Iraq War Veterans, 20 Years Later: ‘I Don’t Know How to Explain the War to Myself’ | Op-Docs

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  • @TenTonNuke
    @TenTonNuke Рік тому +22160

    I don't know one veteran, myself included, who feels like they made a difference. We had no mission apart from "wait until someone fires at you and then fire back." We didn't bring freedom and democracy; we tore the country apart and left it in chaos and ruin. And we treated innocent people like they were terrorists. When people call me a hero and thank me for my service, I flinch. I feel like I should be punished for what I've done, not praised.

    • @nightwishn
      @nightwishn Рік тому +1750

      you are the 1st person on this comment section that i felt is truly honest and the ONLY from everything ive heard and read and watched that i truly felt that you deserve respect for saying and admitting this , thank you for what you said respectfully

    • @Arborist5851
      @Arborist5851 Рік тому +467

      I know what you mean brother, I completely agree.

    • @ebolawarrior451
      @ebolawarrior451 Рік тому +422

      Only time I felt like I helped was when I was helping kids at the TCN/LN depot. Other than that, I wasted two years of my life.

    • @arandom1024
      @arandom1024 Рік тому +317

      Former marine rifleman here...yep

    • @joshnic6639
      @joshnic6639 Рік тому +581

      Which is why it blows my mind When I hear people talk about how they never would’ve joined the Nazis, like if it was your country yes, of course you would have.

  • @Zlinky111
    @Zlinky111 Рік тому +16990

    "I don't feel like we are defending our country any more. We just go where they tell us". Pretty much summed it up.

    • @cryptidian3530
      @cryptidian3530 Рік тому +368

      Welcome to the US military forces.

    • @thezimra9429
      @thezimra9429 Рік тому

      uhm..... defending country ? hahhahah imagine going on the other side of the planet to defend poppy fields to make what happens in murica now ? homeless? drugs? fentanyl? its cause u did what u did... its not theyre fault... but murica should beliable and those people should fking get charged

    • @broaddusmarines
      @broaddusmarines Рік тому +316

      It’s been like that for over 70 years now.

    • @xxxod
      @xxxod Рік тому +61

      @@broaddusmarines just following orders

    • @musaidris1233
      @musaidris1233 Рік тому

      Heedless . Not using their own brain .

  • @mustafamohammed8758
    @mustafamohammed8758 Рік тому +34574

    "The wars will end and the leaders will shake hands, and that old woman will remain waiting for her martyred son, and that girl will wait for her beloved husband, and the children will wait for their heroic father, I do not know who sold the homeland but I know who paid the price"
    - Mahmoud Darwish

    • @teamtoken
      @teamtoken Рік тому +874

      Brilliant quote. No more needs to be said.

    • @kgosijapie5859
      @kgosijapie5859 Рік тому +126

      Hmmmm... powerful

    • @ddhqj2023
      @ddhqj2023 Рік тому +185

      @@knowstradamusucka5713 In Iraq?

    • @pavlolowry5441
      @pavlolowry5441 Рік тому +255

      @@knowstradamusucka5713 why you're creating another war right now?

    • @PapaDalbec
      @PapaDalbec Рік тому +46

      @@knowstradamusucka5713 or sold the homeland 😉

  • @Deluxedracula
    @Deluxedracula 2 місяці тому +216

    Beatty is probably one of the most insightful, intelligent dudes I’ve heard speak in a long time. Glad he made it and is speaking to us all, and also makes me sad for the bright people on both sides who didn’t make it.

  • @gabe_s_videos
    @gabe_s_videos Рік тому +9805

    Credit to the people who made this film, it was very tasteful. No dramatic music, no sensationalist editing, just the stories of people, what they did, why they did it and what they think of it now.

  • @baneenbzz4208
    @baneenbzz4208 Рік тому +9327

    As an Iraqi who lived through this and grew up in it, i could barely finish this video. It was horrible and forever damaging to all Iraqis who had to go through this.

    • @Thegbiggamerz
      @Thegbiggamerz Рік тому +189

      Sometimes it’s important to finish painful things, just see.

    • @amandasmith373
      @amandasmith373 Рік тому +2407

      Salam alaikum Baneen, I'm so sorry for what you, your family, and your nation suffered. The Iraqis are the victims in this. The war in Iraq wasn't "a mistake." A mistake is when you spill milk. The war in Iraq was a crime against humanity, and the Iraqis people deserve justice for the evil brought up on them by the US.

    • @orange2352
      @orange2352 Рік тому +187

      ​@@amandasmith373 USA USA USA USA

    • @russelllariscylll9938
      @russelllariscylll9938 Рік тому +332

      Amanda, don’t be so pretentious and act like nobody in Iraq was up to no good

    • @andwhataboutit8660
      @andwhataboutit8660 Рік тому +201

      @@Thegbiggamerz they lived through it, they've seen it already. We're the ones who need to finish the video (I'm Iraqi too but was born in NZ)

  • @CyborgZeta
    @CyborgZeta Рік тому +9339

    The guy who said he felt the need to sign up after 9/11 was spot on. That was precisely the mood a lot of people felt in the immediate aftermath of 9/11. And the Bush Administration took full advantage of it.

    • @codyjames01111
      @codyjames01111 Рік тому +1075

      That's the whole purpose of a false flag attack

    • @wizard_customz
      @wizard_customz Рік тому +489

      It was done by our own government.. what do you know about gadafhi

    • @Psychedelic430
      @Psychedelic430 Рік тому

      ''The killing stops in one place and starts in another but thats ok cause you are killing for your country. But it aint your country whose asking its a few men top who want it. Old men start it , young men fight it. Nobody wins , everybody in the middle dies and nobody tells the truth.''

    • @victorkreig6089
      @victorkreig6089 Рік тому

      Wrong, CONGRESS and the SENATE took full advantage of that
      Look at how many said yes to the war and look how many said yes to the patriot act
      Almost unanimous decisions. The admin was doing what congress and the senate told them to do plain and simple
      Oh and the satellite images that created the thoughts of WMD's and the only reason it was even used as a reason for invasion was because MI6 sent us images that showed they were there, of course it wasn't until years later that even the admin found out they were fakes

    • @flman1284
      @flman1284 Рік тому +260

      They created it.

  • @chicog24
    @chicog24 22 дні тому +123

    My unit lost four as soon as we got back from Iraq due to suicide. I don’t know if after military service if you ever come home. The veteran community is truly a community of brothers no one else understands

    • @inshoreassassin
      @inshoreassassin 12 днів тому +10

      Studies show 96% came back with some type of psychological issues. The other 4% were already messed up in the head before they left.

    • @starolive33
      @starolive33 4 дні тому +4

      It’s because the misery u cause catches up.

    • @WW-sj7zk
      @WW-sj7zk День тому

      Precisely. These young men made a choice to sign up knowing full well what they’re getting themselves into. Vietnam was a long time ago and , that dirty laundry has been airing for decades. Some of these guys are just straight killers and most join for the paycheque, education, and benefits that a lot of them wouldn’t ever get coming from some of these places they live.

    • @WW-sj7zk
      @WW-sj7zk День тому

      Most recruits are simply not there for the old “love of country” bs.

  • @demo8175
    @demo8175 Рік тому +13648

    We need more documentaries like this to show how much humanity is lost in war.

    • @marmac7619
      @marmac7619 Рік тому +119

      Perhaps even more so to the Aggressors, than the Victims?!

    • @jonny-b4954
      @jonny-b4954 Рік тому +295

      Imagine it from the Iraqi's perspective.

    • @anniemihn
      @anniemihn Рік тому

      Poor Americans who murdered 1 million civillians including women and children.

    • @P..W
      @P..W Рік тому

      I can explain the war to them - Zionist fingerprints on 9/11 and then attacking Israel's nearby geographic enemies at the beginning of the "Messianic Age" where Israel religously supposedly rules the world financially.

    • @robertsride1498
      @robertsride1498 Рік тому

      It wasn't a lawful war. Look up how the United States is supposed to go to war under the Constitution. Article I, Section 8, Clause 11: Just My Thoughts...

  • @saemae1169
    @saemae1169 Рік тому +5097

    As an Iraqi citizen back then and a us citizen now. This war was devastating for us Iraqi people our home was destroyed we lived in fear everyday. A million Iraqi civilians died because of this war. And it was futile and pointless. Why all this? What for?

    • @tmagic4781
      @tmagic4781 Рік тому +72

      revelation 3:9 thats why

    • @timuruddin7088
      @timuruddin7088 Рік тому +2

      Dont worry brother. Immigrants will come to their country and will take their country from them.

    • @rd-mu2vj
      @rd-mu2vj Рік тому +394

      It’s was all for oil and money!!! Duh!!! How do you like living in the US verses living in Iraq? Would you want to move back now the US has pulled out? Why or why not?

    • @JusDON2.0
      @JusDON2.0 Рік тому +3

      Oil and money … greed and power… hate and control… that’s all anyone wants with the Middle East… I so wish I could find a Time Machine … my father gave me an ultimatum… go to college or join the military… I so wish I went to college

    • @countryboyred
      @countryboyred Рік тому +361

      Greed. Plain and simple.

  • @thecowboypreacher6568
    @thecowboypreacher6568 Рік тому +8242

    What the US government did to these eager and willing young men and the Iraqi people is tragic and criminal beyond comprehension. My heart goes out to them all.

    • @germaniatv1870
      @germaniatv1870 Рік тому +105

      Not only the Iraqi.

    • @brentoncarter4275
      @brentoncarter4275 Рік тому

      lol the NYTimes did the exact same thing... lied about WMDs and Iraq the entire time.

    • @noneofyourbusiness1114
      @noneofyourbusiness1114 Рік тому +238

      They're trying to do it again with Ukraine.

    • @Bambeakz
      @Bambeakz Рік тому

      Yeah the US needs war to thrive Sad but true.

    • @TheJordanK
      @TheJordanK Рік тому +198

      @@noneofyourbusiness1114no they’re not 😂 unless by “they” you mean Russia, then ya.

  • @Lanidavis3219
    @Lanidavis3219 2 місяці тому +78

    My brother served in operation Iraqi freedom and 20+ years later he’s now an alcoholic with constant suicidal thoughts. Senseless war that took the lives of so many

    • @julybeeb4614
      @julybeeb4614 2 дні тому +1

      Its his fault could care less.

    • @JmenChristpas
      @JmenChristpas 2 дні тому

      Praying for your brother in Jesus Christ Name ❤

    • @prrsun
      @prrsun День тому

      @@julybeeb4614I hope you feel love one day

    • @julybeeb4614
      @julybeeb4614 День тому +1

      @@prrsun i felt it when he said about his brother for killing innocent Iraqi people because they are brown and not white

    • @pambower5431
      @pambower5431 Годину тому +1

      Just showing your bias denying someone’s humanity decrying them as a monster when you don’t know what they have gone through

  • @ayashnawa2343
    @ayashnawa2343 Рік тому +2980

    As an Iraqi... tears did not stop flowing watching this video. To this day, hearing fireworks makes my heart drop because they sound like bombs exploding. I startle hearing any loud voice. If a person does not pick up a phone, I think of them dead... This is the first time, I realize that it's actually been 20 years. I was only 9 when this started... The aftermath is still real, and my sisters are at risk of having to go back there, their refugee status is confirmed but their documents are "pending".....

    • @ahmedrakanrakan
      @ahmedrakanrakan Рік тому

      ابو غريب +اربع بيض امريكيين ارهابيين جنود اغتصبو الطفلة العراقية عبير الجنابي

    • @BoliceOccifer
      @BoliceOccifer Рік тому +216

      Sadaam was a bad man but what my country did to Iraq was just as bad. I was born in 2003, so when I look at things like this, I see a history documentary, not something that I personally remember. Despite that, I do feel some guilt about this but I don't know why. For whatever it's worth, I'm sorry.

    • @BondJFK
      @BondJFK Рік тому +223

      @@BoliceOccifer Gadaffi killed in 2010 for oil and he tried to replace dollar with gold backed currency

    • @prairiehorse6168
      @prairiehorse6168 Рік тому +221

      @@BoliceOccifer It was awful what America did and still continues to do in less obvious ways in many countries across the world. The drone strikes still have not ended.

