talking about my feelings while painting
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- Опубліковано 6 гру 2020
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You did the most important thing that someone with depression can do. You got up and did something. You even overachieved. You went out twice, you decorated your tree, you painted, and you made a whole video, edited, and uploaded within 24 hours.
This needs to be top comment💜👏🏻
You`re absolutely right!
she even talked ab how she’s feeling & her emotions which is also v important
i hope morgan pins this comment 🤎
Melissa MAKE THIS A TOP COMMENT
I die every time I see the weird ass wooden snowman. The sound that plays sends me.
So funny but I was watching an old Shane video last night and he has this same snowman, from like 2 years ago. Too funny!!!
Same 🙌🏼
SAME😅
@@SophisticatedFun78 I thought it looked familiar 🥸
We loved him for that 🥰
Personally I love the "bettering myself" brand rather than the "ehhh college dropout" brand.
Same.
I'm living for it
Morgan I don't care if you don't upload everyday, I just hope you are happy and healthy right now! You have lots of love and support from everyone here in the comments
I’m sorry but can we all agree that Morgan has achieved and over come SO MUCH just by doing vlogmas. 4 vlogs in 4 days I can’t imagine how hard this could be for her especially since she’s just come off her meds and it is REALLY hard work. I think we can all be so so proud of her and she keeps bringing such good content too
Especially while in college, what a badass
Truth 1000%... 💫
@@jacquelinem5286 I didn’t even know until this video she was still in college!!
I'm still waiting for her video for 11hrs˚‧º·(˚ ˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥ )‧º·˚
I agree full heartedly!!! I am on so much meds myself and when I miss ONE DAY I'm a wreck... Morgan fucking rocks!🤘
This is real life..you’re the only person I’ve watched who’s open about the highs and lows, and films whatever is going on with honesty and I appreciate that about you.
Watch Samantha jo. She’s another UA-camr and she’s also doing vlogmas. She talks about mental health too and she’s also funny like Morgan!
Chrissy Montague girl yesss !! Sam is so under rated it actually bothers me lol
Colleen is the same way. She is open about her mental health issues and about being a mom. It's amazing to see so many people who are open now
“I like my men, like I like my Christmas trees, trashy and full of balls” honestly quote of 2020 😂
That is the nicest Starbucks employee I’ve ever heard.
yeah they're paid to be like that
That wooden snowman and sound effect gets me EVERY. SINGLE. TIME. 😂
Omg me too hahaha I started hearing it randomly in my head today 😂
Same haha I love all the sound effects she adds
Morgan: talks about mental break down
The Ghost in the corner: Girl you good- 👁👄👁
You are honestly my favorite UA-cam i love how open and honest you are. Hearing you talk about your bad days makes me feel like I'm not alone. Because I have days where I won't even get out of bed to eat but then I remember to get up and atheist do 1 thing. People don't realize that when you live alone alot goes on in our heads. Thank you for your videos!
thank you for your sweet comment :,) we are in this together living alone can definitely be brutal and make you overthink EVERYTHING. sending love to you ❤️❤️
so now not only are you doing vlogmas and overcoming depression but you're also a university student?? THAT'S INSANE and you have so much to be proud of
ok i legit laughed out loud when cookie unhinged her jaw for some friskies
Me when I eat
Saaaame omg 😂
i loved that part XD im STILL laughing
Friskies and meow mix is trash food. She should take better care of her cat 🐈
@@BriJo91 maaaan she's trying her best don't be rude
That snowman is so haunting. He looks like he knows things he shouldn’t know
🤣😂🤣😂😆 LMAO
I 10000% agree lol
He looks like he knows what’s going on with those FOOTPRINTS ON THE YOGA MAT
i made fan art for him @7ylerjohnson on insta it’s on my story
@@tylerrjack it’s beautiful, just looked at it
The noise every time the creepy snowman appears kills me 😂
No one:
Morgan: dies and is revived by oreos
The Starbucks guy is probably Morgan's soulmate
She has got to meet the nice Starbucks guy during this Vlogmas! xx
@@oshifish2 omg yes!
