Miscarriage early pregnancy (my story, signs & symptoms)

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  • @kahlifrancino7126
    @kahlifrancino7126 3 роки тому +67

    I've had 10 pregnancy losses and finally went full term with number 11. He's my life! Never give up hope xxx

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому +5

      ❤️❤️❤️❤️ this gives me so much hope. Thank you so much Kahli xx

    • @inspiredby_lexx3819
      @inspiredby_lexx3819 3 роки тому

      ❤️❤️🙏

    • @AliyaMalek-ss9gb
      @AliyaMalek-ss9gb 9 місяців тому +1

      This is the strongest impactful comment I have read. Wish i could send you all the well wishes and hugs infinitely

    • @chingkwayla3524
      @chingkwayla3524 3 місяці тому

      Wow

    • @aylenb91
      @aylenb91 3 місяці тому

      So sorry to read this😢 you are so brave, big congratss, did the doctors discovered why you had so many losses?

  • @BreonnaAllen-r8g
    @BreonnaAllen-r8g 3 місяці тому +4

    Thank you for sharing your story! I'm 22 had my first pregnancy and sadly miscarried. This year I lost my mom as well and didn't have a partner to share and experience the feelings with for support. It was very hard alone but watching videos like these make it feel like I can handle it and things happen it wasn't in my control. I feel your pain and emotions girl.

  • @BaileyandMichael
    @BaileyandMichael 3 роки тому +6

    My heart truly goes out to you and your family! My husband and I suffered a miscarriage a year ago and we’ve been trying to get pregnant ever since unsuccessfully. We have just started the journey of reaching out to an infertility specialist. I know how defeating it can feel. I completely met you word for word on everything you expressed. I will be keeping you in my prayers and I’ll definitely be following your journey. 💛💛💛💛💛

  • @EM-tj4im
    @EM-tj4im 3 роки тому +2

    I am an ER nurse and I can not count the number of women I have meet this way. I have been following your boob videos and was shocked to see this one. I am sorry you and your husband are going through this. Miscarriage is usually a personal pain that woman don't share or talk about. I am glad you are sharing this. No one should feel they are the only one that have ever gone through this. Never give up hope, because the best news here is that you have been able to get pregnant twice. So many factors are involved with taking a pregnancy to term. You have each other and you can get through this together.

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому

      Thank you so much for your message, your kind words and support means so very much! I especially love when you say never give up hope 🙏🏼🤍✨ I will remember that on the tougher days xx

  • @adjn5120
    @adjn5120 3 роки тому +4

    Sorry you are going through this again.. I had 2 miscarriages in a row before having my 2 kids. You will be blessed with children one day. Stay strong x

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому +1

      ❤️❤️❤️❤️ thank you so much. It helps hearing from others who have been through this that it all works out, I appreciate this so much xx

  • @Ashleyyyy_xx
    @Ashleyyyy_xx 3 роки тому +8

    Putting it out there that you guys will get your family and have a happy and healthy pregnancy/baby very soon. You guys are so pure and lovely and deserve the world 💖

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому +1

      Thank you so much Makayla ❤️❤️❤️❤️ your love and support means the world. This is the kind of manifestation and vibes we need 💗✨🌈🤍 I appreciate this so much

  • @marytworkowski3464
    @marytworkowski3464 3 роки тому +4

    I am so sorry Elle. You will be blessed with a healthy pregnancy I just know it. You’re going to be great parents. Take time to heal. Don’t give up hope 🤍

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому

      Thank you so much Mary ❤️❤️❤️❤️ your words mean a lot. We will keep that hope 🙏

  • @daleboaden2968
    @daleboaden2968 2 роки тому +1

    Ellle & Dave I’m a mum of four, I cried with u on this. With my first I was told it would be difficult to conceive. But our first miracle arrived, nearly miscarried but bed rest worked. I obviously went on to hv more, but when people ask me about my big family, they don’t know my struggles. U guys are so brave, and now u hv twins, and they are absolutely amazing xoxo

