Some of us only hurt so badly because the world today isn't meant for people with heart. The new world is cruel and hateful. Those of us that still care get ran through the dirt strictly for somebody's enjoyment and entertainment. Having a heart nowadays is both a blessing and a curse
I hate to tell you but it doesn't get better. It doesn't get any easier. Skin gets only so thick. I'm well enough old to know. But sweetheart it's that one same shred of hope that you find that one who connects to you like you do to them. What's the alternative? Live miserable? Settle for less than you deserve? Give up? Nah girl one day at a time and the right one will make that effort one day.
With the depression I'm currently battling daily, this just puts it to music. Absolutely amazing song. Nobody knows exactly how dark my thoughts are thanks to my wonderful fake acting fine act. But this right here, WOW!
I feel you every day is fight I live OCD just wishing to be normal music is my way out of my thoughts just for the moment we just have to battle it out!!
Wasnt in an abusive relationship just one where she decided she didnt love me anymore. Its amazing that no matter what they guy is the villian. And you see just how much nobody cares about you
I am only 16 and this song hits home because of everything I have been through. Family trouble wich ended up with father in prison and living with my mum, bullying in highschool, toxic friends and to many toxic relationships to count. I now have anxiety, depression and suffer from not only trauma but ticks. I'm slowly recovering but i just feel empty sometimes and that just hurts.
I watched my mindless life flash before me as I listened to this. It’s that moment you realize your core is empty and you’ve become a shell of someone you used to know. When you’re living each day waiting to go home to a place you can’t remember in this lifetime and praying you never have to come back to this place or this humaneness.
I spent my whole life trying to figure out who I am and why the world hated me. Why I went through some devastating, heart breaking, soul crushing things and so I started reading the Bible. I started praying because what else do I have to lose? At this point I am full of hope and the world is less cruel when I am loved unconditionally by God. That unconditional love for us give me peace of mind because no one is perfect but God doesn't make mistakes, so we are all perfect. In all his glory I have purpose and I know who I am. What do I gain from being a good person? Is it far more than holding onto the hell I've created where I suffer endlessly until I wanna die. If I'm wrong what do I lose? But what if I'm right?
My mom passed and all my family members have left me alone. The only one who’s here is my kids dad🥲 i feel so isolated and alone. But he’s the only person who stays. He’s my best friend but worst enemy . When you compare yourself and constantly fight for love in a world of narcissist or even a sociopath be prepared to stand on your own. Be prepared to watch them disappear because that’s all they do they don’t know love or how to I’ll prepare myself . They victims blame it’s all they know. God for bid if you leave them if you disappear for their actions and how they treat you you there are repercussions her that they repercussions for when they leave social pass in specially, so be prepared to know that you are going to be alone, so make sure you find people that aren’t social path. I have empathy that believe in God that are there for you. Love yourself take care of yourself and don’t forget that thelord is here.
I would push the reset button but I don't want to play again and I'm after there isn't a power off option so I'm stuck in the game until it finally ends for me sadly at 46 I have a feeling it's only going to get worse I'm already in physical pain that only seems to subside while I'm asleep and the moment I wake it seems intensified I can't imagine it getting any better unfortunately I'm certain it is only going to get worse and worse and I could endure that but the emotional pain that seems to just be repeating no matter what I do differently is unbearable.
@@crazycraig1978I have lived with physical pain (and the resulting emotional stress and anxiety) from permanent nerve damage in my jaw for close to 40 years now. It was caused by a negligent surgeon while doing a routine dental implant. I have been going to a pain management center (given morphine) since it happened, as well as taking a prescription sleeping pill 💊 every night. I no longer awaken in pain, have disrupted, lack of quality sleep. My days are also pain free - IF I take the med’s at exactly the same time, and not late! Maybe finding a similar specialist could help you? 🤔 Just a suggestion.
When you reach this stage there's no one who can help you because the emptiness takes over and nothing matters no pain no sorrow no love no hope I just don't care about anything.
Every day, every man struggles with absolute contempt and depression and still expects to provide,protect and other necessity for there family without complaint or appreciation!!
@raquellugo5428 I must tell you, you are not alone. What helps me is to think in terms of my eternity. Just skip the world and know you will be going to face God. I suffer from Chronic fatigue syndrome. It's a terrible thing to live with. I just know God tests. But the devil wants you to be weak. Be strong in and tell Satan where he needs to go. May peace.dill you heart and total peace. Sorry if this doesn't help, but I have chronic. I
Sometimes I wish I hadn't been born. But God has a plan for you. He will replace your hurts with His his holy spirit and love. Hang on, you will be free in Jesus!
Pray, talk to Jesus and invite Him into your life. We are designed to be lonely without Him. Try it let me know how it goes. There's a reason millions call him Saviour.
This song really hits hard. As someone who suffers from severe major depressive disorder, it hits it all. You feel everything while feeling nothing at all. You want to be noticed, but also not noticed at all. The constant contradiction in my mind makes me restless. This is my misery.
For everyone who feels this, you're not alone. We're in this together, stay strong. We'll look back at this as just a chapter in our lives that made us the champions we will be.
Lies, yea I am alone, and nobody's in this together were all divided and against each other. I'm tired of hearing this same lie it's getting played out.
Last 3 unemployed years of my life, the extreme loss of self ,no friends calling to just let me hear something of what I was, this world demands extremely durable souls and realisations we all need to come to terms with regarding our battles,I am weaker now but stronger, for HOPE is truelly not just a word.
I want to share my story after listening to this song like it's my anthem for life since it came out a couple of years ago. I've struggled with my mental health and have been ruined by too many people. It made me feel like I was worth nothing in the eyes of everyone. Through all of those fucked up memories, I've healed and am at complete peace. This song changed me while I fought through my depression. This resonates within me at a level with me that is scary real. It's rare that anything could shake me to my core. Thank you my dudes for helping me find my purpose in life.
100% making a cover of this, but it'll never compare to what you dudes have gifted us. It would make my day to jam with you dudes. I'll play along anyways. You've impacted my life and changed it for the better
"I've healed and am at complete peace." That makes my heart smile! I agree; this song most definitely has healing properties. Belting out the lyrics at the world soothes the soul. Jensen is a true artist. Grateful for his music!!
I lost my nephew 3 years ago. I have been battling severe depression for 20 yrs, about a year ago I was diagnosed with bi-polar and I am a recovering addict. We had a balloon release for my nephew a week ago as I’m sitting there, AirPods in, still trying to be in the moment from understanding why he left us. He had so much talent, this song came on my playlist. He spoke to me for the rest of my evening, spiritually letting me know he is still here with me, fighting through my battle. I cry when I hear this knowing I am not alone. I love you and you are not alone.
Amen some of us lost a lot but we have victory. Childhood neglect abuse death from crime and loss around us. Depression mental disease self medicating too. Best to turn and boldly face your demons dragons. And with God's help you heal.
