sufjan stevens - visions of gideon (slowed & reverb) [with lyrics]

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  • Опубліковано 25 сер 2024
  • 𝘪 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦
    soundcloud version: / i-have-loved-you-for-t...

КОМЕНТАРІ • 355

  • @fedonme
    @fedonme 3 роки тому +1926

    imagine someone literally loving every single thing about you, it breaks my heart knowing i probably wont find someone who does

    • @tyn1762
      @tyn1762 3 роки тому +43

      delete 😭

    • @fedonme
      @fedonme 3 роки тому +10

      @@tyn1762 huh

    • @tidaa8507
      @tidaa8507 3 роки тому +16

      you will

    • @JonTuck04
      @JonTuck04 3 роки тому +43

      Yeah... it sucks, but who knows, one day you might find that special one, you just gotta keep looking and never give up

    • @bobie3335
      @bobie3335 3 роки тому +32

      It hurts when that person exists but you don't love him/her and you know you won't even if you want to 😩

  • @nadinebsat2169
    @nadinebsat2169 3 роки тому +752

    This movie changed my perspective on life in such an incredible way I can't even begin to explain the raw emotion put into this movie. The music is just *chefs kiss*

    • @iknowexactlywhoyouare8701
      @iknowexactlywhoyouare8701 3 роки тому +3

      Broke back mountain is a better love story than CMBYN

    • @violabucknell5070
      @violabucknell5070 2 роки тому +19

      @@iknowexactlywhoyouare8701 yeah we know you literally commented that under every comment!

    • @hrfarris
      @hrfarris 2 роки тому +7

      cmbyn is such an incredible piece of art it literally has changed my whole outlook on life 😭

    • @dohabenabdallah2206
      @dohabenabdallah2206 2 роки тому +2

      Same for me, I now perceive love in another way. I could write a book about it XD

    • @jimbocallahan5050
      @jimbocallahan5050 2 роки тому

      @@hrfarris n

  • @Melisa-mo6go
    @Melisa-mo6go 3 роки тому +601

    This song ... ım gonna cryy

  • @abbymar22
    @abbymar22 3 роки тому +215

    STAN LUSTRY STAN LUSTRY STAN LUSTRY STAN LUSTRY

  • @yuh309
    @yuh309 3 роки тому +692

    I know that you’re never gonna see this, I just wanted to say that you’ve helped me through a lot. I’ve been suffering and struggling mentally and your music has helped me to just calm down and cry I guess, I know they are only slowed down but it has helped, thank you.

    • @lustry
      @lustry  3 роки тому +75

      :')))

    • @yamamaahoe88
      @yamamaahoe88 3 роки тому +25

      damn this shit made me tear up..... shiii

    • @yuh309
      @yuh309 3 роки тому +22

      Oh jeez, I wasn’t expecting lustry to see this, thank you.

    • @Julia-sp2kt
      @Julia-sp2kt 3 роки тому +8

      @@yuh309 I hope you’re doing a lil bit better now💗Pls keep living

    • @yuh309
      @yuh309 3 роки тому +7

      @@Julia-sp2kt I’m feeling a little bit better.

  • @karagenrogers7687
    @karagenrogers7687 3 роки тому +161

    This scene in this movie held my soul in its hands

    • @iknowexactlywhoyouare8701
      @iknowexactlywhoyouare8701 3 роки тому

      Broke back mountain is a better love story than CMBYN

    • @crazybabuskaman3923
      @crazybabuskaman3923 2 роки тому

      @@iknowexactlywhoyouare8701 I've watched both. I cried my eyes out during Cmbyn, meanwhile BrokeBack nearly got tears out of me. I guess you know which one I like more lol. Brokeback is still great tho.

  • @jellywateridk803
    @jellywateridk803 2 роки тому +102

    This movie really hit me. I’m in love with a boy I know I can’t have. We had a brief period of flirting, but it’s gone. It really shows how much love can impact a person, and how heartbreak can silently rip you apart. Being in love is a beautiful blessing and a terrible curse at the same time.

