That moment you hear a song that sounds like the guy you locked in a room in the house you built to lock away the old you in your brain. This was me as my son was about to be born 8 years ago struggling with an auto immune disease among many other things like not having the money at the time to pay for treatment, meds..etc..I believe it was the realization that my son will need me to guide him to a better life and try to not let him make the mistakes I made, that helped something click in my head that i needed to find a way to get help by any means and fix myself to be there for my son and now wife. I now have my own successful business and my wife is an NP but I cant help but to not become complacent as I still have my disease and anything can happen and I could lose it all in a minute. I hope you are in a better place now as well Joshua..thats my first name as well.
For all of you who carry those emotions within them, keep on fighting, keep on dreaming, and learn to forgive yourself and others. You are more powerful than you can even imagine, look for love inside you, and let it crush all the demons that are haunting you. We, men of XXI century, are weak, and we have to admit that to ourselves. It's the whole apparatus that is here in this world in order to tame us, but don't let them tame you. Fight for your truth, and let it make you a warrior, you're not alone, and you're powerful.
Literally stayed up waiting for this to drop. It’s even better than I thought it would be and I’ve been obsessed since I first heard it on tik tok. Thank you for this. You’re going to be an amazing father💜
too late now for you to not be good enough. you're all she's got, you have to be the best you can be so she ends up better off than you. all there is to it.
Truthfully I wish the best for all the fathers out there struggling, thinking they aren't doing a good enough job. We all are doing our best and that's all we can do, keep doing that, even when it doesn't feel like enough
Here because of the collab with Citizen Soldier... one of the most diverse and unique voices I've heard in a minute. Truly inspiring to a vocalist who's influenced by many different vocalists. You sound like what's in my head. Lyrically amazing, but the mesh of styles in your vocals is what grabbed me intially. Just all around one of the most phenomenal artists I've heard in a hot minute. I subbed immediately.
This hit so hard, and I relate so much, you got this bro and I hope the recovery and healing process is swift for you, it never normally is but either way you'll get there bro, and we all got your back 🖤 stay strong🖤 stay safe 🖤 and most importantly stay yourself 🖤
0:37 A little over a week ago I attempted suicide, but before I completely went through with it 3 of my friends texted me and talked me out of it, I credit them for saving my life, they have always been there for me and I know they always will
Through the years there have been so many artists that I have called my favorite, but you are by far the one I have loved the most. You truly are the best musician keep up the amazing work!
*Lyrics* Highs and lows are all I know. I don't wanna be a fucked up father. Therapy is good to me, but I still can't seem to fix my trauma. And now I'm terrified that you're just out there. Watching me when I can't breathe, and; I need someone to break the panic. Dodging me; to fill the needs of somebody with a faith less damaged. And I'm terrified that I'm on my own here. So, I need you to let me know. Cause as far as I can tell. I can't save myself. I can't make friends with my emotions; All they do is leave me broken. So help. Am I talking to myself? I need someone to hold me steady when my thoughts become too heavy. Someone to try, to fix this mind of mine. Who the hell have I become? Counting hours in between my doses; A jaded man with shaky hands, holding onto what he can't let go of. And I'm terrified that I'm holy ghosted. I just need you to show me that you're real. Cause, as far as I can tell. I can't save myself. I can't make friends with my emotions; All they do is leave me broken. So help. Am I talking to myself? I need someone to hold me steady. Someone to fix this mind of mine. (mind.) Mind of mine. (mind.) Mind of mine, yeah. A mind that left me on- (mind-) the floor and shaking. Scared to death- (mind-) and suffocating. God, I think I'm running out of time; to make it right. (mind.) And fix this mind of mine. Highs and lows are all I know. I don't wanna be a fucked up father.
This is amazing. Keep it up.! All of your music almost feels like you've pulled it right out of everybody here's minds. Thank you for saying what I couldn't.
This song takes my breath, honestly you're voice is beautiful. The highs & the lows. I just can't stop listening to this & i know my neighbours will probably not appreciate hearing you all day tomorrow but 🤷🏽♀️ Looking forward to hearing more, blessings from the UK.
Best vocal work You've done! It's a pity the song is so short. Amazing work dude! Lyrics hit harder when we know your story and what you've been through. Hope You get well m8!
