Vlog 11. Chaos, concerts & crying :)

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  • Опубліковано 14 жов 2024
  • To be honest this vlog is a mess and i have a breakdown at the end lmao. enjoy :)) Have a good day or else!

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  • @whatemloves
    @whatemloves Рік тому +1

    I'm honestly having such a difficult time with depression at the minute, and watching your vlogs have given me so much comfort. I just love how transparent you are, but also how your personality shines through in every vlog, even on your darkest days, which makes me believe mine can too. Thank you so much, i love you!

  • @estefaniachavez4319
    @estefaniachavez4319 2 роки тому +45

    wish we could cry together and just talk about how hard is to live and wake up and try everyday when everything is pointless, living on your own doesnt help, spending too much time in your head doesn’t help… the best medicine is being understood filled with love 24/7 until you feel strong enough on your own again. i know im not any of your jellycats but, Fuhzz, you aren’t alone, you got this. It will eventually get a little better 💌 i really hope you keep swimming, one more time, you deserve to live and enjoy the little things

    • @hollyreadman8034
      @hollyreadman8034 2 роки тому

      I know this was for Fuhzz but wow I loved reading that and I really needed that. I relate 10000000%. If you want anyone to talk to I’m here ❤️❤️❤️

  • @Liusaidh35
    @Liusaidh35 2 роки тому +30

    beautiful fuhzz, your worth is not determined or diminished by your productivity, pain, or stuff ups (which are actually just gifts and opportunities for growth). just being here, as fuhzzie, on this earth alive is the most valuable thing you can do. just look at how many people you have already helped, and continue to help every single day. your light is so bright, and your presence here matters more than you may ever be able to understand. so thank you for just being here. thank you for filming, editing and posting these vulnerable videos because even though your pain lies to you, you still want to make something good out of it, by helping others who are in pain too. even if you quit social media tomorrow, your impact this far has been so far-reaching and meaningful, more impact than most people have in their lifetime. please know that we all love and appreciate you SO much, crazy amounts. and i know it must be hard to conceptualise all the people that care about you, since we are just little numbers and names on a screen, but i promise we are real, and we do love you for just being you. you truly are a beautiful soul❤❤❤

  • @alexandrasive
    @alexandrasive 2 роки тому +12

    Hi my love ! I just wanted to say I have been where you are body-wise - I tried doing crazy diets to get back smaller over and over before I realised my body image issues were all in my head. I’m so much bigger now than I ever thought I would be, but I am so, so much happier now than before, because I’m not fighting my body. The diets made me even more unhappy mentally because I didn’t have the energy to do therapy properly, and I didn’t want to take my meds because they made me gain. It’s taken so long and it’s a tough fight, but in my experience it’s way better to fight to eat what you want and have the full range of what life can offer, than to fight to be smaller ! I had the most incredible wardrobe of vintage stuff, but I’ve put the special stuff in storage, donated the rest, and now I get to find new pieces for this stage of my life ❤️

  • @caprisunxlove8072
    @caprisunxlove8072 2 роки тому +23

    Thank u, Fuhzz, for being so vulnerable on here

  • @mia.nxlson1494
    @mia.nxlson1494 2 роки тому +4

    There is so much more to life than our bodies. They truly are the least important thing about us and it made me so sad to hear the way you spoke about yours. Pls, you don’t need to change, you’re so beautiful and chasing a past version of yourself can be never ending. You may find you get there and feel exactly the same. As someone who has an ED, I beg you to be safe and to not become to obsessed with an old version of yourself. It really can become all consuming and destructive. And also, we need carbs!!!! Carbs are essential to give us energy and have so many benefits. The way they are demonised is all just part of diet culture but we need carbs to be healthy. You’ve been such a huge comfort to me and mean so much to so many people, it would break me to see you not being safe with this journey with you’re body. You’re beautiful and you’re important, please be sensible 💖

  • @denarendall
    @denarendall 2 роки тому +7

    Fuhhz- you truly are a lovely little beam of sun, even when you feel completely overwhelmed by the darkness. You are such a comfort to many of your followers, and your vulnerability is beautiful. That feeling of having “nothing to live for” is so hard, but I promise you have purpose. I know how all consuming it is to hate your body, but like you say, your body might just be changing with age. Please do not be too hard on yourself, and if you’re losing weight, please make sure it’s safely and sensibly. I am sending you all of the love in the world! Thanks for being you!❤️

  • @Lolathebluesmartie
    @Lolathebluesmartie 2 роки тому +14

    You are NOT a failure fuhzzie. You are a wonderful, kind, beautiful, thoughtful, caring, sweet, lovable person. Please be kind to yourself. So kind. Extra super duper kind. Surround yourself with loving caring cancer star signs people who help you through this time. Can you go stay with your parents? Can you recomcile old friendships so you have a better support system? Sending you love laughter and light x

