TON of people have those times where they just feel sad but don’t really know why. I know sometimes I have moments where I just cry, about nothing in particular. Luckily I have an awesome partner that hugs me, makes me laugh, and helps me to not dwell on it or sink into it. I’m so glad you found a person like that in Pamela as well.
My mom actually passed away a little over a year ago due to alcohol addiction. I am very proud that you found the strength to become sober, because I have seen firsthand just how destructive alcohol can truly be to you and the ones you love. Best of luck to you and I look forward to each day that you add to your days of sobriety.
You and Pamela are the most genuine people on UA-cam.. Sobriety is a tough journey.. Look forward to your desired destination.. One foot in front of the other.. Its not easy but look forward to the future.. Tomorrow is the future.. Today is history.. Put all the bad behind you and continue to grow and flourish... Your positivity is addictive.. Focus on being the positive roll model for us fans... A little music now and then from you and Pamela would be nice . Loved the music vids you and family made.. Continue with your passions.. We all love you both... !!!
That's it Josh, keep it real for us. It is only the autenthic that we are able to conect to. Opting for the right choices most of the time hurts but that's okey. You get good at it and get a sense of pride in yourself
It is good to recognize that the feeling of sadness can show up with no warning and really with no reason. I am glad you have steps you can take to help. 💚💚💚
It's good to find distractions for the sad blah feelings, and it's also good, I think, to just acknowledge, this feeling will pass. Sometimes I just need to make myself create something, a book out of recycled material, or edit a video, reach out to a friend, or something. Anything to make something pretty and feel less alone.
Oh we hear you with that quote Joshua. How very apt it should give you that quote at this time. You are definitely following the path marked value mate even if other people aren't. Keep going we all believe in you. X
Pamela is literally the best person you could possibly be with.
Yeah for vlogs...a day in the life.
So glad you get to hang with family and be goofy with the wife. Such a great match.
Kayla Renee I agree! I think Pamela is his soul mate. ☺️😊💓❣️🌠🌌🌟⭐️✨✳️❤️👏🏻😍😊 I love her and him together! I'm digging these vlogs sooooo hard Josh!!! Love & many healthy blessings to you & yours!!!
This is it, Josh. THIS is your content. This is what we love. This is it, you’re killing it, and we love being an audience to it💜
Christi Peabody yes!!
Yupyup!!
Same!!! What she said! Lol
Yas
Yup! What she said 👆
Pamela is absolutely the best choice you’ve made in life. She has the perfect amount of goofy, understanding and joy which I think levels you. From what I’ve watched and heard you say, you don’t DEPEND on her to be ok because let’s face it, depending on someone to keep you afloat isn’t fair to them, but you definitely go to her as a sounding board and you are able to walk through life with her surrounded in unconditional love. I have the same thing with my husband. I call him my security blanket because if I’m feeling down or panicked, I can tell him exactly how I feel without judgement. But it’s up to me to pick myself up and change my mind frame knowing he’ll walk that journey with me. I love your relationship. You guys scream soulmates.
this comment is 100% how i feel :) glad you have your non judgemental security blanket too
8:06 Josh says “That’s Pamela over there,” and I, an obvious intellectual, looked right into the glowing crescent moon shape and thought, “Ah, yes, Pamela’s pure spirit has turned her into pure energy.”
i like the way your brain works
JoshuaDTV I genuinely was so shocked to see her in human form 😂
I promise this isn’t as creepy as it sounds, but you pop into my head at least once a day. Each time, I always send some good vibes/thoughts and a prayer or two your way. All this is to say: Even in moments you feel absolutely alone, someone out there is thinking of you; rooting for you, and wishing wellness to you. You’ve been a great friend over the years. We’re not going anywhere, man. Here for you through the ups and the downs. I mean that wholeheartedly.
i love this comment so much. ♥️
I have been watching josh for a while & over the past few weeks it finally feels like Josh is back to his joyful & goofy self. it is so encouraging to see how far he has come & just the steps he has been taking to be a better version of himself. Josh, if you are reading this thank you for being vulnerable with us. you are a true inspiration & I love seeing you happy!!!
i did read this and THANK YOU
I have the app as well Josh. I got off of Narcotics after 18 years addicted because of a chronic pain illness. Ive been sober since December 8th 2019.
so so so happy for you!
Good job!! You got this
Thanks so much for the kindness!