  • @Kimmyo12345
    @Kimmyo12345 3 роки тому +4

    Oh Elle 😭 I'm so sorry you are both going through this again! It's the hardest thing to go through. I had my son 5 years ago no issues at all and then last year had a very early miscarriage it was absolutely heartbreaking. We are starting to try again and it's so hard to keep positive! Sending so much love to you both xxxx

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому +1

      I’m so sorry to hear you’re going through this xx you’re not alone. We will both have our babies I am sure 💗🌈🤍✨ sending you so much love x

  • @claudinegomez650
    @claudinegomez650 3 роки тому +4

    What a beautiful video, so raw and honest . I’m so sorry you are hurting but time will heal. I’ve miscarried so totally understand the pain you are feeling . Your relationship/marriage is inspiring and you should be very proud of the strong bond you both share. Please don’t give up. Miscarriage is so common and I used to tell myself that my miscarriage was due to my foetus wasnt healthy and losing it early was for the best. Still devastating but helped me mentally get through it. Your rainbow baby will happen so please keep positive and know that your openness will help so many people who are going through the same thing. Good luck at the doctors this week . As you’ve already said, you’ve done nothing wrong . New life is more of a complicated thing that we understand. I used to feel bitter about women who were taking drugs and didn’t even want a child to go on to have lots of healthy children and I couldn’t . I soon understood that it just wasn’t my time and when I eventually had my children , I felt a strong sense of gratitude and fulfilment from going through the journey I had. Keep positive and talk lots about what you are feeling, it helped me a lot in my healing process xx

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому +2

      Thank you so much Claudine ❤️ your kind words mean so very much! I’m so incredibly blessed to have such a supportive husband xx the silver lining in all of this xx thank you again

  • @polianaferrari9426
    @polianaferrari9426 3 роки тому +1

    I just wish I could give you a big and nice hug. I cried watching your video, cause it was very similar to what I went through. I had to miscarriages myself. Doctors really discouraged us about getting pregnant as I was already 37 and running out of eggs according to him. After the second miscarriage we took some time to recover mentally and physically, we stopped trying for nearly a year. Then we felt like trying again and here we are with our rainbow baby. My little girl is now 18 month old. I really really really hope things work out for you both sooner rather then later. You've been in my prayers. Much love.

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому

      Stories like yours fill me with hope. I am so sorry you had to experience that, but thank you so much for sharing your journey with me. It sucks walking this path, but to know that it all will work out makes the hard times worth it. I will keep reminding myself of that... thank you so much for the kind words xx

  • @danielles8712
    @danielles8712 3 роки тому +3

    I am so sorry you are going through this. I work in a Fertility Clinic in Australia and see a lot of women having multiple miscarriages. With the right treatment most go on to have healthy babies. Do not give up hope 💗

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому

      This means so much to me, thank you Danielle xx hearing that this happens to others but it all works out is exactly the reminder I need. I appreciate this so much 💓💓💓

    • @danielles8712
      @danielles8712 3 роки тому

      @@ElleHerself Good luck Elle. It may not happen straight away so stay strong but most importantly do not get too stressed about it. Stress and anxiety causes more issues, just let it go. (I know easy to say, but true)

  • @terricraig616
    @terricraig616 3 роки тому +13

    You’re gonna be such great parents when your rainbow 🌈 baby comes. You guys are amazing and you’re so brave sharing this. I’m glad you are normalising this because pregnancy is like lotto, your chance will come because you are deserving of this happiness. Love you guys x

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому +1

      Your message made me well up 🥺❤️ thank you so much Terri, so incredibly kind of you! We appreciate your love and support so much 💗🌈✨🤍🙏🏼

  • @leej8182
    @leej8182 3 роки тому +7

    This must have been such a hard video to edit, thank you for sharing your story with us. You are an remarkable strong person. The Lord will guide you and is always with you. Keeping you and Dave in my prayers 🙏🙏❤️❤️

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому +2

      Lots of tears, but my hope was that someone out there suffering would see this and know they aren’t alone. It’s such an isolating experience that so many of us go through 💔😞 your kind words, love and support means so very much. Thank you so much for speaking those blessings into our lives. Thank you x