  • @alexandrasive
    @alexandrasive 2 роки тому +9

    And re: feeling hopeless and useless - your mere presence online has clearly affected so many people positively. You’re creative and kind and wonderful - you deserve to be here and to explore the world and figure out what makes you happy and follow that good feeling, no matter how long it takes ❤️

  • @ulandaanthony4177
    @ulandaanthony4177 2 роки тому +6

    one of ur best vlogs yet! I love how u show all of ur emotions and life experiences in your vlogs not just the good ones but the bad as well. We can all relate with u in the bad times and it really helps captivate the connections between us the audience and you fuhzz xxxx

  • @annika9183
    @annika9183 2 роки тому +7

    love your realness, thank you for being you! sending you a BIG hug 🫂

  • @gracelily2358
    @gracelily2358 2 роки тому +5

    most comforting person ever

  • @cloxberg
    @cloxberg 2 роки тому +4

    You're NOT a failure. You are a star waiting to shine!!! Keep your head up!

  • @sashathornton8634
    @sashathornton8634 2 роки тому +1

    Fuhzz, you are NOT a failure. You bring such excitement and joy to many peoples lives, and i am a huge fan of you!! Your videos and your instagram has helped me because you are so real and kind. You are loved and apprecieated. Thank you for showing your feelings in this video. I am sending my love to you.

  • @lottieandjemimax6759
    @lottieandjemimax6759 2 роки тому +2

    Im so sorry fuhzz, you don't deserve to feel like this. You bring joy and happiness into so many peoples lives even people who haven't even met you. You have such an incredible positive impact on peoples lives. You're so beautiful inside and out, and you deserve truly the whole world. You aren't alone even if it may feel like it, so many people love and care for you I promise

  • @katehumphreys4641
    @katehumphreys4641 2 роки тому +2

    Was crying with you at the end of this vid. Sending so so so much love to you. Thank you for being honest, so many more people are going through this then we think.xxxx

  • @CerysDavies
    @CerysDavies 2 роки тому +1

    I only discovered your channel a few weeks ago and I’ve watched so many of your videos because of your funny & excitable personality and now I watch every single one!
    So sorry with what your going through, you don’t deserve to feel sad, no-one does.❤️ I hope you can find comfort in knowing that your content brings happiness & smiles to people. Things will get better ❤️‍🩹xx

  • @heesunkim2676
    @heesunkim2676 2 роки тому +6

    i love jelly cats too 🥺 i really related to what you talked about and want to tell both of us that the mean talking in our heads is wrong!! you are such a lovable person and thank you for always being original and cool

  • @relisax
    @relisax 2 роки тому +4

    No don’t say those things! We all make mistakes and feel rubbish and fail but that doesn’t define you. You need to find happiness within it gets better with age I promise! you learn even though you have loved ones you need to learn you have yourself and that’s so important to love who you are not the physical stuff but your heart. You got this! Don’t ever give up xxx

  • @amywatson7923
    @amywatson7923 2 роки тому +2

    Fuhzz, you are NOT a failure!!! You are a beautiful soul and you get up everyday and you keep going. My brother is going through the same thing as you right now. You are enough. You are so much more than that, you are an inspiration!!! Your videos/company have kept me alive at some points in my life. You matter and although you can see us there are thousands and thousands of people who see you and think WOW. Be kind to yourself let yourself fuck up do whatever the fuck makes you happy. The only reason there is to live is to do what makes you happy and brings you peace and only that. You are never ever alone, we all love you so much truly. Lots and lots and lots and lots and love sweet girl xxx

  • @orlah2000
    @orlah2000 2 роки тому +2

    you are so perfect please don’t ever forget it or let anyone or anything block your vision. i know it feels shit right now and as if there is no way out but you will look back on this time and laugh because what you needed was in front of you the whole time. try to clear your view and focus on the endpoint so that you can find it. spiralling out of control is normal and whenever you feel it coming just bring your mind to the happy things. because as bad as it gets there is always something. even when you feel like there is no one who will listen, just know that there are always good things coming. don’t let yourself become too overwhelmed by things that are out of your control. focus on the things you can change. wish you the best, have a good day or else xxx

  • @ItsJessPrimrose
    @ItsJessPrimrose 2 роки тому +1

    I absolutely adore you, you have a heart of gold and deserve so much happiness and goodness❤️