    • @SnapFacttss
      @SnapFacttss Рік тому +50

      @@BoliceOccifer I was born in 1993 and I have the same feelings. All we can do is make sure we try not to make the same mistakes our parents made by supporting future war and hope we do not vote for someone who wants it.

  • @sheraz2045
    @sheraz2045 Рік тому +5961

    Being an American is like being the child of a Mob boss, you don't really know what your Dad does only that he provides for you, then you're shocked when someone throws a bomb through your living room window.

    • @vmoses1979
      @vmoses1979 Рік тому +230

      Lol - so well put.

    • @JustAroadcone
      @JustAroadcone 11 місяців тому +10

      Dude, what does the American government provide you? No social welfare, no healthcare, garbage infrastructure and LITERALLY the worst prison system in the western world by every metric. I think you could be demanding more. Lot's of nukes though, so there's that.

    • @bLeo99
      @bLeo99 11 місяців тому +203

      Never looked at it from that perspective. Crazy to think about but it’s true.

    • @Yasmin-dx3ek
      @Yasmin-dx3ek 11 місяців тому +100

      Perfect analogy.

    • @DB-Slugz
      @DB-Slugz 11 місяців тому +49

      Very good perspective and way to put it

  • @AlphaAchilles
    @AlphaAchilles Рік тому +3250

    I deployed back in 2013 to Afghanistan and ever since then I feel empty inside. Nothing excites me or genuinely makes me happy. And most of friends are either dead or somewhere far away. Don’t really leave the house unless I have too and no one really gets it. Good to know I’m not alone in this.

    • @wearywillie3675
      @wearywillie3675 Рік тому +235

      That sucks bro. Go back and find humanity, join a team and create some value for a group. You won’t regret it.

    • @PAMELAPORTER-ci7mr
      @PAMELAPORTER-ci7mr Рік тому +144

      This doesn't sound healthy; please seek help. Often, primary care doctors are helpful. I hope you get better.

    • @lemonjellosmith4462
      @lemonjellosmith4462 Рік тому +95

      You aren't alone at all. Reach out to a veterans group of people with like experiences. I am praying for you.

    • @nobody-jn2mb
      @nobody-jn2mb Рік тому +36

      Thank you for your service! You are loved & appreciated. 🙏🏽

    • @alexhynes4122
      @alexhynes4122 Рік тому +26

      Thank you so incredibly much for your service brother it was not in vain. You made an impact to keep us safe. My next door neighbor is a combat veteran with severe ptsd and has a service dog. He rarly leaves the house as well. I can’t imagine what you went through and we’re exposed to. I’m a Christian who has had massive trauma in life and the only peace I have found in this life is Jesus. Hang in there please the world needs you in it.

  • @dansatchkabaka4415
    @dansatchkabaka4415 2 місяці тому +44

    Half the country protested the war, and they were called every despicable name imaginable.

    • @tombickers
      @tombickers 24 дні тому +7

      And many of the same people who said those names now pretend they saw through the lies the whole time.

  • @AP-dv5vk
    @AP-dv5vk Рік тому +4023

    All those Iraqi children and people who suffered this prolonged tragedy and injustice. It’s heartbreaking when you feel what happened to them.

    • @ImportedFromSerbia
      @ImportedFromSerbia Рік тому +248

      Numbers are better impact than just word said. Over 500,000 children got killed, died, lost during and stayed our military operations in 🇮🇶.

    • @fcarter3863
      @fcarter3863 Рік тому +160

      ​@@ImportedFromSerbia You bet but the media doesn't say it's innocent civilians they call them insurgents

    • @alanncsu3243
      @alanncsu3243 Рік тому +59

      Hello... Iraq was in an 8 year war with Iran and over a million people killed, then invaded Kuwait for no reason until we forced them to leave... and chemically bombed his own people. Please tell us again how wonderful the children had it until Sadam, Uday, and Kusay's rule?

    • @greenbee6902
      @greenbee6902 Рік тому +323

      ​@@alanncsu3243 False equivalence, Iran-Iraq war was a more traditional war concentrated at the borders, with 85-90% of the dead being soldiers. Not a good time but how does that excuse the US invasion? The US invaded and destroyed a country over a total lie and went on to do atrocities on par if not worse than Saddam. They set up torture prison camps like Abu Ghraib/Guantanamo and used chemical weapons by their own admission in Fallujah. Don't act like there is anything moral about US geopolitics, its purely about the self interest and enrichment at the cost of others.

    • @alanncsu3243
      @alanncsu3243 Рік тому +22

      @@greenbee6902- how was the invasion of Kuwait by Iraq a US self-interest or geopolitics? And how was our removal of Iraq from Kuwait at their request US self-interest or geopolitics? We didn't even have anything to do with the 8 year war, and yet you excuse it blindly as some sort of border conflict despite over a million people dead? I guess in your mind, wrongfully dead soldiers is ok... and chemical weapons against his own people (which included children) is reasonable?

  • @jamesreed6152
    @jamesreed6152 Рік тому +3661

    It’s crazy to see how we all look back and realize we got played.

    • @MuantanamoMobile
      @MuantanamoMobile Рік тому +246

      Not once...but more than 7 times...

    • @rph8704
      @rph8704 Рік тому +500

      A lot of people knew Iraq was a bunch of BS.

    • @johannuys7914
      @johannuys7914 Рік тому

      And the US media backed that crime 100%. Like they are doing now, every day.

    • @TheDJMysterE
      @TheDJMysterE Рік тому +197

      We were warned and didn't listen...

    • @entreri76x
      @entreri76x Рік тому +342

      Imagine how Vietnam veterans felt…

  • @differentabdi5699
    @differentabdi5699 Рік тому +5235

    My heart goes out to all the Iraqi families who lived through this horrible tragedy

    • @Biserbalkanski
      @Biserbalkanski Рік тому +30

      right what about them?

    • @Biserbalkanski
      @Biserbalkanski Рік тому

      @Afayanl right . I agree . I live here and I'm a little younger but I know the good ol boys was talking s $ trying to make people against the war like they're p$ ys

    • @ahmedrakanrakan
      @ahmedrakanrakan Рік тому

      @Sanctus Paulus 1962 The brazen West supports ISIS and Saddam and then comes as heroes to save the world from the beginning Your government support this nonsense

    • @DopaminedotSeek3rcolonthree
      @DopaminedotSeek3rcolonthree Рік тому +17

      @@Afayanl It's us Americans who're emotional, eh?
      War in and of itself is an atrocity. Everything afterward is an addendum. The reasons are always the same, nevermind the context.

    • @batmanRBC
      @batmanRBC Рік тому

      @SanctusPaulus-ic5glyou’re talking about 1991. Iraq was no threat to Kuwait in 2003, gtfo and learn your history.

  • @taylorsnyderutube
    @taylorsnyderutube 22 дні тому +16

    "That's the worst thing you can go through at the age we were going through it." The quote explains a lot about the Vietnam War.

  • @jayshaft3179
    @jayshaft3179 Рік тому +3519

    Out of the 500 soldiers that were in my PTSD study group, only three are still alive. Out of the 1000 in another group, only 43 are left. PTSD and mental traumas never go away, it always haunts you.

    • @Iron_Edge_Ltd
      @Iron_Edge_Ltd Рік тому +358

      That is bleak and horrifying...

    • @jayshaft3179
      @jayshaft3179 Рік тому +178

      @@cbot375 Exactly the problem for the most part. I have watched many a vet die while waiting for treatment. Many also received treatment, but it was either not enough, or too little, too late. I have my own terrible PTSD from years of working with people, and the continuous losses over the years.

    • @badmanskill1112
      @badmanskill1112 Рік тому

      ​@@cbot375 They always have enough money for war to steal resources of other nations, but never enough to assist those that helped them accomplish those goals.

    • @dritemolawzbks8574
      @dritemolawzbks8574 Рік тому +43

      ​@@jayshaft3179 I'm genuinely curious, but were opioids drugs (substance abuse) and/or COVID-19 any of the contributing factors?
      That survival rate for young people considered to be in their "prime" was one of the most depressing stats I've seen in a while.

    • @koscocosco5309
      @koscocosco5309 Рік тому

      Why did you have ptsd when you were heroes liberating poor Iraqis.. I bet you killed innocent people that's why you can forget about it.

  • @TikyeWilliams
    @TikyeWilliams 10 місяців тому +3630

    “Money for wars but can’t feed the poor”

    • @FamiliarAnomaly
      @FamiliarAnomaly 8 місяців тому

      Money for blackrock and vanguard to buy your homes and rent them back to you. The people who run the country have betrayed us.

    • @jimyoung7926
      @jimyoung7926 8 місяців тому +91

      I always liked the bar that followed this,"They say there ain't no hope for the Youth, but the truth is there ain't no hope for the future."

    • @SinArtavia
      @SinArtavia 8 місяців тому +22

      Wars are sometimes necessary sadly, however the recent lives lost between Ukraine to Russia and even Palestine and Israel can and should be solved peacefully...
      Would like to add that I do believe more should be done for those in difficult circumstances, but nonetheless you hit the nail on the head 👍

    • @elijahflores899
      @elijahflores899 8 місяців тому +12

      Okay Pac

    • @JustaKarenDiscoveredTheIntrnet
      @JustaKarenDiscoveredTheIntrnet 8 місяців тому

      The Rich run the world and run our country and want Resources other countries have to make them Richer and will do whatever it takes to get it ...Wars is essentially modern genocide of people.

  • @listerfiend4577
    @listerfiend4577 Рік тому +3602

    I was an infantryman in Baghdad during OIF 06-08 at 19 years old. I feel I’m greatly fortunate that I came back with only limited hearing in my left ear compared to the physical and mental wounds suffered by some of my friends. It’s weird to come back and feel so detached from everyone around you. Like you are there but you aren’t. I dread opening my social media and seeing the news of another friend that finally succumbed to his demons and lost his battle with PTSD. This war shaped me and my worldview. I will never trust government and media again. Their callous disregard of American and Iraqi lives made me have a visceral resistance to authority and any attempt to control us the citizens of this nation. I refuse to let Americans live in the fear of the man coming in through the door. The man that was me.

    • @eduardgindin3763
      @eduardgindin3763 Рік тому +163

      I hear you, bro. I deployed twice and I've been on medications for the last five-six years or so...

    • @sharonmarket9526
      @sharonmarket9526 Рік тому +73

      yeah 👍🏿 never trust tha man stay strong brotha

    • @changingworldllc1157
      @changingworldllc1157 Рік тому +8

      🤯

    • @jasonhuntchicago
      @jasonhuntchicago Рік тому +9

      What are you up to these days @listerfiend?

    • @yo2trader539
      @yo2trader539 Рік тому +139

      I fear way too much propaganda--like duty or honour or right vs wrong--is directed towards Americans when it comes to military affairs. It's just war.
      Someone high up decided it's in US national interests to remove Saddam. No different from Panama or Libya. The primary role of the US military is to serve US interests. Nothing more, nothing less. Militaries rarely get to decide when, where, why, how or with whom to fight.

  • @brianmendham2075
    @brianmendham2075 2 місяці тому +53

    Man I miss my brother. Life ain’t been the same since losing you. Seeing this gives me only a hair of perspective.
    I love you Joel

    • @supdude1476
      @supdude1476 2 місяці тому +1

      Sorry to hear that..

    • @brainretardant
      @brainretardant Місяць тому

      So many brothers.

    • @-bismarck
      @-bismarck Місяць тому

      Happy to hear that
      But really wish worse your story is kind of boring honestly compared to others

    • @laurenkayongo1227
      @laurenkayongo1227 Місяць тому +1

      praying for u and ur family much love ♡︎

    • @Joey3paws
      @Joey3paws 20 днів тому

      @@-bismarckI’m sorry you have so much anger in your heart that you cannot empathize with someone who misses their brother.

  • @updownstate
    @updownstate Рік тому +2455

    My son when he came back from Iraq stayed with us for a month that turned into a year and a half. He said the peace and quiet of our house helped him keep from developing PTSD. He's so changed, and how could he not be? Love you Nick, my huggable heart.

    • @ItsjustBlackJackhere
      @ItsjustBlackJackhere Рік тому +107

      From hearing this i can tell your an amazing parent, i know that many parents wouldn't want there child who's all grown up living with them, but you understand the comfort he needs

    • @kausamsalam8543
      @kausamsalam8543 Рік тому +61

      Great parents who provided peace and calmness to a PTSD survivor of war. PTSD comes in many forms to many people, even through gangs’ violence on people.