That’s amazing! Way to go!
The dark feelings at night can be the remains of undealt pain. During the day you don't have to deal with it, but then at night, you are alone with your thoughts in the dark silence.
The more you face the pain bravely without drinking, the faster your feelings will get lighter. The brain rewires new connections when we learn something new, and the sky is the limit from there. Plus, ASMR in headphones can quiet the head chatter at nights.
You are doing a great job!
Josh, I feel you are the most genuine person I watch on UA-cam. I know you have gone through the trifecta these last many years and I am honestly so proud of you. A lot of people would not be on the other end like you are right now. I just wanted to thank you for posting when you post and what you post! You and your family are all such beautiful people. EDIT: I'm at the night part of the video now and wanted to add that lately I too have been struggling at night. Almost every night I have been having a full panic attack when I get into bed and I have horrific dreams. Maybe from stress? I am not sure. Nighttime is hard, and you aren't alone!
The sadness is your brain re-balancing itself. We need moments of brain sadness to get to the moments of brain happiness.
Yes!! It means you're healing 💜
Inside Out taught us that!!
My emotions are all over the place. Like, every single day during this quarantine. Up and down. Hang in there. You’re doing great!
YOU CAN DO IT! STOP FOCUSING ON THE BAD COMMENTS IT’S WHAT THEY WANT! THOSE COMMENTS MEAN NOTHING!
I have to tell you how good it is to see you healthier and happy. You are such a precious gift and blessing to us. You have so many talents to share. Your humor is so refreshing and brightens my day. I love your singing, and wouldn't mind if you wanted to sing in all your vlogs. I know you are currently vlogging to help with your finances but I hope you are finding support, love and kindness from the UA-cam community. You and your family are in my prayers. Keep up the good fight because you are so worth it.
In addition to your app, I encourage you to really dig in to your Bible every day, Josh...it’s the best source of advice, encouragement and life!! ❤️
Borat came out in 2006. Just didn't want anyone to be let down since I haven't seen it in the comments yet!
John in this comment section with the win
Hi friend! I'm so glad that you're doing so well. Recently some of your 2013-2015 videos have been coming up on my feed, and I have to say you seem so much less stressed and so much happier now. I'm truly happy for you.
I've been sober for 3 years now and know first hand how hard it can be / the mind games. The biggest lie I had to battle with was "just one" or "it will be fine in moderation" or "I'm fine if I drink a little, I just can't get out of control". THEY ARE LIES. Do not listen to them. Life is sooooo much better when you are actually there for it and not escaping from it. It just takes time to realize that.
Hang in there and put your faith in God instead of yourself. I know I can let myself down, but He NEVER has and never will let me down. He will give you the strength to get through it if you depend on Him. Our strength isn't enough to get us through, but His always is. Love you and your family!
So it's not just me? I was also served up a video from Josh's first channel.
Josh, don’t pin the bad remarks. You are giving them importance by doing so and then they will only continue. Ignore them and eventually the idiots will go away. Keep doing what you’re doing and if you want to live a life with value you have to value yourself.
Really loving this videos Josh, keep them coming. Hope you’re doing good!
every time I watch your vlogs I'm pleasantly overwhelmed and ALWAYS say "gosh I'm so glad you're back". I'm glad you took time for yourself. But I'm so happy you're back Josh and thanks for being so real and showing the good and tougher times. Its helpful. You're just overall a blessing dude.
Also, I just love Pamela. She seems like such a genuine, sweet person!
Your sobriety story is really inspiring me to just give it a go myself. I'm suffering from multiple mental illnesses coupled with substance abuse, so I REALLY understand what you're going through. It's so rough, but I hope to have good days like you one day. Thank you for talking about it and sharing your journey. You're encouraging me to kick addiction in the butt, so you've helped at least one person. Thanks again and keep on being you
I don’t know about anyone else, but I’m so glad to see Josh in my feed again. I’ve always thought you were incredible ❤️
Josh, I just cannot get over your hair! It looks like "Excel Goes To Georgia". Your just where you should be, alcohol isn't easy to kick, even after 40 some days, but give time, time. So happy for you and your family Josh! Please, please, more vids!
