When Childhood Abuse Turns Into Disturbing Behavior - The Story of Beth Thomas

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  • @LawAndCrime
    @LawAndCrime  2 роки тому +250

    Subscribe to TheDisturbingTruth: ua-cam.com/users/TheDisturbingTruthYT

    • @Cynthiabecker24
      @Cynthiabecker24 2 роки тому +28

      Yay.....great to see your content getting the exposure it deserves and needs. Congrats

    • @karigould7935
      @karigould7935 2 роки тому +9

      U7@@Cynthiabecker24

    • @charismacraft8050
      @charismacraft8050 2 роки тому +11

      Where are the Thomas’s? They are also abusiver. I can’t believe what I see and the book is available,where?

    • @Cynthiabecker24
      @Cynthiabecker24 2 роки тому +12

      @@angelblue314 did you listen to the entire video? The Thimas lady wasn't the family that adopted the 2 kids originally. Dhe was the worker at the group home, who is supportive of all the therapies that have ended in a chilfs death, and held the hand of the child who was screamed at and forced to be held, scream, continously kick his legs...and so much more abusive punishment to damaged kids.

    • @Cynthiabecker24
      @Cynthiabecker24 2 роки тому +7

      @@angelblue314 Beth is roughly 43yo today

  • @QueenOfTheNorth65
    @QueenOfTheNorth65 2 роки тому +3545

    It’s just chilling to hear such a little girl talk about these horrible things with no emotion whatsoever. What a monster her father was. 😡

    • @LCx829
      @LCx829 2 роки тому +174

      It’s sickening to hear some what what she said. I know she can’t help it but at that age already doing adult things is so sad and alarming.

    • @SacredWaves
      @SacredWaves 2 роки тому +1

      And a monster she turned out to be.

    • @JohnFRambo
      @JohnFRambo 2 роки тому +1

      It was all lies, she was born evil!!

    • @Monalisa0622
      @Monalisa0622 2 роки тому +16

      @@50rene61 amen.

    • @christicrenshaw2772
      @christicrenshaw2772 2 роки тому +52

      I agree. I am just so glad I was blessed with a loving and caring father.

  • @GSP-76
    @GSP-76 Рік тому +1054

    Beth's adoptive parents are an example of how amazing humans can actually be.

    • @EntrxpicWhxre
      @EntrxpicWhxre Рік тому +10

      Have you watched until the end ?

    • @hermonitchagya8628
      @hermonitchagya8628 Рік тому +66

      True , and her biological parents are a perfect example of how disgusting and horrible humans can be too

    • @justhere9399
      @justhere9399 Рік тому +21

      @@hermonitchagya8628 dad* bc her mom died when she was 1

    • @iwannabetheunknown
      @iwannabetheunknown Рік тому +6

      Do u guys know where they actually are now ..and her brother..are they with Beth now❤?

    • @SixHundredAndSixtySix
      @SixHundredAndSixtySix 2 місяці тому +1

      No. They are HORRIBLE parents. Why would they broadcast Beth's condition to the world? For a paycheck? This video will haunt the rest of Beth's adult life.

  • @tammycox9789
    @tammycox9789 2 роки тому +3131

    Keep in mind she wasn't born a monster. She was made into a monster by the very people who was supposed to love her and nurture her but didn't. So blame those people who made her that way.

    • @ckcdec78
      @ckcdec78 2 роки тому +104

      Like monkey see, monkey do, as my parents would say.

    • @alicemartin3819
      @alicemartin3819 2 роки тому +111

      I wonder how Hitler would have turned out? It's not always how you're raised. There exists demons in human form.

    • @RendaJane
      @RendaJane 2 роки тому

      Now we want more incapable, sick, homeless, addicted, and can’t even take care of themselves to give birth.
      No one is lining up to adopt these babies after they are born. Many don’t even want them to have a lunch at school, mental health care, medical care.

    • @brandamber
      @brandamber 2 роки тому

      @@alicemartin3819 lllllll I can't believe that you did that that you helped him buy a car like that so llllllllllllllllllq
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      Qqqq for that lllllll1pqp ppl 1 deal lllllllqq

    • @brandamber
      @brandamber 2 роки тому

      @@ckcdec78 qq

  • @LA-fr4gp
    @LA-fr4gp Рік тому +544

    i saw a video calling her the worlds most evil child. she wasn’t evil in ANY way. She was broken. she was scared. love isn’t an innate behavior; it’s a learned behavior that develops throughout early childhood.
    This girl was never loved, never taught how to express emotions in a healthy way.
    She wasn’t evil.

    • @esroskesafos3533
      @esroskesafos3533 Рік тому +15

      I guess that is what we call evil

    • @taraji_b
      @taraji_b Рік тому +11

      What is your definition of evil, if I may

    • @romancox5386
      @romancox5386 Рік тому +6

      She sufferd als a liltle baby and child. Poor thing. Now she is a sweet soul with a good heart. Strong woman. Deep respect.

    • @Imugi007
      @Imugi007 Рік тому +16

      ​@@taraji_bevil would be someone who knows they're doing something wrong but does it anyway just for the satisfaction of hurting someone else.

    • @thatguy4311
      @thatguy4311 Рік тому +12

      It depends on your perspective, I mean if her brother called her evil who would we be to say he’s wrong ? He’d be quite justified to say so.
      I don’t think she is, but she was close to becoming what we call ‘evil’. Luckily she’s now a nurse with a happy family.

  • @jemimac6054
    @jemimac6054 2 роки тому +1133

    Yes. Children do remember. Trauma stays with you. Even if the mind forgets, the body always remembers.

    • @tinawindham6958
      @tinawindham6958 2 роки тому +9

      You’re a real looker😉❤️

    • @christinacorcoran607
      @christinacorcoran607 2 роки тому +21

      true, in many cases. control your adult perspective, learn to control your mindset and meditate. allow plenty of time to heal. PEACE LOVE AND EMPATHY.

    • @tarra05autumn
      @tarra05autumn 2 роки тому +54

      The body keeps score 😢

    • @itsninjamo752
      @itsninjamo752 2 роки тому +12

      Tina lol I was about to call you a creep and then I saw your profile pic. So stinkin adorable 🐰 thanks for the smile 😊.

    • @patriciaw636
      @patriciaw636 2 роки тому +24

      When youre a child thats when youre learning from your parents how to be a human, I dont know why people think just because it isnt in recallable memory that early childhood trauma wont effect them

  • @liberatedhippything
    @liberatedhippything Рік тому +675

    "when I hurt people I'm hurting my good self"
    When that baby cried I cried.

    • @hl2921
      @hl2921 Рік тому +11

      💔💔💔💔💔😔

    • @soundwave8781
      @soundwave8781 Рік тому +33

      "when I hurt people I'm hurting my good self" That is a powerful statement! Thank you for commenting this, I missed hearing it.

    • @dawnm.fayains5197
      @dawnm.fayains5197 Рік тому +5

      31:36

  • @True_Crime_Junkie16
    @True_Crime_Junkie16 2 роки тому +1578

    My coworker adopted an infant from an orphanage in Russia. By the time all the paperwork, red tape etc was done, they didn’t get to bring him home until he was 18 months old. He also has this. Not to the degree Beth had it, but they have had him in therapy for years. A lot of these babies that sit in foreign orphanages, are never once picked up and held,rocked, shown love etc. They never even leave their cribs. Just shows you how important loving, human touch is.
    So glad to see that she’s doing so well and now helping others.

    • @luvour_8128
      @luvour_8128 2 роки тому +57

      There is a phenomenon called "hospitalism". This describes this.

    • @LisaLockwood17
      @LisaLockwood17 2 роки тому +70

      So incredibly important to have that human contact and love.

    • @rachaelb.
      @rachaelb. 2 роки тому +20

      so what can WE do to prevent this horrible circumstance from happening again? I am not involved in any type of adoption at all, but to read your comment I was horrified!! DO SOMETHING FOR GOD'S SAKE!!! BE his soldier!!

    • @buff_n_lu
      @buff_n_lu 2 роки тому +49

      I work in an adolescent crisis center. A majority of the kids we get with serious behavior issues are adopted, many have been from Russia actually. It's like they just can't be fixed.

    • @yourmom-db1dt
      @yourmom-db1dt 2 роки тому +53

      @@rachaelb. apparently you didn't actually read the comment... smh. What are we supposed to do about children in foreign countries? They adopted him and have him in therapy. I'd say they've done plenty.

  • @nicoleweiler1105
    @nicoleweiler1105 Рік тому +1847

    God bless the adoptive parents who never gave up on Beth. Going through this sort of thing with your own biological child would be difficult enough, but to go through it with a child you've just adopted has to be difficult on an entirely different level. I'm so glad that Beth is doing well now and has forgiven her past.

    • @mathiasringle6972
      @mathiasringle6972 Рік тому +92

      I've known about this story since it was public and what you stated has stuck with me since I first heard of Beth........
      These parents adopted with pure motives, we're in it for the long haul, and persevered

    • @alanabakke4310
      @alanabakke4310 Рік тому +68

      Very difficult situation. I don’t know how they did it. Glad these outstanding people were there for these kids.