@@oshifish2
Watch there be a plot twist *he got fired*
That’s a vlog !!
"I don't have a brain today " most honest words ever spoken. Lol
Me in a math test
Me rolling up into work today
This video should've been titled "Morgan philosophically getting us out of depression for 14 minutes straight"
Why does that snowman sound effect literally get me every time.
NOT THE CURTAIN MOVING IN THE BACKGROUND JFTYSKEJLSKKDDHFFF
Or an open window ...
It was so unsettleinggg seeing that!
I assumed that was Cookie. My cats do that all the time.
Imagine if all of us depressed people went to Morgan’s house and painted
The world would be a better place
it’s called group therapy ☺️
I would love that 🥺👉🏻👈🏻🥰❤️
i dont think we could all fit lol
@@Elena-bk4fs lol that’s so true
When Morgan goes to college to be her own therapist because the world is failing her 💔 I feel thet
Yesss
The pretending you don't exist on Sundays to recharge for the week is one of several reasons why I love you. Same, girl ❤️
As an art therapist in training, this is awesome to see. It's not always about the end result but how you processed your feeling during the session!!! Can't wait for more videos.
Yes 👏👏👏 I have been painting for this reason for years, I have so many crappy or unfinished pieces, but the process is soo stress relieving I SWEAR by it!
If they end up awful i just paint white over it to reuse the canvas 👌
There is something very poetic about Morgan talking about life’s bigger picture while painting a picture
Morgan: *talks about her feelings while painting*
* a lot of people liked that *
OKAY. here’s me leaving a comment you’ll likely never see but here we go anyway.
depressive episodes are so hard. ive struggled with them for so long. it does get better and you can sort of feel them coming on the more you get used to them. meds are so hard it takes a while to find what works for you. I relate to this so so much. the numbness is SO real and SO not talked about enough. You’re amazing for opening up and being so incredibly real on this platform.
Your little blurb about fixation and change blindness really hits. I do the same thing all the time, it’s so hard to change your point of view when everything just feel so heavy and painful. I’m so so sorry you’re struggling with this ❤️ I genuinely just want to hug you. We all need a reminder sometimes that we are so deserving of happiness, even when we feel like we don’t matter.
Hang in there and keep doing what you’re doing. Been supporting you from day one and will continue no matter what content you share ❤️
I relate to this so much. Ive had a tough couple years with out covid. The numbness has been so real. It's not like you want to die but you just go through the motions most days and it gets exhausting. Thanks for reaching out. Your comment made me feel better today ❤
the amount of serotonin this notification gave me is unmatched
Love this comment, yes QUEEN!
Morgan has Jenna Marbles energy...miss her Soooooo much so that’s why I’m here! I hope she can continue because the Tube need this energy!
hey, Morgan. I don't know if you will read my message but I want to tell you this:
first of all i really admire you for doing all these things while being in a bad mood, it takes a lot of strength!!!
second, when it comes to antidepressants the withdrawal effect can last up to a few months for some people, this happened to me too. my doctor also wanted to increase my dose but I politely refused, because it just didn't feel right to me. he then helped me get off my meds slowly so the withdrawal wouldn't be so bad, so yeah.
thank you for being honest about your moods and about your life, i love watching your videos because they're like a breath of fresh air. everyone tries to show their perfect life, their perfect partner, perfect house, clothes, and so on, and honestly i am tired of it, especially in the middle of a pandemic.
i really admire and appreciate that you are being yourself, to me it matters a lot!