thank you friend
Now that Ive watched the whole video, the end is what hit the most. Ive gone through A LOT in the past few years that have made me a completely different person than I used to be. Many of my trials have negatively effected me. My single mother passed away from a 10 year battle with cancer in 2017, I broke up with someone who Id been with 5 years just prior to that happening, I had a random seizure in 2018, so many things that brought on new anxieties and what I believe to be some kind of traumatic disorder. I understand COMPLETELY with your sit down at the end of this video. I am trying new things to get out of this severe depression and mental anxieties and although a lot of days are good... some days just suck. Ive learned for the most part that, it is totally okay to have your sad days. I dunno, Ive adapted this idea that my emotions and anxieties are like the weather. I have a LOT of sunny days with highs of 75 and blue skies, however, there are some days where its a light drizzle to a steady rain, and even then, I can have nasty thunderstorm days. I like a little rain from time to time, it shows me Im human, but Ive also learned that its okay to retreat to my comfort zone on those nasty thunderstorm days. Not saying to fall back into unhealthy patterns, but what Im saying is that its okay and totally human to want to find safety and shelter in those windier rainer days. Im glad you are finding shelter within your wife and not trying to search for it alone. I often find myself missing the chaos of who I was before my seizure, however I find comfort in feeling anything cause it reminds me I am alive. You are so so so worth this journey ahead of you. You are worth the sunny days. You are worth the sad days. Just dont let the rainy days keep you inside for ever in fear of getting wet. I mean hey, we all like to dance in the rain sometimes right?
thank you so much for sharing your story. my heart goes out to you and I hope you have many many wonderful moments ahead of you
Keep on trucking, Josh! You chose to get better and that’s a huge step. Lots of people can not get to that first step, they can’t realize their problem and WANT to change it. I’m so glad you made that choice and are pushing through! You’re awesome!
You’re not alone! I’m glad you’re allowing yourself to feel your feelings. It’s so important!
What a great inspirational quote. Try to become a person of value. I felt that 💖. I know we don’t know each other personally, but I am so very proud of you! You’re awesome and your honesty is always refreshing! Keep fighting the good fight. So happy to see you posting again. Missed seeing your face! Hugs to you, and your sweet wife! Enjoy the rest of the week and keep finding the good in everyday. Love y’all! 💖💖💖
Watching your recent videos has made me so happy. Seeing how far you have come in your own journey with mental health and self love is insanely inspiring. I’m especially grateful that you decided to start posting more during the quarantine. I feel like in working on and overcoming many of the hardships you have faced, you have gained so much wisdom, and in sharing that, you’re helping me feel like I can get through the rough patches in my own life, including this pandemic. In this video you share a quote about how people should seek not to be successful, but to be valuable. You and your words have been infinitely valuable to me during this time - thank you so much. Hoping you and yours are well, and sending all the love and positivity your way!
Josh I want to thank you for sharing your journey with us! I suffer from depression and anxiety, and I’ve found mornings are the hardest for me, so I understand and sympathize with your struggle. I am glad that you have decided to make healthier choices for your mental health - I applaud you for fighting the good fight!
Keep going!! Josh, you are talented !! Ignore those negative people, because they are negative to who they are!! Fighting, continue be kind and a fighter of good life!!
Josh...TRUE STRENGTH of character & GROWTH, is admitting you had/have a problem and taking addressing that problem one day at a time. Alcoholism runs in my family & I have personally battled it. Just know that it's completely NORMAL to feel down sometimes & not know why. & YES, even in recovery. And you actually vervalizing this to me...like seriously HELPED ME so much. Thank you!!!! You're incredible Josh. You're a hero. And I admire you. I'm sooooo happy for you that you and Pamela have each other & that she supports you in this journey of sobriety. MUCH LOVE & happy healthy blessings to you and yours!!!
I tend not to share much on social media, but seeing your journey is an inspiration. I have PTSD social anxiety disorder and depression and it's something that can change day to day. I had a crippling Xanax addiction for 8 years, and October 5th will mark 2 years sober. Going to therapy and finding the right medications for me has helped tremendously. Through therapy, I learned what my triggers were that were causing me to binge use. I wish you well in your journey and I thank you for sharing your experience.
Josh, 12 years sober I can tell you the people in your life who are proud of you now will look up to you for strength, be proud of what you are doing because it is rare to see people actually change - best wishes my brother
*I'm so very proud of you! You're doing such a wonderful job, Josh! Also, please come out with more merch! I'd love to buy more from you again! Love you! You always have my support!*
Your videos are great. You are being real about life and daily momentary struggles that haunt us all in many different ways. Keep up the good work and I celebrate with you and Pamela as you succeed in another day sober.
i been struggling with some stuff too, and you are very right. some days will suck but you have to take it one moment at a time.. stick to it man, you seem a lot better right now than you have in quite a while.. btw, that haircut came out dope as hell dude!!! much love!!!
i feel better in so many ways!