Love to read all the comments. Makes me feel im not alone here with my sadness, hopelesness, depression, suicide thoughts and struggle i go through.. i Can’t even remember a time where i didn’t struggle.. i feel so alone sometimes in this world with all that hurtfull disloyalty, cheating, lies, trustissues, fights, unhealthy body, alcoholic parent etc. Everything is just against me.. i feel so mentally breaked Down.. thanks for put this song out. That Wall i have put up and everything,. It puts words on my feelings
You aren’t alone in this life or world and you matter more then you know!! You aren’t alone I went though it to and I got thought it and so can you your battles every day are being fighting by Jesus he died for you and he faced it all on the cross for you!! Killing your self won’t end the pain listen to me please!! Girl it well just send you to hell and Jesus don’t want that for you he has big things for you!! This my story from 13 to 15 I fought depression mine was spiritual it wade me down and it was getting worse!! In 2021 I had lost a lot of weight I wasn’t eating surfing from anorexia and what I thought was the end god said it’s the beginning of your journey!! God is close to the broken-hearted and save’s those who are crushed in spirit!! Psalm:318 on may 23rd I got baptized in the name of Jesus and I felt everything leave I was born again and everything I had ever done got washed away!! I had to let god heal my broken spirit and I had to let go of things!! We have to be careful what we do or listen to because it’s all spiritual stuff behind it! Depression is a spirit from hell don’t let it break you it can leave today! Jesus can give you peace and set you free from sin and depression!! Your chains well fall and you well be free repent and get baptized in the name of Jesus give your life to him and let him change it because his love is so incredible and so strong his love for you is like waves that’s how strong his love is for you Jeanette!! You are so beautiful and don’t ever let people tell you different you don’t belong to this world you belong to Jesus! And he is a life changer and savior he wants us to be free from sin and he wants us to like him you can do all things though Christ!! Please just give your life to god start small and he well guide you!! He loves you and is waiting for you to come to him ❤️ god bless you sis I love you and you can get though it because I did you have a testimony and god well deliver you he is the only hope 🙏 he is coming back soon and we have to get ready!!! He is always there fighting for you he is fighting 247 hours a day stay strong and I pray that god gives you hope and hopefully this helps you god bless
If you want to know how to end most of your depression, just help those who can't help themselves, volunteer somewhere. You will grow in ways you never knew was possible.
You just got your driver's license and was so happy. Now at 18 , you got in a horrific crash and God took you away after being in hospital for weeks. My heart is so broken. You were such a beautiful person. RIP Chris
She was the woman of my dreams but she didn't feel that way i tried everything to get her back, took my heart and my spine putting me down like i was not enough broke up with me the same day she start talking with another guy, 1 month later they are together, yet here i am still can't sleep, lifeless and with dark thoughts and it doesn't seem to stop.
Life is pain. Because if it wasn't you wouldn't learn. Living comes with a price . You must sacrifice yourself to love others. Your time is finite. But because it is. It's precious. You have worth. Don't forget.
I feel like you have put my PTSD symptoms to music. One moment can literally reroute your brain and your entire life from then on. I wish I had the power to heal anyone that relates to this song. I just want to reach through my monitor and hug the singer. Thank you for helping me to not feel so alone in this struggle.
Great song heartfelt!! "Life is a game I don't wanna play, it played me Lost in my ways, I'm lost and afraid and angry Nobody help me" reflects the very emotions you bottle and hide with a smile
Wow! This sure describes everything I’m going through with most everyone that’s written a comment. I’ve had a life time of daily sabotage. Husband & his friend say: “Oh just let it all go”. Yeah right. Easier said than done. Then tomorrow is another surprise sabotage. My husband gets mad at me saying, “Oh. It’s something going on with you everyday.” Where’s his emotional support I wonder. He shuts down and can’t see his part in it. It’s been going on all of my life except for a small break when my kids were little. And now it’s sabotage day in and day out. I’m trying so hard give it all to God.🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 I don’t know why it’s so hard to do this time. Anxiety and depression sucks! My prayers go out to everyone that’s having problems. Try to get at least a little happy moment & let it grow from there. I just now thought of that concept and I’m going to try it myself and pray it works. Hugs to all of you. Wrap your arms around yourself and give yourselves a huge hug. You ARE worth it. I’m writing this through my tears. My husband & daughter treats me bad and I’m angry about it. I just walk away silently. Take care everyone. There’s a life time of sabotage I could write about, but it’d take days. My birthday is tomorrow so I might get treated decent for a day. Then back to not normal again, but I hope not. I hate that word sabotage. My phone has a mind of its own creating typos I fix over & over. So I hope this is readable .
Stumbled across this song completely by accident, I want to sympathise with you very much. It's hard when you need the support of your loved ones, you give your whole self and in return you get abusive behaviour and lack of attention. I myself have been experiencing mental dying for a year now, although I am only 21 years old, my mum says I am just young, although this condition persists and does not go away. I've lost a few friends due to my isolation, I don't communicate with my boyfriend and I don't care anymore as if I do, I'm fine in this state, even though I realise it's not normal. I went to university twice and dropped out twice. I am undecided about life, I live with bad thoughts, I wish I could just fall asleep and not wake up. I wish you all the best, my heart aches for anyone who is experiencing mental anguish, I really understand you. No one deserves what you are going through ❤ I hope I have written clearly, I just don't speak English. I hope my translator didn't let me down.
@@пьяныйморяк you are in your very early 20s. Please believe that your life will get better. A whole lot better. I will send prayers for you. Hug yourself. Feel love for yourself. These are for you to God. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 Life goes good and bad for so many people. You will feel better. I hope your interpreter tells you what this message says. Tell yourself that you are your boss and you are worth it. 🫶🏼
I've had to walk away from a 13 Yr marriage it was hard he betrayed me so bad it was this or suicide it was that bad .this music just brings it back home and my head back to reality, I know I've done the right thing step by step I will rebuild my life please 🙏 for me x
I am with you friend. I was in a disastrous marriage for 25yrs. that I had to step away from. Felt it was that or suicide. Nothing for me personally has really gotten easier since.. but in the course of my last 25yrs. I met the love of my lifetime. I knew him for only two months but in those precious moments I truly felt what real love was.. just a taste left me ever grateful to have even known it & I now retain the beauty of it all. Fast forward now, another 24yrs, since then.. & that man I’ve continued to love from a distance has just passed on. It has left an immeasurable chasm in my soul (even though I haven’t seen or spoken to him all that time). He remains my forever man, even now. Oh I have wanted to die.. oooh yeah I have.. but you know,, music has always been a useful catalyst that saved me in my moments of absolute despair.. that, along with serious prayer. So right now I am in the throes of listening to tons of music I’d shared alongside my forever man, much of which he played as a musician. I go back to moments we shared through music & I feel wrapped up warmly in it. So I say.. turn on the music that touches you & reaches into your heart down deep in your soul. Sob along, sing it out, shout it out, scream it out. Your feelings have to go somewhere. I turned to compiling about 20+ creations thus far that I hope my forever love & I can turn into songs one day, (if & when we meet again). May your mind find music as precious cathartic release.. & let it soothe your dear aching soul. If love is meant to be.. it will be. Set yourself free in the meantime.. even death is not the end where real love is concerned. Sometimes patience is our best friend. Praying that you will find your peace in life.. dying isn’t the answer🕊️
See…we think we are suffering alone and then you realize how many people are going through dark days/nights, crying alone, debating life….your not alone, so just know that, I don’t know when but I know one day you will look back and remember those days and how in the end it made not only stronger but full of compassion, and just maybe help save a life way down the line. ❤️🙏
I've never really listened to your music until today & each one resonates with me. I'm 52 & this is the loneliest I've ever felt & the ones I love the most doesn't give a d*mn. I'm slowly dying & hurting alone & each one of them keeps living as if I don't exist & that f'n hurts. I'm tired of hurting.
This song just resonates with the feelings of lonely and lost, and all the clashing emotions that come with that. I get that just from the way its sung, while at the same time somehow being so relaxing to listen to.
“You don’t know the h**l I’ve been through” is so vulnerable and painful that we can all use this phrase to explain ourselves. For me this is extremely true right now because of my ptsd with sexual assault and not being able to explain to others why I hate physical touch especially on my back or from behind. It’s to the point I had a ptsd attack last night because I felt I couldn’t tell the person no just like what happened back then. I relived the trauma in the moment I was touched and in my nightmare last night. I didn’t realize how easy it would be to be set back from all the progress I’ve made since my sexual assault. I pushed someone away I care about and haven’t told them why and I don’t mean to hurt them but I’m just too broken right now to do anything else.
