thanks, this clarified something for me. i'd sort of got to the recognition that the issue that arises is the entry point but then there was still a misunderstanding. i took 'entry point' to mean that now there was a task in front of me (processing the issue, doing shadow work on it or whatever), but of course that's still aversion.
I’ve only been aware in the space where the names fall away and I’m in joyous wonder a handful of times. I just cannot imagine being that way always and getting anything done lol!
Hey Angelo! I had a moment today where I looked into the statement people often repeat: to look within. It always bothered me, but I wasn't sure why. There was a tenseness that came along with it. Ive been watching your videos, reading your book, and consuming content for ages. In light of this, I had a moment where I saw that all sensations "inner" and outer were all arising in ______, and that ______, was indiscribable. Not in the typical explosive mystic sense. It's hardly even worth mentioning, but I cried when I tapped into it. Im afraid to watch the rest of this video, lest I distract myself from it. All the inquiry questions make sense in light of this, yet before they felt frustrating and unfruitful. I feel there's a question, like "how do I stay here" but it feels silly to say that, yet there still feels like some secret on the other side. Then again, maybe not.
hear without ears, see without eyes, feel without skin, body...there is a hint of terror deep inside....then the mind comes in...ya, that is terrifying...defenseless as fluck.
Thank you for all the videos you make. Yours, along with a handful of other channels tackling these topics, is why I finally get what meditation actually is! What resting with consciousness means. At least I think I do, even if I don't, it's fine paradoxically enough, because I accept that even if I'm wrong, it's fine. My wrong beliefs are a valid part of my experience regardless. I should accept all thoughts and feelings without judgement. If I'm wrong about that, cool, I'm just not equipped to determine reality of things to the full extent.
Four years ago, I mentioned "poggers" to my girlfriend. She kept asking me, "What is poggers?" No matter the answer I gave her, she just couldn't get it. Nowadays, my answer is Poggers is Chad; Chad is Poggers
Ive definitely been increasingly seeing this wonder, just looking out to a tree, or going to a museum. It’s like being a kid again for sure. It’s a massive wtf moment, like how the Actual F! It’s like reality is a bigger acid trip than an actual one 😂 It’s actually a fear response sometimes about how insignificant or unexplained this apparent experience is. It’s amazing how sterile and filtered life has been. There’s a deeper appreciation for life itself for sure! Xx
Hey Angelo, Considering that it’s different for everyone, in the cases you’ve seen where awakening happens within a couple of weeks or less than 6 months, would you say meditating for about 3 hours a day is enough? Or does it require 4 to 5 hours a day? Mainly practicing natural meditation. I’d greatly appreciate your response! And thank you for the valuable content you share. I haven’t watched this video yet; for now, I’m diving into your exclusive content for members… which is beyond spectacular.
Yesterday I realized? that I'm not talking , walking or doing anything. Whatever I am, is experiencing everything. It started out as a conceptual thought, but as the day wore on it turned experiential. It feels like I'm close to a shift but the mind keeps saying this can't be it. This is too simple. Like it was expecting fireworks 😂
“Underneath it you will find where no suffering ever existed. And There - is just a vast field of wonder.” Beautiful, man 🤘❤
Damn what a timing! Just took an 8km walk outside and felt like a child again looking and hearing all the details, just being here and now
ALL IS...Wonderfilled❤
Heart open
Wonder
💖
Wonders are everywhere 😃
Awesome! When I get to one of your retreats, I hope you are a hugger!!
❤
It's even beyond wondrous that there's any experience at all.
I remember the wonder of being a child. Ive noticed those memories of childhood have much more sensory information than more current ones.
Thank you☮♾☮
Great pointing. Thanks.
i think it’s all about control as well. ❤
thanks, this clarified something for me. i'd sort of got to the recognition that the issue that arises is the entry point but then there was still a misunderstanding. i took 'entry point' to mean that now there was a task in front of me (processing the issue, doing shadow work on it or whatever), but of course that's still aversion.
I’ve only been aware in the space where the names fall away and I’m in joyous wonder a handful of times. I just cannot imagine being that way always and getting anything done lol!
We're back in our spiritual body is what that means to me! Meditation is the unplugging!
Hey Angelo!
I had a moment today where I looked into the statement people often repeat: to look within. It always bothered me, but I wasn't sure why. There was a tenseness that came along with it. Ive been watching your videos, reading your book, and consuming content for ages. In light of this, I had a moment where I saw that all sensations "inner" and outer were all arising in ______, and that ______, was indiscribable. Not in the typical explosive mystic sense. It's hardly even worth mentioning, but I cried when I tapped into it. Im afraid to watch the rest of this video, lest I distract myself from it.
All the inquiry questions make sense in light of this, yet before they felt frustrating and unfruitful. I feel there's a question, like "how do I stay here" but it feels silly to say that, yet there still feels like some secret on the other side. Then again, maybe not.
hear without ears, see without eyes, feel without skin, body...there is a hint of terror deep inside....then the mind comes in...ya, that is terrifying...defenseless as fluck.
Thank you for all the videos you make. Yours, along with a handful of other channels tackling these topics, is why I finally get what meditation actually is! What resting with consciousness means. At least I think I do, even if I don't, it's fine paradoxically enough, because I accept that even if I'm wrong, it's fine. My wrong beliefs are a valid part of my experience regardless.
I should accept all thoughts and feelings without judgement. If I'm wrong about that, cool, I'm just not equipped to determine reality of things to the full extent.
It seems I've lost the plot,
But the water is fine.
(Other than the terror of having no anchor 🤪)
Four years ago, I mentioned "poggers" to my girlfriend. She kept asking me, "What is poggers?" No matter the answer I gave her, she just couldn't get it.
Nowadays, my answer is Poggers is Chad; Chad is Poggers
Ive definitely been increasingly seeing this wonder, just looking out to a tree, or going to a museum. It’s like being a kid again for sure. It’s a massive wtf moment, like how the Actual F! It’s like reality is a bigger acid trip than an actual one 😂
It’s actually a fear response sometimes about how insignificant or unexplained this apparent experience is.
It’s amazing how sterile and filtered life has been.
There’s a deeper appreciation for life itself for sure! Xx
I've found the greatest gift we have, is our ignorance.
Hey Angelo,
Considering that it’s different for everyone, in the cases you’ve seen where awakening happens within a couple of weeks or less than 6 months, would you say meditating for about 3 hours a day is enough? Or does it require 4 to 5 hours a day? Mainly practicing natural meditation.
I’d greatly appreciate your response! And thank you for the valuable content you share.
I haven’t watched this video yet; for now, I’m diving into your exclusive content for members… which is beyond spectacular.
Thank you. Needed some reassurance. It’s absolutely terrifying 😂
Yesterday I realized? that I'm not talking , walking or doing anything. Whatever I am, is experiencing everything.
It started out as a conceptual thought, but as the day wore on it turned experiential.
It feels like I'm close to a shift but the mind keeps saying this can't be it. This is too simple. Like it was expecting fireworks 😂