    • @saomychau7010
      @saomychau7010 Рік тому +1

      @@mathiasringle6972 Excuse me, when and where (what state)?

    • @heiditrahan795
      @heiditrahan795 Рік тому +19

      My thoughts exactly. They are truly amazing parents.

    • @Because_thou_sayest
      @Because_thou_sayest Рік тому +40

      @@alanabakke4310 you didn't watch the whole video.

  • @Mellypepper
    @Mellypepper 2 роки тому +2454

    She grew up into a perfectly normal adult and now has a family of her own. Just goes to show what proper mental health care and a loving family can do.

    • @idontreadorreply
      @idontreadorreply 2 роки тому +74

      normal?

    • @philmatoph
      @philmatoph Рік тому +137

      this woman will never be normal.

    • @katpleroux7756
      @katpleroux7756 Рік тому +220

      Obviously alot of these comments were made without watching the entire story

    • @cheeznutz32
      @cheeznutz32 Рік тому +39

      @@philmatophthat almost sounds like an insult

    • @sarahskicks
      @sarahskicks Рік тому +81

      Exactly! We all have psychological effects caused by our upbringings. It’s amazing how far she has come.

  • @Elizabeth-sv2gj
    @Elizabeth-sv2gj 2 роки тому +867

    One of the hardest videos to watch. Trauma as a young child is so hard to think about as an adult.

    • @EC-gy9pv
      @EC-gy9pv Рік тому +5

      Agree 100%…

    • @davidwoermansr
      @davidwoermansr Рік тому +2

      The younger treatment is accepted and received the easier it is for change to happen and the mind to deal with the past because they have so much more positive to focus on anytime the past starts getting to them my kids aren't even bothered by the stuff their mothers did to twist their minds because the first ones the oldest ones were only 10 when she dumped them off to never be seen or heard from again but young enough to heal old enough to really want a different view of the world and women the last 4 I had 3 teens and a preteen they were a little harder but after they told me they didn't want to move again and saw they got their way and picked me as their dad and from the moment they decided that I made sure they knew they were safe nobody would hurt them physically without dealing with me they knew how much I loved them and it was rough but worth every second of it we all still go and even though my grandkids haven't been hurt but they participate in family therapy it can't hurt them learning different coping skills especially since my times ticking

    • @RXXTAMD-ed3hh
      @RXXTAMD-ed3hh 11 місяців тому

      The girl spoke too well. I think the girl lied.She has some secrets.

  • @blacknosugarnocream
    @blacknosugarnocream 2 роки тому +1312

    I know she is an adult now, and I know she did some twisted things as a child... yet listening to her just makes me weep for the child that she was. So much pain...

    • @Bailemos888
      @Bailemos888 2 роки тому +20

      Yes, very sad.

    • @JarethTheGoblinKingForever
      @JarethTheGoblinKingForever 2 роки тому +116

      She is a lovely person and luckily got the help she needed before she killed another human being. Cases where children like this actually do kill humans leads to them often just rotting in various prisons and institutions until they mellow out. Beth proved that life for kids with RAD doesn't have to end up a tragedy.

    • @lucarossi9453
      @lucarossi9453 2 роки тому +1

      Oi

    • @lorimiller4301
      @lorimiller4301 2 роки тому +60

      It's a tragedy for the animals she hurt. I can't listen to it but they mattered too.

    • @Dani-ICU-RN
      @Dani-ICU-RN 2 роки тому +11

      interesting, As I just watched Parkland trial..and no one feels sorry for him..I mean
      .yes, he was 19,HE
      .murdered, etc
      ..BUT...... HE WAS born to lose, pity who he was,hate who he stayed

  • @paulaclayton309
    @paulaclayton309 Рік тому +776

    This made me cry so much... it was the tears she shed when she realised the pain. The empathy was right there. Bless her poor little soul

    • @Denise_Suzanne
      @Denise_Suzanne Рік тому +15

      It is amazing that she is doing well and works as an RN!

    • @BabyPink911
      @BabyPink911 Рік тому +14

      Exactly that’s how I knew she wasn’t a psychopath because they don’t cry and have emotions

    • @ArtVandelayOfficial
      @ArtVandelayOfficial Рік тому +11

      What about the brother.......

    • @wintyforever
      @wintyforever Рік тому +14

      @@ArtVandelayOfficial I’ve been trying to find info on him. I feel the worst for little John. I wonder how he turned out, but I can’t find anything.

    • @ArtVandelayOfficial
      @ArtVandelayOfficial Рік тому +20

      @@wintyforever Not good unfortunately
      From what I can see he passed away at 30 from cardiomyopathy after an unsuccessful heart transplant
      Poor guy just never had a chance, it's not fair at all

  • @jayh2319
    @jayh2319 Рік тому +766

    I was struck by Beth saying because she was hurt so bad she didn't want people around and that's why she wants to kill people! I felt like crying when she said that, just the brutal honesty made sense to a 6 year old mind was sad

    • @BrittanyMcPherson-nz7bt
      @BrittanyMcPherson-nz7bt Рік тому +45

      100%, she was scared of people she was never protected.

    • @magicmyc2672
      @magicmyc2672 Рік тому +5

      Did you see the amazing recovery she made, I’d be way more concerned about That Dr Neil Feinmans victims. Terrible

    • @SarahBW2893
      @SarahBW2893 Рік тому

      The drawing she did was it for me 😰

    • @satinblackcat
      @satinblackcat Рік тому +14

      @@magicmyc2672 I think this therapy is actually what a lot of Gen x kids went through with bully parents that “ give you something to cry about” and made to “ sit there all day “ until you “ appreciated “ food. Etc….

    • @dreanki
      @dreanki Рік тому +4

      @@satinblackcat yep, that neil guy reminds me a lot of my dad. i went through that kind of stuff but much more violent for 20 yrs

  • @mandyschmidt206
    @mandyschmidt206 Рік тому +1368

    Really blows my mind how different Beth's story would be if she had not gotten the help she needed. Sounds like the beginning of how a serial killer psychopath is born

    • @jeanlance6972
      @jeanlance6972 Рік тому +52

      We still don't know behind close doors how she lives and hide things,

    • @cathy2earth
      @cathy2earth Рік тому +20

      she didnt get the help she needed the lady who adopted her nancy thomas has been involved in the deaths of many adopted kids

    • @Magali1996P
      @Magali1996P Рік тому +16

      @@cathy2earth where did u get that

    • @cathy2earth
      @cathy2earth Рік тому +2

      @@Magali1996P general knowledge. I've also personally met Nancy

    • @Lee02ful
      @Lee02ful Рік тому +7

      @@cathy2earth They only adopted 2 other children besides Beth.

  • @crash24420
    @crash24420 2 роки тому +1013

    Her adoptive parents were saints, what a blessing that they got Beth the help she so desperately needed.

    • @whoopsie9934
      @whoopsie9934 2 роки тому +33

      They failed their son

    • @originalchildclown
      @originalchildclown 2 роки тому +3

      What happened

    • @eliseflick8560
      @eliseflick8560 2 роки тому +31

      @@originalchildclown for God sakes just watch the video!! 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️

    • @originalchildclown
      @originalchildclown 2 роки тому +24

      @@eliseflick8560 if you watched the video you would know they dont know what happened to him, Karen. The person I replied to seemed to have more info. Care to shed more light on this subject?

    • @danaoo6272
      @danaoo6272 2 роки тому +29

      There is no such things as saints, or on the flip side, evilness. and let's not forget, this is only a story on public display, where omitted and falsity may become integrated in the communication(s). Don't be nieve and render an entire life of another person or a successful outcome by a mere video for 45 minutes.

  • @niallers1stclover
    @niallers1stclover Рік тому +193

    the neil feinberg tape is one of the most disturbing things i have ever seen. who in the world would think that would help RELEASE trauma? i fully cannot breathe watching this tape. there are so many cuss words flying through my mind

    • @JackPeloquin
      @JackPeloquin Рік тому +29

      and how bout the things that arent recorded?

    • @bubbaloo62
      @bubbaloo62 Рік тому +29

      It made me feel sick, especially the way he was holding that child's face.

    • @niallers1stclover
      @niallers1stclover Рік тому +3

      @@JackPeloquin oh jesus christ i haven’t even thought about that :((

    • @niallers1stclover
      @niallers1stclover Рік тому +6

      @@bubbaloo62 it’s despicable

    • @ronniskifte8722
      @ronniskifte8722 Рік тому +4

      Poor Neil 🥺 What's wrong with this guy? 😡 This is no way to treat a child 😳

  • @TheArchitect097
    @TheArchitect097 2 роки тому +976

    That "therapy" from that niel guy was the most revolting, troubling thing I've ever seen. I can't believe that was happening in 1993, when I was 5 years old. I don't know how any parent could sit by and watch that. Just disgusting.

    • @heatherhall8706
      @heatherhall8706 2 роки тому +143

      Absolutely horrible, they should be in prison for what they did to that boy.

    • @stoneg.barrow9991
      @stoneg.barrow9991 2 роки тому +20

      It's hard to distinguish the psychological tactical games on display in Neil's "Holding Therapy Couch" video with analogous psychological tactical games often manifestly apparently on display in other, arguably-differently-so-tactilely-provenanced, "Generic Casting Couch" videos.
      The only difference here appears to be the gender and age of the person on the Couch.
      The psychological tactical games on display in both types of videos appear to be the same, however.
      And both types of videos appear to depict legally-recognized actions.
      And, yet...
      This is America.