This song can save lives RN I'm battling a battle with some one I thought I loved but they treat me like shit I left my family for this woman witch was a mistake bc it's been 3 years and still I struggle with being accused of cheating even tho I've done no wrong. She cheated one me when I was working 2 jobs I gave her everything but still I'm treated like dirt like I'm useless
I feel for you! I have a long long complicated history like many of us do. But never forget whose eye on you, like a sparrow, He loves you and cares so much! Take care, God bless you!
I found this song just over 2 years ago. At the beginning of the summer of 2022. I have depression and anxiety. A few weeks later my roommate overdosed. 7 weeks later my mother was dead from cancer. This song spoke everything I wanted to say that summer.
Dysautonomia. This song pierces my soul and makes me want to cry deeply. I feel like I truly dont know the struggle Im continuously facing. Thank you for existing while feeling your existence on this planet. I truly and deeply hope you always feel safe even when its difficult to. You are loved more then you probably realize. You are enough. Its safe to simply exist.
With the “im fine” act, this really sets the mood when people around you think what’s really not true about me. Finally, a song that helps me sleep through the night.
@@SandyF_trouble I believe it when I see it they been saying hes coming since they published the highest produced book of all time but I wasn't making a joke I don't know what kind of sins my ancestors could have done that would justify my life but I have no faith left in an all loving all forgiving God I think old testament God is the only one Jesus was probably some kind of time traveling magician who was really good at fooling people the fact that people believe in immaculate conception is very reasonable either she was sleeping with someone and didn't want to be stoned for getting pregnant outside of wedlock which is more common now than the way it was "supposed to be" my take on religion is it was just a way for men to take power from women in most cultures that aren't Christian its matriarchal because you have your mother's blood it only makes sense that only women can make children and without children the human race would be long since extinct, I believe in spirituality and I believe that some places have energy I wouldn't say god made them that way I think it is probably something to do with location and orbit and everything else but ever since I heard this simulation theory I have been thinking it's probably more realistic you still have your god or whatever he's just some computer geek or possibly AI, all I know is whatever it is has a sick twisted sense of humor, I pray for months that God brings me a woman who won't use and abuse me and then leave even when I accept it anyway and very soon after out of nowhere a friend of my cousins messaged me on Facebook and I was still hurting from my wife so I wasn't in any rush but she said everything I wanted to hear and I truly believed she was just like me and that she had been used and abused her entire life so I let my guards down and I thanked God for finally showing me that I wasn't the only one but it wasn't long after she knew I was hooked that she started playing a different tune but I have never given up on love, I have taken back people who stole from me to run off with other men appearing because of my horrible children I have been convinced I'm completely worthless I didn't even know that until this one started doing the exact same things my wife was doing before she left and she lost her engagement ring which she picked out and even after she lost it I let her convince me it must have come off the one time in 7 months but I knew in my heart and in my gut every single time she was cheating on me I don't know why I was cursed with that gift but I just wanted to believe that she was like me I don't even see other women when I'm with someone she used to be like look at that girl and I was always like what, I have just never been able to understand it but I recognize it in an instant she started talking about this guy at work and what a jerk he was and I knew then she had a thing for him or why would she even care and then she accidentally showed me someone else's dick pic and then tries to convince me it's mine like I haven't been looking at it for 46 years and when she knew I wasn't buying that she said it was a girlfriend of hers from high schools husband who had some issue whatever she isn't a nurse and as far as I know has no training that would qualify her to give advice on it but I just let that lie go in the pile with all the other oh the car I left the lights on and apparently couldn't answer my phone because it was dead although it is full charged now that I'm home 9 hours later than usual and it's not a big deal because it's only winter and I only have to drive over an hour away to work at this nonprofit place she was supposedly working I didn't look to see if it ever existed because I was already certain she was probably using a hookup app she goes to the bar with our female neighbor and tells her she's leaving me over a year before she left and apparently was all over every single man in the bar but the neighbor tells me so I asked her because I wanted to know and she lost her mind saying she was going to kill her for lying and she was probably just trying to sleep with me and on and on but I knew I was just hoping she would get it out of her system and be the person I met but instead she has a mental breakdown and is hospitalized for 45 days and then she gets out sleeps one night on the couch and decides she needs to go stay with her adult daughter several hundred miles away all this time I'm caring for her younger children and her job just had to be basically the entire time I had to spend with her outside of weekends but the nerves on her to say she thought I was just using her for sex while I paid every bill and forked out extra money so she could drive over an hour 1 way to volunteer while I got to do all the cooking and school work with the kids and everything else but I was using her once she started using the term projectionist I realized she had been projecting the sad part is I would probably still take her back because I miss them all it wasn't like losing a girlfriend it was my entire famiky that I had raised as my own for almost a decade and that is just my most recent ex my entire life has been a shit show I won't even get into the rest of the mess but the one time I put my faith in God I was sleeping with the devil it would be one thing but she texted me that she needed no contact and that she has always and will always love me and she was going to get herself together to finally be the woman I deserved because I told her everything she was the first person who I was ever completely myself with and I am still madly in love with her I fight myself every single day not to go to her apartment and grab her and hold her until she realizes just how much I love her but I also would punch her in the face if she was a dude for all the pain she has caused me I lost 75 lbs I didn't have to lose I don't even know when it happens one day I got out of the shower and saw myself in the mirror and I was a skeleton I am finally starting to put some weight back on but I had gotten down to what I weighed in middle school when I was a foot shorter I know it's my fault for not eating but I was fighting just to get to work and back, the guy I work for is a real decent person he was very understanding of course he heard from me about a lot of the stuff just because she kept making me think I was crazy for having these thoughts but when the only time you ever have car trouble with the car that I do all the maintenance on is typically Friday or Saturday night it's a little convenient I don't know I suppose it's a blessing that I am finally free of her sadly I'm sure if I wanted to I could prove it but what is the point she's gone and all that would do is hurt me more at least now I can still say I never caught her cheating like 100% proof like my ex wife who although I couldn't prove she was the fact she stole over 15k and wasted it all in a couple months staying in high class hotels with the guy she met online who ditched her the second she was out of money, I just can't understand why women would rather be with a piece of shít user who doesn't have a job than the guy who will do anything for her loves and supports her in anything she wants to do it's just one more reason I think I might already be in hell maybe I can't remember the life I lived that got me sent here otherwise I would be able to accept that I deserve it instead I am honest caring compassionate and very understanding even after you violate my trust I am forgiving and sympathetic to whatever made you feel like you that was what you had to do. And they still have to leave anyway I give up on love I would love to just give up on life but unfortunately I convinced myself a long time ago that resulted in restarting the game and I have gone through way too much to start at the beginning again.
Ive almost turned to drugs many times over..its all more the i can take at times..when the darkness comes i have no one to help me find the light again..the sadness..depression..loneliness etc is more then i can handle alone..i think drugs is my only way out..its only a matter of time before i start
I lost my little brother and each year it seems the struggle just gets harder to deal with but that I promise I promise I'm trying hits home. Sometimes I wonder how I made it through last week.
The part i love about this version, is that when you sing the chorus you sound like you're coming from a place of happiness, instead of looking for one.
U r so right no one know s what u have been through push through as hard as it is get to the other side u can do it even though u don’t see the light it’s. There just grab it and believe
This song is my life right now. I had to do some time and while I was locked up my brother was killed in an accident 2023 and 1 month before I got out my dad passed away and the day i arrived at the bus station the love of my life told me it was over. Trying to find the strength to keep going every day is more and more of a struggle.