  • @hannahk4086
    @hannahk4086 2 роки тому

    i love you and we love your videos!! you are so needed and wanted by sooo many

  • @pj965
    @pj965 2 роки тому

    you’re so special and have a kind soul fuhzz

  • @AnaMoon
    @AnaMoon 2 роки тому

    Fuhzz! you are so precious. Your vulnerability makes you so relatable. You are not alone in feeling this way sometimes. Life is really hard... but it'll get better :) sending you a big hug xxxx

  • @lucyfitzgibbon3382
    @lucyfitzgibbon3382 2 роки тому

    Hope you’re doing okay x sending so much love and support

  • @sarahsmith7860
    @sarahsmith7860 2 роки тому

    Love you hope everything starts getting better ASAP rocky xxxx

  • @danielladixon7675
    @danielladixon7675 2 роки тому +4

    I love you fuhzz! Seeing you cry made me cry :(
    Please don’t go on a diet just eating salads!? All that will happen is you’ll feel worse about yourself as you’re just setting yourself up to fail! You can’t sustain that kind of diet it’s completely unrealistic! And if you do succeed you are just falling (back?) into an eating disorder. Wanting to make realistic change to your body is fine. eat more and eat a balanced diet and train more, there’s so much content out there with advice about this kind of realistic, healthy lifestyle with so women saying they lost weight when they ate more and trained! But you’re body is amazing, you’re still skinny you just have more curves… sell all your old clothes, they’re just holding you back. Embrace what you have right now in this moment… you’ll find new amazing clothes that make you feel confident not ones that have you longing for the past. I promise that you won’t look back.
    I don’t usually write such long comments but I had to this time… I just relate to you so much.

  • @angiekhosa2663
    @angiekhosa2663 2 роки тому

    Love you. Your videos make me happy

  • @elliefernandez3805
    @elliefernandez3805 2 роки тому

    i love your videos you're helping so many people

  • @gloomygraveyardgirl5470
    @gloomygraveyardgirl5470 2 роки тому +1

    felt that with the stuffies so muuch ''they make me so happy but they cant talk back'' :,(( I send u lots of loove n I need you too know uve helped me a lot with not feeling so alone. I also struggle with bpd n bipolar n the list goes on. You're so amazing in so many ways dont forget tha n I know I dont know u but u seem like u care a lot n u try ur best so I really hope u cut yourself some slack in emotional overwhelming times! xoxo

  • @Lolathebluesmartie
    @Lolathebluesmartie 2 роки тому +33

    Please eat something proper! Females need carbs! Please please !! You can Get SO many issues from cutting them out 😭😭

    • @blondie9422
      @blondie9422 2 роки тому +1

      A couple weeks won’t do any harm

    • @Lolathebluesmartie
      @Lolathebluesmartie 2 роки тому +4

      shouldn't be encouraging it in any way. hope you grow to understand that

    • @blondie9422
      @blondie9422 2 роки тому +1

      @@Lolathebluesmartie what kind of issues does cutting out carbs for a while cause? I’ve never had any issues with it in the short term and it just helps get the ball rolling with my weight loss

    • @daisyrichardson-clarke271
      @daisyrichardson-clarke271 2 роки тому +3

      @@blondie9422 You don’t lose weight by cutting out carbs, what you lose for the first couple of weeks is called water weight, cutting out carbs wipes out the glycogen stores in your muscles and glycogen helps your body retain water. So simple terms you lose water not fat. Low sugar, calorie deficit diets are the best way too keep weight off and healthier as well. Stay safe and EAT CARBS!

    • @blondie9422
      @blondie9422 2 роки тому +1

      @@daisyrichardson-clarke271 Oh okay, thanks for informing me!
      All my life I thought cutting out carbs was the best way

  • @dyz220
    @dyz220 2 роки тому +3

    thanks for the vlog and honesty

  • @oliviaharrison5452
    @oliviaharrison5452 2 роки тому +2

    💛🧡💜❤️💚💙

  • @Jeessicahart
    @Jeessicahart 2 роки тому +1

    Love ur vlogs sooooo much

  • @GaylonWLewis-cq1id
    @GaylonWLewis-cq1id Рік тому

    I'm so sorry I wish that we knew each at this time my Loving Katie

  • @mariacreamer7704
    @mariacreamer7704 2 роки тому +1

    Thank you for not just showing the good parts, it makes me feel like I’m not alone 🤍

  • @saiyansaba
    @saiyansaba 2 роки тому +1

    Love you

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    @redhgsa9367 2 роки тому

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  • @blondie9422
    @blondie9422 2 роки тому +3

    I’m the same size as you!! (About a 10 on top and 12 bottom)
    This is the heaviest I’ve ever been and am also used to being slimmer. I’m on day 3 of the strict diet. We can do this together 👍🏻🥗