    • @gabsmoonty6270
      @gabsmoonty6270 11 місяців тому +3

      simply enjoy the feeling u were feeling when flirting with each other, let go of him, keep the feelings and memories

  • @letoria_9846
    @letoria_9846 3 роки тому +856

    "Call me by your name, and I'll call you by mine"
    .
    .
    .
    .
    "Elio... Elio Elio...
    Oliver... I remember everything"

  • @-youresogolden-7829
    @-youresogolden-7829 3 роки тому +131

    hurts even more when your partner hasn’t texted you back for an entire month and everyday you wonder if they’re doing okay or if they just don’t have feelings for you anymore 😢

    • @JonTuck04
      @JonTuck04 3 роки тому +19

      I’m so sorry... you deserve so much better than that. If they were true and truly loved you with all their heart, you wouldn’t have to go through that... just be careful

    • @leigha3122
      @leigha3122 3 роки тому +6

      This happened to me with my friends it's been 2 years, what you have to do is be brave and straight out ask them

    • @-youresogolden-7829
      @-youresogolden-7829 3 роки тому +11

      @@leigha3122 they asked for a week of space because they’re struggling mentally, it’s been a month now. i worry that if i text my partner, they’d think i don’t respect their space.

    • @leigha3122
      @leigha3122 3 роки тому +5

      Maybe ask them how they are doing

  • @kurwociag
    @kurwociag 3 роки тому +224

    if u reading this i wanna remind u, there are people all over the world who are just like you. they're either lonely, they're missing somebody, they're depressed, they're hurt, they're scarred from the past, they're having personal issues no one knows about, they have secrets you wouldn't believe. they wish, they dream and they hope n right now, they are sitting here reading these words, and i'm writing this for you so you dont feel alone anymore C: . always remember, don't be depressed about the past, don't worry about the future, and just focus on today. if today's not so great don't worry!!! tomorrow's a new chance. have a great day, i love u

    • @van1tasisdead
      @van1tasisdead 3 роки тому +4

      Thank you. I really needed this

    • @itsrosy3845
      @itsrosy3845 3 роки тому +4

      What if everyday is the same. What if I’m tired of waiting for tomorrow.

    • @kurwociag
      @kurwociag 3 роки тому

      @@itsrosy3845 i cant do much :(( but u can talk to someone who u trust and just live for ppl around

    • @yasminferreiralima2429
      @yasminferreiralima2429 3 роки тому +1

      thanks it really helps me

    • @i.2844
      @i.2844 3 роки тому +1

      thank you, even if it's just a random cm on the internet, it's a relief to know someone is there.

  • @rafaelcarvalho8329
    @rafaelcarvalho8329 3 роки тому +74

    "Grow up. I'll see you at midnight"

  • @lol-vb9nd
    @lol-vb9nd 3 роки тому +277

    Lustry's videos are like a friend who just understands how we feel and will always be there for us. Like a friend that we can all just cry to, and the videos make you feel better. Lustry, we love and appreciate all of your work and we are also going to be here if you need us

  • @Arwen9.
    @Arwen9. 2 роки тому +53

    Isn’t it amazing how deeply we can feel?

  • @LighthouseSun
    @LighthouseSun 2 роки тому +42

    This song hurts you and heals you at the same time. Absolute masterpiece

  • @thecommentator5957
    @thecommentator5957 3 роки тому +163

    Yesterday I was crying when I saw the movie already the 6th time and today was a relaxing and calm day... Until now
    *Sobbing to sleep*

  • @oyasumi832
    @oyasumi832 3 роки тому +22

    this movie means so much to me. it had my whole soul in 2019 and till this date i haven’t moved on. i cant count the number of times ive seen this movie and read the book. i always get tears when someone mentions this movie. this movie is a literal masterpiece and it has completed me

  • @rueeuphoria8039
    @rueeuphoria8039 3 роки тому +45

    Its 2021 and im still not over "CMBYN" or this SONG....