I heard this song right after my son got arrested and 2 months after my mom passed. I have had 3 deaths (brother,dad,mom) in 3 1/2 years, sons arrest and our faithful dog. I am so overwhelmed with grief, sadness, anger., hatred, I came back to God to get me through everything. this song explains what I feel but noone knows they see me cry but then smile, laugh , joke and live but inside this is how i feel and look.
I heard this song last night for the first time and I’m so addicted to it!!! I could listen to this all day and never get sick of the raw emotion in these vocals!
That pain takes you in, makes you wonder but Hun you have something to fight for, your life, your soul to be happy. Not easy, nothing worth fighting for ever is but you will be able to do it.i know it.
Found this song 3 days ago and I know it word for word now. Not many artists can put out a song that the people can relate to in such a way that instead of just listening you feel the raw emotion coming from deep within the support from one another in this comment section make me feel not alone in this world of disappointment. Lifes not over yet for us and how everyone is lifting one another up give me hope that it wont be this way forever. Keep y'alls chins up and chest out and be proud cause we'll be on top soon
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The exact words my step dad said to my mum about my daughter. When he passed away I had to tell her that poppy has now passed away. The hardest heartbreaking thing to have to say to killarney. She was only 6. We lived with him. That pain is something that lives inside me and will never leave.
"I'm not could i'm empty" literally how i feel daily Bpd, bipolar disorder and many other mental illnesses I fall apart nightly only too wake up and do it all over again
I just found this song yesterday. I live with PTSD depression and anxiety. This song is great. I act fine on the outside but it’s hell on the inside. So I turn to music and this has become my new favorite. Thanks so much!!❤
That is a soul crying out for the presence of God, because it does not know the truth and the life, which is Jesus, only he fills that emptiness that we feel.🥺💗
Some of us only hurt so badly because the world today isn't meant for people with heart. The new world is cruel and hateful. Those of us that still care get ran through the dirt strictly for somebody's enjoyment and entertainment. Having a heart nowadays is both a blessing and a curse
@dezaray4205 amen.
I hate to tell you but it doesn't get better. It doesn't get any easier. Skin gets only so thick. I'm well enough old to know. But sweetheart it's that one same shred of hope that you find that one who connects to you like you do to them. What's the alternative? Live miserable? Settle for less than you deserve? Give up? Nah girl one day at a time and the right one will make that effort one day.
So true
I'm here for all of you ❤ I know it's not alot but it's there. Is there a soft place for us people to just fall and feel peace?
@@KaysAsmr101 long life for this soul that your mind and body are carrying
With the depression I'm currently battling daily, this just puts it to music. Absolutely amazing song. Nobody knows exactly how dark my thoughts are thanks to my wonderful fake acting fine act. But this right here, WOW!
I feel you every day is fight I live OCD just wishing to be normal music is my way out of my thoughts just for the moment we just have to battle it out!!
Its like NF - paralyzed, pretty accurate as well
Keep your head up man. You're not alone in all that. There's millions of us out there living the same shit.
Just know....you're not alone
I bet I know
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Feels like a theme song for every man out there who's been through an abusive relationship. Society ignores us while we lose everything.
I am a female but I just got out of an abusive relationship and this song has become my anthem lately.
I been in one. It was terrible
Wasnt in an abusive relationship just one where she decided she didnt love me anymore. Its amazing that no matter what they guy is the villian. And you see just how much nobody cares about you
I am only 16 and this song hits home because of everything I have been through. Family trouble wich ended up with father in prison and living with my mum, bullying in highschool, toxic friends and to many toxic relationships to count. I now have anxiety, depression and suffer from not only trauma but ticks. I'm slowly recovering but i just feel empty sometimes and that just hurts.
@@LyanniaOlsendont give up, you deserve happiness!
WOUNDS HEAL SCARS FADE PAIN WITHERS AWAY
- I’m not cold, I’m empty.
Thank you for the song. It chills me knowing someone out there speaks out for me.
I now understand that a person really doesn’t feel ‘cold’ the same way, when they are depressed..
I watched my mindless life flash before me as I listened to this. It’s that moment you realize your core is empty and you’ve become a shell of someone you used to know. When you’re living each day waiting to go home to a place you can’t remember in this lifetime and praying you never have to come back to this place or this humaneness.
Yes... absolutely on point
You're amazing, don't you ever think you're anything less than that. Love you even tho we've never met ❤️
Eloquently put!
I spent my whole life trying to figure out who I am and why the world hated me. Why I went through some devastating, heart breaking, soul crushing things and so I started reading the Bible. I started praying because what else do I have to lose? At this point I am full of hope and the world is less cruel when I am loved unconditionally by God. That unconditional love for us give me peace of mind because no one is perfect but God doesn't make mistakes, so we are all perfect. In all his glory I have purpose and I know who I am. What do I gain from being a good person? Is it far more than holding onto the hell I've created where I suffer endlessly until I wanna die. If I'm wrong what do I lose? But what if I'm right?
Same here dude
Thanks for this. So much pain
Wow..
We are here 🙏🏽 we are here 🙏🏽 we are here family don't let friends fall even a foe gets a helping 💪🏽 hand
Livelovelife -xeno 💪🏽🫶🏽🤟🏽✊🏽
Love you
My mom passed and all my family members have left me alone. The only one who’s here is my kids dad🥲 i feel so isolated and alone. But he’s the only person who stays. He’s my best friend but worst enemy . When you compare yourself and constantly fight for love in a world of narcissist or even a sociopath be prepared to stand on your own. Be prepared to watch them disappear because that’s all they do they don’t know love or how to I’ll prepare myself . They victims blame it’s all they know. God for bid if you leave them if you disappear for their actions and how they treat you you there are repercussions her that they repercussions for when they leave social pass in specially, so be prepared to know that you are going to be alone, so make sure you find people that aren’t social path. I have empathy that believe in God that are there for you. Love yourself take care of yourself and don’t forget that thelord is here.
Sadly as much as much want to make work it's not worth lossing yourself over someone 😕.
Such a great song.
Love your songs and keep them coming chris
❤just came across his music and I fell in love. This is music.!! Prayers keep it up!!!
2:38 “Stuck in my head now… Get me the hell out…” 🧠🗣️ That lyric hits me in my heart.😢 Praying for all my fellow broken souls.
The Letdownward spiral! I just found this band today! 03.05 2023 @ 7:45AM. thank you!
-"life is a game i dont wanna play;
it played me."
I felt that, homie.
I would push the reset button but I don't want to play again and I'm after there isn't a power off option so I'm stuck in the game until it finally ends for me sadly at 46 I have a feeling it's only going to get worse I'm already in physical pain that only seems to subside while I'm asleep and the moment I wake it seems intensified I can't imagine it getting any better unfortunately I'm certain it is only going to get worse and worse and I could endure that but the emotional pain that seems to just be repeating no matter what I do differently is unbearable.
@@crazycraig1978I have lived with physical pain (and the resulting emotional stress and anxiety) from permanent nerve damage in my jaw for close to 40 years now. It was caused by a negligent surgeon while doing a routine dental implant. I have been going to a pain management center (given morphine) since it happened, as well as taking a prescription sleeping pill 💊 every night. I no longer awaken in pain, have disrupted, lack of quality sleep. My days are also pain free - IF I take the med’s at exactly the same time, and not late! Maybe finding a similar specialist could help you? 🤔 Just a suggestion.
made me smile and think nice line. sad song-if it resonates with any of us tho x
When you reach this stage there's no one who can help you because the emptiness takes over and nothing matters no pain no sorrow no love no hope I just don't care about anything.