    • @updownstate
      @updownstate Рік тому

      There are questions I don't ask.@@minikonshu6219

    • @georgehancock2307
      @georgehancock2307 Рік тому +2

      Advanced Resolution Therapy can help him with PTSD

    • @georgehancock2307
      @georgehancock2307 Рік тому +4

      @thebangbros2013 helped me but it doesnt help everyond

  • @pahountisg
    @pahountisg Рік тому +1180

    When he said ''They become old'', I got the goosebumps .

  • @selfmadedefi
    @selfmadedefi Рік тому +1314

    Navy vet here. This really strikes a chord in me so many young men full of life and potential had their innocence stolen by a government who only wanted to invade foreign countries to steal and pillage I pray that my/our sins are forgiven.

  • @carmenl163
    @carmenl163 27 днів тому +8

    These guys deserve a feature film.

  • @Lukemasonmedia
    @Lukemasonmedia Рік тому +2294

    This just made me realize that they want all the 18-20 year olds they can get because at that age you don’t think for yourself, you’ll just do what you’re told to

    • @user-gc1wj8tt2p
      @user-gc1wj8tt2p Рік тому +169

      ​@@cloudofw3313 you're prob 18-20 years old lmao

    • @MSotelo503
      @MSotelo503 Рік тому +72

      ​@@cloudofw3313That's what "Not Thinking for themselves " means, They had an idea of becoming a Super Hero.

    • @woahhbro2906
      @woahhbro2906 Рік тому +77

      That's prime age for physical ability and energy. Plus, younger people tend to be more aggressive, ambitious, and feel they're invincible. Makes for a solid soldier. Joining a military isn't automatically a foolish decision. It's a crucial career. Someone has to do it.

    • @calamorta
      @calamorta Рік тому

      This makes no sense. When you're in the army, you either do what you're told or you get screwed. It doesn't matter how old you are. You must and will obey. They just tend to be 18-20 yr olds because that's the age most join the army due to all the bs war propaganda and lack of 'achievements' and/or purpose in life.
      Also, public opinion as a whole was pro-war. It wasn't just a bunch of 18-20 yr olds "not thinking for themselves". Your country wanted that war. Your people wanted that war. US propaganda goes much deeper than "18-20 yrs olds don't think for themselves".

    • @ericpark8784
      @ericpark8784 Рік тому +7

      Doesn’t change much when people get older

  • @rachelann724
    @rachelann724 10 місяців тому +1854

    I remember a guy from high school in the early 2000’s who had top colleges wanting him for academics and a baseball scholarship to top schools. He chose to fight for his country. He went to Iraq and came back two years later in a wheelchair. I’ll never forget how depressed and broken he looked. It broke my heart to see young men losing their lives trying to fight for something that they really didn’t understand themselves. I just can’t believe the way they took him in and spit him out when he was no longer useful and then his life was destroyed.

    • @アヤット
      @アヤット 10 місяців тому +191

      At least he came back to his home but we Iraqi people our fathers brothes kids women died without any resson
      We died just because our country has a lot of oil

    • @Calamity8
      @Calamity8 10 місяців тому +48

      @@アヤットnothing can fix what has happened in the past but I hope and wish for your countries success and prosperity. War is evil and I hope you and your family are doing better ❤

    • @Pedrogog
      @Pedrogog 10 місяців тому +70

      Imagine how broke and sad are the families he killed.

    • @brickpavingartificialturf247
      @brickpavingartificialturf247 10 місяців тому

      Esau/the white, man destroy his own for control of this planet. It is written in the bible.

    • @frauflaw100edibleorganicco9
      @frauflaw100edibleorganicco9 10 місяців тому +6

      So.... Ur friend still alive?

  • @xanderunderwoods3363
    @xanderunderwoods3363 Рік тому +1274

    We traumatized millions of people, including over a million of our own soldiers...for nothing
    I was in the Navy, but the more I learn about this nation, the more I despise what its become, and I feel like I served a totally corrupt nation. I totally understand the Vietnam vets rage against the government now...

    • @murdock6450
      @murdock6450 10 місяців тому +35

      I feel the same being English.. always hurt as a kid why everyone hated us at sports and just in general, i thought we were the good guys.

    • @KarinaLaamri
      @KarinaLaamri 10 місяців тому +46

      ​@@murdock6450and most of you still think that way unfortunately.

    • @murdock6450
      @murdock6450 10 місяців тому +7

      ​@@KarinaLaamri So true.

    • @megaham1552
      @megaham1552 10 місяців тому

      I wouldn't say getting rid of Saddam was for nothing

    • @hobomike6935
      @hobomike6935 10 місяців тому

      Our government is a crime syndicate now. It's disgusting.
      Like at least in the 80s and 90s there were some semi-moral people in some of the state and local governments, even if the Feds were corrupt. now pretty much everyone involved in government is a total bag of slime and only in it for the money and the power.

  • @iceetmarne3571
    @iceetmarne3571 27 днів тому +4

    Its very touching. The ability to reflect in that way, these are real people who continue every day to fight that battle. Watching someone die never leaves you.

  • @kixigvak
    @kixigvak Рік тому +3628

    We need to keep our military home. Since WW2 it's been one mistake after another.

    • @seanmurphy2365
      @seanmurphy2365 Рік тому +149

      And in ww2 the mistake was the us not getting involved earlier

    • @mdsign001
      @mdsign001 Рік тому +403

      Mistake? Tell that to the American people that profited from it, the American companies that got the "defence" contracts, the American politicians who cemented their power and grifted donations all on the back of "mistakes" ... no mistakes, US wars are deliberate business decisions

    • @Mrjackcool2
      @Mrjackcool2 Рік тому +32

      @@seanmurphy2365 That's not true. America's 'The Great Depression' among many other factors meant it was very unwise to attack pre-emptively. America's economy had a long way to go.

    • @Yabois_
      @Yabois_ Рік тому

      Yeah. America is the Karen of wars. It engages in conflicts that it has no right to do so in.

    • @becca2938
      @becca2938 Рік тому

      WW2 was the last war that we genuinely needed to be a part of and we didn't even send our troops out until later, towards the end. Every war after that has just been for greed and power. American Troops have been abused. Our people have been abused. There should be more of an outrage, but no one seems to care.

  • @abdullahabood3131
    @abdullahabood3131 Рік тому +692

    I was 14 in Baghdad when the war happened. I used to practice English with these soldiers. I’m about to get my PhD in a month in the US. I am so lucky to be alive and well.

    • @apark4449
      @apark4449 Рік тому +61

      Serious congratulations on the PhD 🎉

    • @ahmedrakanrakan
      @ahmedrakanrakan Рік тому +98

      بدل الحديث عن تجربتك السخيفة،اخبر سكان الكرة الارضية كيف اربع جنود امريكيين بيض اغتصبوا الطفلة عراقية عبير الجنابي وحرقو عائلتها أخبرهم عن سجن ابو غريب وكيف كانوا يغتصبون الزوجة امام زوجها واغتصاب الطفل امام والده وامه، اخبرهم كيف يصرخون على النساء الكبيرات في السن وعلى الاطفال

    • @BlackJeepConvertible
      @BlackJeepConvertible Рік тому +1

      Did you prefer Iraq before we end there or after?

    • @moonknightish
      @moonknightish Рік тому

      So now you are a servant of the people who invaded you and violated your country and people. Congratulations.

    • @remcobuwalda9473
      @remcobuwalda9473 Рік тому +13

      ​@@ahmedrakanrakan be glad for this guy. Not all was bad

  • @MrBluheart
    @MrBluheart 11 місяців тому +756

    Those men have all been betrayed to the fullest extent.

    • @_SteelRain
      @_SteelRain 11 місяців тому +19

      Blame the politicians nor the soldiers

    • @dagtheking5739
      @dagtheking5739 9 місяців тому +3

      JPEGMAFIA

    • @barisg8656
      @barisg8656 9 місяців тому

      No, THEY CHOSE TO JOIN THE ARMY, to serve a bunch of corrupt politicians. Soldiers are equally to blame.

    • @Kasa-hz3gz
      @Kasa-hz3gz 9 місяців тому +6

      The VOLUNTEERED, WAIT TILL THEY TAKE THEIR LAST BREATH!!!

    • @fabiankruger262
      @fabiankruger262 9 місяців тому

      @@_SteelRain there are many Americans who are very ignorant when it comes to foreign policy. Just look at how Democrat and Republican supporters fight each other about which party is screwing the country the most efficient

  • @jfwal3027
    @jfwal3027 2 місяці тому +5

    My Heart goes out to every Single Military Soldier World Wide Who’s think’s their Protecting their Nation or A Friendly Nation and then realize they were lied to ! God Bless All Veterans

  • @jamieshows1564
    @jamieshows1564 6 місяців тому +1911

    Remember when the average American supported this and called anyone that opposed anti-American? I sure do.

    • @dumisatonyjohnson8145
      @dumisatonyjohnson8145 5 місяців тому +71

      So do I.
      Crazy time to be an American 🇺🇸 in the early 2000s

    • @DogGran
      @DogGran 5 місяців тому +55

      @@dumisatonyjohnson8145as someone watching your country then and now, it’ll be interesting to see a documentary in 20 years….

    • @SkrinkLaDa
      @SkrinkLaDa 5 місяців тому +45

      I sure do. When "support the soldiers not the war" was fighting words to some people.

    • @shakhidshaipov7425
      @shakhidshaipov7425 5 місяців тому +11

      still doing it.

    • @piercetheflesh9085
      @piercetheflesh9085 5 місяців тому

      And a terrorist

  • @AtalixZero
    @AtalixZero 5 місяців тому +859

    I'm 45. I was 24 when I deployed. Based on the uniforms, Humvees and ops, I was in Iraq around the same time. No documentary has captured so succinctly and honestly the experience over there.
    Each one of us has a very unique story. But every story shares many key elements.

    • @jamschad
      @jamschad 4 місяці тому +24

      Imagine how many millions of Iraqi families had to go through at least the same level of sorrow and despair.

    • @AtalixZero
      @AtalixZero 4 місяці тому +18

      @@jamschad I have imagined it. And it's something most of us with a conscience love with.

    • @carlawestlund4429
      @carlawestlund4429 2 місяці тому

      I m understanding you thanks and I do wish it mattered

    • @collinsoconnor5843
      @collinsoconnor5843 2 місяці тому

      You fought Israel's war 😂

    • @raulsanchezjr4048
      @raulsanchezjr4048 2 місяці тому +1

      I'm 50 now and I was out there too! 27-28yrs old! 2 tours of Iraq and 2 tours of Afghanistan! God bless us all!!!

  • @ErinR-w7t
    @ErinR-w7t Рік тому +1190

    The older I get, the more I realize that we are all just pawns to a few power-hungry fools. My heart truly goes out to both the Iraqi people and the young men and women who joined the military with the aim to defend our country and do good in the world, but achieved neither and came back with the burden of what really happened

    • @tuumi2000
      @tuumi2000 Рік тому

      Come you masters of war
      You that build the big guns
      You that build the death planes
      You that build all the bombs
      You that hide behind walls
      You that hide behind desks
      I just want you to know
      I can see through your masks
      You that never done nothin'
      But build to destroy
      You play with my world
      Like it's your little toy
      You put a gun in my hand
      And you hide from my eyes
      And you turn and run farther
      When the fast bullets fly
      Like Judas of old
      You lie and deceive
      A world war can be won
      You want me to believe
      But I see through your eyes
      And I see through your brain
      Like I see through the water
      That runs down my drain
      You fasten all the triggers
      For the others to fire
      Then you sit back and watch
      When the death count gets higher
      You hide in your mansion
      While the young people's blood
      Flows out of their bodies
      And is buried in the mud
      You've thrown the worst fear
      That can ever be hurled
      Fear to bring children
      Into the world
      For threatening my baby
      Unborn and unnamed
      You ain't worth the blood
      That runs in your veins
      How much do I know
      To talk out of turn
      You might say that I'm young
      You might say I'm unlearned
      But there's one thing I know
      Though I'm younger than you
      That even Jesus would never
      Forgive what you do
      Let me ask you one question
      Is your money that good?
      Will it buy you forgiveness
      Do you think that it could?
      I think you will find
      When your death takes its toll
      All the money you made
      Will never buy back your soul
      And I hope that you die
      And your death will come soon
      I'll follow your casket
      By the pale afternoon
      And I'll watch while you're lowered
      Down to your deathbed
      And I'll stand over your grave
      'Til I'm sure that you're dead
      Source: LyricFind
      Songwriters: Bob Dylan

    • @felix-bq1fi
      @felix-bq1fi Рік тому

      @@rustyshack2349 clearly, as the biggest mass genocide in history was targeted towards primarily jews, youre insane

    • @Keanopro123
      @Keanopro123 Рік тому +5

      I hope in a few years there is know one left to fight because we know now

    • @danielmota1095
      @danielmota1095 Рік тому +5

      Your Statement is very articulate. Old men that are power hungry -fools sending young men to war .