    • @leej8182
      @leej8182 3 роки тому

      @@ElleHerself sending lot's of love and hugs to you and Dave

  • @rebeccamcqueen1948
    @rebeccamcqueen1948 3 роки тому +4

    The love and support you both have for each other is so special and will get you through this tough time, I hope when the time is right you get your rainbow ❤

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому +2

      Thank you so much Rebecca ❤️ we’re staying hopeful that day will come 🌈🤍

  • @jacintax9549
    @jacintax9549 3 роки тому +1

    😭 I'm a blubbering mess after watching this 💔 I'm so sorry you guys are going through this, but I truly believe that only the strongest people would be handed such a rough card, because they can bear it and become stronger because of it ❤️ My fiancé and I are trying to have a baby, and it's so hard to not focus on it too much and be consumed by the process. Thank you for sharing 🤗

  • @faithreinke3889
    @faithreinke3889 Місяць тому

    I cried so much during this. I’m currently almost 7 weeks and at my last scan my dr said that it might not be viable and I need to come back in a few weeks. And I have been having cramping. But I cried more that you are there for each other my husband is saying stuff like “ you will get over it” “ it’s for the best” just anything but comfort. It’s been hard and my family does not support me so I have been doing this all alone. 😢

  • @meganmcmullan8108
    @meganmcmullan8108 3 роки тому +1

    I am so sorry for your loss. You are both inspiration and extremely brave. I was told I would never have a second child but my beautiful daughter did arrive. You are both very strong and I hope all your dreams come true.

  • @denitamorris7195
    @denitamorris7195 3 роки тому +2

    I know you two are blessing someone through this video. I am praying for the both of you. Please, please, please take some time off and be there for one another. I always feel so much positivity from the two of you. Your little blessing is coming,,,

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому

      That means the world thank you so much. I hope that it helps someone going through this 🤞🏼 got to hold onto that hope ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @biankapool50
    @biankapool50 3 роки тому +1

    Such sucky news, im sorry to hear some of us have such a hard road to become parents.
    It took 5 pregnancies for my 2 kids, I'm sorry your also part of this club no one asks to join.
    Hope your rainbow is just around the corner. Rest up for now as its you know it takes a huge toll not just emotionally but physically

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому

      Thank you so so much Bianka ❤️❤️❤️❤️ you’re so right, it’s a club that none of us wish to be in, but it’s so so comforting hearing from others who have been on this difficult journey but it’s worked out. Thank you for filling me with hope today 🌈✨🤍🙏🏼💗

  • @spozgirl
    @spozgirl 3 роки тому +2

    you are both amazing... you are so brave and empowering to others trying to fall pregnant.. YOU ARE REAL!! in tears here and sending you and Dave strength from the universe!!

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому +1

      We appreciate all of that positivity sent our way so much ❤️ thank you for all of your love and support xx

  • @Jenantv
    @Jenantv 3 роки тому +1

    Sweet Elle. Praying for you two. My ❤️ goes out to you. We had 2 miscarriages before we had our 2 beautiful boys 20 years ago. God has you two in his hands.

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому +1

      Your prayers and kind reassurance means the absolute world. Thank you so much ❤️❤️❤️

  • @Kat_Andrews
    @Kat_Andrews 3 роки тому

    Hey Elle and Dave. I have been a surrogate twice for two different couples in Wellington. One thing I have learnt is to celebrate every single day you get with your precious baby. So many people subscribe to the “don’t tell anyone till after 12 weeks, in case you have a miscarriage.”
    I call BS on that theory! Celebrate every day. If you don’t tell anyone, then no one can support you if the worst does happen. Tell people, celebrate your time spent with your baby. If the worst does happen, at least you have had time with it.
    I know that this is not truly relevant to you guys, because you are very open and public with your lives, however, if this helps even one of your followers, then that’s great.