    • @iknowexactlywhoyouare8701
      @iknowexactlywhoyouare8701 3 роки тому +1

      Broke back mountain is a better love story than CMBYN

    • @pebbleinthecorner
      @pebbleinthecorner 2 роки тому

      @@iknowexactlywhoyouare8701 im currently reading cmbyn right now before watching the movie.. im sure they're around the same thing, i just finished watching bbm 4 days ago and i still can't help but cry in the shower everytime i think about them.. time to wreck myself again with cmbyn :'))

    • @totally_reza1761
      @totally_reza1761 2 роки тому +1

      its 2022 and im still not over cmbyn.. OR This song

  • @ThisIsCharlieQuinn
    @ThisIsCharlieQuinn 2 роки тому +15

    “I have loved you for the last time” MY HEART

  • @daivuttee
    @daivuttee 2 роки тому +19

    This song is a lament from Elio to Oliver, asking over and over whether their summer love were really ever there, just like Gideon kept asking over and over whether it was indeed GOD in the visions of Gideon.

  • @Ali-ks6dp
    @Ali-ks6dp 3 роки тому +55

    Flashbacks 🥲🔫 guess im gonna cry again

  • @larenebermudez
    @larenebermudez 3 роки тому +36

    God I love the vibe of this song, it feels so magical 🔅✨😭🕊️

  • @damightybean2594
    @damightybean2594 2 роки тому +12

    this song, yes it makes me cry, the movie? the book? made me cry, but recently, i lost the love of my life, and every single time this song plays i begin to breakdown. my heart is raw and i'm having a very hard time loving anyone, especially my own family. love is a feeling i really can't feel right now. i miss you my CJ, i'll always love you..💙😭

    • @antisocial8562
      @antisocial8562 2 роки тому +3

      Oh my god, you must be goin' through a lot, please stay strong & don't hurt yourself.

  • @BrynMK
    @BrynMK 3 роки тому +23

    This song came for my neck and threw me across the floor

  • @claradyson3625
    @claradyson3625 3 роки тому +35

    yesss 🙌 this song sounds like call my by your name feels
    edit: ik its in the movie guys

    • @claradyson3625
      @claradyson3625 3 роки тому

      @Natalie MAY AHAHAH I KNOW THATS WHY I SAID IT

    • @claradyson3625
      @claradyson3625 3 роки тому

      @Natalie MAY I just meant that this was the song that felt most like the theme in the movie ajdbajfbanx

    • @iknowexactlywhoyouare8701
      @iknowexactlywhoyouare8701 3 роки тому

      Broke back mountain is a better love story than CMBYN

    • @claradyson3625
      @claradyson3625 3 роки тому

      @@iknowexactlywhoyouare8701 no its not

  • @jamiepiearcy5618
    @jamiepiearcy5618 3 роки тому +42

    This is so calming, melancholy, and comforting. It's been on my favourites playlist only a short while but I'm so grateful to Lustry for creating slowed down versions of really good songs. The slowing makes it seem, to me, more profound and I love this one in particular so much. Thank you!!

  • @Shiner-1234
    @Shiner-1234 3 роки тому +15

    How tf have I not listened to the whole song till now? This is beautiful and ethereal!

  • @jordanblock2595
    @jordanblock2595 Рік тому +6

    It’s amazing how music can make you feel so many things and how you can relate to music so internally and purely.

  • @jj._.9605
    @jj._.9605 3 роки тому +28

    Day 8 of telling lustry they’re swag :)

  • @theyluvvv_legacieeeonlyy
    @theyluvvv_legacieeeonlyy 2 роки тому +19

    3:18 this part reminds me of when I went to my friend funeral and they start carrying the casket out and I went into tears the whole time

  • @mjcvr
    @mjcvr 2 роки тому +8

    this song feels like a memory.

  • @joebradley6044
    @joebradley6044 2 роки тому +6

    This song brings up old painful memories

  • @chiyo3006
    @chiyo3006 3 роки тому +55

    God: you have 3 minutes left to live what are u gonna do while u wait?
    Me: listen to visions of gideon.
    God: but that’s 4 minutes..?
    Death: I’ll wait darling..