    • @Factsaintdefamationn
      @Factsaintdefamationn 2 роки тому +49

      I agree. I could not image the heart wrenching feeling that kid had experiencing someone doing that to him and another holding him back.. I barely could even watch

    • @reswobiandreaming3644
      @reswobiandreaming3644 2 роки тому +64

      I think my Mother read a page from Neil's book but she didn't go quite to his extremes. I remember being held against my will and forced to make eye contact. I refused to look into her eyes. Mum would go into rages over that. I remember feeling such anger towards her and fighting like an animal to get free of it.

    • @TheArchitect097
      @TheArchitect097 2 роки тому +37

      @@reswobiandreaming3644 I just don't understand what is in a person that could even let them treat their own kid this way. I have a 9 year old daughter, and I couldn't imagine treating her with anything but love, care and respect. I guarantee that is 100000% more beneficial to a child. I wouldn't even treat a dog this way.

  • @lovinglife3217
    @lovinglife3217 2 роки тому +968

    God bless those parents who had the love and patience to help her get through this. They are angels.

    • @BeRightBack131
      @BeRightBack131 2 роки тому

      And thank God she and her brother were placed in that home. Can you imagine if she (and him to a slightly lesser extent) hadn't received the quality mental health care she got? I suspect one or both of them would have grown up to become serial killers or something. They literally saved her life, and possibly many other lives.

    • @dawnbreaker2912
      @dawnbreaker2912 2 роки тому

      ...even if they ARE delusional religious wackaloons.

    • @atalanta_1371
      @atalanta_1371 2 роки тому +6

      wtfk you say 🧐 are you sick

    • @italiantraditionalcatholic2390
      @italiantraditionalcatholic2390 2 роки тому +17

      God's love is the miracle ♥️

    • @bill5478
      @bill5478 2 роки тому +31

      There sick for leaving the brother with her when they knew what she was like

  • @janicebeare8127
    @janicebeare8127 2 роки тому +240

    Wow! I had heard of this little girl but never knew how the story ended. She is extremely well spoken and heartfelt. Her story is so inspiring! Kudos to her adoptive parents. They deserve a medal!

    • @annabrahamson4320
      @annabrahamson4320 2 роки тому +15

      Her second adoptive ones after the family placed her in treatment

  • @xxbl00db4nk
    @xxbl00db4nk Рік тому +58

    Poor baby, the empathy she developed is outstanding. Seeing her cry makes me so sad

  • @judystanko3470
    @judystanko3470 2 роки тому +664

    My Goodness Beth had to be EXTREMLY bright to able tell a Doctor all the horrible things that happen to her all at 3 years old. The resemblance between Beth and her adoptive mother is uncanny . Beth looks like Julie's real daughter.

    • @PettyPatty.TM.
      @PettyPatty.TM. 2 роки тому +42

      Omg RIGHT?! 😅 So glad I wasn't the only one to see that.

    • @mta4562
      @mta4562 2 роки тому +24

      she is her real daughter.

    • @tjmills4051
      @tjmills4051 2 роки тому +11

      @Andi Miller I would doubt it. She was born in the 80s and MK ultra ended in 1973.

    • @iheartmelaniemartinez428
      @iheartmelaniemartinez428 2 роки тому +50

      As an adopted child, we ARE our parents' (the ones who loved and raised us) "real" children. We aren't fake people. They aren't fake parents. Your comment is ignorant.

    • @hollies5841
      @hollies5841 2 роки тому +31

      @@iheartmelaniemartinez428 I thought exactly that...'biological' makes way more sense and doesn't take away from the very real parental relationships with adopted kids.

  • @FairFlower005
    @FairFlower005 2 роки тому +356

    I have RAD. It took 7 years to come back. As a child, you die inside. You feel crazy, you want to do crazy things out of spite, and out of amusement. Between lock downs, hospitals and group homes, then living independently, it took 7 years to recover. All together, I suffered 16 years. I started showing signs of RAD around five years old… it’s not a joke. What’s crazy is I used to be into the story of Beth. I saw a short video of her on Facebook back in 2015. Now that I’ve gotten to the point where I can look into other people and hear their stories, I needed to find a video about her. And aim so glad this channel has a video on her. Strangely, I want to hear these stories, it’s reassuring to remind myself that I’m not or wasn’t evil. I think, if you struggle with any PTSD, mental illnesses, if you choose good, choose light, you have a power, and healing will help you manifest this power. You’re bound to be leader, a healer, only the wisest can be a true healer.

    • @aries353
      @aries353 2 роки тому +40

      “it's reassuring to remind
      myself that I'm not or wasn't evil” that’s so true

    • @LindiweZ
      @LindiweZ 2 роки тому +18

      What a strong story and you are amazing for working so hard to be where you are at today. Your words are so true and powerful, you are not evil and never was ❤

    • @partygoindumb
      @partygoindumb 2 роки тому +21

      I'm really glad to see a comment from someone with RAD. I think I have it (or "had" it as a child since it's typically only considered something children can have) and as someone with DID who's experienced this kind of repeated trauma I was feeling alienated by how people react to Beth's case (with shock, mainly) but I kept scrolling because I thought maybe I'd find someone else who had that kind of trauma-induced rage as a child. I was told I was evil and there are parts within me that believe they are evil and inhuman in the literal sense because of that. I think I watched Child of Rage for the first time when I was 12 or so (2012ish), and every so often I revisit it because maybe something useful will click that I didn't notice before. I think I manage anger well as an adult, it's the inability to maintain social or familial relationships that bothers me, I can't reach out to people, I can't call, I just want them away from me. It is definitely validating to be able to look at someone else externally (Beth) and go okay, no matter how her trauma is manifesting, she is a child - because I can kind of take that idea and apply it to myself. I think it's amazing that you were able to heal from what you went through and I wish you the absolute best.

    • @MissJoy16
      @MissJoy16 2 роки тому +10

      @@partygoindumb We have DID too! Almost all DID systems have a disorganized attachment style as our baseline. It's hard out there, AND we are all SO resilient. Sending y'all love and light

    • @bethouellette761
      @bethouellette761 2 роки тому +8

      I'm so glad you're able to talk openly about your struggles. I appreciate you for sharing. Your experience, strength, and hope. 🫂❤️‍🩹🫂❤️‍🩹🫂❤️‍🩹🫂❤️‍🩹

  • @chefsusansavage2784
    @chefsusansavage2784 2 роки тому +360

    Watching Neil with that child brought me to sobs. That poor boy. Hearing him scream and cry and be bullied and held down was horrific. Brought back a lot of trauma as well for me.
    I hope that boy grew up to be okay.

    • @mk-ee7vx
      @mk-ee7vx 2 роки тому +2

      Same here!

    • @sharonlopez3941
      @sharonlopez3941 2 роки тому +9

      I agree hope this is no longer used

    • @realtalkchannel1275
      @realtalkchannel1275 2 роки тому +12

      they need discipline. thats the problem with society- no child discipline. no spanking no yelling just "go to your room". they need discipline. they need to know they are not the boss and put in their place

    • @msfs19941
      @msfs19941 2 роки тому +78

      @@realtalkchannel1275 if you think that is discipline then I pity your children

    • @realtalkchannel1275
      @realtalkchannel1275 2 роки тому +14

      @@msfs19941 if you had children like that and didn't do anything then you'd be afraid to go to sleep because they would be thinking of killing you. They need to be afraid. They need to know who is boss

  • @mariesmith3819
    @mariesmith3819 Рік тому +204

    my first memory is of trauma at age 3. im 51 now and its still clear and never goes away

    • @saomychau7010
      @saomychau7010 Рік тому +6

      Oh, that is regretful!
      Marie, are you okay?
      But most importantly, can we listen in if that is still hurting you and how can it be lessened or 'relieved' (if that is possible?)

    • @lorettascott5477
      @lorettascott5477 Рік тому +4

      Same

    • @irisrivera277
      @irisrivera277 Рік тому +4

      WOW SORRY TO HEAR THAT.. I HOPE ALL IS WELL 🥺💔🙏❤️

    • @raintree3383
      @raintree3383 Рік тому +1

      @@lorettascott5477 Me too....do you want to tell me about it ? I am interested....love from Canada

    • @raintree3383
      @raintree3383 Рік тому +11

      My trauma is less significant than those experiencing real neglect and physical abuse...I remember when I was three watching my sisters and brothers playing with my Dad and I was leaning against a wall watching.....I KNEW I wasnt remembered or missed and that I wasnt important to anyone at all.....and the Christmas that everyone else had so many presents and I got only one......my sense of worth went down hill from there

  • @kaypryor2594
    @kaypryor2594 2 роки тому +507

    I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw the sadistic man holding the little boy down and tormenting him. I don't see how this method could help anyone, especially a disturbed child. I feel differently about Nancy now. Wow!!!