Morgan is the most relatable, honest youtuber/ celebrity. She doesn’t pretend like she has this perfect life like everyone else on social media and nothing of hers is staged. I’ve been watching her since she started videos and she goes through so much. I applaud her for creating this vlogmas where your posting every day because it can be a stressor but as a viewer it is the most entertaining and truthful thing. I know I can always go to Morgan’s channel for a good laugh and be true about going through depression
I still just wanna know who's BARE FOOTPRINTS THOSE WERE ON THE BALCONY ffs morgan youre gonna get yourself jeffrey dahmered
THISSSSSSSSSSS i commented and was like PLEASE LOCK YOUR BALCONY ALL THE TIME WTF???????
As a final year student at University, I’ve felt with depression for quite a lot of my life, I totally get what you’re saying here and tbh I don’t have an answer, but just keep to a routine as best as you can, walk and get out of your house/car, surround yourself with people you love and how love you, and learn slowly as you want to love yourself. xxx
The bigger picture that I don’t even think Morgan’s see’s is how well she’s actually doing, like literally being able to talk about this and understand while your in a episode is so incredible. Morgan has such an amazing personality and she should never feel bad about herself!!
“What happened to Fetty Wap, did he end up finding his trap queen?”
PLEASE DONT STOP DOING VLOGMAS I LITERALLY LOOK FORWARD TO THESE VLOGS EVERYDAY MORGAN ILY
MORGAN!!! Take it easy on yourself! You just delivered a baby 😂😂😂😂
FACTS HAHA
Eeeekkkk YOU replied!! Not to seem creepy or weird but totally skipping around 🤪
Yass girl let’s take the stigma away from talking about mental health. You left the house, TWICE! You decorated your tree, made your ghost giggle, and actively tried to help yourself remember that this feeling is not forever. You accomplished so much on a bad day and little victories deserve recognition! Btw your type of vlogmas is the type I can get behind 🙌🏼🙌🏼
Ok literally Morgan you are doing so good! You are in therapy, you're taking care of yourself where it matters most, you advocated for yourself with your doctors, and you're doing college classes?? Girl I've been hoping you would do something like that!! Yas queen!!! You seem like you like learning and I'm happy you are trying classes. It's always good even to just expose your mind to more concepts. Literally so impressed by you. ❤️❤️❤️
Some ghosts can drain people's energy right?? ... Get rid of that evil wooden snowman!
Omg TEA
@morgansvlogs bish not haunted snowman, he is bae
@@morgansvlogs I feel like the ghosts are coming back cause you started living alone again
“Let him out it was only second degree”
I CACKLED
I think it’s really good to have one day a week where you just kinda unwind and rest. It might feel like we’re being lazy but sometimes our bodies just wanna chill out for a while and recharge
I CANNOT handle the eerie noise for the snowman 😂 it brings me so much joy
" for the life of me,i cannot wake up today " ~ Constant 2020 mood
💯
Every day all day
My life
I love how you talk about the Starbucks baristas. I use to work there, and they really wanted us to work on the customer experience and although it was stressful and felt fake, at least some customers actually appreciate it. Like now being an ex barista I’m like, I appreciate how friendly they are bc I’m so fucking lonely and their attitude makes my day 🤗🙃
Same! They are the only people I honestly feel okay around when I buy stuff it’s so weird. I give baristas genuine credit for making depressed anxious people like me feel relaxed
True we just had a new SB open up and they have a new crew and they are so friendly, I feel good when I drive away. Weird but we are all starving for some human interaction sad a lot of us are getting it at the drive thru. 😧
Lol I always avoid Starbucks because I feel like they will be rude or mean idk why but this made me want to go now
I would be so exhausted if I were a barista or worked at chick-fil-a. I’m like how are you so damn happy all the time? I couldn’t fake it for an entire shift Lol. But honestly there were a few times when I was feeling like shit and a barista completely made my day.
Yesss it really does tho!! They’re always so sweet & that helps so much when you’re having a bad day 🥺
This is possibly my favorite vlog on all of UA-cam. Saving it for favorites. She’s just been so relatable and through the darkness has still created quality content.
