Mental Illness Discussion & Recovery, Healing, & Support Message--Zzyzx Rd by Stone Sour

If you have been struggling with a mental illness, or have other issues, or just need someone to talk to; Feel free to message me through UA-cam or e-mail me at: [e-mail]
"To all my sufferers out there: Although they are family, doesn't give them the right to trample all over you. And just because they are family doesn't mean they love you. What I believe the first step towards healing is empathy. Not sympathy. I mean empathy. A pure understanding of your problems. I understand. Although I cannot promise everyone will understand, but me being that one person, I do. I cannot force you to do what you don't want to do. But with that support, and I do support you, emotionally, with that knowing that someone out there does, I hope you do have the strength to not necessarily move on, but to keep on trudging towards the self you truly are, and eventually will be. I don't recommend staying around those people for too long... You can't change people. It's hurtful that these people say they love you, but in reality in your terms, they really don't. They will get offended, but the only lesson they can endure is when you are out of their lives for the time being. You need to first love yourself to respect yourself, and once you do that, the other negative things in your life doesn't matter. You don't need that fucking bullshit to fuck up with your self-schema. You got enough problems the way it is. Do what you want to do and be, I got your back."
Stone Sour - Zzyzx Rd Lyrics
I don't know how else to put this
It's taken me so long to do this
I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight
My muscles feel like a melee
My body's curled in a U-shape
I put on my best but I'm still afraid
Propped up by lies and promises
Saving my place as life forgets
Maybe its time I saw the world
I'm only here for a while
But patience is not my style
And I'm so tired that I gotta go
What am I supposed to hide now?
What am I suppose to do?
Did you really think I wouldn't see this through
Tell me I should stick around for you
Tell me I could have it all
I'm still too tired to care and I gotta go
I get to go home in one week
But I leaving home in three weeks
They throw me a bone just to pick me dry
I'm following suit and directions
I crawl up inside for protection
I'm told what to do and I don't know why
I'm over existing in limbo
I'm over the myths and placebos
I don't really mind if I just fade away
I'm ready to live with my family
I'm ready to die in obscurity
'Cause I'm so tired that I gotta go
Where am I supposed to hide now?
What am I suppose to do?
You still don't think I'm going see this through
Tell me I'm a part of history
Tell me I can have it all
I'm still to tired to care and I gotta go
Chord Progression Used: B scale I VI IV V / B G#m E F#

[@yipkc]

Your music is my inspiration!

[@suzannedang]

Cheon Ho Park, how you been feeling? I don't know you but I just want to say I can see passion and talent in your channel. Keep it up. Don't ever let other negative people get to you. - Suzanne

[@CheonHoPark]

***** Hi, things are looking up, found a job I can stick with, thanks for stopping by, how are you?

[@suzannedang]

***** Oh that's awesome! Congrats on the new job :D I'm great, thank you. Just saw a therapist today. I believe in seeing a therapist whether I am well or unwell. Take care!

[@magicturbo9]

Meds treat the symptoms, not the problem... Never forget that
Some people are here for you, like myself... How do you think it's affected you online when you talk with people, if at all? You said it doesn't seem to, but I still wonder if at all?
Also, mildly curious of whether you give advice... while I don't have any mental issues, I went through a bit and I'm still not sure how to cope

[@littlebluepill0]

I can almost envision you crying for some reason. (Please don't take that as an insult).
:D I miss the serious you.