    • @tatianagranger2427
      @tatianagranger2427 2 роки тому

      This is horrifying! He’s putting him in such a vulnerable position like one does a dog, but Iwe aren’t dogs! This is effed up! How did people video, watch this, learn from this, research this, and go along with it? Speaking of killing u mfer…if I saw him doing this to my child, he would lose his job at the least.

    • @AllTheCritters
      @AllTheCritters 2 роки тому +60

      It might teach him that shouting and overpowering people is the solution to relationship problems 😟

    • @thatswhatshesaid6326
      @thatswhatshesaid6326 2 роки тому +57

      It was horrific to watch!!!

    • @Ericatheinspirer
      @Ericatheinspirer 2 роки тому +22

      The adults will surely be served the best Karma for what they've done disgused as 'therapy'

    • @dawnnorthrop3114
      @dawnnorthrop3114 2 роки тому +28

      Omg, I'm traumatized after watching that Feinberg "therapy" !! Poor kid.

  • @bingus2017
    @bingus2017 2 роки тому +126

    when i saw/heard beth crying as she talked about what happened to her in the old interview it actually was one of the most upsetting things i think ive ever heard. she was such an innocent little baby when things were done to her, im so happy she was able to get help

  • @tonysan4762
    @tonysan4762 2 роки тому +155

    When Beth started crying it broke my heart. A sign of healing.

  • @lynnrichardson9513
    @lynnrichardson9513 Рік тому +47

    I'm a mental health nurse and a foster carer since 2015, I can tell you, the events this lady went through maybe, a snippet of the true horror she went through, my heart goes out to her. Such a sad case all to real that happens all around the world. I'm truly sorry for what and her brother went through.

  • @tanyamarie3493
    @tanyamarie3493 2 роки тому +295

    Thank you for tackling this real subject. I agree that there are a lot of hurt people in our society. Abusers who have left their victims with life long struggles . “Hurt people hurt people.” We have so much to learn.

    • @finebetty7446
      @finebetty7446 2 роки тому +3

      Hurt people hurt people (no comma!) How sad and true.

    • @Me_1983-
      @Me_1983- 2 роки тому +2

      Most hurt people have no will to hurt people bc they know the impact of hurt. Hurt people tend to hurt themselves not others

  • @evonne315
    @evonne315 2 роки тому +161

    This woman, and her foster parents, are a living example of how to break the chains of generational trauma and heal. ♥️ Thank you for sharing this.

    • @inheritmyshoes9559
      @inheritmyshoes9559 2 роки тому +13

      You didn't finish the video.....

    • @katpleroux7756
      @katpleroux7756 Рік тому +8

      @@inheritmyshoes9559 It looks like a lot of these comments are by people who didn't bother watching it to the end and commented anyway..SMH

    • @Strwbry111
      @Strwbry111 Рік тому +4

      The 142 people that upvoted someone inadvertently praising child abusers because they couldn't be bothered to watch the video ( which was amazingly edited btw) are just as bad as the commenter.

  • @VirgoCali89
    @VirgoCali89 2 роки тому +82

    I'm usually desensitized to things like this, but those quotes from Nancy about making the kids sit for hours and that tape of the boy. I will never forget it and I thank God my daughter is safe, well and happy. I pray for all of the troubled children and curse the adults that hurt them

  • @farmerchick3040
    @farmerchick3040 Рік тому +15

    This poor child. Im so glad that she was able to heal from her trauma and even go on to help others.

  • @lashaesmith3440
    @lashaesmith3440 2 роки тому +492

    Her demeanor is so grown up. I hope she grew into a well functioning woman. I remember being molested while in a diaper. People do remember childhood trauma no matter how small we were when it happened.

    • @catherineklerowski4591
      @catherineklerowski4591 2 роки тому +43

      I have memories of being molested from ages 2-3

    • @OctoBear88
      @OctoBear88 2 роки тому +85

      She's a nurse now and is doing great

    • @GabriellahItaly
      @GabriellahItaly 2 роки тому +58

      Beth is a nurse now and is happily married. She has dedicated herself to helping children who have been diagnosed with RAD. So it definitely sounds like she's a functioning woman.

    • @thehighpriestess8431
      @thehighpriestess8431 2 роки тому +20

      I am so sorry that happened to you

    • @lashaesmith3440
      @lashaesmith3440 2 роки тому +17

      @@thehighpriestess8431 thank you. I hope I have helped someone in this world that has hurt like me. I hope I've made ppl proud.

  • @JDoe001
    @JDoe001 2 роки тому +164

    She was presenting antisocial behavior, too (she said that she’s “been hurt so much she doesn’t want to be around people”).
    Interesting how they helped her to change the trajectory her life was on, amazing! ❤

  • @carrieallen2047
    @carrieallen2047 2 роки тому +553

    I was a psych RN for 23 years and worked with these type kids 11years. We did use strict structure and it works but never aggression. At one time we had a punching bag that the kids could hit to supposedly get out their aggression and it didn't work they would become more agitated. It seems to me these people are taking their own anger out on these kids and should NEVER work with kids!

    • @carrieallen2047
      @carrieallen2047 2 роки тому +21

      I heard about hug therapy back in the 90's but, it was more about holding the kid when they were totally out of control trying to hurt self or others. It was no more than 30 min or until the anger passed but we didn't use it in the psych hospital I worked in.

    • @SacredWaves
      @SacredWaves 2 роки тому +48

      Regardless of therapy, dangerous is still dangerous. Impulsive behavior can be controlled, mental health never has a cure. I would never want my child with a nurse that has a history of torturing animals, and sticking pins in people, in an attempt to murder them. I'm sorry. No excuses. Not in these cases. While I feel bad for her situation, I believe those with kids in that hospital, should know her history. It could be a matter of life and death. Never know.

    • @nathanpendleton9733
      @nathanpendleton9733 2 роки тому

      @@SacredWaves she did that as a young child!!! So because of that you still wouldn't trust her even though she has no history of violence as an adult and is a contributing member of society helping babies in the NICU?!

    • @jaydenkey5224
      @jaydenkey5224 2 роки тому +9

      @@carrieallen2047 I think they still do hug therapy for kids with autism etc

    • @LuckyKat89TV
      @LuckyKat89TV 2 роки тому

      I was a victim of Connell Watkins, mentioned in this video. We didn’t think we were evil, monsters, etc. THEY screamed these awful things at us for hours and hours while up to 4 adults laid on us, restrained in sheets. It was abusive. They killed Candace newmaker a year after I left. Look it up. Connell Changed her name and went into hiding, but she is still practicing from what I hear

  • @pvpperdogs
    @pvpperdogs Рік тому +30

    Getting to hear Beth's interview, hearing what she's doing now was so comforting and heartwarming.

  • @Missglam67
    @Missglam67 2 роки тому +199

    It’s very inspiring to see that a child with the a very sick and twisted mind was able to become a productive healthy adult that chose a profession thst actually gives back! She had a very bad start in life but she was extremely fortunate to have such supportive parents that didn’t give up on her and got her the help she needed. This is the kind of therapy that requires extensive hands on treatment. Not easy. I am curious about what happened to her other siblings.

    • @abebuckingham8198
      @abebuckingham8198 2 роки тому +31

      You might like to know that outcomes for children are a lot better than adults in general. As long as they get the help they need they are resilient and can recover. That's true for both criminality and mental health.

    • @jbiehl8478
      @jbiehl8478 2 роки тому +3

      I'm confused. Didn't she grow up to be an abuser herself under the guise of helping other kids?

    • @nicoleN1993
      @nicoleN1993 2 роки тому +2

      @@jbiehl8478 um no

    • @somexp12
      @somexp12 2 роки тому

      It's not terribly surprising. Kids don't really develop a conscience this early. (Albeit *many* develop sentimentality, which is a fake conscience and can actually impede the development of a real one if no one recognizes the difference.) You just don't see the full scope of what that can mean, most of the time, because they don't all act it out. It's just that they don't care about hurting people because they haven't had that trained into them yet. React appropriately to it, and most tend to grow out of it.

  • @sngray11
    @sngray11 2 роки тому +218

    I am so happy to hear that Beth is now helping others to break the cycle so that their children don’t have endure what she had to endure; as well as educating others about RAD. Like Beth, EMDR and therapy really helped me to finally heal from all of the trauma I experienced as a young child.

    • @speakofhisgrace
      @speakofhisgrace Рік тому +6

      Jesus heals only forever 🕊💖

    • @Datajustice
      @Datajustice Рік тому +8

      Did you watch the whole thing???

    • @jasonlawson3474
      @jasonlawson3474 Рік тому +5

      @@Datajustice I'm pretty sure she didn't

    • @danielleshinbine2076
      @danielleshinbine2076 Рік тому

      @@speakofhisgrace Lmao

    • @MercenaryPine9
      @MercenaryPine9 Рік тому +2

      @@Datajustice watched the whole thing. I also looked up additional information about where she is now. What OP said is true. She was a child with reactive attachment disorder, and early treatment helped her to recover. She is an RN now and works with children with severe trauma. She also has written about her story.