I hope Morgan knows if she doesn’t upload I’m rewatching these other videos because I just love seeing her face
I love that your tree has Dollar Tree ornaments 😊you right, they're bops LOL
Yessss!!!!
lmao yesss
oh look at my favorite UA-cam crafter in one my favorite UA-camrs comments 🥰
Mine all came from Dollar Tree and Hobby lobby. They all match and all cute. 👍🏻👍🏻 Or bops, I guess. I'm old, almost 40, I don't really know what that means. 🤣🤣🤣
@@jsfjbd same, is bop good or bad?
I'm really committed to finding out who the usual starbucks employee she loves so much, lol! waiting for the vlog where sunshine replaced the raine when the intercom talks back
I'm literally going through the same process right now of tapering off antidepressants. It's been a tough journey of feeling such a wide range of emotions. I relate so hard to having days where I bounce off the walls, and other days where I want to unexist and sleep for eternity.
I just need you to know that my absolute favorite videos of you are when you're alone and 100% transparent with your head space and just being absolutely YOU! You're so entertaining and so special because you're so relatable! Thank you for being you!
Will we ever find out Morgan’s mystery husband at starbucks
I really hope so
I hope so
"On sundays I don't move at all, I pretend like I don't exist and that is how I recharge for the week" __ Morgan Adams 2020
OMG MOOD I LOVE THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
On Sundays I'll go to church and depending if it's football season and as long as the game that is on by the time I come home from church I'll take a nap till whenever I wake up to maybe watch a night game. Nothing wrong with having a nap, I'm 25 and I'll admit that I still take naps when ik I need to nap.
“He’s ready to bang some drums and some bitches” LMFAO 😂😂😂😂😂💀💀
I love that you’re talking about this because honestly feeling emotions is the most important thing to me, it always has been and if I weren’t such an optimist thanks to books and Disney movies and to be able to recognize whatever feeling for what it is and pin point why I’m feeling this way and try to somehow rationalize it or break it down is how I get through every single day. I relate heavily to that, and I’m so so so happy you were able to realize that feeling numb wasn’t the answer and able to save yourself when those doctors weren’t even trying. Hope you’re having a good day, thanks for hanging out with me this morning lol 💖
"But i look so cool when im wearing it!!!" Also Morgan: 🍥👄🍥
YOURE EDITING IS GETTING FUNNIER AND FUNNIER THE SNOWMAN GETS ME EVERYTIME PLS ✋💀💀💀
Morgan is the role model I needed. Been struggling a lot with MH recently, and it lessens the loneliness seeing people be open with it! She's crushing the stigma and I honestly needed this
Thank you for being so real, you have no idea how much you help others you are truly a blessing to many including me 🥺💛
i literally sit around all day waiting for her to post these vids 😭😭
Me too. Love her so much
I literally drop everything and start watching lol
Me, too!🤩
definitely same
Same
"it's easier to sit here and chat than it is to express my emotions to someone I know in real life" is really really real.
I am so so grateful for you opening up and talking about your emotions. I have felt like this for so long, and it’s amazing to hear someone talk about it.
I love it when u r open and just u. It takes such courage to be vulnerable in front of the camera so thank you. It helps so many of us going thru our own troubles to see we are not alone. This was one of ur best episodes so far. Thanks for allowing us in on a day that u would far rather be hiding under the covers. We love u lots and lots
“COVID Fatigue” is a real thing and is a real pain in the ‘butt’ (trying to keep it PG, JIC)
We are in not only in a viral pandemic, but a mental health pandemic (which predated and has been worsened by the pandemic)
I’ve watched my normally energetic, happy, enthusiastic students deflate over these past few months and deal with mental health problems that they have not previously exhibited or were not to this extent.
We are all hurting and suffering in variety ways and all of those feelings are valid and it’s not only ok to feel them, but they should be felt.