    • @LaurenceLionKing
      @LaurenceLionKing Рік тому +8

      ​@@rustyshack2349. Lmao, fascist.

  • @terezamrnakova1410
    @terezamrnakova1410 Місяць тому +4

    Thank you for this film 🙏 and to all the soldiers openly sharing their feelings and opinions, thank you. It was very powerful. Hope you find your peace 🙌

  • @Beezi.
    @Beezi. Рік тому +1361

    After being in Afghanistan 08-09 I still don’t know what our mission was. We just went on patrol every day and night and reacted to contact. We never really had any offensives other than patrolling new areas and searching houses. It felt like we were just their guarding the opium fields and controlling the drugs. We patrolled the poppy fields, did regular patrols in the bazaar to check the drug prices, let one guy harvest the opium but then the guy down the street we took his opium and blew it up with c4. Nothing made sense other than being the muscle for the drug cartels.

    • @vonbayernDE
      @vonbayernDE Рік тому

      Read book : CIA as organized crime.

    • @MicrodosingReality
      @MicrodosingReality Рік тому +91

      Don’t be worried someone had a mission - to pump the oil 👌

    • @theotisduncanjr9779
      @theotisduncanjr9779 Рік тому +42

      Unbelievable. . Never knew that info

    • @Beezi.
      @Beezi. Рік тому

      @@theotisduncanjr9779 yeah and I know special forces were hitting compounds that were trying to turn the opium into heroin. So they were okay with opium but not heroin. I guess they probably wanted the opium as is and anyone trying to make heroin out of it was stealing from them. That’s my guess.

    • @anpu369
      @anpu369 Рік тому

      dam buddy you could've just worked for the cartel. Uncle Sam wants to be the top drug lord, next is to seize Mexican drug operations and fields.

  • @johnnyparatrooper1326
    @johnnyparatrooper1326 7 місяців тому +2450

    I lost about 20 friends to suicide, drugs, and late night car accidents after my service.
    Hurts…

    • @grandcanyon-d4d
      @grandcanyon-d4d 7 місяців тому +8

      Did they serve with you may i ask if you don't mind?

    • @toeachitsown2050
      @toeachitsown2050 7 місяців тому +18

      Sorry for your loss. I still appreciate you and your friends.

    • @ottoneiii4353
      @ottoneiii4353 6 місяців тому

      oh :(

    • @lesterc-ts4xn
      @lesterc-ts4xn 6 місяців тому +7

      Sorry to hear that, dear Johny, may their souls rest in peace.
      Thank you for your service.. You must be a cool person if you had/have that many friends.
      God bless you.

    • @moralisoppression2837
      @moralisoppression2837 6 місяців тому +20

      ​@@lesterc-ts4xndont think they will rest in peace

  • @maxrose8845
    @maxrose8845 Рік тому +805

    This kind of content needs to be made and seen more often. Modern wars have become pointless endeavors where nobody wins.

    • @agrajyadav2951
      @agrajyadav2951 Рік тому

      ur wrong, burger ketchup. Muriguns make a LOT of blood money out of these wars in which innocents are killed by murigun terrorists. And one day, you will be put to justice.

    • @NaticzkaKaminskaHenryDolphin
      @NaticzkaKaminskaHenryDolphin Рік тому +40

      It was always like this. The war was always a pointless endeavor when in the end there is only ruin, death, suffering, and devastation on all 'sides'.

    • @Victor-ze3sd
      @Victor-ze3sd Рік тому +2

      Since when aren't there winners?

    • @tylerpiret2712
      @tylerpiret2712 Рік тому +3

      @@Victor-ze3sd only citizens risings against tyrannical governments. Other than that probably one.

    • @curcumin417
      @curcumin417 Рік тому

      Nobody wins? Guess again -the rich politicians and their buddies win.

  • @Danfromoverthere
    @Danfromoverthere 27 днів тому +3

    I can’t begin to explain how much respect and appreciation I have for every veteran. This was a hard watch because I know these men suffer with their demons and I personally don’t think they get what they deserve back home. To the gentleman who lost his brother I am truly sorry for your loss.

  • @cschenks5431
    @cschenks5431 Рік тому +1065

    This is by far one of the best documentaries I've seen on UA-cam. How you were able to keep in touch with these guys 20 years later and witness the change is wild. I hope the current and former politicians that were in charge watch this.

    • @SGVSOUTHSIDE
      @SGVSOUTHSIDE Рік тому +48

      Most current politicians are the ones who voted for this

    • @seffers4788
      @seffers4788 Рік тому +2

      Yeah this really is one of the best on here

    • @osvaldo37374
      @osvaldo37374 Рік тому +4

      Yoo this is an eye opener, definitely for us GEN X. 97’

    • @TheBibleGuy1991
      @TheBibleGuy1991 Рік тому +8

      Seriously it’s not going to change a thing if they did they would probably laugh at how they broke all these young men down to something similar to an empty shell

    • @robertpaladino8717
      @robertpaladino8717 Рік тому +11

      @@TheBibleGuy1991I was one of these guys this is my unit. We’re not broken down, I’ve done well in life.

  • @pettyboybobs6417
    @pettyboybobs6417 3 місяці тому +1092

    my boy Andrew Hengy killed himself a couple years after coming back injured from the iraq/afghanistan war. he left a sober guy, in love with his fiance but came back battered from an IED that sent his humv over a cliff and smashed his leg up to where they wanted to amputate it. he didnt accept the amputation suggestion but never walked normal again and was in constant pain which required oxycodone pain meds for relief. The PTSD + pain med addiction changed him and his girl left him... it was only a matter of time after that. He hung himself. RIP

    • @BigSamthemanxXx
      @BigSamthemanxXx 3 місяці тому +37

      I had 3 friends that offed themselves and 1 acquaintance.

    • @PeacHIS-u1y
      @PeacHIS-u1y 3 місяці тому +7

      ✝️💟🌄♥️💝♥️💝🌈💟✝️

    • @PeacHIS-u1y
      @PeacHIS-u1y 3 місяці тому +5

      ✝️💟🌈♥️♥️♥️♥️🌄💟✝️

    • @j.d.garcia2757
      @j.d.garcia2757 2 місяці тому +24

      Sorry for your loss 😞🙏 R.I.P. God take care you 😢😢😢😢

    • @raulsanchezjr4048
      @raulsanchezjr4048 2 місяці тому +9

      My condolences!!!🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

  • @ElsaGeorge-h3l
    @ElsaGeorge-h3l Рік тому +728

    Imagine what the civilians of Iraq had to live through. Imagine what the civilians of Iraq had to live through.

  • @JoshRossness
    @JoshRossness 22 дні тому +4

    Thank you for your service guys, and sharing your journeys. And to the documentarian for procuring these stories and sharing them with us. This is a window into unseen worlds.

    • @daudarshad7810
      @daudarshad7810 9 днів тому +2

      They didn't tell about over a million innocent civilians they killed there including 500,000 kids.

  • @adventureismydrug
    @adventureismydrug Рік тому +1718

    I was a 22 yr old Marine sgt out there in 03 for the initial push. I spent many years depressed, constantly black out drunk and also attempted suicide as well. I feel like now at 43 I have just finally figured out how to live “normal”. Took me lots of isolation in the Rockie mountains of Colorado to find peace and figure things out. Definitely had to eliminate the hard drinking and had to find purpose in life again. My heart goes out to the veterans and innocent iraqis who all had to suffer because of this war. To all my brothers and sisters just keep moving and take it day by day. Never think you’re the only one feeling that way and eliminate as much stress from your life as possible. It is possible to find peace again but it takes lots of deep work to get there. Hope this can help at least one person who may read it. 🙏🏽

    • @saitpradhan
      @saitpradhan Рік тому +25

      prayers from nepal 🇳🇵 mate

    • @JDog2656
      @JDog2656 Рік тому +11

      My respect to you and your service; but if I may ask, if it were something like WW2 fighting the Nazi's and all that concentration camp stuff, do you think you'd feel different. Obviously, its all messed up, but I simply wonder as an objective observer if guys in your shoes would feel any differet.

    • @thebeastmaster3453
      @thebeastmaster3453 Рік тому

      @@JDog2656 in wwII it was 19 year olds shooting at other 19 year olds for some ideas that someone else put in their head. At a certain point you realize you’re killing you.

    • @InTheShadows000
      @InTheShadows000 Рік тому +9

      ​@@JDog2656 I believe you will have a better opinion about you're self because you will genuinely think that you did the right thing but the horrors, the deaths of the people will make you feel the same. There's much more suffering if you're not sure, if you think that you we're the bad guy in the story. You guy's the common soldiers are not the bad guys !!!

    • @blackhawk7r221
      @blackhawk7r221 Рік тому

      IGY 6 brother.

  • @ahmed_alawsey
    @ahmed_alawsey Рік тому +1859

    I remember myself as a 8 years old Iraqi kid during the war and the horrible experiences and panic situation that we went through, one of them is 3 am house hit !. It just changes you in an unexplainable way and I always wonder why would the people do such a thing to each other. All the harm for what ? The thousand years of civilization and human history couldn't get us a peaceful getaway !! It was so hard to watch this video.

    • @Ummwaladaan
      @Ummwaladaan Рік тому +33

      { ذَ ٰ⁠لِكَ بِأَنَّ ٱللَّهَ مَوۡلَى ٱلَّذِینَ ءَامَنُوا۟ وَأَنَّ ٱلۡكَـٰفِرِینَ لَا مَوۡلَىٰ لَهُمۡ }
      [Sure Muḥammad: 11]

    • @supersleepymedic
      @supersleepymedic Рік тому +41

      I’m so sorry to read what you went through 😞

    • @jsweet744
      @jsweet744 Рік тому

      Sadam threatened to flood the market with oil so the oil companies had to stop him before he ruined their business, now you know.

    • @MrTruckerf
      @MrTruckerf Рік тому +18

      The only reason we were there and fighting mad was the attacks on our country on Sept. 11, 2001. Those hijackers thought they were doing a great thing for their homeland but it sure caused a lot of their people to die later.

    • @Ummwaladaan
      @Ummwaladaan Рік тому +288

      @@MrTruckerf Poor you, thinking that what Media told you werw truth

  • @asifkarim7970
    @asifkarim7970 Рік тому +842

    Someone once said: "You'll be in Iraq for a year, but it will take you a lifetime to come home". Couldn't be more true. We constantly hear: "Those who don't learn from history, are bound to repeat it". We have learned NOTHING from Korea, Vietnam, and I'm afraid Iraq.

    • @BronxEmperor
      @BronxEmperor Рік тому +38

      in war there are no winners, only widows & orphans

    • @franciscogalindo9936
      @franciscogalindo9936 Рік тому +9

      I understand Vietnam and Iraq. But why Korea?