  • @Sunglassesonaduck
    @Sunglassesonaduck 2 роки тому +499

    A note on the little boy shown as an example of "therapy"..
    I watch a lot of crime documentaries and have developed an emotional shield to most of the stuff I hear, but the "therapy" the lille boy was subjected to, having to scream and yell, being completely subdued, controlled and straight up bullied was too much even for me. I normally play games and listen to this kind of stuff like podcasts, but I couldn't tear my eyes away from this lille person being broken and psychologically tortured. Found myself in tears. He is so horribly scared, scarred and broken. He is terrified for his life. *How could people do this to others?*

    • @maidekaradeniz199
      @maidekaradeniz199 2 роки тому +58

      i also watch many crime documentaries etc. but its probably the first time i skipped parts of a documentary. the more they were yelling the more stressed i felt

    • @slinger1016
      @slinger1016 2 роки тому +30

      This is so terrible! I can’t believe any adult would do this to a child. Children look to adults for protection. This does the opposite. Making a child curse like that. He scared that poor boy to death. I cried watching this. God bless that boy. I pray he was able to heal from this. What mother could do this to a child they supposedly love?

    • @Snoodles294
      @Snoodles294 2 роки тому +10

      Same here

    • @susanparrish1380
      @susanparrish1380 2 роки тому +15

      Chaia.... I don't know why or how this is supposed to be justified either, but I do know that it only shuts people down for the rest of your life and be afraid of everyone and have a complex for like ever, and not be able to really trust most people again, including yourself💔 l agree with you, and it makes me really sad, angry, and disgusted, too.😭😤😥🥺💔 But faith in Jesus Christ has restored and made brand new the lives of so many I know, including my own, and I hope and pray daily that His pure love and truth will bless all of his precious children and save them. Richest blessings to you and everyone! ❣️💕💓🌈💙🌈💙🌈💓💕❣️

    • @Nightdreaux22647
      @Nightdreaux22647 2 роки тому +21

      People hurting other people to gain and get that feeling of power, control, superiority. People like that abusive doctor do it for money, payment or salary. Again, money can also be a form of power. Bossy behaviors.
      Some people are just born that way. They seek power and control to subdue other people or their own child. Kinda like saying ""You are my slave. Obey me.""

  • @alexajill85
    @alexajill85 2 роки тому +66

    I'm horrified to see so many people who don't believe Beth could get better. What's the point in any therapy if you don't believe someone can get better through intensive treatment? I'm a mental health nurse for children. Some of them have awful trauma in their lives, you don't think they can be helped to become fully functioning, pro-social members of society? Jeez. What a sad world

  • @kaikoifishy
    @kaikoifishy 2 роки тому +85

    It's scary to see this little girl just openly talk about such awful things like she's talking about her day at school. I really do hope she's grown up well. It's amazing that her adoptive parents still managed to get her the help she needed.

  • @girlnextdoor0703
    @girlnextdoor0703 2 роки тому +114

    She’s turned into a brilliant, healthy woman. I hope everyday of her life forward is full of joy and peace. She and her adoptive parents are such an inspiration for healing and never giving up on children.

  • @nottvarg
    @nottvarg Рік тому +27

    This is the first time I've heard EMDR mentioned in any kind of UA-cam video! I have C-PTSD and BPD (among other things but those are the big trauma ones) and it, alongside medicating my other issues, has made me so much more stable than I was. I no longer have a favourite person, and I didn't think that would be as much of a relief as it was

  • @DCrane925
    @DCrane925 2 роки тому +247

    Never young enough to forget. Even in infancy if there's stress or trauma the brain may not remember but there's still an extent of a subconscious that may cause a display in certain types of behavior. I remember being 2 and 3 yrs old but when I was born I didn't come home for months due to severe lung issues. My parents practically lived at the hospital. My mom told me any time she'd try to leave even to use the bathroom that my tiny little infant hands would grip on to her shirt and it was very difficult for her, my dad, Drs and nurses to break my grip. I always had a sever irrational fear of my mother or father leaving me. If they were a minute late picking me up from school I'd go into a panic and I'd be in tears trembling. There's no logical reason in this world that they'd ever leave me or displayed any type of behavior to make me think otherwise. My Dad couldn't leave the house to move the car outta the driveway so my mom could get out without me having to go with him in the car. I was always safe and secure with them in reality but in my fragile child mind I wasn't. Where in the world would that stem from? I was told by my parents and more than one professional over time and I truly believe it !

    • @davinastanton3865
      @davinastanton3865 2 роки тому +16

      This is so sad for you.
      Take care of yourself and stay safe. 🌹

    • @DCrane925
      @DCrane925 2 роки тому +8

      @@davinastanton3865 ❤️

    • @davinastanton3865
      @davinastanton3865 2 роки тому +3

      @@DCrane925
      X 💗🕊💗

    • @sunnywaze1211
      @sunnywaze1211 2 роки тому +7

      @therealz 360z how heartbreaking

    • @anaussie213
      @anaussie213 2 роки тому +6

      That’s unlucky, most premature babies are in the hospital for months(I was) and don’t get that.

  • @Pbav8tor
    @Pbav8tor 2 роки тому +99

    That Feinberg thing is disturbing. I could never trust my child with this. It's like he's TRYING to turn this child into a murderer. Very abusive, and mom just sits there. Is he even a doctor?

    • @malabuha
      @malabuha 2 роки тому +18

      Exactly. That Neil guy is only building the courage that kid needed. A permission to rage. He didnt save that kid from anger, he just showed him how to rage

    • @uraniumcranium2613
      @uraniumcranium2613 2 роки тому +4

      Personally I don't see anything wrong with it. Children can benefit from military style discipline, it teaches them respect. It sure kept me out of further trouble.

    • @vickyisthicciana
      @vickyisthicciana 2 роки тому

      @@uraniumcranium2613 are you mentally ok? What you saw in this Video in never ok what's wrong with You?

    • @uncapabrew4807
      @uncapabrew4807 2 роки тому +7

      I know some young adults need that therapy! Especially when he said take responsibility for actions!

    • @terimorris6394
      @terimorris6394 2 роки тому +15

      @@uraniumcranium2613 I bet you don’t have kids yet?

  • @conniethingstad1070
    @conniethingstad1070 2 роки тому +134

    I am an adoptive parent who raised a RAD child. It's traumatic to be the parent too. This is so much harder than you can imagine. My story turned out well. Took years of the right treatment but no counselor can believe how well my adopted son turned out.

    • @iheartmelaniemartinez428
      @iheartmelaniemartinez428 2 роки тому +16

      As an adopted child, thank you for loving your son. As one without RAD, I admire you for the extra love and patience you gave to him and that you never saw him as "returnable". You are beautiful.

    • @GlockRevolver
      @GlockRevolver 2 роки тому +3

      Can I ask what RAD means? Thanks

    • @conniethingstad1070
      @conniethingstad1070 2 роки тому +4

      @@GlockRevolver radical attachment disorder

    • @GlockRevolver
      @GlockRevolver 2 роки тому +3

      @@conniethingstad1070 Thanks

    • @raea3588
      @raea3588 2 роки тому +3

      @@GlockRevolver Reactive Attachment Disorder

  • @lavenderblood4390
    @lavenderblood4390 Рік тому +54

    I understand that what Beth did was wrong. But I think many other people can agree with me that she was not a bad person at heart. Seeing the videos of her feeding the animals and smiling and looking proud of herself warms my heart. I'm so glad that she was able to get the help that she's so desperately needed.

    • @Alphiexx
      @Alphiexx Рік тому +3

      Love helps her to be a human again.

  • @mariamalzahem7512
    @mariamalzahem7512 2 роки тому +211

    I wonder what her brother remembers of all this, how he has - IF he has - managed to deal with this and move on, whether and what kind of relationships he has with his immediate family. Poor Jonathan, he was a victim of every single member of his blood family.

    • @booblueboo
      @booblueboo 2 роки тому +43

      considering this is all over the internet, sadly he probably has no choice but to remember it. i hope he’s doing well also. i’m very glad that beth got the treatment she needed, but you always hear about beth and not jonathan, it’s sad

    • @annabrahamson4320
      @annabrahamson4320 2 роки тому +5

      I wonder if that family sent him to foster care as well.

    • @terarosen7909
      @terarosen7909 2 роки тому +4

      @@annabrahamson4320 I wouldn’t imagine so. Since it’s never been said he has rage or was trying to hurt anyone.

    • @amandajayne2619
      @amandajayne2619 2 роки тому +8

      Jonathan is happy and married. He's an accountant.

    • @mariamalzahem7512
      @mariamalzahem7512 2 роки тому +1

      @@amandajayne2619 I'm very glad to hear that, it's truly a relief to know that what had to be a traumatic childhood didn't result in a lifetime spent with every roof being one he lived under alone. I mean that both literally and figuratively. The easier path might have been to keep people at a distance, but I infer from your comment that he's been brave and good and done the work needed to be able to give and accept love. Yay!!!
      I really want to ask you how you know, but that would be poor etiquette along with none of my business. So I won't ask. Not even in a passive aggressive, sidelong kind of way. Nope. Not. Asking.

  • @arncerv3897
    @arncerv3897 2 роки тому +111

    58:03 That's the most disturbing thing I have ever seen in my life. What Neil Feinberg is saying doesn't even make sense to me and I am an adult. What is that kid supposed to think, feel or understand? I am not even going into the restraining, shouting, taunting, mocking etc...