My daughter is 12. We started having problems around 7 yo when she started to really develop signs of ADHD and Anxiety. I was under a lot of stress with my wife, work, and seeing my daughter change in ways I didn't understand at the time. I was short tempered and said things that hurt her in ways I didn't realize at the time. I have made so many mistakes that have damaged my relationship and am trying so hard to be better. This song hits hard as hell to me. I've caused pain to my child that I wish I could take away, and would give anything to take back. I hope I can repair what has been damaged. To all father's out there. We all make mistakes, but be aware of yourself and be willing to face your failures and own them. You will learn and you can make things better. I'm on the uptrend now, But still battling hurdles with my child's issues and trying to keep my own demon's at bay. It's tough my fellow dad's, but at the end of the day show your child the love at every moment you can, and stay vigilant in the hard times. YOU GOT THIS!!
I have panic attacks immense anxiety…my body goes numb and tingles… it started about 3 years ago…at times I wish there was a god but I know better. I’m going to be a father next month and this helps me feel I’m not alone…thank you.
Hi LoSpirit, I saw the short on Facebook for this song. On it, you write it's a plea to God to help you with stability before your son is born. I'm not sure the timeliness of things for you in life, bit I felt as though I should say a little piece. God is always there, he is always watching. He wants you to know that everything will be alright if you put your faith in him, and invite him into your soul. Things will be rough, but through him all things can be accomplished. He wants you to know that you are loved, no matter the faults in your heart. Forgiveness is the first step to acceptance. You must forgive yourself. He wants you to walk with him, and speak to him. And when you wait for your reply, to listen with your heart. I hope all is well for you and your family, my love from Michigan.
I love this song so much Lo. Im currently in the process of working on my mental and physical health and when I got the sneak peak of this from tiktok man it literally had me in tears. Thank you for this song.
Mate this is incredible! So bloody powerful, so passionate, so beautiful! I've listened to this an unhealthy amount of times because it's just that freaking good. You've got this bro. You're on a wonderful path and an incredible journey. You're going to be a great father! 🙏
I hope God comes in clut for you man this song feels more like a prayer then a vent of emotions. May u be the father your child needs and I hope even if u still have ptsd at their birth u will be heald in jesus name😊🥰✊
As someone who is a 21 y/o male who has found the true love of his life yet has gone through mental health systems inflict such horrid acts in malpractice as a young teenager who couldn’t leave if i tried. I want to have children and love my girlfriend that I plan to wed with every bit of certainty in my body but if only there was a way that I can truly let go the feeling of possibly breaking in the midst of parenthood. I relate to this song wholeheartedly and I dont plan to have children till my early 30s since I wish to cherish making memories just me and her first before the task of parenthood to have experience in life before we try. I guess thats why I feel a bit of security now and in hope that when I feel ready will be the right time. And whatever higher power is out there, whether it be god/s or fate talking to me, I want to be certain that the right time has come.
I've listened to this a lot but it really did me in this time. All I've been doing is trying to fix my mind. My emotions don't break me, they're already broken and I'm left just trying to fix it.
I am crying like a damn baby… I have had this exact same conversation with god for two years since my mother died and this dropped almost exactly on the anniversary of her death 😫😭
Wow seen a Facebook post of you and the song you made for your child and had to give you a listen I relate with so much of lyrics ❤ I’m sorry for what you had to go through what helps me is I have a picture of the age I was when the abuse started next to my bed I chose to love her everyday
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That moment you hear a song that sounds like the guy you locked in a room in the house you built to lock away the old you in your brain. This was me as my son was about to be born 8 years ago struggling with an auto immune disease among many other things like not having the money at the time to pay for treatment, meds..etc..I believe it was the realization that my son will need me to guide him to a better life and try to not let him make the mistakes I made, that helped something click in my head that i needed to find a way to get help by any means and fix myself to be there for my son and now wife. I now have my own successful business and my wife is an NP but I cant help but to not become complacent as I still have my disease and anything can happen and I could lose it all in a minute. I hope you are in a better place now as well Joshua..thats my first name as well.
He died?
@@cadenallen6776 No, I meant better place as in mentally. I guess I could have worded it differently.