    • @brettwitzel
      @brettwitzel Рік тому +9

      Look at the young men fighting
      Look at your women crying
      Look at your young men dying
      The way they've always done before
      Look at the hate we're breeding
      Look at the fear we're feeding
      Look at the lives we're leading
      The way we've always done before
      My hands are tied
      The trillions shift from side to side
      And the wars go on with brainwashed pride
      For the love of God and our human rights
      And all these things are swept aside
      By bloody hands time can't deny
      And are washed away by the genocide
      And history hides the lies of our civil wars
      I don't need your civil war
      It feeds the rich while it buries the poor
      Your power hungry sellin' soldiers
      In a human grocery store
      Ain't that fresh
      I don't need your civil war
      Look at the blood we're spilling
      Look at the world we're killing
      The way we've always done before
      Look in the doubt we've wallowed
      Look at the leaders we've followed
      Look at the lies we've swallowed
      And I don't want to hear no more
      My hands are tied
      For all I've seen has changed my mind
      But still the wars go on as the years go by
      With no love of God or human rights
      'Cause all these dreams are swept aside
      By bloody hands of the hypnotized
      Who carry the cross of homicide
      And history bears the scars of our civil wars
      Whaz so civil 'bout war anyway?

    • @HighwayLand
      @HighwayLand Рік тому +12

      Don't forget Somalia. And now we are having problems in Syria and Iran. so I am sure you can add them to the list soon enough.

    • @Moetastic
      @Moetastic Рік тому +7

      The ones that need to learn from it are the ones that make a buck off of those wars. They are isolated from the horrors of war, so why should they learn, its just a business to them.

  • @ocjok3r
    @ocjok3r 3 місяці тому +3

    My brother was in Fallujah. He has PTSD to this day and he only really ever talked to me about it once. This was really insightful and I am especially touched because he also played the guitar, so seeing them just reminds me of him even more.

    • @Residence0fUtopia
      @Residence0fUtopia 24 дні тому +1

      My family fought in Iraq and the only thing really helps is comedy and cartoons and isolation. I Kno the feeling. America needs to better with veterans

  • @Reloykaotica
    @Reloykaotica Рік тому +651

    I think about it everyday too.... I'm disgusted with what we did in hindsight. Every night I hear Iraq. I hear the wailing woman. we didn't do anything in Iraq. Waste of life. I hope those people recover from what we did. I'm sorry I was a kid I didn't know.

    • @gdicommando4456
      @gdicommando4456 Рік тому +187

      The entire region has still yet to recover from what you guys did, and probably will never recover

    • @Zp00kie
      @Zp00kie Рік тому +56

      It is not your fault. Glad you made it back.

    • @juanshaftpatel7488
      @juanshaftpatel7488 Рік тому +14

      you lost.thats your prize

    • @danherrick5785
      @danherrick5785 Рік тому +84

      Everyone seems to be the smart man in the comments. You did what you thought was right because that's what your trained to do. Hindsight is always 20/20. The problem here is one thing. And that is leadership. We didn't have it then, and we don't have it now. Leadership only comes from experience. You have that in spades. Share your truth to others so others can know. Your post shows experience and leadership. Thank you for your service.

    • @castrorevenge7332
      @castrorevenge7332 Рік тому

      @@juanshaftpatel7488 you lost your dad, your prize is having 0 iq

  • @katiem.6232
    @katiem.6232 Рік тому +1448

    I almost enlisted as a senior in HS in 2001. My grandfather, a WWII veteran, convinced me not to. I’m glad I decided against it because I would’ve been deployed into a pointless war myself. I feel so badly for the trauma my peers had to suffer through from that war.

    • @randyice8627
      @randyice8627 Рік тому +159

      I was in College when 9/11 happened. Same thing, my Grandfather, a WWII Navy vet, talked me out of joining. God bless the guys that went, but thank God the old man talked me out of it.

    • @Mahale69
      @Mahale69 Рік тому +23

      You were blessed you had the option not to enlist!! A lot of these young men didn’t including 3 of my 4 Sons! Serving your country is the bravest act anyone can do, including woman. I also had a DIL serve! Afghanistan & Iraq!!

    • @baydaissi2702
      @baydaissi2702 Рік тому

      @@Mahale69 What is it that's brave in going into another country and killing it's civilians?

    • @katiem.6232
      @katiem.6232 Рік тому +22

      Yes, I know. My Nana served as a Marine in WWII after her two cousins were killed at Pearl Harbor. She was in one of the first few female troops deployed. Her passing inspired me to join, but my Papa asked me not to.

    • @cyberpunkspike
      @cyberpunkspike Рік тому +84

      @@Mahale69 No, 3 of your 4 sons had the choice, I don't care how small your town was. We need electricians, plumbers, general contractors and a million other things right now. Brave yes, just like running across a highway is brave, but it's also reckless and pointless. My first cousin, RIP, didn't die for me... He thought he was fighting for us, because they have to think that to survive, but he wasn't and i wish everyone else in his life told him that so he'd be here with us today.

  • @patrickgrove3469
    @patrickgrove3469 Рік тому +780

    Years later many of these men are stuck in substance abuse ,homelessness prison and police predation of them. PTSD is real.

    • @juanshaftpatel7488
      @juanshaftpatel7488 Рік тому +40

      they lost.. thats what they deserve

    • @Martel4
      @Martel4 Рік тому +28

      Guess they shouldn't have joined

    • @PBRStreetgang911
      @PBRStreetgang911 Рік тому

      All of it deserved after what the USA did to Iraq and it's civilians, what with all the collateral damage. Especially after they pardoned their war criminals. I hope they tear themselves apart as a country.

    • @angelolopez2319
      @angelolopez2319 Рік тому +30

      You keep on commenting about us losing, you’re trying to bait a response

    • @Uzair823
      @Uzair823 Рік тому +28

      This is what happens when elite men at the top control almost everything young men die for ideologies

  • @badboybeastykvflame9468
    @badboybeastykvflame9468 Місяць тому +1

    That was a deep, eye opening, real, emotional, and heavy video. Left me speechless with valuable take aways. Thank you

  • @alkha4711
    @alkha4711 Рік тому +576

    “War is where the young and stupid are tricked by the old and bitter into killing each other.” -Niko Belic

  • @joanofarcxxi
    @joanofarcxxi Рік тому +1316

    “How can you have a war on terrorism when war itself is terrorism?”
    ― Howard Zinn
    I majored in social science. In one of my classes, I was required to join a group of young Iraq Veterans who got together and wrote poetry and discussed their experiences during their military service. That class made me feel like I was on a roller coaster. I cried, and I was angry. It was impossible not to feel their anguish, sadness, and regret. They were still young men, but yes, their were old. They were old, battered, tired, defeated men in young bodies. Iraq war was the dumbest, most shameful thing any decent nation could ever have done. I feel sorrow for the young soldiers, and all Iraqi people who lost their lives, their families, and their homes.

  • @amnchara1
    @amnchara1 Рік тому +167

    "Once you join you no longer have politics, you're property." Hurts that he is hurting.

  • @tahaezzahir5575
    @tahaezzahir5575 Рік тому +783

    As an Arab, I can't bear to watch this video. It fills me with rage, sadness, and sorrow for our brothers in Iraq

    • @williamdavis9562
      @williamdavis9562 Рік тому +177

      @Taha Ezzahir, Not only were hundreds of thousands of Iraqi murdered during this war, people there still suffer today, in the millions.
      Children born after this war, to this day have a 27% chance of birth defects. As terrible a toll this has taken on the people of Iraq lets also not forget the young American soldiers who were sent there were victims in all this as well.
      The sides killing each other weren't really the bad guys. It was the men in suits who sent them there who belong in jail.

    • @churblefurbles
      @churblefurbles Рік тому +53

      Now Syria, and of course Ukraine, the neocon is, I can't say it here.

    • @williamdavis9562
      @williamdavis9562 Рік тому +34

      @@churblefurbles Libya might have been a bigger crime than both of us instances.

    • @DonAl_Capone
      @DonAl_Capone Рік тому +12

      *as a Muslim

    • @eduardadhi110
      @eduardadhi110 Рік тому

      as an arab maybe arabian people should take care people like osama firstly. Arabs donate money to al qaeda osama. Osama bin laden come out of arab and he follows the quran to the letter. Then it all become chain reaction and the last chain is this video

  • @S133pyy
    @S133pyy Рік тому +490

    I was born in Iraq in 2002 and all my family is from iraq, we had to leave our own country and leave everything behind due to this, it breaks my heart. I never really got to learn my roots. RIP to all my iraqi brothers and sisters 🇮🇶
    ‎لاتنسى أبدا

    • @Marcus_Aurelius_6
      @Marcus_Aurelius_6 Рік тому

      Abdul Qadeer khan

    • @chriscovington292
      @chriscovington292 Рік тому

      Don't breed terrorist that fly planes into towers of innocent ppl and this wouldn't have happened to you. Not the US to blame, just you.

    • @StarTrek-fj8oh
      @StarTrek-fj8oh Рік тому +9

      May ALLAAH give them Jannatul firdaus Ameen

    • @corvus_kay6755
      @corvus_kay6755 Рік тому +65

      What I dont understand is how they always show the perspectives of american soldiers in Iraq (which of course is also important in its own right), but nearly never the perspectives of Iraqi people. Shows how the victors get to define the narrative. Although I'm from Germany myself I am eternally sorry for you. And though I do not pray to any god I hope such a criminally unjust invasion is either avoided or never again treated that way. May you find peace in where you are and what you do now.

    • @JimmySentence
      @JimmySentence Рік тому

      @@corvus_kay6755 They want a pity party for the agressors. It's completely ridiculous, like the man talking about george floyd. saying our system is wrong and how someone put a knee on his neck. oh he didn't do that that's evil! Oh but, me invading a country, beating men in their homes, and killing men thats totally okay! I was on time magazine and i didn't do that!!

  • @555dking
    @555dking Рік тому +960

    Imagine what the civilians of Iraq had to live through

    • @bmagada
      @bmagada Рік тому

      Most of them? Almost nothing changed. We weren't rolling around like it was the wild west for 20 years. Most of what we did was at a point drive around and wave at people. The invasion and the first 8 years was one thing, the rest was basically politics with the locals and literally giving out millions of dollars to them. At that point you weren't even fighting Iraq anymore but the extremists who would be blowing up their own people, training the locals to defend themselves and building thigs like schools and internet cafes.

    • @sestorm2159
      @sestorm2159 Рік тому +5

      Yes i can imagine that because the small kids, their parents and some fighters came here and relised that crime pays... we also took to many because we are so kind :) SWE

    • @tareqbk1870
      @tareqbk1870 Рік тому +94

      @@sestorm2159 what u even talking about

    • @sestorm2159
      @sestorm2159 Рік тому +4

      @@tareqbk1870 I am surrounded by immigrants I have friends that tells me stories and I see it in the news everyday

    • @evolvedfish
      @evolvedfish Рік тому +61

      I know an Iraqi here in america that lived through it. He never talks about it, just makes people laugh and gives food to people who don't bring lunch, very warm guy.

  • @brandonl6346
    @brandonl6346 10 днів тому +2

    I joined just after 9/11 and spent a total of 609 days in Afghanistan/Iraq from 2002-2008, until injured in Afghanistan, and struggled with PTSD for years to the point life seemed pointless. Finding happiness and surrounding yourself with positive influences is key to surviving. I loved my military family, wish more were still alive, and am always looking for others to help with thrivingbafter war. Any vets lin NW Oregon or SW Washington hit me up if you want to offshore fish. Now I have a hobby/badass boat that changes my focus and I catch healthy food to feed my family. My boat always has an open seat for veterans, law enforcement, and fireman.

  • @batesBeckham
    @batesBeckham 5 місяців тому +603

    After I got out, I became so alienated from society that I forgot there were thousands of "me" out there. A whole generation of teenagers who went through the same experiences as I did... Im glad to have stumbled upon this video to see some of them and remember. Time really shows no mercy, it feels like 9 years ago instead of 20

    • @ewjiml
      @ewjiml 5 місяців тому +19

      I’m still alienated from society. And I’m 38 now. If it wasn’t for my teen son, i would’ve been homeless and shooting up drugs. I still feel like I can’t relate to anybody in society. I still stay up until 5am in the morning because of the 24-48 shifts I used to pull.

    • @heavenbird9186
      @heavenbird9186 4 місяці тому +5

      I feel like you would be a good writer.

    • @StormBlessedxo
      @StormBlessedxo 4 місяці тому +3

      I hope you are well man, you are appreciated and loved. Take care

    • @rickoshae1687
      @rickoshae1687 4 місяці тому +2

      My dad still says he feels like vietnam was yesterday.

    • @LandUpOver
      @LandUpOver 4 місяці тому +5

      I'm one of those 'me'. Did 3 tours in Afghanistan/Iraq. And like they said in this doc you become an old young guy. It feels like you lived your life at a different speed than the people who stayed home.