Please try to be kind to yourself, if there’s a day you need to stay in bed and do some self care, do it! We all care about you and want you to be genuinely happy. As a person who has struggled with mental health issues who works to break down stigma of mental health, really do appreciate it when UA-camrs level with their viewers and openly discuss mental health issues - so thank you :-)
I know A. you may never read this and B. you’ve probably heard all of this before - but maybe this will help you in some way, at least to show you are loved by many people or maybe someone watching this video will read this comment and it will help them
You sound like an excellent teacher. Thank you for your words today. I hope you take time today to know you are appreciated for your work and your comment.
@@dejdej19
Thank you for your kind words, I really appreciate it!
I hope you and your loved ones have a **Happier** New Year!
It's just sad how a lot of people are depressed. It's nice to see these types of videos that tells people how to take care of their mental health in a fun way.
I came back to watch this coz today's video is not yet up✌️
SAME!
This series is really great! I love watching you open up and talk about these things that effect so many people. Way to go for going back to school, that's AMAZING!
i’ll drop anything and everything just to watch morgan’s vlogmass. honestly the highlight of my day
Me too honestly. It makes me feel not so alone. Watching someone who is actually normal and not trash is comforting
@@jadesmith3655 agreed!!
Samme
SAME ♡♡♡ oops sorry for screaming. Yea , im awkward AF
😳
@@SuzanneDeniseB no you’re good hahaaha
MORGAN!!!! Bby have you installed security cameras yet?? hun that’s not a ghost that’s a person trying to break in! we’re not trying to scare you we just want you to be safe more than anything🥺💕
Yeah i'm still worried from the footprints in her last video!
The “psst hi” voice, the noises from the roof or attic, and then the footprints are SO scary. I hope Ryland & Shane are watching her videos and encouraging her to get security. If nothing else, putting in security cameras would make for good content during vlogmas.
Morgan! I absolutely LOVE that you’re sharing about your mental health and depressions. I, too, struggle, and I personally found this incredibly helpful, ESPECIALLY the whole portion where you talk about how we fixate on things and forget the bigger picture, aka reality. THANK YOU!! ALSO, I freaking love that you’re back in college!! YAAAASSSSS!!!! I say we aren’t ever done learning, and the more we learn, the better! Yay you!! 😽😽😽😽
Your doctors really said “alr let’s get some more unicorns and rainbows up in here 😄🌈✨🥰🌸”
“Maybe life isn’t so bad” me:same same as a tear falls down from my face 😭😭
It is literally so helpful to hear you talk about things and normalise when you wake up and you just know you’re having one of those days but it so hard to explain or understand why you feel like that. I legit thought that was only me. Thank you for helping me feel less insane lol ❤️
I love you girl. Thank you for always being you, you’re so real and honest and I love it. Can’t wait to keep watching - your videos give me life. 💕
Anyone else watching this waiting for the next day's vlog? haha love you Morgan!