My goodness you sound and seem so different these days - quite grounded, self-reflective, and just 'being you'. Bravo and truly it's inspiring. Honesty and authenticity shines the brightest every time.
This is the first time I've commented on a video and it's just to say this is exactly what I needed today, from the quote about value and success, you saying "squersh", the doggos, and the talk at the end of sometimes just being sad but choosing the little things to make it better day by day. So I thank you, and I love to see how much better you are doing :)
I have depression and anxiety and my addiction is food! I appreciate you being honest and raw with us. I am loving your content right now. It helps to know we are not alone and even though we feel like the world is judging us or we’re a disappointment or whatever it is you or someone else is feeling we are not alone! We are not crazy and we are allowed and it’s valid for us to have bad days. We just need to focus on making sure we don’t spiral back into a hole. We have to love ourselves enough to want to wake up the next day and try again! Everyday is not promised to be easy and happy. All we can do is try and make the most with what we have learned along the way. You’re headed in the right direction with people that love you Josh! One of my fave actors with anxiety and depression always says. “Always Keep Fighting” Thanks for putting yourself out there for us that can use the boost and just knowing we’re not alone!🥰🥰🥰
This is the first time since “things went down” that Josh feels like Josh. It doesn’t seem “put on”, and feels authentic. Really happy for him, keep going! :)
Omg all the pups ❤❤❤❤❤
Great video, no surprise there! They give me so much joy and peace.
Love you, Josh and fam ❤
i am so proud of you! setbacks are a part of the process :) it’s only regression if you take more steps backward than forward. tiny progress is still progress. i hate when people spit cliches as advice but here i am doing exactly that. i love you and i’m proud of you josh ❤️
This makes my heart happy. You deserve happiness, I’m glad you’re doing well.
I love you and Pamela, Josh! You will always have bad days but choosing to end the day on a positive takes courage. I’m so proud of you, every single day. ❤️ you guys!
You are trying to stay away from alcohol cause it numbs you in all the wrong ways... And I am trying to stay away from food and lose way cause it is destroying me and my life as well. You said it! Some days are harder but we have to push it .. one. Day. At. A. Time... One day at a time josh! I am with you on this self discover/ finding balance and happiness journey.. you are not alone! We inspire eachother ❤️ kiss Pamela and appreciate her she has a heart of gold just like yours
Josh, you are doing great!! God is good and HE is sustaining you through sobriety!! Love your family!! ❤️❤️
I’ve been here for years.... and I’m so happy you’re feeling better. I’m so proud of you.
“I COULD WEAR MY OWN MERCH!...that’s sad” I died😂 ILY!💖
I don’t usuallly subscribe to many, as I like to randomly stumble upon videos. But Josh, seeing that you are on a good journey and I want nothing but happiness for you, I want to subscribe. I want to see you grow, fight this everyday, and lead such a happy life! I know you can!
You look like a whole new person and so much happier!! Also, Pamela is ur literal soulmate & you guys are perfect for one another! She’s the absolute best. So so happy that you guys are safe and spreading kindness:)
Thank you for sharing that quote with us!! I haven’t heard that before, but it is very powerful. Focusing on becoming a person of value, instead of meeting a standard idea of “success,” is a good mindset to have always, but especially during these times when we are expected to be extra productive while at home. Thank you for these vlogs, Josh!!💙
Just want to say it's so refreshing just seeing someone else's every day life, the ups and downs included. I'm relatively new to your channel, maybe just a few years, but love the every day realness!
I understand that you’re feeling down. It’s hard to form something cohesive to say to fully let you know that I understand. I’ve been going through a lot mentally. I’m so thankful for what and who I have in my life, but when you feel like your mind is your own bully it’s so hard.
just gotta keep trying
"Welcome to Jurassic Park"..I love it! You've got this Josh!