Are you ok though? Honestly..?
@@wolflordbanner4429 no
@@DonCaple-ld1gmneed to talk?
You still with us?
@@DonCaple-ld1gm I feel you man
If only it’s as easy as asking people to love you..leaving in this world is so tough.
I Love You - WWG1WGA - Ground (send your roots to the core, unpack your gifts) With Love Beautiful, I understand, enough enough enough!
When I’m in my car taking a long drive singing or screaming along to a song is about the only time I feel free. A caged depression is lonely
I feel you brother . Keep strong
I kn the feeling ❤
And if you voice it to someone you think you could trust they leave..
Every day, every man struggles with absolute contempt and depression and still expects to provide,protect and other necessity for there family without complaint or appreciation!!
Battling depression chronic illness lonely 😢and disabke
@raquellugo5428 I must tell you, you are not alone. What helps me is to think in terms of my eternity. Just skip the world and know you will be going to face God. I suffer from Chronic fatigue syndrome. It's a terrible thing to live with. I just know God tests. But the devil wants you to be weak. Be strong in and tell Satan where he needs to go. May peace.dill you heart and total peace. Sorry if this doesn't help, but I have chronic. I
Sometimes I wish I hadn't been born. But God has a plan for you. He will replace your hurts with His his holy spirit and love. Hang on, you will be free in Jesus!
@raquellugo5428 I understand
I am really a hurt damaged person but I believe it will get better
I'm here to talk with too.
Pray, talk to Jesus and invite Him into your life.
We are designed to be lonely without Him. Try it let me know how it goes.
There's a reason millions call him Saviour.
This song really hits hard. As someone who suffers from severe major depressive disorder, it hits it all. You feel everything while feeling nothing at all. You want to be noticed, but also not noticed at all. The constant contradiction in my mind makes me restless. This is my misery.
You're not alone my friend. Just know that
Amen, Amen
Im sad this relates.
I feel you! :_(
love and light 💜
hugs 🤗
my daughter and i suffer as well and yes this song is meaningful and is on our playlist.
love and light to you and all.
💜💜💜💜💜
Being blasted out loud in London 🇬🇧🕶
Let's keep rocking my friends and never give up on each other or are would much love 💓
Facts .keep ur head up . ❤
When a song truly relates to you and connects at a emotional level that can't be explained.
For everyone who feels this, you're not alone. We're in this together, stay strong. We'll look back at this as just a chapter in our lives that made us the champions we will be.
Lies, yea I am alone, and nobody's in this together were all divided and against each other. I'm tired of hearing this same lie it's getting played out.
Just came across this band today browsing these guys are freaking awesome and I love this song is amazing.
I'm trying, Brennan... thank you
I wish we are in this together. But that's just not true.
Jesus is the only champion
Last 3 unemployed years of my life, the extreme loss of self ,no friends calling to just let me hear something of what I was, this world demands extremely durable souls and realisations we all need to come to terms with regarding our battles,I am weaker now but stronger, for HOPE is truelly not just a word.
Was expecting something different from the way he looked.. Goes to show, don't go on looks. Excellent song. "Saved"
I want to share my story after listening to this song like it's my anthem for life since it came out a couple of years ago.
I've struggled with my mental health and have been ruined by too many people. It made me feel like I was worth nothing in the eyes of everyone.
Through all of those fucked up memories, I've healed and am at complete peace.
This song changed me while I fought through my depression.
This resonates within me at a level with me that is scary real.
It's rare that anything could shake me to my core. Thank you my dudes for helping me find my purpose in life.
I hope to see you guys live. I'm buying vip tickets just so I can shake the hands of every bandmate.
🤙
100% making a cover of this, but it'll never compare to what you dudes have gifted us. It would make my day to jam with you dudes. I'll play along anyways. You've impacted my life and changed it for the better
"I've healed and am at complete peace." That makes my heart smile! I agree; this song most definitely has healing properties. Belting out the lyrics at the world soothes the soul. Jensen is a true artist. Grateful for his music!!
I lost my nephew 3 years ago. I have been battling severe depression for 20 yrs, about a year ago I was diagnosed with bi-polar and I am a recovering addict. We had a balloon release for my nephew a week ago as I’m sitting there, AirPods in, still trying to be in the moment from understanding why he left us. He had so much talent, this song came on my playlist. He spoke to me for the rest of my evening, spiritually letting me know he is still here with me, fighting through my battle. I cry when I hear this knowing I am not alone. I love you and you are not alone.
All The Best ❤️.....
You are not alone...
I feel your pain .I lost my mum last year . Pain will never go away but we need to live and stay strong .❤️
Amen some of us lost a lot but we have victory. Childhood neglect abuse death from crime and loss around us. Depression mental disease self medicating too. Best to turn and boldly face your demons dragons. And with God's help you heal.
Love to read all the comments. Makes me feel im not alone here with my sadness, hopelesness, depression, suicide thoughts and struggle i go through.. i Can’t even remember a time where i didn’t struggle.. i feel so alone sometimes in this world with all that hurtfull disloyalty, cheating, lies, trustissues, fights, unhealthy body, alcoholic parent etc. Everything is just against me.. i feel so mentally breaked Down.. thanks for put this song out. That Wall i have put up and everything,. It puts words on my feelings
You aren’t alone in this life or world and you matter more then you know!! You aren’t alone I went though it to and I got thought it and so can you your battles every day are being fighting by Jesus he died for you and he faced it all on the cross for you!! Killing your self won’t end the pain listen to me please!! Girl it well just send you to hell and Jesus don’t want that for you he has big things for you!! This my story from 13 to 15 I fought depression mine was spiritual it wade me down and it was getting worse!! In 2021 I had lost a lot of weight I wasn’t eating surfing from anorexia and what I thought was the end god said it’s the beginning of your journey!! God is close to the broken-hearted and save’s those who are crushed in spirit!! Psalm:318 on may 23rd I got baptized in the name of Jesus and I felt everything leave I was born again and everything I had ever done got washed away!! I had to let god heal my broken spirit and I had to let go of things!! We have to be careful what we do or listen to because it’s all spiritual stuff behind it! Depression is a spirit from hell don’t let it break you it can leave today! Jesus can give you peace and set you free from sin and depression!! Your chains well fall and you well be free repent and get baptized in the name of Jesus give your life to him and let him change it because his love is so incredible and so strong his love for you is like waves that’s how strong his love is for you Jeanette!! You are so beautiful and don’t ever let people tell you different you don’t belong to this world you belong to Jesus! And he is a life changer and savior he wants us to be free from sin and he wants us to like him you can do all things though Christ!! Please just give your life to god start small and he well guide you!! He loves you and is waiting for you to come to him ❤️ god bless you sis I love you and you can get though it because I did you have a testimony and god well deliver you he is the only hope 🙏 he is coming back soon and we have to get ready!!! He is always there fighting for you he is fighting 247 hours a day stay strong and I pray that god gives you hope and hopefully this helps you god bless
You are not alone ❤🖤🖤❤
I'm right there with you
❤️
Letdown is amazing!!! But you need to listen to “Whispering Wolf” 🐺 by SLT right away!!! Y’all missing out 🤘
Just finding this New Year’s Eve 2024. Lovn this vibe. Happy & healthy wishes to everyone in 2025.❤
If you want to know how to end most of your depression, just help those who can't help themselves, volunteer somewhere. You will grow in ways you never knew was possible.
Found this tonight. The raw emotion and intensity of the song its lyrics..I could feel every part of it..Oh boy I cried 🙈This is a masterpiece
I just found this yesterday afternoon. Been on repeat.
Lyrics just fits life.