  • @jazzyparntz6451
    @jazzyparntz6451 3 роки тому +1

    I’m sitting here watching this and crying for you. My heart goes out to both of you and I am so very sorry. You are both wonderful and strong ❤️❤️❤️

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому +1

      That is so incredibly kind of you ❤️❤️❤️ thank you so much xxx

  • @rebeccahamer3585
    @rebeccahamer3585 3 роки тому +3

    Sending love to you from a student midwife ❤️ you both are amazing and so strong xx gods holding onto those 2 precious souls 👼🏼

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому +1

      Thank you so much Rebecca 🥺❤️ you have no idea how much that means ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @eleanorhill9703
    @eleanorhill9703 3 роки тому +8

    You are so strong and incredible both you and your Husband

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому +2

      Thank you so much for your kind comment Eleanor ❤️ I’m so thankful to have Dave to lean on ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @denaeb5897
    @denaeb5897 3 роки тому +8

    That nurse was awful to you.. I am soo sorry that you're having to go through this:( sending prayers to you and your family

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому

      For a second we thought that it truly wasn’t a miscarriage so that was a bit of an extra roller coaster to go on 💔😞

    • @denaeb5897
      @denaeb5897 3 роки тому

      @@ElleHerself I'm still really sorry you are going through this sending prayers to you and your family

  • @edenbates5149
    @edenbates5149 3 роки тому +1

    You are both so brave and so strong, I am so sorry you guys are experiencing what you are, but it is beautiful to see how much you both hold each other up. Fertility issues are heartbreaking, but it is no ones fault, you are amazing! And I am sending huge healing hugs, even speaking about This is a huge thing for not only you guys but numerous people xxxx

  • @dilanka160
    @dilanka160 3 роки тому +2

    Everything happens for a reason. Keep faith you will get there in no time ❤️ may you be blessed ❤️

  • @sar0904
    @sar0904 Рік тому +1

    We have just gone through this. Thanks for sharing. It’s so sad

  • @louisegordon6345
    @louisegordon6345 3 роки тому +8

    I think having Charlie will be such a blessing for you in these hard times he will bring you so much joy. Also that nurse should be investigated for what he said to you

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому

      Charlie has been the biggest blessing 🙏🏼 he hasn’t left our side 🥰😍

  • @deborahhunt7955
    @deborahhunt7955 3 роки тому +6

    Im so sad to hear this. My husband and I have been trying to get pregnant for 10 years now. We started IVF last year and fell pregnant with the first try and sadly at the 7 week scan there was no heartbeat and resulted in needing medical intervention to remove the pregnancy. 4 transfers later and i have 2 lines again on the home pregnancy test. Praying that my hcg numbers are good after my blood test on Thursday and that the number continues to rise and the pregnancy continues. I wish you both all the very best and although its tough right now youll get through this 💜

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому

      Wow, what a journey you have been on. We are so happy for you and your husband!! Congratulations!!! We are thinking of you and sending all of that good positive baby dust your way 🌈✨❤️ thank you so much for the kind words xxx

    • @deborahhunt7955
      @deborahhunt7955 3 роки тому

      @@ElleHerself thanks so much! i believe your rainbow is waiting for you both !♥️🌈

  • @louisegordon6345
    @louisegordon6345 3 роки тому +2

    I feel so sad for you both you will get that rainbow baby one day just keep positive and stay strong because it will happen. You both are loving people and deserve that baby

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому

      ❤️🌈🤍✨ were staying hopeful for that day 🙏🏼✨

  • @Nicole_Riviere
    @Nicole_Riviere 3 роки тому

    So sorry you had to go through this. I also had a miscarriage first and have now two healthy kids. It messes with your head. But one thing we women really must not do is somehow feel like a failure. That is just not true and makes it worse. So happy you are pregnant with twins now❤️ You two are gonna be the most amazing loving parents. Though you will become really busy once the two are here😉 Much luck and love 💕

  • @louiserichards4673
    @louiserichards4673 3 роки тому +1

    You are both such beautiful people inside and out and this wasn't anyone's fault. The heartbreak is immense but you'll one day have your rainbow baby 🥰

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому

      Thank you so much Louise xx I so appreciate your kind words, thank you ❤️🌈✨🤍 means the world x

