Miscarriage || Spoken Word Poetry (w/ words)
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#Miscarriage || by Michael of #GamerPoets
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I couldn't wait
I counted all those days
We played in my mind, smiling,
Waiting til the time until your first birthday
You couldn't stay
You had to go away before you even came
Never got to know your name
Life is strange that way
My future died that day
But if you're anything like me i know
You'd say even though
We're not here together we'll grow
And that's it not my fault
I know. I know.
I wish I met you
Say hello. Need to cry?
I would let you
Hold you through it all, Teach its OK to fall
Cuz id get you. Bless you.
Wipe you're little nose
Pick you up. Won't forget you
I wont forget you
Pushing swings with nobody on the seat
Turn my head... every stroller on the street
Would you look like me?
Hold your tiny hands
Hold your little feet
They say dads don't fall in love til birth
What is wrong with me?
Fell in love when i heard
Knew your worth
You'll be strong you'll see
Give you all of me
I would die just to give you an hour
Healthy kid all grown. Empowered.
Trade my life for yours
Would you hang a little while?
It wont take long I just want to see you smile
Wish I met you
Say hello. Need to cry?
I would let you
Hold you through it all
Teach it's OK to fall
Cuz id get you. Bless you.
Wipe your little nose
Pick you up. Won't forget you.
Won't forget you.
Where ever you are I would get you
Anything you need I would get you
Any time you fall I would catch you
It's your time to live... I would let you
I wont forget you...
...or the others
All the dads and the mothers
Little sisters. Little brothers.
Won't forget you
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I can’t make myself watch this yet, but I wanted to say how much I appreciate you bringing to life the pain of miscarriage for those who may not understand. I have three beautiful children on this earth, and two little angels who never made it. Two back-to-back miscarriages with no explanation, one of the toughest times of my life. Almost 20 years later, and I still feel the pain of the loss. I don’t know if all women (or men) carry those feelings forever, but I know that I will. I’m one of the lucky ones who got to the other side and had healthy babies after the losses. I cannot imagine the suffering for those who have not. God bless you, Michael, for sharing this powerful message.
You never forget a soul.
My wife shares your loss. In 2002 she lost her first less then an hour after birth and she still struggles with it. It affected her entire life. Completely altered who she was, who she were to become and how she acted to the world around her. She never tried again. Sal would have been 18 this year and i would be proud to be able to adopt him as my own.
So no, you're not alone. Its not something you forget or get over. It's just one of those things where you learn to live with the pain.
As a father of 5 this is a difficult song to listen to. We had 3 miscarriages along the way. Most people forget them over time but a few they stick with. Time will heal the wound from the loss but the love will always be there. My condolences on your families loss. God bless you all.
I respect the banner on the video but I respect more that you left the song up. I doubt you will see this, but please keep this video up. I need this song. I only listen to it on rare occasions over the years, but i think about it almost every day. My lost child is the only thing that can make me cry and sometimes a man needs the cry. Please don't ever take this video down. It has kept me from suicide two times so far and will probably do so again.
It'll be here = )
Even in the best times depression and other crap can sneak in. Turned 40 this past September. My brain crapped itself and I was as close as I've ever been to killing myself. Ocd thoughts. We get through, get up and keep going 😉 take care of yourself
I'm so sorry for ur lose .... Be strong and don't give up ! My cousin and his wife got their first born after 5 years of failure ...
Beautiful. Such a difficult thing for some to talk about, but this is something I'd send to friend. Many women have miscarriages, especially if it's their first pregnancy. Some have more trouble. Every event is a lesson, and it is a brave soul who teaches it.
Amazing work. Bringing a voice to all those across the world and time who need this to be expressed. Hugs to you both.
Don't really know what to say. Thank you for sharing this sad event with us. The pain of a miscarriage is so often overlooked but it's very real and doesn't always leave you. You lost someone you loved. You truly are a poet Michael. *hugs* Sending positive vibes to you and your family.
Appreciate ya, Leslie = )
As a father of 3, this video hurts a lot. I hope you guys get well and that God takes care of your pain and bless you with kids.
Sir, you're truly a real Poet.
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While I know that there’s nothing I can really do to soothe the pain the loss of a child can cause, I hope you know that this video and all of the other things you do on this channel are a testament to your will, endurance and kindness. You help others out of the sheer kindness of your heart, and regardless of the pain you feel you still aid those of us looking to have fun and enjoy the things you enjoy. Thank you for all you do Michael, the world would be a better place if we all had more people like you
Beautiful Michael. I know statistically 1 in 3 pregnancies end in miscarriage. It wasn't until my wife miscarried before I learned how common it is. I didn't know my mother, mother in law, aunts and friends had miscarriages until we had one... In most cases there is a reason the pregnancy gets terminated, even though you likely never find out what that reason was. It is strangely silent around them, never talked about. My wife had a miscarriage and an ectopic pregnancy. I'm pleased to say we managed to cope well, helped by two healthy kids, but not all of us are so lucky. You did a marvellous tribute.