Love it
@@Atlas0280 true..decided to sing this song for my school's musical
I agree with what u say don't need many word too say what we feel lu all
Letdown is amazing!!! But you need to listen to “Whispering Wolf” 🐺 by SLT right away!!! Y’all missing out 🤘 …
This is a jam! But you must hear "Whispering Wolf" by SLT !!!!!!
Deep! Sad! Real! ❤
Wow. I wasn't expecting this. This is going to be on repeat now.
Yep
Same
I am playing it on repeat right now - such an epic song!
Ditto
SAME! 😍
You just got your driver's license and was so happy. Now at 18 , you got in a horrific crash and God took you away after being in hospital for weeks. My heart is so broken. You were such a beautiful person. RIP Chris
Sharing your sadness.. You are loved.. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
She was the woman of my dreams but she didn't feel that way i tried everything to get her back, took my heart and my spine putting me down like i was not enough broke up with me the same day she start talking with another guy, 1 month later they are together, yet here i am still can't sleep, lifeless and with dark thoughts and it doesn't seem to stop.
been there my friend
My illness, my depression among a huge list of other things. I'm ready and this hits me hard.
No matter how many times I hear this song, emotions always rushing me. I love this song so much!
Me to
(Sobbing)Same.
Me to
Letdown is amazing!!! But you need to listen to “Whispering Wolf” 🐺 by SLT right away!!! Y’all missing out 🤘 …….
yeeeeees
Thank you for explaining my pain so exquisitely!
Life is pain. Because if it wasn't you wouldn't learn. Living comes with a price . You must sacrifice yourself to love others. Your time is finite. But because it is. It's precious. You have worth. Don't forget.
Letdown is amazing!!! But you need to listen to “Live Not Survive” 🎶by SLT right away!!! Y’all missing out 🤘 🎸 🔥
very true
This song hits hard when you feel like you've been forgotten
Hallo Du, bist nicht alleine.
@BestIronman04 This hurt my heart, I'll never forget you!
When you think you’ve been forgotten, trust me you aren’t even by your worst enemies and the ones you thought loved you most
Letdown is amazing!!! But you need to listen to “Whispering Wolf” 🐺 by SLT right away!!! Y’all missing out 🤘
Never forgotten! Seek god
I feel like you have put my PTSD symptoms to music. One moment can literally reroute your brain and your entire life from then on. I wish I had the power to heal anyone that relates to this song. I just want to reach through my monitor and hug the singer. Thank you for helping me to not feel so alone in this struggle.
💜
As a suffer of CPTSD I completely understand what you are saying!! Hugs and positive thoughts your way love🖤🖤
@@alexisleigh2495 same to you! 💕
Letdown is amazing!!! But you need to listen to “Whispering Wolf” 🐺 by SLT right away!!! Y’all missing out 🤘 !!!
This is a jam! But you must hear "Whispering Wolf" by SLT !!!!!!
Great song heartfelt!! "Life is a game I don't wanna play, it played me Lost in my ways, I'm lost and afraid and angry
Nobody help me" reflects the very emotions you bottle and hide with a smile
I Feel This Song!! You totally Nailed Trauma Anxiety Depression!
I think this song speaks to many of us.. hits the gut & leaves me barely breathing though tears…
This is heavy ...hits like two edge sword
This song says all there is to me. Amazing writing
Wow! This sure describes everything I’m going through with most everyone that’s written a comment. I’ve had a life time of daily sabotage. Husband & his friend say: “Oh just let it all go”. Yeah right. Easier said than done. Then tomorrow is another surprise sabotage. My husband gets mad at me saying, “Oh. It’s something going on with you everyday.” Where’s his emotional support I wonder. He shuts down and can’t see his part in it. It’s been going on all of my life except for a small break when my kids were little. And now it’s sabotage day in and day out. I’m trying so hard give it all to God.🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
I don’t know why it’s so hard to do this time. Anxiety and depression sucks!
My prayers go out to everyone that’s having problems. Try to get at least a little happy moment & let it grow from there. I just now thought of that concept and I’m going to try it myself and pray it works. Hugs to all of you. Wrap your arms around yourself and give yourselves a huge hug. You ARE worth it. I’m writing this through my tears. My husband & daughter treats me bad and I’m angry about it. I just walk away silently. Take care everyone.
There’s a life time of sabotage I could write about, but it’d take days. My birthday is tomorrow so I might get treated decent for a day. Then back to not normal again, but I hope not. I hate that word sabotage.
My phone has a mind of its own creating typos I fix over & over. So I hope this is readable .
Stumbled across this song completely by accident, I want to sympathise with you very much. It's hard when you need the support of your loved ones, you give your whole self and in return you get abusive behaviour and lack of attention. I myself have been experiencing mental dying for a year now, although I am only 21 years old, my mum says I am just young, although this condition persists and does not go away. I've lost a few friends due to my isolation, I don't communicate with my boyfriend and I don't care anymore as if I do, I'm fine in this state, even though I realise it's not normal. I went to university twice and dropped out twice. I am undecided about life, I live with bad thoughts, I wish I could just fall asleep and not wake up.
I wish you all the best, my heart aches for anyone who is experiencing mental anguish, I really understand you. No one deserves what you are going through ❤
I hope I have written clearly, I just don't speak English. I hope my translator didn't let me down.
Wishing you a belated birthday. Having a lack of support is horrible and I’m sorry. Take care, you’re valuable.
@@пьяныйморяк you are in your very early 20s. Please believe that your life will get better. A whole lot better. I will send prayers for you. Hug yourself. Feel love for yourself. These are for you to God. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
Life goes good and bad for so many people. You will feel better. I hope your interpreter tells you what this message says. Tell yourself that you are your boss and you are worth it. 🫶🏼
@@randimckee2992 Thank you so much for your kind words ❤
I appreciate the people who support you on the internet immensely
It amazes me how many people that have truly suffered greatly and connect to songs like this and those who think they have.
You wouldn't wish it on your worst enemy
As someone who survived child abuse and rape, this song hits me hard... And the Nobody Help Me, to me it like to say Nobody Helped Me...
I hate how much this song gets stuck in my head. I literally woke up with it in my head. Again. It's so good
I've had to walk away from a 13 Yr marriage it was hard he betrayed me so bad it was this or suicide it was that bad .this music just brings it back home and my head back to reality, I know I've done the right thing step by step I will rebuild my life please 🙏 for me x
❤❤❤
Similar situation, 18 years. Hope it's better now. I think it's crazy that this is the first comment I saw. This place is weird.
I am with you friend. I was in a disastrous marriage for 25yrs. that I had to step away from. Felt it was that or suicide. Nothing for me personally has really gotten easier since.. but in the course of my last 25yrs. I met the love of my lifetime. I knew him for only two months but in those precious moments I truly felt what real love was.. just a taste left me ever grateful to have even known it & I now retain the beauty of it all. Fast forward now, another 24yrs, since then.. & that man I’ve continued to love from a distance has just passed on. It has left an immeasurable chasm in my soul (even though I haven’t seen or spoken to him all that time). He remains my forever man, even now. Oh I have wanted to die.. oooh yeah I have.. but you know,, music has always been a useful catalyst that saved me in my moments of absolute despair..
that, along with serious prayer. So right now I am in the throes of listening to tons of music I’d shared alongside my forever man, much of which he played as a musician. I go back to moments we shared through music & I feel wrapped up warmly in it. So I say.. turn on the music that touches you & reaches into your heart down deep in your soul. Sob along, sing it out, shout it out, scream it out. Your feelings have to go somewhere. I turned to compiling about 20+ creations thus far that I hope my forever love & I can turn into songs one day, (if & when we meet again). May your mind find music as precious cathartic release.. & let it soothe your dear aching soul. If love is meant to be.. it will be. Set yourself free in the meantime.. even death is not the end where real love is concerned. Sometimes patience is our best friend.