  • @areuelu
    @areuelu 3 роки тому +1

    I’m sorry Elle . Sending so much Love to you both ❤️🤍

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому

      Thank you so so much for your love and support 💓 means the world x

  • @jonnettejones2629
    @jonnettejones2629 3 роки тому

    😭😭😭 I know how you feel Elle when you say sorry to your husband when this happens. Even knowing it’s not our fault as humans and women it’s just something we feel for some reason. What I tried to remember is just wasn’t our time and now we have two healthy wee girls. Well worth the wait. You guys got this. Xx

  • @emilysnow1452
    @emilysnow1452 3 роки тому

    So sorry for your loss Elle and Dave.
    Praying for your rainbow baby to bless your lives soon! You will be amazing parents.
    I had a wee baby boy who was stillborn at 25 weeks. And then 5 years later my rainbow baby was born. Shes 3 now 🌈
    Sending you strength through your grief. ❤

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому +1

      What a heartbreaking journey you’ve been on, thank you so much for sharing. It fills us with so much hope knowing that it does workout 🙏🏼✨🌈 thank you xx

  • @prtsonga2011
    @prtsonga2011 3 роки тому

    Am currently also going through a miscarriage. My Hcg levels just started to drop at 5 weeks. It's heart breaking.
    Baby Dust to you. Don't lose hope

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому +1

      I’m so sorry 💔 sending you lots of love and baby dust. I so appreciate your message 🙏🏼 must hold onto that hope x

    • @ageis3250
      @ageis3250 Місяць тому

      Good. Another child spared from this world.

  •  3 роки тому +1

    My heart is broken for you both. So glad you have each other & strong support. You will be blessed with your beautiful rainbow baby & be so in love. Sending you all the love & positive vibes 💫💗✨

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому

      Thank you so much for your love and support Zarah. You are the kindest! Appreciate you so much xxx

  • @louisegordon6345
    @louisegordon6345 3 роки тому +1

    Don’t ever be sorry Ellie its not your fault it’s just something that has happened ♥️ there’s a really good fertility clinic in Auckland I found they were great.

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому

      Thank you so much Louise ❤️❤️ what was the name of the clinic? I’m interested to meet with some specialists if I can 🤍🤍

  • @chloenauschutz691
    @chloenauschutz691 3 роки тому

    What a wonderful supportive empathetic genuine husband you have. You are both wonderful humans and you will have your rainbow 🌈 baby who will be so loved and so yearned for & will have the best home. Thank you for sharing your story. Wishing you a safe and healthy journey as you go forward with next steps xx

  • @sarahtinkler7831
    @sarahtinkler7831 3 роки тому +1

    All my thoughts go to you guys.
    Truly are inspirational

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому

      Thank you so much for your support and love Sarah xx means the world 💓

  • @ejmakesus6
    @ejmakesus6 3 роки тому

    We recently had a pregnancy loss . I shared our story on our channel. This video pulled at my heart strings. Seeing your partner comfort you is so sweet.
    My husband comforted me during our loss, a moment I’ll remember always.
    I’m deeply sorry for your pregnancy losses .
    I will pray that your family is blessed with a baby soon 💓 ( zinc supplement also helps men )
    All I can advise is a daily mantra
    “We are ready to welcome a baby into our lives
    We are ready to treasure & love unconditionally a baby be it a boy or girl.
    We are ready to be parents and welcome a healthy baby into our lives & family. “🙌🏻
    Sending lots of love from Melbourne, Australia ❤️

  • @debbieharrison6695
    @debbieharrison6695 3 роки тому

    You two have all the love for each other I’m sure you’ll get through this & I believe you’ll have a healthy little one in the future , just stay hopeful you got this 💕💕

  • @lisettelubuma5277
    @lisettelubuma5277 3 роки тому +1

    I'm so sorry for your loss. Don't loose faith and hope.