  • @CPAJayhawk
    @CPAJayhawk Рік тому +644

    I was 16 in 2003, I'll never forget my dad cussing out the recruiting officer that called our house. Thankfully I avoided the wars.

    • @davidblue78
      @davidblue78 Рік тому +107

      Thank God for your father

    • @telosbrah194
      @telosbrah194 Рік тому +80

      BASED Dad

    • @TenTonNuke
      @TenTonNuke Рік тому +118

      I did the required one month recruiting after basic. They prey on the vulnerable. They specifically target the youth, the lower class, trailer parks, ghettos. With promises of a golden ticket out of poverty. We used to meet with kids behind their parents backs and try to get them to sign contracts.
      Religion, big tobacco, and the military. The 3 institutions that specifically target the young and impressionable.

    • @Dude_bruh
      @Dude_bruh Рік тому +13

      @@TenTonNuke What does religion do? It seems some what benign. Unless it's megachurches.

    • @MexObi
      @MexObi Рік тому +17

      Your dad is a great man

  • @eliasramirez9599
    @eliasramirez9599 Рік тому +914

    Not even American but watching this is overwhelming. Is so strange to hear these veterans consider life so horrible but at the same time speak words of the most profound wisdom and love. Sorry for my broken English but I was deeply touched.

    • @theoldleafybeard
      @theoldleafybeard Рік тому +42

      Your English doesn't sound broken at all. 😉❤️

    • @able34bravo37
      @able34bravo37 Рік тому +32

      You're like 96% on your English, dude. Better than a lot of Americans! I'm not kidding on that.

    • @McWilliam07
      @McWilliam07 Рік тому +10

      Your English isn’t broken at all, brother. Loud and clear. I’m not a veteran, but your words are deeply appreciated by me nonetheless. 🙏🏻

    • @jaybelle1909
      @jaybelle1909 Рік тому +4

      They don't speak for most vets as most of us have no regrets and the war was not unjust and was a success; the decades long peacekeeping mission was completely unnecessary for the most part

    • @courtneyanderson8431
      @courtneyanderson8431 Рік тому +3

      Don’t apologize! Your English doesn’t look broken.

  • @aliciacline08
    @aliciacline08 21 день тому +2

    Man this broke me.... i was wondering why we have such rampant mental illness and drug problems. This explains it. As a mom of two young boys, I cannot imagine one of these men being my child....😢😢

  • @DesignByKirk
    @DesignByKirk Рік тому +2097

    I'm an Iraq War veteran and it sickens me when people thank me for my service. People don't really know why they thank veterans for their service -- they do it because they think they are supposed to, or they think they understand what they are saying ... but they don't. If I could go back in time with what I know and change things, I would.
    Edit: I didn't join because I thought I was doing the right thing or any of the other reasons people like to assume one joins the military. I joined for personal/selfish reasons.

    • @justinstuart2202
      @justinstuart2202 Рік тому +165

      Sorry for this but it isn’t your fault when the government lies to you it’s their shame

    • @coindisk355
      @coindisk355 Рік тому +36

      i thank you for your service but agree the war was pointless, all it was fought for was revenge.

    • @joecater894
      @joecater894 Рік тому +96

      they thank you because you were willing to put yourself in harms way and make a sacrifice if necessary when they know they often wouldn't want to be in that position.. and in many cases they appreciate the toll in takes on a person and that you were willing to wear that burdon because you believed at the time it was defending your country. Its more a general thing rather than specific to a specific conflict or the motivations behind it. They know that some wars are more just than others.. but if it wasnt for people willing to stand up to do that.. then there could be no freedom or peace for their country.

    • @rickybuhl3176
      @rickybuhl3176 Рік тому +34

      I feel in modern times the "thank you" becomes more of a 'thank you for going instead of me/my kin having to walk in those shoes', rather than necessarily support for whatever action it may have been, some righteous belief in the justice of what was done or calls back to the sentiment of Churchill's 'Never was so much been owed by so many to so few'. I feel it's more "Thank you for taking one for the team" (the people at home not the military nor brothers in arms) more than a thumbs up for the where and the why or the details of what went down that did or didn't reach the airwaves. The Athenian youth sent to the Cretan labyrinth. In previous decades I would have (just as well intentioned but in my naivety..) made a point of shaking hands and thanking someone for their service. The same way I asked my Uncle about his time during WW2 and 'if he'd shot anyone' - as if 7yr old me had a clue. It took a little too long for me to appreciate the different reasons why memory can be fluid with mood and mental health. Take care

    • @coindisk355
      @coindisk355 Рік тому +8

      the problem with war is knowing what your fighting for, Iraq was revenge for bush family since they were ridiculed in USA elite society for not taking Saddam down after the gulf war and plus Saddam was a bit of a Hitler, he shot his teacher at 6 years old, became a assassin for a Nazi like political party, committed a night of the long knives of his own, set up his own secret police and dropped gas bombs on Kurdish villages, in many ways Saddam admired and copied Hitler, so now you know why you went the war, i thank you for your service and hope this helps, the Iraq has super weapons just gave bush justification for war in truth they had 1 weapon poison gas , but that is the only bio superweapon Iraq had.

  • @Emy53
    @Emy53 Рік тому +893

    Watching that little girl dressed in pink, coming down the stairs broke my heart. These were innocent children. That's what I hate about wars.

    • @rachaelvaughan1017
      @rachaelvaughan1017 Рік тому

      My step dad spent 20 years in the military, and in the Middle East, they don't view women and children the same as they do in Western countries, so that's why they send children or women towards military members with explosives hidden on them because they know that the west view women and children differently.

    • @user-og6hl6lv7p
      @user-og6hl6lv7p Рік тому +8

      Why not the same towards young boys?

    • @bradyschroeder3677
      @bradyschroeder3677 Рік тому +158

      @@user-og6hl6lv7p she literally said innocent “children” not innocent “young girls”

    • @Goldenretriever-k8m
      @Goldenretriever-k8m Рік тому +45

      @@user-og6hl6lv7p bruh

    • @wenterinfaer1656
      @wenterinfaer1656 Рік тому +31

      It's called "collateral damage" in the US

  • @TOPGUNNER2024
    @TOPGUNNER2024 Рік тому +544

    Imagine a king who fights his own battles. Wouldn't that be a sight?
    -Achilles

  • @moscoljr96
    @moscoljr96 14 днів тому +1

    This is phenomenal. Great work 👍🏽

  • @ideas5663
    @ideas5663 Рік тому +862

    There are no words that can describe the traumas and suffering of the Iraqis .... All the horrors they saw ....

    • @GlassOfWater87
      @GlassOfWater87 Рік тому

      The only winner in war is the weapon industry.

    • @rosk.wilburn5847
      @rosk.wilburn5847 Рік тому +6

      True ❤

    • @MrTruckerf
      @MrTruckerf Рік тому

      Watch all the 9/11 footage; we suffered before they did.

    • @goaliedude32
      @goaliedude32 Рік тому +12

      They'll be fine, they have been doing worse to each other for thousands of years

    • @ideas5663
      @ideas5663 Рік тому +54

      @@goaliedude32 Fine?!!!

  • @crash_test_dummy_1
    @crash_test_dummy_1 Рік тому +588

    No one gets out alive. You cannot escape war, it stays with you until the very end. More of my fellow soldiers from my unit have now taken their own lives than we lost in country.

    • @disallusionment4449
      @disallusionment4449 Рік тому +8

      Sending my prayers 🙏

    • @cyka6767
      @cyka6767 Рік тому +13

      good

    • @kiskakuznetsova503
      @kiskakuznetsova503 Рік тому +21

      I knew that some were deployed twice but I had no idea some were sent 4 times! That's so cruel. It shows how they saw their soldiers.

    • @Blakwall
      @Blakwall Рік тому +4

      @@cyka6767 “good” - 🤓

    • @LimitlessSimpleton
      @LimitlessSimpleton Рік тому +4

      @@cyka6767 living up to your user name I see.

  • @Vinny_TheCableGuy
    @Vinny_TheCableGuy Рік тому +976

    My dad took is life in 2018 after nearly 30 years of being back from the first Iraq war. We were too poor to hire a cleanup crew and I had to scrub brain 20 feet from where I slept every night. It never leaves you. I experiences ptsd without the war. I served a bit before a medical discharge and I'm glad I got out.. I miss my dad more than anything. I think about it everyday. Watching his friends burn alive in an armored vehicle. Pulling their uniform off along with skin. Riding in vehicles with charred corpses in them. It's sick. I'm sorry these men and women had to experience that. This is war, and war is sick.

    • @jollymollyramram9702
      @jollymollyramram9702 Рік тому +55

      Wow. I’m really sorry for the loss of your dad and for you and your family having to deal with the aftermath of what had happened in the house. That’s hard to fathom what it must’ve been like. I hope your dad is watching over you and your family🌹

    • @italianrager5831
      @italianrager5831 Рік тому +41

      im sorry man love you

    • @robinjaime
      @robinjaime Рік тому +33

      I am so sorry you went through this. My dad is a Vietnam vet. And the trauma and aftermath is horrendous. For the entire family. Traumas and dramas occurred. It is cyclic. I pray you’ve stopped that cycle, just as I am trying to. I love you. 💕

    • @Ash-tu2sr
      @Ash-tu2sr Рік тому +6

      Ummm you don't need to pay for crime scene clean up why didn't the police clean it

    • @Vinny_TheCableGuy
      @Vinny_TheCableGuy Рік тому +42

      @@Ash-tu2sr you do. All they do is remove the body.

  • @Obidiahsgreatwork
    @Obidiahsgreatwork 2 місяці тому +2

    The way they handled being in a war is golden

  • @jonathanlynch4258
    @jonathanlynch4258 Рік тому +414

    The ending of this crushed me. Answer that person's call, you never know if you're that person that keeps them going

    • @cravinm3613
      @cravinm3613 Рік тому +43

      I don't think he said he didn't answer his call. Sounded more like, "why didn't he call? And I don't have the answer"

    • @Wasserkaktus
      @Wasserkaktus Рік тому +21

      @@cravinm3613 Yep, he was waiting for that call..

  • @wasclit11
    @wasclit11 5 місяців тому +443

    73 disabled Vietnam vet 20th SOS - It never goes away but you learn to deal with it. We got a lot of groups out there to help any veteran. I am also a recovering addict with 35 years clean - I was trying to self-medicate -- didn't work. They did you dirty but if you look at our history after every war the vets were discarded. Welcome Home.

    • @eraselol
      @eraselol 5 місяців тому +14

      35 years clean? Thats amazing

    • @jodyturpin7693
      @jodyturpin7693 5 місяців тому +6

      Congrats on 35 years, thats incredible!

    • @Smoothflavour445
      @Smoothflavour445 5 місяців тому +1

      Call representatives Europe isnt far away from this although I think we ll die in some trench without any real american help 😢 And I mean diplomacy and comunication between US/RUS

    • @danielle6718
      @danielle6718 4 місяці тому +5

      Thank you for your service. I appreciate you. Congratulations on your sobriety what an awesome achievement!!!!

    • @danielle6718
      @danielle6718 4 місяці тому +6

      I am sorry that you have so much pain from your military service. My grandfather drank himself to death and died at 83. He served in world war 2 military service. He had so much pain from his service. I miss him. I just had a son and named him after him.

  • @je4292
    @je4292 Рік тому +390

    Hearing SGT Beatty describe the raids on innocent Iraqi’s homes brought back a flood of memories for me as a young Lieutenant in OIF II (2004-2005) and not good ones… I too struggle with the guilt of ordering my platoon to kick in doors and put innocent people in jail based on faulty intel. It was tough to watch this.. it’s like it put me right back there…
    We should have never been there to begin with… I too was wounded in Afghanistan and then another tour in Iraq in 2009-2010 as a Troop Commander and nothing really changed from my first tour to Iraq in 2004-2005…
    War is evil.. that is all..