@@Cr4sh0v3rRide oh my bad
I hope he makes this a single❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Goodluck to you brother and your family
For all of you who carry those emotions within them, keep on fighting, keep on dreaming, and learn to forgive yourself and others. You are more powerful than you can even imagine, look for love inside you, and let it crush all the demons that are haunting you. We, men of XXI century, are weak, and we have to admit that to ourselves. It's the whole apparatus that is here in this world in order to tame us, but don't let them tame you. Fight for your truth, and let it make you a warrior, you're not alone, and you're powerful.
Literally stayed up waiting for this to drop. It’s even better than I thought it would be and I’ve been obsessed since I first heard it on tik tok. Thank you for this. You’re going to be an amazing father💜
x2! Did the number 100th like, hope go see this at 1,000,000 like soon
It's to legit to quit
Same!!!!
same totally , need more
I just had my daughter. I have been diagnosed with PTSD and worried even now I won't be good enough. Love this song. You got this!
too late now for you to not be good enough. you're all she's got, you have to be the best you can be so she ends up better off than you. all there is to it.
You are good enough as you are. I believe you'll be a good father
The raw emotion is what really gets to me in this song. Absolutely masterful!
The reason Lo Spirit is so dang good is he FUSES so much emotion into his lyrics.
Truthfully I wish the best for all the fathers out there struggling, thinking they aren't doing a good enough job. We all are doing our best and that's all we can do, keep doing that, even when it doesn't feel like enough
This might be the best song i've heard in years. When it ended i was left staring att the screen thinking "........yepp". I feel you bro.
These Emotions... I feel every inch of pain in this, and it speaks out of my mind... Eyes closed and listen to this masterpiece!
why aren’t you famous already?
these songs are literally pure gold for our ears!!!
Here because of the collab with Citizen Soldier... one of the most diverse and unique voices I've heard in a minute. Truly inspiring to a vocalist who's influenced by many different vocalists. You sound like what's in my head.
Lyrically amazing, but the mesh of styles in your vocals is what grabbed me intially.
Just all around one of the most phenomenal artists I've heard in a hot minute. I subbed immediately.
Same reason I'm here. Discovered a new relatable artist
We should LIke & Comment to this song before it hits a million views 🖤
This hit so hard, and I relate so much, you got this bro and I hope the recovery and healing process is swift for you, it never normally is but either way you'll get there bro, and we all got your back 🖤 stay strong🖤 stay safe 🖤 and most importantly stay yourself 🖤
0:37 A little over a week ago I attempted suicide, but before I completely went through with it 3 of my friends texted me and talked me out of it, I credit them for saving my life, they have always been there for me and I know they always will
your voice compliments the emotions of the lyrics very well. i feel your heart dude.
Holy shit dude. The raw emotion in this is tangible.
Through the years there have been so many artists that I have called my favorite, but you are by far the one I have loved the most. You truly are the best musician keep up the amazing work!
*Lyrics*
Highs and lows are all I know.
I don't wanna be a fucked up father.
Therapy is good to me, but I still can't seem to fix my trauma.
And now I'm terrified that you're just out there.
Watching me when I can't breathe, and; I need someone to break the panic.
Dodging me; to fill the needs of somebody with a faith less damaged.
And I'm terrified that I'm on my own here.
So, I need you to let me know.
Cause as far as I can tell.
I can't save myself.
I can't make friends with my emotions;
All they do is leave me broken.
So help.
Am I talking to myself?
I need someone to hold me steady when my thoughts become too heavy.
Someone to try, to fix this mind of mine.
Who the hell have I become?
Counting hours in between my doses;
A jaded man with shaky hands, holding onto what he can't let go of.
And I'm terrified that I'm holy ghosted.
I just need you to show me that you're real.
Cause, as far as I can tell.
I can't save myself.
I can't make friends with my emotions;
All they do is leave me broken.
So help.
Am I talking to myself?
I need someone to hold me steady.
Someone to fix this mind of mine. (mind.)
Mind of mine. (mind.)
Mind of mine, yeah.
A mind that left me on- (mind-) the floor and shaking.
Scared to death- (mind-) and suffocating.
God, I think I'm running out of time; to make it right. (mind.)
And fix this mind of mine.
Highs and lows are all I know.
I don't wanna be a fucked up father.
Josh , you've saved my life more than once with your music. Thank you
This is amazing. Keep it up.! All of your music almost feels like you've pulled it right out of everybody here's minds. Thank you for saying what I couldn't.
Thank you for making this song and sharing what goes on in your head, with us.