    • @kathleenk7170
      @kathleenk7170 2 роки тому

      What a horrid man bullying g and torturo g that child. Poor kid. Hideous and.evil.

    • @alysehooper1174
      @alysehooper1174 2 роки тому +11

      The fact that a parent would even feel okay allowing someone to do that to their child 😳makes me sick

    • @cubemissy
      @cubemissy 2 роки тому +13

      How in the world is being so aggressive to a child supposed to drive the child’s rage away?

    • @moosehead1183
      @moosehead1183 2 роки тому +11

      The kids at his mercy.. he's using his physical strength to intimidate and coerce the child to say whatever he wants him to.
      It's sickening when an adult has to use bullying and physical intimidation to overpower a small child because the adult lacks the intelligence to use brains instead of brawn.

  • @kimsmith6342
    @kimsmith6342 2 роки тому +23

    When he asks Beth if people are scared of her and she says yes my brother John her eyes light up like she's loving it.. scary...

  • @ADreamPomskies
    @ADreamPomskies Рік тому +15

    When my children were young I was told to let the baby cry it out. I never did that. It felt wrong. I’m glad I ignored my mother in law.

  • @katiix
    @katiix 2 роки тому +31

    What this man is doing with this little boy is absolutely disturbing and I couldn't finish it. It made me feel physically sick to my stomach. 😡

  • @vanessaadams8098
    @vanessaadams8098 2 роки тому +33

    I am a foster parent and I had a girl once that told me stories about her mom being passed out on the couch and people coming over and scaring her. She was under 2 years old when they took her away from her mom so I fully believe kids remember way more the we know, especially when it comes to trauma. Sad.

  • @KhaledTheSaudiHawkII
    @KhaledTheSaudiHawkII 2 роки тому +382

    In case you’re wondering, the little girl grew up to become a nurse and she’s doing well from what I read on the internet back in 2014/2015. She even has a blog iirc.

    • @coco-cliveasmrgenealogy6171
      @coco-cliveasmrgenealogy6171 2 роки тому +24

      That is great! ☺️

    • @WhitneyDahlin
      @WhitneyDahlin 2 роки тому +90

      ❤️I'm not surprised she became a nurse! Those who have experienced a lot of personal suffering can really only find true happiness by dedicating their lives to helping others. I didn't go through near what the little girl did but my mother never liked me and that caused a lot of issues. Once I gave up being angry and raging about how unfair life was and instead dedicated my life to becoming a hospice nurse and taking care of the elderly and dying, is when I started to heal. I'm a totally different person now for the better. Truly the only thing I've found that allows you to move on from personal suffering is helping other people.

    • @keeptaiwanfree
      @keeptaiwanfree 2 роки тому +27

      @@WhitneyDahlin i’m so proud of you ❤ for working on your healing journey. i hope you always look back and see how strong you are!

    • @yukonstriker1703
      @yukonstriker1703 2 роки тому +2

      @@WhitneyDahlin I'm sorry.
      Research 'Munchausen by Proxy' and you might see the connection.

    • @yukonstriker1703
      @yukonstriker1703 2 роки тому +7

      @@keeptaiwanfree Pathetic. You think she wants to 'look back'?

  • @Sshhaannddaa
    @Sshhaannddaa Рік тому +41

    I’m so proud of where she is now. I could have easily turned out like her. I have memories as early as 1.
    I was put under hypnosis to see if I was remembering my abusers house layout. I told my therapist while I was awake and when she put me back there… all of my descriptions were spot on.
    I even remembered the color of the carpet, furniture and where everything was placed. The last time I was in his home I was 3.

  • @TexasTrey
    @TexasTrey 2 роки тому +81

    I’ve seen Beth, and John featured in many true crime pieces, usually solely for the shock value of Beth’s candid admissions, but you’ve given her the full treatment. Thank you for this compassionate, more complete rendition of events. I believe that nature is most responsible for our behavior- but nurture can in no way be disregarded. Thank God Beth, and John made their way to a good, decent home. So many adopted/foster children are not so lucky. I don’t envy you your job, and I hope you take plenty of breaks- but it is so important that someone relays these woes for the world to see. God bless you. 🙏

    • @winsports3218
      @winsports3218 2 роки тому +1

      Be kind each other Gob bless you too

    • @finebetty7446
      @finebetty7446 2 роки тому +3

      I believe nurture wins but nature lays the groundwork;)

    • @samanthaginnifer7374
      @samanthaginnifer7374 2 роки тому +4

      The genetic markers are usually there for a lot of personality disorders but trauma tends to bring the behaviours and disordered thinking out. I have BPD/EUPD and APD and I can definitely link various traumas to certain behaviours I struggle with

  • @raea3588
    @raea3588 2 роки тому +35

    One thing that's important to remember about RAD is that it's not just about trauma or memories or buried memories. When attachment breaks so young, the brain develops differently, the conscience does not develop normally and that is why these children are so different and have to be parented differently. When you take away human love and human trust, you're only left with the choice of surviving on your own. And the pain goes into harming what is weaker than you are.

  • @gloriamokhesi2278
    @gloriamokhesi2278 2 роки тому +32

    I'm concerned that even though they knew she was hurting her brother, they still left her alone with him. There were too many incidents that could have been prevented.

    • @wifey1288
      @wifey1288 11 місяців тому +4

      Same thoughts!😔

  • @beardedslavbrew615
    @beardedslavbrew615 2 роки тому +40

    That Neil Feinberg tape was really hard to get through, it's a miracle none of the kids tried to kill him...

  • @ATMBonnie_
    @ATMBonnie_ 2 роки тому +494

    My thing is , why did the parents continue to allow her alone with her brother when they said she was violent , dangerous etc .. I feel so sorry for brother Jonathan . He should’ve been taken out of that home immediately. It’s like they continued to allow her to hurt him … one incident should’ve been enough . I’m sorry but everyone failed him

    • @itsninjamo752
      @itsninjamo752 2 роки тому +117

      This!! I was mentally yelling at the parents when they spoke about Beth banging his head on the ground. The animals too, good god they could have snapped and attacked her or the baby. How could you leave anyone alone with her, so irresponsible. I know Beth needed help and it wasn’t her fault but the helpless person and helpless pets clearly needed help also.

    • @tonysan4762
      @tonysan4762 2 роки тому

      Agreed. He could've been killed in any one of those scenarios.

    • @francinesmith7884
      @francinesmith7884 2 роки тому +77

      They didn't know about the sleep, as soon as they did, she was locked into her room. I assume they were doing their best, what did you want them do to, give him back? You know what home he could've ended up in. This was awful, but i think these 2 instances happened in the beginning when they weren't fully aware of how bad she was taking it out on him. They said after the kitchen knives thing that they moved beth out of the house. I'm not sure what more you wanted from them, they tried so hard to love these children.
      Edit: and now i know who ended up adopting her after this amazing family, i can see why they were so hesitant to give her up. They tried, & i give them nothing but credit for doing so. I can't imagine how hard it was.

    • @tatianagranger2427
      @tatianagranger2427 2 роки тому +20

      Same!!!! I remember when my newborn was a huge exciting point of interest for my 18 mos old daughter. She wouldn’t have hurt her on purpose but didn’t know hugging too hard is bad. So I ALWAYS had one with me. It wasn’t that hard. It’s not fun, and I’m sure there was a moment there brother was with her and walked off, but this seems like a lot of excessive alone moments.

    • @raea3588
      @raea3588 2 роки тому +65

      No they didn't fail Johnathan. They loved Johnathan so much that as soon as they knew Beth was hurting him they put alarms on her door at night and locked her in, watched her as close as they could during the day. When Beth reveled what we hear in these tapes to this therapist they sent her away to get help but even when she started to get better they decided not to take Beth back. They knew they had to give John his best chance at healing and that they weren't equipped to be parents to a child with RAD. Giving up their daughter so that their son could thrive and be safe is a decision no parent should have to make. But they did, for Johnathan.

  • @imjust.9867
    @imjust.9867 2 роки тому +101

    That poor little girl…. That interview was heartbreaking… 😢 I’m so glad she managed to turn her life around…

    • @nikkib473
      @nikkib473 2 роки тому +9

      I hope shes doing good but I cant help but see that crazy wild eyed look in her eyes. Idk maybe it's just because she has big eyes idk.

    • @NotAnotherKuromi
      @NotAnotherKuromi 2 роки тому +5

      @@nikkib473 I see a wild eyed innocence & joy, funny how people interpret things differently.

    • @annabrahamson4320
      @annabrahamson4320 2 роки тому +2

      I thought she had a rather dull look to her eyes, like she wasn't there at all.

    • @nikkib473
      @nikkib473 2 роки тому

      @@NotAnotherKuromi innocence and joy? Did you pay any attention to this video?

  • @shannonmurray3128
    @shannonmurray3128 Рік тому +29

    How is no one mentioning the horrific Neil Feinberg tape? How could that woman just sit there? It makes my stomach just churn.

    • @alanabakke4310
      @alanabakke4310 Рік тому +1

      Shannon: it makes you wanna beat the crap out of her, huh? Does me, even though, “vengeance is mine, saith the Lord.” God bless you Shannon.