You're amazing Josh. I'm 5 years sober in June and I agree, some days are harder than others. Sobriety is one of the best decisions I've ever made, I hope it's yours too. Big hugs, keep going, one day at a time! Much love xxx
Josh you've come a long way give yourself some credit!!! Proud of you
So proud of you for sharing your sober journey. I’m close to 9 months sober. You can make a difference for so many people. Keep it up!
i live in LA and am having constant anxiety and panic attacks during this pandemic/isolation, and i always get really jealous of you being in quiet, quaint, peaceful georgia. your walks seem calming and not scary like you’re gonna run into 72 people with covid. the air seems crisp. i’m so jealous. i told my husband i wish we’d had a house there to escape to
Omg this video just made me realize everything that I’ve missed about josh!
1. His good looks
2. His jokes
3. His awesome crazy voice
4. A cute smile
5. Such positivity that I need in my life ❤️
Thanks Josh
I’ve been sober for 13 years and it’s taken a lot of work to get this far. AA helped as did meditation and , of course, therapy. I send my most heart felt support, positive vibes to you. You can do this
I completely get what you're saying! I haven't dealt with alchohol-ism, but I do deal with depression. I have for years. I still have days where I get down, and sad for no reason. I just simply tell my loved ones that I don't feel like myself, and I just need a little time, and they understand. They stay by my side until it passes, and make sure I'm ok! I was born with many medical, and mental problems. I, thankfully have the most wonderful support system and doctors to be there for me. Today though, is a great day :)! I love you, and Pam. I'm so glad to see this raw, and real side of you. It means a lot. We're all hear to listen, and be there in any way that we can help.
I am a high school senior this year so I unfortunately lost my senior year this year. I have suffered from anxiety all throughout high school but the thing that helped me the most was finding a job at an after school program. I love working with kids and it allows me to not focus on my own thoughts for awhile so I dont over think them. This time has been really hard on me bc not only did I loose all my senior activities I have been looking forward to, but I also lost my work which would be my last year with these kids before college. I have realized that I need to stay occupied throughout this through different activities I never would have thought about doing before.
Josh I am so so so proud of how far you have come. I know the journey hasn’t been easy for you but you have so much to be proud of. Something I like to remind myself when my depression flares up is depression lies. It is the biggest damn liar out there. But it lies. Don’t listen to its lies. You are amazing and you have come so far. So many of us have been with you for years and years and we are all in your corner. Also you and Pamela are a perfect match and I am so happy you two re-found each other.
My dad has been sober for 12 years and also has bipolar. And you are right some moments are great and other times not so much, I will tell you that being with Pamela and your mom will make you stronger!!
Your honesty inspires me to make the little changes that in the long run improves my life. Thank you for showing us a glimpse of your journey.
I’m so happy you are videos again! I have been battling depression and anxiety since I was 20 and I’m now 47 and everyday is a struggle. My choice of drug is eating! I’m addicted to it! I have even had gastric bypass to help me to stop which did work for a year and I lost 100lbs but then I stopped and started eating horrible again! Everyday is a struggle and seeing you do so well encourages me to keep trying so thank you!!
So grateful to have your vlogs back, for however long you decide to keep doing them. It's like getting to visit my friend again. ☺️
Josh, you (and every person who reads this) already ARE a person of value. You don’t have to become one. 😊 However, we should all strive everyday to be people who contribute in positive ways. And it doesn’t have to be in big ways. Think of it this way: every compliment you give someone is one brick (or stone) added to the foundation of their lives. But you have no idea how many bricks or stones they already have. And each one is important. Each one matters, no matter how big or small. Each one contributes and builds. And you can contribute to your own foundation. For every bad thought you have about yourself, think of something you like. Build yourself up, and build others up, one brick and stone at a time. 🙏🏻
I love this so much. I’ve missed watching you be goofy in your vlogs :) Still my fave You-tuber after all these years
my boyfriend has been having issues with alcoholism and your honesty helps me to better understand him and how to help him. thank you for being honest and sharing your experience. would you guys ever think about making a video about supporting your significant other throughout addiction? Pam seems so sweet and caring i would love to hear her perspective.
Thanks for being the most relatable person on UA-cam right now.
So very proud of you, Josh!!! You are looking great and I am loving your vlogs. You always make me smile.
And a struggle is okay. So proud of you for how you’re dealing with your struggles. Makes my heart happy to know you’re in a better mindset even if it doesn’t always feel that way. ❤️ I look up to you!
Thank you so much for sharing your journey. I am struggling with depression and anxiety myself and I find myself sometimes feeling really really scared, inexplicably so. Watching your videos helps me calm down.