Praying that you will find your peace in life.. dying isn’t the answer🕊️
See…we think we are suffering alone and then you realize how many people are going through dark days/nights, crying alone, debating life….your not alone, so just know that, I don’t know when but I know one day you will look back and remember those days and how in the end it made not only stronger but full of compassion, and just maybe help save a life way down the line. ❤️🙏
Reading this made me cry 😢❤
Spoken like a true survivor
This song speaks volumes!
I've never really listened to your music until today & each one resonates with me. I'm 52 & this is the loneliest I've ever felt & the ones I love the most doesn't give a d*mn. I'm slowly dying & hurting alone & each one of them keeps living as if I don't exist & that f'n hurts. I'm tired of hurting.
I miss you baby Kasey and mom but I need to be strong for my 2 kids that are still here alive it's hard but lord I'm trying to Stay strong amen
One of the best songs I have heard in a long time. This should be played on every station
Same mind thats also my opinnion 🤪
💙💙💙
So good I’ve listened to it 10 times since finding it last night 😍
Good song and to go
Letdown is amazing!!! But you need to listen to “Whispering Wolf” 🐺 by SLT right away!!! Y’all missing out 🤘!
This song just resonates with the feelings of lonely and lost, and all the clashing emotions that come with that. I get that just from the way its sung, while at the same time somehow being so relaxing to listen to.
“You don’t know the h**l I’ve been through” is so vulnerable and painful that we can all use this phrase to explain ourselves. For me this is extremely true right now because of my ptsd with sexual assault and not being able to explain to others why I hate physical touch especially on my back or from behind. It’s to the point I had a ptsd attack last night because I felt I couldn’t tell the person no just like what happened back then. I relived the trauma in the moment I was touched and in my nightmare last night. I didn’t realize how easy it would be to be set back from all the progress I’ve made since my sexual assault. I pushed someone away I care about and haven’t told them why and I don’t mean to hurt them but I’m just too broken right now to do anything else.
This song can save lives RN I'm battling a battle with some one I thought I loved but they treat me like shit I left my family for this woman witch was a mistake bc it's been 3 years and still I struggle with being accused of cheating even tho I've done no wrong. She cheated one me when I was working 2 jobs I gave her everything but still I'm treated like dirt like I'm useless
I feel this way now seriously 0:55
I feel for you! I have a long long complicated history like many of us do. But never forget whose eye on you, like a sparrow, He loves you and cares so much! Take care, God bless you!
If you need to talk...... a complete stranger, me, will listen. 💜
@roxannedenison1208 me too! I support you and praise God You are my sister in Christ! You are loved you precious child of God!
@roxannedenison1208 I hope.this day finds you feeling well! May God show you favor and bless you today!
I do know what you are feeling trust me
This is giving me goosebumps.
I feel this so much..dealing with anxiety/panic attacks 4 more than 30+year..this say I'm not ALONE..❤
Nobody gets it. Hugs!!
I found this song just over 2 years ago. At the beginning of the summer of 2022. I have depression and anxiety. A few weeks later my roommate overdosed. 7 weeks later my mother was dead from cancer. This song spoke everything I wanted to say that summer.
Dysautonomia. This song pierces my soul and makes me want to cry deeply. I feel like I truly dont know the struggle Im continuously facing.
Thank you for existing while feeling your existence on this planet. I truly and deeply hope you always feel safe even when its difficult to. You are loved more then you probably realize. You are enough. Its safe to simply exist.
Found this song randomly on yt and it pretty much sums up the past 2 year's. God help us all. Blessings to all that read this., you matter. 🙏💫🎵
With the “im fine” act, this really sets the mood when people around you think what’s really not true about me. Finally, a song that helps me sleep through the night.
🎶 Letdown is the best !!! But you need to listen to “ Live Not Survive” 🎧 by SLT !!! Beautifully depressing:) 🤘🖤 -//- 😢
May your heart, mind and soul calm from the horror. God bless
Sometimes I wonder if I am already in hell and this is just part of the pain that I will face for eternity
@@crazycraig1978 God loves you. God is coming to get us very soon.
@@SandyF_trouble I believe it when I see it they been saying hes coming since they published the highest produced book of all time but I wasn't making a joke I don't know what kind of sins my ancestors could have done that would justify my life but I have no faith left in an all loving all forgiving God I think old testament God is the only one Jesus was probably some kind of time traveling magician who was really good at fooling people the fact that people believe in immaculate conception is very reasonable either she was sleeping with someone and didn't want to be stoned for getting pregnant outside of wedlock which is more common now than the way it was "supposed to be" my take on religion is it was just a way for men to take power from women in most cultures that aren't Christian its matriarchal because you have your mother's blood it only makes sense that only women can make children and without children the human race would be long since extinct, I believe in spirituality and I believe that some places have energy I wouldn't say god made them that way I think it is probably something to do with location and orbit and everything else but ever since I heard this simulation theory I have been thinking it's probably more realistic you still have your god or whatever he's just some computer geek or possibly AI, all I know is whatever it is has a sick twisted sense of humor, I pray for months that God brings me a woman who won't use and abuse me and then leave even when I accept it anyway and very soon after out of nowhere a friend of my cousins messaged me on Facebook and I was still hurting from my wife so I wasn't in any rush but she said everything I wanted to hear and I truly believed she was just like me and that she had been used and abused her entire life so I let my guards down and I thanked God for finally showing me that I wasn't the only one but it wasn't long after she knew I was hooked that she started playing a different tune but I have never given up on love, I have taken back people who stole from me to run off with other men appearing because of my horrible children I have been convinced I'm completely worthless I didn't even know that until this one started doing the exact same things my wife was doing before she left and she lost her engagement ring which she picked out and even after she lost it I let her convince me it must have come off the one time in 7 months but I knew in my heart and in my gut every single time she was cheating on me I don't know why I was cursed with that gift but I just wanted to believe that she was like me I don't even see other women when I'm with someone she used to be like look at that girl and I was always like what, I have just never been able to understand it but I recognize it in an instant she started talking about this guy at work and what a jerk he was and I knew then she had a thing for him or why would she even care and then she accidentally showed me someone else's dick pic and then tries to convince me it's mine like I haven't been looking at it for 46 years and when she knew I wasn't buying that she said it was a girlfriend of hers from high schools husband who had some issue whatever she isn't a nurse and as far as I know has no training that would qualify her to give advice on it but I just let that lie go in the pile with all the other oh the car I left the lights on and apparently couldn't answer my phone because it was dead although it is full charged now that I'm home 9 hours later than usual and it's not a big deal because it's only winter and I only have to drive over an hour away to work at this nonprofit place she was supposedly working I didn't look to see if it ever existed because I was already certain she was probably using a hookup app she goes to the bar with our female neighbor and tells her she's leaving me over a year before she left and apparently was all over every single man in the bar but the neighbor tells me so I asked her because I wanted to know and she lost her mind saying she was going to kill her for lying and she was probably just trying to sleep with me and on and on but I knew I was just hoping she would get it out of her system and be the person I met but instead she has a mental breakdown and is hospitalized for 45 days and then she gets out sleeps one night on the couch and decides she needs to go stay with her adult daughter several hundred miles away all this time I'm caring for her younger children and her job just had to be basically the entire time I had to spend with her outside of weekends but the nerves on her to say she thought I was just using her for sex while I paid every bill and forked out extra money so she could drive over an hour 1 way to volunteer while I got to do all the cooking and school work with the kids and everything else but I was using her once she started using the term projectionist I realized she had been projecting the sad part is I would probably still take her back because I miss them all it wasn't like losing a girlfriend it was my entire famiky that I had raised as my own for almost a decade and that is just my most recent ex my entire life has been a shit show I won't even get into the rest of the mess but the one time I put my faith in God I was sleeping with the devil it would be one thing but she texted me that she needed no contact and that she has always and will always love me and she was going to get herself together to finally be the woman I deserved because I told her everything she was the first person who I was ever completely myself with and I am still madly in love with her I fight myself every single day not to go to her apartment and grab her and hold her until she realizes just how much I love her but I also would punch her in the face if she was a dude for all the pain she has caused me I lost 75 lbs I didn't have to lose I don't even know when it happens one day I got out of the shower and saw myself in the mirror and I was a skeleton I am finally starting to put some weight back on but I had gotten down to what I weighed in middle school when I was a foot shorter I know it's my fault for not eating but I was fighting just to get to work and back, the guy I work for is a real decent person he was very understanding of course he heard from me about a lot of the stuff just because she kept making me think I was crazy for having these thoughts but when the only time you ever have car trouble with the car that I do all the maintenance on is typically Friday or Saturday night it's a little convenient I don't know I suppose it's a blessing that I am finally free of her sadly I'm sure if I wanted to I could prove it but what is the point she's gone and all that would do is hurt me more at least now I can still say I never caught her cheating like 100% proof like my ex wife who although I couldn't prove she was the fact she stole over 15k and wasted it all in a couple months staying in high class hotels with the guy she met online who ditched her the second she was out of money, I just can't understand why women would rather be with a piece of shít user who doesn't have a job than the guy who will do anything for her loves and supports her in anything she wants to do it's just one more reason I think I might already be in hell maybe I can't remember the life I lived that got me sent here otherwise I would be able to accept that I deserve it instead I am honest caring compassionate and very understanding even after you violate my trust I am forgiving and sympathetic to whatever made you feel like you that was what you had to do. And they still have to leave anyway I give up on love I would love to just give up on life but unfortunately I convinced myself a long time ago that resulted in restarting the game and I have gone through way too much to start at the beginning again.