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому +1

      Thank you so much ❤️ we’re hanging onto hope 🌈🤍

  • @lisathompson4163
    @lisathompson4163 3 роки тому

    Am newly subscribed to your channel, so sorry for your loss, never give up and you will get your little bundle of joy when the time is right xx

  • @dtzot
    @dtzot 2 роки тому

    Any support appreciated. I’ve been told today, no heartbeat heard with scans/ ultrasound, looks like my pregnancy stopped at 6 weeks. I haven’t had any symptoms yet. Hcg is going to be tested again in next couple weeks. What makes HCG not increasing? Any suggestions? 😭💔

  • @tradeseller6138
    @tradeseller6138 3 роки тому

    thank u both for sharing ur journey to having a family
    aroha mai x

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому +1

      Thank you so much for the love and support ❤️❤️❤️

  • @Somekiwichic
    @Somekiwichic 2 роки тому

    Watching this knowing you finally have your rainbow twinnies 🥺❤

  • @noteswithyolanda
    @noteswithyolanda 3 роки тому +2

    Sending peace, understanding & love ...

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому

      We appreciate it so much ❤️❤️

  • @amywatts720
    @amywatts720 3 роки тому

    Sending so much love to you both x I wish more than anything I could just give you both a big hug! I cry tears for you and your family x your time will come xx

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому +1

      Thank you so much Amy 💓 your comment is like a virtual hug, the support, reassurance and kind words mean so much to us right now. Thank you xx

  • @aliciak6753
    @aliciak6753 3 роки тому +1

    Im so sorry...prayers for you

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому

      Thank you so much 💗🙏🏼

  • @sweetsugaredvenom
    @sweetsugaredvenom Рік тому

    You're so lucky to have such a supportive partner. 😥❤️

  • @e.4738
    @e.4738 3 роки тому

    Wish you all the best, don’t give up! Would be interesting to hear your experience on eating more carbs after being keto for so long?

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому

      Thank you so much ❤️ pre-pregnancy I would have about 25-30g net carbs a day, and then during pregnancy I have between 50g-100g a day. Because I increased my calories I just ate more veggies, added in beans/vegetarian protein substitutions, and I would use low carb wraps. It's hard to say whether it makes me feel any different because I think all of the symptoms I felt were pregnancy related (feeling bloated, tired), not due to eating more carbs 😊 xx

  • @BlackcatNZ
    @BlackcatNZ 3 роки тому

    Biggest Hugs to you both💜💜💜 Sending you both Love and healing thoughts.

  • @nancybrown2289
    @nancybrown2289 3 роки тому

    You are both such beautiful people. Things will happen for you. Last year my husband and I had 3 losses. We then put conceiving on the back burner and grieved in our own time. In that time of focusing on us as a couple we conceived our beautiful baby girl due in August. You are both in my thoughts and prayers. Much love and hugs to you.

  • @lovelifelaugh2727
    @lovelifelaugh2727 7 місяців тому

    Looking at your recent videos I’m so happy for you

  • @sunnybeach103
    @sunnybeach103 3 роки тому +2

    Trust in the lord to bless you and believe it with all your heart.

  • @keyskingdom2152
    @keyskingdom2152 3 роки тому

    I just went through a miscarriage , i went to the emergency room alone one night in severe pain , bleeding , going from being very cold to sweating badly and was throwing up non stop. I went there in fear of the baby i tried so hard to stop throwing up because i thought at least keep what i ate down for the baby but it wasnt working out for me. I took a shower before i left an passed out in the bathtub an had a huge bruise on my knee from falling. I went to the hospital in complete fear this was my first baby an i am only 22 but i was so ready!! When i first went i was told i had a cyst an was put on antibiotics but everyone but the dr. told me do not take those turned out we had a chemical pregnancy ...
    I was born one pound an i developed crohns disease which was very active an i had a bad episode due to the pregnancy but i couldnt get it to stop i tried. Its a battle within myself an its extremely frustrating. Went days not eating sometimes because i didnt want to wake up sick in the morning due to my sickness nothing worked an killed me even more knowing this was part of the reason i lost my little one. It hurt having to tell my love ones im no longer pregnant meanwhile my brothers all have had kids first try. At first i felt so defeated as well It hurts but i will never give up. I will forever cherish the little changes i had an the happiness the pregnancy gave me.
    My hcg levels were dropping an that's when in my heart i kinda knew but didnt want to believe it. God is good and i will get my little one when my time is right i truly hope. I thought it was my fault because my boyfriend has a daughter already so i felt less of a women in a way but someone close to me talk to me an this is common an its not my fault. I will try again once i get the okay from my dr. Fingers crossed🤞☺ 🌈