  • @SolSkinn
    @SolSkinn 2 роки тому +93

    My son inlaw was diagnosed with RAD as a child. Let's just say his story has the worst possible ending. She is a real miracle and I'm glad she is healthy now.

    • @mariamalzahem7512
      @mariamalzahem7512 2 роки тому +3

      May I ask?

    • @SolSkinn
      @SolSkinn 2 роки тому +15

      @@mariamalzahem7512 he ended his life 3 years ago in front of his grandmother who raised him.

    • @Germania72
      @Germania72 2 роки тому +9

      @@SolSkinn ☹ That's soul-crushing.

    • @mistyhi63
      @mistyhi63 2 роки тому +3

      So sorry to hear that! ❤

    • @kierstengomez8770
      @kierstengomez8770 2 роки тому

      May I ask how old he was when he ended his own life? & if he had any children?

  • @MadamDiol
    @MadamDiol 2 роки тому +283

    Something very traumatic happened to me at the age of 2 or 3 and the memories I have now are so vivid that I still remember the outfit I wore .. the type of car my family had and the layout of the duplex it happened in…. I thought I was crazy at first but a family member confirmed that it happened exactly the way I described it to her… you definitely remember things that happened when you are extremely young, especially the bad things that no baby should go through… I now have a 3 year old daughter myself and sometimes I look at her at her age and cry inside..how can you do that to a baby … especially your own.. the love I feel for my kids keeps me going.. it keeps those memories away..

    • @donnajohnson8355
      @donnajohnson8355 2 роки тому +18

      I pray that you can somehow get way past this and lay it at Jesus feet. Praying for you.

    • @NotAnotherKuromi
      @NotAnotherKuromi 2 роки тому +4

      I think if a young child is in extream circumstances, or experiences huge emotion then their brain reacts differently to usual & does remember things. I find it foolish & insulting for psychologists to say it's impossible. I completely belive you remember your traumatic experience & I am sorry to hear you went through that & have to endure the memories.

    • @MadamDiol
      @MadamDiol 2 роки тому +3

      Thank you all so much ❤️🙏🏿

    • @krysmiss8025
      @krysmiss8025 2 роки тому +6

      People like to say “oh a baby won’t remember” yes we do! We remember.
      Lots of love to you and your family! ❤

    • @MadamDiol
      @MadamDiol 2 роки тому +1

      @@krysmiss8025 thank u so much ! And much love and healing to you as well ❤️❤️

  • @lelekv4042
    @lelekv4042 2 роки тому +50

    What a miracle story...where she came from and her unbecoming and re becoming everything she was made to be. What a hero.

    • @tinawindham6958
      @tinawindham6958 2 роки тому +9

      Adults failed her, then adults were invested in her wellbeing. What would we all be like if we had the second set of parents? I wonder often…..

    • @texastea5686
      @texastea5686 2 роки тому +3

      I feel bad for her little brother

  • @saabajoe
    @saabajoe Рік тому +12

    Incredible transformation! One lesson that jumps out is that we can never know what one has lived through from their appearence.

    • @infiniterippleshypnosismed2817
      @infiniterippleshypnosismed2817 Рік тому +3

      Exactly. And even the seemingly smallest experiences shape our neural pathways. No two people can possibly have the same ways of processing things, even if they have the exact same major trauma that happened the exact same way in every detail. It is ALL of our experiences that shape how we react to things, but we can also learn tools to help us RESPOND how we would want to, rather than react automatically based on our defense mechanisms we've gathered along the way.

  • @ashley1968
    @ashley1968 2 роки тому +45

    I’m also in EMDR and it is hard but it’s so worth it. Prayers for her and her amazing recovery journey.

  • @IceQeen1011
    @IceQeen1011 2 роки тому +68

    The parents were saints omg. Because of these angels, this little child is now not only a functioning adult but also a nurse. Phenomenal

  • @PleaseNThankYou
    @PleaseNThankYou 2 роки тому +28

    Glad she was brought out of her emotional disconnect. A lot of hard work on both sides, patient and therapists.

  • @corgisrule21
    @corgisrule21 Рік тому +26

    She obviously got a LOT of help cause she sounds well versed in her issues and very well spoken. Good to hear it 💚

  • @catserver8577
    @catserver8577 2 роки тому +59

    I have worried about that poor child and her brother for years. Thanks for catching us up. What a shame that Nancy Thomas seems to have ignored the effective parts of therapy and instead is employing the extreme methods. Forcing a child to be physical, yelling in their face, or inversely being deprived of normal physical needs (urinating, eating, sleeping) is not what worked on Beth Thomas. It was the structure and feedback, and connecting the child with appropriate feelings and responses. And the (adoptive) parents realizing it was out of their realm to provide that. She certainly should not be running a service for the immersive therapy these kids need.

    • @thehangingparsiple5692
      @thehangingparsiple5692 Рік тому +12

      You seem to be the only one who got this! Everyone else on here is satisfied Beth turned out 'ok'.
      No matter that Beth herself is still associating with Nancy. Or that many of the kids in Nancy's care are probably kids from the care system, without anyone looking out for them apart from her. Who knows how those kids turned out

    • @mechengr1731
      @mechengr1731 2 місяці тому

      ​@thehangingparsiple5692 I don't think we have enough info to condemn Beth. It sounds like Nancy adopted Beth, and her care home is where she got better. Beth calls Nancy mom. Beth may feel that the methods Nancy used are necessary, bc it's what worked for her. It's difficult to know for sure.

  • @alannacarlson6715
    @alannacarlson6715 2 роки тому +82

    I've worked with about a dozen kids with RAD. It is an extremely difficult disorder to deal with. That doesn't mean you have to be abusive or radical when you are dealing with it. The only thing you should be radical with IS love. The way you help these kids is by establishing trust. You establish trust by following through, whether that's with something you said you would do for them, or with consequences for their behavior. They need stability and security. That's how they heal. They have never known what healthy relationships look like. They have never known what living in a safe place is like. So show them. It takes a long time and a ton of effort but they are human beings who have most of their lives ahead of them.

    • @luisev.wilcke3947
      @luisev.wilcke3947 2 роки тому

      Exactly 💯💯

    • @iheartmelaniemartinez428
      @iheartmelaniemartinez428 2 роки тому +4

      This is false, and I say that as someone with multiple degrees in psychology, but anyone could vouch for this as Beth, herself, stated that love and trust alone cannot heal a child with RAD. That is 100% BS you spouted, up there.

    • @alannacarlson6715
      @alannacarlson6715 2 роки тому

      @@iheartmelaniemartinez428 lol. Yes, all of my professional experience is entirely BS. It's TOTALLY BS that you "don't have to be abusive or radical when dealing with" a childhood disorder. Do you have any idea how ridiculous you sound? Your "multple" degrees must not be very well earned. Experience always trumps education, sorry.

    • @alannacarlson6715
      @alannacarlson6715 2 роки тому +5

      @@iheartmelaniemartinez428 "Encouraging the child's development by being nurturing, responsive and caring. Providing consistent caregivers to encourage a stable attachment for the child. Providing a positive, stimulating and interactive environment for the child." - Mayo clinic

    • @NotAnotherKuromi
      @NotAnotherKuromi 2 роки тому

      @@iheartmelaniemartinez428 What do you think is needed to help children with RAD significantly improve?

  • @TXgirl
    @TXgirl 2 роки тому +15

    I like that phrase “if you’re breathing there’s hope”

  • @samanthawright4804
    @samanthawright4804 Рік тому +27

    Such an accomplished and educated woman Beth evolved into. Her story should encourage anyone that no matter the situation, anyone can overcome, reasonably. I will add that, it seems as though her adoptive parents had their very best intentions at heart and desired to help this little girl overcome.

    • @coffeecrimegal5968
      @coffeecrimegal5968 Рік тому +2

      Luckily Beth was still young enough to work with, even still the work she & the doctors & parents put in was extensive!
      Her adoptive parents however never gave up on her no matter what she said or did! That takes a lot of patience & courage not to mention genuine unconditional love.

  • @christinawhitmer8446
    @christinawhitmer8446 2 роки тому +12

    EVERY PARENT, CITIZEN, & ANYONE WHO HAS ANY ACCESS TO CHILDREN NEEDS TO BE REQUIRED TO WATCH & PROCESS THIS WITH A GOOD THERAPIST. I’ve tried to watch this 3 different times & it was too difficult- Thank you for your contributions to our world that needs to wake up & be aware that evil must be addressed & healed.

  • @michelleyx9873
    @michelleyx9873 2 роки тому +68

    Omg Neil definitely made the rage worse. If one of the kids came back and killed him it wouldn't surprise me or make me feel bad.

  • @karyn19
    @karyn19 2 роки тому +56

    I have to say, I am thoroughly impressed this is on the Law&Crime Network channel. Good for you!! I'm a dedicated follower of this format on the channel. I watch most of L&C but this is the most in depth and best. Thank you! -from a PhD psych

    • @Ethan2Tone
      @Ethan2Tone 2 роки тому +2

      Subscribe to the creators channel. It's in the description. Crime Network posting this is amazing.