Please take care.
This song hit me so hard as a single father with PTSD and depression thank you LO Spirit
This is incredible...want to hear his testimony
only a matter of time until he blows up in music
This song takes my breath, honestly you're voice is beautiful. The highs & the lows. I just can't stop listening to this & i know my neighbours will probably not appreciate hearing you all day tomorrow but 🤷🏽♀️ Looking forward to hearing more, blessings from the UK.
The raw emotion that you bring into your vocals brings out the story in the lyrics. Love love love thank you Lo ❤
❤️🎼❤️🎶❤️🎤❤️🎧❤️🇺🇸❤️🇦🇺❤️
Give it time. With music like this and our help you'll be famous in a blink. This song felt special, enough to make me write this.
I'm sure he appreciates your kind words but fame only brings more damage and destruction. Be careful what you wish for.
Your voice is so powerful and chilling I don’t think anyone could dislike this.
Angasss🔥🔥🔥🔥
"i just need you to show me that you are real" hit deep and this song is helping me through my grief 🙏
I love his voice, so much depth and meaning when he sings
I'm in tears.
Best vocal work You've done! It's a pity the song is so short. Amazing work dude! Lyrics hit harder when we know your story and what you've been through. Hope You get well m8!
Can someone extend the part near 1:50 where he says "Mind of mine" in the melody tone? It's way too GOD TIER!
If learn how I'll tryyy
Very vulnerable. Love this so much.
Lo Spirit, God hasn't forsaken you, a guilty voice shouts to defend itself. That's not God's voice, that's Satan.
It's hard to make it by ones self, we are not designed to be alone as we are all interconnected. Hi and low, ebb and flow
Your literally the best artist I’ve ever heard I’ll never forget you! And you will be an awesome, cool father! You got this! I love this song too!❤😂
Gotcha. C'mon baby you got this. Bring IT!!!! YOU COME ALL THE WAY! YOU HEAR ME? DONT YOU STOP! GOTCHA BABY WRAPPED SAVED LOVED. ALIVE!!! SHHHH
Dude Just Found Your Music Through Citizens Soldier. I was Worth listening too.
My daughter is 12. We started having problems around 7 yo when she started to really develop signs of ADHD and Anxiety. I was under a lot of stress with my wife, work, and seeing my daughter change in ways I didn't understand at the time. I was short tempered and said things that hurt her in ways I didn't realize at the time. I have made so many mistakes that have damaged my relationship and am trying so hard to be better.
This song hits hard as hell to me. I've caused pain to my child that I wish I could take away, and would give anything to take back. I hope I can repair what has been damaged.
To all father's out there. We all make mistakes, but be aware of yourself and be willing to face your failures and own them. You will learn and you can make things better. I'm on the uptrend now, But still battling hurdles with my child's issues and trying to keep my own demon's at bay.
It's tough my fellow dad's, but at the end of the day show your child the love at every moment you can, and stay vigilant in the hard times. YOU GOT THIS!!
so much talent!!!
Takes a lot for me to cry and this song definitely did that..
This song is AMAZING! This is my anthem right now. Thank you for writing this beautiful song.
Literally waited and so happy to finally here this
This song hits hard. Homerun, as always. Keep it up Lo!
I have panic attacks immense anxiety…my body goes numb and tingles… it started about 3 years ago…at times I wish there was a god but I know better. I’m going to be a father next month and this helps me feel I’m not alone…thank you.
This song is my favorite track Lo Spirit has and it twists my soul everytime. Every line just fucking hits home. Bravo.
This song is so powerful! I literally can't listen to it without tearing up. Sending so much love and support!
I’m a fucked up father. Can’t save myself but im glad I found this…. Don’t feel so alone! Thanks bro!
Hi LoSpirit, I saw the short on Facebook for this song. On it, you write it's a plea to God to help you with stability before your son is born. I'm not sure the timeliness of things for you in life, bit I felt as though I should say a little piece. God is always there, he is always watching. He wants you to know that everything will be alright if you put your faith in him, and invite him into your soul. Things will be rough, but through him all things can be accomplished. He wants you to know that you are loved, no matter the faults in your heart. Forgiveness is the first step to acceptance. You must forgive yourself. He wants you to walk with him, and speak to him. And when you wait for your reply, to listen with your heart. I hope all is well for you and your family, my love from Michigan.