Glad to hear they are doing well :)
This happened pre-gamerpoets and pre-Gina. The music wrote it for me when I heard it. Felt worth sharing. Maybe a year later I gave birth to GP :) its growing up pretty well.
I know it isn't a mod tutorial or review but, these are pretty cool too. You inspire me to try new stuff and break out of my shell. Thanks Mike for these cool ass videos!
This is beautiful. I'm so sorry for what you had to go through to have written this.
Wow. A lot of feelings in this one.. Thank you for taking time making and uploading this!
Hard for a man to show his softer side, but you came up ACES! God Bless....
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Michael, I do not want to assume this is coming from your current personal events. If it is though, you have my deepest heartfelt sympathies.
With such a loss, the only option we have is to Endure. It takes time to sort through the emotions, ot take time for the emotional scab to form over the wound. It takes time to learn how to live with the pain and memory that will think about every day of your life.
Grace and peace to you and the family. I know it sounds impossible, but fill your home with love and closeness in this time of grief and sorrow.
Long time ago ;)
Feels like a different life ago.
I save everything I write. Been sitting on this one for a while. Felt like it was time to hatch.
Love you, my man! Finally can see your channel's namesake. I've never experienced anything like what you've described, but even then it touched me, Michael. Hope you're doing well
I am = )
What do you mean you can't sing? With a voice like that obviously you can!
Wow that was beautiful and so very touching.
Lots of love from Chile ♥️
Very powerful song. My wife and I lost our first back in 2016 so we know the pain you feel.
Sorry to hear that. It was a strange time for me.
wonderful job on the video man. I'm gonna go cry in a corner now.
Thanks Jordan = )
4 years since my favorite what if left us and this got me tear dropping. Not what I was expecting to find when searching for a reason I can't get Quick Loot working. But thank you, needed some release.
🙏 :)
My heart goes out to you and your family, I'm crying like crazy and I have a hard lump in my throat x
Thanks Dolly = )
Long time ago for me. Was the right time to let this upload.
Nice job dude
thanks = )
Beautiful; thank you for sharing!
Glad you liked it = )
Devastating and powerful. Thank you.
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Much love and blessings man truly beautiful and touching though 🙏🏻
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I hope you find peace. Almost losing my daughter about killed me, I cant imagine going through what you did.
I'm glad things sound to have turned out much better than they could have = )
Wow, this is an undeniably powerful and heartbreaking piece. Much respect for using that pain so expressively. Side note: For future poems, would you consider using your cadence like Stone Sour - The Frozen? Think it'd suit your voice really well with music! :). Stay strong brother
I just write in the moment whenever it pops up = ) The words and music pick me.
@@gamerpoets that's more than fair. I approach music the same way. Just was musing! Keep up your great work and bravery
That happened to us. Sorry brother.
Long time ago = ) Thanks phil. Hope things are good your way.
Man I wasnt trying to cry today.. thank you
It took me a while before I was ready to watch this. Let's just say I was not a very nice person today after seeing this on my subs. I lost my first child when I was 17. Thirty years later I still wonder what she would have been like. You never get over the guilt or the I wonders. I am grateful for the three children that survived birth but I still don't feel whole.
Yeah, every now and then I think about what it would have been like if I had a kid... that ship has sailed for me.
Great video
Thank you = )
Thank you 😭💔 my due date would be 3/16/20 so close
There's not a lot that can be said when unfortunate events happen. I just shared this (wrote it a long time ago) finally hoping it might "help" someone deal with the emotions of the situation. I'm sure everyone feels a bit differently, especially if you are the one who went through the physical side of it. Don't lose yourself. Just keep being you = )
i feel for you my friend
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This had to be timed..........
It was around this month a few years ago that I was forced through an abortion by my abusive ex husband... aborting a child that I was so damned sure was not only my current husband's, but would have also been our baby girl... our little Linda...
First time in over a year that I cried over that... But well, as my psychiatrist said: "these memories will never truly go away, same for the pain involved with them... but see them like the ghosts from Super Mario. The more you face them, the more you will realize that they can never hurt you again."
Sorry that you had to go through that.
I like the super mario analogy:) best I've ever heard. Going to tell my therapist about it when I go tonight:)
Very powerful video Michael and if this is something you and the fam are going through, my thoughts are with you and all who’ve experienced this loss. I have a wonderful daughter and I can see how I’d feel as well. 😭
Long time ago :)
GamerPoets Our thoughts go out to you all. Just experienced a loss in the family so can extrapolate the pain involved.
I would watch this, but I'm already not in a good place mentally. I just can't bring myself to watch
That's ok :) take care of yourself
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Wow I don't know what to say but in a good way if that makes sense
It does :)
Please tell me this is you being your Poet self and not something that really happened to your family.
My hopes and prayers are with you, man.
Wishing you and yours nothing but the best, despite the slings and arrows of outrageous misfortune.
:) long time ago.... I like the slings
Love ya man, thank you.
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I guess this is gamerpoets
in deed it is = )
It was never your fault. To know then what i know now. he would be 10 this year.
This was unexpected..... don't have the right words in english.... emotional and touching would be the direct translation
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