❤️you need to give yourself credit for all you do to take care of yourself. Your face mask, eye roller, painting are all great healthy tools to help with depression and anxiety and show you are taking care of yourself. You’re also seeking help with your doctors and are self aware of your symptoms and trends in mood. Youre thinking critically about how what you’re learning in school applies to your habits. You’re putting notes in your phone to remind yourself that this isn’t permanent. You’re doing amazing ❤️
“Calling ghosty MEOW Rwrwrwr” 😭😂😂😂😂
Morgan I love your vlogs ! It’s giving me life for this whole month, and rather Yiur realize it or not you have such a great impact on people . Thank you for speaking out about your mental health journey , you inspired me to get off my antidepressants,, I’m gojnf into my second month of weaning and it’s been really really really hard . I feel sick all the time from withdraws ,, emtional , mood swings , but I wanted to stop tjem for the same reason as you I’ve been on them for years and I felt like they were just making me numb now . Now as I’ve began weaning off I feel like a fogged has been lifted , granite I’m struggling with depressed days, but atleast I can feel emotions now . Thank you Morgan ! You change more lives than you think . 😊
I have the most CRIPPLING unmedicated anxiety right now, I cant even leave my house, I cant sleep at night, and Im a zombie allll day....... your videos help me out a lot. Thank you Morgan ❤ I'm sending you healing vibes and hope you feel better soon. ❤
I can't be the only one that gets scared a little everytime she zooms in on that snowman!?😂⛄
hahaha same
I literally cant stop thinking about those footprints on your balcony... can one of the vlogmas episodes be a house {walls} tour to put the squatter rumours at rest
I hear you, but it’d freak me out her giving the layout of her unit for every nut job on the Internet to see and plan with
i cannot stop thinking about it either!!! lol
HOW CAN I LIVE WITHOUT VLOGMESS MORGAN PLEASE COME BACK ITS BEEN 24 YEARS
Can I just say how much I love watching your vlogs. You are so genuine and speak about everyday struggles that so many of us have. I get why other vloggers hide it or not want to dwell on to to help people escape but I feel like this makes it so much more relatable and makes me personally not feel lonely.
Literally, Morgan's experiences with medication is relatable. Like am I just an empty vessel? Also work has me turning into a bitter, angry person so there's that
I hope things get better for you :)
The wooden snowman noise gives me life 🤣🤘
Morgan's story of her meds reminds me of my first neurologist. They gave me epilepsy meds because that's what they thought I had and when my "episodes" kept getting worse and more intense, they just kept upping my dosage and didn't understand why it was getting worse...
Morgan should do a Christmas bake with me; either have ryland guess her cooking out of other fast food places or have blue apron sponsor her 😂
YES
Omg yes
She said “Where did Fetty Wap go?” I’m dying 😂😂😂
Did he get his trap queen?
I don’t know who he is? Is he a cartoon character?
Morgan is one youtuber i want to support in any way possible shes such a down to earth person, and genuinely enjoy every second of all her vlogs usually I can't sit through vlogs but I enjoy all of hers. Much love and support to morgan she deserves only the best🖤
Morgan, I love you , I’ve watched you from the start - and I have nothing but love and admiration for you. Thank you for being so real and honest and know that you’re amazing and the world is better with you in it ♥️
The one left out ornament at 2:45 "I just wanna be appreciated"
Yes i replayed that like 5 times to make sure 😂
thanks for the time stamp someone just mentioned the lonely ornament.
It scares me how quick doctors give out antidepressants like candy.
Me too, most doctors now just give pills and there's Natural medicine that Helps!
They get paid more to do so, doctors that want to help people will do everything else before adding medication.
That's why you go to a psychologist first than you get referred to a psychotrist.
they can’t risk not giving you them and you ending up committing, if you’re trying to get anti-depressants and you feel like they will help, go to a psychologist/therapist and get referred for the certain amount.
@@tylerrjack And anti-depressants can increase suicidal ideation as well. I think there are better solutions that are not often available or utilized in our society. Some people need medication, but some people need certain kids of therapy(ie trauma based, DBT, etc)
That snowman made out of logs will haunt my nightmares this Christmas
Thank you for being so open!! I feel like more people need to be taking about this kind of thing with mental health, wish you the best
i know how difficult it is to film your life everyday and actually DO things but i am LOVING these videos, you're doing so good, Morgan. 💖
Morgan quote of the day “What happened to Fetty Wap? Where did he go? What’s the deal with his eye? Is he okay? Did he ever find his trap queen?”
this makes me so happy vlogmas literally makes my entire month so thanks for keeping me mentally stable
Honestly I’m glad you’re talking about your anxiety and depression because you explained the same thing I’ve been feeling with myself for the past year .
I love how open and real you are! Opening up and normalizing talking about mental health is deffs something positive to do with your platform! And I hope you know you have lots of peeps that love you and think you frign bop too❤️❤️❤️