This is the best song I have even heard omg. Myself with PTSD this hits hard.
I was excited for this. Combat vet and this song hits home. Thank you
Amazing
another amazing song buddy, you got talent. i hope becoming a father does all the right things for you
your voice 🥺😍 oh lord
I love this song so much Lo. Im currently in the process of working on my mental and physical health and when I got the sneak peak of this from tiktok man it literally had me in tears. Thank you for this song.
Dude holy shit! That‘s instantly my favorite music. 🔥
Brought tears to my eyes. Hearing something you’ve internalized has a powerful effect.
Thank you for saying what so many of us only feel.
So glad I subscribed to this channel! Love it!
If this is a therapy project, it's a goddamn beautiful one. Your voice is fucking amazing.
Mate this is incredible! So bloody powerful, so passionate, so beautiful! I've listened to this an unhealthy amount of times because it's just that freaking good. You've got this bro. You're on a wonderful path and an incredible journey. You're going to be a great father! 🙏
Holy shit man .. I felt this song in my bones
Beautiful
This song touches my soul. I've listened to it about 10 times today. Probably my favorite song right now.
Just found you guys and good
lord what have i been missing thank you so much ..
Beautiful💔💔💔
Going through a tough time this music makes me feel peace for once in a long while knowing other people feel the same
I kept checking to see if it had dropped! I'm so happy with how it came out! Beautiful.
Your music is amazing bro. One of my new favorite artists.
I hope God comes in clut for you man this song feels more like a prayer then a vent of emotions. May u be the father your child needs and I hope even if u still have ptsd at their birth u will be heald in jesus name😊🥰✊
Yet another song i feel in my bones. You never cease to amaze me
Good voice!!
Gosh damnit. I love this!
The hype før the søng (limit) featuring citizen soldier is sø much møre real I need møre!
Your voice is amazing. Been dealing with PTSD for a long time and can relate to your music. Makes a tear appear and a heart fill warm.
as somone who has always been scared of letting my daughter down because of my mental health and addictions this is deep for me...
I LOVE IT this is what i need
It's the raw emotion that gets me and I relate so much god damnnnn I wanna screammmm
Wow this voice❤
I now know my soul is understood
this song gets stuck in my head every day i am a father of a 4 month it gets better once you have that little person
WOW, i have chill everytime i listen!
Really good job for another amazing song, beautiful voice and lyrics 🙌💯 Perfection as always 🖤💙
Was binge listening earlier and now a new release!
i love this song, hugs from brazil guys!
Wow🤩
Awesome song great lyrics good job
As someone who is a 21 y/o male who has found the true love of his life yet has gone through mental health systems inflict such horrid acts in malpractice as a young teenager who couldn’t leave if i tried. I want to have children and love my girlfriend that I plan to wed with every bit of certainty in my body but if only there was a way that I can truly let go the feeling of possibly breaking in the midst of parenthood. I relate to this song wholeheartedly and I dont plan to have children till my early 30s since I wish to cherish making memories just me and her first before the task of parenthood to have experience in life before we try. I guess thats why I feel a bit of security now and in hope that when I feel ready will be the right time. And whatever higher power is out there, whether it be god/s or fate talking to me, I want to be certain that the right time has come.
Hours have I only just now discovered your music?!?!
You popped up on my Instagram feed and I don't know what I've been doing so long without your voice inside of my soul
Just wow. Dude it’s like as if someone is reading my mind and everything I’m going through. Crazy, I thought I was the only one.
Absolutely mind blowing voice! Man you are going to be huge! I can not wait to see you grow!
love this song!
This just way too good......😍🔥🔥🤌
I've listened to this a lot but it really did me in this time. All I've been doing is trying to fix my mind. My emotions don't break me, they're already broken and I'm left just trying to fix it.
🔥🤘🔥
I am crying like a damn baby… I have had this exact same conversation with god for two years since my mother died and this dropped almost exactly on the anniversary of her death 😫😭
Wow seen a Facebook post of you and the song you made for your child and had to give you a listen I relate with so much of lyrics ❤ I’m sorry for what you had to go through what helps me is I have a picture of the age I was when the abuse started next to my bed I chose to love her everyday
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
I've been waiting for this song to drop since I first saw it on TikTok, absolutely love your voice, you'll get to where you're going king