    • @Kop513
      @Kop513 2 роки тому +3

      I love this comment

  • @xLESTORxFIENDx
    @xLESTORxFIENDx 2 роки тому +3

    I know I lost you but I can't help but feel that one day you will come back, even after these many months

  • @kevinklls
    @kevinklls 3 роки тому +24

    YESSSS OMGGG
    I NEEDED THIS SO MUCH
    I‘M LITERALLY CRYING 😭

  • @onamkanotra5541
    @onamkanotra5541 2 роки тому +8

    Somehow I ended up making peace with this pain in my heart.

  • @charlidamelio4928
    @charlidamelio4928 3 роки тому +16

    my entire playlist is literally just your channel😭 what would i do without u

  • @jyeonslonghair
    @jyeonslonghair 2 роки тому +5

    this movie has emotionally scarred me

  • @mahmoonie4262
    @mahmoonie4262 3 роки тому +9

    Dear Lustry
    Your taste in music is what i have been searching for

  • @anisawilson03
    @anisawilson03 3 роки тому +15

    you deserve an award for what you do.

  • @lucycash4648
    @lucycash4648 3 роки тому +6

    Its just like, letting them go is the hardest thing. I don't know if they want me or not, so I would rather them not love me, then keep dwelling on the past and having it tear my soul apart. So I will have "Loved you for the last time, I have kissed you for the last time, visions of gideon, visions of gideon."

  • @user-op8mr1ht2r
    @user-op8mr1ht2r 2 роки тому +3

    this song makes me cry so hard.

  • @myrtle9681
    @myrtle9681 3 роки тому +9

    I never met someone in my life that I really love ,I dont mean love like a lover and things like in movies I mean really feeling someone's soul and touch it like in special moments when they need me hugging them speaking with them and tell them I can't make they're pain go away but I can feel that pain and we can go through it together ❤

  • @grerorychaugrerory
    @grerorychaugrerory Рік тому +2

    Makes the most of the fun while you're alive and laugh a lot because it's the best for you 😅

  • @Angel-kv1lf
    @Angel-kv1lf 3 роки тому +8

    Ok bc I love this song and now it's even better ✋

  • @judethedudeisrude16
    @judethedudeisrude16 2 роки тому +4

    I remember those sweet moments laying next you. “My heart is yours” I said to you, and we hugged and you said “I will take care of it”. At the time, your promise was a gift so precious, exalted even, to me. I placed you on a pedestal most high and made of pristine marble. I miss that feeling, as irrational as it was, my world made so much sense then. You and I, heaven on earth, what else could there be?

  • @zehra1901
    @zehra1901 2 роки тому +1

    just felt something i can't explain while the songs playing. it's just like loving someone more than yourself and losing.

  • @elinappelqvist2942
    @elinappelqvist2942 2 роки тому +4

    this movie, the music, the emotions and everything is just wow. absolute wow. but, it really breaks my heart knowing that they probably never saw each other again. it also is very similar to my own life in some ways. hurts everyday.

  • @yeyzee
    @yeyzee 2 роки тому +3

    i’ve loved this song dearly since i first heard it and this slowed version just makes it x10 better.

  • @elinalkefjall453
    @elinalkefjall453 3 роки тому +7

    All I want is to be able to watch call me by your name for the very first time again. one of my favorite movies ever and this song🥺🥺

  • @tylerj8424
    @tylerj8424 2 роки тому +3

    I remember the day my partner called me at work to tell me we were over, and that he was moving out. The pain I felt was so intense I thought I was going to drop dead. I found this song and somehow it spoke to me and though I still hurt now and then I have survived and will continue to do so!

  • @darwingomez3047
    @darwingomez3047 3 роки тому +35

    OMG,i literally just finished watching the movie lol

  • @angelic.9826
    @angelic.9826 2 роки тому +9

    I want this to play at my funeral.

  • @je.z2054
    @je.z2054 3 роки тому +12

    hey
    i love your work and appreciate every single song. thank you for doing this it helps me a lot going
    through things.