Ive almost turned to drugs many times over..its all more the i can take at times..when the darkness comes i have no one to help me find the light again..the sadness..depression..loneliness etc is more then i can handle alone..i think drugs is my only way out..its only a matter of time before i start
I lost my little brother and each year it seems the struggle just gets harder to deal with but that I promise I promise I'm trying hits home. Sometimes I wonder how I made it through last week.
Dont understand how this song hasnt blown up yet. its fucking amazing
I rarely instantly love a song I hear these days, but this one caught me in the feels. Love it so much ❤️
🎶 Letdown is the best !!! But you need to listen to “ Live Not Survive” 🎧 by SLT !!! Beautifully depressing:) 🤘🖤 -//- :)
@letdown From Quebec, Canada. And you're welcome! 😊
I can relate to these words,
As i'm told i'm cold hearted,
But there is just nothing left
I Yeshua hereby pledge that we are going to make this world better than it ever was!
The part i love about this version, is that when you sing the chorus you sound like you're coming from a place of happiness, instead of looking for one.
00:40 This voice. Feel it. Fell the pain. Amazing the timbre of the voice.
Goosebumps. This articulated my struggles so well. I am speechless.
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Letdown is amazing!!! But you need to listen to “Whispering Wolf” 🐺 by SLT right away!!! Y’all missing out 🤘 -//-
Wow hearing this song for the very 1 st time. It hits hard. Daily depression and thoughts
U r so right no one know s what u have been through push through as hard as it is get to the other side u can do it even though u don’t see the light it’s. There just grab it and believe
This song is my life right now. I had to do some time and while I was locked up my brother was killed in an accident 2023 and 1 month before I got out my dad passed away and the day i arrived at the bus station the love of my life told me it was over. Trying to find the strength to keep going every day is more and more of a struggle.
"You didn't search for this song, the song chose you"
OMG that's exactly what happened 😢
Yeah I actually hit it by accident
Facts actually
Real
So true it randomly played one day and now i listen to it so much
This song speaks deep in my heart and soul. Seriously the best song to explain how I feel inside with ptsd and anxiety
This song describes me and in how much pain I am in right now.
My heart is bleeding.
Thank for writing and singing this song ❤
I feel U.❤️ Be strong ❤️🤝
We're all fighting the same battle
I hope you're feeling much better stay strong
Me to
I'm agreeing with tears . This song hits me. I'm tired of games in relationships 🥺
I completely agree. Much love to you
Beautiful song Peyton, glad Jesus is with you❤️🔥💯
I heard this song right after my son got arrested and 2 months after my mom passed. I have had 3 deaths (brother,dad,mom) in 3 1/2 years, sons arrest and our faithful dog. I am so overwhelmed with grief, sadness, anger., hatred, I came back to God to get me through everything. this song explains what I feel but noone knows they see me cry but then smile, laugh , joke and live but inside this is how i feel and look.
This shit hit.. I'm fine I'm strong I'm not alone. Never give up on living for whatever reason. Stay strong stay alive 💪🙏
I heard this song last night for the first time and I’m so addicted to it!!! I could listen to this all day and never get sick of the raw emotion in these vocals!
I’m so depressed right now and I find so much comfort in this song . It’s one of my favorites. Thank you for this
I hope things are better...
goddess bless im here if u need
I do...i hope you find or have found what/who you need🥰😁
I was thrown away by those that were my everything & now I just exist overwhelmed in pain everyday
That pain takes you in, makes you wonder but Hun you have something to fight for, your life, your soul to be happy. Not easy, nothing worth fighting for ever is but you will be able to do it.i know it.
@@wolflordbanner4429 I'm too tired to fight so I just exist
Found this song 3 days ago and I know it word for word now. Not many artists can put out a song that the people can relate to in such a way that instead of just listening you feel the raw emotion coming from deep within the support from one another in this comment section make me feel not alone in this world of disappointment. Lifes not over yet for us and how everyone is lifting one another up give me hope that it wont be this way forever. Keep y'alls chins up and chest out and be proud cause we'll be on top soon
Howdy to anyone looking for raw broken hearted emotion in a song as this has I highly recommend this video (ua-cam.com/video/D9F244ztjxA/v-deo.html) Just remember tomorrow doesn't have to be as bad as today
Best in rehab
This hits so hard to those that know the struggle ... We need to push this
The exact words my step dad said to my mum about my daughter. When he passed away I had to tell her that poppy has now passed away. The hardest heartbreaking thing to have to say to killarney. She was only 6. We lived with him.
That pain is something that lives inside me and will never leave.
"I'm not could i'm empty" literally how i feel daily
Bpd, bipolar disorder and many other mental illnesses
I fall apart nightly only too wake up and do it all over again
This is the exact as my actual life
I just found this song yesterday. I live with PTSD depression and anxiety. This song is great. I act fine on the outside but it’s hell on the inside. So I turn to music and this has become my new favorite. Thanks so much!!❤
You aren't alone
Stay strong Ang, were all surviving in this place together! We have to be here for each other, I relate to your words, you're not alone!
That is a soul crying out for the presence of God, because it does not know the truth and the life, which is Jesus, only he fills that emptiness that we feel.🥺💗
Letdown is the best !!! But you need to listen to “ Live Not Survive” by SLT !!! Beautifully depressing:) 🤘🖤🖤🖤
How does this song only have 713,000 views a year later? This is so badass!! I could watch and listen to him every single day..
Dezaray you put that so well. I have been saying that same thing. We in the upside down world.
IDK why but I need a ballet performance to this...
love the band, love the song, had it on repeat for two days