So thank you so much.
All the love to you, Pamela, your mom and the cute dogs! 💗💗💗
Proud of you for recognizing the issue and getting sober. Hardest thing ever. ❤❤❤
I find that reading books and poetry helps me feel better. Love your channel.
So glad you're coming back to youtube on a much more regular basis! So proud of you! Keep up the good work!!!
This video really helps, and I definitely relate to not feeling well for seemingly no reason. Thanks for posting such an honest glimpse into your life it’s appreciated more than you’ll ever know.
I’m so happy this is your life now. You seem so happy. I’m so happy your life is going the direction it is. I hope the future is just the same!!!
I know we always say how lucky Josh is to have Pamela but I also want to point out how Pamela is lucky to have you as well! You both compliment each other. I love the dynamic. You can feel the pure love and joy. It’s refreshing 💜
Good job! I suffer with borderline personality disorder so I struggle every day and at times makes no sense to why. Im proud of your healthier choices. Watching videos do help me at times thank you.
YOU GOT THIS JOSHUA. Love you❤️
My daughter & I just received our ‘Be Nice To People’ shirts! Can’t wait to wear them out and hopefully encourage others to be nice as well. We’re proud of you Josh. ❤️
awww thanks!
I didn't start drinking until I was 22..I started because I was finally at a good point in life, best mental state thus far. But things changed and life got rough again and depression came back quick..I'm 24 now and watching your journey has inspired me so much. Unfortunately I think a lot of us understand how you feel. And what you're going through. Maybe someday I'll be able to quit, or not use as much. And when that happens, I'll have you to thank in part. I really appreciate how open and honest you are with us.
You are the best Josh! You deserve the best....and Pamela is the BEST you have!!! Cheers to you guys
Pamela, your hair is so pretty! The way you guys are with each other is so sweet, you were meant to be together! Hugs from Michigan.💕
One day at a time is really one hour at a time sometimes. Good job. Proud of you.
I’m so proud of you!! You’re doing great!
I totally get the part of everything going well and then you feel down. I think that’s so normal. Fill your mind with good things and thank God for all your blessings!
I wanted to tell you that when you make your videos, I feel like you’re just talking to me. Friends talking. Thank you for making me smile and laugh! Love you so much!!
Nobody:
Not even a soul:
Josh: SQUERSH
That quote was powerful. Thanks for sharing!
That’s totally true. I think a TON of people have those times where they just feel sad but don’t really know why. I know sometimes I have moments where I just cry, about nothing in particular. Luckily I have an awesome partner that hugs me, makes me laugh, and helps me to not dwell on it or sink into it. I’m so glad you found a person like that in Pamela as well.
I use that app too. It’s helpful to track my progress and read something positive each day.
My mom actually passed away a little over a year ago due to alcohol addiction. I am very proud that you found the strength to become sober, because I have seen firsthand just how destructive alcohol can truly be to you and the ones you love. Best of luck to you and I look forward to each day that you add to your days of sobriety.
so sorry for your loss Malena
You and Pamela are the most genuine people on UA-cam.. Sobriety is a tough journey.. Look forward to your desired destination.. One foot in front of the other.. Its not easy but look forward to the future.. Tomorrow is the future.. Today is history.. Put all the bad behind you and continue to grow and flourish... Your positivity is addictive.. Focus on being the positive roll model for us fans... A little music now and then from you and Pamela would be nice . Loved the music vids you and family made.. Continue with your passions.. We all love you both... !!!
Hey Josh! We love you, and this content is amazing. You are so funny. Thank you for making us smile💙
That's it Josh, keep it real for us. It is only the autenthic that we are able to conect to. Opting for the right choices most of the time hurts but that's okey. You get good at it and get a sense of pride in yourself
It is good to recognize that the feeling of sadness can show up with no warning and really with no reason. I am glad you have steps you can take to help. 💚💚💚
It's good to find distractions for the sad blah feelings, and it's also good, I think, to just acknowledge, this feeling will pass. Sometimes I just need to make myself create something, a book out of recycled material, or edit a video, reach out to a friend, or something. Anything to make something pretty and feel less alone.
So glad to see you’re doing better! Shine on!🌞
Oh we hear you with that quote Joshua. How very apt it should give you that quote at this time. You are definitely following the path marked value mate even if other people aren't. Keep going we all believe in you. X