  • @loumaxc
    @loumaxc 2 роки тому +7

    I have loved you for the last time
    Is it a video?
    Is it a video?
    I have touched you for the last time
    Is it a video?
    Is it a video?
    For the love, for laughter, I flew up to your arms
    Is it a video?
    Is it a video?
    For the love, for laughter, I flew up to your arms
    Is it a video?
    Is it a video?
    Is it a video?
    I have loved you for the last time
    Visions of Gideon
    Visions of Gideon
    And I have kissed you for the last time
    Visions of Gideon
    Visions of Gideon
    For the love, for laughter, I flew up to your arms
    Is it a video?
    Is it a video?
    For the love, for laughter, I flew up to your arms
    Is it a video?
    Is it a video?
    For the love, for laughter, I flew up to your arms
    Visions of Gideon
    Visions of Gideon
    For the love, for laughter, I flew up to your arms
    Visions of Gideon
    Visions of Gideon
    Visions of Gideon
    ...

  • @dominicnakama976
    @dominicnakama976 3 роки тому +12

    I tell myself I wouldnt come back to your channel unless im sad, but I guess Im here again.

  • @nattpol9468
    @nattpol9468 3 роки тому +10

    This song is just so beautiful

  • @rohfitheperson
    @rohfitheperson 2 роки тому +5

    Never seen this movie. Maybe tomorrow. But this song… let’s just say it means A LOT to me

  • @bigbrainty
    @bigbrainty 3 роки тому +3

    i remember everything

  • @chrislper6497
    @chrislper6497 2 роки тому +6

    The problem is not finding someone who loves everything bout you
    BUT
    THE PROBLEM IS THAT I THINK I DON’T DESERVE THE LOVE THEY’LL GIVE ME
    CUZ I DON’T

  • @xanxlav
    @xanxlav 3 роки тому +3

    thank you for helping me in the whole quarantine, lustry.

  • @cyberbimbo50
    @cyberbimbo50 3 роки тому +5

    Im simple is see lustry i click 🍭🍭💫

  • @madhavsingh1726
    @madhavsingh1726 2 роки тому +3

    Our hearts and bodies are given to us only once,
    And before we realise anything our heart worns out
    And so as for our body there comes a time when no one looks at it , atleast willingly.
    So live every single moment that truly means to you and no matter what other people think about you. You know one day this will matter a lot .
    Get your vibe and carried away by it.😌

  • @rue.3173
    @rue.3173 3 роки тому +2

    BRO WHOEVER THIS PERSON IS HAS GOOD TASTE IN MUSIC 💫

  • @Hamdanic
    @Hamdanic 2 місяці тому

    i hope whatever is it that you're experiencing right now fades away, to a point where nothing but happy memories are all that crosses your mind.

  • @xicobaj6699
    @xicobaj6699 2 роки тому +2

    The edge of seventeen and cmbyn is easily my faves movies

  • @Valkyria_K
    @Valkyria_K 3 роки тому +6

    “Call me by your name and I’ll call you by mine.”🥲

  • @euphoria1980
    @euphoria1980 2 роки тому +3

    im pretty damn sure she left me , im heartbroken and crying in the corner listening to this
    oh god i miss those beautiful moments

  • @lover6650
    @lover6650 3 роки тому +4

    Good night lustry

  • @matyldachalamet3720
    @matyldachalamet3720 3 роки тому +2

    lustry is my safe place with free therapy

  • @zeni9162
    @zeni9162 3 роки тому +3

    lustry your appreciated🖤

    • @zeni9162
      @zeni9162 3 роки тому

      AH u read my message😭❤🖤

  • @punkoovw
    @punkoovw 3 роки тому +3

    this song. I love it.

  • @wookiha2k2
    @wookiha2k2 Рік тому +1

    This song makes me feel comfortable but also indescribably regretful

  • @soulmilk1
    @soulmilk1 6 місяців тому +2

    i can't take this anymore.