    • @jaybelle1909
      @jaybelle1909 Рік тому +1

      Both wars were not only just but long overdue

    • @hakasonma8588
      @hakasonma8588 Рік тому +24

      My country had death squads carried out my unmarked, masked US soldiers that would go around my mom, aunts and uncles home when they were kids and round up rebels and innocents (kids and women too, young and old) and slaughter them right there and then to create fear, end the rebels and keep so called “democracy”
      All the foreign financing was going to army and Rus for the rebels, but the people were going hungry. Finally after 10 years of bloodshed and war, traumatized children and young men, the US got its goal. Unfortunately for the people, the guns the US send to “fight” (similar to reason for Rus/Ukr war) all the criminal being deported from US landed to a country full of hungry kids and families and free guns all over the country. It went from a war torn country to gang filled crime spilling country.
      It’s a shame what so called “democracy” does, while it benefits those who “create” it in other countries, it seems to be the most cause for wars, or atleast has been the contributing factor to innocent lives suffering
      But at some point, you must also ask yourself, these soldiers chose to participate in this rather than death or prison, they chose to take lives in exchange to keep theirs. I think anyone would be traumatized with the guilt and knowing the choice you made. Like the death squads, it takes someone who enjoy misery to cause just misery to others, and I guess some can repent later on, but deep down you must understand the military complexes really only attract that kind of personality and mindset, hence why even in Rus they got the convicts, because it’s not the regular tea drinker that will enjoy murdering it’s the ones broken and in pain that will be happy to cause pain in others that makes a good soldier, while the ones with leadership fall for the “power” side of things and lead all this bloodshed.
      It’s usually young men too because they are less developed (worse with COD hyping death) and so once they pass that adult development stage in mid 20s it hits harder that they have done
      I only hope those with lost ones and affected ones can help others avoid the same path

    • @CP-ho2wj
      @CP-ho2wj Рік тому +4

      Same here. The children screaming I can’t handle it.

    • @Sheena_1985
      @Sheena_1985 Рік тому +1

      Thank you for your service.

    • @viys3261
      @viys3261 Рік тому

      @@Sheena_1985 what are you thanking them for? 😂😂😂 brainwashed sheep

  • @SavannahSteel
    @SavannahSteel День тому

    Not a veteran, but my grandfather was. At his funeral when they shot the blanks I got flashbacks to the night I heard the one person on earth I cared about get shot and killed in the street. They left him to bleed out in the snow. I still remember the sound of his family’s screams. You might not feel you deserve praise, but as a fellow survivor of PTSD, I think you’re doing just fine. I’m glad you’re still here.

  • @seamusoreilly804
    @seamusoreilly804 Рік тому +503

    20 years: it passes fast. Mine is over 50 now and I still dream about it. It never goes away, young brothers. You just have to park it in the back of your head and live your life.

    • @3dogsdigging94
      @3dogsdigging94 Рік тому +29

      Thank You for your service and sacrifice for our country. Welcome Home, from a Vietnam war widow.

    • @bencastro921
      @bencastro921 Рік тому

      For your service? They were paid killers. Vietnam is a false flag

    • @zvz5823
      @zvz5823 Рік тому

      @@3dogsdigging94 You're in a death cult.

    • @okaunis
      @okaunis Рік тому

      Not easy when you have been duped with 6000 US soldiers dead and THOUSANDS crippled for life....including brain damage, lost limbs, deaf, blind,etc. Do you know the use of the word "injured"? As long as you are alive....you are "injured".

    • @vgames6792
      @vgames6792 Рік тому +4

      Everyone gets what deserves on the end

  • @lovette7684
    @lovette7684 Рік тому +416

    Beautifully done. Haunting to see these guys as young people and to hear their stories 20yrs later.

    • @ArabellaPottery
      @ArabellaPottery Рік тому

      When someone attacks your country. What does the enemy expect the response to be? If you don't want a war with someone, don't attack them. Look at Iran. They murder their own kind.

  • @bckazee
    @bckazee Рік тому +812

    I graduated highschool in 2005, i knew so many kids who went to Iraq, I'm related to a few of them... Every single one of them came back less alive. They all have never been the same again. It's heart breaking.

    • @joshuab2437
      @joshuab2437 Рік тому

      That's proof that the Iraq War was an unjust war, it was a CIA/Illuminati power grab.

    • @gost5835
      @gost5835 Рік тому +8

      Did you ask them why did they sign up?

    • @bckazee
      @bckazee Рік тому +88

      @@gost5835 yeah, some genuinely thought they were going to go to Afghanistan, they ended up in Iraq and lost morale after not understanding why the united states was there. Several of them couldn't afford a college education even with scholarships, so they joined for the promise of a free education. By the time all of them came home they felt like they were taken advantage of...

    • @gost5835
      @gost5835 Рік тому +13

      @@bckazee
      There are victims on both sides. Iraqis and people who fought not for their country but for the special interest!

    • @DemiGod..
      @DemiGod.. Рік тому

      Well atleast Bush was punished for lying about 9/11 and weapons of mass destruction. Oh wait, he wasn't.

  • @Universelam
    @Universelam 22 дні тому

    Imagine putting those people through such situations instead just living in peace together without hate and war, nonsense. I feel bad for all of you. Wish you all all the best ❤

  • @Lynnvandenbrink
    @Lynnvandenbrink Рік тому +1052

    That clip of them rolling on the ground laughing really shows how young they all were

    • @secrets.295
      @secrets.295 Рік тому +45

      And how evil they were

    • @crow1628
      @crow1628 Рік тому +249

      @@secrets.295 not evil, how naive and misguided they were

    • @douglasstone3177
      @douglasstone3177 Рік тому +163

      @@secrets.295 They were laughing like that due to the intense stress of the situation. They probably were having a pretty tough day when they're buddy got a little goofy and sarcastic on the video and they over-reacted to the comedy in a way that would blow off the excess stress and energy.

    • @roar8693
      @roar8693 Рік тому +119

      @@secrets.295 not evil nor young.. thats just military humour mocking how ridiculous the equipment is... we laugh to avoid getting depressed and develop a humour civilians dont agree with..

    • @okaunis
      @okaunis Рік тому +11

      @@crow1628 Are you a murderer too? Do you know how many lawyers use that excuse for a young murderer? They are old enough to be convicted as adults. I hope no one you know becomes a victim. We'll see how "understanding" you are.

  • @mnoorbhai
    @mnoorbhai Рік тому +180

    I was recently there and an old lady outside each morning would sell boiled eggs at 6am as breakfast with bread loafs, near the place we stayed . Very humble lady , one morning I asked her why she does this at this age .She stated, with a smile, that all my sons and nephews and adult men were killed in the war and i have to look after my grandkids . iIcould not hold back the swell of tears looking at this old 70 year old woman trying to make a living for her surviving family . What do the lavish living Americans know about the hardships they created , and their sons are called Veterans ! having been on 2 or 3 tours of the Iraqi war!!

  • @terinash609
    @terinash609 7 місяців тому +1618

    I am an army veteran. My son was a Cavalry Scout. He refused to go to Iraq because he didn’t believe in the war there. He told them he would go fight in Afghanistan. He had a court martial, went to military prison for a short time, received an bad conduct discharge and lost all veterans benefits. His best Army buddy wasn’t going to deploy to Iraq either. He gave in and went. He was blown up by an IED. He was burned, broke his back, pelvis, he has a traumatic brain injury. He now is disabled for life and has horrific PTSD. That unit lost several soldier and others were injured. Then my son fell apart from survivor guilt. He had a breakdown. He will never be the same. He was 21. He is almost 40 now. His life is ruined. My daughter and son in law served as MPs. They had multiple deployments in Afghanistan. They have PTSD and other service related problems. They were very disillusioned by the time their last enlistment was up and got out. I am a 100% disabled veteran. My health was ruined by the non FDA approved vaccines I received during the first Gulf
    war. I have been ill, in pain and have memory and cognitive issues. I have been this way for 33 years. Over half my life I have been disabled. Our country needs to stop sending our troops off to needless wars. Now Biden and Blinken are backing Israel
    In their Genocide and war crimes. They are playing directly into Netanyahu’s hand to fight WWIII with not only more American funding and weapons but American troops. If they don’t destroy the entire world we will have more dead or mentally and physically disabled veteran and not much will change in the Middle East !

    • @Iesha466
      @Iesha466 7 місяців тому +67

      My heart breaks reading your testimony and that of your kids. I am incredibly sorry and ashamed of our evil government and bankers running the global financial war machines. We are Patriots who Love America and all of humanity, however we are fed up with politics, lies and corruption as I'm sure you are! God bless you and we are praying for a massive, sweeping, global change on this plant. We are with you 🙏❤️🇺🇸

    • @Polyfusia
      @Polyfusia 6 місяців тому +40

      Sad story and really the oldest story ever told. People go fight for their nation and believe in honour and protecting whats right and come home shattered to a nation that suddenly doesn't need them anymore now that they've served their purpose. It may be cynical but I think the real reason it is encouraged to tell those in the miiitary "thank you for your service" is actually to attract new recruits who see this and believe its a job of valour and to keep those who have lost everything because of their service a little quieter. If the powers that be wanted to thank you, they'd look after you.

    • @megaham1552
      @megaham1552 6 місяців тому +10

      I know you are hurting but you should learn about geopolitics, the world isn't that simple and the US leaving the middle east doesn't solve everything

    • @mynillywita9milli
      @mynillywita9milli 6 місяців тому +22

      Im so sorry for your family. Its a great shame our nation was fooled into destroying the middle east on behalf of Israel.

    • @megaham1552
      @megaham1552 6 місяців тому +5

      @@mynillywita9milli 🤦‍♂🤦‍♂

  • @Renshaaka
    @Renshaaka Місяць тому

    This video left me with a profound sense of loss and emptiness. If you're an Iraq war veteran reading this, I'm truly sorry you were forced to do these things. Nothing but love and respect to you all.

    • @Nobody-q2j
      @Nobody-q2j Місяць тому

      No one forced them to do it. They signed up to commit these crimes. Most of them just wanted to hurt someone long before they joined the army. You should feel bad for all the innocent Iraqis who lost their lives to foreign invaders who come from the other side of the earth.

  • @lsnyder
    @lsnyder Рік тому +869

    This was really heavy for such a short film. Amazing showcasing of the raw emotion. Lost a few folks in that war. Wishing everyone the best in that film

    • @Aazimria
      @Aazimria Рік тому +23

      include the iraqis or just american ?

    • @BG-oj6zt
      @BG-oj6zt Рік тому +1

      Especially the Iraq people victims of shameful war built on lies!!!

    • @smolboyi
      @smolboyi Рік тому

      War is heavy. Of all the wars throughout time, I would guess maybe two were relatively righteous.
      There is evil in the hearts of all men, and it is apparent.

    • @BiggieJ-te7cb
      @BiggieJ-te7cb Рік тому +8

      Should've lost more.

    • @ZombiecowCast
      @ZombiecowCast Рік тому +8

      @@LiLsCo0tZ I hope the energy you put out is cleansed by good people around you otherwise it may come back and finish blackening the rest of your soul

  • @HighwayLand
    @HighwayLand Рік тому +845

    My Grandpa was a Marine back in Korea, and I always looked up to him for what he did for our Country. I wanted to be like him, I almost joined the Marines right out of high school back in 1999, but my Grandpa told me that if I stayed home that he would cover all my college expenses. I never did join the Marines, instead I did two years Pensacola Christian College and two years at Rogue Community College, and here I am 20 years later as a Paramedic in Medford, Oregon. My Grandpa saved my life, his actions kept me out of harm's way.
    My thoughts and prayers go out to all those affected by this bogus war. I am sorry we put you through it.

    • @drunkensailor112
      @drunkensailor112 Рік тому +37

      That was a great thing your granddad did for you

    • @donjuan7798
      @donjuan7798 Рік тому

      How did you granpa did something for USA, if he was fighting outside of it on a land he wasn’t invited to? Did any of Korea’s threaten to invade USA? Those PR companies working for army have washed your brains out. 😂 There haven’t been a conflict on USA land since Civil War, so how come fighting in a different country which hasn’t threatened USA is helping it? 😂

    • @misteropinion2869
      @misteropinion2869 Рік тому +43

      Your Grandpa was very smart and cares about you. Wars are nothing but political evil, its not heroic being a marine or any soldier, taking innocent lifes on a governments orders! You on the other hand do the opposite and Save lifes, now that's heroic :)

    • @susiekim5728
      @susiekim5728 Рік тому +2

      Oh wow, I’m from Pensacola and know about PCC. What a small world. Are you Korean?