  • @reginamills6137
    @reginamills6137 Рік тому +14

    What's fascinating about Beth's story. Is that a documentary was made about her so we could see how she spoke, how she thought etc. And to see that without therapy, and support when young....she probably would have become a killer. I'm so happy that she got help and is able to give back. I hope she continues on a beautiful journey. I pray John got help too. I'm so curious what happened to him....

  • @kimbone7366
    @kimbone7366 2 роки тому +18

    This made me call my mom and dad and thank them for being great parents, then I called my adult sons to tell them I love them. A really hard watch.

  • @Sol-Cutta
    @Sol-Cutta 2 роки тому +68

    Look how beautiful she turned out..what a amazing group of therapist, people , foster parents... amazing, and great work all involved

    • @Dustandfuzz
      @Dustandfuzz 2 роки тому

      She would have grown up as a psychopath. She had all the signs, killing baby birds, wanting to kill people, no empathy whatsoever. Too bad all other psychopathic children couldn’t get help the way she did. Complete turn around.

    • @Lisboooa
      @Lisboooa 2 роки тому +10

      You definitely didn’t watched it til the end…

    • @Sol-Cutta
      @Sol-Cutta 2 роки тому +4

      @@Lisboooa I just looked....seems u are correct, I left at the 'end" of part 1 which is around 1hr 10m..
      I didn't even notice part 2 when I turned it off.
      Thanks for mentioning.

  • @Zero-cw4qj
    @Zero-cw4qj 2 роки тому +49

    My family fostered a 16 yr old girl with RAD for 1.5 years. She refused to admit she had any issues at all, and it was impossible to get help for her. She was abusive and manipulative but she was just hurting inside. Unfortunately, she had to move out. My mom developed heart issues from the stress it put on her and started feeling suicidal. We aren’t aloud to have contact with her anymore as per her new foster family’s request, which I think is horrible bc it just fuels her disorder. I really hope one day she heals like this amazing woman did.

    • @beckyterra3493
      @beckyterra3493 2 роки тому

      Not for nothing, why would you want contact again? She was manipulative and abusive and caused your mother to have suicidal ideation. So why would you want to be in contact again?

    • @stephenswift9896
      @stephenswift9896 2 роки тому

      @@beckyterra3493 Probably feels like they can still help, I guess out of sympathy.

    • @VM-123
      @VM-123 2 роки тому

      This sounds exactly like the woman my son married. Both parents drug addicts, I believe she may have been abandoned and raised by family members. But she had absolutely not one ounce of discipline growing up! She's extremely abusive.

    • @Moszan
      @Moszan 4 місяці тому

      @@VM-123 There's a chance that some people's idea of "discipline" is inflicting abuse. Then again, what do I know? 🤔

  • @yolandaduran6915
    @yolandaduran6915 Рік тому +8

    I am so happy to hear that Beth was able to recover from her trauma. She is a beautiful young woman

  • @tomnolan4146
    @tomnolan4146 Рік тому +38

    Brilliant episode on such an horrendous story. I've seen the interview with Beth previously, but your sensitive handling of this poor child is commendable, as is your hatred for the perpetrators.

  • @neeshapatterson2730
    @neeshapatterson2730 2 роки тому +13

    So proud of her finally feeling loved and getting help and not wanting to hurt people

  • @maureenchencharik8958
    @maureenchencharik8958 Рік тому +43

    That Neil Feinberg should be in jail along with his assistant. That poor child, he was removed from that home.

  • @noreenmountain9405
    @noreenmountain9405 Рік тому +9

    I remember watching this when it was just the childhood interviews. It disturbed me for decades having seen that broken little soul. I'm so glad I got to see this beautiful woman now, such a heartbreaking and inspiring story of the human spirit

  • @seafossil2221
    @seafossil2221 2 роки тому +18

    I'm loving the comment section right now. The first time I saw some of the interview clips years ago the comment section was filled with people calling her evil and a couple saying she was possessed and deserved to be euthanized. It's nice seeing people express empathy and kindness for this girl.

  • @JayUk94
    @JayUk94 2 роки тому +61

    If you see her now she has fully changed her life around and is a wonderful gentle and caring woman! Her whole story had me shook and in tears the tears started when I saw what she like now how she turned it all around and is now helping others

    • @sarai373
      @sarai373 2 роки тому +2

      Sometimes when you watch these shows/documentaries you feel like you need grief and pain counseling or therapy because it's so heartbreaking to know what children like Jon and Beth go through. It really is tough. The tears really flow.

  • @justjosie8963
    @justjosie8963 Рік тому +24

    The rebirthing "therapist" and adoptive mother are horrifying, and BOTH killers are walking free now, while the innocent 10year old child is STILL dead. 😥 God help help us who walk the same planet as this species.

    • @americanagothic7851
      @americanagothic7851 Рік тому +1

      What happened to that poor girl really makes my heart hurt. I can’t wrap my head around it.

    • @reginamills6137
      @reginamills6137 Рік тому

      It makes me sick!

  • @aliciamarie9704
    @aliciamarie9704 2 роки тому +8

    Dr. Das has great energy. How he manages to give off so much positivity seems impossible for the subject matter. Individuals like him are great for the mental health field.

  • @chillichew5712
    @chillichew5712 2 роки тому +27

    My sister remembers an incident when she was 10 months old laying in her crib. Depends on the child, the trauma, and their retention of memories.

  • @annievvho
    @annievvho 2 роки тому +80

    You’re looking up the wrong name. Beth Thomas was adopted by Nancy Thomas from the treatment center she attended. Jonathan Tennent wasn’t. He stayed with Tim and Julie Tennent, the original adoptive parents, and you can find him by searching for that name. He’s on the Board for Isaiah House Treatment Center, and he’s a CPA.

    • @charzar17
      @charzar17 2 роки тому +13

      Good detective work. Is there confirmation you have the right man?

    • @heatherhall8706
      @heatherhall8706 2 роки тому +1

      Thanks for the information. I didn't know that.

    • @sharcam2010
      @sharcam2010 2 роки тому

      That Timothy Tennent who uploaded the picture of Jonathan is not the Tim from this story. If you look at the picture you will see 0 resemblance to the Tim from the documentary

    • @SacredWaves
      @SacredWaves 2 роки тому +9

      I heard they all changed their names to keep anonymity. It's possible. Wouldn't be the first like this to change their names to keep the public from knowing who they are. We never know they change their name. We assume it stays the same as the story.

  • @anastasiana5157
    @anastasiana5157 Рік тому +2

    Once you heal from your trauma, and you know the monster inside you, heal it with love, the amount of love and compassion you have for others is immeasurable.

  • @ekuachrist
    @ekuachrist 2 роки тому +32

    Shows the power of love these parents had for their child. Today, some people will call her adoptive parents tactics abusive but look how it completely changed the trajectory of her life. You could even see the difference in her eyes at the end of the documentary.

  • @Iznessmaurer
    @Iznessmaurer 2 роки тому +15

    The thing I really admire, respect and value incredibly highly about Dr Das is his apparent lack of arrogance. It’s so refreshing and a relief, and it gives me a sense of hope and trust in psychiatrists more broadly

  • @jen8379
    @jen8379 2 роки тому +18

    I’m very inspired and encouraged by Beth’s honesty and willingness to discuss her life, personality and childhood behaviours. What a brave soul…. Even as a child she is frank and open and this is carried through to her adult life. It is this ability to share that enables us to gain understanding.

  • @TanjiroKamadoDSC
    @TanjiroKamadoDSC Рік тому +116

    I'm almost certain that if it weren't for her foster parents and the support she had, she would've ended up a serial killer.

    • @hendrikdebruin4012
      @hendrikdebruin4012 Рік тому

      Did you watch the entire video?

    • @TanjiroKamadoDSC
      @TanjiroKamadoDSC Рік тому +4

      @@hendrikdebruin4012 Yeah.

    • @mariawest250
      @mariawest250 Рік тому +1

      Una hermosa serial killer claro que los asesinos seriales la mayoría son hombres pero se ha visto algunos casos como la wuornos asesina serial

    • @mariawest250
      @mariawest250 Рік тому

      Me alegro mucho por ti Beth y por john también, uds eran unos niños bellos y ahora eres una chica joven muy guapa imagino que john debe ser muy guapo, que DS los bendiga a ambos y también a sus padres adoptivos para que siempre sean una familia feliz

    • @hendrikdebruin4012
      @hendrikdebruin4012 Рік тому +7

      @@TanjiroKamadoDSC Then you would have seen how dysfunctional the mother ended up - actually condoning and perhaps using harmful therapy practices on children. I doubt that she received the correct support - how she ended up was just due to her resilience and introspective therapy if you ask me.

  • @TreasureHuntingNana
    @TreasureHuntingNana 2 роки тому +22

    I always thought Beth was a beautiful child and she is now a beautiful adult... The pain with in this innocent child showed in a way she was unable to understand or control. Beth, from the bottom of my heart, I am so sorry for what you and your siblings had to go through. I thank God that you found the parents to help you.

  • @rachelhutchinson663
    @rachelhutchinson663 2 роки тому +49

    Beth had an amazing care team and is a miracle story. She did the most and hardest work and wanted to feel better. Great job Beth, thank you so much for spreading awareness ❤️