  • @deepti4504
    @deepti4504 3 роки тому +4

    I love this and I love youu

  • @ghosttv2010
    @ghosttv2010 3 роки тому +3

    thank you so much you really make me feel in peace , i was just suffering and rn im just feeling that im in a dream ❤

  • @whaledna
    @whaledna 6 місяців тому +1

    this song im gonna CRY

  • @missaesthetics.9330
    @missaesthetics.9330 2 роки тому +2

    The bucket of tears at the end of the movie

  • @pommedeterre3785
    @pommedeterre3785 2 роки тому +2

    Lord have mercy the summer is here
    Every bad horrible memory was in this season

  • @dani3lsavocado
    @dani3lsavocado 2 роки тому +3

    "I'm like you." he said. "I remember everything."
    I stopped for a second. If you remember everything, I wanted to say, then before you leave tomorrow, or when you're just ready to shut the door of the taxi and have already said goodbye to everyone else and there's not a thing to say in this life, then, just this once, turn to me, even in jest, or as an afterthought, which would have meant everything to me when we were together, and, as you did back then, look me in the face, hold my gaze, and call me by your name.
    - Elio

  • @xnatasaxivancevicx8285
    @xnatasaxivancevicx8285 3 роки тому +5

    i was too emotional to comment when this got posted but when i sae the notification i went from :) to :'/, my heart literally stopped... ;(
    thank u lustry for being the best person ur probably not going to see this but i appreciate you so much and u helped me get through the worst times :)

  • @lainep9742
    @lainep9742 8 місяців тому +1

    bro made the saddest song in the world even sadder

  • @ingrey6442
    @ingrey6442 3 роки тому +6

    we waited for her in the rain and she ignored my existence. ended it in one sentence over snapchat I wrote her a note and that was it. she was gone

  • @kami.6685
    @kami.6685 3 роки тому +6

    Yesss heyyy lmao this is already so good😫

  • @rebekahjoy1495
    @rebekahjoy1495 2 роки тому +4

    Can you do mystery of love?

  • @shaunakbakshi3488
    @shaunakbakshi3488 3 роки тому +4

    Gonna watch this movie again tomorrow ❤️❤️

    • @Fizzxokp
      @Fizzxokp Рік тому

      Which movie please tell me name .

    • @sammiee___
      @sammiee___ Рік тому

      @@Fizzxokp Call me by your name

  • @lain2682
    @lain2682 3 роки тому +2

    I remember everything

  • @s.yonders
    @s.yonders 3 роки тому +6

    это песня, заставляет плакать..

  • @al-ee9hz
    @al-ee9hz 3 роки тому +2

    this movie is incredible but look into it and it’s basically ‘they only want you when you’re 17, when you’re 21 you’re no fun’ Oliver used Elio and it’s romanticised so much but he knew what it would do to Elio when he left and he still did it. Elio wasn’t emotionally grown and Oliver played on that.

    • @usmc6270
      @usmc6270 2 роки тому

      oliver actually loved elio..

  • @anthonydejesus8264
    @anthonydejesus8264 3 роки тому +2

    I´ve been waiting for this for a long time

  • @Valeria-ic3dt
    @Valeria-ic3dt 3 роки тому +2

    Omg yes, I love this, ty so much Essa

  • @kzh_garinass.
    @kzh_garinass. 2 роки тому +17

    Как же хорошо когда можно переводить ваши комментарии.......
    Хочу вам сказать вы особенные
    Пожалуйста любите себя
    И никогда не причиняйте себе боль 🖤

  • @pessoaur
    @pessoaur 3 роки тому +1

    made me cry with sobbing, thanks.

  • @elinalkefjall453
    @elinalkefjall453 3 роки тому +3

    okay but is this a sign for me to read cmbyn again... it’s literally more sad than the movie

  • @sonnenblume3256
    @sonnenblume3256 2 роки тому +3

    "Elioelioelioelioelioelio"
    "No, here's Oliver."

  • @de4thofapartygirl
    @de4thofapartygirl 3 роки тому +3

    This song makes me so sad :(

  • @axzontolw
    @axzontolw 3 роки тому +2

    i remember everything...

  • @mis_trust
    @mis_trust Рік тому

    I literally started crying, the pain in my chest, while watching the ending scene, it really hurts when U love someone and that someone is never gonna be yours 💔

  • @irem3224
    @irem3224 3 роки тому +4

    Perfect.....😭😭😭🥺

  • @bitchdontcry2688
    @bitchdontcry2688 3 роки тому +3

    Esse canal é perfeito

  • @klausmikaelson1782
    @klausmikaelson1782 3 роки тому +3

    this song :(