    • @Ph4r4oh_444g
      @Ph4r4oh_444g Рік тому +3

      God bless your grandpa he was a hero and I lost my grandpa before I was even born and it’s one of my biggest losses cause what kind of man would I be if I had my grandfather in my life.

  • @andrew-rn9ui
    @andrew-rn9ui 8 місяців тому +270

    Man that one black guy is so remorseful despite probably being hailed as a badass hero by alot of people , you can tell he really thinks about those people he hurt alot

    • @onbored9627
      @onbored9627 5 місяців тому +38

      He's obviously highly intelligent as well. I think that probably makes it a lot harder for him, because it's easier for him to abstract himself into someone elses shoes. I wish I could meet that guy. He seems like someone really worth meeting.

    • @qouykuhn
      @qouykuhn 5 місяців тому +6

      black gentleman* yeah, that dude rocks.

    • @Chatterbox-94
      @Chatterbox-94 5 місяців тому +12

      I give him phenomenal praise for reflecting on his combat experience and looking through the eyes of the people who suffered as a result of his actions. I’ve done it before myself and it’s an eye opening experience. You will never look at the military the same way again.

    • @neverbackdown1918
      @neverbackdown1918 5 місяців тому +4

      @@onbored9627yeah, it sounds kinda weird and crazy, but I feel like I can gauge someone’s intelligence reasonably well by their speech. I don’t mean what they say, although that matters too, but their voice itself, and he sounds fairly intelligent.

    • @onbored9627
      @onbored9627 5 місяців тому +6

      @@neverbackdown1918 I don't think it's weird or crazy. If you think about it, you are able to discern when someone maybe a little slower or learning disabled. I don't see why it couldn't also work the same way for intelligence. And, I know what you mean, it's not the vocabulary or the grammar of it, it's the introspection, empathy, and abstraction. In my opinion.

  • @ryancarlile5830
    @ryancarlile5830 29 днів тому +1

    Wow, This is incredible. I don't agree with the war but I support the troops. May all those lost rest in peace.

  • @madmantv704
    @madmantv704 Рік тому +1414

    I feel this. For me one of the hardest parts of the military was the cognitive dissonance you were surrounded by. Everyone had that moment where something didn't feel right or you questioned what you were doing, and everyone around me I saw pushed that feeling away and acted like it was normal.

    • @maryannhope8276
      @maryannhope8276 Рік тому +8

      😭

    • @NessieTheCatt
      @NessieTheCatt Рік тому +35

      my girlfriends husband is a marine, he should thank me for my service i dont slaughter people i make them feel goood

    • @_audacity2722
      @_audacity2722 Рік тому

      And then they cry for sympathy when the guilt of their actions weighs so heavy on them that they contemplate s*icide.

    • @harderway8568
      @harderway8568 Рік тому

      Of course, going to some Dumbfuckistan and shooting people is a totaly normal thing to do, no reason at all to question such things.

    • @tabo01
      @tabo01 Рік тому +15

      Part of permawar is normalizing it.

  • @yousifshamari2152
    @yousifshamari2152 Рік тому +494

    as an Iraqi this really messes me up. i get flashbacks everyday from this war. I remember when the American troops attacked my school. i don’t think i will ever forget this.

    • @mukhlizz4614
      @mukhlizz4614 Рік тому

      @@SomeGuyinAustralia US are the terrorist in Iraq land. Iraq people are heroes protect their homeland.

    • @megaham1552
      @megaham1552 Рік тому +16

      Sorry to hear that man, Iraq has a bright future

    • @anotherarmchairhistorian2831
      @anotherarmchairhistorian2831 Рік тому +40

      I am very sorry for my part in it.

    • @hotpotato3311
      @hotpotato3311 Рік тому +46

      @@megaham1552 No It doesn't.

    • @abdullahmoosa4825
      @abdullahmoosa4825 Рік тому +88

      And now these soldiers act like they are the innocent victims of this war.

  • @Teyl1
    @Teyl1 Рік тому +809

    I look back at my time in Iraq with a clear mind and perspective. Not all of the people I hurt there deserved what happened to them, some did. In the end I lived, I probably shouldn't have. Nothing will change what happened, nothing will make anything we did or was done to us better. We move forward knowing more now. That while those rich men robbed those countries, they robbed us too. That we are now the pawns for every fight someone who knows nothing about our experience can use to justify their agendas on the graves of our dead.
    I'm 37 but I feel like I'm almost 60. I keep to myself because I don't trust people anymore. I don't get high or drunk, never have never will, because living with what I have done is a price I am willing to live with. I care about what happens to this country, but I will never feel like I'm a part of it again. My only advice to you now is to be kind while there is still time, you only have each other left.

    • @SunnyWithNoChanceOfRain
      @SunnyWithNoChanceOfRain Рік тому +39

      I know you may not or may believe in Jesus, but he loves you. There is no condemnation in Christ. Basically, God knows your heart & that’s the only reason you are as conscious as you are.

    • @chaseniwa7971
      @chaseniwa7971 Рік тому +10

      We need to accept Trans rights and stop telling women what to do with their bodies. Once the real war on our own doorstep is extinguished can we go fight in others

    • @simonsezo2328
      @simonsezo2328 Рік тому +157

      @@chaseniwa7971 How did you get trans rights from this man talking about what happened to him in Iraq.

    • @huntsman145
      @huntsman145 Рік тому +38

      Yeah well, it's not like half the world told you it was a monumental mistake and a crime from day 1!

    • @simonsezo2328
      @simonsezo2328 Рік тому +8

      Thank you for what you've done, If you ever think you didn't make a difference just know that you did to me. I was born in 2002 as a military brat and grew up admiring you guys and even now you guys make this bleak world seem a little less dark. I'm 20 now and my best friend I grew up with has joined the marines and I'm going to follow him soon. Thank you for all that you did for us and for giving me some of the greatest childhood fantasies of superhero soldiers.

  • @erinkelley1943
    @erinkelley1943 Місяць тому

    How did the war change them? Became," Old young men!" Powerfully accurate and disheartening statement. Although I can't compare my experience, as a Nurse, I can undoubtedly relate to that feeling. Thank you Soldiers for your sacrifice. May God bless and heal you.

  • @dorenecaudell4874
    @dorenecaudell4874 Рік тому +826

    My son joined the Army to get the benefits he came home a different person had PTSD ended up a drug addict and no longer inhabits this world 😢

    • @brickdinero5468
      @brickdinero5468 Рік тому +42

      Bless him and let us remember him 20 years later , however he probably hasn’t been gone so long but still we shalll remember the start of his troubles 20 years ago yesterday

    • @Western_Decline
      @Western_Decline Рік тому +26

      I’m sorry for your loss.

    • @blinktambo255
      @blinktambo255 Рік тому +17

      What made him join the army ? Did he want to join the army ? Or you told him or forced him to join the army ?

    • @whateverheather655
      @whateverheather655 Рік тому +80

      ​@blinktambo255 show some respect for this mom !! It's none of your business why he went into the army!!

    • @blinktambo255
      @blinktambo255 Рік тому +57

      @@whateverheather655 why I would a show respect towards someone who let her son to join an institution that was built upon blood ?

  • @HayleySulfridge
    @HayleySulfridge Рік тому +1801

    My brother did a 6 month tour in Iraq and he was never the same. He came home with pictures of things he saw, gruesome things i can still see in my head to this day, and the fact that he witnessed them in person kills me. His job at one point was retrieving body parts from a nearby river for burial. I used to think of him as older and wiser, and now i realize he was a baby. He had no chance of normalcy after that. It’s disgusting. Also the garbage avoiding on roads they mentioned? He would almost cause accidents over his reflex to avoid that stuff on the road.

    • @MarioGoatse
      @MarioGoatse Рік тому +171

      It really sucks when you get exactly what you signed up for. I once signed up for skydiving and they actually chucked me out of a plane.

    • @HayleySulfridge
      @HayleySulfridge Рік тому +323

      @@MarioGoatse did that make you feel better? You must feel so smart and hilarious….

    • @michaelbeedie4155
      @michaelbeedie4155 Рік тому +63

      The sick thing is when we realise our countries don't have these peoples backs! They use them as pieces in they're game of monopoly and they are the bravest most selfless heroes who hope to do well for they're country. I hope one day Western leaders are held accountable for actions they made other people take. I wish your brother all the best in his recovery and will never forget his lost friends. Lest we forget!

    • @idnintel
      @idnintel Рік тому +21

      very sorry to hear this, this is why these disgusting wars must end once and for all. No more wars for power whims of politicians!

    • @douglassinclaire9968
      @douglassinclaire9968 Рік тому +7

      and imagine what happens to peoples brains when they see it in movies and on tv and game, in even more gruesome manner.

  • @30secondsflat
    @30secondsflat Рік тому +715

    I do hope NYT does a segment on the war from the perspective of civilians and how they experienced the invasion

    • @jebbo-c1l
      @jebbo-c1l Рік тому +1

      i doubt it, NYT notorious war mongerers in the early 2000s

    • @JenkinsOtherEar
      @JenkinsOtherEar Рік тому +56

      There was a podcast where a former Guantanamo Bay guard reconnected with former detainees several years after the fact. It would be interesting to hear a conversation between the Iraqi man who was punched in the face and the soldier who did that to him.

    • @harukrentz435
      @harukrentz435 Рік тому +133

      They should make one from their own perspective. Just remember NYT was so eager for this war to happen.

    • @30secondsflat
      @30secondsflat Рік тому +77

      @@harukrentz435 Some media self-reflection would also be a good segment…if only

    • @Dennis-nc3vw
      @Dennis-nc3vw Рік тому +17

      An April 2004 poll showed Iraqis thought the invasion was "worth it" by a margin of more than 2 to 1 (61% said "worth it", 28% "not worth it", 9% said they didn't know). Then when sectarian violence kicked into high gear in mid-2006 they changed their tune.

  • @amossnowdaharleyman9179
    @amossnowdaharleyman9179 17 днів тому

    I'm a Navy combat vet from a generation before Iraq. What helped me was the realization that that living was never up to me. With that realization nothing ever mattered so nothing ever(s) bothered me. As to the "why" of being there: we all have or had our own reasons so never second guess yourself.

  • @Mademoiselleantoine
    @Mademoiselleantoine Рік тому +710

    I cried. I have seen so many regrets in their eyes while they are telling their stories, I was 14 years old when the US invaded Iraq, During high school, most of my peers signed up to serve in the military. When they got back, their whole lives had changed forever especially coming back with serious mental illnesses such as PTSD. 20 years later, there is still regret and remorse. Healing will take a whole lifetime to recover.

    • @KevinKevin-po1zl
      @KevinKevin-po1zl Рік тому

      as an european and allies, i suggest to all americans to get out their bubble. there is a big world out there, you're not the only fair nation. and you not allowed to invade other countries for natural resources. you govs use their propaganda from when you born, that you are the only and best nation in the world, to make you feel proud and die for it. that you live in democracy and freedom ( wich freedom? if you don't pay your first life house taxes they throw you in the street, if you don't pay health insurrance you're ruined.) don't believe your propaganda, you're hurting yourself and other peoples. i say all of this because i'm sure you are good people, you just are victims of the war propaganda of an imperialist country. you have all the rights to protect your country IN your country. there is no reason to protect "democracy" as they say invading other countries. that makes zero sense. peace.

    • @titinotnice0307
      @titinotnice0307 Рік тому

      I hope they never heal for killing innocent people , your country is based on invading country for nothing. Bush should be sentenced in Den Haag court, but your "nice" government made the Hague Pact. Filthy animals 🤮🤮🤮🤮

    • @youssefraji2301
      @youssefraji2301 Рік тому

      That the price for invading others' countries. Mass destrucation weapons was a lie to justify the invasion and now look at Irak, a total mess. Thanks who? Thanks Bush and his gang

    • @prestonmatthews725
      @prestonmatthews725 Рік тому

      But look at the persons who they normally recruit to fight their wars. It’s normally folks from the lower socioeconomic classes. It’s all apart of their scheme.

    • @UnhallowedFury
      @UnhallowedFury Рік тому +20

      They should sue the government for making them go there when there was absolutely no reason to, other than greed.