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому +1

      I am so sorry to hear you're going through this. I hope you remember that there is nothing wrong with you, and you did nothing to cause this. Miscarriage is so common and affects so many women, so you aren't alone. And you will go on to have your precious baby. Sending you love 🌈 ✨

  • @lovelove6999
    @lovelove6999 7 місяців тому

    I would suggest don’t consume too much pumpkin. With or without pregnancy nowadays. As a perspective how I’ve seen it’s really difficult to grow pumpkins without using a lot of insecticides especially when u consumed them uncooked. To me it’s like I’m doing something bad to my body.

  • @kelsijamieson1212
    @kelsijamieson1212 3 роки тому

    You are both so strong ❤❤❤❤

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому

      Thank you so much for the love and support Kelsi xx

  • @niamhtwist7938
    @niamhtwist7938 3 роки тому

    Praying for you and your husband. Where are you from? Love your accent. Xx

  • @hopeliefting7648
    @hopeliefting7648 3 роки тому

    Hey Elle you and Dave are awesome and will be amazing Parents I have had a miscarriage and recently had a pregnancy with no embryo I got recommended a place called Patient Advocates in Tauranga they do phone consultations so you don't need to travel in person they help with natural hormone therapy and with their help I have been able to get pregnant, praying for you and Dave and I know we will see a beautiful baby on your channel soon. Much love to you guys totally know how you feel. Xo

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому

      Congratulations Hope that is so exciting to hear about your pregnancy ❤️ thank you also so much for recommending them to me. Will definitely check them out ❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @hopeliefting7648
      @hopeliefting7648 3 роки тому

      @@ElleHerself Thanks Elle we will have to throw an online celebration for you and Dave too, I just know we will see some adorable you tube videos of you guys with your baby soon, your honesty about you're journey is having such an amazing impact on so many people. God bless you and your Children to come.

  • @jessiebarker5347
    @jessiebarker5347 3 роки тому

    My heart hurts for you both ♥️

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому

      Thank you so much Jessie ❤️ we are staying hopeful 🌈🤍

  • @tammyryan1761
    @tammyryan1761 3 роки тому

    Sending love and strength xxx

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому

      Thank you so much Tammy ❤️❤️❤️

  • @iritanawanoa9504
    @iritanawanoa9504 3 роки тому +1

    Kia kaha guys. ❤️

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому

      ❤️❤️❤️ thank you so much x

  • @natashapretorius7202
    @natashapretorius7202 3 роки тому +1

    Power couple 💑 You got this xx

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  3 роки тому

      ❤️❤️❤️❤️ thank you so much xx

  • @Chels_does_keto
    @Chels_does_keto 3 роки тому

    💔💔💔💔

  • @CC-cy1uk
    @CC-cy1uk 7 місяців тому

    Y’all are super cute 🥰

  • @starblane1023
    @starblane1023 11 місяців тому

    I love your husband and the way he looks at you like your the most beautiful woman in this world 😂❤💯😤👌

  • @allanahhickey556
    @allanahhickey556 3 роки тому

    💕💕💕

  • @carlisa.
    @carlisa. 4 місяці тому

    I think I’m having a miscarriage now.

  • @dankepige
    @dankepige 2 роки тому

    Tripple jabbed but that had nothing to do with it.

    • @ElleHerself
      @ElleHerself  2 роки тому

      Just to be very clear, the vaccine did not cause any of my miscarriages. When I filmed this video I hadn’t had any covid vaccinations. After this miscarriage I fell pregnant with my twins (my third pregnancy), and during that pregnancy I had all 3 covid vaccines. Our babies were amazing healthy sizes for singleton babies (crazy because ours were twins), they were also born at term (not early like most twins are!), and didn’t need any NICU time, ALL of which is almost unheard of for twins.

  • @Laurenlilly902
    @Laurenlilly902 3 роки тому

    awwwwwwww

  • @ageis3250
    @ageis3250 Місяць тому

    GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!